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raysofcrosby · 2 years

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PLEASE! I NEED the first chapter of that Nolan story!

here bestie <3

*this fic was originally written in first person, but i've changed it to third bc i'm slowly starting to enjoy that style more [thanks wltay lol]*

"You mean to tell me, that after complaining all day yesterday about not being able to get some kind of internship with a sports team...Burns comes out of literally nowhere and drops this news on you?" Georgia asked, stuffing another bite of her egg roll into her mouth. "It's fucking destiny."

"I'm srios," Morgan mumbled through the bite of her sweet and sour chicken. "She pulled me aside after class this morning and said, and I quote– I have a friend who works for a local sports team who asked if I knew any students who would be willing to apply for a paid internship and my first thought was you.'" She dipped another piece of chicken into her sauce and shrugged. "So I sent her my portfolio and she submitted it for me."

"Morgan, how are you not freaking out right now?" Carson gasped, almost throwing her chopsticks off towards the window. "I mean, you're just casually chewing on some chicken while talking about applying for your dream job. I'd be crying and doing my happy dance...still."

"Trust me, I cried the moment I left her office. I probably scared some freshmen waiting outside her office, but I definitely cried," She chewed on the chicken and swallowed again. "And then I realized that, hey, I might not get this job position because I'm sure hundreds of other people applied, so let's not get my hopes up just yet."

Carson slumped back into the couch and rolled her eyes. "Ugh, you're such a Capricorn."

"Oh please don't get into your astrology shit now Carson," Georgia groaned and leaned over the table to grab a fried wonton. "I really don't need you to read my chart and tell me how much of a stubborn person I am, and neither does she."

Carson leaned forward and grabbed the wonton out of her hand and taking a bite, smiling at her. "Spoken like a true Taurus."

Morgan laughed and shook her head as the two of them continued to bicker. Carson, Georgia and Morgan were roommates and have been roommates for all four years they'd been attending the University of Pennsylvania. It was funny, because none of them ever imagined that they'd be living in a dorm for three people from the very beginning. But life has an interesting way of working out and leading you to the things that you'd come to need, but never knew you would.

With the way they are around each other, you'd think that they'd been friends either their entire lives or at least half of them, but the truth? Morgan and Georgia have been friends for almost eight years after meeting their freshman year at Shattuck-St. Mary's. Though she was from Georgia (ironic, right?), she chose to attend for their prestigious bioscience program, while Morgan wanted to follow the footsteps of her older siblings...minus the whole hockey part.

They didn't meet Carson until move-in day at UPENN. She was a local girl who grew up 30 minutes away from UPENN and had always dreamed of attending. Originally, Morgan and Georgia had applied to be roommates in a double, while Carson had applied for a double as well. But housing mixed up the paperwork and the three of them ended up in a triple dorm room, and they've loved every moment of it since.

Especially as upperclassmen since their triple dorm slowly turned into a three bedroom styled apartment within their last three years.

"So have you told big brother and sister yet?" Georgia asked, taking a sip of her Pepsi.

"No, not yet. I mean, there's really nothing to tell until I get an interview or at least the job."

"I know you didn't want to ask Sidney for some pull over in Pittsburgh, but think about how cool it would be if all three Crosby siblings worked for the Pens!" Carson smiled, picking up some lo mein with her chopsticks. "You three would be my only reason for liking the Pens, otherwise I would be a social pariah to my family."

"Yeah, think about it! The three Crosby siblings all working in different departments of the Penguins organization! Sidney, obviously on the hockey front. Taylor over in Marketing or Business shenanigans, and you, Morgan Crosby, a team photographer!"

Morgan shook her head and sighed. "Yeah it'd be cool, but I don't want to work with my siblings. I want to–"

"Branch off of the Crosby family tree." Georgia interrupted, standing up from the floor.

"Forge your own path to the NHL without the family influence," Carson smiled, joining her as they headed towards her on the couch. "Yeah, we know. But think about it, you guys could become the greatest NHL family dynasty to date."

"I think to fall under that category, Tay and I would actually have to play a minute in the NHL," Morgan laughed, placing her container on their small table. "And you can't just forget about the Howe's, the Hulls, the Sedin's, hell even the Tkachuk's."

"Okay yeah, they're all great and all, but you're forgetting one important thing." Georgia said, shooting a smile over at Carson.

"Oh yeah? What's that?"

"That you're Morgan fucking Crosby and you take bomb ass pictures of hot ass hockey players." Carson smiled as she and Georgia jumped onto the couch and tackled her. "And that we loveeeeee youuuuu!"

They all burst into a fit of laughter as she struggled to get out from beneath them. That was another thing Morgan loved about their friendship. Whenever one of them was stressed out or down about something, the other two always knew how to lighten the mood and make it all better again. Their laughter eventually settled down as they climbed off of her and dug down into their own cushions on the couch. Morgan leaned forward towards the table and grabbed the fortune cookies, tossing one to Carson and Georgia, keeping hers in her hand.

"So, what do we think the mystic fortune cookie has to say about our futures, hm?" Georgia smiled, altering her voice to go deeper as she wiggled her eyebrows up and down. "Jackpot winner? Dean's list? Perhaps an NHL boyfriend?"

"Hey!" Carson said, sticking out her bottom lip. "Don't poke fun at my childhood diary you jerk, I shouldn't have even sent you guys those pictures of it."

"Cut it out Gia," Morgan said, nudging her with her knee. "We all know that you still think you're going to marry Dansby Swanson."

"Hey," She pointed her finger at her and kept a straight face. "Don't talk about my curly headed, hometown boy like that."

"Just saying, don't crush the hopes and dreams of 8-year-old Carson finding an NHL boyfriend when your dreams of marrying an MLB player are still alive and well."

"So does this mean we get to talk about your undying love for Geno and Tanger, orrrr?" Georgia smiled, taking another drink of her Pepsi.

Morgan tossed her fortune cookie at her and glared. "No, it does not. It was 2008 and I was 11, I grew out of that, thank you."

"Ladies, ladies, let's focus and open up these fortune cookies," Carson sighed, unwrapping hers. "I've got to finish up that paper before 10 if I want a decent night of sleep."

Georgia tossed Morgan her fortune cookie back as the three of them unwrapped the and cracked them, Morgan and Carson both tossing the shell into the bag from the Chinese Take-out, while Georgia munched on hers. "On 3?" Morgan asked.

"1."

"2."

"3."

The three of them all looked at their fortunes, Georgia being the first one to toss hers down onto her lap. "This stuff is so cheesy."

"Oh what? Can't handle the truth the cookie has to offer?" Carson scoffed, leaning forward and picking up her fortune. She cleared her throat and looked at the both of us, smiling before reading the paper. "You were reading the wrong side you dingus. Your fortune says, 'Wisdom is all around you, make sure you pay attention.' I guess the fortune cookie Gods know my astrology stuff isn't shit, huh? "

"It did not!!" Georgia scoffed, leaning over me and snatching the fortune out of her hands, flipping it over and glaring at Carson. "You liar, it says 'A short stranger will enter your life with blessings to share.' I'm sorry, but does this mean I should expect Lucky the Leprechaun to walk through that door sometime soon?"

Carson just rolled her eyes and held her own fortune up. "'You will be successful in love.'" Her voice faded off as she tossed her fortune onto the table. "Well, tell that to the tub of ben and jerry's half baked sitting in our fridge waiting to be devoured."

Georgia and Morgan shared a look, both unsure what to do. Carson's High School boyfriend had broken up with her this last summer after she had found out he cheated on her with some girl in his sister Sorority. She's gotten over him thanks to summer trips to visit Morgan at home with Georgia by her side, but still, the sting was obviously still lingering. "It's decided," Georgia said, clapping her hands. "You'll be my semester project."

"I'm not being your semester project," She picked up her lo mein and sighed. "Again, may I add. Remember Tucker from the spring semester? Yeah, look how well that worked out."

"That's not very Cancer of you," Georgia teased, sighing before waving Carson off. "Okay, so we'll wander away from the frat bros. But there's no discussion, finding you a new boo is my semester project."

"Morgan, please shut her up and read us your fortune."

Morgan just laughed and shook her head, her eyes skimming over the small piece of paper. "My fortune says, 'A dream you have will come true.'"

"That's it? That's all you're gonna say?" Georgia asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah, Morgs. That sounds like a good sign to me," She took a bite of her lo mein and chewed, swallowing soon after. "Like some good Universe vibes about that job you submitted for?"

Morgan sighed and tossed the fortune into the empty container her dinner came in. "Like I said, I'm not getting my hopes up." She stood up and picked up her trash, heading into their small kitchen and tossing it into the trash. "I'm gonna go ahead and call it a night though. I've got some reading to do."

"Literally only a little over a month into school and I'm already over it." Georgia groaned, picking up her stuff. "Schultz has us going over some old cases already and not to mention Burns with the photography stuff. It's already overwhelming."

"I hate us all for being double majors. It's totally throwing a huge dent into our college fun." Carson chimed in as the two of them joined Morgan in the kitchen. Carson reached into the fridge, bringing out her near empty bottle of moscato. "If you need me, I'll be in my room finishing this baby off and watching Grey's...again."

"And I'll be reading on cold cases." Georgia added, heading down the short hallway to her room.

"I'll be crying into my textbooks," Morgan joked, following down the hall and standing in front of her door, which was next to Georgia's. "Goodnight besties, I love you both."

"Love ya lots!" They both called out as they walked into their respective rooms, closing the doors behind them.

When Morgan got into her room, she leaned against the door and sighed. Over her last three years of college, she'd learned to pick up on some designing tips to make her room feel more like home. Her Pittsburgh Penguins decorations on the wall closest to the closet; complete with a signed picture collage of the 2009, 2016 and 2017 Stanley Cup teams. On another wall, pictures of her friends and family, both from here and home. Some say it's hard to feel at home in a college dorm, but hers made me feel like she never left. And part of that reason was because of the two goofs she lives in between. Another part, is that her brother and sister both live five hours away in Pittsburgh– which is a nice substitute for the 16 hours away that their parents lived.

She made my way over to her desk and turned on the lamp, scanning her stack of books and picking back up reading where she had left off when Carson said it was time to go get dinner. They'd come up with a few traditions as roommates. Self-Care Sundays, where they indulged in chick-flicks, face masks and wine. Takeout Friday, where they get Chinese takeout for dinner. And her personal favorite, Wine Wednesdays.

Hey, you can never have too much wine, okay?

Morgan flipped her book back open to the marked page and stared at the words, trying to remember where she left off at. She sighed as her phone vibrated on the desk and the screen lit up to show she had a text. She looked over at the screen to see it was from Nathan, her friend turned boyfriend, turned ex-boyfriend just five months ago. He's from the same province as her and works out with her brother in the off-season, which is how she met him. Well, technically they met when they both attended Shattuck St. Mary's together and knew of one another then– but it wasn't until he started working out with Sidney in the summer's that they started to really get to know one another.

Yeah, it's Nathan Mackinnon.

They dated for a little over two years, kind of struggling to make it work during the school year and hockey season since he played in Colorado, but the summers were their saving grace. Until one night they sat each other down and awkwardly tried to have the same exact conversation– 'I think we're better off as friends.' Totally amicable and no hard feelings left, but she'd be lying if she said neither of them were hurt about the relationship ending. They spent a long time loving each other, so obviously there would still be some hurt. She flipped her phone over and sighed. The time read 8:30. She needed to try and get this reading done before 10 o'clock at the latest, then she could get some sleep.

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Her eyes were starting to sting from reading so much, but she only had a page left and a notebook full of notes to use later on, so she had to push forward. When she finished reading the last sentence, she leaned back into my chair and stretched, taking a deep breath only for it to turn into a yawn. She closed the book in front of her and looked over at her laptop to see that it was a little past 10. Not too shabby for a deadline, but at least she reached it. She was about to close it when she noticed a (1) on her email tab. She considered just closing her computer and checking it tomorrow, but something in the back of her mind was saying to check it now. So she clicked on the tab and her inbox popped up, showing that she had an email from a Wyatt Coleman, whoever that was.

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𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐦: 𝘸𝘺𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯@𝘨𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘭.𝘤𝘰𝘮

𝐓𝐨: 𝘮𝘰𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘣𝘺@𝘶𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘯.𝘦𝘥𝘶

𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭: 𝘗𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘗𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱

𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘢𝘯,

𝘚𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦. 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐'𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘴. 𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘳 𝘉𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘰𝘸. 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘚𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 10 𝘈𝘔, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵! 𝘙𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 11! 𝘐𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘦, 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘴𝘬.

𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶!

𝘙𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴,

𝘞𝘺𝘢𝘵𝘵 𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯

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Morgan stared at her computer screen, completely in shock at what she had just read. She had literally just submitted her application THIS MORNING. And now, 12 hours later she was getting a reply to schedule an interview?

"HOLY FUCK!" She yelled, still in disbelief.

Before she knew it, her two best friends came barging into her room, Carson holding the empty bottle of wine and Georgia holding a heavy textbook, both of them raised as weapons. They looked around the room and Georgia sighed. "Listen, it's 10PM, you can't just scream like that."

"I got an email?"

Carson lowered her wine bottle. "I get a little frustrated at the spam of emails Penn sends me too, but I don't scream about them."

"No, I got the email," Morgan turned her laptop towards them and waved at it. "The internship email. They want to schedule and interview on Sunday...with me."

They both came closer and leaned over to her laptop, their eyes reading the screen. Georgia was the first one to break into a smile, Carson falling closer behind her. "I told you they'd want you, you immensely talented human, you." Carson squealed, leaning over Georgia and wrapping her in a hug.

"I guess it's true, being ridiculously talented is in the damn Crosby genes." Georgia laughed, joining in on the hug. "You are going to email him back, right?"

"Um, duh! Just as soon as you two leave my room. Then I'll shoot a text back to Nathan and then Sid and Taylor."

The two of them pulled away and shared a look. "Nathan, huh?"

"Oh piss off and leave my room." Morgan waved, clicking reply onto the email and typing up a formal reply. "Night losers."

They shut the door just as she finished typing up her reply, reading over it and finally pressing send. She let out a breath that she didn't even know she was holding and smiled. "Hell yeah."

#anon #answered #end game fic

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boficionado-a2 · 4 years

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SO THIS RANT WAS SMTH I PUT ON DIS.CORD YESTERDAY. I’m gonna put it here now because my feelings are all over the place right now and I wanna talk Donnie. HERE WE GO.

I’ve always strongly hc’d that Donnie has severe issues with anxiety, depression, and self-esteem/imposter syndrome, and a lot of it stems from a simple inability to connect with his siblings. There's signs of it from super early on that Donnie does just about everything he can to maximize his chances of acceptance. His brothers, while they fight and have issues, all seem better socialized.

But per my (ongoing) theory, he has always been a world apart from them. He was leaps and bounds ahead of them intellectually, and save for a few precious early years where that didn't matter as much, he's ended up alone for a lot of his life, spending more time in his lab than with his brothers. They could all feel comfortable talking, playing games, training, but Donnie just... has this insatiable need to learn to do everything and do it well. It's the gifted kid problem... once that's identified, it becomes your identity, and he's built himself around that.

He's a genius. He really is genuinely gifted. He learns things on the fly, picks up scientific studies as easily as he does languages as easy as he does engineering. But on the same side of the coin as that being his true calling, it also meant that he got called to do a lot more than he should've from a young age. Because you know Splinter's not doing HVAC work.

(Note: we're gonna get into Jay is pissed off about the healing mantras bullshit in short order so buckle up.)

So as soon as he started showing that he could take apart and put together toasters at age six without electrocuting himself AND putting them back together better than before, it unfortunately came with... certain expectations. If it broke, or was found broken, Donnie was expected to fix it. When they got sick, Donnie could usually figure out how to treat it with a few hours and some books... so that's what he did. He set broken bones, learned to stitch cuts... he became a sort of family multitool. As a result, he never learned a healthy respect for his own self and autonomy outside of people needing him... and never needing him for just being Donnie. Needing him for being a mechanic. Needing him to be an engineer. Needing him to be a plumber, a doctor, tech support.

So when they finally started branching out past the lair the idea of people who didn't know he was a genius and might like the person he was under all that was probably more than a little seductive (this is also why I tend to hc he wanted April's friendship and wasn't so hard on the crush side). Problem is he's not sure who he is if he's not the smart guy. (I generally handwave a lot of stuff out of canon and have him not act like an asshat in regards to April... just kinda picking out the bits I don’t care for there, but. The initial desperation for that attention made perfect sense.)

The worst part about the crush, as much as I hated that they kept pushing it well after the joke stopped being funny, is it reveals part of that core insecurity. April's new. She's a friend. She doesn't have the background that's judging him purely on his genius. So of course he wanted desperately for her to like him. He wanted to have that stability that his brothers had. Someone who liked him for him.

He's a shy, awkward kid who likes to read, likes skateboarding, and is perfectly at home playing video games like any other kid his age. He's got diastema and an overbite, both of which he's pretty self-conscious about. Gets in trouble for not training hard enough, but then can't train because something new broke. He's got a temper, but tends to get sad before he loses it. When he's scared, he rambles off random facts about some minor detail regarding the situation they're in. He's attached to his big brothers, but afraid that he just exists as a roommate and not a sibling. And when left to his own devices, he's a quirky, sweet boy with a wicked sense of humor, biting sarcasm, and just a want to be loved and treated as an equal to his brothers without anything else driving that.

So he just... keeps relying on that. If he's useful, if he makes things for their friends and his family then they'll like him more, obviously. And then he messes up and they make fun and the cycle starts all over again. And then.

AND THEN.

THE HEALING MANTRAS GET TROTTED OUT. AT PROBABLY SIXTEEN YEARS OLD AFTER HOW LONG OF BEING THE ONE HIS BROTHERS GO TO WHEN THEY'RE HURT OR SICK.

All that's handed to Leo and he's got one less thing he's needed for, and that is crippling. He's a child, he's built his whole life and self around being needed just so he can feel wanted by his family... and now they need him for one less thing.

Then of course there's the space arc, and he's barely even present. He's a footnote, because Fugitoid is there to solve all those problems for them. It's even a minor plot point in an episode.

“I'm not as smart as the professor. I just build things out of junk.”

To say Donnie has near crippling issues with anxiety and depression and deeply rooted imposter syndrome and miserably poor self esteem is probably understating it a lot.

I honestly think it's also why I'm so attached to my Wheels au. Because the boys had to spend almost six whole months learning just how hard it was to keep things functioning. (Four months of Donnie's coma, and the initial two months after he woke up being mostly bedridden bc he was still really weak.)

So it wasn't just the joking "I wish Donnie were here." It was four months of "Everything is on the verge of breaking constantly" and realizing that he'd been keeping them alive far more than they knew. And then he wakes up and suddenly he can't do a lot of what he did before, and it's clear he's getting mired in a depressive spiral. Because now he feels like he's lost that one thing he had a tenuous grip on: being needed.

Obviously he’s still needed, and he improves with some time and help, but. Yeah. That verse is very near and dear to me for a lot of reasons.

AND THERE YOU GO. YEAH.

#╰ i observe; and once i observe i deduce ☣ meta ╮#((it's really long I"m so sorry))

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naivesilver · 4 years

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31, 56, 19, 78, 20, 16, 11, 12 , 10, 4, 1, 21, 36, 39. Sorry if this is too many 😅

Guys it’s NEVER too many you’re giving me the chance to talk nonstop about Sonic it’s the best thing that’s happened to me in days

also I had planned to answer them in the order you asked for but it was driving me crazy so I sorted them out thematically sorry alfhjkhljshja

I answered 1 here!

100 Sonic Questions

21.) Tell us a funny Sonic-related story.

This one comes from the depths of my very first months as a Sonic fan. Basically, I had watched Sonic X upon its first Italian release as a very very smol bean. By the time I got obsessed again in middle school, though, I had forgotten everything about it except a few shots from the Italian opening theme and ONE scene from a season three episode, where Sonic and Knuckles played chess on a spaceship and then Sonic began running around and fell into space.

The “friend” that had introduced me to the show again (not a nice person and source of about 25% of my trauma, I’m glad to say I haven’t seen her in years) didn’t believe me and accused me of lying. Repeatedly. Unkindly. For months. How could such a stupid scene be in such an amazing cartoon? I must be trying to fuck with her.

Fast forward to the end of the year. I’m minding my business and I see a Facebook message from this friend, and another, and another. I click on it wondering what she’d be going ham over, and BAM. This girl had been watching Sonic AMVs on Youtube and had caught a glimpse of that scene at the beginning of a video and was fucking losing it over the fact that WOW, I HAD BEEN TELLING THE TRUTH ALL ALONG?!

Now, you have to understand that I wasn’t the kind of kid that swore, back then. I had been brought up to think that swear words would send you to hell straight away. And while not a delicate little flower, I was much, much cuter and more proper than I am now because I couldn’t live out my butch dreams quite yet. But I needed to express all the frustration gathered in those months.

So please imagine this baby-faced, straight A student 13yo wait for her friend in front of their school and bellow at the top of her lungs “BITCH, WHAT DID I FUCKING TELL YOU?”

I still remember that scene fondly, though.

31.) Tell us a Sonic-related story that will give us feels.

Related to the experience I just mentioned, the problem I had in my first years in this fandom was that this person who had dragged me into it was obsessed with the thought that people would mock us for it. She said it was for kids, and when she got over it she gave me shit for clinging to my passion while she’d “grown up”, and she had me enjoy Sonic in secret and yelled at me for saying anything even vaguely related out loud where other people could hear us.

It got into my head so much that for a long long time I didn’t dare share anything Sonic-adjacent on any social media, long past when I’d broke away from her. I thought no one would ever take me seriously again. I felt ashamed a lot.

It got better, though. Slowly, I broke out of my shell and started interacting with this amazing fandom, and I found lots of people who didn’t give a damn about what the world thought of their passion. And I know tons of wonderful people outside the fandom, too, friends who encourage me to talk about Sonic even though they don’t know anything about it. Chats where any mention of Sonic has someone saying “wait we must tag naivesilver into this she’ll love it”. It’s - it warms my heart every day. Tumblr is a shithole, but it helped me in feeling free to do what I love in the fandom that I love most.

Thank you. To everyone that got me through that, thank you. You have no idea how helpful you’ve been to me.

19.) Favorite soundtrack

KNOCK KNOCK IT’S FUCKING KNUCKLES

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20.) Least favorite soundtrack?

None I think???? There are some I don't listen to much, either because I haven't played the game or I just don't vibe with them, but there isn't any song that I particularly dislike. Almost all of them are genuine bops.

16.) (if you read fanfic) What are some fic tropes you love? Ones you hate?

FOUND FAMILY!!! Adoptive parents, siblings, friends taking care of each other, I want a shitton of fluff in my life. And kid!fic. I could read (and write!) kid!fic every day for the rest of my life and never get tired of it. That's why I enjoy Chaotix and Sonic Movie fics so much. Let's raise them boys well.

As for hating...I don't like high school AUs lmao I wrote one when I was younger but I never dared touch it again and I haven't read any Sonic one since 2014 at most. And most time travel fics. Sorry, Silver, I love you a fucking lot but time travel shenanigans are only funny in the two or three specific settings my mind lets me enjoy.

11.) Top five stages.

In no particular order:

-Press Garden (Mania)

-Casinopolis (Adventure)

-Casino Forest (Forces)

-Studiopolis (Mania)

Anddddd I haven't played much else so I'll have to get back to you on this ajshfkjfahlljha

12.) Worst five stages.

-IMPERIAL TOWER

-Jesus Christ I died 78 times in that stage alone

-I'm bad at being fast and not falling off stuff and it required me to do both at the same time

-Also the Shadow DLC levels. Fuck me up a bit more will you

56.) In your opinion, what’s the weirdest thing any character has ever said?

I'm a simple girl, I see this panel and I lose my shit

10.) What do you like best about your favorite animated adaptation?

I only finished my Sonic X rewatch yesterday and I’ve been meaning to make some final comments about it (tho it’d probably be me rambling at thin air bc I doubt I can say anything that hasn’t been already said over and over and over) but the most compelling thing for me is and always will be the music.

Don’t get me wrong, what I’ve seen of the OG Japanese version had wonderful, heartfelt music, but the upbeat themes I grew up with still have me vibing day in and day out. I can dance to the Italian opening sequence at any given moment - no, you know what, here it is. Watch it and feel the serotonin drip into your veins.

(Some people will come at me for this, but I didn’t watch this show in 2019-2020 to make an in-depth analysis about it. I did it to have a dance off while Knuckles beat up some robots.)

78.) Post a scene that always gives you feels.

Sonic 06:

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13yo me about to see her first ship torn apart:

4.) The last Sonic game you played is now your life. How awesome is this adventure gonna be?

Sonic Adventure - which means it’s a pretty cool life, unless it runs like SA does on my laptop and it turns slow and glitchy and grinds on my nerves even more

36.) C’mon now. How many ships do you have? :P

A FUCKING LOT my main ones are silvaze, vecpio and sonadow but I have many medium or small ones that I enjoy finding content for, like tikaze or knouge

39.) Which game is your golden standard?

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I’m not the greatest game fan as in I’ve only been actively playing for the past 2/3 years. Before that it was just gameplays on Youtube, so you should not take my opinion into any account since it’s not very informed.

However there was something about Sonic and the Black Knight that just felt...new? Peculiar? I know jack shit about the technical side of gaming but I remember being extremely pumped every time I logged in to see more of it. I'd like to feel that again, when a new game drops.

#Anonymous #sonic #sonic the hedgehog

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laylabahiti · 4 years

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HSHQTASK005: A REFLECTION

i originally posted this task in march 2017, so almost 3 years ago (wow). i already regret looking at this old one lmao

001. name / age / pronouns

2017: xee / twenty / she, her 2020: xee / twenty-three / she, her — fun fact, mine and evy’s bdays are 2 days apart #taurussquad

002. which character(s) do you play?

2017: my complicated af beaN layla. idek what’s going on with her at this point. 2020: i’m screaming i can’t believe i thought 2017 layla was complicated. i had no idea what was to come. i picked up biel not long after that. also had katalina aka brucey’s wifey n i miss her. juliana is a fairly recent addition and, i’m about to spill the beans, a glücksburg is coming.

003. nationality / ethnicity / timezone

2017: american / lots of white european and the other half o’ me is ashkenazi jewish / right now i’m back and forth between pst and mst. homeland is mst though. 2020: obvs nothing has changed except no more back and forth with timezones. strictly mst now.

004. tell us a bit about your home state.

2017: it’s the first day of spring and we almost reached 100 degrees F :’) we don’t really have autumn or spring here tho. it’s either hot as balls summer or frozen. no in between. like, as soon as temps get below 70 F people break out their jackets. 2020: welcome to the desert, “it’s a dry heat”

005. favourite color / fruit / season

2017: green / honeydew melon / spring 2020: still green and all its shades / tbh idk how i chose a fave fruit bc i raaarely eat it but bananas and watermelon too / “spring”

006. favourite books + writer whose writing style you admire the most

2017: this isn’t a fair question smh. i have too many titles and names going through my head at once to answer this. 2020: still no fave so i’m just gonna answer this with what i’m currently reading. it’s called suffer strong and it popped up on my insta feed last week (big brother is listening and they know i’m a stressed mf) cheese moment: i admire all ur writing styles :~)

007. what kinda music do you listen to + any fave bands / musicians

2017: listen to a lil bit of everything. these ‘favorite’ questions are difficult for me to answer 2020: same answer tho i grew up listening to the eagles so they hold a special place in my heart n soul. i get to go see them in a couple months (hopefully w my dad) and i’m v excited

008. what are you doing for a living / what are you studying?

2017: lmAO well rn i work in the kitchen of a gas station (sah classy). 2020: went from working in the store to working in corporate *finger guns* apparently i never said what i was studying but i was still in school then. justice studies with a minor in military leadership and certifications in human rights and socio-legal studies. then i studied astrophysics with minors in cyber intel + security and math for a semester, but i didn’t want any more debt ajskdf

009. what’s your dream occupation?

2017: IDK but it has to involve happiness and a nice salary. i have to feed my zoo somehow. 2020: what r dreams lmao

010. relationship status

2017: single then. single now. single forever. 2020: every time i think about putting myself out there, something happens. i don’t have time to date atm

011. coffee, tea or hot chocolate?

2017: it depends on the weather. if it’s cold i’ll have hot chocolate. i usually drink tea at meals whenever though. 2020: i blame my work for all the coffee i drink now, but still all of the above.

012. dream holiday destination?

2017: santorini 2020: honestmeme....where the hell did i pull santorini from. idk i was supposed to go to iceland for study abroad last year but yknow i withdrew from the university. i still wanna go tho

013. the thing you’re most proud about yourself

2017: not afraid to stand up for myself + others 2020: young me made it sound noble but honestly i’ll put ppl in their place, i don’t have patience anymore jakdas. but tbh right now i guess it’s my perseverance? life has been shitty for a few months but u gotta keep on truckin’

014. tell us a bit about your family!

2017: goD they’re nuts. i’m the middle child out of all my siblings but the youngest on my dad’s side. large age gaps are common, like half my sisters are old enough to be my mom. lots of grand babies and great grand babies. when we’re all together (like this past weekend) it’s ….wild. communication is v poor too. i only have one brother out of my eight siblings, and all those siblings are only half-related to me. at 5′5 i’m one of the tallest in the fam which says a lot. 2020: they’re still nuts n i don’t speak to my mother anymore. i should probs add that my parents have been divorced since i was a few months old so she hasn’t been in the pic for a while. even when she had custody of me jaksldf find me ron howard i’ll give him the rights to my life story

015. how long have you known your closest friend?

2017: three years. 2020: we’re going on 6 years jaksdf i’ll be maid of honor in her wedding this year. i also have another friend that i failed to mention last time but we’ve been close for 9 years (jfc)

016. superpower you’d like to have?

2017: invisibility 2020: mind reading so i know who’s Fake jaklsdjf

017. celebrity you’d like to meet?

2017: john stamos ?? idk i never really thought about it. i’ve met michael phelps though!! 2020: ig i’ll stick with stamos?? ooh or steve carrell or jennifer aniston.

018. guilty pleasures

2017: chocolate and french fries. i love love love french fries. 2020: now my guilty pleasure is dr. pepper bc i cut it out of my diet.

019. pet peeves

2017: mouth noises (misophonia). people talking over each other and not listeninG. lowkey people leaving the toilet seat up or leaving toilet paper in the toilet like…just flush again. 2020: i really went off on tp huh?? another pet peeve is people committing to something then backing out/flaking without a heads up

020. do you have any hobbies?

2017: sports !!! i’m a grade a heaux for sports. tennis, archery, golf. anything that doesn’t require lots of muscle ya feel. one of my ~hobbies~ i guess is organizing things. i have multiple planners and use them all daily. 2020: i miss how sporty n active i was jkasdf this is my hobby.

021. where would you like to live in the future?

2017: i would looooooove to live in san diego but i’ll probs be stuck in the desert drylands. 2020: tbh i was looking into memphis homes bc it’s cheap compared to here but i don’t really care where i end up. just want a place of my own yknow

022. tell us a story about a thing that recently happened to you! it can be a funny, scary, sad story, your pick!

2017: redacted bc it was college angst lmao and not pretty 2020: i found out this morning that my cell phone # is somehow linked to some random guy a few miles away and idk how to fix it online. got some texts today and yesterday this one guy called me 6 times back to back while i was on the phone with someone else. i guess that’s another pet peeve of mine, pls leave a message if it’s important jaklsdf

#hshqtask005 #really had to go back n look at 20 year old me #who tf was i #how did u tolerate me

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dwindlingashesburnt · 5 years

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How long do the shields stay down?

This is something I think is really really important for you to be aware of if you're in a situation that's bad for you or are just doing kinda shit in any way - physical, mental, emotional, whatever. And I'm including stuff like food, shelter, sleep under physical for the sake of this

And that is this - at some point your body and or mind will almost definitely try to protect you by shielding you from it. When it's mental or emotional this is typically a very long term thing to keep you safe that you have to actively unlearn, as is physical stuff like training yourself not to flinch or stuff like that. When it's a lack of something physical like sleep or food or so on, it's generally just intended to keep you going until you manage to get whatever it is you needed, at which point the shields should start falling on their own pretty quickly

But the obvious problem with this is that if you're being shielded from the problem, you don't know how bad said problem is. You might not even be sure what the problem is, or even worse, might not even be aware that there is a problem. This means that until those shields go down, you can't figure out what's wrong or how to fix it, and you may end up actually making the problem much worse without realising in the meantime

(That's the end of the general advice bit - which is important btw! - and now goes into my own stuff, which isn't important except to me cos it's mostly just venting so feel free to stop reading at this point)

I rediscovered this yesterday night.

Every time I get this badly worn down, it always happens exactly the same way - I've already been apathetic and tired for quite a while, low on sleep, and been constantly tense for a long time, but bc I'm apathetic and can't sleep, I stay up watching videos on youtube for far too long. At some point, I find myself actually in quite a bit of pain and only then realise it's because I'm so incredible tense, and at this point I start finding it to be a real struggle to focus my vision or pick out the voices and concentrate enough to really watch videos. A while after this, I normally find that I'm shaking uncontrollably, and acknowledge to myself that it's most likely a mixture of a shitty mental place, being so tense for so long, and utter exhaustion. So to double check, I put some simple music on that doesn't require much focus, close my eyes and focua on going limp - I know that if my own thoughts fade to absolutely nothing while the singing drifts through my mind, and that I lose ALL tension and start melting into the bed...This means I'm on the point of passing out and or veering into dangerously sleep deprived suicidal ideation type territory, and need to sleep stat.

And this is the part that really alarms me - before I go to bed I need to put the light on so I don't trip, put my phone on charge, go to the bathroom and have a drink of water. Before sitting up at this stage I am AWAYS exhausted, noticably shaking, struggling to focus my vision beyond a blur, and so mentally wiped out I can barely string a single thought together, not to mention thirsty, empty, and feeling tired down to my bones, off balance and like I want to either pass out or start sobbing any second.

But by the time I get back into bed I'm always seemingly fine, if not better than when I first started watching videos - and this fucking scares me.

Because that switch happens in less than five or so minutes! Nothing has changed in that time, I am still on the borderline of passing out, I am still exhausted, I am still in an absolute shit place both mentally and emotionally and quite frequently in the middle of a relapse, and god knows what else. NOTHING HAS CHANGED I'm just far too good at putting up a front even to myself, and so practiced at it I just do it automatically- even though this normally happens around 2am or 1am when there is absolutely nobody to put up a front for!

And when I get back in bed, if I didn't remember exactly how bad I had been not ten minutes before, even I wouldn't realise there was any issue whatsoever! Let alone an issue THAT bad

That means that every time I walk into the bathroom and instantly feel sluggish thoughts crawling through my mind and then rapidly speeding up to a somewhat normal speed, every time I fill my water bottle and watch as my hands go from shaking so bad I dropped my phone and struggled to take out my earphones to not shaking at all, every time I stand and feel the majority of the tension leave and my shoulders force themselves up and back into more of a slouch and less a slump, every time I realise my vision is suddenly clear enough to be able to plug my phone in, and balance good enough to safely walk past the landing...It scares the fucking shit out of me.

I don't make any conscious, or as far as I'm aware, unconscious decision to do this, to put up this front - it just fucking happens without my input, automatically. That's terrifying because it suggests it's going to be difficult or even impossible to stop this, or any lesser form of this, from happening in the future

It also alarms me that it tricks me, that it goes so far as forcing my thoughts and mindset to shift, and that it happens when I'm entirely alone and safe. That's fucking scary - how do I stop it if I'm not even aware of it, if it's deep enough to change how my thoughts are happening, if no outside input seems to affect it? It's not a case of just, remove the bad input and I'll be fine - what do I do with that?!

Additionally, the fact that it's so thorough, tricks even me and happens without my input..I'm horribly aware that means that at more or less any moment I may be maintaining this front and not even realise. And I know for a fact it impacts my decisions...It makes me feel scared that maybe, maybe I'm hurting far more often and far more than I think, maybe I'm effectively lying most if not all of the time, maybe I'm making decisions I wouldn't if I wasn't shielding, maybe, maybe others don't even know me properly with this.

It's only maybe ten minutes total between music (shield down) and getting back in bed (shields up)

Sometimes I suddenly and very temporarily break free of this front, or apathy, or simple fear and nonoIcan't, and message my friends trying to tell them things I urgently want to share that I know I won't be able to when those shields come back up, so it's urgent and important.....And sometimes they don't reply in time and they ask something like, "what is it?" but I won't have the words anymore, or it won't seem important, or it will seem like the worst idea ever, or I'll struggle to even remember what "it" was, or I'll feel unable to say it

But every time I know I urgently wanted to say something, and now I can't because my mind and body is just, doing its damn best to protect me, which I appreciate but I just....But it also is awful because I don't know how to tell them in a way that makes sense "I'm sorry. You missed your ten minutes. I can't, I can't, I'm sorry - I want to but I can't. You missed it" so...so often I end up deflecting because at that point really do anything else

And usually in THAT kinda scenario it's not ten minutes (it may be anywhere from 2 minutes to 2 hours) but it never lasts too long so, so if they're not online or busy or caught up in another conversation etcetcetc......I lose the chance to be honest.

And I often don't get another chance to be really, truly honest, for LITERAL MONTHS

Apparently it's been determined that this is the best way to keep me safe and not in even worse health, but it's also incredibly isolating and I hate it

Quite often all I really want to say or do is more than a quickly passed over "I love you" and a brief hug - I want to be able to say "I love you. You're my best friend and I love you for this reason and this reason and this reason. You're amazing, and I love you - you help me in this way and this way and this way and I'm so grateful. If there's ever anyway I can ever help you or make you happy...Tell me. I want you to be happy. I love you - how could I not love you?"

And I CAN'T and I FUCKING CAN'T and I can't share any of the other stuff about my experiences or personality or relationships or opinions or anything that my brain has deemed "unsafe" BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTE PIECES OF SHIT WHO THINK IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY TO BULLY AND BELITTLE AND GASLIGHT AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSE AND HURT AND IT'S NOT FAIR

The three biggest things for me, are affection, understanding, and being close to people

Do you know how much it fucking kills me to not be able to say EXACTLY how much I love everyone near me, because I was told so often that to love anyone and especially to love so freely, was am invitation to be hurt?

Do you know how alone and miserable and frustrated I get when I try to be understood and understand others and succeed in neither?

I nearly started crying one time because I was with my dad and sibling, and that was all, both of whom should be safe, and I started telling a funny story about one of our cats. And suddenly I just realised that the words coming out of my mouth weren't the truth. I knew damn well they weren't, and I hadn't been planning to lie at all, and I'd started off truthfully, but some stupid small part of me had started going "this isn't safe this isn't safe you'll be hurt they'll hurt you scream at you make you feel like you should be dead they'll make you cry then call you evil for it it's not safe it's not safe" so suddenly I realised the words coming out of my mouth weren't the ones I meant to say, and I tried to stop talking and it didn't work, and I tried to go back to how it actually happened or just my original story which was very very minorly altered (like 10% different from the truth) to keep me safe, but I couldn't and that scared me because I just kept talking, this version of the story that played up how cute and tiresome the cat was, that simultaneously diminished my part in it all and yet at the same time painted me as being silly and harmless and useful and entertaining and I just....I remember I freaked out a bit when I kept speaking even though I didn't want to, but that part of me was still going "not safe not safe not safe" and then I remember feeling for an instant like I was going to have to flee because I was about to start sobbing, but then I just felt some part of me shatter and go dim and silent and die. And suddenly I felt hollow and miserable and I was shielded again, and so I just kept talking even though later I cried about it and freaked out a lot and just...I hadn't even meant to lie. I was safe. I was among allies. It was a harmless story about a cat that didn't even feature me heavily and certainly didn't cast me in a bad light, but the entire time some part just kept chanting "not safe not safe they'll hurt you you musnt you cant you cant let them theyll hurt you its not safe its not safe its not safe"

And that fucking kills me

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genderfluidmollymauks · 6 years

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highlights from last nights session

a continuation from this campaign

the dm, before even fucking starting: i would like one of you to roll a d20 me: i’ll do it. just a straight d20? dm: yah me: i got a nat one the entire party: *laughing* dm: i- ok, so there was a mechanic involved that you had to roll literally anything but that.

also, since i rolled the first nat 1, i have to make the highlights reel. buckle up.

the bard woke up first, and tried to make breakfast. rolled a 3 to make breakfast. we all wake up to the smell of smoke and i, thinking quickly, throw a rock at the fire the bard made

bard: what are you doing! me: it was on fire! bard: i made the fire! that was for breakfast! me: ... oh

the bard braids my hair and several things happen during this time

i ask if she stole a hankerchief

she gets blue hair dye all over her hands

we realize “oh, where’s the ranger, you know, your half brother”

the bard freaks the fuck out when we realize the ranger is missing bc they are. siblings.

me: i call for bambi (the ranger’s deer companion) dm: bambi is right there me: great, can you lead us to febey? dm: bambi looks exasperated. she just goes to a tree and lays down.

the ranger was asleep in the tree.

the bard threw a rock at him

lots of rocks being thrown this session, as you can tell

after this rock throwing session, we all kept following the trail from yesterday to find the person we were hired to find and then out of nowhere, the dm goes :) roll a perception check

the ranger got a NAT ONE and heard a wounded animal. fun!

there was no wounded animal. just a swamp.

which we got stuck in

me: fuck me: that was in character

i did that several times throughout the session

me: we need to go to that swamp. carter: we need to follow the markings me: no, i remember, specifically, loki said to go to the swamp. they said the guy we’re rescuing was stuck in a swamp, and it would be kinda funny if i got stuck too, but that isn’t the point, we’re supposed to go to the swamp. so unless i remembered wrong, or my dm fucked up-

oh, by the way, i was RIGHT, the markings did lead to the swamp :)

we enter a scary hole in the swamp, and we hear a scary disembodied voice ask “WHO GOES THERE”

the artificer, trying to be practical: carter. me, being myself: i’m a paladin the bard, trying so hard to get us safely out of here: we’re the circus

scary voice: A PALADIN? WHO DO YOU SERVER, PALADIN me, realizing my mistakes: loki scary voice: TELL ME, HAVE YOU HEARD OF THE ROTTING GOD? me, very aware of my mistakes: uh, no, but i always like to keep my options open scary voice: ARE YOU READY TO COMMIT YOUR SOUL TO THE ROTTING GOD? me, so so very aware of my many, many mistakes: im not ready to commit to anything, but if you have an hour long power point presentation-

me, ooc: in the back of my head im just going “loki loki loki help help loki help” dm: loki doesn’t respond me, who knows loki has never shut the fuck up a day in their life, comforted me when i cried, and has always made a point to be there for me when i need them: oh no

a tiefling in a big goopy sack descends from the ceiling and the entire party basically goes “this is either florian or rose’s romancable npc”

me: jeremy i swear to GOD if this is my girlfriend-

it was florian, all is well

the scary disembodied voice turned out to be a lady with wings, a tail, and horns, who looked vaguely fiendish, and we all kind just went “hot” and referred to her solely as “hot lady”

the bard almost seduced her. almost.

during the fight florian was a BADASS with all kinds of fire spells

dm: florian goes up to you and touches your shoulder and says “flame on” me: i ask him if he’s a flaming bisexual dm: he gives you a wink

i, the paladin with a chronic inability to hit anything, ever, got a NAT 20 to hit

dm: i’m giving you a free divine smite for that

dm: roleb, you can’t see this, but the rest of you see their sword light up with a soft green light as they hit the hot lady, and she screams me, in character, after I hit her: yah. i’m a paladin.

after the bard sang a CUSTOM BARDIC INSPIRATION SONG FOR CARTER i took the opportunity to hand the lady (who had at some point ceased to be hot and was now just an old woman screaming at us) a poster about loki

dm: she’s going to take a swipe at you with her nasty claws me: wha- oh right, her turn is right after dorami’s. dm: you take 4 points slashing and 6 points of acid damage me: what the FUCK me, in character, to the lady: i guess you’re not a fan.

after the battle:

florian: so simon sent you to save me the other members of the party: yah me: nope, loki sent me. me, handing florian a poster about loki: you’ve been saved by the paladin of loki! congratulations! i’m not asking you to convert or anything, but a little gold thrown their way wouldn’t hurt

im basically just like “unless theres loot anywhere around here, i want to get the fuck out” bc im scared as fuck and cant contact my deity, who literally never stops giving me unprompted advice

we find a chest, and when i open it, i, bad dex mcgee, had to make a dex save. i failed, and took a dart to the shoulder. i kept the dart.

we all also rolled ridiculously high perception checks, so:

dm: you pull out the linens, and the three of you look at it, and you all at once kind of go “false bottom”

we find 420 gold

florian: i think i was useful in that fight, and i deserve a share of the gold carter, not having that bullshit: if you want me to help, i get my fair share, which does not include paying the damsel in distress

we also find a fancy dagger (i took it) a fancy ring (the bard took it) and the fucking rock (which the artificer took)

i need to explain something about this rock.

this is the rock that when we tried to roll arcana for it, with a NAT 20, we couldn’t understand it, and it just felt old. this is the rock that we found in the domain of a woman proclaiming shit about a rotting god taking my fucking soul. this is a rock we found in a place i could not reach my deity.

tHIS IS THE ROCK THAT WHEN CARTER TRIED TO SKIP IT, SHE HAD TO ROLL A WISDOM SAVING THROW, AND THE ROCK TOLD HER NOT TO THROW IT AWAY.

I HATE THIS FUCKING ROCK

me, literally at half health, running around after the battle: does anyone need healing :)

i use my lay on hands points to heal 2 points of damage to florian, 3 points for dorami, ANOTHER POINT FOR FLORIAN AFTER CARTER SLAPS HIM, and five points healing a disease florian had, that the dm later revealed he DIDNT ACTUALLY HAVE

meanwhile i’m basically bleeding out going :) this is fine :)

me: i run out dm: where to? me: the exit

me: as i go to the path i’m just going “loki? loki? loki?” dm: as soon as you get to the path, you hear in your ear, loki going “rose? caleb? ROLEB?”

loki: i couldn’t hear you, i couldn’t see you. i have been around for a very long time, and that was the most scared i’ve ever been me: yah but you’re the all powerful god, try being the squishy mortal

loki: you should heal yourself, you should- me: what what no no i’m fine, listen have you heard of the rotting god? loki: you know i hear your friends telling you to take care of yourself, and i agree, you should me: i’m fine but i feel like you’re dodging the question. do you know anything about the rotting god, because that scared me loki: you know whats even scarier? i don’t know anything about that.

artificer, ooc: are you talking to loki out loud? me, ooc: yes. bard, ooc: dorami is just like “is this normal paladin behavior??” loki: you should probably go, you’re freaking out your friends me: no i’m not! bard: uh, yes, sweetie, you kinda are

we are officially booking it back to town, and the bard and florian are hanging in the back flirting grossly the entire time

me, yelling back: IF YOU TWO WANT TO HAVE AN EVENING ROMP IN THE WOODS, BE MY GUEST, BUT WE’RE TRYING TO GET BACK TO TOWN bard, yelling back: I CAN DO BOTH

we also had to roll perception checks on the way back to town, and i got the highest, and i was the only one who saw a fucking shadow in the forest beside us

like i cannot stress this enough i think we accidentally stole an unholy relic from a rotting god and its the GODDAMN ROCK

we all start playing with matches on the way back, because i’m a pyromaniac, florian is a fire magician, and the bard has pyrotechnics

fireworks were made

dm: you get back to town and you realize it’s been overrun by mandated soldiers the party, currently consisted of an ex-soldier who deserted, a professional liar, the ex criminal we just rescued, an actual criminal, and a sixteen year old with a sword: oh shit

#dnd #dnd shenanigans #artificer #paladin #ranger #bard #the bard had to leave halfway through :/ so this is mostly a recap post for him #which is why its so detailed in places i think are important #rose

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shinwnn · 6 years

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i said i love you (&. yoongi)

(inspo) five word prompts “i said i love you”

you and yoongi have always been close

like you’ve never known a time in your life where he wasn’t more than a 15 minute drive away from you

& he’s always taken care of u in an endearing older sibling sort of way, even though he was only a year older than u

in hs while you guys were applying to colleges, you figured you’d just maximize ur chances by applying to any college in the city

but yoongi wouldn’t let u and instead went through each place on ur list and crossed out anywhere w in the general vicinity of a crime committed within the past 5 years

“yoongi stop it i’ll buy some pepper spray or something”

and while he’s laying on ur bed looking up each school he says, “pepper spray? u think that’s going to keep u safe? it’s just better if ur somewhere closer to me so i can keep an eye on u”

to which u replied with a teasing smile: “oh i see. so u don’t want me to go far bc ur gonna miss me right? bc ur life would be empty without me?”

yoongi looks up from the laptop and sees how content u are with urself (ur eyes lit up, ur cute smug smile) and his heart almost jumps the slightest bit

but without skipping a beat, he shoots back, “i hope u and ur stupid pepper spray get married far away from me”

neither of you have really let yourselves think abt the possibility of a romantic relationship between the two of you bc things seem so perfect with you guys being best friends that neither of you wanted to even think abt the possibility of change

it’s there though - there’s love in the way you guys look each other and think abt each other when the other person isn’t there and eat dinners with each others families

u end up going to school nearby yoongi’s at a college that he found for u bc he knows the programs ur interested in and atmosphere that u like, and mostly bc he knows ur far too lazy to do any of the research urself

you’ve been going there for about two years now and you don’t see yoongi everyday, but you guys make it a habit to meet up every weekend no matter what

sometimes you go out for adventures on the town, but honestly with yoongi, most of the time it’s just lazy saturday nights on the couch with blankets and good music playing in the background while u guys tell each other abt ur weeks

and it’s just such a cute, wholesome friendship

recently, yoongi’s skipped out on some of these weekend hangouts bc an executive from an entertainment company heard some of the songs he writes in his free time & want him to try composing music for them

so yeah, he’s been busy writing draft after draft of the same demo

and you are so !! happy for him bc you know this has always been his dream

but you’re also worried bc you know how hard he can be on himself and how he always forgets to take care of himself

for the past few weeks you’ve been sending him periodic text messages checking up on him and letting him know what youve been up to, but all you receive in return is a sticker and, once in a while, a :~)”

and you’ve been trying to support him and you give him his space and time so he can write his best but you can’t lie that youre a little disappointed that he’s not making any effort to talk to you

so this weekend you decide to bring him dinner bc he said he’d be in working all night and , quite simply, you just really miss ur best friend

u make him kimchi jiggae bc u know how much he likes ur cooking & u pack some rice & side dishes and head over

but when u show up at his apartment and u realize he isnt home ur a little disappointed and kinda like ??? :/// where is he

you wait around a bit but he’s not answering his phone and after a while its pretty clear that he won’t be back anytime soon so you just hang the bag of food on the door handle with a little note saying “you must miss me a lot right? eat well buddy!!”

and you hang around for 5 more minutes bc ur hopeful but eventually you decide to start home

you remember that there’s a cafe nearby that yoongi would always take you to, so you decide to grab something before you head home

when you walk in the first thing you see is none other than ur best friend sleepily looking at his laptop & ur about to walk over excitedly

but when you look a little longer you notice he’s sitting across from a girl and they’re sharing a dessert & when she says something they both laugh happily

and you can’t explain it, you’re not even sure if it really happened, but you think your heart may have dropped at that moment

you also can’t explain why you turn around and walk out of the cafe when you make eye contact with him

you also can’t explain why you linger outside the cafe just long enough for him to come out and look for you

and when he does come outside you’re a little embarrassed bc you dont know why you did that, but when you look back inside and remember how happy he looked to be ditching your technically unsaid plans, any trace of embarrassment faded into anger

“we haven’t seen each other in weeks and you don’t come over and say hi?” he says playfully with a small smirk

you’re completely taken aback by how he’s acting bc ?? does he not even realize

“oh i am SO sorry!” u say w a violent sarcasm, “i didn’t think you would’ve recognized me seeing how you haven’t bothered to reply to any of my messages”

the soft smile that was on yoongi’s lips fades away quickly as he’s realizing that you’re not joking with him

he looks completely lost and he’s searching ur eyes to try and figure out what’s happening, and he looks like he’s about to say something when you cut him off

“it’s just nice to know that while i’ve been worrying about you, you’ve been out enjoying yourself”

his eyes darken a little with worry “hey,, hey” his voice is soft “i’m sorry i haven’t replied, but you know i’ve been busy. i thought you did at least. where’s all this coming from?”

you break eye contact and look down, you don’t want to say anything bc you don’t know either

you don’t know why you’re suddenly feeling protective over your friend

you dont know why you’re so hurt that he’s hanging out with some other girl,,, he’s allowed to after all

he reaches out to tug on ur jacket bc he wants to get ur attention (but also it’s just a habit of his to tug on ur jacket)

& it’s weird but when u look up to meet his sad eyes and something abt having him there, even when you’re upset at him, is so comforting that, for a moment, u feel every feeling you’ve ignored the past 10 years

u feel how much u completely and absolutely love this boy bc u know that he cares about u SO much & how comfortable and warm he can make u feel even when ur angry and it’s freezing cold outside & u feel that more than anything else, yoongi is home to u

but you can’t say any of that to him so instead u just look down again and say, more softly this time “i’m sorry just,,, go back inside okay? don’t worry about me” and you offer him a weak smile

but to him it’s just completely unconvincing

&when you start to leave he’s completely intending on taking you home and telling you how much he’s sorry bc after all he did kind of ditch u

but he can’t just ditch the girl inside so instead he waits with u by the bus stop

& while youre waiting no one says anything which is funny bc all youve wanted to do these past few weeks is talk to yoongi

"by the way, that girl is in one of my music theory classes. she was helping me polish the song i’ve been working on.”

at this point, you’re feeling a little embarrassed again about the way you’re acting (like a jealous girlfriend)

but you’re stubborn so u just make a sound of acknowledgement

“hey, i’m sorry i haven’t been messaging you. i’ll do better. sorry for making you worry. when i finish my demo track, i’ll take you for dinner ok?”

you nod and see the headlights of the bus coming so you stand up

you feel yoongi link arms with you and you look up to what might possible be the cutest little pout

“please don’t be mad at me” there’s a slight whining in his tone and u cant help but wrinkle ur nose at him, sings of amusement clear on ur face

“good night yoongi” you through him one more weak smile bc you can’t find it in u to offer anything more

he goes back inside after you get on the bus but he can’t focus the rest of the time bc when he was supposed to be thinking about how well certain harmonies complemented each other all he could think about was .... how cute you looked when u were upset?? and how come he though you being angry at him for being w another girl was adorable??

so anyway, the last few adjustments he makes to his track suspiciously has characteristics of a love song

when you get home, u roll around ur bed for a while trying to figure out everything you were feeling before you hear your door ring

when u go to answer it ur surprised to see that it’s yoongi, carrying the bag of food you had left for him ...and another bag from your favorite bakery

when he got home and saw the food you had prepared for him he knew immediately that he shouldn’t have let you leave earlier in the first place, so he figures the next best thing is coming with a bag of apology pastries

“miss me? it’s been a long hour right?” he says before shoving the bag he brought you into your hands “eat with me!”

as he makes his way towards ur small dining table, the weird tension that followed you two earlier dissolves almost completely

and ur enjoying it so much that you don’t even notice that you’re not even eating but instead staring fondly at yoongi

and when he looks up at u curiously, putting down his spoon for a moment and tilting his head bc he can tell there’s something you want to say, you take the opportunity

“sorry for being so weird today, i dont know it was weird i was being weird i shouldn’t have done any of that sorry if i ruined ur night or made you uncomfortable or made that girl u were with uncomfortable i dont know whats wrong with me i had expire yogurt for lunch yesterday maybe that’s it and ur still so nice to me even though i was being so weird and im sorry -”

the words are coming out of ur mouth at a mile a minute bc you’ve been thinking a little 2 much and now that ur finally vocalizing the thoughts, you’re finding it a little hard to stop

thankfully, yoongi also had a little time to think on the way over

and so he doesn’t hesitate to shut you up by leaning forward and placing the softest kiss on your lips before leaning back into his seat, smiling at you like he’s proud of what he did

and you can’t explain why it feels so natural when you kiss & why ur heart feels so warm, but then again you’ve been having trouble explaining a lot of things today

“i love you”

“what?” ur still a little in shock (and the fact that u feel like there are a thousand butterflies in ur stomach isn’t helping)

“i said i love you”

“ok idiot i heard u, but ... what?”

“i love how much u care about me and i love how you get mad at me and i love how happy u can make me and i love how many texts in a row you send me even when i don’t respond and i love-”

this time it was your turn to stop him, in the same way

u can feel him smiling into the kiss and u think to urself that this explains everything youve done today

bc you like him and u always have

“okay, i love you too”

#yoongi #suga #bts #bts scenario #btswritersguild #five word prompt #ok omg finally #this isnt that good but to be completley honest ive had this in my drafts for so long aand im just over it at this point #i ll do better in the future but i hope u can still enjoy this!!

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fakedself · 7 years

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SO! at the time of making this, it’s currently 11 am, but this has been the best birthday in years so far, and i can only thank everyone for that. thank you all for being here! specific messages under the cut ( this is kinda long so just feel free to ctrl+f for ur url )

@tabsbrowser / @lifeisaboat & @wash-your-sinful-hands : ofc i can’t start this list w/o mentioning my very very best friends in the world!! you two have been constant rays of light in my life and i’m so glad you’re both a part of my life. tabs, you are an incredibly friendly and welcoming person who’s easy to talk to and i love the ocworld we’ve developed. seth, you’re absolutely funny and you have the best jokes and you’re very kind. every conversation i have with both of you is always one to be treasured and i can’t thank you guys enough for being in my life. i love you !!

@plcyerone : MINNIE!! i’m so glad we’ve reconnected ( we always find a way 2 meet up again..... ) bc ur honestly such a bright person!! you’re polite and kind but you know when to put your foot down and you have such a wide, developed array of muses & ocs that i love hearing about. you’re extremely funny and witty and i love seeing you on my dash! you’re incredibly talented all in all

@blownoffs / @selfulfilling / @pewshot / @grumpgamed / @birbgamed / @pastgame: ALEX!! the way you have with words will always awe me. you’re an incredibly inspiring person and i’ll always know whatever muse you play, you’ll always play them with such finesse and ease. your graphics are INCREDIBLE and i remember how welcoming and at home you made me feel in the community when i 1st entered. i admire and appreciate you so, so much!

@bttling / @barredpast / @exstable / @coolgripped : RILEY!! i’m so glad we met again after Years (tm) bc honestly i almost forgot how much of a fun person you are!! you blend metaphors into your writing so easily. i love every interaction we have, whether ooc or ic, and you’re such an incredibly fun person to be around! i love talking to you so much and i hope we stay in touch more in the future

@teenawesome / @thricecursed / @katgamed : SYRA!! i complimented u yesterday but uhh fuck it?? you are a tremendously fantastic writer and your writing is so life-like. you’re funny and everytime jared n jake talk i laugh!! so much!! you always make my day and i’m so glad i met you!!

@runawaywish : CHRISTIE!! i love love LOVE annie so much and you tackle some of her struggles rlly well. i love hearing all about her and i’d die for oliver? thank you so much for being such a light in my life! i love jared & annie’s relationship a ton and even if their 1st thread is Very Cursed, i lov them

@starcoveredcuffs + other blogs! : JESSICA!! you’re an amazingly kind person whomst i love w/ all my heart. honestly jared + zoe is smth i never imagined would have such a cute relationship, but!! they’re adorable and i love their sibling-like relationship, not 2 mention u put INCREDIBLE depth into zoe!! all ur muses are portrayed perfectly and i love you!

@unsquip : AMY!! honestly you’re such an inspiration to me,, i love jeremy w/ all my soul and i love you lots! i love his lil tics n fidgets and you come off as someone i can easily trust and get along w/. thank you for existing!!

@letgc + other blogs! : CONNOR!! you are , a GEM and i’m always in awe of how easily you seem to play your muses. your evan’s dialogue is always top notch and i ADORE your taako & jd and!! speaking of i lov jd and jared so much they’re my trash boys? i love talking to you and i love seeing you on my dash + tl and your writing’s simple, but incredibly charming! i’m so glad to know you!!

@3amhigh + other blogs! : BANE!! BANE OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU?? you’re always so fun to talk to and i LOVE seeing i have an im from you !! you are incredible and even tho you have Very cursed ideas, they’re Very Good. you have an easygoing vibe in ur writing? not 2 mention you have extremely creative oc / muse ideas n i lov seeing ur blogs

@leftcrushed + other blogs! : KY !! KY MY SWEET OH ILYSM!! you’re SUCH a sweetheart and your metaphors and comparisons in ur writing is to DIE for. i love talking to u bc ur so upbeat and i remember how excited i was when i saw ur jared!! you continue to dazzle me w/ ur portrayals and i!! love u!!

@anxiousintelligence + other blogs! : ANTHONY!! you’re honestly such a gem to talk to ,, your muses are incredible and Very Creative and i haven’t seen much of sai too much yet but i lov him already!! keep being u my guy, i love you lots!

@h-eadphxnes + other blogs! : CECE!! CECE CECE CECE!! OHH MY GOD ILYSM!! you are INCREDIBLE w/ ur muses! you are incedibly talented, from your ideas to your voice acting ( DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED TBH ) to your writing !! you are EASILY one of the most creative ppl i know! i love talking to u and i love all our interactions w/ our muses! ur such an easy person 2 talk 2 and i love you!! so much!!

@setsfire / @homesicken : ELI I WILL NEVER GET OVER HOW PASSIONATE U ARE OVER UR MUSES!! rich and alice and all of ur muses are so beautifully well-developed and your aesthetics are gorgeous. you’re incredible and i love dustin n rich even if they’re.......Bad n i always love seeing u on my dash!

@hiitmcn : DALLAS YOU ARE A SWEETHEART,, you’re one of the kindest people i know and i love hearing you talk about ryan. he is an incredible oc and you are amazingly sweet and i love you to bits and pieces! you’re fantastic!!

@missingkxd : HANNAH!! you’re amazing, to put it VERY simply. your connor is incredible and i love interaction w/ you. jared & connor’s relationship flows very naturally and you’re such a sweet person ( you messaged me to tell me how kind i was!! wtf!! ) and ur !! the best!!

@storygiver + other blogs! : ADRIAN!! i lov ur muses , So much . you're amazingly creative and i love both your book squip and your book jere! you in part actually gave me that final push i needed to buy the book and i can say w/ certainty that u portray both muses INCREDIBLY well. thank you!!

@magicmirrored : SAKRA!! we haven’t been mutuals for too long but oh my god laine and zane are? so incredibly well developed? i love their relationship and good sibling relationships are definitely very refreshing. your art is adorable and i applaud you for drawing all of your icons bc that’s !! a very frustrating and lengthy process and it’s amazing how passionate you are abt ur ocs!!

@moonbreaking : EVAN!! you’re one of the first people to follow me i’m pretty sure and we haven’t interacted a lot but i !! love seeing your ocs!! your art is incredibly cute and your ocs have a certain charm to them i love. you seem incredibly nice and we should def thread more! i love you!

@dollsdecay - MELLO!! you’re such a creative, talented person tbh? your ocs are beautifully developed and you always preach the Gospel Truth (tm). you’re an amazingly sweet person with incredible ideas, not to mention your graphics + aesthetics are So Good n i lov ur fcs for all of ur muses and i just! i love you so much!!

+ BLOGROLL!!

thank you for making my birthday a good one so far! i love all of you, whether or not you were mentioned personally. thank you so much!!

#it's your darling dorito ( OOC. )#AAAAAAAA ILY ALL!! THANK U!!

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petersasteria · 7 years

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Life - Brad Simpson AU (Part 2)

Requested? Yes.

This is dedicated to the anonymous person who requested it! Here ya go, sweetheart! :)

I suggest you read part 1 if you haven’t

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You arrived at the playground, the last part of the tour. There were lots parents and kids there.

"And here's the playground." Pastor Brad said.

"Whoa! Aunt Y/N, I wanna play over there!" Sarah excitedly screamed.

"Go play over there, then." You smiled at her. She immediately ran to the swings followed by Audrey and Henry.

"Thank you so much, Pastor Brad."

"Please, call me Brad. And that's no prob—"

"Pastor Brad!" A lady yelled and waved at Brad.

Brad sighed and groaned and told you he'll be back.

"Hey Mrs. Jones!" you overheard Brad greet.

"I made you some brownies." The lady or Mrs. Jones said.

"He gets a lot of brownies." A lady stands next to you.

"Really?" You ask.

"Mhm. I'm Lisa and this is my son Brayden." Lisa smiles at you.

"Hi I'm Y/N." You smile back. After 5 seconds, Brad came back.

"Well I got to go. My husband's waiting for me and Brayden. Bye Y/N, bye Pastor Brad." Lisa smiled and left.

-time skip to the kids going to school-

"Let's go! We're gonna be late for school!" you yelled.

You walked around your apartment grabbing your things, when you saw the bathroom door closed.

'Oh, for fucks sake.' You said to yourself. "Audrey, get out of the bathroom!" you shouted.

"I'm not in there." Audrey said from her room.

You furrow your eyebrows in confusion. If Audrey's not in the bathroom, then who is? You opened the door to find Sarah sitting on the edge of the tub fully clothed, crying.

"Sarah, honey, what's wrong?" you ask worriedly.

"I can't do it." Sarah cried as she looked down at her shoes with shoelaces untied.

"Oh. Well, I'll just tie them—" You said and started to tie her shoelaces, but she slapped your hands away.

"No! You don't know how!" Sarah cried. You didn't know what to do.

"Sarah, we need to go. You don't want to be late for school, do you?" You ask and she shook her hand.

Henry came in the bathroom to fix his necktie and heard all the fuss.

"Mom was teaching her how to tie her shoelaces just before." Henry said before leaving the bathroom.

"Oh I see. And she had a very special way of doing it." You said as Sarah nodded. "Well, we were probably taught the same way. Let me remember. It was something about—"

"Bunnies." Sarah finished for you.

"That's right. Bunny ears." You said and grabbed her foot with the untied shoelace.

"You make two bunny ears. One goes around the tree, and into the burrow. Pull tight." You finished with a smile and you looked up at Sarah with her goofy little grin.

"Yeah! Thank you Aunt Y/N." Sarah grinned.

You arrived at school on time.

"Hey everyone!" Brad greeted.

"Hey Pastor Brad!" the kids greeted cheerfully.

"Okay kids. Have fun at school! Audrey, Henry stop fighting okay? I'll just bring Sarah to her classroom." You said.

"Let me accompany you. Pastor James will you please guide Audrey and Henry to their classrooms?" Pastor Brad asked.

"Sure. Hi, I'm Pastor James. I'll show you guys to your classrooms, yeah?" Pastor James smiled and immediately went inside the campus followed by Henry and Audrey.

Audrey stopped to look at you and asked, "Wait, what about lunch?"

"Eat it. It's healthy." You smiled.

"I meant we don't have any." Audrey said.

"Oh right! I'll take care of it."

"Bye!"

Meanwhile in kindergarten, Sarah was really nervous.

"Look, Sarah! It's a juggling pastor! You'll have fun here." You told Sarah as she sat down with the other kids who were drawing their favorite animal. You were in a hurry, because you're late for work. In fact, you were so caught up with getting to work, you grabbed Sarah's jacket instead of yours. Brad noticed, but decided not to tell you.

"You might wanna put your coat on. It's pretty chilly outside." Brad said to you, so you put your coat on. Only to find out, it wasn't yours. You went back to Sarah's seat to switch jackets.

"You could've told me." You said to Brad.

"Nah. It was more fun that way." Brad chuckled.

"Bye!" You chuckled.

Brad waved goodbye.

You made it to work in one piece. You were a minute late for the meeting, but Monique was happy you arrived.

"Ugh. Thank god you're back!" Monique hugged you. Ever since Lindsay died, you took time off from work and basically today's your first day. You looked around, and found that there was no seat available, but Monique made it happen.

"Who's that?" Monique asked Cherry, your colleague.

"Oh. That's the intern." Cherry replied.

"Move over intern." Monique said to the intern. The intern sat by the door instead. Since Monique wants you to sit next to her, she told your friend/colleague Caitlyn, to move.

"Okay. Let's start. What about the Chanel deal? Is that going to be completed in my lifetime?" Monique asked.

"Mhm. Connor made it happen this morning, and you're all set for your trip to Paris." You replied instantly.

"Good. You're gonna love it there!" Monique told you.

"Me?" You asked.

"Yes. You're back, and I need you." Monique said.

"Oh, Monique. I-I can't just pack up and leave for a week right now." You reasoned out.

"Why?—Oh. Babies? Mm. Alright, who wants to take Y/N's place on a first class trip to Paris?" Monique asked and instantly, your colleagues raised their hands. "Alright, Caitlyn. Y/N will tell you what to bring. Don't bring anything orange. That's so last year. And I want my luggage Federal Expressed ahead of time. Right, that's it. Lacey, who am I having lunch with today? Was it Vogue or Elle?" Monique asked as your colleagues grabbed their things and left the meeting room.

"Elle at (insert random fancy restaurant somewhere in Manhattan)." Lacey answered.

"Okay, looks like we're done here. Good to have you back, Y/N. We'll go over other things at the fashion show tonight." Monique told you.

"Tonight?" You asked.

"Yes. Unless you have a play date or something?" Monique asked.

"Oh no, no, no. I'll be there." You assured her.

"Good."

-skip fashion show bc idk what to write-

-the next day-

You barged in Monique's office only to find Monique and a model.

"Everything's all set! The limo's ready. Hi I'm Y/N!" You sat down next to the model, whose name you don't know yet.

"Hi Y/N. I'm Claire." Claire smiled.

"Okay. Off you go." Monique said as she handed you Claire's bag before taking a sip of her coffee.

-in the limo-

You were engaging in a small talk with Claire when you got interrupted by your phone ringing. You looked at the caller ID only to see Pastor Brad calling. You looked at Claire and excused yourself.

"Hello?" you answered.

"Yeah, hi. There's a problem here. It's Sarah. I think you should come to school." Pastor Brad said slowly.

"Come there now? I-I can't go to school right now. I have work and—"

"Y/N." You looked at Claire, "Give me your phone." Hesitating, you give her your phone.

"We'll be right there." Claire said and hung up.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. I know what it's like. I have a 4 year old." Claire smiled.

-at school-

"And I couldn't find the burrow for the bunny." Sarah said as she told you the story of why they asked you to come to school in the first place. Long story short, it was because of her shoelaces; obviously, she forgot how to tie her shoelaces again.

"I hate it when that happens." You told her, so that she could feel that you understood her situation.

"Me too." Sarah said as she hugged hippo.

"Sarah, honey, you don't have to learn to tie them right now. When you're ready to tie them, then you can." You said to her whilst patting her back.

"She's right. Why do you think Jesus wore sandals? See ya!" Brad chuckled as he stood up to leave.

You smiled at her and tied her shoelaces again. You make two bunny ears. One goes around the tree, and into the burrow. Pull tight.

You turned around to see little girls literally putting colored markers on Claire's face. Your eyes widen and you yelled, "STOP!!!"

All of the kids stopped and looked at you, "Are those permanent?" you asked quietly.

"That happens to me all the time. It'll come off in a couple days." The teacher replied.

Claire just sighed heavily and shook her head.

If that's not worse enough, you got fired from the job you loved so much. It was both your loss and hers. You loved your job more than anything in the world and Monique really wanted you to stay, but it wasn't working anymore.

That night, Brad decided to pay you and the kids a visit. There was a knock on the door and you opened it to see Brad.

"I'm sorry about the Claire thing." Brad smiled sadly.

"Yeah. Sh—things happen." You said trying not to swear, because you're talking to a pastor.

"So, I bought you comfort food." He handed you a tub of Ben and Jerry's ice cream.

"Thanks. Please, come in." You let him in your apartment. The kids stood up and smiled.

"Pastor Brad." Sarah said surprised.

"Hey kids!" Brad smiled sweetly.

"How'd you get pass the visual security system?" Henry asked.

"Who cares? Now we get to watch MTV." Audrey said as she and her siblings sat down on the couch. You on the other hand, went to the kitchen with Pastor Brad to rant.

"It's funny how yesterday I had a job and lost it today. I love my job! And the one time I screw up, she fires me! I have nothing against Monique and her family whatsoever, but give me a break! I have to care for these kids, who aren't mine by the way, and give almost all of my time to them!" You continued to ramble. Brad however, didn't seem to listen to most of them. His attention was diverted from you to Henry's pet turtle, Irwin.

"Um, Y/N?"

"At first I'm living my life, the next thing you know my life is over!"

"Y/N."

"My career is dead."

"Like your turtle."

"What?"

"Yeah. You turtle's dead." Brad said as you decided to look at it yourself.

"Oh no. Oh, Irwin. Henry's going to be devastated." You sighed.

"May he rest in peace." Brad said.

"Oh, shut up. This is Henry's turtle; his friend. He can't be dead." You sighed.

"Well, he is." Brad bluntly said.

"We need to find a body double now." You concluded and grabbed a little box to put Irwin in it.

-time skip to walking back to the apartment with Brad from the pet store is brought to you by Conor Maynard and The Vamps' sing off of Shape of You-

"You...are..my savior!" You told Brad as you clutched the little box with the turtle in it closer to you. Realizing what you said, you chuckled nervously and said, "I didn't mean it like that-"

"I know what you mean." Brad chuckled with you.

You reached your building and said, "Thank you so much. You have no idea how hard it is. I lost my sister and this just in, my job."

"Yeah, I agree. But don't you think you're thinking a little bit more about yourself?" Brad asked in a hushed tone, just in case you get offended or something.

"What do you mean?"

"Well, it's always about YOU having a hard time. Have you ever thought about how hard it was for the kids?"

"Don't give me that right now, Brad! Of course I know how hard it was for the kids! I know how they feel! It's a hard time for me, because they were entrusted to ME!"

"You know what? I'm done. Just- Have a nice night, Y/N." Brad said in a low voice and walked away.

* * * *

Today's the day you're job hunting. Since, you worked at a company related to modeling, you decided to look for jobs related to modeling.

You went on your first job interview. Let's just say that the boss wasn't too sure about the kids.

"Monique's Style is a very impressing background," the boss started. She looked down at your resume and frowned, "But three kids?"

Desperate for a job you said, "They're very lovely kids! They pretty much take care of themselves."

Let's say job interview number one, was a blunder. Not giving up, you went to your second job interview. Your interview was at this modeling agency that had a gay couple for a boss. You found it quite odd, but no matter what happens love wins anyway.

"We've been planning to adopt a child for awhile now." the guy with glasses said first.

"But there'll be a lot of travelling involved on very short notice. We'd have no time to take care of a child." the other guy added.

"Oh, I love travelling! But will they be long trips?" You asked.

To answer your question, yes. Yes, they will be long trips. That's why you moved on to your next job interview.

This job interview is your last, and you were very tired.

"...but I'm not always with them. They can-" You got cut from the boss pointing at your neck. You looked at her confused and touched your neck until you felt a sticker on your neck. You sighed heavily and immediately know that you don't stand a chance in getting a job there.

When you got home, you immediately heard some loud music booming from your apartment. You opened the door only to find a bunch of 18 year olds hanging out with Audrey...your 14 year old niece. It was fine to hang out with her, but these 18 year olds came out of a fucking nightmare. You see a guy smoking weed in there corner, you see two people making out on your couch, you see a guy grinding on Audrey, and you see a guy drinking 2 Red Bulls at the same time. The rest are just dancing along to the music.

"Audrey! What the hell is this?!" you asked angrily. You come home from 3 job interviews to this? You weren't having it.

"You said you wanted to meet my friends. Aunt Y/N, these are my friends!" Audrey smiled.

"Friends?!" you shrieked. Yikes. If her friends were like this, you won't be shocked if she'll turn out to be the school slut. Judging by her outfit, looks like she already is.

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Lmao reblog if you liked it.

#the vamps #the vamps imagines #the vamps imagine #the vamps brad #the vamps james #the vamps connor #the vamps tristan #bradley will simpson #james daniel mcvey #connor samuel john ball #tristan oliver vance evans

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herbalzee · 7 years

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Get to know me tag!!!

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag

1. headphones (always!) 2. at least 50 hair ties 3. a full bottle of perfume 4. free pens from like everywhere 5. lots of tissues lmao

Five Things In My Bedroom:

a fish tank! i love my lil fishies

shoe cabinet

a Moriarty (from Sherlock BBC) calendar of him saying “Miss me?”. I love it

a small yellow chair!

a color-coordinated bookshelf!!!

Five Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do In My Life:

learn sign language!

travel all over europe

write my own book

become a therapist

have kids!! and pets!!!

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

hanging with friends!!

listening to music, podcasts and ASMR

watching movies

doing artistic things?? idek what that means but like i love going to operas and theaters and taking aesthetic pictures and being creative, shit like that

talking, ranting, expressing my opinions comfortably, theorizing, brainstorming

Five Things On My To-Do List:

read books

hang with friends

write short stories- or write in general lmao

travel!!!

prepare for uni... i need to seriously do that

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

i am passionate about psychology

i had an obsession with piercings and tattoos when i was younger

i had the yellow belt in karate when i was in practice

im very old school about silly things yet quite liberal about the serious stuff

im basically in love with malmo, sweden

Name?: zaina

Nicknames?: zee

Zodiac?: sagittarius

Sexual Orientation?: straight

Ethnicity?: middle eastern/ north african

Favorite Fruit?: mango!!!!

Favorite Season?: winter

Favorite Flower?: after a quick flower research, i found the soft pink spray roses and the blue hydrangea the most appealing to me

Favorite Scent?: vanilla! cocoa! banana-scented stuff (or generally fruit-scented stuff). old books!!!

Favorite Animal?: bees!! or just any domesticated animals honestly (that can be kept at homes or farms)

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate?: tea

Cat or dog?: dogs

Dream Trip?: a boat travelling all around western europe!!!

Number of Followers?: i dont really care about this stuff

What do I post about?: any posts containing message worth-spreading, funny content or aesthetically-pleasing stuff..

Do I get asks on a regular basis?: nope! so famous that i had to close my ask box

Favorite Band?: twentyone pilots, little mix, imagine dragons, coldplay, hey violet, abba (almost forgot them omg)

Aesthetic?: cinematography, animals and nature, books and libraries, literally anything vintage, multicultures, feminism and femininity. i cant think of other stuff but im majorly into art

Fictional Character I’d Date?: john bender from the breakfast club!!!!

Hogwarts House?: ravenclaw

Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for under a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close at my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the united states

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

Relationship status: single

Favorite color: purple, blue, green

Lipstick or Chapstick: lipstick!!

Last song I listened to: hard times by paramore

Last movie I watched: The Boss Baby

Top three TV shows:

(btw these three tv shows are the only shows ive ever watched and actually finished lmao)

BBC Sherlock

Clique

Yuri! on ice

Top three characters:

These are the ones that came to mind first, not top favorites

Sherlock (Sherlock BBC)

Todd Anderson (Dead poets society)

Savannah Karlsen (Girl, interrupted)

rules: copy/paste and replace my answers with yours and tag people :^)

a - age: 17  b - biggest fear: my actual biggest fear is too personal so im gonna say my second biggest fear: not achieving anything valuable in my life  c - current time: 3 am lmao  d - drink you last had: a peach detox lmao  e - every day starts with: checking phone f - favorite song: of all time or currently? ive never had an all time favorite but right now my favorite song is hard times by paramore (mainly the chorus bc its awesome)  g - ghosts, are they real: only the ones in our heads  h - hometown: a.d.  i - in love with: psychology  j - jealous of: productive people  k - killed someone: ...  l - last time you cried: literally yesterday.. m - middle name: dont have one  n - number of siblings: eins (one)  o - one wish: to be satisfied with who i am and what i have p - person you last called/texted: im talking to my friend on the phone right now as im doing this.. shes the one who so kindly guided me to these fun questions q - questions you’re always asked: “why are you so quiet?” “what major are you getting into and at which university?”  r - reasons to smile: youre very much well and alive!!

s - song last sang: i was having a fetus 1d songs marathon at like 2 am the other day so... definitely the entire up all night album

t - time you woke up: these days.. 12 pm, bc im tired and its my holiday  u - underwear color: ohhhh boi v - vacation destination: anywhere cold filled with warm people  w - worst habit: procrastination  x - x-rays you’ve had: the most recent one i remember is a chest x ray y - your favorite food: pasta  z - zodiac sign: sagittarius

post a screenshot of my lock screen, home screen, and last song played

RULES: Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions. Then tag some friends.

I choose:

bbc sherlock

clique

yuri! on ice

The first character you loved:

ohhh, first was sherlock! then john almost 0.001 secs later

im pretty sure it was elizabeth. shes the cutest and i relate to her the most

probably Minako Okukawa, because shes so charming and funny

The character you never expected to love so much:

mrs hudson!!!!

louise!!! shes so smart and gorgeous and the least involved in the drama

yurio!!! i used to dislike him lmao but now hes my son

The character you relate to most:

molly hooper

like i said above, elizabeth!

ohh definitely yuri

The character you’d slap

john because sherlock suffered sooo much for him and opened his heart only to be abandoned because john is a naive idiot who still cant tell sherlock’s NOT a sociopath

SO MANY bc almost all of them did shitty things.. but the ones id slap right on sight are Alistair and the Steiner dude

ohmygod no, theyre all pure!! probably yurio bc that kid needs to love himself (but id immediately hug him right after)

Three favorite characters (these are in order of preference):

sherlock & john (one answer), mrs hudson, WIGGINS

holly, rachel, and fay (elizabeth and jude too)

the obvious trio: yuri, victor and yurio

A character you liked at first but not so much anymore:

mary lmao

alistair. i was a little suspicious of him but i liked him at the beginning bc he was cute and innocent. i HATE him now obviously

i love them all.. theres not a single one i dislike

A character you did not like at first, but they’ve grown on you:

ahahah mycroft

uh georgia

christopher and JJ (but now i love them both so much)

#about me

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chickenstuffedwithmozzarella · 6 years

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Holiii!! I saw the pic of Liam and Honey😍😍😍 Asdfahs. They are so cute! And also, i love Liam's eyes. It'a such a nice colour!! And i also saw the gifs!! I love that gif of Louis. HE LOOKS SO SOFT. I could cry. And Harry😂😂😂 Its such a mood. I always flip people off like that. Jajajaja. AND THE GIF OF HARRY WITH THE PINK JACKET. 😍He is dancing funny and i love hiiim. Oh, and i havent read that fic but i'll read it asap and then i'll tell you about it. Promise. Thanks for the rec💖 (1)

Hiiii, Love!!!! I’m so sorry it took me so long to answer! but yesterday I was busy, and when I came home my head hurt like a b*tch, 😖😖. Liam’s eyes very pretty, aren’t they? Everyone likes him better (poor honey). I always flip people like that too, jajaja, that’s why I needed a gif, and I found the best, jajajaja. I couldn’t resist. I’m already rereading that fic,😅. I love re reading things I read a long while ago, bc my English has improved a bit since I came to tumblr, and it’s like reading things for the first time again, so cool.

It wasnt hard being updated bcs OT was everywhere, but yeah. I always try to engage in my friend’s hobbies. & some of them do the same. One of my friends used to be a 1D fan before i met her, and though she is not longer in the fandom she tries to be updated. She sends me memes or things that remind her of 1d. She even watched a video of BG without me knowing/telling her about it. I dont deserver her. Ay, and last week she watched freddieismyqueen videos with me on a free period. I 💖 her (2)

HOW DID YOU FRIEND MANAGE TO QUITE?!?!?! Jajajajaja It feels imposible (not that I have tried…). And she sees things and isn’t intrigued about what is happening?? She should write a self help book,jajajaja. “How to suite one direction: the guide”,jajajaja. But she sounds cool and supportive of you, so keep her, jejeje.

Well, you just described me. Talking in public always end up in one of those two options. I have always wanted to do a road trip!!! You are totally invited of course. JAJAJAJA. Well, it just…happened? Our friend was having a very bad time and he was going through a lot of things and we didnt know how to cheer him up. And then one night we just starting watching a video of AuronPlay reading a fic, and he was happy for the first time in months. (3)And so my cousin said “what if we write him a fic?” And i said “omg, yes”. And thus was born. Its a crack fic. We just put in there his family, his biggest celebrity crush, our friends, ourselves and a couple of animals and started writing nonesense. He hasnt read anything yet, bcs we want to finish it first, and me and my cousin (and our siblings, bcs they wanted to help) only hang out alone sporadically. But we laugh a lot writing it. I hope he laughs too when he finally reads it. (4)

You, your sister and your cousins sound so cool. And your friends too. I’m gonna have to migrate and adopt you all, jajajaj. I’m sure your friend is gonna love it. It’s a recipe for success. Keep me updated when you show him and his reaction,please!!

“How does a gay look like?” Like someone with no toxic masculinity. But i see your point. Judging on looks is not cool. (And i dont usually do it. I watched their behaviour or their words. When someone doesnt ever use gender pronouns and just say “they” “parter” “somebody” im just👀👀👀 i see what u are doing). Yes yes. What you said makes sense. I understood. Dont worry. I have never heard that quote, but i think i could marry whoever wrote this. So much truth!! 😱 (6)

Tbh I never payed attention to that, :/ (heteronormative mind and all that). If I had, maybe I had known about a lot of my high school friends’ sexuality. Looking back, we were just a group of friends, boys a girls, nobody cared about boyfriends/girlfriends (we were friends from 12-16). Then we went our separate ways, and we lost touch. And now I see in Facebook that they are gays and lesbians, and I’m like… :/ we didn’t know much about those things back then. And I hope I didn’t make any comments who could offend/affect them. But it makes me so happy to see them being themselves and living with they’re boyfriends and girlfriends… 😊 I just wish I could have been a better friend back then 🤷🏻‍♀️. But now I pay attention to that. And I always try to show support in a non invasive way. And try to educate people about who they’re been homophobic, or make not appropriate comments… like there’s this boy (around 16) that likes to paint his nails. And I love everything to do with nails. And, at the shop, I comment on people’s nails (if I know them enough, lol). And I always try to say something nice to this guy. To normalize the fact that he has his nails painted (and no make a statement that I approve of it, if someone else is listening, so they don’t make rude comments around me). And then my friend’s sister is Lesbian. But their mother is so ancient-minded… like, my friend has a dit of fat, and she’s always making comment about how she should be skinnier bc she won’t ever find a husband 😒. And her sister is very thin. And once, she was working as cleaner in a /cuartel de la guardia civil(?)/. And their mother was always: hmmm, I hope she finds a good guy there, bc she’s never had a boyfriend. And I always thought: I wonder why, lol. Well, she finally came out to her parents, and while they don’t treat her different (which I don’t know if it’s good or no), they’re like “waiting” she changes her mind. And hoping she finds a boyfriend. Anyway, her mother is friends with my mom, and she comes to visit at the shop sometimes, and she always has a comment to make about what people do or don’t do. And I get so angry 😡. I’m always correcting her. But she doesn’t listen. And I feel sorry for my friend and her sister. So whenever I have the chance I saw her my support, and always talk about these things, lol. (I talk so much about lgbt+ things, that my family associates me with it, to the point that every time they see a rainbow or whatever they tell me: look look! And I just satisfied with it. At least they don’t make so much homophobic comments anymore 😒)

YOUR MOM IS AN ANTI? How? “Why would they fake a baby?” Thats a good question with awful answers. I miss RBB&SBB.😍 (I havent explained that to anybody, yet. But once while playing a game my cousins choose Rbb as his nickname so i choose Sbb and our friends started making questions and we where like? 1d things? Long story, leave it for another day? I’m glad they dont remember it bcs i wouldnt know how to explain that😂😂). Was your friend a fan of 1d too? (7)

Well, she isn’t a nasty anti, jajajja, but she doesn’t think they’re together. Not for nothing special, just that she thinks they would say it if they were together. And since they haven’t say it, they aren’t together. But I’ve shown her the famous Christmas pic, and she doesn’t Thing B was ever pregnant. And I show her pics of F to ask for an outsider opinion, and she doesn’t think the kid looks like Louis at all, lmao. So, I think if they ever come out, she wouldn’t care at all. Bahhh, I’ve talked about RBB/SBB with my friend sometimes, but it’s so bad of a thing, that we don’t come to a conclusion. She isn’t a fans, sadly. But she likes celeb gossip, and I like to talk, so… yesterday she came to visit/ to get her arms waxed (bc that’s my other unofficial job) and she ended up staying for 2 hours. Bc we had see each other briefly lately, couldn’t sit and talk properly in a while. And she always asks me about 1d, bc she knows I love to talk about it,jajaja. And I have a sideblog where I reblog things to show her. And well, yesterday we talked a little about BG, and I showed her the no-belly pic, and she was… 😳. And she thinks louis and Harry must be together, at least at some point, bc the way the touched wasn’t in a friendly way. She now has a boyfriend, and she kept saying: I’m not a very touchy person with my friends or my family, but when I’m with him I always want to touch him or kiss him, and that’s what those two were always doing. And I’m always: do you think that for real, or are you just saying it so I stop talking?? Jajjaja. And yes, she’s convinced they are/were together. She asked me if I think they’re still together, and I told her that now more than ever, but it’s a long story, so we should talk about it another time, bc lol, we were just talking about it for a couple of hours, and we both had things to do. So, we’ll keep talking another time.

Of course, I dont share that info with everybody, but I dont mind my friends knowing. I have this one friend that i bother everytime i get frustated bcs of a fic. I tell him the plot, and what is happening and i cry about it (and he laughs at me but at least he listens). Sometimes i make him choose which one should i read next when i cant decide. (9)

I almost did a fic reference yesterday talking with my friend, and I stopped myself midsentece, and laughed (I thought of you,jajaj) and she was so confused!! But she’s used to my weirdness, so we just laughed it way. And I kept talking, jajajajaj.

Girl, i have 6 dioptres😂😂 Thats what i have forbid myself from reading on the phone. No, i havent read that one, but its now on the list. I’ll tell you when i do! Though it make take a while :( (I understand you. Dont worry). (10)

😳 6?!!?! Please take care of your eyes!!! Stop reading… everything!! Jajaja. No, I’m kidding. I know about people who has 8… so you’re still ok,jajajaj. I have 1, but my ophthalmologist told me I’m very sensitive to change, bc I thought I had 27463 diopters, bc I saw so poorly 🙄🙄.

Yes, i also like IDGAF more than New Rules. They have overplayed that one. Have you heard Blow Your Mind? I love that one. It’s also a single so…i guess you have heard it? You’ll get amazing shots, i’m sure. Honey was sleeping on you? 😭😭😭😭 I love hiiim (11)

I listened today Room for 2 and Homesick, and I think I like them. I’ll have to listen this new one two. For me, to like a song, I have to heard /a lot/ (not as much as Despacito, please). It has to have a catchy tune. That’s why I think a like Carolina, or Woman, or Kiwi, and I don’t understand why people is so fidyfvbure about the lyrics, jajjaja.Honey is always sleeping on me. The other day Liam was sleeping between my legs, and Honey came and just laid on top of my poor limo. And I wanted to kill him, bc liam never comes to sleep with me. They’re so different… but I love them both.

Oh, my little sister. I just wanted to tell you that yesterday was her birthday. She almost cried when she saw that me and my older sister had brought her Flicker deluxe as a present. (We hadnt bought it yet. Dont judge us). She was freaking out just bcs of that and i was laughing so hard thinking that she’s gonna pass out when she sees the rainbow flag her friends have gotten her for Nialls show. And also another pair of Cds. She wont survive the show. Poor thing. But she was so happy 😍😍 (12)You start next week? Okay. I’ll ask again next wednseday. Have a nice daaaay!!

Not judging, you’re amazing sisters!! Awww, poor thing!! She will have an amazing time at Niall’s concert, for sure. And, yes, please, tell her to bring the flag. I’m so happy seeing how people are starting to bring rainbow flags to niall concerts too. And have you seeing that he has taken pics with rainbow flags?? He even brought one to the stage the other day!! It makes me inexplicably happy to say everything covered in rainbows. There was so much at Harry’s show too, my sister said it looked like a pride parade. Hey, Dunkirk it’s about to start khbkhdfbvkjdnfvkjndfv. But, have YOU SEEING THE NEW ROYAL BABY WAS NAMED AFTER LOUIS?????? AND HIS TWEET?!?!? IM SCREAMED!!!! Dijffvjkbdded. Bye love. I have to feed my cats before the movie starts!!! Aaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

#anon #I just saw ask 5 is missing??#kjdjeidobcioedcboie.#sorry #Dunkirk is about to start and I’m sihdbkddhvhbjefv #EDIT: anon!! I forgot to ask you if you’re the middle sister?? me too!! I have so much to say of how that position influence people's #personality #jajajajajaa #and I can related to Harry and Louis too #🤦🏻‍♀️

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royalblurryfacedbastard · 7 years

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Today was very nice, yo! I talked to some of the design/music students before our first class started (coding) and then I spent most of that class trying to figure out this new software we're gonna try using. It's kinda made for making everything abt designing a website easier. During our break in that class I saw Z! I gave him a hug and asked him to go outside w me and he was like "nO" bc he doesn't like me smoking. I sat down w him on the table tennis table (wow that sounds weird) for literally two seconds and then my pack of cigarettes was gone. What I didn't realize at the time was that AH was behind me aka he snagged my pack and then when I was away searching for it (it made me really anxious okay) he gave it to Z. Z gave it back to me and was like "didn't you think at all that it was me?" And I was like NoO bc I trust u bICH and that's when he said it was AH. He did go out with me, CG and her friend tho so it was all good. After coding class I spoke a bit to the teacher bc I really like coding things and it was tbh a nice conversation. During English class I finished my analysis of this movie we watched the last two lessons and I sent it to the teacher so she can read it and give me feedback. Hopefully I'll get a good grade on it when it's all done. I left class a bit early since I was done so early and I found Z, the girl he hung out with yesterday and his classmate on one of the couches at school so I ended up talking to them and then instead of going to lunch I sat with them during their class. I wish I could've helped Z a bit more honestly. But I did help him a bit because he asked me if what he wrote on this analysis of a photography was right. I think he's a bit embarrassed about me seeing the stuff he writes sometimes but I'm glad he lets me help him. He went out with me again when they had a break but before that I had a long fuckin discussion with him and his classmates abt smoking. Or well, like two of his classmates and him. But he ended up going outside with me anyway because I promised I won't smoke tomorrow if he went with me. I don't wanna disappoint him this time and I won't. While we were walking to the elevator he literally asked me if I could quit smoking for his sake and. I'd be lying if I said I haven't thought about doing that. Like for him. But he didn't say anything more about it while we were outside because we talked about dreams and then astral projection and since he's a very very logical person he said lots of stuff how that might now work but he didn't exactly say that it was impossible which I expected him to. Social studies was fun though we almost didn't get through the whole PowerPoint our teacher had because I started discussing things with people and stuff. It was really fun though, tho I do know a lot about ideologies already so it was a bit boring at times but I discussed with JJ and EL and others and yeah. Fun times. After our class I went into the art students' classroom and the girl Z hung out with yesterday whom is now in their class asked me a question about cameras and I p much immediately told them the answer and then I asked Z if he could wait with me til my bus came after my song lesson and he said maybe, but I just told him to text me with an answer when he had decided. The singing lesson was short but it went well, the teacher's really good and patient and yeah. Halfway through it Z called me and asked me where I was and when I was done so he waited for me. So nice. When I was done with my lesson I found Z sitting and talking to F so I joined them in their conversation and then we all went outside and me and F shared a smoke. Z had chocolate and wouldn't give me any but like the second time I asked he was like okay fINE and he gave me a piece. And then another one because he offered F one and he declined. I missed my bus so I took the train after sitting with F for a while after Z left (he has to babysit his siblings so he had to be home by like six) and we talked and laughed and it was so nice just talking to F again. A dumb thing I did tho was that after F and Z hugged goodbye I was like "I wanna get thE last hUG" which caused Z to just hug F again after me and then he ran to his bus. What a douche. Nah but it was p funny, and he said I could have the first hug from him tomorrow so it's all good. Anyway, I hung out with ID and ES and WA a little when I got home and me and ID found this band that's gonna play at the culture festival this weekend and we all Loved It. It's so cool. I'm excited to see it. Now I guess I'll attempt to sleep and get up early tomorrow to get to school.

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smoothchryminal · 7 years

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Answer the 92 truths about yourself, then tag 20 others. I was tagged by ompamaster170

1. Last beverage - a capri sun 2. Last phone call - my older brother 3. Last text message - texting a smiley to a guy I know when I saw him waiting for the same train and I wanted to know if he remembered me (he didn’t) 4. Last song you listened to- Fine (Taeyeon) 5. Last time you cried - yesterday because of a fanfiction, I guess... 6. Ever dated someone twice - nope 7. Ever been cheated on - nope 8. Ever kissed someone and regretted it - Yeah... A guy that I kissed is a pretty fucked up asshole now so... 9. Ever lost someone special - My grandfather (death) and lots of friends because we just didn’t manage to hold contact 10. Been depressed - *sad smile* 11. Been drunk and thrown up - first time last weekend, actually... the thrown up part at least

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. dark blue 13. pastel purple 14. dark red I guess, but I love green and turquoise as well so...

LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. Made a new friend - both online and in person :) 16. Fallen out of love - no because I wasn’t in love for so long 17. Laughed til you cried - almost every day because my room partner and I are fucked up xD 18. Met someone who changed you - I don’t think so 19. Found out who your true friends are - kinda... Still not completely sure though 20. Found out anyone was talking about you - just talking about things that I fucked up in funny ways 21. How many of your fb friends do you know irl - I don’t have facebook 22. Birthday- 9.12. 23. Do you have any pets - we have 2 mice (Mizu & Maja), 2 guinea pigs (Wuschel & Lilu), 2 rabbits (Miffi & Lilli) and a few fish in the garden though only the mice actually belong to me and the other pets to my siblings 24. Do you want to change your name - I love my name (Damaris) :3 25. Kissed anyone on your fb friend - still no facebook 26. What did you do for your last birthday - went to school and chilled in my room 27. What time did you wake up today- 8:20 am since I had school late today 28. Whats something you CANNOT wait for - getting out of school, having fun with my friends, finishing a few fan fictions 29.Last time you saw your mother - today for a few minutes when she fetched me from the station with my brother 30. One thing you wish you could change about your life - have more fun? I guess? I really don’t know... 31. What are you listening to rn - my little brother talking to himself while he plays a game on his phone 32. Ever talked to a person named Tom - yesssss 33. Most visited webpage - youtube or asianfanfics I think (maybe instagram as well) 34. Nicknames - Dami, Mina, Mari (had Dammel for a while but it made me so angry that my friends stopped calling me it or I would have hit them) 35. Relationship status - my laptop and I forever <3 just kidding, forever single 36. Whats getting on your nerves rn - I need to study because I’m finishing school soon but I don’t want to 37. Zodiac sign - sagittarius 38. Pronouns- she/her 39. Eye colour- green but it looks blue or grey sometimes 40. Hair colour - natural is ash brown but I went from green to blackish brown this week 41. Long or short hair - between my boobs and my shoulders: long but not really? 42. Best friends irl - hmm there was Resa but nobody currently I guess 43. Height - 163 cm 44. Do you have a crush - celebrity - loads, in real life - nope 45. Any piercings - two earrings in each ear 46. Any tattoos - no, still not old enough 47. Righty or lefty- righty

FIRST 48. Surgery - had a mole removed 49. Piercings- ears 50. Vacation- my family went to turkey when I was still a baby so I don’t remember anything because I was too small 51. Album you bought - I don’t know since I don’t really buy albums... Lindsey Stirling maybe

RIGHT NOW 52. Thinking about - How I’m gonna survive this weekend with my whole family while having to do so much 53. Wishing- that school wasn’t so fucking annoying and shitty 54. Eating - nothing? hopefully dinner soon 55. Drinking - nothing. 56. About to - send my little brother to bed 57. Listening to - again- my little siblings chatting 58. Waiting for - my parents to come home so we can talk and eat

FUTURE 59. Want any kids- Yessssss I looove kids! 60. Want to get married- yes! I’m just that fucking dreamy 61. Dream career- Ummm... I don’t really have one right now? stupid, I know but I’m really just living my life without knowing what I want to do.

WHICH IS BETTER 62. Lips or eyes- Eyes 63. Hugs or kisses- I didn’t have a kiss for so long and I love hugs so hugs 64. Shorter or taller- hmmm taller? I don’t really care 65. Older or younger- older but I don’t think it will matter in a few years 66. Romantic or spontaneously romantic- spontaneous? I'm not sure what the difference is... 67. Nice stomach or nice arms- I don’t really care but nice arms if I have to choose 68. Sensative or loud- mix 69. Hook up or relationship- I would be happy with either one right now xD 70. Trouble maker or hesitant trouble maker- hesitant I guess

HAVE YOU EVER 71. Kissed a stranger- no 72. Drank hard liquor- yes 73. Lost glasses- no 74. Had sex on first date- no 75.Broken someones heart- really hope not 76. Had your heart broken- yes 77. Turned someone down- yes 78. Been arrested- no 79. Cried at someones death- yes 80. Fallen for a friend- yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN 81. Yourself- sometimes 82. Miracles- I think so 83.Love at first sight- not really full blown love but yeah 84. Heaven- in a way yes 85. Santa Claus- no 86. God- yes 87. Angels- not really

ONES I MUST HAVE MISSED OUT BEFORE BC IT DIDNT ADD UP TO 92 BUT I CBA CHANGING THE NUMBERS NOW 88. What was i doing at midnight last night- reading fanfiction xD

So... there are still some missing but since Greg didn’t have them as well, I don’t have them either ^^” And sorry for waiting like 3 years before finally doing this...

I’m not tagging 20 people... I’m actually not tagging anyone at all because I just came back from a looong hiatus and I don’t know which of my friends are still active on tumblr. But feel free to do it and refer back to me :3 I’d be very happy!

#dancing-alone-in-the-rain #me #tagged #tag

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