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alizalayne · 1 year

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little goblin god with a tear or a tooth

#ceramics #art #sculpture #soooooooo it’s time to reveal that many of my sculptures were made of a shop clay that got contaminated #the instructor who made it warned me after I made several pieces that there was a contaminant that might expand in the kiln #and destroy everything ;-;#but i lucked out on a few pieces!!#and this one in particular i think broke in a wonderful and special way that i honestly could never have expected #so that’s really special.. however i can tell that there are more issues inside her #so i’ll need to be very careful with her

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calista-222 · 1 year

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I am having A Time (And about to live one of my worst nightmares)

#my art #I am Terrified™#“I think this teeth is broke-” “FUCK YOU. GET SURGERY FOR 4 OTHER TEETH"#HHHHH #teeth stuff #not sure how to tag this bhffg #the way the dentist was so casual about it while I was straight up panicking was not fun #my mom keeps telling me not to stress so much about it but literally HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT THINK ABOUT IT #crying crying crying screaming crying again etc #russian roulette of life said “repeatedly shoot this one person in particular ”#I'm very tired 🤙

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randomminty · 7 months

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Hbubhhuhub. Rais ea suillen

#EDIT I FORGOT IF MASUKI WEARS A DRESS OR PANTS AND I FUCKING GUESSRF WRONG NO!!!!!!!!!#WAS DRAWING IT THINKING THIS DRESS WOULD LOOK SO MUCH COOLEF IF THEY WERE PANTS. GUESS WHAT.#masuki. masuki. masuki 5 star where are you.#bandori #raise a suilen #art tag #oh my god i have to tag them all. all of thrm. dear lord.#chu2 #pareo #rokka asahi #masuki satou #rei wakana #i couldbe just added bandori to the end its ok. too late. hehe #im reading through all the ras stories on eng then ill move on to the single event not on eng #last one was the waterpark next is band story 2….. wish me luck………..#i couldnt draw reis face here idk why…. ive drawn it well before this one in particular just broke me fsr #i could say so many thingd abt ras rn but im tired so i wont #i listened to their music for 5 hours today. raychells singing drives me insane #okay thats all bue bey #chiyu tamade #reona nyubara #<- I FORGTO okay bye

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bengallemon · 23 days

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top 10 images that make me go insane

#lemon time #isat spoilers #in stars and time #god..... im going back through the image files. because im insane.#i am a bitch for subtle little details. the minor changes during the inn hug sequence and the door opening are fantastic #i am not exaggerating when i say this is probably the best game ive ever played. im insane about this.#now let me go feral over this one image in particular. they have LOST IT #i mean siffrin never had it in the first place. they lost it when they lost their home. but HERE. you can see it.#because hes done this already. hes been with his family already. he was loved. and now he is again. even at the literal ending of the world #he thinks he doesnt deserve to be helped. he wants someone to help him so badly it broke time.#theres still light in his eye when everyone reaches out for him in this moment. before he breaks fully.#despite everything hes happy that his family is seeing him. reaching out to him. trying to help him. in this moment he is loved.

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petorahs · 2 months

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this literally proves that Makoto had less than pleasant thoughts about life after his parents died like I literally almost cried reading this response... everytime I feel like I'm reading too much into his character I'll remember this. "Because I know how it feels."

for context, Ken in the remake has a particular aspect in his character emphasized... [under read more are spoilers for his first two linked episodes, as well as discussions of suicidal ideation and depression].

in the original, it was made explicitly clear that Ken was going to avenge his mother's death by killing Shinjiro (who was as he deemed responsible) and then killing himself, because life will have no meaning to him beyond that. he's also a kid in elementary school.

in the remake, we find out that this manifests in several ways. first, he does not allow himself to enjoy things anymore, because that would mean he'd be too attached to his life he's going to throw away soon. when Makoto treats him to a hearty meal, he pauses after exclaiming that "it was delicious!", and that he "can't say things like that". food, one of life's simplest joys, has to be paltry to him. he has to focus on the mission. kinda like a robot.

secondly, he frequently regards things with a set time limit. a classmate invites him to the soccer team in October, but he declines (he was planning to kill himself on the 4th of that month, sorry, can't make it). he asks for Makoto's help to take care of his beloved pet hamster, because he knows he won't be around to. he's literally taking care of his own unsettled affairs like a dead boy walking. not making promises he can't keep (a lovely parallel to Shinjiro's upright advice to not break promises in his own 1st linked episode)

from this it can also be seen that Ken's obsession towards wanting to "seem mature" translates to "not wanting to be a burden", because no one took his problems seriously. just because he's a kid, doesn't mean these thoughts can't plague him. it's also because wanting to die makes people feel like they're taking up too much space. so, to do everyone a favor, disappearing would be optimal. (source: my own old thoughts...)

a common thought process of depressed people is indifference to their own future, like "I don't know if I'll make it past 20 years old" for example. Shinjiro and Ken both have said a variation of this. they know neither of them are making it past October 4th. they have a ticking clock over their heads at all times.

and... apparently. what gets me is that Makoto of all people understands this. understands exactly what Ken is going through. that feeling of needing to isolate yourself because "they won't get it" or "i'm just a burden", of needing to be calm cool and collected at all times, of not caring about the future because you don't see one for yourself, that life literally has no meaning and there's no purpose to it- Makoto understands what it feels like to be overwhelmed by that much dread.

he's empathetic and kind, but has awkward ways of showing it. he extends his hands to those that are in clearly bad shape when no one wants to. that's the kind of character he is, and I won't believe anyone who tries to say he doesn't have one... :")

#ough.. i feel so vindicated.#i shouldnt be glad that sewerslidal and depressed makoto actually like fully real but. yknow #it was obv before yes but this line in particular broke me i think #anyways i love what they did with ken in the remake #persona 3 reload #aishi.exe #aishi.docx #movie ken is so far my fav though this one just... hurts. a bit too much #love the makoto characterization crumbs tho! <3

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moonfromearth · 2 months

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what kind of love are you

Thank you so so much for the tag @honeyjars-sims I really enjoyed doing this it was such a fun way to work on characters! 😁

Corey Altman

Love as a Performance "Your love is a masquerade, a dance, a work of art. You love with a veil across your face, unable to allow anyone to see the real you. Can that be considered love, you wonder? As a performer, you have all your lines prepared, and you know exactly what to say and when to say it. You’re charismatic and bold, seductive and hypnotic. Your love is a snake’s melody, the siren song of the sea. Your love is enchanting. Your love is melodic. Your love is afraid and fearful and longing. You ache to tear the veil off, you ache to cast poetry aside for the sake of something real and gritty. You’re terrified of the very thought. Being loved by you is to be loved by an artist; it is to be a muse. It reflects others beautifully, but never, ever yourself. Not really. Not truly."

Lou Carrington

Love as a Threshold "Your love does not ask for much. Your love does not take. Your love is free, and unquestioned, and here for wherever needs it. When you fall in love, it is as gentle as a breath in the night. It is quiet, and it is effortless. It is tender. If your love was a house, it would readily welcome all who come through. If your love was a hearth, it would warm the hands of whoever stopped by, whether for a day, a month, a year, or forever. When you fall for someone, it is without strings, without conditions, without need. You love for the sake of loving, for the sake of caring for those who need it. You love with a giver’s heart and a giver’s hands and are made so much stronger for it. Being loved by you is to always feel at home. Your love may not always be well-received by those unprepared to linger, but it is unforgettable all the same."

Meghan Root

Love as the Dawn "Pastel, saccharine and hopeful, your love rises slow to greet the day. It tiptoes on doe feet and blossoms bit by bit, petal by petal. Love is new to you, isn’t it? A fresh discovery in a world you do not quite understand. Your love loves with bated breaths. Your love swoons and sighs and lingers under awnings. Your love romanticizes. Your love aches as tenderly as a bruise. You’re swollen with desire and idealizations. The perfect kiss, the perfect touch, the perfect partner in life. Your love is wide-eyed and innocent, naive and pristine and oh, so very easily breakable. Being loved by you is to be loved by a child, by a lamb, wooly-eyed and helpless. Oh. I really hope it lasts."

Not going to lie I'm actually sobbing over the results these are all so sweet and so them I can't even 😭 I feel like these could be viewed for platonic love as well as romantic too which makes it even cuter.

I think I'll tag @simmingonthelow @thebramblewood @deathbypufferfish and @windslar but feel free to ignore if you don't want to do it/already have (I saw a lot of people do this but I don't remember exactly who so... Sorry! 😅). If you haven't gotten a tag yet and want to do it though feel free as well!! 😁

#mild rambling incoming:#i may or may not have cried over *one question* in particular #it was for corey and it was all fun and good until i got to that one #it was the “what does love look like for you” question #and it would take too long to explain why but the answer I felt like he'd pick broke me a little 😅#because i've done a lot of work on him and where he goes after the end of the globetrotter challenge and #i loved how it summed up how he feels about love and his relationship specifically with another character #okay that was long and really vague and serious sorry but #i love him as a character so much so it was a really sweet moment as like a sim/character parent 🥰#tag game #corey altman #louise “lou” carrington #meghan root #ulrike faust #globetrotter extras #horse ranch extras #root family extras

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kyouka-supremacy · 10 months

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Does anyone know where I can find the good quality version of this image? It's so frustrating because when cross searching on google it'll tell me the original quality is 850x478, but I can't find a way to download it in that quality. This is another version of the image (I'm guessing it's Mayoi promo art):

But I liked the clean white background one...

#It's cute...#It's got Akutagawa stealing glances at Atsushi #Thought asking was worth a try ;;;;;;#Google cross image search has changed and as someone who used it as I use breathing it's been absolutely heartbreaking.#It makes cross searching images so much harder it's awful #Because before when you looked up an image it suggested you the best quality avaible of that image.#And the search got worse every year but it was still functional you know??#But now there's not that anymore. There's no “large” “medium” “small” and instead it only gives you “find image source”#Dude I don't want to find the image source. I've downloaded the image I KNOW the source. What I want is ANOTHER SOURCE with better quality #And I used to get it when I was 10 and I used to get it when I was 15 and I sued to get it when I was 20 #And now I don't have it anymore?? It stripes away one of the most powerful search tools on the internet from the public????#It drives me insane. Like why does internet get worse every year that's not how humanity is supposed to work #Sorry. I needed to rant. This makes every quality-freak media archivist (like me) job harder beyond comparison #Btw if you're looking for an alternative Yandex images still does the work... It's not as powerful search engine as google #and it's often going to miss the particular hidden media (y'know- super niche Akutagawa merch from 2018 and stuff)#But for the rest it does a pretty good job. If anything there's still the best quality avaible option #But seriously looking up stuff for aktgw-daily has gotten so much harder ever since this fucked up change to google lens #and it makes me hate the world. I haven't been able to find a way to reverse it but if anyone more tech savy than me who has any idea-#what I'm talking about can help me. Please please hmu I'll be grateful forever #Sorry for the rant I have a lot of pent up rage over this. Stop making broke people's lives harder challenge #random rambles

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antisocialxconstruct · 3 months

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#actually. damn. that's really just kinda hitting me now #technically we Broke UpTM right at the start of 2022 but we lived together for another year because of. reasons 🙄#march 2023 I moved out and was officially independent for the first time in my life so in about a month that'll be one whole year #I've been feeling really cruddy this week in particular about feeling like I haven't really Healed and Grown '''enough'''#whatever I think that even means lmao #but this is kinda putting into perspective... I've basically had people isolating me and preventing me from forming outside connections #for almost two decades. 2/3 of my life :| the fact that I've held it together at ALL for a whole year on my own has to count for something.#anyway WOW nobody asked lmao #like I said I'm really normal about music it's NOT weird that a random album has me reflecting on 20 years of past trauma

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martianbugsbunny · 9 months

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Obsessed with "my power comes from here, it comes from..." *gestures at his heart* "...and it's broken"

#I mean obvi watching his students go off to die in a war helped break his heart #but we all know what put the first and biggest cracks in:#the beach divorce #cherik #Charles xavier #the part of me that loves a tragedy can't get over the way Erik broke Charles' heart and just how lost that left him #or the way Charles helped break his own heart bc he had to turn Erik down #that particular moment is one of my top five Charles Xavier moments tho #and boy howdy does James McAvoy really sell it #Charles talking about his broken heart breaks mine a little bit #it's a very underrated cherik moment imo #xmen days of future past #xmen movies #xmen prequels #martianbugsbunny ships

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leslie057 · 6 months

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one of the untitleds, dealers choice

hello. you got it. i love this one.

His girlfriend has sworn so many things to him recently. She won’t stop swearing to him.

Not on the eve of Going Day for his family—“going” because “moving” is too productive of a word. If they move, they take a step forward from this life and begin some kind of ceremonial procession to a new one. But, no, that’s not what this is. This is their long-awaited exile from the town they never belonged to. Never, ever belonged to. They are Hawkins’ exhibits, its satirical stars, its sins, and its shames. They are its unholy trinity, stained by their own hands. Ask almost anyone, anyone, and learn that their poverty was self-inflicted, the loss of their patriarch was self-inflicted, and so was Mom’s insanity, and so was his and so was Will’s death/nondeath. And Will’s weakness. And Will’s femininity.

Entertaining a town with your family’s voluntary patheticness is not belonging to it, so now they will go to the West Coast with a telekinetic daughter tucked under their wet brown wings. (Broken wings.)

California’s going to make everything better for all four. (His girlfriend has sworn it so, even if she is an unhappy camper. She says she won’t have anyone once he goes away.)

“You must be so warm,” she swears, her mouth’s motions making a fuzzy sensation for his skin as she sucks intermittently and leisurely on the underside of his jaw, “I know you want to swim.”

His knee bends, his arms hug her waist, and the leaves rustle beneath their blanket. He’s trying his hardest to be present for her, and not just with his body, also with his mind. For several days now, he’s been caught in this trap: this stupid, dissociative episode. Voices are quieter here, his tongue is leaden, and the air can be touched. He’s not in another dimension, but he might as well be.

Honestly? It’s some strange form of self-protection. Could be his way of taking Leaving’s bitter flavor, though he’s never coped with this method before. He doesn’t shut off, just out. I should feel any emotion besides doubt. I should feel the need to reassure this person who says she’ll miss me (or want to run away from her, alternatively). All I am is doubtful.

Far above his face, the sky invites lethargy to bleed wider and longer. It’s a warm, woolen expanse of gray, tiring him with the sadness of backlit storm clouds. Why is this place turning beautiful for him now? That needs to stop. Nancy needs to stop. (Never, ever.)

“Warm? In October?”

She relaxes with the tightness of his arms around her midsection. She likes a snug fit, and so does he. As her sweater rides up, he learns that warm in October is right. In this case, anyway; just the small slice of Nancy’s back that’s been exposed gives off the heat of a candle. Her skin could very well be shimmering with sparks right now.

Her reply is put on hold until she finishes making a hickey, equal parts pain and comfort, on his neck. “Well, yeah, I’m warm. And if I am, then you are. Have you ever noticed that you like to copy me?”

“Okay—”

“You copy everything. I love it.”

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ghostlyheart · 1 year

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CBS Ghosts Positivity Event

Day 3: Favorite Recurring Bit- Sam's eternal struggle not to freak out everyone around her will never fail to make me laugh. Featuring Jay suffering

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#ghostspositivity #cbs ghosts #I was really kicking my legs giggling & twirling my hair making this compilation. Sam is so silly I love her so much man :')#the first one‚ the one with Nigel‚ and the last one in particular make me SCREAM #also ''bye pete! boop boop 😬''#second-hand embarrassment is usually torture but Sam's particular brand of awkward recovery is straight up delightful to me #the last two videos I edited broke my brain (not that what I'm doing is super complicated‚ I'm just an amateur aksjs)#so making a compilation was a nice change of pace

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hauntingblue · 26 days

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Choose your favourite reaction

#'we will take the trial of hell i know you guys will make it' luffy enablers 1 and 2 zoro and robin: I'm in #SANJI JUST BROKE THE FOURTH WALL!!!!#nami too!!!!!!#why did luffy jump for choper akdhaksjsk #luffy just letting nami hit him and acting like an annoying child... yeah..#also this 3d pov shot is cool as hell #everyone is so dumb in this movie akdhsksjsk #the humor in this movie is just misunderstandings and silences and it works so well.....#chopper that was some fine acting lmao #zoro and sanji fighting instead of trying to win the game... they want each other so bad ....#usopp saying betrayal is namis specialty...#sanji jealous of the bbq guy akdhajaj and nami keeping the goldfish guy drunk after robin ajdhak that slap!!!#'you don't have the right to eat bc you wernt cheering me on' SANJI!!! KISS HIM ALREADY!!!#i love the turmoil. luffy does not. that is why he is gonna go apeshit #zoro said fuck that kid. in particular. he has a nice voice #damn chopper couldnt you have caught the child that soil looks hard #STOP IT WITH THE HOLES!!!!!!#the style gives me sabaody vibes and well the plot too #this is torture...i know the last one to be eaten will be nami... for dramatic effect bc thats his twin... i know it...#i checked and this was BEFORE sabaody??? incredible...#zoro is the last... of course... well i insist... sabaody vibes.... luffy this is so bad #the head going to zoro.... omg..... how did they know about luffys abandonment issues before the manga.... i mean of course he would be hurt #luffy jumping like a little goblin.... MORE!!! luffy going insane i love you... this is so fucked up... but so good #luffy has suffered more than jesus christ.... this isn't canon but it is confirmed to me... see the wounds on his hands.... crucified #this is a tuskly so good..... the villain is compelling and everything its kinda sad #that ending :) that was so good actually everyone watch this #its the baron omatsuri and the secret island movie ask me about where to watch it #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies

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totalspiffage · 1 year

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I wish I could just talk about my current interest and have people listen to me talk even though I am cringe and I get way too invested

#could i just do this on stream bc i need to stream anyway bc I'm broke yes #but god it would be so boring for everyone I'm so sorry #i just love one piece a lot and i need people to stop looking at the amount of it and getting disappointed #but also let me tell u what episodes to skip I'm so particular about it and i can help

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starsandwriting · 1 year

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#tma #the magnus archives #polls #there's Definately many more that deserve to be on this list #but these ones in particular broke into my house and kicked me<33 #myar #the last two weren't a ko for me personally but i feel like they should be included anyway #tma spoilers

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writerwithtoomanyships · 2 years

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One thing I've tried to learn is that there are people who will never be as connected to poetry as I am. There are people who won't understand it's just as much a part of me as my heartbeat, my bones, my soul, there are people who won't understand it brought me back from the dead, how it killed me and revived me and brought me out of what I've been through bruised and scarred but alive, there are some people who never had the connection to poetry I did, that I still do, because when the were falling poetry wasn't the branch they managed to grab onto for dear life. I forget this a lot.

#rambles #my rambles #the irony is i get hurt a lot bc of this #i say something poetic or show a poem to the wrong person and theyre just confused or just give an uninterested response #ig its why i keep that part of me to myself now #sometimes im scared ill never find someone as connected to poetry as i am #someone who understands my body is more ink than blood #idk #its a weird thought #it feels like everyone who adores poetry as much as I do died decades or centuries ago #do you ever wish you could back in time? to your favorite poet in particular #and just hug them and tell them you feel what they feel that both of you thought no one else ever would and write poetry with them #just be there #knowing youre not the only person in your time period to think in broken poetry #logically i know theres other people like me who probably feel what i feel and who loves poetry to the extent i do #but theyre always out of reach #how do you tell someone when you were 14 you were in a mental hospital and there was a rotting apple outside your room window #and it was the most poetic thing youve ever seen #how do you tell someone when you were even younger than that you saw a dead crow on the side of the road and it broke your heart so much #that you scribbled a poem (still your favorite one) about its stolen flight into one of your many notebooks #so it could be immortal #how do you explain all that to someone #especially someone who has never grabbed hold of a poem til their knuckles turned white bc it was the only thing keeping you alive #putting this in the tags bc i doubt anyone will read it

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socialbunny · 1 year

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skip brokes big naturals

#looking at what skip broke actually looks like in sims 2 vs the way i make him over. bisexual influence.#sexualizing straight men and making them lgbt and alla that #ignore all these rest of the tags im just talking but. hopefully. im really going to try to manifest enough energy to work on my sims ->#stories in particular. probably wont do simpics for them bc that shit always stresses me out idk. its the ->#imaginary pressure i put on myself when i really want to just have fun! like 2023 if im still like really on sims itll be a broke/dreamer->#year fuck every other premade /j #but yeah hopefully this year i'll post a whole bunch of sim related things!!!! maybe more 4t2 conversions...like just one or two but.#dustin/dirk. oc shit. blah blah blah

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