I recently watched Arcane, which beside being a cinematic masterpiece, has an amazing soundtrack. Anyway, the ending song for the series climax is sooooo Shizaya coded I can't even right now.
I am the monster you created
You ripped out all my parts
And worst of all, for me to live, I gotta kill the part of me that saw
That I needed you more
I hope you know we had everything
When you broke me and left these pieces
I want you to hurt like you hurt me today and
I want you to lose like I lose when I play
What could have been
Hrnnnghh, the monster you created? I want to hurt you like you hurt me? Please Sting stop I can't do this anymore. Lose when I play the game, what could have been? Arhghghdjfhgshjsshdghs, I'm descending into madness.
So so so so!! I got to see the mutant mayhem movie a day early and AUAAAUUAGHHH
ahem- anyways. my favorite as usual u_u
[[me and three of my brothers even went color coordinated!! I’ve never felt so ALIVE/hj💜]]
I am the monster you created
You ripped out all my parts
And worst of all, for me to live, I gotta kill the part of me that saw
That I needed you more
I hope you know we had everything
And you broke me and left these pieces
I want you to hurt like you hurt me today and
I want you to lose like I lose when I play what could have been
Oh, what could have been
I wish those tropes of your soul mates name on your arm or first words were real. At least then I'd have confirmation that no one would ever love me the way I want. I wouldnt be so desperate to change my body to hate myself less and only making it worse every time i fail. Most of the time I accept it and I'm fine it's just that little worm of hope won't die. At least if that was real I'd have a blank wrist to remind me not to be stupid.
people smarter than me have said this before but jesus christ why does every job seem to require at least a year of experience and a degree in some hyperspecific field. where did the entry level positions go? how am i even supposed to get experience if none of yall will give me a job without it?
i think i’m changing my studio sustained investigation to some to do with my self perception as a black girl. am i an animalistic all-consuming black hole or am i just a girl who’s still stepping out of her i hate pink phase?