Are they... y'know...

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UMMMM

WHAT? IS??? THIS??????

THIS TIK TOK WITH A BEAUTIFUL EDIT JUST DROPS A BOMB SAYING THERE’S A BIRTH CERTIFICATE ON TWITTER AND I FIND THIS????? WITH NO EXPLANATION????

SERESHAWS YOU CANT JUST DO THAT TO ME WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

HIS MIDDLE NAME IS JACOB?

HE WAS BORN IN HONOLULU??

I AM UNWELL

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

have y'all heard about sitting still in one spot and zoning out staring until you just feel like Static then waiting a few minutes for your body to give you the updates and decide you're hungry or thirsty? sound of the summer

recently ✨

SPERG YOUR HEART OUT

AU where Su Xiyan kills the Palace Master and rules Huan Hua alongside her demonic boytoy

rewatched the hunger games on my flight after watching it 11 years ago and yea.. a limoreau hunger games au would eat BAD

spent the past three hours of my morning reading about the physics and history behind codd neck bottles i hope everyone is having a splendid sunday so far yaaaayy ! ! 🥰

SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK ARE THE NAMES OF BUCKYS OTHER TWO SIBLINGS DID MCU FORGET ABOUT THEM OR ARE THEY DEAD I WOULD NOT BE SURPRISED IF THEY JUST GENUINELY FORGOT CONSIDERING THEY WROTE THEM INTO ONE LINE IN THE SMITHSONIAN VOICE OVER IN CATWS AND BUCKYS SERIAL NUMBER IN CAFTA INVALIDATES THE SAME VOICE OVERS CLAIM THAT JAMES BARNES ENLISTED IN 1941 AND ALSO THAT THE IMAGINEERS LITERALLY GOT THE LIST OF STEVES MEDICAL AILMENTS WRONG LIKE THEYRE JUST FUCKING GOOGLING SHIT ON MARVEL WIKI AT THIS POINT

id like to make it known to the public that my mother, the literal goddess, was just subjected to half an hour of me rambling about my gender and how i still use my birthname but also have another name and my whole philosophy behind it, with me backtracking and hemming and hawing and pausing more than i talk, and just looked at me and asked if she can still call me by my birthname since i still use it (or at least the shortened version of it she refers to me as) and i said yes. she just smiled and ruined my hair because she ruffled it too hard. some parents really try, guys. the world isn't all that horrible. some corners of it are worth living in.

rant <3

I truly think some people in the internet need to log out and talk to an actual real human person irl. If every message you send regardless of context looks like a Twitter callout/discourse starter post it's NOT normal and I can't empathize it enough. You shouldn't talk to people this way??? It's incredibly rude and uncalled for.

I think Twitter in particular has permanently damaged people's brains because I started noticing more and more people acting like they are in a ratioed hit tweet outside Twitter. I even started to see that when I spend too much time scrolling through Twitter, I myself start to formulate my messages in a more provocative manner like I have the intention to hurt someone's feelings to get a reaction. And surprise-surprise! It's not cool, guys! Not just in relation to other people but it's toxic to yourself, first a foremost.

Do yourself a favor: do outside, take a walk, talk to actual people, hang out with friends. Delete Twitter at least temporarily to detox. Literally touch grass.

i've updated my rules. please give them a read, it's literally just the general rules i've updated and a new little bit under it. it will take you 2 minutes or less. i've read every rule of my mutuals and go to great lengths to not cross them.

also, there are a couple things i really need mutuals to understand - given you made the choice to either follow me first or follow back.

from here on out, telling me you forgot about me / to reply to me, or that you forgot about our thread or anything along those lines more than once will get you softblocked. people forget, it happens. i am never sat thinking "x hasn't replied to me yet" or with a clock counting your reply speed. i can take over a month at a time to reply to some of my closest rp partners, it is what it is. sometimes you don't have the energy, sometimes you outright forget. but if you do - please stop telling me.

i'm comfortable with being honest, it's all part of my recovery process. i have npd, as stated on my rules page. when you tell me you forgot about me / to reply to me, i don't think "oh hahaha silly memory what are u gonna do shrug." it agitates and disappoints me. "i forgot" translates to "i don't care enough about our stuff to remember, you / your muse don't matter to me, you're forgettable and i'm disinterested." even without npd, it's not cool. stop telling people you forgot about them, or need reminding about them. just get on with it when you do remember, or make the effort to remember / make notes etc. and if you don't care to, don't follow me, because i don't want to waste my time getting invested in our interactions if they don't even cross your mind. i keep notes of all my plots / dynamics because i also forget details.

i really don't care what your intention is, telling someone they're forgettable isn't cool or quirky. i don't care if you forget, just don't rub it in my face if you do. i go from not caring how long you take to respond to fixating on it, because i no longer think "oh life gets in the way, they're busy, they'll respond when they can it's not indicative of interest" but instead am wondering if you forgot again and whether i'm going to have to remind you after every single message i send. if you're so scattered you can't find a way of remembering, then we will clash.

on top of this, since it wasn't clear enough in my rules as it was: do not follow me if you follow / interact with another ghost. i'm not insecure of my portrayal - in fact ghost is one of the few muses i am 1000000% secure in. but i have no interest in being sloppy seconds because they will ship with you and i won't. i've lost countless potential rp partners to dupes of all kinds because they were less ic than me or were more open to shipping. i've had someone actively replace me with a dupe when i was on their exclusive list. every active ghost i currently know of is also pals with the individuals that have been relentlessly stalking me and those close to me since november last year, or are one of them. one of which has stolen ideas from me as well as defended someone who lifted my graphic style. it's because of these people that i can no longer associate with my own fandom - i rightfully do not want any of these people around providing direct access to my shit.

Hey are you still updating Other Lost Things? I really love the story so far but it hasn’t updated in a bit (it’s felt like years) and I’m wondering if the Tuesday update plan has been changed and I didn’t notice.

*Frenzied jazz hands as I scamper back into my hole in the wall*

i'm SO sorry, you're right, it's been just over four weeks, which means we're due to be on chapter 7 right now....ack

i've just been in a depression funk (i think i've said two or three times that it's Definitely Fine Now Guys, Don't Worry, and that keeps being a lie, oops) and going through the process to post olt is...not streamlined, shall we say? so i was avoiding it. which i KNEW would happen if i skipped a week, but here we are.

also, while the story is done, i was doing final edits about two weeks in advance, which means that i am now two weeks behind on final edits. which is also why i've been avoiding things. but i'm working on 6 & 7 right now because why not, and in the meantime i posted two chapters for ya :3. we meet our last main character in them! fun times

now, it is 1am, but don't worry, i have nothing better to do with my time and i'm totally nocturnal anyway. i do not remember the state of chapters 6 & 7 (except i KNOW there's a bit in chapter 6 that i keep taking out and putting back in even tho my editor wants me to keep it...ugh i have to decide on that now don't i) BUT if i can get them done tonight i will post them as well in the next few hours. and then hopefully be back on normal schedule 🙏

so for real thank you for this ask friend bc i have been thinking more and more that i definitely needed to do this, but i dunno how long it would've taken me to actually get there on my own <3