MY hypersexuality isn't about YOU.

don't oversexualise it.

don't tell me how gross you think it is.

don't say anything about it, *it isn't about or for you*.

This house makes me wanna kms tbh

Part of me wishes Joey didn’t hyperfixate so hard. What I mean is that, there’s 6 of us, counting myself there, that are from the same source, or a connected source. 9 if you count the factive of one of our creators, the character he voiced in a different series, and the sourcemate he has that was voiced by someone our creator knows.  I am mostly thinking about this as we may already be developing another fictive from our source.

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Mental health has done a little bit of a tank, so my ability to concentrate and focus on things is dog-shit atm. Sorry to those who i'm RPing with or about the Whumptober (which i really wanted to fucking do but brain won't fucking let me) about the delay in responses, but just...i can't focus.

Sorry. So sorry. We'll be back with your scheduled programming, like there even was such, here shortly...just not sure when.

Artist - mai (maika 04)

The desire to step out of my human form as some grotesque eldritch nightmare and scuttle away into the darkness is strong tonight 😮‍💨

Wow, they're seriously making shoplifting a worse offence?

So you cry about whenever rich businesses lose some money, but you couldn't bat an eye whenever we the people are in poverty?

You're putting my mum through a process right now where she is losing alot of money AND you make her pay an income tax when she makes poverty level money.

We have to go to two government run places a week to be able to get food to survive.

I was caught shoplifting once and had to go to juvy, and now owe a fine of $240 dollars to my mother because you made her pay it to get me out of juvy.

And you're crying about big businesses losing money they're not even going to notice is gone in 2 days, just because they choose to take out their frustrations on other people?

Maybe those companies should shut their goddamn mouths and substitute the money with money they already fucking have than force us to make up for shoplifting. You're only villianising people who NEED to shoplift to survive by saying 'and it's because of these people that the prices on these items are rising to make up for the stolen stock'.

last night i reached a real turning point with my views on evangelical christianity.

i overheard my mother whispering to my father from the other room, telling him that i ruined her life by being gay. that i ruined everything for her and i had the "audacity" to ask for therapy to help my mental health (which i cant afford).

and i just kinda snapped internally. it was like this rockslide came crashing down on the road behind me and prevented me from ever turning back.

before, i was fed up with christianity, but that kind of sealed the deal that im never going to put up with anything to do with evangelical christianity, not holidays, not a single worship song, nothing.

it just felt like, idk, like a became a new person. it felt like the old me just fuckin, died. i renamed myself. i just, dont feel like my old self anymore. and idk how to feel about that

Important.

Bad news. To my mutuals, or anyone that follows me… my dad is planning on taking away my phone, for good, since I had shitty grades last quarter. He told me that I only have a day to get all my important stuff off of my phone, and he said he’s going to take it before our road trip tomorrow at around 4.

Unless I somehow get him to change his mind, I’m cut off. I don’t have a laptop or anything else to talk through, so if he does— when he does take it, I’m going to be cut off.

And since it’s not just the app or anything, it’s my whole phone, I won’t be able to talk to any of you, in any way. I’m sorry, but…

I don’t have control over it.

Theres literally nothing I could do to sway him, I know that for a fact, so unfortunately I know this is going to happen.

I would tag my mutuals so they’d see it immediately, but I don’t want them to feel like they have to say something.

Hey guys, feel free to keep sending in things like normal i would really appreciate it, but I'm going to take a few days off. Thanks for being here <3

TW vent

Very long story short, I still live with family for multiple reasons. It's complicated, and the current landscape doesn't help. But my mother is mentally ill and has no desire to get help for herself, and a lot of things fall onto me. But she has put a lot of time and effort into making me the one with every issue, rather than looking inward. My childhood was a lot of being called retarded and many other things, having passive aggressive jabs thrown at me, and getting berated at for getting caught wearing makeup and dresses because she wished I'd been born a boy. It's stressful when the person demanding so much attention and work from you has never really wanted you to begin with. this is only the tip of the iceberg but

Anyways.

I've had to deal with another meltdown, and my human interaction meter is largely at it's limit, so I'm going to go play some Elden ring or something else and try to relax. Thanks for being so patient with me.

you ever just have so many symptoms that fit too many disorders; so much so that you start fakeclaiming yourself for everything-

You like collecting bones, right? What about ashes? I don't mind being cremated!

bite paper really be autistic inertia

tooth ache

i had a shit day, so have some vent art 👍

MaUTMV announcement:

I'm shutting this down.

It's caused more stress and harm than it was supposed to, so I'll have no more of it

I'm not saying I don't want you to draw yourself as a sans, do what you want, but do not tag me, do not credit me.

This feeling has been bottled up for a while and I should've shut it down a long time ago.

I'm tired of dealing with drama, I'm tired of more shit coming up constantly revolving around this.

I'm tired.

I'm done.