MOIRAE: you’re the most jealous man i know
SATORU: [genuinely] you know other men???
indifference to friendship to something a little more. passing notes during class. drawing him in margins and blank spaces and getting crude doodles in return. sharing earbuds and using his ipod. sneaking into each other’s dorms, outside of school; wandering school grounds during sleepless nights. insomnia. mint shampoo. clean musk/amber/sandalwood. blue flowers. holding hands in crowded areas and not letting go even when the crowds start to thin. lingering touches and physical affections that go unmentioned, unnoticed. getting spoiled because it’s in satoru’s second nature to spoil his friends. staring at each other. sugar addicts. alexithymia. it gets a little worse before it gets better. jealousy into protectiveness. sharing lip gloss.
➜ his lovely, thoughtful nicknames: pretty girl, baby, raebies…, his beautiful princess with a disorder 💀
3 new messages from tw sato ...
tw sato please baby i’m sorry
my beautiful princess with a disorder
talk to me
TRACKLIST. i. equal mind ii. pleaser iii. 10:36 iv. in your eyes v. pink in the night vi. k. vii. i love you golden blue
LYRICS SHEET. i ii iii iv v vi vii
+ SUGATORAE ( aka moirae third wheeling )
MOIRAE: this is my boyfriend satoru. this is satoru's boyfriend, suguru.
koi ponds. reading books ( suguru’s recs ) while they spar. sleeping between them. cats. smoking when satoru’s not around. white lighters. music stores — cds, cassettes, vinyls. sprinkler fireworks. aquariums. beaches. matcha. hyacinths. wearing each other’s clothes. falling asleep on the subway. calling each other pretty. convenience stores.
BONUS TRACKS. i. time moves slow ii. two slow dancers iii. good looking