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Gojou Satoru taking a photo with his kouhai he so totally do not have a crush on, he swears! Print | Ko-fi
#jujutsu kaisen#nanago#gojou satoru#nanami kento#gojo satoru#gonana#my art#two spellings for gojou because most don't spell with a 'u' sdfsadf#but i am stubborn and add the 'u' just because it looks so nice as well XD#ANYWAY this was super fun to do because aside from them being my ship#gojou is just sooo crushing on nanami ever since and he's SO OBVIOUS about it that it's very embarrassing lmao#and he would ABSOLUTELY buy all the nanami merch#you can tell it's gojou who did all the stickers if all the kissy marks wasn't that obvious XD#how nanami tolerates him is beyond me which BASICALLY MEANS he also crushes on gojou because DUH#it was mutual and everyone and my mom knows it sdfasdfsdf#and i know gojou would do something so silly like this sdfasdf nanami hair moustache has gojou written all over it XD#i just love them sire ugh OTL
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#i shouldnt have fav mutuals bc i get sooo sad when they soft block me#which *always* happens like im not joking the day will come when they're just like nahhh bye#🥲🥲 nd i cant help but get sad#nd i dont even agree w that anon who said that 'no wonder everyone blocks u' bc im never mean to anyone#i think it's just bc im fundamentally unlikable and unlovable and the time will come when smth abt me#ticks them off nd nothing abt me is ever tolerated i always have to be perfect for everyone so then i just get cut off like dead weight lmao#also it shows that i get attached so easily but in reality ... ppl are not at all as attached to me 💀💀#like i care abt them but they dont care abt me nd it makes me feel so stupid#why do i so easily care for ppl?????? why do i have to care nd like ppl when it's always gonna end the same way#me being me is bad nd wrong and nobody could ever truly know me nd still like me#i have to live my life constantly hiding parts of myself and making sure im not too authentic or too open bc then i will make ppl dislike me#it rlly is that. im never mean. i never fight. ppl just see smth abt me nd go 'oh ewwwwww' nd then leave#nd if it hasnt already happened it will at some point nd im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop#whenever i realize i say or did smth wrong im tense waiting for the moment where they'll leave me will arrive#ok this might sound silly bc i was like 'triggered' by smth small but like#all my life thats just how it's been. im not even mean or cruel. i just exist and ppl dont like me or who i am or what i think#i can never be truly myself anywhere. that is sure to result in being all alone 4ever. but i dont like hiding parts of myself#but i have to. but its hard when im trying to hide nd be lowkey but i still manage to make ppl dislike me T-T#idek what im supposed to do bc i just exist nd im not likable. i try to be that but im still not. idk what to do#anyway.. who cares.. j'appartiens seul#but yeah it is bc it's like this for me all the time nd ig that triggered me lmao#i mean just w my sisters.. their issue is just who i am. my personality. i havent been cruel to them. or bullied them. or put them down#they just get irritated from my personality nd who i am. thats what makes them mad. nd they kinda want me to just stop being me nd idk how#to do that and therefore we arent even talking. havent talked for a year#i wanna cry like????? what am i supposed to do??????? im so extremely fucking horrible that just by exisiting nd not being mean or cruel mak#es me unworthy of everything. idk idk like. omg i feel so stupid for being triggered by that#maybe if i had irl friends and a job and a life i wouldnt care but im a fucking loser failure worthless good for nothing idiot. ofc im this
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whyyyyy do people think disordered eating is healthyyyyyyy i am going to explode myself soon i cannot live around these people any more my god
#i dont even want to say what all was said lol it's so fucked up#maybe I'll just go back to starving myself and becoming more underweight just to earn mothers approval (sarcasm)#actually u know what. even if i did that she'd probably get angry at me for it lmao she'd be pissed that I'd be losing weight when she isnt#I CANNOT TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS IM HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME#THESE PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING AWFUL#I WANT OUT OF HERE I REALLY DO#I dont know how to cope w this honestly#i keep trying to twist things to be tolerable but jesus fucking christ the ED is starting to rear its head again#theyre just so fucking mean and stupid and fatphobic and i have to spend so much time around them#its impossible to block out#i keep finding myself thinking i dont need to eat veggies bc ''theyre basically poison'' and im just ARRGHHH#GET OUT OF MY HEAD PLEASEEEE I DONT WANT TO BE THINKING LIKE THIS#idk how to cope w this bc i HAVE the science disproving them and I've spent time undoing fatphobia in my own brain#and my family just keeps setting back my progress bc it is impossible to block them out entirely#i want to crawl out of my skin and jump into a deep lake and never resurface#im so tired of this all and idk what to do. tearing my hair out a little bit#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#fatphobia tw#dieting tw#ed tw#ask to tag
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You know i never get those people who are like your fav doesnt like you-okay. Sure? Whatever? Listen im not here for a marriage interview, i just wanna listen to Losing Game. I get that saying the idol you stan thinks you're a loser is a burn for YOU but i dont want any freak with 100k instagram followers to know i exist so like maybe touch grass. Please.
And stop bothering Miss Kendra in her Chemical era fr
you get me like.....there's a reason im not in this mf's mentions or dms or hell even have bubble. i do not partake in those fantasies bc i simply do not want to be perceived 😭😭😭😭😭 i enjoy the distance. i don't need the fantasy of an idol liking me to feel good abt myself lmaooooooo like what are the odds i would even like THEM irl? and its doubly weird bc they don't know these ppl? like they've made up a fictional set of standards THEY BELIEVE an idol holds just to try to control other ppl? like you want me a living breathing person to abide by some shit u just made up??????? live my life according to the fictional values you attributed to a MAN???? that's the most pathetic thing i can imagine like it's weird! they weak in the knees stand up!
and theyre really bitter that i got what i wanted (a banger of a song without that beast barking on it) what if we all just oh oh oH BAE. BE. I FEEL THE CHEMISTRY
#asks#personally i really enjoy being a fan that will never be recognized#esp bc being a fan and wanting that closeness is a losing game bc u can never have the bond u want simply bc u are a fan#the dynamic will always be off sorry#im really having the time of my life blasting romanticism when i leave work#and saving pics of leo on my phone 😭😭😭😭😭#living my life according to what the kpop hivemind wants me to do is not it like you not even leo#like theyre really saying bc we don't like we're assuming he won't when thats not how that works lol#he might hate us all who knows#or love us all leo's p tolerant like he did let [redacted] live for so long
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14, 15, 26. (I love this ask set, some of it is so normal and some of it is truly bonkers batshit bizarre)
It is so chaotic 😂 ideal honestly
14. do you think you’re dehydrated?
the irony of this is that I refilled my home waterbottle right before moseying to bed to write and I have neither had any of the water nor written anything. So probably a lil bit!
15. rank the methods of death: freezing, burning, drowning
This is terrible and I hate it. Burning -> freezing -> drowning
We talked a fair amount in my freshman (HS) lit class about how quickly you pass out when being burned alive so. I will just hope that is true!
26. how’s your spice tolerance?
So according to my family’s tolerance, it’s very bad. Also based on the way I react to eating, touching, or breathing near them, I’m probably allergic to peppers. According to not-my-immediate-and-sort-of-weirdly-judgmental??-family it’s medium-ish. I tend to tap out somewhere in the north range of habaneros or scotch bonnets (but get a skin reaction from anything above jalapeños >:( )
random specific asks
#my sister gives me so much shit for my spice tolerance#and then turns around and is like actually. you have a higher spice tolerance than any of my friends including all the ones who did grow up#eating spicy shit#and I’m like :/ I love the normal standards in this family and how SOMEHOW they extend to fucking peppers#anyway u will never take peppers away from me I don’t care how itchy I get or how horrible my hands feel <3#asked & answered#random ask game#apaladinagain
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Soo thankful my ra is great this year and has both common sense and critical thinking. Genuinely one of my favorite people in college
#i have to unfortunately deal with housing things all I want is to be terminally online again but nooo I got stuff to deal with#my roommate recorded our conversation the other night without my permission which is unfortunately legal in this state#however quite frankly it’s probably better for me that she did bc i handled her meltdown rather well#and god knows she loves to lie. she’s been asked by 2 RAs now for the recording she took#and so far hasn’t given it. so either she lied (shocker) and didn’t actually record it or she knows it makes her look really bad#also fun fact! she had a friend on the phone and I think they were the one recording it. if they were that isn’t legal which I mean#housing wants to kick her out so bad that’d be the final straw#but she decided to demand a roommate agreement change which I’ll happily oblige to so I get to do that at some point#honestly?? girl is digging herself in a hole. p sure her goal was to scare me into just not making sound so we wouldn’t need a meeting?#but like. we gotta meet with the housing coordinator which is great bc they know who she is and how she is#i really don’t think she expected me to go out of my way to get a meeting set up. also?? she gets mad when I’m up til like 2 or later#last night she was up til 7am. I guess only she’s allowed to be a hypocrite lol#objectively all the drama she tries to start should either really anger me or worry me or something at least#nah. this is pretty funny. her entitledness and drama is digging her so far into a hole she’s transferring next semester#and the best part is everyone in housing knows her. can’t stand her shit. i was talking to a friend in class and she tells her friend#her friends like oh who is she? i tell her. she goes oh that explains it. and I’m like oh u know her? and she goes. I’m an ra. i know her#like girl!! if you’re so universally hated why do u keep this up???#like girl will call the ra on call for any minor inconvenience at all#she hasn’t since finding out calls r logged tho lol which is like oh man! u r self aware!#i have no tolerance for bs and man bestie is made of it#cannot wait for this meeting genuinely excited. bc she’s gonna make up stuff that I can easily defend myself. and then she’s gonna#essentially make demands that I can’t make noise after a certain time. and say if anyone agrees it’s discrimination over sensory issues#she’s already said that fun fact. i have sensory issues too. they have equal importance in this agreement#but like. it has to be a fair agreement. and I’m not required to sign another contract#so really she’s going into this meeting to be a problem and she’s gonna crash and burn. it’ll be a firework show#soup talks#watching bestie experience karma in real time
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You know who u are and I am bitTING AND SCRATCHING BITING AND SCRATCHING AND BITING AND SCRATCHING AND
#NOT ALLOWWWWWWED#HOW THE FFFFUCK DID U GUYS TOLERATE MY 2019 ART#cash speaks#btw im very fine with it#but i feel an incomprehensible amount of embarrassment#aND I WAS SO CONCEITED AND OVERCONFIDENT BACK THEN#humility is a helluva thing#trying to get better tho#ANYWAYS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-#YOU MADE AN ONGOING AMOUNT OF PEOPLE LOOK AT IT TOO#W H Y DID I THINK IT WAS OK TO SHOW THAT ART TO MARK AND HE'S SEEN ALL MY YANCY ART H O W#ive used tumblr back in 2014#then 2017 to now#but never have i ever seen absolute stupidity from me than from that time
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If Elizabeth I nonbinary on Twitter then Charles V trans 😳
#Ur telling me he cut his hair and changed his titles and got a huge ego boost after?#Charles V#emperor charles v#16th century#Queer art#Thank u Q for making me aware of the Elizabeth nonsense btw#DISCLAIMER 1 IM TRANS/GENDERQUEER MYSELF I DO NOT THINK ITS OK TO LAUGH AT THE COMMUNITY ETC#DISCLAIMER 2 OBV I DO NOT SUBSCRIBE TO THESE HCS IT'S A JOAK#RANT INCOMING#Listen lads just having an insane couple of weeks for gender™#Like. I did exactly that 🤡🤡🤡 switched up my look and how i wanted to be addressed in uni#And now im just dancing between 'ppl who knew me but CANNOT recognise me for their lives VS MAY recognise me'#And ppl who think im the other birth-assigned gender VS ppl who will always see me as MY birth assigned gender#It's very validating but also very stressful bc i feel im constantly on the run from Pre Uni 'Closeted' Me#I just want to be seen for who i am now!!#'The Emperor' i took so long to figure out and curate and whose reflection i can tolerate and on good days actually like!!1!1!#Not the unsure and dare i say ((of both of us but him in particular)) insecure 'Flemish Prince' anymore!!!!#BUT ENOUGH MOPING LOOK!!! OLDER!CHARLES MAKES HIS DEBUT ON MY BLOG!!1!1!1#((tough luck he'll ever be seen again OOF- 🤡))
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“uhmm we all have to do work, not just (group member) lol”
unlocked: petty bitch mode! nikei is now going to fuck you up <3
#i mentioned group member#because allllllll the shit im waiting for. all of it. is about the uncertainties#the data was only available to me thursday morning#a week after it was collected. because u did not send it to me#it was uploaded after i started commuting. which u knew. its been established i spend my morning commuting#i got to class. group member was calculating uncertainties#he was one of the two people who collected the data. you were the other one. everyone else#except me#was sent a copy of this data. but u two were the ones who collected it#he was calculating the uncertainty because no one understood how to and so he had taken to researching it#i handled every single other fucking thing#you have done jack shit#telling me not to wait for the information that someone told me he'd upload because thats putting work on him#when he was already in the process of getting said information#and you havent done shit#isnt gonna be tolerated. :)#...everyone actually reading this is missing out on a lot of context but yk
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talking to new people as adults is so weird yet so healing like um wtf
#ventpost no. 826379 look away people#it's like#u feel like u did your best and gave your everything#didn't care abt them breaking your heart and all that angst for once#but like what if they still don't like you#or like#they like you but they are shy to ask for a way to contact u or something#like how do i know if they were actually interested or just tolerating me#smh#guys are really fucking cute btw wow#wait new one for that#mes
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venting in the tags yippeee
#damien.txt#gender talk time 🤪✌️#....................................................................................#screaming crying throwing up rolling around on the ground <- said completely deadpan#uhm. as always. thinking abt gender. and questioning. my whole life. bc. i cant stop doing that#soooooo like. my big thing. abt gender. is as much as im like. he/they-ing it here and irl. its kind of... complicated?#as ive gone on ive realized more and more that i dont. really. feeling Anything towards those pronouns#neither do i she/her. or they/them.#and just generally the whole Concepts of male/female? so like. im always like hmm. whats happening here#and other completely incoherent statements djbdhdbf sorrry anyways#i keep having these moments where im like. hmm. maybe. im leaning too hard into the masc. maybe i am not. he at all.#but ive like. really full committed to the bit yknow? like esp irl. all the ppl ive introduced myself to in the last 2 years have known me#as 'he'. and as someone who wears mostly masc clothing and generally attempts to present masc#and like. i bought a skirt a while ago and i was trying it on today and i was like oh. wait.#and before u @ me i KNOW!! clothing does not equal gender!! but there was just something abt it#and recently (the past like. year lmao) ive really been contemplating like. what i actually want out of transitioning or whatever#bc like. increasingly its become more obvious how... fucking difficult that is.#and the more i think abt it the more im like. bro its not even worth it for me? tbh? also like. sometimes i look in the mirror and am like#hmm. this does not feel better than it did when i hadnt transitioned at all. yknow?#like the last 10+ years ive been existing in this state w my body where im basically just. tolerating it. ignoring it. even.#and that hasn't... changed. after t. and ik thats not like the fix-all but its got me wondering if some of it/a lot of it#is just body dysmorphia? rather than dysphoria? bc like. god knows i have that too.#and just. idk. i feel Really Really anti-gender most of the time. would in fact. not like to be conceived of at all.#but on some level im trying to think abt it practically bc if that ^ is my thoughts on gender fr. i have to decide whats worth it#and like. i miss cool clothes. god men's clothing is so fucking boring. holy fuck.#and AGAIN i KNOW gender doesnt equal clothes but also like. i am Aware to the wider world it still works like that#and truly if i rocked up to work/class in a skirt everyone would be like What The Fuck#and i kind of want to!! but im also scared of that reaction lol#AHHHH why must gender be so complicated. i want to lay on the floor#lol there was literally more but i ran out of tags LMAOO sorry everyone. gender complicated. peace ✌️
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prev post reminds me a friend told me last week she doesnt believe i actually struggle with emotional volatility/dysregulation like ive mentioned before bc shes never seen it firsthand...............
#i dont even know what to tell u girl. i couldnt even give her examples to dispute it bc i find it so shameful and difficult to talk abt#and it would probably be upsetting to her to hear the sort of things that have triggered me. and how ive coped with the outbursts#as if i dont structure all social interaction in my life around trying to swallow this shit down so ppl find me just about tolerable enough#genuinely hurtful thing to hear from someone i care abt. im not upset at her anymore abt it bc what would be the point man#i can understand why she thinks that + i cant control what she believes. but it did bother me a lot + some trust has been lost there.#esp considering she struggles w getting ppl to believe her when she talks abt how she feels bc she doesnt necessarily express it outwardly#in ways other ppl expect. like since ik that im always going to try to assume shes being honest so i dont disrespect how she feels#but its hypocritical + more than a little unfair to not offer other people the same trust + respect. why wont u take me at face value#and anyway why the hell would i say i struggle w controlling my emotions if i dont. what clout am i getting from claiming that#even admitting it is a hard thing for me.... and if thats too much for her to accept it just becomes a barrier in our friendship.#shame but i shouldve expected it tbh. anyway its ok ive moved on no point dwelling on it i dont want to bring it up again#bc theres nothing to gain from it. an apology wouldnt change anything since thats what she genuinely thinks#and whatever she wants to believe doesnt change the fact it is True and likely the biggest cause of strife I experience in my life#blegh stopping there bc im edging into rumination now#god im so tired. bedtime soon i think but maybe ill play a quick game or smth to make it to 10pm.... this week has been so long#.diaries
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Susan's what if scene in s6e11 makes so absolutely sick, nauseous and angry.
#desperate housewives#i know everyone's gonna reply to this that it's just normal fatphobic 2000s shit#but it pissed me off in particular right now#this woman has been getting on everyone's nerve about how mike is her soulmate and they are drawn to each other and meant for each other et#and i mean ok i get it i dont need to like her plot lines i can tolerate this bullshit#but her part in this episode was basically just: in this timeline mike wont fall in love with u. cuz ur fat#i know the message was suppossed to be bc susan couldnt really stand up for herself and give up life without karl#and in the end she realizes that as she sees how mike is happily married (?) with a baby coming#but the way it is visually told its just saying that susan still falls for mike#and he doesnt fall for her and the way he plays it its clearly because of her wait#*weight#let alone the fact how terribly that was made with the fat suit and the exaggerated way her face was made bigger#fuck you whoever did that#also the choice of putting her in way too tiny clothes to make it more obvioud that she's... well fat#she fat hahaha dont you see it?? he clothes are waaayyy too small and she us wearing flat shies instead of highheeld bc she's FAT AND UNSEX#fuck you 2000s fatphobia#this was longer that i intended it to be#tw fatphobia#cant believe a ranted about a desperate housewives episode on tumblr
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Remembering when the close friend group i had years ago made me an office themed birthday video because that was our thing and trying not to let the birthday blues set in
#lolz whenever i think about them i think about how they truly tolerated me#did not like me in the slightest and it only messed me up a little bit!#i hate how there is still a part of me that wants to get revenge? i want them to feel bad about how they treated me#everyone is like what r u doing#what part of i moved almost halfway across the country don’t y’all get lol#now that’s what i call blogging
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for the ask game.... 3, 4, 10 and 13 <3
(for me it's 3. tvpm, 4. tamil, 10. would love to be born in italy/france, 13. the handmaiden and eeaao)
❤️❤️❤️.
3. favourite Indian city?
pondicherry. ik it's not a city but I'm adjusting the question.
4. A Indian language you don't speak but would like to learn?
Tamil and kannada and Bengali too
10. If you weren't born in desi countries which country would have been born in?
idk somewhere with better queer rights.
why Italy and France for you?
13. favourite film from any language
Ohm Shanti Oshana(Malayalam), 3 idiots (Tamil), anandham(Malayalam)
#I've been to tvpm but all i remember is the zoo being very long because i had to walk a lot when i was a kid and started crying#but i went for some safari and it was really nice#i dont really like cities and idk it felt weird to say my own and i remembered liking pondicherry#have been heaeing some bengali songs after acquiring a playlist#and my god it sounded so good and lile comforting and familiar even though idont speak the lang it made me wish i did#havent been watching any movies lately which is why all of them are based on nostalgia and#but ohm shanti oshana will be my old favourite becos nasriya was my first gay awakening but without actually knowing it#that film decided how the first decade of my life is gonna be and im sure it still has its after effects#but also wine aunty and her husband were beards for each other#think abt it#that is my headcanon and i will die on that hill#or atleast husband was a bears without him even knowing it#wine aunty i love u sooo much#wish i had a wine aunty that was secretly queer#guess i have to be the wine aunty now#this is soo long#how do ppl irl tolerate me#anyways want waffles if u still mase it till here by a miracle i want u to knw i read eeaao#as#eeeeeeaaaaaaaaooooooo in my head#at first#*beard#dear god my eng is horrendous on second read#i hope too god i didnt write my answer paper like this
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Thinking about plug! Sukuna saying "tell me you want this princess" and "say you fucking need me bitch" desperately when you don't respond :/
I can't write him anymore in this AU bc every time they fuck I want to tell him we love him but we CAN'TTTTTTT
warnings: 18+ MDNI, fem!reader, dubcon, smoking weed (implied), cheating, manhandling, size difference, slight pining, spanking, degradation, dry humping, vaginal sex, pet names (princess), hair pulling, he slaps u 🫶🏽 ++ squirting !
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“What are you doing here?” you ask, attempting to close the door before he can come in. He smirks, managing to stick his foot between the door and the frame before you can shut it. “You can’t be here, Sukuna.”
He rolls his eyes, pushing his way inside and making himself at home. You lock the door quickly after him, standing with your arms folded as you watch him investigate your apartment. You can’t tell if he’s amused or disgusted, and it makes you wonder why he’s here at all.
“You really are a trust fund baby. Aren’t ya?” he smirks. “Here.”
Your eyes never leave him as he approaches your kitchen table, tossing a bag of weed down onto it. You stare, long enough for him to scoff as if insulted. And then you look at him, looking right back at you. There’s an expression of his face that you can’t quite read, and the silence between you builds and builds.
“What is this?” you ask.
“Weed. I thought you’d know that by now, you smoke enough of mine.” he says, it’s casual but not quite playful enough to be sincere. So you huff, folding your arms across your chest as you consider what to say next. “Don’t worry,” he starts.
“Well I am worried because you always want something from me when you give me weed.” you sigh. “Like a kiss or—”
“Heard you and Yuuji were arguing.” he interrupts you. “Thought you might need something to relax. I don’t have a motive… just trying to—”
“Trying to get your dick wet again, I’m not stupid.” you interrupt him right back. He looks at you, and this time you can read his expression clearly. There’s annoyance across his features plain as day, but you see traces of hurt, too.
Is it possible? Is it really possible for him to extend a kindness to you with no ulterior motive? It’s hard to believe. It’s hard to take seriously when you know the type of person he is. You don’t even really like each other. You’ve gone from hating each other to tolerating each other for Yuuji’s sake.
And still, you feel sorry for him.
He came all of this way, and you’ve hardly been a good host thus far. You sigh, sitting at the kitchen table. The weed must be his idea of a peace offering, so you shrug. He moves from leaning against the table to sitting on the seat opposite to you, watching you carefully as you decide what your next move is.
“I— I don’t even know how to roll.” you confess.
“… I can do it for you.”
Your laughter is infectious enough to make Sukuna laugh too. You’ve been watching old episodes of SpongeBob for an hour, and you can’t believe how long it’s been since you watched it. You always thought it was funny as a kid. But you hadn’t expected it to be even funnier as an adult.
But maybe you’re just high.
“Sukuna?” you say, it’s quiet in comparison to your laugh. But he hears it clear enough, looking down to where your head is rested in his lap. He nods to tell you to continue, but looking up at his harsh red eyes and chiselled jaw makes you nervous. “Why did you really come over?”
He clears his throat, taking a final drag of his blunt before stubbing it out in the nearby ashtray. His eyes can barely meet yours as he searches for the confidence to tell you the truth.
“I just wanted to see you.” he confesses.
You turn off the TV and sit upright. You’re sitting beside him, and now, he can’t take his eyes off you. A squeak leaves you as he dares to pull you closer to him, so close that you’re straddling him.
You hate yourself.
You want to kiss him.
He smirks at the little internal conflict that’s plastering itself across your face. His hands smooth up your sides, one travelling further to take a firm grasp of the back of your neck. His hold is strong, but not forceful. Just enough to keep you in place and maybe bring you closer to him and he leans in to kiss you.
And you let him.
Your lips lock and you moan as he helps you grind down onto his growing bulge. He smiles against your lips as your mouth opens just enough for him to slip you some tongue. A primal growl rips through him as he feels your warm, clothed cunt rub against him just right.
“Tell me you want this, princess.” he says quietly before kissing you again.
You don’t respond, focusing on kissing him back and getting yourself off like a horny teenager. Your hands cup his face, and you continue to roll your hips against him pathetically. Heavy breaths and wanton moans leave you as you proceed to chase the feeling and carry on giving Sukuna what he wants just as desperately.
You do want this.
Your pitiful display can attest to that.
His hands wander again to squeeze your ass, Sukuna’s own moaning at the mere feeling of your pussy soaking his sweats should be enough to make him feel ashamed. He doesn’t care, though. Not when your lips are on his and your entrance is just two layers of fabric away.
He rests his head on the back of the couch, allowing you the time to tell him. Really tell him how much you crave him.
But you don’t.
Not a single word.
His eyes grow darker, more impatient. Could he be wrong? The way you’re using him tells him otherwise, but he wants you to tell him. He needs you to. A hand spanks hard against your ass cheek before he moves it to slap you across the face.
And it shocks you.
His other hand wraps around your hair and forces you closer to him again. Noses almost touch as he looks at you like a meal to be devoured by an animal in the wild.
“Say you fucking need me, bitch.” he demands.
You can’t tell if you’re nodding on your own or if he’s doing it himself with your hair. But you crumble, for him. Spilling your desire and crumbling under his stare, admitting your deepest shame.
“I n-need you, Sukuna,” you bite your lip. “Please.”
He reaches under your skirt to move your panties aside. His patience is thin, he just wants to feel you. He quickly pulls his cock out from beneath his sweats, lining his thick tip up with your dripping hole.
“Fuck.” you gasp, eyes watering as he repeatedly dips in and out of you.
You screech as he forces you down on his length, and he grunts at the sensation of your cunt forcing itself to accommodate his girth. He’s loud, and he doesn’t care in the slightest. This is what he wanted all along.
This is always what he wants.
He helps you ride him, even fucking up into you shallowly to help hit the spongy spot deep inside that always makes you delirious. The spot only he can hit. Not some random guy. Not his little brother. Just him.
“That’s it, princess,” he praises you, noting by your pretty face and spasming cunt that you’re nearing your demise. He’s not much better, either, ready to coat your insides at any given second. He’s holding off, though. He needs you to cum first. “Let go, make a mess for daddy. Go on.”
“C-Can’t—” you tell him. The stretch is glorious and the feeling of his pretty tip battering your g-spot is perfection personified. But it’s too much. It’s too much to focus on and ground yourself to really enjoy and let yourself go. You’re struggling to take him. You can’t give him what he wants and—
He forces your little crop top up to rest beneath your collarbones, quickly sucking and kissing your nipples between his soft lips. His tongue laps at them. And God he’s wasted being a fucking drug dealer.
He should be a porn star.
He pulls away as you clamp around him, throwing your head back from the blissful feeling as your cunt soaks him. Your squirt all over him, turning light grey sweats dark as you almost scream through the feeling of your release.
The sight is more than enough to make him finish. His balls tighten and cum coats your insides as he finishes with you fully seated on his cock. Sukuna’s arms hug tightly around your waist, pulling you flush against him as he empties himself in your womb.
He slowly continues to make out with your tits when it’s over. His energy spent but still desperate to feel you, please you, hear you in any capacity. The overstimulation drives you wild, you do all you can do wriggle away but it’s hopeless.
Sukuna is stronger than you’ll ever be, and you’ve given him full control of your body.
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