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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 1 month

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236 and i have a love hate relationship. I refuse to read it but i know everything that happens 😭im just scared because if i read it in full i know ill sob like a baby but ill definitely read it before that season comes out

i hope the next time around Mappa takes their time with breaks and all :/ even if we only get an episode a month or the end product is still not 100% - i’d rather experience everything to its fullest potential

#sukugo is on par w stsg to me 😭 one of my favorite dynamics Ever

YES!!!! stsg lives in my head fr but sukugo… the way they are polar opposites yet also the closest people that can truly understand each other… lots to unravel and loads of potential there

#one thing abt akutami is he WILL not miss an opportunity to create the most homoerotic fight i’ve seen in my life 🙏🙏

i think i read a fic or a hc once (i forget who wrote it) where sukuna got off on fighting gojo and ari it was chefs kiss. perfection. i need to find it again. gege really cooked with that fight (still on a rollercoaster of emotions ab how gojo d*ed ; some days im completely behind it other days im like. wtf.)

#what if they turn sukuna vs gojo into a movie … i would Cry out of joy

jjk0 -esque… i can see the vision.. i just need that fight to be done justice thats all i beg for 😩😩

SOOOOO REAL OF YOU ANON i’m glad we agree on the sukugo dynamic they make me INSANE. the fact that gojo genuinely wanted to teach him about love…… that he wanted to reach out to him and save him from his isolation. goshhh they mean so much to me………. :(((

OOOOH AND AND AND i think i might know the fic you’re talking abt…. maybe not but this one fic on ao3 is what got me into sukugo and still one of my favorite jjk fics 🙏 the writing and characterization are so good….. i can’t find it anymore either though :’3 will try looking more later!!! pretty sure i have some screenshots of it somewhere…….

but yes pls take as much time as you need to prepare yourself before reading 236 ….. i genuinely sobbed. like actually. i couldn’t speak 😭😭 but it’s SUCH a wonderful chapter both art wise and dialogue wise….. i won’t survive seeing it animated i fear </3 (ALSO pls do yourself a favour and read the chapter on tcb because their translation is easily the best one 🙏)

AND HEAVY ON MAPPA’S PRODUCTION i’m begging them to give their employees a break next season….. i wouldn’t mind a monthly episode at all. just want them to be able to feel satisfied w their own hard work T_T !!

#a movie would be so so so fun #i miss seeing jjk 0 in theatres every single day #sending u lots of good vibes anon <3 #ty for chatting w me!! would love to know your thoughts on this chapter once u read it :3 #two panels in particular made me ugly cry and they’re also my favorites overall in the manga #i won’t spoil but .#“you did well”…….#i sobbed #ask tag ✩#jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers

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karingu · 8 months

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inukag's conversation in ch 176... yea that one

This scene at the well in Ch 176, when Kagome asks to stay by Inuyasha, meant a lot to me… so I decided to do a whole ass formal translation for myself (which you can read at the way bottom, but it's probably not too different from what's already out there.)

While translating, I came across 3 details from the original text that I felt were super important 🤧

①　Everyone knows Inuyasha said that he must "give Kikyo his life" in the official Viz translation. Yes, in the original text, Inuyasha says:

命懸けで応えなくちゃならねえ。 In return, I must stake my life for Kikyo.

But that bolded part implies that staking his life for Kikyo is not something he necessarily wants to do out of his own free will, but something that he must do beyond his own will, if that makes sense. Right here, Inuyasha conveys clearly how he feels about the matter.

If he meant to say that he chose this out of his own volition, he would've said something like "...なくちゃいけない" which implies a will out of choice... But no, he said ならない, which implies it's "out of his control", so that gives clear insight to his feelings. He's not doing this because he wants to. He wants to stay with Kagome if he could, but he thinks his duty binds his fate to Kikyo, so therefore, this must be so.

②　Usually, Kagome is translated saying (to Inuyasha) "I want you to live." But I noticed something. She says:

"生きててほしい" ....not just "生きてほしい".

You might think, "Wha? That extra little word changes things?" HAHA well, if you care to know why... yes... bc she's using the present progressive form of that verb. So, I feel there's something missing in that translation.

Kagome doesn't just want Inuyasha to live (as in "be alive"), she wants him to keep on living. She wants to see him live past his trauma, to not give up his life. So, this is a bit of an interpretation, but I personally would translate what she's saying as "I want you to live on." Like when we wish for a friend going through hard times to not succumb to darkness :(

③　Finally, Sunrise had Kagome say something different in her final monologue (wow, what a surprise). (Note, Viz actually did translate this appropriately in the manga.)

In the anime, she just says...

楽しんでほしい。 I want you to be happy.

It's cute, but in the manga, she says...

楽しいことがあってもいい。 -> literally: It's okay to have happiness. -> It's okay (for you) to feel happy.

She's reassuring Inuyasha that it's alright to feel happiness, presumably despite his survivor's guilt. He told her at the start of their conversation, "But… to feel happy, to laugh, I shouldn't be doing these things." This is a response to that. It's so sweet.

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THAT'S IT!! There was A LOT of weight to this scene. It made me ugly cry until my eyes got swollen lol...

(if you'd like to read my full translation of their conversation, it is right here below~)

Note: I tried to translate as close to the original nuance of the Japanese text, so the sentence structure may sound unnatural at times.

(SFX: refreshing breeze)

Inuyasha: Kagome...

(Kagome sees him and begins to speak.)

Kagome: I thought about this the whole time I was back home. About you, Kikyo, and me…

Inuyasha: Kagome… I…

Kagome: I know. I know what your feelings are; that's why… I thought I can't be here anymore.

Inuyasha: Kagome… until I met you, I couldn't trust anyone. But you cried for my sake, you were always by my side. When I'm with you, Kagome, I feel happy. My heart is at ease. But… to feel happy, to laugh, I shouldn't be doing these things.

Inuyasha: Kikyo… she followed after me in death. In return, I must stake my life for Kikyo.

Kagome: I understand. I can't compete against her... because I still live.

Kagome: I thought about her a whole lot too. Kikyo and I, we're so completely different. Even with all this stuff about how I'm her reincarnation… well, anyway, I'm not Kikyo. My heart is my own.

Kagome: But you see, there is one thing. How Kikyo is feeling... I get it. I feel the same. We both want to see you, Inuyasha, one more time.

Kagome: You know, somehow, when I thought, "Don't Kikyo and I share the same feelings?", I became a little more at ease. Like, our feelings of wanting to see you are the same, aren't they... So, I gathered up the courage, and came to see you.

Inuyasha: Kagome… As for me, I wanted to see you too. But…

Kagome: I want to be with you*, Inuyasha. To forget about you, I can't do it.

(*T/N: She does not mean "be with you" in a romantic sense. She means to literally be near him, to exist by him, etc.)

Inuyasha: Kagome… what's the best way for me to respond to you?

Kagome: Inuyasha, let me ask you just one thing?

Inuyasha: Yeah…

Kagome: Is it okay if I stay with you?

(SFX: surprise...)

Inuyasha: You'll… stay for me?

Kagome: Yeah… (she smiles.)

Inuyasha and Kikyo's bond absolutely cannot be severed. That... I understand. But you know, Inuyasha? I thought about it… Our meeting was not just a coincidence either.

I want you to live on, Inuyasha.

Kagome: Let's go, Inuyasha.

Inuyasha: O-Oh, yeah, okay...

It's okay to feel happiness. I want you to laugh a lot. I don't know what I can do for you, but…

I will always be by your side.

#paying homage to the scene that rewrote my brain chemistry #my:translations #inuyasha #kagome #kagome higurashi #inukag #inuyasha x kagome #kagome x inuyasha #inuyasha anime #inuyasha manga #inuyasha translations #inuyasha ch 176 #inuyasha e48 #犬夜叉 #かごめ #犬かご #my:posts #my:inumeta

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gojot-t · 3 months

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Heloooo!

Can i have a 1 second chance romance with topping “I can’t imagine going back to a life without you.” “Then stay.” ?

Name is Sae Itoshi ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️

from the valentine's day event! ⊹ ࣪ ˖

itoshi sae + second chance romance +"I can't imagine going back to a life without you." "Then stay." ˎˊ˗

tags :: probably ooc sae :(, gn!reader, this doesn't exactly follow the manga, a little angst but overall fluffy yayy, also probably grammar mistakes..

a/n:: anon im so so so sorry for the delay</3 i really hope you will like it nonetheless. on the other hand, this is almost 2k words :o

You remember the first time Sae asked you out.

You both were still children at the time, but in front of the ocean waves and ice cream dripping on the sand, no one had ever made you feel the way he did, so complete and loved.

That day, with the orange of the sunset illuminating his face, you almost thought he was an angel. When he looked at you so intensely and wrapped his hands around yours and whispered those words, like a precious secret between just the two of you, you already knew that he was the one for you.

"When I'm around you, I feel these strange things," he paused as if searching for the right words, "After a while I finally figured out what it was. I like you, I really like you, so... We should just date."

There were no fancy roses or chocolates, just an awkward confession of his way and the childish desire to always be there for each other.

"Dating? Like what adults do?"

"Yeah, like cuddles and stuff..." He looked away embarrassed as he spoke. It was rare to see Sae blush and the sight brought you more joy than you could explain.

"But we're not adults! And we already hug all the time..."

"Whatever, just accept it."

Sae's hands weren't much bigger against yours, but at that moment he felt as if he could hold the world in them.

After that, even though things had changed a bit, it felt natural, a good change. He had treated you well all along, but now he had turned into a complete gentleman. He would insist that you go to all his games to be his "lucky charm" even though he had always said that he didn't need anything but himself to win. "If I see you cheering for me, I'll definitely score another goal."

He would wait for you after school to go for ice cream together, walking hand in hand.

Once you insisted that you play ball together. Despite knowing nothing about the sport, you still wanted to share and support Sae's passion for it, but you just shamefully tripped over the ball and fell flat on your face in front of him, instead of laughing or mocking you, he knelt down beside you so worried that you were surprised. "Are you alright?? Does it hurt?! Do you want me to carry you??"

"I'm fine..."

"Good, don't scare me like that." He had given your knee a little kiss to "heal" and helped you up.

You wish you could cherish moments like that forever and everything was like a beautiful fairytale until Sae was offered professional training in Spain.

He had always loved soccer and that was no secret to anyone, so when the news arrived everyone hugged him and congratulated him. You couldn't have been happier for him and jumping for joy alongside him, despite his usual stoic façade, you knew that he too could barely contain his excitement.

There was just one small problem that you didn't have the courage to point out and apparently, Sae too.

When the day of his departure arrived, your heart was heavy with mixed feelings that you desperately tried not to let show. It was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for Sae, and despite feeling so, so happy for him, when his flight was announced, the curtain of tears in your eyes finally came down.

You expected to meet his angry gaze, for being so selfish and crying at such an important moment for him, but instead you saw kind eyes and a sad smile.

"Don't cry, you look ugly like that."

The tears just fell harder. The hand that had been patting your head moved to your shoulder and pulled you against him.

The sight of you crying for him - because of him - brought an uncomfortable feeling to the pit of his stomach that he couldn't describe, but knew he didn't like. He had no experience in comforting anyone other than Rin, and you weren't Rin, but for your sake he was willing to learn anything.

"You won't forget me, will you?" Your hands grabbed at any piece of him they could reach.

You knew that Sae's family was probably watching the whole interaction, yet at that moment it felt like there were only the two of you in the world.

Sae seemed even sadder. "I should be the one asking this, you know. Don't think you'll be able to get rid of me that easily, I'll still call you every day. There are the holidays too, I'm going to visit at Christmas. Nothing between us is going to change."

You desperately wished it were true, but it never was. Sae didn't come back for Christmas.

The daily calls he'd promised became weekly, stopping only once in a while until you were the only one calling and being answered by the operator's monotone, robotic voice - this number is unavailable. Try again later.

You were worried, then angry with him and then at yourself. You didn't know what had caused the sudden change, so you blamed yourself. No matter how much you wanted to, you had to come to terms with the fact that you'd probably never know if things really could have been different.

Like putting a bandaid on a deep wound, that scar would always be open in you. Sometimes the slightest gust of wind was enough to make it bleed, like passing the ice cream parlor on the corner where you made so many fond memories with him, or Mrs. Sae who still greeted you on the street.

The truth was that the more you tried to forget the boy you handed your heart to on a platter, the more attached you felt to him.

That's why when you saw him standing in front of your door after four long years, you almost thought you were crazy.

With your emotions betraying your reason, you found yourself in front of the ocean waves with Sae again. Your mind has imagined this situation many times and each time you would shout at him, beat your fists against his chest, answer him with the same coldness that he dismissed you from his life, but a simple "Can we talk?" was enough for your determination crumble.

With your arms over your chest – your only armor against the memories that came at you like an avalanche – the dichotomy between the boy with the gentle hands and soft eyes you knew and the man in front of you is so much that it seems to destabilize you.

With his hands in his pockets, Sae almost looks a bit embarrassed. The deja vu of the situation doesn't go unnoticed and you decide to be a little petty and remain silent.

"... Coach said recently that there was still something holding me back in Japan."

"..."

He scratches the back of his neck slightly. "You probably hate me, right? I don't blame you for that... But in the last almost five years there hasn't been a day that I haven't thought about you."

Hate him? You don't think you've ever hated Sae. Sure, there have been times when you've been angry with him, but hating him... You don't think you're capable of it and the thought haunts you. You'd like to hate him.

"..."

He sighs as if he's tired. "This is where it all started, remember?"

"...Just what am I to you, Sae?" You thought your voice would come out as loud as a scream, but only it shakes with anger. "You... You make me think that you're the only one for me and then you leave just like that! Now you come back out of nowhere, what do you think I'm going to do? Crawl at your feet and say I missed you?! Just what I am to you?"

He doesn't seem surprised and this increases your anger even more. There's just one second where only the waves of the sea can be heard.

"There was this one time in elementary school when the teacher asked us what we wanted for the future. You said you didn't know, but as long as you could see me play you'd be satisfied... That's when I realized I was madly in love with you."

His answer catches you off guard, this happened right at the beginning of his and Sae's friendship.

"I'd never had those kinds of thoughts before. Futebol is an individual sport for me, so I thought my life would be like that too. I'd never imagined someone always by my side before, but then you'd give me that stupid smile with that cute little window of yours and suddenly all I cared about was having you with me."

"S-Sae..."

"When I got the offer to train abroad, I wanted to take you with me, but I couldn't... Some things happened there, and I was no longer the same boy you last saw. I didn't want to disappoint you and I didn't have the courage to look at you again, so... I thought it would be better if you just hated me. I was a coward."

He interlaces your fingers against his.

"Despite everything, all this time that has passed and trying to convince myself that things would be better this way... I can't imagine going back to a life without you."

Sobs clog up the words in your throat and even when you try to reply, all that comes out are cries. with your face stained with tears, you're sure that if it weren't for Sae's arms holding you, your knees would have lost their strength a long time ago.

"Sae, Y-You idiot,” you whisper against his chest, voice heavy with the pain of finally knowing the truth. “Coward.."

He hugs you and caresses your head, his touch has never felt so right on your skin - like the missing piece of a puzzle finally falling into place. So many years ago you were the same size as him, but now his shape completely engulfs yours.

"I know, I'm sorry."

"Then stay." He opens his mouth but you stop him, you already know what he's going to say. "It doesn't have to be in Japan... Just with me, just be here, with me."

He rests his forehead against yours and hugs you harder. With a kiss salty with tears, he doesn't need words to seal this promise against your lips. Sae doesn't intend to make the same mistake twice.

#bllk x reader #itoshi sae x reader #blue lock x reader #sae fluff #gojot t valentine's day event! 𓍯𓂃

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quills-of-freedom · 1 year

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Short Story ~

Be mine 🌸

Female bodied reader X Eren Jaeger

Eren comforts the reader, who's boyfriend isn't treating them right. Well, he has a few things to say (and do) about that...

Warnings: Cheating. Smut. Emotional abuse. 18+ only.

Eren’s brooding eyes snap towards his roomates bedroom door when he hears the muffled voices of you and your boyfriend. Your voices weren’t quite yells - yet. But it was abundantly clear that there was almost certainly a storm brewing. Ignoring it, he returns his emerald greens onto the manga book he was reading, silently telling himself not to pry. This would be the fourth argument you two had this week - and it was only Wednesday. Over the course of the month…? He’d lost count.

He pushed away the irritation that began to claw under his skin. He’d always secretly had a thing for you and he seen that his douche bag of a roommate did not treat you as well as he should.

He leasuirely turns the page, his usual calm exterior hiding his frustration as sure enough, the volume of your voices begin to rise through the wood of the door.

He tries to ignore it, focusing on the magnificent art work that brought his pages to life. But he couldn’t help but wonder in the back of his mind how much happier you’d be if you just left his ass and got together with himself.

When he hears your voice crack and an uncontrolled sob break through your lips, he leaps up with a sigh, scratching the back of his head and heading into his room. Hopefully by the time he has a shower and is dressed, the two of you would have hashed it out and made up.

Fat chance.

“You don’t even have sex with me anymore…” He hears you cry tragically as he passes by the door to his room. “Do you think I’m ugly now…? I’m desperate here!”

His eyes widen and hands form into a fist, his entire body freezing at the sound of you sobbing those words.

Are you - no. Is he for real?! You’re gorgeous. You’re kind. Funny. Caring. Strong… What the fuck is wrong with him?!

He shakes his chestnut brown head and storms into his room, unintentionally slamming his door a lot louder than he’d meant to.

Eren takes his time in the shower - allowing the steam and hot water to relax him and refocus his mind. Really, it had nothing to do with him.

So why couldn’t he shake you out of his mind?

He was relieved when he eventually got out, dried and dressed and he no longer heard the yelling. His eyes scanned the alarm clock next to his bed.

21:43

He’d been in the shower for a little over an hour. The warm water soaking into his skin and making it feel that extra bit soft. With a lazy yawn, he strolls to his door to pick up his book from the living room. He’s surprised to see you sitting on the couch, alone reading his manga.

“Hey.” He sounds, eyes wide as your beautiful form is melted onto the sofa.

“Oh, hey.” You sit up nervously, placing his book down. “Sorry Eren, is this yours?”

“Where is he?” Eren asks, walking into the room.

“…I don’t know.” You mutter.

He could see that spark behind your eyes becoming extinguished due to that Jack ass and he wasn’t going to just stand by and watch that happen.

He places his hands in this trouser pockets, leaning against the wall. His man bun a lot more loose than usual from his freshly washed hair; a couple of strands falling over his handsome face.

“You know… I think you’re gorgeous.” He admits without a care in the world.

You blink in surprise, not really knowing what to say. “I… Uh… Thank you, Eren. It means a lot.”

“I know.” He shrugs, slinking over to you and plonking himself down next to you, the weight of him making you sink slightly. “I couldn’t help but hear you arguing. If you ask me…” He turns his head to look at you - his dark smouldering eyes peircing your very being. “He’s an idiot.”

Your cheeks begin to burn as you glance away shyly, your confidence well and truly in the back pocket of your boyfriend’s jeans - wherever they may be or who’s floor they’re on right now.

He returns his gaze ahead, arms splaying over the back of the couch, his left arm over your shoulders but not touching you.

“I’m sorry you heard us arguing.” You whisper.

“Doesn’t bother me.” He shrugs. “What bothers me is the burning question of why you’re even still with him.”

You don’t answer. You don’t have an answer. It’s a question you’d asked yourself all too often.

Whatever shower gel Eren uses rolls off him into your nose. A mixture of spiced sandalwood with a hint of teatree maybe? Whatever it was, it combined with the warmth of his skin, blanketing you with such compassion you could almost feel his increased heart rate as his eyes slyly drink you in.

“I heard other things, too.” He mutters, suddenly leaning his face close to yours with a smirk. “I can help you, if you want.”

“H-help me?” You heart palpitates and butterflies flutter within you, his demeanor totally changing into something you’d never seen from him before.

“I can make you feel good.” He explains with such simplicity, you were certain he couldn’t possibly be taking about what you thought he was.

Your vacant expression forces him to spell it out for you.

With his large hand cupping your face , he brushes his lips against yours his eyes then scanning your orbs for any resistance. All he can see is how startled you are; wanting to kiss him but your conscience holding you back.

“Let me take care of you…” He reiterates, his hand now slowly moving up your thigh. “In more ways than one.”

“E-eren…” You breathe, your logical thinking quickly being taken over by your now throbbing libido as this gorgeous man now gently slides his tongue into your mouth, catching your lips tenderly once he was fully inside.

He’s beyond elated when you return his affections, your hands quickly finding their way to his hair; your breathing rate quickened yet heavy. His tongue caresses yours, swirling and entwining, his throat buzzing with a low, short moan.

It’s a hurried kiss - your hands roaming each others face and hair with quick succession, your inhales and exhales pushing through your nostrils loudly, the both of you quickly becoming flustered.

Whether it were his alpha male DNA coming into play, or he got too fired up (maybe both) he ends up scooping you up with ease and carrying you, bridal style, into his bedroom. His lips never leave yours as he pushes the door closed with his foot behind hiny, reaching around and clicking the lock, before lowering you gently onto the bed.

He crawls over you, his breath heavy and eyes heavy lidded; his mouth finding its way to your neck and grazing it.

“Eren… I can’t. It’s not right…”

You hear yourself but it didn’t feel like it was you saying those words, your body screaming at you to just shut the fuck up.

“I’m just showing you how you should be treated.” He breathes, hand now roaming up your shirt. “You’re not doing anything. It’s all on me.”

Your moan that escapes you as he pulls at your nipple pushes him on the verge of crazed lust, his lips returning to yours as he rolls your breast around in his large palm, squeezing and pulling. It had been so long since you’d been touched in this way, your body craved it so badly. You found yourself grinding against his thigh, your kisses now desperate as you tug at his hair.

Somewhere within enjoying his touches and kisses, he’d removed your pants. You weren’t sure when, just one moment they were there, the next your legs were bare as his hand cups your crotch, your wetness soaking through the material of your panties.

“Eren…” You gasp, back arching at his warm skin - even through the material it felt so good.

His fingers hastily push them to the side with a groan, wanting nothing more than to have you fully. But he knew that wouldn’t be possible. Not with the thought of him looming over you like a shadow.

You cry out a lot louder than expected when his long finger slides into you, followed by a second, his thumb circling your external magic spot as he continued to nuzzle into your neck; kissing, whispering and biting.

“Do my fingers feel good inside you?”

You nod, your grip on the sheets tightening, your legs tensing and releasing as he begins to wiggle his digits.

He’d spent many-a-night imagining you under him like this. His long cock was solid, and you could feel his yearning for you pressing tightly against your thigh.

Your body is on fire as he works you, picking up speed as your insides suck him in, caressing him and begging for more.

“You’re so fucking gorgeous…” He hums, now looking down into your eyes. “Fuck… You’ve got me so hard.”

You whine loudly at his words, back arching and nails digging deeper into his matress. Your face is burning, boardering on hysterical as your untouched sex is so lovingly caressed.

“yes, Eren… It’s so good…” You sob, your mouth hanging open and your eyes clasping closed. “Ah~ Ah~~!”

“Fuck…” He marvels, watching you squirm at his charity.

“I’m going to… Already…” You warn, feeling suddenly full as the pleasure begins to get too intense.

“yes, cum baby…” He smiles softly yet devishly, his pace getting faster.

Your silent scream confirms your climax, your back springing and your insides clamping down, sprinkling his palm with your water as you swirl right down the drain and into the palm of Eren Yeager.

He watches you in sheer awe as you come undone, unweaving and unravelling at his mercy. Squirming and trembling, your body now under his control during those few seconds of unrestricted ecstasy.

You expected to be riddled with guilt when you’d come back to earth. But strangely you didn’t. It felt… Right.

“Do you feel better?” He mutters, his mouth caressing your shoulder.

You nod, speachless.

He removes his fingers reluctantly; placing them on his flat tongue. “You taste good too.” His tone has a bitter sting to it, you’re perfect, just like he’d always thought.

“Be with me. Leave him.” He states. “You deserve so much better. I want to be the one who takes care of you.”

You think about it for a moment. It makes so much sense to do so. But well, y/n… Whether you take him up on his offer or not - it’s up to you.

#eren jeager x reader #eren fluff #eren smut #eren jaeger #eren x y/n #eren aot #eren yeager #attack on titan eren #eren yaegar #eren yaeger headcanons #snk x reader #snk eren

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makemake22 · 1 month

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Torture Me Like You Love Me

Warning: manga spoiler, angst, ugly feeling, blaming Law and yourself

Notes: hey, i was gonna write this for oc x law but i realised i also a meanie, so i wanna write this in reader x law, muehehehehehe

Law felt weight on his shoulder. As he turned around, he saw you. You were hugging him from behind. You put your head into his shoulder. Law put down his book as he stared behind his shoulder.

“bad day?” Law asked as he slowly move away your bangs from your forehead. You tilt your head, look into his eyes. Two orbs of gold that you adore so much. That you always want to stare longer, never get tired of his eyes. It is always beautiful. It always sparks joy inside your heart.

You didn’t say anything, your arms around his waist tightened. Law gives you a soft smile. He turns around and now it’s him that is holding you close to his chest. You were pulled into his embrace. Then, your eyes flutter close as his lips touch the crown of your head. Law hand travels up to your spine and caresses you back and forth..

Both of them haven't said anything. You also left his question hanging, letting Law comfort you. you felt his lips linger to your ear before he kissed the tip.

“Tell me, please?” Law tilts your chin from the crook of his neck. Looking at your expression. Eyes half lidded, a frown was on your lips. Law chuckled and kissed your lips. Your eyes widened and closed your eyes. Tasting bittersweet coffee, mixed with something you don't recognize.

“Law,” you hold his waist and bury your face into his neck again, this time you look away. Law gives a harmless smirk, lookinh into your head.

“don’t,” you said, biting your inner cheeks as you felt his hand caressing your hair. You buried your face immediately into his clothes. Take a sniff of his scent. your hold on his waist tightens more, as if it's gonna break his shirt.

“please,” you said. Your voice was strained. You didn’t realize it would be this hoarse. Your shoulder trembling. Law gives his soft smile, but you couldn’t take any longer. It hurts so much. Everything seems blurry. The man in front of you slowly put his arms around you again, but this time, he buried his face into your shoulder. you can feel something warm on your shoulder.

“I am sorry, for appearing like this,” a soft voice lulls into your ears. Guilt was inside his tone. Your hands clench his shirt from behind. You want to scream. You want to ask him why he needs to appear in the dream.

“Law,” you looked into his eyes, you can’t give out any expression he made, only his smile. Maybe the dream is almost over?

But you know he’s crying too.

“i love you,” that’s the only words you said to him. No demand for him to stay. Not beg or anger why he appears in this dream as if trying to worsen your wounds that people didn’t see so much, not until they know you better.

You can feel him stunned. His expression, you can’t see it. His smile was gone, but you felt his thumb tracing your lips and he gave a chaste kiss. As he broke away, he didn’t waste his time to kiss your forehead.

“i love you too,”

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You woke up in your room. Your eyes looking at the ceiling. You still remember where you receive the news about your lover.

You didn't tell your crew, god, luckily you don't. You don't want to be comforted. You feel so weak if your crew saw you bawling your eyes over newspaper. The way you clench it tightly and pulling your cheeks down to hold ugly emotion that gonna explode through your eyes.

You curl yourself back then. Holding the newspaper to your hand. Hide your ugly face behind your knees. Your boyfriend, die in Blackbeard hand.

If Law was here beside you, he would said he glad you were one of Strawhat crew. Because if you're not, maybe he would devastated and got another deep trauma inside of him. He won't forgive himself for letting you die.

"but, Law, how about me?"

You asked yourself to the silence of the room. He would got another trauma inside of him. He would lose another loved one in the cruel hands called fate if you were on his crew. But how about you?

You also lost him. You also got a big hole in your heart when hearing about his news. You are devastating right now. You hate him, for leaving you alone. You hate him and begin to imagine what if you were on his submarine back then, maybe you could help him escape.

Maybe you could save his crews with your power. Now you don't know what should you do.

Now, you stand up from the bed and open the door. Looking at the blue sky and greet your crew. Trying to looks fine like always. Even though everyone agree, you still look bad after hearing your boyfriend die.

As you begin to have lunch, sitting somewhere close to the crew but didn't indulge in the conversation.

You remembered his touch on your hand as he grab you away from the crowds of Dressrosa.

You remembered his fond smile as you talk about your crew to him.

You still remember after The Heavenly Demon fall, when they're in Kyros house, he bandaging your arms. Telling you to be careful.

And his kisses. Damn, it's so nostalgic . So warm. As he wrap his arms around your body, whispering how he want to keep you close. His eyes linger below his signature hat as you walking around. Hands intertwine together as both of you finding secluded area to talk.

To dream.

But it's all vain, without him.

#trafalgar law x reader #angst

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blackstarchanx3new · 9 months

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Four Swords Returns 187-191

The death scene re-write because I feel the OG is rushed and goofy and this is my AU so there's cannon divergence.

A bit of a rant under the cut about some choices I made in these pages I won't save for "FSR rambles".

Hot spicey meatball take: Vio deserved to hold this man once while he died I just cannot fathom why they let him lie on the ground. Did Nintendo say "Nah Akira you've made em too fucking fruity this comic he can't hold him while he dies" I genuinely don't understand the awkward direction otherwise for that scene. She got chastised for stupider things from what I saw in some of the interviews lmfao

Also, I'm a real stickler when I think Vio should cry. Because 99% of the time I've seen fan content where he cries I go "...I don't think he'd do that here"

Like I'm of the opinion you have to emotionally OBLITERATE this man before he sheds a tear and he's the type who doesn't realize he's crying and when he does he starts to ugly sob because that's hilarious.

"WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!?!?!"

"Vio that's crying, you're crying."

"BALLS, IT FEELS AWFUL! HOW DO YOU DO THIS ALL THE TIME!?"

No shade if you do write him crying, I've stated a hundred times my opinions are formed of MY reading of the manga and shouldn't dictate what fan content you make. Demanding otherwise would be fucking stupid.

I will point out just cause it's interesting: He literally only cried ONCE in the manga that I caught while re-reading it a million times and its when Green almost broke his fucking foot. He's pretty stoic otherwise.

I do think he deserves to be able to cry over someone he cares about tho lmfao. Also this is will be fun in FSR later...Muhahahaha.

Also I get to retcon Vaati's "death".

And I straight up don't wanna hear no sentiments of "if Vaati didn't truly die Shadow Link's sacrifice was meaningless" crap cause uh...Nah they were getting their asses Beat in the quote retweets- HANDED to them on a silver plater, would have fucking LOST if he didn't break the mirror regardless if it killed him here or not lmfao and they wouldn't have been able to part the dark clouds to save Zelda and ya know...WIN.

My point is: Shadow still saved their asses here regardless of the "Vaati lived actually" retcon in FSR.

Also, made Shadow have cracks in his skin cause he broke mirror hur-de-durr funny art thingy go brrr also visible representation of him dying cause I didn't feel like making him go transparent that is a pain in the ass.

#four swords adventures #four swords manga #four swords returns #four swords returns au #shadow link #loz fsr au #loz #four swords #green link #vio link #vio #vidow

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rosze-v · 1 year

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SPOILER: CURRENT MANGA ARC

In his last moments, you know, that moment where your body seems so cold yet so hot, and how you could hear your heart beating in your ears. Your fingertips freezing and losing touch, in those moments where your love ones came through your mind, like a movie strip, playing in front of your eyes.

In Touya’s last moment, he saw you.

“Touya”. You called, and he could clearly hear your beautiful voice calling his ugly name. The name he tried so hard to abandon but you told him, “I’ll love your name, and call you by your name, so if you hate it, remember that you’re hating me as well”. And at that confession, he learned to love hearing his name fall from your lips. Through his dying eyes, he could see your sleepy eyes, blinking at him while you stroke his scarred face.

“You’re so beautiful, Touya”. You whispered, reaching towards him and kissing his forehead gently, the love pouring and spreading through his body. He remembered that he’s not really sure what to say when you said that, he simply kisses your lips and lay onto your chest, listening fervently to your heartbeat. How he wishes, to listen to your heartbeat again; in your embrace he’s safe and he can be Touya.

Then another scene flashes. The both of you sitting outside, at the balcony. It was summer, and the fireworks were dancing in the night sky. Touya remembered how ethereal you looked that night. In his black shirt, your eyes reflecting the beautiful lights, your mouth slightly open, squeals of excitement but when you turn back to him with the brightest smile on your face, he thought, this is where he belongs. Staring at you and admiring your beauty, holding onto your hand that reached out to him, squeezing it slightly and feeling yours squeezing his back. In that moment, in the silence, he falls in love with you all over again.

Touya’s body laid on the cold ground, the pain was coursing through his body and another scene flashes. It was the first time of the many later where he came back with blood and injuries all over him. You saw him and panicked, quickly going towards him and asking him what happened. “Work”. He said and you opened your mouth, brows scrunching in anger but your eyes went back to the gash on his cheek, and stopped. Your hands hold onto his wrist so softly, as if Touya was made of glass. You asked him to sit down and he obliged, as you took out the first aid kit and sat on the ground in front of him. You were silent as you tended to the wounds on his arms and chest, and when you looked up at him, when your eyes met his, he couldn’t understand why your eyes were filled with water.

“Why are you crying?”. Your eyes shakes as you stare into him, shocked by his words. Somehow at that time, you understood. So, you said, “Because I love you”. “How— “. “Because I was scared, and worried, because you were bleeding so much… And I love you too much, Touya, I’ll die if you die”. Touya could only stare at you, he believes that, that was the first time he understood that you love him. You’re not just someone who took pity in him and he understood, that you’re his home. So, he hugged your back, caressing your hair as you cried out.

Please don’t die (y/n). Touya thought, his breathing thinning and it was getting too hard to suck in air. Then another scene flashes.

In that scene, you held flowers to your chest, the most dazzling smile on your face. Somehow in that scene, he couldn’t feel any pain from his skin and so he held his hands up. His skin was… normal. There’s no stitches and ugly purples, and when he traces his cheeks, it was smooth and suddenly you’re in front of him.

“Thank you, fiancé,”. Ah yes, he was proposing to you and you said yes. His sister, Fuyumi was jumping around at the distance, along with his brother Natsuo. Shoto was making sure that the video went well and was ready to take pictures. Of course, Touya had planned it all with them, he wanted to propose to you at a field of flowers, with the most stunning ring; he picked it out with his mother. He remembered asking his father for permission to marry you and he agreed, and Enji took him out for a drink, told him that he wanted to have a drink with his son before he becomes someone’s husband.

Another scene flashes, and you were walking down the aisle. Another scene flashes, and you were holding onto his face, your own flushed red as he whispers his love to you. Another scene flashes, and you were showing him a positive pregnancy test. Another scene flashes, and he was crying as he held onto his child in his arms. Another scene flashes and the both of you held onto your child’s hands, walking down the street. Another scene flashes and you’re so old, and still so beautiful. You’re still smiling, that dazzling smile and you’re still holding onto his hands so gently.

“I love you”. You whispered. “Now, forever and after”. No one would ever love Touya as much as you did. And he knew it by heart, and even in his last breath. Even as his eyes stares soulless into the foggy, ugly world. Even in his last moments, your love comforted him, and held onto him, guiding him slowly and gently.

And Todoroki Touya, in his last moments, loved you and dreamt of you.

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rinskazuu · 1 year

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rating record of ragnarok characters /10, because i can.

DISCLAIMER: i’m only rating the characters based off what the manga & anime has portrayed. i’ve done little to no research on these people themselves, which is why i don’t condone anything immoral that they’ve done. this was written before the release of chapter 73+

a/n: i think i wanna do this for every anime + genshin & val. PLS WATCH IT & LMK IF YOU GUYS LIKE IT. also i dont care abt grammatical and/or punctual errors, this is a shit post

MANGA SPOILER WARNING!!

THOR: first of all, he’s so fucking hot. his smile caught me so off guard tho, i kinda just stood there watching the screen, baffled. not much character to him, he’s just hot. 7/10

LU BU: i’m chinese, i literally feel so happy when i see chinese characters. biased, but definitely a plus. he, just like thor, has little to no character. first character i called hot, is hot, but there are hotter characters. (what, i am not talking abt hermes wdym?) 7/10

HERMES: 10/10. no explanation. my man right there. i literally scream & cream every time i see him. why is he so fine. not a single panel or clip where he looks bad. pls eat me out, sir i beg. i will serve you. ONE CHANCE. JUST ONE?? i’m in love with him. who needs real men or women when hermes.

GOLL: she is SO ANNOYING. her eng & jp voice are both annoying asl. she’s that one character, that exists in mostly every anime, used to explain background info & battle info on other characters. brunhilde is too nice on her. she reminds me of when i first saw yachi (haikyuu) on screen. yachi, too, was annoying. but i grew to love her🫶. 1/10

BRUNHILDE: SHES SO HOT. ATE. SHE ALDNAHDISKZ. yeah, what else is there to say? 8/10

APHRODITE: she truly lives up to her version in the greek mythology. hottest woman/goddess alive. ate. her boobs, i want to squish them & bury my face in them. WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO HOLD THEM? 8/10

ZEUS: idgaf what anyone says, he’s not hot. not even his younger self. he looks like mirio (mha) turned netero (hxh). love his character tho. the eyes scared me at first. he’s hilarious. 5/10

ADAM: my friend, the one who recommended snv to me, told me he’d be more my type. he was, minus the fact that’s he literally butt fucking naked. nice ass cheeks tho. def pretty boy, his wife is hot too. i want her more😋. his line abt fighting for his children made me cry. should’ve won. i say, let hermes be uncleless & fatherless. 7/10

POSEIDON: he was fs the blueprint for adam. anywho, yk hes fine. SOOO FINE. meowing for him. he doesn’t beat hermes tho. nobody beats hermes. well, look wise at least. it was rlly hard choosing who to root for in this fight. that’s a lie, i was always on humanity’s side. sad he died:( 9/10. -1 for being a little, arrogant, narcissistic, egotistical bitch. 8/10

SASAKI KOJIRO: see, zeus coulda been hot like him at that old age. man aged like fine wine. character was a W. hot, determined, good character, funny. what else can you want from a man? 8/10

HERACLES: disappointed. so disappointed. he looked better in the disney ver. this fight was so boring for me. you’re telling me i’m supposed to watch the fight instead of ogling at hot characters? no. character was okay. 6/10

JACK THE RIPPER: massive L. not supporting a murderer. next. 0/10

SHIVA: hot from the beginning. 4 arms? do what you want to me, sir. 3 WIVES? tengen (kny), is that you bro?😭 anywho, he’s cocky, def my type irl LMAO. i wouldn’t let that slide tho.. his wives are hot too😋 8/10

RAIDEN TAMEEMON: i paid very little attention to this fight. don’t remember his backstory too well (i read this fight not even 24 hours ago btw). not that good looking, not ugly either. i liked his character, upset he took 3 of shiva’s arms. why 3? why not 2? he got 1 arm left. 4/10

BUDDHA: THATS MY GOD RIGHT THERE. ate. i’m not religious, and neither are my family, but they are buddhist, so by default, i am too. i personally think buddhism is the best religion, but we’re not gonna get into that. i have very valid reasons btw. love his personality, love his looks. massive W. ofc he fights for humanity. he’s a walking W. 9/10

ZEROFUKU: precious. definition of deserved better. what made me sad, is how he was written during the fight. he’s consistently hitting, with little to no strategy. his backstory is sad, but his battle exp was written poorly. also the random ass monster possessing took me tf out. 7/10

HADES: fine ass mf. he’s so different from how he’s usually portrayed, both look & personality wise. the first W netflix has pulled. he’s hot and responsible? persephone, we can share him babes. also, the relationship between him & poseidon made me SOB. like actually. hurt so bad i made an angst edit. 9/10

QIN SHI HUANG: first off, i don’t do research on my own ethnicity’s history. i didn’t even know who tf lu bu was. my family knew tho. with that aside, PROUD TO BE CHINESE❗️ he’s so fine. SO FINE. the way his character was written, was wonderful. i loved the fight between him & hades. the tension & the lengths they went to try & win. 9/10

BEELZEBUB: his backstory was so tragic. what i didn’t like, was how they rushed his & lilith’s story. like, they kinda randomly said i love you to each other. i’d love to see their adventures tgt. lilith, leave that emo thing, and come be w me. he’s fine too. i rlly like how they introduced him. 8/10

NIKOLA TESLA: i don’t have much of an opinion on him. very chatty, which i don’t actually mind. i guess we’ll have to wait for more chapters to release before i form an opinion on him. 5/10

ODIN: the hair bro. THE HAIR. i keep forgetting he exists, but i’m not his biggest fan. not bad, but i prefer his sons. i do like the theory of him being a traitor. he looks the part. 5/10

LOKI: honestly, i liked him a lot in the beginning, but now, it’s like he’s kinda on the side. cute & hot. thor is the better brother tho. speaking of, how tf are they even brothers? moving on, i like his personality. i like his shocked, mixed w angry, facial expressions more. 7/10

ARES: the hair again. very stylish, i do like it, but it took me out. walking around looking like a school girl. i don’t like how he tries to be a know-it-all w hermes, when he literally relies on him for info. but that’s my man for you. his expressions are SO WELL. 6/10

ADAMAS: i was awfully confused, at first, when there were 3 older brothers to zeus. usually, it’s just hades, poseidon & zeus. not his biggest fan, his character was rushed. 4/10

BONUSES

JESUS: i was very happy to see jesus. i’m not sure why, i just was. why is he the only character, THAT LOOKS LIKE THEMSELVES? 9/10

LU BU SIMP AGENCY: 10/10. i don’t need to say anymore. W cheng gong. love that man.

FORSETI: what a loser. he was so annoying. 2/10

EVE: mother? mommy? whatever. MEOW. 9/10

SASAKI SIMP AGENCY: love them as well. 10/10. walking Ws all around.

i don’t think i’m missing anyone, am i?

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artcosmique · 5 months

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I should definitely sleep Its being two hours that we are not today anymore

But i finished my drawing

And for those who ask why i Drew this, the story is actually interesting this Time.

Thursday, i Will see the mangaka of this Masterpiece ‘Radiant’ for real (Im very nervous i think i might cry from happiness and too Much feelings when i’ll see him-)

And…..this man, Tony Valente…..He just made my childhood and my teenagehood (idk if Its called like that it made sense in my head) I read his mangas often, really often, i have the artbook, i have old fanart of his illustrations (i made them when i was 12 haha they are ugly asf)

My favorite oc is based on this guys i was simping for :

(He deserve)

Its very very special, the manga have weird french humor, a lot of cool charadesign, original plot twist, lgbt characters, autistic characters (not stereotipycal and not defined by these specificity)

Its <3

I really love Radiant. The Universe. The author.

It brought me soo Much and i Will probably make another fanart before Thursday

#radiant fanart #radiant diabal #radiant ocoho #tony valente #french manga #post from the heart #(Im crying Its too Late)#(i get emotional when its late)#(Im fine btw!)

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candyskiez · 1 month

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i’ve been seeing mp100 alllll over my dash, what’s it about?

SLAMS DOWN BOOKS DOWN. HELLO HELLO YOU HAVE ASKED THE RIGHT FUCKING PERSON.

Mob Psycho 100 is a show about a kid nicknamed Mob, who has psychic powers and works for a fraud named Reigen who pretends to have psychic powers. They're exorcists and close friends, and he mentors him. It's also a show that has made me cry so many fucking times because it's about a kid who hates himself who gets mentored/adopted by a guy who hates himself and they try to navigate life together. All the characters are just ...people. It's a show that heavily hinges around platonic relationships and community and what people owe to each other and it's also just a really kind show. It's so loving to its characters and it feels like you just were randomly given a guy to experience the story with, not like Mob is the Main Character. He's just a guy! Even when he does incredible things he feels like just a guy. Just one with powers. I don't know how to say much about the plot without spoiling it but the plot of the show basically revolves around Mob being autistic. Like he is not just assigned autism by fandom because he's socially awkward it's just straight up The Plot. If you got rid of Mob being autistic it wouldn't be mp100.

It has its flaws but it's really REALLY good and I highly recommend it. It lets all its characters be absolutely awful sometimes in very human ways and shows some very ugly and human sides to mental illness while never feeling demonizing! It just feels like you're watching people make awful decisions. The characters feel so real because they just straight up suck sometimes. It's just a really good show. The manga is also really good from what I've heard and sometimes better. I need to fully read it.

Anyways I love mp100. Screams.

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tvx6000 · 9 months

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inevitable contentment

genre : fluff, slight angst, comfort

pairing : seungmin x fem!reader

warnings : anxiety, overstimulation

wc : 700

t-note: i honestly hate this fic, i feel like it makes no sense and is kinda corny, but it's still worth posting ig. again, my writing has gotten better i swear!!! this is probably over a year old, and completely self indulgent. anywho, i'd appreciate any feedback you have, enjoy cuties! (btw, a rotring is a cool pencil!!! just 4 context, i just love them lol)

1:22 pm

honestly…. you had never known u could be so aware of so many things before. the way that butterfly shaped group number swung gently as it hung above the desks. the discarded rotring 600. 0.5- i mean who would just throw away a perfectly good black and red rotring??

and although you could spend hours pondering on how someone could be so careless and stupid to throw away SUCH… a good pencil. though deep down, you knew that this wasn’t real. i mean yeah you were definitely in your 4th period mythology class and there was DEFINITELY a perfectly good S tier pencil laying on the ground diagonal from you but, this wasn’t the real reason your brain was going 1000 miles per minute. i mean that doesn’t even qualify as a real reason to be so hyper aware and anxious but really, the itch you had to get up and grab that pencil was this close to sending you into an aneurysm.

but before you could begin to work up the courage, that bittersweet sound of the school bell rang. signaling it was time for lunch.

you swiftly grabbed all your things and left, sending a sweet smile toward your teacher on the way out.

as you made your way through the halls, you contemplated bailing. you knew the minute you saw him everything in you, whatever it was, would come crashing down and you’d end up crying into his chest for the entirety of lunch. again.

but you knew better than that. you knew that the minute you didn’t show he’d start blowing up your phone and searching all over for you and someway, somehow, he’d find you. so with a deep sigh, you continued your trek toward the empty orchestra room.

upon your arrival, you could already feel the lump in your stomach. slowly climbing its way up your esophagus, soon to find its home in your throat. but it's already long forgotten as you see that gorgeous head of black hair. almost instantaneously you feel a comforting warmth fill your chest.

you shuffle foot to foot, waiting for him to notice you’re there. although the manga he’s reading seems to have quite the interesting plot.

then, as if he could sense you waiting, his head whipped around. jesus, is he okay? looks like he almost got whi-

“oh my goodness”

he shot up giddily and started walking toward you

oh boy here comes the waterworks

your face contorts into an awkward look as you try to keep the last of your dignity to yourself just this once, but that no longer matters anymore as he wraps his arms around your waist and beams you the sweetest smile you’ve ever seen.

“hi sweetness”

he says in the most gentle voice you could’ve ever imagined

but now, your brain begins to focus a little less on the pretty boy in front of you and a little more on the ache in your throat as you let out a watery,

“hi”

seungmin immediately leaned back to see if he could catch a glance of your face but you could feel the tears about to drop, and you couldn’t handle anymore embarrassment right now

“what’s wrong baby? what happened”

you simply shook your head in response, knowing you’d let out an ugly sob if you tried talking.

“cmon sweet girl look at me, tell me what’s wrong”

you sniffled sharply, desperate for the tears to stop,

“nothing minnie, just a bad day..”

he then wrapped his arms around you in a bear hug, moving one up to your head,

“i know that’s not it babe but i won’t push you, you wanna eat and read with me?”

you sniffled one last time before nodding,

“yes please.”

he pulled away but kept a hand on your head and moved it down to the back of your neck, bringing his thumb around to stroke your cheek

squeezing with only a bit of pressure, he quietly grunted

“ugh i just love you so much”, he mumbled with feigned irritation

you let out a small laugh and grabbed his wrist to pull him toward the chairs he had previously made himself comfortable in,

“come on im starving”

he looked at you with raw adoration in his eyes,

“alright baby let’s go.”

#taylorthawriter #skz imagines #stray kids #skz #stray kids imagines #skz fluff #stray kids fluff #skz comfort #stray kids oneshot #seungmin #seungmin fluff #seungmin comfort #seungmin x reader #skz x reader

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fyorina · 1 month

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(uh, this is rlly long im so sorry qwq)

OMG THAT LAST CHAPTER HAD ME FEELING SM CARINA U CANT DO THIS TO ME !!!! LITERALLY THE FIRST FEW PARAGRAPHS IN I HADTA WALK AROUND BC I WAS SO OVERWHELMED I LOVED IT SM !!! N THOSE LAST FEW LINES. DONTDOTHISTOME I S A W THE "BEAST AU COMPLIANT" TAG ON UU IM GONNA SOB MY EYES OUT DURING IT I JUST KNOW !!!

gonna leave some of my fave few lines n my thoughts abt them from this chapter (ok these arent all of em, bc if i put all of em it'd be the whole 50k words of this series SO ITS JUST THIS CHAPTER)

"because how could he possibly belong amongst people who are so unfailingly good that it makes his tainted heart stick out like a sore thumb?"

STOP NO DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEEE throughout the whole fic u perfectly captured his thought process n how he denies his own capacity for change n how he HAS changed from when he was 18 BUT THIS LINE MADE ME TEAR UPPPPPP

"He is so completely and irrevocably in love with you that Dazai doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to live in a world without you. The thought alone makes his skin crawl and his chest cave in."

self-explanatory

“Are you calling me ugly?”

u gorgeous, gorgeous man ilysm yes you look like a rat but i'll swaddle u up in blankets n clean u up

the whole graveyard scene. DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY HELLO

“You were a kid, Osamu. You’re not some incarnate of evil for ending up where you did, you were failed by all of the adults in your life,”

ok nvm crying this hit me like a truck

"Humans cannot live without a heart, so if he’s to give you his, it’s only fair that you give him your own—though realistically, yours has already been his for a long time."

i feel like this mightve been ur fave line, but if it wasnt IT STILL IS MINE BC OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD QWQ

ranpos lil rant was so funny he's literally me frfr

“Yeah… ha, look at us, in jail at the same time! Couple goals, huh?”

i giggled

PLS READER INVITING EVERYONE JUST TO AVOID GETTING INTERROGATED UMMM RELATABLE LMFAO

these are just some of them BUT JUST IN GENERAL, UR WRITING IS JUST MAGICAL ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED TO READ N I LOVELOVELOVEEEE THIS SERIES N ALL UR WORKS (n u /p) SM !!! I CANT WAIT FOR UNREAL UNEARTH, I JUST KNOW IT'LL BE AMAZING !!!

RED HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU NOT TO APOLOGIZE I LITERALLY ADORE YOU IM GOING TO WEEP OMG

honestly the first scene of dazai’s pov was one of my favs to write because it pisses me off so much whenever he’s excluded from the ada panels in the manga fjsjdjsjjd so i NEEDED the opportunity to hit home that that is his FAMILY idc what asagiri says the ada is that boys family and he deserves it 🥹🤞

UGHHHHH STOP BECAUSE WHENEVER I WRITE CANONZAI ITS SO HARD TO KEEP ON THAT THIN LINE OF HIS INABILITY TO ACCEPT HIS OWN GROWTH WHILE ALSO HAVING HIM ACKNOWLEDGING ODA’S LAST WISH FOR HIM SO I REWROTE SO MANY OF HIS POVS SEVERAL TIMES BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WASNT GRASPING IT ALL PROPERLY

the graveyard scene was one of the 3 scenes i started writing for 🥹 i literally was weeping when i finally got to it

AND ALSO THE YOU WERE A KID LINE UGHHHHHHHH BRO when i tell you that’s something that i literally want to scream at him and shake his shoulders like he was FOURTEEN WHEN MORI BROUGHT HIM IN AFTER HIS ATTEMPT !!!!! FOURTEEN !!!!! HE WAS A BABY IT MAKES ME SO SAD WHEN HE FRAMES HIMSELF AS SOME IRREDEEMABLE MONSTER WHEN HE ONLY TURNED OUT THE WAY HE DID BECAUSE HE HAD NO ADULTS IN HIS LIFE SETTING HIM ON THE RIGHT TRACK ugh im gonna weep again i will always be dazai’s #1 defender, i will fight him himself idc he was only a lil baby :’)

oh my god fun fact i actually almost deleted that line about the heart, i don’t even know why like i was rereading it right before i post and i second guessed myself because i was like ‘i don’t think it rlly flows’ but then i decided against removing it because i liked the line in general SO IM WEEPING AGAIB

bro ranpo needs a promotion for real the headaches this man must get because of people not listening to him 💀

HDOSJDJSJDJJD THE COUPLES GOAL LINE WHEN I TELL YOU I SNORTED WRITING IT HELPPPPP I WAS GIGGLING SO HARD

RED ILYSM IM BUNDLING YOU IN THE SOFTEST BLANKETS AND GIVING YOU A FOREHEAD KISS

i’m so excited for unreal unearth like honestly it’s my pride and joy, i’m so pleased with how my beast!dazai characterization has come out so far and i’m hoping everyone else is going to like it too 🥹 if not ill simply die HAHAH JK JK JK no but really i’m so very excited for it

#ᡣ𐭩 carina’s love letters #ᡣ𐭩 from user: cheriiyaya

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panickeddemon · 1 year

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Some crying headcanons for DDLC

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Natsuki

-Natsuki hates the fact that she cries so easily. It makes her feel so weak and stupid but unfortunately for her it’s often how her body reacts to pain

-She hates it when people make a big deal about it

-Used to be good at holding back her tears but ever since she joined the literature club and made friends there, she struggles to

-Natsuki’s “friends”/ex-friends would always make fun of her for crying over “stupid things”

-Her Papa has always told her not to cry, but he’s a hypocrite, he secretly cries just as easily

-A sympathy crier. If she sees someone that she cares about crying, she’ll also start tearing up

-When she’s sobbing, she wants to be hugged so bad but she can’t ask for it

-Brags that she never cries over fiction, do not believe her, it is a lie, she has bawled more times than she can count to anime and manga. She’s less likely to in front of others though

Sayori

-Mostly cries in private, crying in front of others makes them worry, obviously she wants to avoid that but many of her friends have seen her tear up before

-When she’s having a very bad day she either can’t stop crying or feels to numb to cry at all

-Hates the numb feeling more than the crying. At least crying feels therapeutic

-Knows how to fake cry, can make herself tear up with ease

-Her real cry is actually very quiet which is convenient for her when she wants to hide in her room and cry

-Surprisingly isn’t a sympathy crier, she feels the need to stay strong when others are in distress

-She’s a bit more okay with crying in front of others if it’s over fiction

Monika

-Rarely cries, at least that’s what she has everyone believe

-She’s remarkably skilled at holding it together when she feels like she might burst into tears. A skill she’s perfected over the years

-When she’s alone and her stress is building up, she finds it helpful to have a stress cry

-An ugly crier. Big time. One of the reasons why she refuses to cry in front of others, she finds it horribly embarrassing

-Sobs over romance novels/movies while saying “that should be me”

-First time she cried in front of the club no one knew what to do

-Recovers quickly

-Gets crying headaches

Yuri

-Despite being a very emotional person she rarely cries. Only in her most emotional moments

-You know she’s really fed up and/or scared when she’s crying over it

-Although when she does cry it’s never just tearing up it’s always full-on tears streaming down sobbing and it’s impossible to hide it

-It’s reassuring to know that she won’t cry in front of people if she’s nervous or something like that, so she has one less thing to worry about when interacting with people

-Sometimes she wishes she could cry more easily so that she would have a healthier coping mechanism

-Feels like she’s way too loud when she cries

-Has a cried over a select few pieces of fiction and they’re very special to her

-Also gets crying headaches

#ddlc #ddlc plus #doki doki literature club #ddlc headcanons #ddlc fandom #natsuki ddlc #yuri ddlc #sayori ddlc #monika ddlc #yuri hcs #natsuki hcs #sayori hcs #monika hcs #headcanons are fun

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dearestgojo · 1 year

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It's almost April which means it's almost been two years of me bothering all of you with my silly little fics. Thank you to everyone who has stuck around this long with me, I have a really special place for you all in my heart. Thank you to all my mutals for the love, i'm giving you all kisses and hugs. While things aren't always easy, I'm happy with the space I've built here, I've known nothing but love from all of you. I'm crying now so I'm gonna stop *Insert pic of me ugly crying here*

In an attempt to not stress myself, I'm going to get ahead of myself and release this little event so that I can work on it throughout the rest of March and have things to release slowly throughout the first two weeks of April. If you're taking part in any of the other sections other than the giveaway section simply shoot me an ask with the section and all the details for that section and I'll add you to the queue. Everything will be under the following tag if you'd like to block:

🌷. two years here

Section One:

Giveaway: We will make an official announcement on Mar 19 afternoon. There will be 8 total winners. It will be opened to followers and mutuals who were here prior to Mar 19.

Section Two:

Slots Available: 11/15

This part of this event includes getting 3 phone wallpapers made(you can mix them up ex if you want 2 option 2 and 1 option 1 that is fine just let me know), it can be any character(s) from any fandom. There are two options to choose from.

Option 1: a simple wallpaper/lock screen with a small graphic and your character of choice in it (ex: images 1 and 3).

Opinion 2: a couple moodboard (ex: image 2) more examples

Section Three: closed

Short drabbles inspired by any of the songs below. A song can only be chosen once. Send me an ask with the song you're choosing and the character you'd like from any of the following fandoms: JJK, CSM, Kaiju No8, Haikyuu, Hell's Paradise, Gokurakugai, and TokyRev.

Call Me by Soap

Odyssey by Julia Pratt. Taken by @omiyours. Read Here

I Guess by Saint Levant. taken by @alucrds. Read Here

Tangerine by Tim Atlas

COCONUT PERFUME by Ray Laurel

Build Me A House by RIMON Taken by @k0utashi

Dancing with my phone by HYBS. Taken by @aztecbrujeria

Cherry Wine by grentperez. Taken by @foulvillain. Read Here

Nowhere by HENNESSY. Taken by @luckimoon

So Good by Weston Estate. Taken by @/foulvillain

Section Four: closed

Slots Available: 0/10

Appearance match-up and small (4pics) moodboard.

A random match-up with a character from any of the manga currently on my shelf. I'll randomly choose a manga, match it with a character, and make a small moldboard. All I'll need from you is a selfie or picrew.

#🌷. two years here

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