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spdrvyn · 17 days
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vyn's ao3 fic reccs — went on a bookmarking spree yesterday (instead of studying oops) so here we are. please enjoy and make sure to check these creators and their lovely, lovely fics if you have the time!
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maybe things were going to be just fine? by gogoberry2 — i really enjoyed the banter between miguel and reader here! author makes miguel so sassy that it's pretty entertaining to read.
amor vincit omnia by ely__sia — absolutely gut wrenching yet wholesome knight!au with miguel. he's so incredibly broody in this one yet so, so loveable.
of apples and oranges by bloodstained fingers — it's such a simple idea yet so well-executed and all with our favorite spider-man <3 miguel's really cute in this one, i love the domesticity of it
the world is full of noise (and i hear it all the time) by music4masses — miguel and reader's relationship in this fic feels very natural. made it feel real butterflies when i read tbh! should defo check this out
there's no distance (between you and me) by dylf — miguel really showing his role and instict as a protector/caretaker in this one! the spanish also feels natural and very in place (that's coming from someone that BARELY speaks spanish btw)
because by Vesss23 — maybe it's because i like seeing miguel a little angry but who knows! this is a good fic, with some ahaha. very nice. descriptions. of miguel so go, go read it neow!!!!!
the grump & the drunk by t_lostinworlds — by far, my personal favorite. miguel is just so, so charming and handsome yet i can't even see him. the tension is absolutely palpable and the writing just makes you fall in love with him even more
just stay here with me, cariño by kuko_field — i'm such a sucker for clingly, sleepy miguel that it's so bad. this is also another favorite of mine. i have no words, just read it.
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franzizka · 2 years
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@emeraldwhale aai2! i’m on the grand turnabout!
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byeol-ssi · 2 years
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Heloo! I loved reading you "sharing a bed" trop it was amazing 😭 would you mind if i request one with the tot men? 🥺
Your work stays awesome as always 😭😭
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hearts sealed by starlight
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✦ artem wing. luke pearce. marius von hagen. vyn richter. x gn!reader
✦ tags: sharing a bed (completely SFW, although slightly suggestive jokes are made in marius' part) + various tropes. slight spoilers for luke's part if you've never played through his personal story.
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artem wing *. ⋆ fake dating relationship
"ARTEM?" your tentative voice comes out as a whisper of sound.
artem hums in response. it was beginning to feel like, somehow, the silence had gotten louder now that you were both settled in for the night — with you occupying the bed, and artem laying on his makeshift cot on the floor.
your head pops out from above, and you look straight into his eyes with what seemed like surprise.
"you haven't fallen asleep." a statement, not a question.
work had been exhausting, to say the least. on the other hand, he was uncharacteristically wide awake despite the fatigue he'd accumulated throughout the past few days.
artem sighs through a smile. "it appears you haven't as well."
a beat. then, "would you like to come up and talk?"
"about?"
"anything, really!" your head peeks further out in your sudden burst of excitement, the blanket around your shoulders slipping. "let's just think of this as a sleepover. we can even share the bed!"
his forehead creases, "we never discussed, nor drafted a written testimony, should an event like ... bed-sharing occur during our agreed time together within the scope of our contract."
"artem, it's fine. it's not like i would file a lawsuit against you." you shook your head, laughing. "i probably wouldn't win anyway. so, come up."
he frowns. if he was being truly honest, the contract and terms were there more for his sake, since artem doesn't really know if he could control himself around you without them in place.
but then you're already scooting over, and he finds himself swiftly slipping in beside you.
the sheets rustled as adjustments were made, and you both soon realized with slight, sinking, horror that the bed was much smaller than you anticipated — evident in the way your skin inevitably brushed against his with every movement.
you clear your throat, offering him a sheepish smile. "i think people will definitely believe our story now ... but you still seem worried."
"although i do trust the judgment of celestine and my peers, i sometimes wonder if i'd gone too far in trying to protect my reputation," he admits quietly. "i'm likewise ashamed for involving you like this."
aside from the strain that came regularly with his responsibilities, artem found himself under extreme pressure and criticism from his environment.
somehow, being single while he neared his thirties labeled him as "unreliable and untrustworthy", and the firm subsequently saw a decline in clients.
this unfortunate reality is what brought him to you. by agreeing to become his pretend (keyword being, pretend. other synonyms included: fake, not real, an act) romantic partner, artem would be able to secure his image.
"hey. we do what we need to survive." you slid a hand across the bed and threaded your fingers with his. "and also, i've never been this happy before. so, i want you to stop burdening yourself with guilt."
he swallows, trying to ignore the warmth that spread from your touch and your voice — so soft and incredibly kind.
artem throws an arm over your stomach, keeping you as close as possible. skinship and other forms of physical contact were deliberated upon prior to this entire scheme, although nothing in your agreement explicitly stated that these had to be made only within public view.
artem only hopes you don't report him for taking advantage of this loophole. "you might fall off," he reasons out.
fitting yourself against the length of his body, your answering smile is warm, sweet, and playful. "swear to fall with me?"
"i swear," he vows, and nothing more is exchanged between you that night. when the moon rises high enough to peek through the clouds, you've already fallen fast asleep in his arms.
and artem stays awake throughout, wondering if he should someday reveal the truth of his worries.
what he expressed earlier wasn't a complete lie, but truthfully, he's becoming less concerned with preserving his name the longer he spends in your presence and focusing more on figuring out how to keep you as his.
because artem no longer cared if this was all fake, as long as he could stay by your side.
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luke pearce *. ⋆ reluctant allies to lovers
"you never said anything about us sharing a room," LUKE snaps brusquely, trapping the phone between his ear and his shoulder. "i only agreed to this because you insisted that we could find a potential cure around here."
"just think of it as a vacation! you don't need any added stress, so don't worry about it and have fun. but not too much fun, if you catch my meaning. also, try to keep your hands to your —"
luke promptly ends the phone call as he steps back into the bedroom. two lamps had been left burning by the bedside tables, casting the space in a soft, warm glow.
you were already tucked into bed, cream-colored sheets dipping with the shape of your figure. you look up when he enters, setting the tablet in your hands aside. "was that doctor aaron?"
luke nods, dropping to the armchair. he rubs his forehead, trying to center himself. he's aware that he was being irrational, a far cry from his usual self.
the tension hanging precariously between you both wasn't the most ideal as well — another issue he admitted to being the cause for acting so cold and standoffish.
you purse your lips. "is something wrong? did he have any new leads?"
"no, no. he was just ..." playing matchmaker where his services were clearly unwanted, his mind provided. he coughs into his fist. "checking in."
an awkward silence ensues, one you break by nodding to where he was sitting. "okay ... are you sure you're comfortable sleeping there?"
"i've slept in a lot worse places. this is fine."
a sigh leaves your lips. "you don't have to. we can share, alright?" you propose, more forcefully this time. "i'd rather not have dr. aaron find out and scold me for not taking care of my patient."
ah, right. it wasn't unusual to find yourselves paired up frequently and you've played plenty of roles together in the past — albeit begrudgingly on luke's part.
and when you accidentally learn about his illness, you agreed to become his nurse/investigative partner as per the meddlesome doctor's request.
why? luke has absolutely no clue.
it takes all of his self-restraint to not glare at the bed, which would be the bane of his existence for the next ten hours.
"fine," he concedes. he lifts one side of the sheets, revealing your bare legs underneath. there wasn't anything remotely scandalous about your nightwear, but he squeezes the phone in his hands, terrifyingly similar to how a scandalized victorian woman would clutch her pearls.
he placed the gadget down with much more force than intended, and hopped into bed as quickly as humanely possible.
a cool palm — yours, he realizes — presses itself unannounced on his forehead, brushing away his bangs. he sits up jerkily, confident he was redder than a tomato.
"luke, you look like you're burning up. have you taken your medicine? how about some water?" you soothe gently, raising your hands to show you meant no harm. "or would you like me to leave? i can find somewhere else to stay the night, no problem."
and this is exactly why he dislikes working with you.
he doesn't even know you that well — has been trying not to learn more, has been doing his utmost to keep his distance — and yet, you relentlessly look out for him without making him feel as if he was glass.
and all luke wants to do is surrender.
he blew out another frustrated breath, stubbornly denying how you made him feel. it wouldn't be right. it wouldn't be fair. he shouldn't aspire for the bond between you to develop into something more.
not when he'd be leaving you too.
and so, he remains resolute in his decision to push you away — like all the other times in the past.
before you got too close. before his heart fell any further.
"it's nothing," he rasps, swinging a leg over the bed. "you should get some rest."
"do you ... want me to hold you?"
luke's entire brain halts, as does his attempt to escape. "wha — what?!" he sputters, heat climbing up even further on his cheeks.
"i heard it helps," you shrug. a yawn eclipses the next words that leave you. "doctor aaron said so."
he almost groans. luke should decline. conjure some sort of excuse or half-ass lie. drive the wedge between you even deeper than it already is — once and for all.
yet, when he clears the thickness lodged in his throat, something else comes out of his mouth entirely.
"yeah?"
you nod, motioning for him to come closer. "yeah."
he blinks. just this once, he convinces himself.
"okay." his nerves settle when he shuffles hesitantly into your waiting arms. his arms wrap around your torso as you settle back down on the mattress, burrowing deeper with his weight above you.
your hand starts carding through his hair, the sensation so relaxing that his eyes begin to droop shut. without thinking, he breathes you in, calming his heart in the process.
after a long while — when more stars eventually come out of their slumber and take their place in the night sky — you whisper, "are you feeling much better?"
he does. but that didn't mean he wanted to let you go.
"could we stay like this a bit longer?" he mumbles, lips grazing your collar bone.
you don't deny him. "sure, luke. as long as you want."
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marius von hagen *. ⋆ arranged marriage
"you can take the left side," MARIUS offers, quietly going around the hotel room and flicking off the lamps.
you embrace the soft pillow in your hands a little tighter, trying to ease the nervousness quivering in your stomach. you find refuge in the queen-sized bed — which was ironic, considering that the bed was the last place you should be in given your present circumstances.
"is this another one of your cheesy pick-up lines?" you joke, attempting to lighten the subtly-charged air by adding, "because you're always right?"
the corner of his lips twitch the slightest before he shakes his head in amusement. "i am. but also because you always sleep on the left."
the sky had already deepened to a purple haze that reminded you of marius's gaze as you regard one another silently for a drawn-out beat.
your eyebrows draw up when his observation slowly sinks in, and you likewise couldn't help the suspicion that laces your tone. "i do? how do you know that?"
"you're my spouse." he shrugs easily. the bed shifts as he settles in next to you; the rustling of covers accompanying his movements. "these are things i should know."
you ignore the way your pulse trips over itself. instead, you flipped on your side to face him, gesturing vaguely between the two of you. "but we've never even ..."
marius raises an eyebrow, and the smirk that followed after spelled purely of mischief.
"what? slept together?"
at your appalled expression, marius tips his head back and bursts into laughter, his hair a splash of color on the satin sheets. you're certain the warmth surging up your neck could rival even the hottest of stars.
"why would you phrase it in that manner," you grumble, sitting up and smacking him playfully with a pillow.
it was true. you've been married for a couple of months now, but still slept in separate bedrooms. he'd generously offered you a space of your own at his own house, and you'd always managed to get adjoining rooms during business trips.
this time, however, your parents were adamant about finally sending you off on a honeymoon they planned and prepared for — much like your marriage, and everything else that concerned your relationship — when you both initially refused and made excuses to take one shortly after the wedding.
his arm shoots out to grab hold of the pillow, bringing it down to catch a clearer view of your face. he stares at you for a few seconds, his expression softening, but his smile never slips.
"i check on you every night whenever i arrive home from work."
oh.
oh.
"and despite how spacious the bed is, i somehow always find you taking up the left side," marius continues, completely unaware of how your heart just shot itself up your throat.
"it's not really meant for one," you answer breathlessly, awkwardly huffing out a laugh. your hands fiddle with the edge of the pillow, "maybe we should start ... you know."
"sleeping together?" he unhelpfully — and too cheerfully — supplies.
your entire face bursts into flames again, but you refuse to let it show. "yes. you're my husband." you stick your chin up, feigning nonchalance. "it's only natural for married couples to share a bed. it'll also allow us to become more comfortable with one another in the future."
he'd be yours for real, if only you knew, and if only you asked.
carefully, he brushes your cheek with his knuckles, the ring on his finger glinting in the dark. "if it's alright with you."
"it is." you lean into his touch. certain you won't be running away from him anytime soon, he opens his arms out to you.
you duck your head to conceal your smile, laying your cheek against the center of his chest.
"but only sleep. no funny business, mr. von hagen."
marius wonders if you could hear the beating of his heart sounding out your name.
"i would never. sweet dreams, mx. von hagen."
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vyn richter *. ⋆ childhood best friends to lovers
a hesitant knock resounds on VYN's bedroom door. he glances at the grandfather clock, takes note of the time, and smiles inwardly.
it seemed like you'd never changed. 
"come in," he calls out.
the door creaks open, and your head peeks in first, your shoulders and the rest of your body obscured behind the polished wood.
"hey."
"good evening. was the bedroom not to your tastes?" he asks, something that sounded very similar to amusement lacing his voice.
embarrassment flickers across your face before your eyes narrow in defense. "no, you know exactly why i'm here. can i please stay?"
"you're very welcome to. come in," he repeats, already fixing the sheets and fluffing the pillows to your desired liking.
you finally step in, closing the door behind you and heading straight for his bed. he stifles a laugh when you flop down — ruining his handiwork — and pat the space next to you.
he complies, although he settles in much more gracefully. "i presume you were experiencing some difficulties falling asleep?"
"it's nothing new." you nod, throwing the duvet covers across both of you. it flutters down similar to a butterfly's ceasing wings, cocooning you together.
"you're aware that i am a licensed psychiatrist, right?"
"how could i ever forget your two doctorate degrees?" you snort, rolling your eyes playfully. "you only mention them like — all the time."
he chuckles, lightly pinching your nose. "do not play smart with me," he tuts fondly, evading your attempts to swat his hand away.
you tackle him into an embrace instead, which he reciprocates. when you've both quieted from your fit of laughter, his hand moves to rub circles on your shoulder blade.
"still, you know that i can help you with this." he urges, more earnestly now.
you shook your head. truth be told, your response is one he's already predicted, but it wouldn't hurt to try and convince you once more. convince you like he's done for several years already.
"you're my best friend. i don't want you to take a look inside my brain. that's just weird and scary," you'd whispered to him on an evening similar to this. only this time, the features he's long memorized on your face were a whole lot younger. 
"why not?" vyn prods. "it wouldn't change anything."
"you can't promise that. not when there might be something truly wrong with me. or even worse, you'll bear witness to pieces of me that might lead you to regret ever becoming my friend." 
'impossible. i adore you too deeply, and cherish our memories together too fondly, to ever consider any part of you unsightly,' he'd wanted to argue back then. 
he only refrained from doing so and bit his tongue because that would mean upsetting the delicate thread in which your relationship hung.
it would mean crossing the line of platonic and leaving the safe barriers of "in-betweens". and vyn was not about to hastily gamble it all away with a poorly thought-out confession.
neither of you needed to say it aloud, but losing one another was yours, and his, greatest fear. 
"nah, s'okay. i fall asleep just fine whenever i'm with you." you yawn, bringing him out of his fleeting flashback while you snuggle deeper into his side — far too close to be "just best friends".
"really now?" he murmurs, masking the satisfaction that fills his heart and threatens to bleed into his tone. he presses you closer to his chest, his other hand wrapping around your waist, intent to hold you like he's done so, so many times before.
you hum, looking up at him one last time with a dazed smile on your face. "yeah. your bed is always much more comfortable than mine. maybe i should find one similar to yours."
or you can stay here, in my arms, forever, vyn thinks. he doesn't mind waking up with dead, aching, limbs for the rest of his life as long as your face was the first thing he woke up to each morning.
"sleep now," he tucks your head underneath his chin. "or else you'll keep me up all night with your rambling." 
"you adore my rambling," you add petulantly.
even though you never said the words to each other, both of you knew.
"i do. now, rest. wake me if you must," vyn says over your head. 
i love you. 
"mhm. good night, vyn."
i love you too.
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✦ byeol’s notes: just to be clear, these were submitted waaay before i closed my requests. i worked on this quite late since i wanted to prioritize my event first, so i apologize for the exremely long wait!
✦ reblogs and feedback are greatly appreciated! thank you and ily ♡
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oatbrew · 2 years
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wow didn’t think i’d like this card but just watched the hoyoland sr from jin’s channel and just some scattered thoughts….
rosa and artem’s similar resonances as parental/guardian figures (which we see too in the personal story event where they’re helping that kid w his divorcing parents) really struck me as a highlight. celestine proposes that they accompany the child to the amusement park and rosa immediately jumps at the opportunity to help with no hesitation. throughout the course of the day artem empathizes w the kid’s reticence to come out of his shell and indulge in his interest.
rosa and artem both have parents who by their testimonies fostered a loving and generally supportive relationship w them but share some form of distance. rosa’s parents are notably absent and she’s always quick to ingratiate herself with children who miss their parents (which we see in other cards such as vyn and luke’s.) artem states that his childhood was a happy one but that he did mature quickly and had the tendency to restrain any childish qualities growing up because he didn’t want to burden his working parents
artem and rosa have one of those landmark things that make a couple great where they’re different enough that they can learn from each other but are simultaneously so similar as to share lasting affinity. they understand to their core the loneliness and possible regrets of a child. so when rosa remarks that she’s now his “closest family member” and artem can no longer hold any regrets over his childhood because of it, it just really hits that given artem and rosa’s dynamic as being the mature and measured pairing, learning how to be childlike and playful w one another is a huge step in their journey as a couple and as each other’s future family
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zevlors-tail · 3 years
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So, I'm through episode 2 in Tears of Themis, and I would like to give a little review and say some things.
Spoilers for episodes 1, 2, and the beginning of Vyn's story BTW!!!
As far as functionality and storyline, those things are great. I am extremely interested in where the story is going, and the characters and plot are captivating. The game runs pretty smooth too, and it's not too different from Obey Me in terms of a card system and the episodes, though I do feel it could have been made a bit simpler...
So now that I've given my praise, I want to address a couple...issues that I have with the actual content of the game. 😬
I'll just be blunt. I don't like the fact that so far, mental illness has been portrayed the way it has. Quite frankly I think it's not only extremely harmful and misrepresenting of those who actually are affected by it, but also in poor taste to include it in such a prevalent way in an otome game. I'm not sure I understand the point behind it other than using it as an excuse for a motive for some of the cases and situations, which to me is absolutely just...yuck. And for that matter, there have been no warnings whatsoever for players who might be sensitive to those subjects either. It just pops up in the story randomly.
In Vyn's very first story segment, you literally see someone with SH marks, and it's MC's job to somehow read into that and come to the conclusion that one of Vyn's students is suicidal. In epside 2, bipolar disorder (idk the current/correct term or if that one's outdated, I'm sorry! I'm only quoting the term from the game!) is literally used as a piece of evidence and the motive as to why a man murdered his wife. Also, let's not forget the way Estelle literally used Janus' illness against him to try and manipulate him to go public with their marriage, saying "I have to take care of you and your depression, but who's going to take care of me?" That was quite possibly the most toxic line from this game I've read yet. And even in episode one, there was a brief mention of Grandpa Vern having depression after everything that transpired with Pedro and Penny's Comfort Foods, but MC and Artem quickly pass it off with something along the lines of "Well the trial's over now, so he'll be fine!"
Are you kidding me? 😳 I just feel like if you can't write a compelling murder mystery plot without having to make someone mentally ill to give them a motive, maybe you shouldn't be writing that plot. Also, you're misrepresenting everyone with mental illness and spreading misinformation about what it's really like. In real world situations, it's never black and white like that. It's so different for everyone, and it cannot be 'cured' or just 'go away' just because the main stressor or source of the problem does. It doesn't work like that, but I digress...
Note: I didn't really mention it here, but because I bring up Mystic Messenger in a later comparison, I would like to note that while MysMes also had a similar issue to this (ie. Rika, her cult, and mental illness), I feel that it was handled significantly better and multiple characters recognized her wrongdoings and condemned her and her actions for it. I haven't played through Saeran or V's route, so I can't vouch for that content. I just feel that MysMes handled it better (not perfectly), which is why it wasn't brought up here.
I think I've said enough about that. On to my next qualm:
I've noticed there have been several conversations about MC's figure and weight already, including Luke saying something akin to "I've always thought you looked too skinny," and MC thinking they were fat or asking/acusing Luke of calling them fat. I can't remember exactly what was said or mentioned but it made me feel uncomfortable for several reasons. The first is that weight didn't really need to be mentioned at all, and that is a particular sensitivity of mine, and the second being that Luke calling MC skinny is, well- it assumes that every single player is...skinny.
That is quite obviously not the case. Whatever their reasoning for it, they've now made every person who isn't considered skinny feel left out and shitty. I would even go as far as to say it's borderline fat-phobic with the type of comments that were made.
And on that topic...there is also no representation for POC whatsoever when it comes to MC. As far as I know, MC isn't customizable. Someone correct me if I'm wrong on this, but I never saw an option to change skin color, hair color, eye color, or just icons in general. Why? I'm tired of the "skinny white girl" rhetoric. Not everyone is skinny, not everyone is white, and not everyone is a girl or feminine.
Which leads me to my final big issue! I understand that an otome game's target audience is usually women, so I understand MC being a girl. I do. However- in comparison with Obey Me and even Mystic Messenger, the MC in Tears of Themis is overwhelmingly feminine. Again, I understand target audience, but come on. Even Mystic Messenger only occasionally poked at the MC's specific gender and even hid their eyes so make it slightly more anonymous/neutral (not to say the game wasn't in the wrong for it, bc they very well could have made the MC gender neutral apart from the CGI's), but I feel like this game specifically really paints a picture of a female MC that's extremely hard for me to relate to as a nonbinary person.
Also, even though I'm supposed to be the main character, it feels like I'm playing through someone else's life. They've fleshed out MC so much that she isn't actually relatable anymore, at least in my opinion. She's unnaturally upbeat, has an entire story about her childhood, specific hobbies and a designated work place, and has an entire appearance on screen. And unlike in both MysMes and Obey Me, you actually don't get the option to choose different responses to characters. It's just a set story. The only place you get to choose anything is when you're presenting evidence and testimony in court. So no personalization of MC is really my issue here, I think.
Props to Obey Me for making MC gender neutral, and props to MysMes for at least keeping MC relatable and giving them choices to respond with even if the game set their gender. And hey, MysMes even had different icons to choose from for MC too. Tears of Themis, what's the hold up? 🤨
It's generally a good game when it comes to it's working functions and systems, and I understand that no one is obligated to tag triggers, really. But it's still a game, and it's not above critique.
I give this game...3 stars out of 5. Functionality is great, plot is interesting when it's not misrepresenting, and the love interests are interesting and attractive. The art is beautiful. However, it ranks third on the list of otome games I've played so far (and I've only played three, meaning it's last on the list).
Obey Me takes the cake at number one with it's beautiful art and gender neutral MC as well as its multiple love interests and ridiculously hilarious plot. Mystic Messenger comes in at a solid second place, also with beautiful art and an interesting plot. MysMes also gets props for the way their hourglass system works and the way the story unfolded in different routes and all the different endings you could get. And finally we've got Tears of Themis in third...it could stand to do a bit better.
Well, that's pretty much all I got. Others are welcome to add on to this as well. If I'm wrong about something, please let me know respectfully.
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darkmindsotome · 3 years
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Tempting Thought
Fandom: Tears of Themis 
Pairing: Artem Wing x (non gender specific) MC
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Word count: 1,783
Warning: Light angst, pining, lovesick.
Written by: darkmindsotome
Fantasies. Exploring the unknown through the ability to apply imagination to a situation or thought. The children around him growing up certainly had a firm hold on the idea and the ability to put it into practice. It was an ability he envied in a way. When others could escape using nothing but their imagination he could not without the aid of a book.
His mother had encouraged him to try to join in which he did, but found it hard. How were you supposed to play along with someone else’s game if they were the only ones able to see it? Eventually, she gave up and had to agree with his teachers when they said he showed no signs of childhood imagination.
It hampered his ability to bond with others slightly in early years but later on he found it easier to utilise his social skills on children that were older than him. The ones that had passed the age of playing games based solely in realms of non-reality.
Fantasy N. (pl. ies) 1. The faculty of inventing images, esp. extravagant or visionary ones. 2. A fanciful mental image; a daydream 3. A whimsical speculation 4. A fantastic invention or composition; a fantasia…
He was familiar with the term. It had been written in many of the pages he had seen over the years both in his beloved science fiction and in court. The fiction was always something glorified, it was pleasant. The reality of the court had fantasy as a basis for eliminating testimonies and claiming false evidence.
It wasn’t a big thing it certainly didn’t hold him back. So why now was he plagued with fantasy?
He was not oblivious to his attraction. It was something he was more than aware of, just had no experience in how to do anything about it. He thought he could be happy simply being near the object of his desire. Gaining precious minutes alone with them during a case or on a weekend when he finally worked up the nerve to invite them to see a movie.
A wonderful idea… until recently. The close proximity to them alone in the dark did reward him with what he thought he wanted. The chance to be alone with them. But it also gave him something he hadn’t predicted, fantasy.
The fantasy of what it might be like if he had less resolve. If he allowed his instincts to take over. How it would play out if they shared his feelings and allowed him to continue. Would their perfume wrap around him like a blanket and stain him in their scent or would he cover theirs instead?
Would the warmth he felt from them by just sitting next to each other in the dark become a burning fire, melting his moral compass and allowing him to finally show them the full force of his love?
This was something that had become a familiar issue when watching movies together. He frequently had to watch the movie before they even planned their nights in or out. Attempting to do otherwise resulted in a one-sided conversation where he had little to say. His minds focus had scattered far from the plot on the screen leaving him lost for opinion. He didn't want to ruin their private after-party Q&A session.
What started as a small thought developed into what others could call a deviant fantasy. He inwardly winced at the idea that Vyn might latch on to such a thing and make him the focus of some sort of therapy.
The issues on the weekend during private moments alone began seeping into work hours. He had always been aware of them and the little changes during work. How he seemed to be able to tell when it was laundry day by the familiar suit that showed itself once a week. When they changed their shoes because they had grown a half-inch taller.
Now those same things inspired new fantasies. The idea they might hurt their foot and require him to find a new pair of shoes to place on their feet. How when he lowered himself to rest at their feet, he might be the happiest he ever was if he looked up and saw them focused on only him. How that extra bit of height placed their lips at the perfect position for stealing a kiss.
Thoughts of that familiar suit ending up damaged and him coming to their aid supplying a perfectly tailored suit that proved how reliable he was. How he might be called upon to help with a stubborn zipper and be part of a heated office encounter as both their suits are turned into a crumpled heap on the floor.
It was a fantasy he knew to be far fetched as much as it made his heart race imagining it. He felt guilty, even though he would never act on such things without consent. He also knew imagining his work partner in such a way was inappropriate. He was caught between the devil on his shoulder pointing out and threatening to unlock all his hidden attraction and the angel on the other telling him to ignore all that. To focus on the pure feelings behind the fantasy, the desire to want to be with his partner. To be with them and cherish them. Not to continually act on the impulse to give in to carnal acts.
5:45 pm
The firm was only open until five and yet here they both still were. Cooped up in his office pouring over paperwork and details, polishing up their defence for a court hearing in the morning. It was quiet, the only noise in the room was their breathing and the sound of the clicking of keyboards and scratching of pens on paper.
He looked up from his desk and caught the sight of them diligently working. Their hands flipping through and reordering the papers at the workstation in his office. Their meticulous actions were mesmerising as he lost himself in the thought of those hands deftly working the knot of his tie loose. How they could nimbly travel the fabric of his shirt detaching the buttons exposing his skin to the lights in the room…
“Mr Wing was there anything else? … Mr Wing?”
Their question had him flustering and he only hoped his face was not on fire in the same way as the rest of his body. Seriously why develop an imagination now?
“No that is all. I looked at your report and marked a few areas for your attention moving forward.” He kept his voice calm and level even though his mouth was turning dry.
Removing themself from the sofa his partner happily came forward to collect the file. It wasn’t anything out of the ordinary, they had done this countless times in the past but right now he was acutely aware of every sway from their body. The click of shoes on the floor felt like a hammer in his chest.
“Thank you. I’ll get them corrected now.” Elegant fingers wrapped around the binder for the files plucking it from his desk.
“No. It’s late you should go home.” He didn’t want to see them leave but he wanted even less for them to see him like this. He was struggling to keep himself in check and cursing his own mind for its torturous fantasies.
“Alright… You should go home too. There’s nothing else to be done now, right? Just showing up to court and winning the case.” They tilted their head and their hair slipped away from their neck on one side. A beautifully bare path under thin cotton fabric laid out before his eyes from their ear to their shoulder.
Turning to his computer to avoid the dangerous path his mind was travelling he nodded in agreement. “Yes, I’ll be going after I send some emails.”
Satisfied with this they gave a smile that felt like it had sucked all the air from his lungs. Holding the file close to their chest they issued one last farewell and left. Their voice lingered in his ears as a feeling of loneliness washed over him.
Sighing he realised how laboured his breathing was. The collar of his shirt felt tight causing him to remove his tie and undo the top buttons of the shirt to gain some freedom. He took a mouthful of his now cold coffee. When making it he did so focusing on producing a bitter blend, an idea he had so he could use it to refocus his mind and suppress those troublesome fantasies.
“That’s enough now. No more foolishness.” He muttered to himself as he pushed aside the vivid imaginings that threatened to overwhelm him.
A knock on the door made him jump.
“Yes?”
The head of his partner appeared through the gap as the door opened. A sheepish look on their face as they failed to make complete eye contact.
“Sorry, Artem. Erm… are we still on for watching those old movies this weekend?” Their question was adorable and the uncertainty in their voice only endeared them to him more.
“We are unless you have other plans. Don’t force yourself to attend if-”
“Oh! No, I was just worried you might be too busy and forgotten. I’ll bring some snacks with me this time so you don’t have to cook. Bye!”
The whirlwind that was his love swept through his office and left just as quickly. Their concern that he had lost interest or forgotten their date felt impossible but was so like them. He shook his head and laughed. He really had it bad. To compound the issue and make it worse the one he liked was oblivious to his affection.
He thought about the ingredients sitting in his kitchen at home and how his plans to make something special were once more dashed by his partner’s thoughtfulness.
“One step forward three steps back…” His eyes fell on the book that had become something of a talisman to him since he had been given it. All its insight and helpful steps to acquiring love and making his feelings clear were so easily mapped out in its pages but in reality, it was not so easy. "If only everything could follow the plot of a book." He picked up the self-help guide to love and flipped it open at his bookmark. "Then again... if it were that simple could I really claim they are my chance encounter?" 
He leaned back into his desk chair the leather of it creaking under him as he began to read the next section of the book. How to plan the perfect confession.
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vyn @bringmoreknives​ tagged me to post four songs ive been listening to.. sorry beloved my chemical romance followers but this week has been about mitski. also testimonials that im predictable</3
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Change the Narrative - Pt. III
(Previous Parts- I, II)
Being non-descript was an important trait for someone whose job required stealth, even if it made Vynette uncomfortable to be so plain. Mousy brown hair, plain clothes, and a cap. She was still a high elf, which made her a rare sight, but she wanted to fly as under the radar as possible for her kind.
Vyn was comfortable with the shadows, as any good rogue should be, but Kat’s powers were different. She was not able to watch her work, but the lingering presence of magic in the atmosphere gave Vyn goosebumps. She was unsure of what transpired, but if they were dropping off Donson in an alley, she must have whammied Donson something fierce. She was an interesting woman well worth following.
And follow she did, walking into the office Detective Donson was working out of. Well, he was not working today; he was still waking up in an alley, feeling hungover and discombobulated. It was after hours; Vyn had scouted out the building to ensure she waited until the last of the employees inside called it quits for the day. Without Donson, they seemed aimless.
Waiting for a moment when no passersby might notice a non-descript elf courier carrying a parcel, Silhouette used a copy of Donson’s key to open the door to the building and locked it behind her.
Silhouette had considered talking her way in during the day, but it was pointless; that would involve the risk of people recalling her presence, which was dumb when she had a literal key to the building. Not all break-ins were this easy, but not all break-ins were preceded by an abduction.
With everyone gone for the night, Silhouette could be thorough in checking cabinets, drawers, and piles of paper on desks. She accumulated any documents regarding the Void Elf Investigation and skimmed through the documents, looking for keywords. Not everything had to be replaced; some were character testimonials, some had reports of irrelevant information in the grand scheme of things.
Taking out her parcel, Silhouette opened it. Inside, there was an inkwell and parchment obtained to match the standard parchment used by the detective’s team. Carefully, she took documents involving Cassiele and her mother. Reports of their relationship, claims of family disputes or tension, speculation of motive, and possible physical evidence connecting her to the crime.
From what she had been instructed, they were not rewriting the narrative to make Cassiele uninvolved, but instead directed from a higher power. Silhouette replicated the writing of existing files, making minor but substantial edits. Instead of operating of her own volition or having her own operations to protect, Cassiele was acting as an extension of Ren’dorei interests.
Silhouette made a new document and included it in Donson’s records. Reports of conspiracy and intentions to commit treasonous acts by Cassiele’s mother. Documented reports from those previously close to the woman who would overthrow and assassinate Magister Umbric. Upon interviews with Ren’dorei officials, “Donson” had received intel that Cassiele’s orders were given through official but confidential channels. She was close enough to her mother to deal with a threat to Ren’dorei society, and she handled that burden for her people.
Instead of a matricide, it becomes a sacrifice. Instead of a criminal, Cassiele is a patriot who did what had to be done. Just like that, enough truth combined with enough redirection shifted the story in Cassiele’s favor. Alliance law enforcement would likely understand and respect the Ren’dorei right to govern their people and deal with threats to their own leadership structure in-house.
Silhouette finished stowing away old evidence into her parcel so she could dispose of it at a safe location and returned new, better evidence to drawers and spots on the desk. Her timing was fortunate, as the lock to the main room rattled just as her last document was placed in its folder. Silently, Silhouette grabbed her parcel and slipped out of Donson’s private office window while some over-eager assistant entered into the main office.
Pleased with herself, Silhouette set off to dispose of old paper and report her tasks to Kat.
Mentioned: @kat-hawke @cassielethalryn
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spdrvyn · 30 days
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hello! just letting you all know that there will be a global strike on april 15, and that i will be participating in it. i will only be reblogging or talking about palestine, so there will be no personal fandom content from me until the strike ends.
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spdrvyn · 14 days
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sorry, guys... i've been spending my days studying and gaming in breaks. might not have any content until after finals week 😭
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spdrvyn · 17 days
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i stayed on ao3 the whole day yesterday so do you guys want miguel x reader fic recs...
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spdrvyn · 2 days
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tonight's posting plans are derailed for a mafia miguel drabble, round of applause for @lauraolar14
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"sick fic next you guys" i lie. i'm a liar. all i do is deceive and lie
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spdrvyn · 1 month
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continuing nonviolent communication by @greensagephase, wish me luck y'all 🫡
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happy trans visibility day and the start of autism acceptance month!!!
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