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thedeboniardevistation · 2 years

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IM SO SORRY BUT THIS HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD ALL DAY.

#this made me a whole new woman #bryan danielson #aew don #aew #all elite wrestling #aew double or nothing #double or nothing

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bobzora · 3 months

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finally beat the first kingdom in p5t the other day and it was truly flabbergasting the way marie fuckin. dissolved. and morgana was like well that shouldn't have caused a mental shutdown... but i don't know for sure! and then moved on. LIKE HUH. WHY ARE NONE OF THE THIEVES. ACKNOWLEDGING THIS. LMAO?

#bobtalk #p5tposting #p5t spoilers #i guess. for the first dungeon. lol #its like well if it was akc i'd understand but it's whiplash because over and over the thieves are normally like #well....this palace Looks bad. but we should scope out how things are in the real world before we take action! they're generally cautious #and they're stuck here so obviously that's not an option right. like they were going to fight marie eventually no matter what #but they're like *shrugs* about any potential real world consequences to girlie disappearing like that it's really...weird?#i mean. even with kamoshida they only went through with trying to steal his heart because they were desperate and willing to risk him dying #bc they didn't know for sure bc they were new to this but it was better than the alternative. etc. iirc at least.#i'm aware this is a silly spin off this is just. really funny to me? unusual? that the game is like. 'don't even worry about it <3'#like guys i think you might've just killed a woman <- i know she's going to be fine. because they wouldn't do that. but LMAO can u IMAGINE #(anyway barelyyy started the second kingdom (as in. we made it to the first battle and haven't started). are all the rulers just going to b #ppl toshiro has beef with personally. because that's really fucking funny if so. his whole GC hates his ass!)

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soundlessdragon · 5 months

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TIL false eyelashes can be applied without needing existing eyelashes??

#a woman with alopecia made a tutorial #a whole new world is opened up to me 👀#trichotillomania

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fakeoutbf · 1 month

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#my grandma fell and broke her hip in october last year #and basically the end of 2023 was a whirlwind of really negative emotions all around for her and me and my whole family #of course there were good moments in between but overall it hit us all pretty hard #i got to her house just now and she walked all the way from the office to the kitchen to get the door for me and i saw her walk all the way #back with minimal difficulty and also going kinda fast with her new walker #and i’m in tears writing this bc we didn’t know if she was gonna walk again #she was depressed her stomach was a mess and she barely ate and other conditions worsened and made it that much harder for her to get better #now she’s finally starting to look and be like the woman i know she is and it makes me feel so relieved #i never doubted that she could get better but god it feels so good to see her be better

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bonesrbleaching · 20 days

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had the most braindead repetitive conversation/argument with my parents. buzz cuts are too masculine but if you dye a design on it it become effeminate which is bad because then you look weak and if youre weak then society falls apart (all societies ever that have fallen apart for any reason are actually because of feminine men) and we start sacrificing babies. and also all mental illness is invented because only 4 people had anxiety in the 90s and covid was made up so that we would all become gay and trans and then the government can control us better and be joe biden's little sex slaves. and also i need to keep my hair long because my father finds it attractive. what

#lolaa.txt #what do i even tag this with . my mother wouldn't let me leave and i kept asking for sources and she kept saying 'i'm your mother!!!'#'i wouldnt lie to you!'#okay. say that to someone maybe who doesnt know you lie to them all the time.#its tiring going around in circles with her.my father is better because at least he admits when he doesnt have a reason for feeling some wa #also what got me. she said 'do you own research if you want!! but im right!!!'#yeahh not seeing anything about anything you just said. i think you made that up.#i have a theory that my mother secretly hates herself because she believes all women are weak and must serve strong men #and my father has so so much trauma and anxiety that he cant be that strong man #so now she feels like shes betraying her very biology when she has to step up.#and also because i am stronger than her now and my hair is long and far far denser than hers and i have a younger face #that she feels that im wasting my precious femininity that she could be using. does that make sense.#shes so miserable trapped in her idea of what makes a man and a woman what they are. once you stop caring about what makes someone somethin #you dont have to worry about anyone else.#im queer because i dont really feel that connection to biological and social ideas of gender that my parents seem to #never really have #im not gonna theorize 'ohh shed be happier nonbinary' or stuff like that because it is up to you and you alone to define who you are #if you spend your whole life trying to fit a box for the sake of fitting the box #then when would you have any space for self discovery #youve invented personality traits to go along with your box. now you can never ever change or grow as a person. congrats #and you know what? one day she will die. and that will be the end of that.#and i will live and i will probably shave my head a thousand times. and come up with new names #and new ways to be a better person that makes me feel happy #and i will dress like a boy because its all made up anyways. who cares.#and if you care? that much about what im wearing or how i look?#then thats your problem and i wont be responsible to maintain your happiness.#SORRY RANT OVER.#im just so flabbergasted. what a sad life someone can lead poisoned by jealously and reactive rhetoric.#tw homophobia #tw transphobes

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marklikely · 3 months

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not going to lie them making the protagonist of anatomy of a fall bisexual was inspired

#like oh my god something that's on my mind constantly and i have never seen portrayed in any form of media before #the way bi women's sexuality takes forefront as a judge of their character bc they must all be treacherous and untrustworthy #and how many times I've watched bi celeb women get ripped to shreds and scrutinized on the public stage bc of that #avpost #im glad we're talking abt it lets talk about it... academy since you're all going to be watching this movie maybe you could issue apologies #movie diary #like god she gets so analyzed and picked apart and it just adds a whole new layer when the trial opens with her sexuality #and litigating every action she made towards another woman for some seduction tactic.#as if that's the single most important fact about her and its supposed to color the way she's viewed through the rest of the trial.#well. anyway the point of the movie is definitely that its ambiguous and from the snippets shown we can't possibly know the whole story #of their marriage of her as a person or of her husband's death #but i can't lie there was a certain high profile court fiasco in the last couple years that heavily affected how i felt toward the story.#so part of me was like free my girl she didnt do it . unless she did in which case he probably deserved it

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mattzerella-sticks · 7 months

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The idea of 'The Sovereign' and this storyline in Wonder Woman by Tom King reminds me of Hydra Captain America and the Secret Empire by Nick Spencer.

#wonder woman #i didn't want to discuss this but the sovereign really makes me angry in just how lazy he is as a character #and this whole idea of a 'secret king' running America #reeks the same as 'what if Captain America was a Hydra agent all along'#not only does the conspiracy that's been created upend a lot of what's already been established in WW lore #but this is also just a lazy kind of character creation that just takes everything Diana is and makes it opposite #the Sovereign or is he a Bizarro Wonder Woman?#like Superman and Lex aren't wholly opposites their goals are the same it's their motivation that's different #Lex 'helps' because he wants to look good and get praise and money he does good for selfish reasons #meanwhile Superman does good because it's the right thing to do #the sovereign looks and feels shallow #it's trying hard to be edgy but it's cringe i mean 'lasso of lies'?#it feels like it's gonna be revealed that there wasn't ever going to be a history where the sovereign and his ilk ruled America #but someone gave this man the lasso of lies and he created his new reality off the old one LIKE when Cap was rewritten to be Hydra #and we know he gets locked up so what is the actual stakes in this story we know he gets defeated #so what makes this story important?#like wonder woman earth one did this whole arc better and the main villain being max lord aka ares made more sense #the first 6 or so issues should have been on working towards unraveling amazonian influence and power in America because a group of men #see them as a threat to American superiority if this is the direction you want to go in #snapping your fingers and fastfowarding for a first issue is not the in media res you think it is #im ranting but ww has been one of mh fav series the past few years and now #for the first time in a long time #i have to not read it because this whole storyline sucks #dc comics #i can't wait for whoever comes next to undo what's happening now because if there's one consistent thing about WW is she will be reinvented

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maximus-gluteus · 9 months

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nothing to see here

#ok plz i wanna rant about how the new season of good omens is making me lose faith in humanity #girl tell me how ive trudged through 4 episodes of this season and i still dont know what the damn hell is going onnnnnn #every time i think we're getting somewhere with the 'story' the show slams the brakes to let me know that there're gay people on screen #does the coffee shop chick ever apologize to the record store chick bc i cant staaaand their romance.#like record store lady. girl. this isnt banter shes just straight up dissing your passion and life's work.#im scared to finish the season bc i just KNOW theyre gonna pull the whole 'i made u leave ur toxic partner now date me immediately' trope #ok so story beats aside my other gripe is how contrived the queer representation is in this show #i am a bi woman! my reaction to seeing wlw on screen should be 'yay! im happy theyre together' and not 'ugh this shit again?'#and also with az and crowley! what happened to their chemistry from the first season???#like on the one hand the whole 'bickering like an old married couple' schtick is lovely. but. theyre just faffing about most of the time!#remember the first season? when these characters had agency? and a semblance of intuition?#i am convinced that the majority of the characters in this season couldnt find their way out of a paper bag #i get theres a whole memory loss plot device thing happening. but it feels like Gabriel's cluelessness is like fucking infectious or smthn #i feel like an idiot for assuming that the characters i knew from the first season will be just as competent in this season. they arent!#i hated the whole 'continued' story in the wwii era. i feel like it was a pathetic ploy at giving mark gatiss more needless screentime #did they think people would find the nazi zombies amusing or something? why are we playing this off as a joke?#just admit you dont know what to do with the story and move onnnnnnnn #im gonna finish the season bc i feel like im owed the scene of david tennant sucking face with michael sheen.#itll be like reparations for having to slough through the rest of this nothing burger of a story jesuuuuuussss #ok rant over #good omens critical

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lucy-ghoul · 2 years

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I just realized what's wrong with the Targaryen wigs in HotD: they don't look like Targaryen hair, they look like they were stolen from the Malfoys. They all share one (1) or at best two wigs in toto and it makes them look like freaking Lucius Malfoy clones

#jokes aside episode 1 was quite good (yes i finally caved in and started watching the fire lizards show)#there were many nice touches that made me go 'mmmmh good stuff.'#1. the juxtaposition of aemma's horrific death in childbirth/the knights killing each other at the tournament #clearly reminiscent of that quote from one of brienne's chapters... heh now i can't fully remember it in english #2. THEY NAME-DROPPED THE SONG OF ICE AND FIRE (which was never even remotely referred to in got)#the whole thing about aegon and the prophecy has been a particularly favorite fan theory of mine for years and i'm happy it's canon #fake lizard monarchs haters gonna hate :))#tho it's VERY bittersweet considering the got finale... like the prince that was promised was *spins roulette*#a stark all along? like randomly? (and no obviously i'm not talking about jon. he *is* half targaryen after all)#and let's not forget about the true heir being put down like a mad bitch because d&d liked jon better (since he's a man)#and were like 'revolutionary who wants to help people/actually abolished slavery in another continent bad. let's enforce the status quo :)))#(also the double standards. war crimes are okay only if other nobles do it - especially the starks. if you have a dragon and are a woman #and dare to be slightly mortally grey and/or ambitious... in 2 days you're gonna burn children alive!! because ofc.)#..... *cough cough* okay salty rant is over. let's go on with val's hotd first impressions #2. i didn't hate matt smith as daemon and he's particularly good at looking upset and/or sad but i still think he was miscast #3*#like he CAN act and it shows. but it's as if he were making an effort to appear more believable for this role #idk maybe he'll grow on me in the next eps. also his interactions with rhaenyra were a++ but that's nothing new #can't wait for this girl to fuck her uncle ig (...... what did i become skskksks)#4. i also liked rhaenyra&alicent's interactions. this is gonna be another tragic former besties to worsties for me to cry on :(((#5. i mostly liked the costumes. i liked how this is all about the patriarchy (at least so far). i liked the slight but still noticeable #references to the main show (the music. rhaenyra being an obvious dany lookalike.#lord stark pledging his fealty to her while viserys' voice over is speaking about the threat in the north.#viserys telling her 'promise me rhaenyra. promise me' in what i believe is an echo of lyanna's last words to ned... i think?#like it can't be accidental)#god i missed being excited over this stupid and gorgeous series #obv it helps that i actually never read fire&blood (should i?) and i'm only familiar with the events/characters from twoiaf #house of the dragon #val speaks #txt

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guinevereslancelot · 1 year

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the problem with completing tasks for money is not the task. it's dealing with the person who needs you to do the task in the first place

#never make a webbed site for an old person #i did it for free for my moms friend bc i made on for myself and it was easy #but that was when i was the customer #i just spent way too long on the phone trying to get an old person to provide basic information abt her email #she doesn't know her email address or password #i ended up making her a new one to use for the website #she hasn't tried to log in yet but i can only hope she can manage that and take over the website from here #but i doubt it #if she cant get a grip on this im going to be running this woman's entire business for her i hate it here #she spent the whole time complaining and acting like i was being unreasonable #she didn't even want a website she thinks her customers are dumb for wanting one #ma'am it is 2023 people want to do things online #nobody is ordering your food via telegram #when my mom volunteered me i was like ok i will do it for free bc its this particular friend of yours #but if u offer my services to anyone else they better be paying me #and then when i was done i was like ok even for money i would not do that again #she was sooo difficult i lowkey don't like her now lol #like ma'am i am doing this for u and your struggling business for free you could at least be nice lol #anyway #the stress of trying to help an old person with an email. for free 😞🔫#the task is easy but the customer is difficult #do not be lured in by the promise of an easy task #ask yourself: why can't this person complete the easy task by themselves #anyway google is evil but google sites is very easy to use #but at what cost #this has been a shitpost #she's not even that old #my mom could have done this sp i assumed she could #i wrongly thought if she can handle running a business she can run the website if i make it for her she's smart 🤡#now i see why none of her five kids volunteered to do this

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hobgoblinns · 7 months

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i love you autistic women i love you women who didn't get diagnosed until their twenties or later i love you women with mental illnesses that can't be turned into something quirky i love you women whose symptoms are impossible to hide and i love you women who spend their whole life masking their symptoms i love you women at the start of their mental health journeys and i love you women who have been on the journey for years. i love you women who despite all odds are doing okay and i love you women whom i hope one day to become

#this is dedicated to my new therapist who made me almost cry with joy on our first meeting #because i only recently learned that the Thing i have has a name #and i've spent my whole life thinking im not capable because of this (previously unnamed) Thing #and yet there is a beautiful successful woman being everything i want to be and telling me it'll be okay #autism #hob writes #hob.txt

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angel-archivist · 2 years

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My favorite part of all the squip blog nonsense was that I literally created 3 separate fake personas that i played like real people in order to convince an adult woman that my blogs were run by multiple people cuz it was easier to fake being a different person then to admit I wanted to make a squip roleplay blog.

#I was like out as nonbinary at the time and went by Will #so 'Will' befriended this one woman first and she helped me write edit and write stuff (she also peer pressured me into making my queer #story straight lol)#so she makes a squip blgo n im like cool that seems like a lot of fun!#so i decide to make one under the alias 'Abby' and I pretended I was a school friend of 'wills' but i was old #er then they were #and then I made the like a squip blog w like the actual characters from the movie but then i realized i wanted to make an oc one #but that was too cringe to do on my own #so i spent over a month introducing a seperate mod named 'John'#onto the blog and created a whole new art style to pass it off as my own #and i was deep in it now you know i was lying to this lady on the daily #creating multiple skype accounts to keep up the act #finally I made my squip blog axctually made friends on it realized i was transmasc #and totally ditched the character of abby #and like fully adapated john as who i was #while still also being will with my other friends who i made from roleplaying myself #i kind of had a problem inventing fake people and pretending to be them LOL #but yeah i feel no guilt and i would do it again #she turned out to be a p*do so no remorse #eventually they found out and iw as just like lol yeah sorry I lied to you for 3 years

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theodore-lasso · 1 year

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#the closest thing that seems to describe my relationship with dysphoria lately is chronic pain and i know its not 100%#but theres not a single second of the day that it doesn't cause me mental/emotional distress or like it's VERY rare #and i can almost feel it like a physical pain now #it feels so dramatic but like it's fucking. life threatening.#i run out of spoons so quickly #and im struggling to see the difference between a physical condition getting worse and smth like dysphoria which #when its bad or like even when its not that bad makes me want to kill myself #ive been talking about it for 6 months now was an actual issue that desperately needs medical treatment #but the fact that its woven in with mental illness and so enmeshed with depression and anxiety has made it almost impossible for me #dysphoria has essentially blocked me from everything i love and all my coping mechanisms that i usually use for my mental health #i cant spend time with ppl bc it makes me dysphoric i cant sing bc i can't listen to my voice i cant meet new ppl or do new things #any energy i was spending on catching up with old friends or friends i only saw irregularly is fkn gone #like its disappeared i can't fucking do it #which of course isolates me and makes my mental health worse #its just the compounding issues that make each other worse and the answer is to relieve my dysphoria #and then i can slowly start to rebuild as a person #but this whole fucking period has been so damaging to me #to be out for years and suddenly be so mentally ill that your brain challenges things it knows are true and starts saying #youre just a mentally ill woman every time you look in the mirror.#like thats a fucking horror movie #its isolation its doubting reality its exhaustion and normalised suicidality and kinda disordered eating and just. holding on #like i cant build anything new in this state im just treading water #idk i think i didnt realise what dysphoria was before. i think people downplay it to make trans people more palatable #or you only see people talk about it post transition #or you only hear ways to alleviate it #you dont really hear all the ways you just have to live with it. and you do. voice dysphoria is my biggest issue for sure #and i cannot get around it #so ive stopped one of my number one hobbies and sources of joy - music and singing. which was a big way id get around anxiety #because you have to breathe properly to sing #im running outta tags i just didnt wanna put this in a post but. yeah listen its rough out here buddy lmfao and it has been for. a while

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pansyfemme · 1 year

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thinking abt how person to person classifieds could be used in narrative peices. like a series of them showing progression in time or growth. i really would rather not write a period peice tho

#the other day my dad got out these big volumes he has of years worth of the paper he worked at in the 80s-2000s #its wild honestly. mom and i were flipping thru the classifieds and my dad told us that at the time #they were the only paper in the state that allowed same sex advertising and it’s wild to me bc theyre flooded with gay men #considering thats where you went if you wanted to place one.#there were even a few ones by someone identifying as a ‘passing transvestite’#made me think abt how somethin like that could work in fiction #not as like a plot point but a physical bit of text either as the story or a big part of it #intrestingly there wasnt a single woman looking for women in the whole thing #which is problably just reflecting on tue #the lesbian scene in new haven probably looking elsewhere

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wygolvillage · 2 years

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legitimately alurichter without annette is nothing. rondo of blood is literally About richter saving annette so it retroactively makes rondo of blood matter less to pretend shes not important to him ok? ok

#alurichternette is like. richter finding a new life outside of his family purpose alongside the woman who was his solace from it #plus the man who freed him from it (like. symbolically. breaking the orb and whatnot)#annette being representative of the pull away from his bloodline isnt (entirely) smth i made up either #since in the cutscene where richter rescues annette theres the whole. dont go its too dangerous vs My Blood Is Literally Calling Me To Him #argument #something something the push and pull between the love that he needs vs the responsibility thats binding him etc #annette being able to resist dracula calling her to evil even when hes physically threatening her vs richter who succumbed to the same call #hey did you know that um. i like annette #alurichter is fun bc its like they both break their own cycles in such different ways + theyre an inversion of the belmont vampire conflict #evil belmont vs heroic vampire you know #they both are characters centered around escaping the idea that you are your forefathers <3 ok #AND THE WHOLE INVERSION THING THATS WHY THERES TWO CASTLES AND THEYRE ALSO INVERSIONS #THEY ARE INVERSIONS. OF EACH OTHER #ONE BORN INTO EVIL WHO TURNED TO THE LIGHT. ONE BORN INTO LIGHT WHO TURNED TO EVIL. THE ONLY LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS COMES FROM HELL ETC #but if you ignore annette i guarantee you dont get it.

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