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britcision · 11 months
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Alright I’m still alive a day later so LOOK! First pass of Taaco from TV! Everything but the hat and the cape came from the closet and the shorts say IDGAF on the butt but the cape covers them 😔
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My first magic trick of the day was taking off the bra I wore to drive down without taking off the corset or shirt
My second trick was applying kinesiology tape to bind the tiddies down again, without taking off the corset or shirt
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Success rates??? Not great, I’ll grant you, but I got a couple inches off and they stayed in place with no bouncing even when I ran for the 5 hours of con! So still better than the bra
(You are not supposed to tape the tiddies for more than 4 hours the first couple times you do it apparently and this was attempt 2 so even that was pushing it, especially in 30 degree heat. I go hard or go home)
These boots also have the highest incline from toe-to-heel that I’ve worn to a con, since all my taller shoes are platforms and reasonably flat which makes them super easy to run in
Only had one minor spill while chasing down a t-rex but those photos are all on the camera so they’ll live on Insta when the time comes
The ding dang bracer that closed fine at home on two magnets decided if I was gonna move my hands it now needs 3 to keep it in place, so I’m fixing that today
The criminal in question:
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Aaaand the purple and blue pouch I sewed at the con while waiting for passes, so I think I really had a very Adventure Zone day all around
The hat? The hat crushed it, 0 problems except one attempt to take flight on our way back to the car, which I caught by the curtain wire sooooo I gotta tighten the attachments on that before I put the curtain on cuz it pulled a lil bit
Worked like a charm though, held it above my head for the dealer’s room, weighed nothing (comparatively, hence taking flight), and for the first time in 4 years I spent most of a day outside without getting sun sick
For the first time I did need to bobby pin this wig, which I shoulda seen coming given the hat. It did also keep trying to eat my ears, the pin, my earrings, and anything else that came near my head though so she may also be getting rowdy
The cape jingled merrily all day so even if I was a lil slowed down no one had to worry about losing me! 😁 all in all………. Them boots ain’t coming to Yeticon I would PERISH on the hills, but I have a couple possible substitutes
I’m hoping to have the curtain on by then though! Soooo depending on some imminent updates, we’ll see if the hat comes to con again 👀
We also watched a truck hit a soccer mom ass van and crack the damn windshield in half literally right in front of us rather than wait for the van to move over another foot so it could get through, because some genius decided that if he had to get to the back of the con at 5pm on Sunday through THE MAIN PARKING LOT he didn’t have to show up early or anything
To arrive on time. At the end of the con. On the last day.
You could barely swipe a credit card between their bumpers with how close he was tailgating the van, and then when staff came to direct an opening to slide the truck down the middle he couldn’t wait 5 more minutes for the car to actually get out of the way, sooooooo hope he liked the extra 2 hours and insurance calls
Lucky for us, we could get out of the parking lot the other way and I warned everyone in line behind him that they’d had a crash blocking that lane so they’d have a chance to turn around
I’m never parking back there again I’ll eat the $15-$20 to park at the hotel across the street for Sunday and anyone wanting a ride home with me can chip in
We actually did alright though, only took us one hour to clear the parking lot, despite lots of assholes and some poor indecisive souls who all seemed to think indicating was a polite request, not a declaration of intent
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l3viat8an · 10 months
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barbatos being possessive over u <3 especially since ur one of the few things hes allowed to be completely selfish about
he gets annoyed if he smells someone else on u, he gets jealous n needy when u give somebody else attention for too long, even more so if he hasnt seen u in a while
he might even go as far as fucking u in front of diavolo if it wasnt for the fact that he might risk breaking whatever surface u two are fucking on just so he can prove a point that ur all his to diavolo
~ t4t anon
Nsfw content MDNI
I’m not getting carried away this time gdhsgs
Barbatos being possessive and always wanting you to smell like him~
He’s constantly pulling you in for hugs or keeping his tail around you when you two are together. When he can’t be with you he gives you clothes to wear! While his shirts or pants would be idea, usually it’s one of his jacket or a pair of gloves. Stuff he doesn’t  necessarily wear often but it still smells like him.
Now while I don’t think he’d fuck you in front of Diavolo -well not exactly- he’s too possessive for that. He doesn’t want Diavolo to see you like this, it’s a sight only for him! He will fuck you in the room right next to Diavolo’s office or in any empty room Diavolo could walk into at any moment.
Like just imagine Barbatos dragging you into some smaller side room and pushing you up against the door after it shut.
You felt a shiver pass through your body as you looked up at him, his towering form making you feel small and vulnerable. Barbatos leaned in, his lips almost touching yours. "I want to show you how much you belong to me.” he whispered, shifting slightly so his lips were by your ear and you could feel his hot breath on your skin as his hands starts roaming your body, finally settling on your hips pushing his body even closer to yours, “In fact, I want Diavolo to hear how much you belong to me."
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levelever · 3 months
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jonhshi headcanons you say?
- kenshi pinches johnny. a lot. as a joke, as a corrective action when johnny's being odd about something, for no reason at all. it's like the urge to bite, but... pinch.
- in return johnny gets to be a biter. not even just in bed, everywhere (except for around other people). johnny's the type to just give into the urge to gently gnaw on kenshi and kenshi lets him. lovingly.
- johnny is wildly defensive of kenshi. kenshi asked that johnny just not joke about his blindness for a while, and johnny was happy to do so. that also included, apparently, johnny snarling at anyone who DOES make blind jokes at kenshi's expense.
- they're t4t and tism4tism.
- they're also, even though it doesn't have a term yet, both disabled. kenshi being blind obviously, and johnny i actually headcanon as being hypermobile. very hypermobile. and there's really only so much being very very strong can do when you're that hypermobile and your joints are determined to get weird, so johnny probably does have occasional pain flare-up days. they'll stay inside and take care of each other
- or, if the responsibilities that day are unavoidable, johnny will take a cane or crutch with him to town, and kenshi wil tag along, returning the favor of biting anyone who makes a joke at johnny's expense (that johnny obviously isn't okay with)
- kenshi is scary dog privileges
- johnny, when he's the guard, is creepy cat privileges (i made that up but there's no better way to describe it)
- to expand on johnny being hypermobile- no grown-ass man in his late 20s is hitting the splits that fucking easily, painlessly, without prior stretching. he's just death dropping in some of his animations. and i just don't think he has a stretching routine for that. it's his party trick, something he can just *do*.
- kenshi finds johnny's flexibility wildly hot
- (when it's not causing him pain, ofc)
- kenshi's tattoos weren't done himself but at some point johnny unlocks the lore that kenshi apprenticed under one of the tattoo artists in the yakuza, and actually graduated to full artist before he left the yakuza. kenshi is a seasoned tattoo artist
- johnny jokes about opening a flower shop across from him so they can be just like the stories. kenshi doesn't understand the reference.
-they have an actual conversation at one point about the after-- once kenshi has completed his quest, and johnny's career is fully winding down. the plan is to get a flat above a storefront, and turn the storefront into a tattoo shop.
- kenshi wears sleeveless turtleneck compression shirts when working out and johnny fans himself like a victorian maiden every time
- (last one i prommy) johnny once wore a clownish formal outfit to the gala celebrating the success of the ninja mime movie. to this very day, kenshi maintains that one was his favorite outfit johnny's ever worn on the red carpet.
i am going to respond to every single one of these damnit
THE PINCHING/BITING IS SO ACCURATE. like i cannot explain what it is about it but that’s just so them. they do different things but it’s the same concept ghdjdkwkw
YES! johnny is super defensive of kenshi not because he thinks he needs to be, he knows kenshi can hold his own, but because he cares about him too much. i’m sure at first when it was still raw johnny never made any comments but i’m sure it reaches a point where kenshi starts joking about it himself and assures johnny he’s come to terms with it. but if anyone else makes a comment OOOH it’s over for them.
i rlly do love trans headcannons for them. whether it’s t4t or one of them is trans while the other is cis i do not care i eat that up every time. I ALSO FOR SURE SEE TISM4TISM!! johnny has the hyper fixations/knows random facts autism while kenshi has the not really sure how to handle your emotions autism. i think he gets overstimulated too which is also from his other senses being heightened once vision was gone.
I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT HIM BEING HYPERMOBILE BUT IT MAKES TOTAL SENSE! he’s doing the splits on the battlefield i mean come on?!?!??!? (i saw you mentioned this later on LMFAO see u get it)
yes 100% johnny gets scary dog privileges cause of kenshi. too many fans in his face? kenshi doesn’t even EYES for god’s sake and i’m sure a look in their direction will scare them off at least somewhat. and johnny is for sure creepy cat. it’s like “can i come over and be weird and offputting” literally him.
oh yeah the flexibility while it has its downsides for sure comes in handy sometimes. (in bed) i know kenshi is manhandling him into wild positions and johnny loves it. so does kenshi of course.
I’VE POSTED ABOUT THE FACT THAT I DO THINK KENSHI HAS AN INTEREST IN TATTOOS THAT ARENT HIS OWN! he could definitely tattoo johnny i just know he has steady hands and it would come out so awesome.
kenshi not getting the flowershop thing is so real johnny definitely then went off on a long tangent explaining it. i feel like they could just be grocery shopping and something gets johnny going and he goes off on a long spiel as they’re walking around, i’m sure this is an often occurrence. kenshi loves listening to him talk but again, the heightened senses, he probably does occasionally need to rest his head so he kisses johnny to shut him up LMFAO (and it always works that man is so easily distracted)
TATTOO SHOP DOWNSTAIRS FLOWER SHOP UPSTAIRS!
oh yeah johnny loves the compression shirts for sure kenshi looks good in anything. but he does wild for kenshi in short sleeves. he doesn’t wear them super often to cover up his tattoos but when he does goddamn. johnny feels like the luckiest man in the world.
JOHNNY IN A CLOWN THEMED FORMAL OUTFIT FOR THE NINJA MIME PREMIERE MIGHT JUST BE MY FAVORITE ONE OF THESE LMAO. saved the best for last. johnny for sure wears eccentric and colorful outfits on the red carpet. i mean have you seen his MK skins? this man has style he isn’t playing around.
I HOPE YOU ENJOYED :)
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sapphickocho · 3 months
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T4T SKK HCS
(Mostly Dazai)
-Dazai always had really bad body dysmorphia and just like how he struggles with being human, he struggles with his gender as well. He tries to cover up any of his more feminine features and make his shoulders more broad with his jacket.
-Dazai has even begged Mori to give him top surgery, but he refuses, using this to his advantage. "If you do this for me I will give you the surgery" but he never follows through with it.
-Mori also has complete control over all the hospitals and doctors in Yokahama. They have given the order to not preform any surgery on Dazai.
-Chuuya taught Dazai how to bind properly since earlier he was just using tightly wrapped bandages and tape. Dazai never felt more validated before.
-However, Chuuya got top surgery by none other then Mori himself.
-The Flags all designed a tattoo to cover up the scars and Albatross did the inking.
-Chuuya proudly went to work the next day with no shirt, showing off his tattoo and scars. He got alot of congratulations and everyone was celebrating.
-Dazai pretended not too care and hide his jealousy. He realized no one would care enough to even give him the surgery, or tattoo the scars.
-It got to the point that (even though he liked the view) he couldnt stand looking at Chuuyas chest. So in retaliation, Dazai took off his own shirt.
-Everyone: ......
-Atugawa made the near-fatal mistake of confusing Dazai for a girl, and he regretted that instantly.
-Mori heard about the fact his prodigy was walking around half-naked and had to shut it down.
-Dazai: Why can Chuuya do it and I cant hm?
-Chuuya brings Dazai to his apartment after work and confronts him about why he was acting like this. Dazai doesn't respond, but as his partner, he can understand his telepathy.
-Chuuya promises that he will find a surgeon to get him the surgery. Dazai doesnt want to tell him that Mori will make sure that will never happen, so he lies and says he doesn't want it.
-Chuuya thinks it has to do with him, so he says will put his shirt back on.
-Dazai is like: NO!
-Chuuya: *blushing*
-Chuuya compromises, and the next day Chuuya gives Dazai his old binder to replace his bandages. He doesn't look Dazai in the eye because of how flustered he is.
-Dazai doesnt say thank you, he just takes it and runs. He puts it on for the first time and he feels more comfortable and validated before.
-Years later, Yosano finishes operating on Dazai, his top surgery having gone well. Dazai delivers the binder outside of Chuuyas apartment with a little note;
-(it says; Thank you Chibi)
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cactusnymph · 5 months
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I don't have a specific prompt in mind, but could you write some t4t wyll x karlach? With any prompt that strikes your fancy
Wyll still hasn't gotten used to this new body. Karlach can still see him struggling to get a shirt over his head with the new horns, to get stuck in tight spaces or feel a ridge on his brown skin over and over again to make sure that it's supposed to be there and not something to worry about.
To an extend Karlach understands feeling like a stranger in your own body, but she had a lifetime to get used to hers, while Wyll's was changed in an instant without his consent. It's a horrifying thought to have this body that she made a home in be changed against her will like that, because she spent an entire childhood feeling like it was lacking something until she finally figured out what it was.
The infernal engine was bad enough, but it didn't change the way she looks by much, except for the constant glow in her chest. Aside from the foreign piece of machinery inside of her, Karlach likes this body. Likes all the scars she collected, likes the muscles and the fiery red skin, the shape of her eyes, her crooked index finger.
If Zariel had taken her tits, Karlach would have killed her long ago. She worked very hard to get those and she won't give them back.
Whenever she catches Wyll eying his own reflection, Karlach wants to step up to him and tell him that he's beautiful just the way he is, and that his heart hasn't changed and that he's still the most noble man Karlach has ever met. But she also knows that it doesn't work like that. You only get one body, one home for your soul to live in for the extent of your life.
Having that home violated like this, changed beyond recognition... She understands how much it hurts.
Next time she finds him gazing at a mirror Wyll's finger wanders along the contour of his ear as if he's trying to memorize the new shape of it.
"Hey soldier", she says with a smile and sits down next to him, her arm brushing against his. It's still a rush, to be able to touch people like this.
Wyll turns his head to smile at her. A flash of embarrassment crosses over his face because she caught him with the mirror but Karlach doesn't think there's anything to be ashamed of.
"Penny for your thoughts", Karlach says, grabbing the mirror from Wyll and holding out further away so they can both see parts of their faces in it. Sometimes she thinks that they were made for each other in more sense than one. Monster and monster hunter, both trying to do good, soldiers who can't return home, their bodies changed in a way that they wanted and then violated against their will, changed beyond recognition.
"I was thinking if maybe there's something I can do. To make myself feel more... at peace. With this body that I have now. When I was younger I did my best as much as possible. Bandaging my chest, shaving off my hair, wearing pants instead of frilly dresses. This is... different. Similar but different. I don't know if I'm making much sense."
Karlach understands. The two of them have the very same scars on their chest for the exact opposite reason. When she's feeling really mushy inside it makes her cry a little bit how well they fit. And when she's feeling particularly horny she wishes she could make them fit together in even more ways than this.
"I get it", she says, raising her hand to follow the path of his finger from before, gently touching the shell of his ear. Wyll shivers a little and she can see goosebumps erupt on his forearms. Gods, she wants him. She wants him so much. "If you want we could try to do some stuff to make it feel more like yours."
Wyll blinks and looks at her.
"How do you mean?"
Karlach shrugs.
"It's really silly, right, but. Uh. When I got this engine", she bangs on her chest twice for emphasis, "I was really desperate to reclaim my body somehow so I like. Got a tattoo. Got some piercings. Tried to make this house a home again, you know?"
She holds out her arm to show Wyll the tattoo of an anatomically correct heart on her upper arm.
"It's so on the nose but... I don't know. I just wanted something that was mine and that I decided to do with my body", she explains, shrugging her shoulders before putting down the mirror. Wyll's finger touches one of her many piercings she has in her right ear. Karlach tries not to sigh.
"You think I should try one of these?", he asks with a lopsided smile.
"Dunno if that would work for you. It did for me. Guess it's worth a try, right?", she says.
"Where do you think I should put it?", he asks, turning around to face her fully now, his face open and curious and his voice soft. Sharing these thoughts and feelings with someone means the world to Karlach. Every day she's thankful that it was Wyll who chased her through the Hells and that she got to meet him through all of this insanity.
"Well. You're such a handsome bugger, I think you could rock any piercing, really", Karlach says earnestly, watching full of delight how Wyll ducks his head because of her compliment. "But maybe we could start small and just give you an earring. To see if you like it. And if you think it works we can always make that mouth of yours even more kissable and put a ring through it."
Wyll huffs and she watches as he swallows, maybe because he's thinking about kissing her with a ring through his lip or maybe just about kissing her in general.
Karlach stretches out both hands and puts them on Wyll's chest, right where the two fine scars are on his chest.
"I know it sucks, but you still have this. We both do", she says quietly. Wyll hesitates before he mirrors the gesture, putting his hands just below Karlach's boobs. She feels absolutely normal about it and it doesn't do things to her at all. Nope. She's so, so strong.
"Imagine Mizora would have summoned my breasts back... I would have had to kill her after all", Wyll jokes and Karlach snorts a laugh.
"Devils suck but at least they're gender affirmation dickheads", Karlach says and bangs on her infernal engine again. Wyll touches his ear again.
"Do you want to do this?", he asks, his eyes shining.
"Fuck yeah. Let me get a needle from Fangs. Maybe we can get matching ones!"
Wyll looks at her so fondly, it makes her engine burn hotter.
"I would like that."
feel free to send me more of these<3
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wen-kexing-apologist · 4 months
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Ships: every SCOY pair
I see you, villain, I see what you are doing and it is not going to work. I will not rewatch SCOY. 
I love this show for what it says, I love getting a chance to see all the “undesirables” getting romance, and not just getting romance, but being actively pursued in those relationships. Never know what you’re gonna get out of Cheewin, but I am forever grateful to him for this show. 
So, without further ado, here is what I think about every SCOY pair. 
Toh and Nuea 
[by the way, I wrote this and then saw @ginnymoonbeams response, so please note I did not copy her, that just how Toh and Nuea are, and I thought the similarities in our responses were too funny to change how I wrote about them]
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You’ve heard of bi4bi, you’ve heard of t4t, but you know what I don’t think we ever get enough of? Freak4freak. 
Part of the reason I do desperately owe this show a rewatch is because I fully skipped through a lot of the first couple episodes because I was extremely uncomfortable with Toh’s obsession with Nuea and how he was collecting things from him. But, now I love my little fucking freak, and love Toh and Nuea even more knowing that Neua a) knew that Toh was stalking him from the jump and b) was Here For It! 
So I want to go back and watch it from the beginning, without skipping through those parts this time. Billy and Seng have great chemistry, once we actually get to them in a relationship I feel like Toh and Neua make sense together, and I believe their attraction to each other 100%. I love how horny they both are for each other all the time, and how much they want to just be making out in the car instead of actually participating in necessary life tasks, like going to school. I swear to God I have never seen a character with such visceral stars in his eyes as Toh has when he looks at Nuea. Nuea and Toh are so obsessively in love it makes me homophobic, and I wish them many more happy years of collecting Nuea’s straw wrappers and recycled soda cans. 
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Also, I love that they are verse. 
Also also, and I am so sorry but I do just have to say that the first thing that always pops in to my head when I think about Toh and Nuea is how fucking sweaty Toh is all the time. Billy and Seng worked well together, they are phenomenal actors, but dear lord did it pull me out of a scene sometimes seeing Toh just absolutely drenched. 
Sky and Khaojao 
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This is how you do blushing maiden. I have never been in a romantic or sexual relationship with anyone before, and I will attribute some part of that to uncertainty and anxiety. There is some part of me that really believes that I too would struggle with initial physical advances, and so I love every single character that both reacts to their own anxieties around intimacy while at the same time being brave enough to push past it. I love the scene where Jao pulls away like he’s timid and shy about making out or having sex with Sky, and Sky puts a stop to the action, only for Jao to be like “you don’t have to stop”. Incredible. Phenomenal. Show stopping. 
I love watching Jao’s self confidence and security blossom throughout the show as he started letting himself believe Sky wanted him and loved him. They are so great together, I love how much of a unrepentant fool Sky is for his boyfriend. I want Sky and Jao to be fucking all the time so I can systematically steal all of Sky’s shirts while he is otherwise occupied. 
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And I seriously don’t know what they are putting in the water at Idol Factory but again, Heng and Surprise had incredible chemistry. Such good chemistry in fact that I despite knowing they wouldn’t actually do it, I would Not Be Mad if Dr. Chalothorn met a certain handsome technical specialist while working with the detective force…all I’m saying is another show with a HengSurprise match up? I would like to see it. 
That said, I think my biggest difficulty with their plotline is that Secret Crush on You is about how all the people that are normally sides in these shows, the neurodivergent freaks, the trans kids, the fat kids, etc. are also attractive, worthy, and deserving of love but Jao isn’t fat. And it’s a hard thing for me because I love Surprise, I loved Surprise in that role, I don’t think I would have wanted another actor in there, or that the chemistry would have been the same. But I wish Jao had been fatter. 
Intouch and Daisy 
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Shan, I am being so incredibly serious when I say Intouch and Daisy mean everything to me.
I will never ever be over these two. I wish, I wish with my whole entire being that we had had a bit more time with them. I don’t need a whole show. But Daisy is such a beloved character, she is oh so very dear to me, and with the emotional rollercoaster Daisy went on over the course of this show, she really deserves some dedicated time to be loved. I’ve said before one of the things I love about Thai BL is how frequently you have non-cis people just living life, vibing, existing etc and how that feels revolutionary. But despite how frequently I see non-cis people in Thai BL, I feel like we are still severely lacking in ~Gender~ romance. We have Yok in Only Friends, we have Mae in 3 Will Be Free, Molly in The Warp Effect, Ah Jain in About Youth and that’s pretty much it. 
Every moment Daisy and Intouch were on screen together, there was instant joy, and to this day, almost a year after I watched that show for the first time, I still get fleeting thoughts about the translator’s note that said (paraphrasing here) “wish there was a way to explain how Touch’s way of speaking is so respectful to Daisy’s identity”. Like?????? That’s poetry to me. 
They are a gorgeous little couple and I love them dearly. 
Kongkwan and Fon 
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Becky and Freen have incredibly tangible chemistry that makes it so easy to read these two as girlfriends immediately. We got like thirty seconds of them but within that time frame we did at least get sexually suggestive jokes, and an obvious and confirmed relationship between them. To that I say let’s go lesbians!
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huecycles · 1 year
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oh hey :) thanks for the kind comments and tags left under the last post!
it's so wild how body hair in art & media in general is seen as something "disgusting" or "weird", at first i thought that maybe the way i drew it made it look confusing but no way in hell you couldn't zoom in or just... think logically to know that is natural hair? some people are hairy like that! the way i draw it is more fluffy yes because i love floof and i dont give a shit tbh lol
i knew about the "issue" of jevil being fat so the body hair one threw me for a loop like wow. idk why jevil specifically gets this type of treatment, maybe other fat characters in utdr do too but i always see toriel, asgore, alphys, lancer, king, catti, sans who is a skeleton (and i really can't see him any other way, the fandom is doing a great job in keeping him chubby-like i love that) drawn with mostly correct proportions to in game/official art, yet jevil seems to get this mixed reaction. idk why i still see skinny jevil, or why some people insist his clown clothes are just "baggy". the jester is circular, look at his torso please for the love of god. sorry but i just want more fat rep as a fat person myself. i want jevil to remain short (his sprite is shorter than kris and slightly taller than spamton) and fat like he is in game!
drawing him helped me understand a lot about plus size anatomy, and honestly i couldn't be more happy about that because i'm also dealing a lot better with my body image issues and finally bringing more diversity to my art. him being hairy too is yet another thing that makes me happy as someone with pcos, and portraying him as a fat, hairy trans man as someone who is nonbinary and for months has been wanting to experiment with different pronouns/wondering how it would be like to transition is something really special. it's messy and silly but spamton and jevil are the ultimate comfort characters/ship to me, their stories and how they were written speak volumes and resonate with me a lot + headcanoning them as t4t has been beyond freeing and making me get a lot of gender euphoria/dysphoria/envy all at the same time lmfao what the fuck.
i'm honestly glad for these characters because they're what helped me articulate my recent feelings about my gender to my mother, who has grown a lot and is making an effort to understand all of this. the reaction i sometimes get from people who talk to me, come into my inbox or just pour their feelings out in the tags about how they love my portrayal of spamton and jevil's gender identity + their relationship and how important it is to them is so so cool. yeah :)
speaking of chest hair, here's how spamton looks without the shirt. the left side of his chest has a panel for his heart (a smaller version of neo's) and of course top surgery scars, a different type. he's also hairy! not that much since he's a puppet but he still has the addison floof, it's cute
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beanghostprincess · 4 months
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Usopp and Nami being synced up. Nami is more irritated and quick(er) to anger. while usopp is more emotional and low mood his negative personality really shines through during his time of the month.
Nami would usually spend time with Robin she's the only one on the ship she can tolerate at that time. She would steal one of the guys shirts to wear she's not in the mood to put an outfit together or wear something revealing. She took Franky's old Hawaiian shirt. it has drinks and cocktails all over it everyone calls it the bloody Mary shirt because when she wears it, everyone knows she's on her period and she shouldn't be messed with.
Usopp is in bed mostly when his monthly nightmare starts. He's fatigued, bloated and doesn't feel like doing anything unless he has to. wearing an oversized shirt that Used to belong to jinbe but out of kindness it's now his (usopp accidentally bleached it during wash day and he let him keep it) He usually self isolates staying in the cabin. If he's not up by 11am they know why. He usually ignores everyone except for sanji, she (t4t of course) climbs in bed with him and holds him. Lightly rubbing circles on his abdomen humming softly. She puts on a kettle of hot tea and refills it regularly for them. She also yells at Brooke if he tries to take some. She didn't make it for him! She made it for her darling Nami and precious usopp!
They both prefer to eat by themselves Nami in her office and Usopp in his work shop. When they are together it's in the garden (sanji makes him go outside for some sunlight and fresh air can't stay in bed all day) and they usually don't talk to each other they just sit together stuffing in solidarity. You'd think they share products but they don't Nami wears cups it's the most convenient while usopp sticks to pads only. Nami tried to convince him to use tampons at least but he just doesn't like them. When they have to fight they're always checking each other for leaks and will give each other pain killers if they run out. Nami is very open about her period she never had a problem discussing and all the guys on the boat are comfortable with the topic. ( "Ain't no shame when it comes to mother nature"-Franky) usopp on the other hand with a mixture of dysphoria and his fist experience being bad he doesn't bring it up. He refuses to talk about it, mentions it, or acknowledges it when it's happening. He doesn't call it a disease anymore like he used to when he was little (you will still die in 7 days if it is brought up tho that still stands ) but a stomach ache.
Robin and Zoro are synced up but they're just fine. You wouldn't even know they were on their period unless you ask. While Nami and Usopp go through hell zoro and Robin are just chilling. fuck them honestly
This is extremely real and I relate to this on a personal level because I'm the worst when I go through my period. It's a mix of being extremely irritated, sad, or horny, and these two idiots are a menace when they're on that time of the month. I love the whole thing about Sanji staying with Usopp and holding him,, It's just so soft. Sanji would be the most caring lover,, This reminds me I have to finish that fic about Usopp on his period I fucking hate having to work-
And Nami is pretty much like me when I'm on my period except that my cramps are probably a lot worse, but I absolutely love her rage being multiplied because it makes so much sense. And her wearing cups is just so in character and accurate-
Btw I agree the whole crew is extremely open-minded about these things and they don't give a single fuck about them talking about this freely. It's my fav thing ever because that's just how it should always be. Everywhere. And I'm sure they'd all support each other a lot <3
The thing I don't agree on, though, is Robin. Because I'm 100% sure Zoro doesn't even know when he's on his period but I headcanon Robin as somebody with the worst period cramps ever but trying to go through it silently to not worry anybody. It'll pass eventually. But Franky is just the most caring boyfriend when it comes to this and she lets herself be more vulnerable around him. I guess I just find it sweet that she needs a bit of comfort too <3
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frenchfrywrites · 7 months
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Kinktober Day 6
Scent
MINORS DNI
Warnings: gn afab dom reader, sub trans man Billy Lenz, scent kink, sweat kink, armpit kink, cunnilingus, scissoring, fuck yeah T4T!!!!!!!!
terms used for reader: breasts, clit, cunt
terms used for Billy: pussy, tits
"Hey that tickles," you laugh, tugging on Billy Lenz's wild, unruly hair as he licks your neck playfully. You'd gotten home after a run, and Billy had practically jumped you as you passed through the doorway.
"Gross I'm all sweaty Billy," you mumble. He pulls himself away from your neck,
"Billy likes it, you smell suh-so fucking filthy, so nasty, makes Billy wanna fuck," he tells you bluntly. And yeah you know it's not eloquent dirty talk, but it gets you going all the same.
"C'mon then," you grin, tugging his hair again, more playfully, "I'll let you taste wherever you like," you promise. Billy moans, melting into your side as you lead him to your bedroom. It's a wonder you get there at all, considering the way Billy tried (and failed) to hump your body- seeking absolutely any stimulation he can- as you walked.
You fall onto your bed, and Billy is on you like a starving man.  He starts where he left off, licking your neck, but quickly begins tugging on your shirt, hoping for more. You have to push him off before he goes about tearing it off you, and once you remove the shirt, Billy is right up in your space again. He licks between your breasts, then under, inhaling deeply, and rutting his— no doubt— soaked pussy against your thigh.
His tongue travels from your chest to your armpit, where he presses his face into and sniffs. You laugh at the feeling of his tongue peaking out and licking the sweat there, but it's mostly covered up by the sound of Billy moaning.
"Fuck, fuck, you smell so good, sha-shiiit," he rambles once he pulls his head out of your pit. You take a hold of his hair and guide him lower. Billy whines, taking the hint, and tearing your bottoms off.
He squirms around at the sight of your cunt, and within a blink of an eye his head is lodged between your legs. He starts by simply smelling you, but it's not long before his tongue peaks out and begins licking your cunt.
Over the time that you've been together, Billy has gotten much better at giving you head. He now licks and sucks at your clit, and is much better at keeping his teeth away (though there's still sometimes the occasional graze of his teeth against your skin when he gets really excited).
As he alternates erratically between sucking on your clit and awkwardly thrusting and prodding your hole with his tongue, he reaches a hand down to play with himself.
"Billy," you gasp, unable to stop the way your hips jerk into his face. Billy mumbles something against your skin, then inhales deeply and presses his tongue deeply inside of you.
Your pussy is soaked, sticky with a mix of your self-lubricant and his slobber. Thinking about how wet Billy is right now puts an idea in your head.
"Billy," you call out again, tugging on his unruly hair so he removes his head from your cunt and listens to you, "rub yours against mine," you tell him breathlessly.
He catches your drift, and mumbles something unintelligible, then scrambles to take off all his clothes. He spreads your legs, and wastes no time with humping himself against your cunt. You both groan as Billy's clit rubs against yours. He squirms on top of you, grinding against you clumsily, chasing his pleasure.
You're feeling good too, your clit getting more than enough stimulation. The sight of Billy, all excited and needy, his tits bouncing as he scissors you, is definitely a plus.
It's not long before he cums, squirting against you, making your pussy even more messy. He rides out his orgasm, clinging to you and mumbling all sorts of filth.
And then, as soon as he's done, he's back between your legs, laving his tongue all over you, moaning at the taste of your mixed juices.
You follow soon after, a cry of Billy's name on your lips as you clench around his gluttonous tongue.
He tongue fucks you through your climax, slurping up your cum obscenely, only pulling away when you tell him to stop.
When Billy lifts his face from your crotch, it shines with slick and spit. He gives you a delighted smile, all teeth, before crashing down on top of you. He rests his full weight on your body, wrapping his arms around your waist and nuzzling his face into your armpit, where he proceeds to hum and sniff loudly. You want a shower, but you lie like this for a while, letting Billy indulge.
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trixrabitcereal · 3 months
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queenkingkaard ramblings that i’ve stocked up for anyone who gives a shit
rouxls is a major cuddler (in both a platonic and romantic sense!) he will cling to anyone with body heat. he's cold blooded so he's always very cold.
spades is basically an industrial fucking heater (big boy hamster man = warm) and queen can be an industrial heater if desired (built in heating system). rouxls just latches onto either of them and will likely fall asleep
rouxls can “melt” kinda if he gets embarrassed/flustered, king and queen have been making bets on who can make him melt with the least amount of effort. ex:
Queen throws 50 dark dollars on the table. “I Could Do It In One Word”
King matches it. “I could do it with none.”
(spoiler.. they both succeeded)
king and queen are sooo t4t so i always imagine them as like teenagers trying to figure out shit. spade likes the title of “king spade” better than “queen spade” but queen thinks it sounds too violent so she gave him the kingy wingy nickname. spade just matched her energy with queenie beanie
i started kinda looking into random hamster behaviors (bc i see king and lancer as hamsters) and they're weird lil things. they don't purr, instead they squeak to show happiness (along with other emotions) which is really cute.
sometimes i doodle them doing that face rub thjng a lot of rodents do, like where they paw at their noses. it’s an unconscious habit probably
spade asks queen "did you change your lipstick color?" (she did.. it was a slightly lighter blue.) she looks at him and goes "So You Do Pay Attention?" and he gets embarrassed
rouxls doing queens makeup and queen doing his hair
both rouxls and queen are morning people. they're having an in depth discussion about a random ass topic at 6am with spade silently making his coffee. they ask him a question and he stares at them for a second before passing out completely
rouxls spends like. an hour getting ready for bed and spade always gets annoyed. queen furthers that annoyance by making fun of him.
rouxls has a fancy ass extravagant robe, queen has regular night shirt and pants, king is boxers
king is naturally nocturnal (hamster behavior) and has insomnia so he only really sleeps like every other day. most of the time he’s either working or reading something. rouxls tries to help with different teas and/or melatonin stuff, queen just gets him to relax and he’ll occasionally fall asleep with her
queen or rouxls dropping off testosterone and books for king in his jail
King and Lancer’s species (spade hamster things) have always worn hoods/head coverings. it takes a LOT of trust to remove it around anyone, simply because it’s seen as an act of vulnerability and weakness. King is fine being hoodless around Queen and Rouxls, but Lancer hasn’t taken it off around anyone other than his dad and Rouxls.
Queen tries to get King and Rouxls to play video games with her and Lancer but they’re both Stupid Old People™️ and can’t figure out how to use a controller
Rouxls tries to keep King company in his cell but can’t keep a conversation for his life
“Would thoust love me if i was a worm?”
“Absolutely not.”
“:(“
they mean everything to me
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loungemermaid · 11 months
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Happy pride! Here’s some lesbian t4t everlark headcanons
disclaimer I consider this an au and it’s entirely self indulgent okay bye
Peeta and Katniss laying in bed together one morning and Peeta asks Katniss what being a girl is like and Katniss is like. I do not think I’m the one to ask?? I don’t feel like a girl. Or a boy.
And Peeta goes huh. And asks Katniss if she’s ever thought about being a boy, or what she would feel like if she woke up as a boy the next morning
And Katniss is like, *shrugs* I dunno, I guess I wouldn’t care. Not much would change. And she asks Peeta if he woke up in a girl body what he would think and Peeta goes. Huh. I think I would like it, actually.
And so they try it out. Katniss starts referring to Peeta as her wife, using she/her pronouns for her, and Peeta likes it!! A lot!! So much that she doesn’t want to go back to being called a husband or a man. But she doesn’t know what to do, because although she’s seen trans people and knew of some in old Twelve, she doesn’t know how any of this works. She doesn’t know how to make her body feel any better. They experiment with makeup but Katniss is not good at it at ALL so Peeta goes to Effie
Who immediately starts crying and kissing all over her and welcomes her and tells her it’s going to be okay, that she can take her to her own doctors
And Peeta just blinks because what?? Effie is like her?? She’s known a woman like her this entire time?? The whole time??
Anyway, Effie takes her under her wing and gets her on hrt and everything is going so good!!!
And Katniss is still just wondering and going. Huh. She loves her wife, of course she does. That’s not what it’s about. She’s just been thinking about it since Peeta came out.
She starts doing some of the gentlemanly things Peeta used to. She starts leading when they dance around the kitchen. She kisses Peeta’s hand. She likes being more gentlemanly.
Peeta slips up and calls Katniss her husband once and she likes it. A lot. But she still likes being a wife too. She likes dresses. She likes getting dolled up. She doesn’t want to cut her hair. She talks to Effie about it, and Effie tells her she can be more than just a woman, or just a man. She can be whatever she wants.
So Katniss starts trying out they/them pronouns… and it feels good. And then they add in he/him… and that feels good too. It all feels good.
And then Katniss hears about low dose testosterone, and talks about their options, and decides to try it! And it’s wonderful. And one day, he sees a little more of his father in his face, and it’s better than he ever dreamed of. And when their voice drops a little, and they can sing in the same register as their dad, they cry happy tears for days. Katniss is still Katniss, and some days she’ll pull on a dress and let her wife twirl her around like the old days. And sometimes he’s Peeta’s husband. But a lot of the times, Katniss is just Katniss, and their hair is braided down their back like it has been all their life, and they’re in their dad’s hunting jacket and one of Peeta’s old boy shirts and anyone who’s confused can get bent, because Peeta and Katniss are so so happy.
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deijikoonline · 8 months
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Your not Alone (T4T Adam Stanheight x Trans!FTM Reader)
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Gif not mine
Alot of this was a projection of my own dysphoria so sorry if it's not exactly how you experience it.
(Tags: T4T, slight angst to fluff/smut, Very Self-deprecating talk about yourself (Sorry), AFAB Anatomy/use of the words Cunt/Vulva/Slit and other terms, Soft Smut, Praise, Strap on, Adam helps with your Dysphoria, Fingering, Aftercare, Adam might be slightly OOC, The Saw Events didn't happen Adam is Safe, Ngl a slight Scent kink, shared clothes, maybe a bit of edging, Strap occasionally referred to as "His Cock")
You lie in bed, teary eyed and silent,.. around this point in time there was no use in really putting that much energy into your sob sessions when they never solved much besides making you feel 10x worse about the current situation that faced you.. so you just sat there.. leaving hot tears to run down your face as you lie alone in your bed, it felt cold no matter how warm you we're.. cold and desolate as you wallow in your own self pity, the feeling that settled deep in your stomach as you thought about it, will you ever truly be a man in his eyes..?
Adam was a man to you no matter what he was born as.. he passed well, he was beautiful down to his last detail and curve.. you could never compare.. never be the man he was.. not even if you tried. all of your imperfections made you feel unworthy, of a man like him.. he was one of a kind, a special one you couldn't find anywhere else, how did you even deserve him..? You questioned in your mind as you lay back down, you hadn't cleaned up in a while, the bed always messy and the interior of your room un-organized, but who we're you kidding It's not like it has ever been really clean, you dry your tears as you slug your sore tired body out of bed and into your bathroom, safe to say even worse than your bedroom in terms of cleanliness..
You touched the dirty, lightly stained mirror with your calloused fingertips as you stare into It's flawed reflection, In your eyes, we're you really even a boy..? Your reflection.. it felt weird to look at, the flaws in your face, in your body.. it didn't matter if the surgery was in place, In your own thoughts, you still felt nothing like a man.. Testosterone.. Surgery.. Clothes you wore.. how you showed yourself to the public or your boyfriend, it didn't change the thoughts in your mind that you we're nothing more than just a girl playing dress-up.. that's all you would ever be..
Your thoughts we're abruptly interrupted by the door to the bathroom creaking open as your head turns to the sight of your Boyfriend.. seemingly now off work as he looks at you, he could see that look in your eyes, the dried tear stains that adorned your flushed face and the slight quivers of your lip.. your furrowed brows and your figure hunched over the bathroom sink as you turned to look at him from your position.. He knew just by seeing the view in front of him what was wrong, your shirt had been off.. Scars displayed out front and reflected in the bathroom's mirror.. as he walks up to you, hand now placed upon your shoulder, giving it a soft and gentle rub..
"Babe, Y'know I wouldn't ever think of you that way right..?" He mutters as his hand trails to the top of your chest, rubbing it a bit.. as he opens his arms, offering you a hug in which you are quick to accept as you hug tight, eyes threatening to glass over once again, but you hold it, preventing it as his hand trails lower.. rubbing the small of your back as his lips connect to your neck.. as Adam pipes up with a chuckle
"I would never think of you as any less of a man Babe.. your more of a man the most Cis men out there, You have so much going for you.. your handsome.. sweet and funny as shit.. and that's only 3 of the things I like about you.. and I'm sure everyone else we know does to.." His hands land on your waist as he rubs circles into them..
"Your not a girl, never was.. I don't know any girl.. but I do know a boy.. and that boy is you.. my wonderful Boyfriend, I understand baby.. but, you.. you are one of the most beautiful men out there.. your flaws don't define you and wants in your pants doesn't either.." He laughs at his own words as he hugs tight, lips once again kissing up and down your neck as he looks at you.. Giving you that sweet look as he smiles..
"Sorry, I'm not so good at comforting others.. I'm not so sure this is working for you.. is it..?" He says in need of a little reassurance of his own.. as his hand have now moved into your sweats, fingers under your waistband as he toys with it.. You spoke up, breaking your silence as you crack a smile at your Boyfriends Shenanigans..
"I appreciate your words, the fact you even took the effort to try your hardest at solving my Dysphoria is enough in my eyes, it comforts me to know that your willing to try for me.."
You say, your tone quiet and soft as your lips curl into a smile, a genuine one as his hand rests on your ass he leans on you, arms loosely hung around your frame when he goes on to give you a light tug into the direction of your bed.. as he smiles..
"Well, I'm not quite done, my efforts haven't come to their ends yet.." He laughs going to your closet, You knew what he was going in to pull out as your face turned a bit red, sat on the edge of your bed as he unbuckles his belt, tossing it to the side while his hands go to tug off his pants, boxers and jeans drop to the floor as you see him buckle on the strap.. You see him struggle ever so slightly, earning a light laugh from you in humor.. he turns to you, smiling a bit when comes back over, combing a hand through your hair
"Don't worry to much, I'll be Gentle tonight there's no need for you to worry.." He kisses your forehead as he lays you down, smiling as he takes off his shirt, slipping it on you as he smirks
"Seeing you in my clothes is one of the things I wish I got to see all the time, maybe I'll just have to swap my closet with yours for a little while Huh babe..?"
He laughs, settling you down, pulling up the shirt above you stomach as he reaches over the bedside table, grabbing a small bottle of Lube.. as he rubs some over the Strap, stroking himself while his fingers hook onto your Pants, pulling them down to your ankles as they are lazily tossed across the room along with your boxers, his face in your neck as he inhales the intoxicating scent of your scent and his mixing together.. Turning him on to no bounds as his soft lips wrapped around your neck lightly sucking on spots that make you whimper and moan, your tone breathy and strained as you spread your legs, already wet from his teasing as his fingers gently trace your slit, slowly pushing in as his fingers press deep inside, pressing at your walls as they move.. making you slap a hand over your mouth as you groan, hips bucking desperately while your head rests on the pillows behind you, his loose shirt clad to your form while his fingers prod at your soft Vulva, whispering in your ear..
"You don't have to be quiet, I like it when your Vocal for me baby.. Let me hear you.."
His Thumb gently pressed at your clit while he rubbed it, keeping a steady pace between his fingers inside and his thumb rubbing, making you moan out his name.. lost in the Sweet pleasure of his fingers doing the work for you, making you feel good as he sped up.. your choked out soft moans fill the room as the sound of his whispering, your moaning and the sounds of you fill the room.. his face buried in your hair as he groans..
"Your doing such a good job, you don't have to worry about doing to much.. just sit still tonight.. If you can help it that is.."
He laughs a bit, his voice muffled in your hair as he continues, adding a bit of pressure to your now aching and wet Slit.. you felt so close, back arching as he comes to a stop..
"I can't have you Cumming yet.. keep in just for a little while longer.. can you do that..?" He says as he rubs your bare thighs.. you manage a Weak nod as you lay back for him, he grabs your legs, pinning them behind your head as he puts the lubed up strap near your entrance, rubbing it's tip along the edges as he smiles at your vulnerable positioning..
"You look kind of cute like this, I just can't wait to see how much cuter your gonna look when I fuck you.."
He murmurs with a lazy smile, going to slide the head in slowly as you whimper, jerking your hips more as he slowly slides himself in.. hands on your legs holding you down as he starts to move himself in and out, a soft slapping sound echoed throughout your guys' room as he goes slow, moaning a bit at the sight of seeing your pleasured face..
"Such a good boy for me.."
He stutters out as he grinds himself into you, his hips connecting with yours as he goes to move at a regular pace.. keeping you quiet by planting a gentle kiss to your needy lips as his tongue slips itself in, while he kisses you.. he speeds up.. and thrusts a little more up, trying to hit your spot as his fingers trail down to lazily rub on your clit.. other hand holding your trembling legs as he thrusts himself into you, the both of you incoherent and melting puddles as you to reach the brink of hard orgasm.. him pretty much getting off to mostly seeing you pleasured as well as the friction of the Strap he had worn adding just enough to drive him close to Cumming, he speeds up trying to focus on you and your pleasure as he whimpers in your ear..
"Y-You can cum now Sweetheart.. don't hold it back.. be a good boy and just let go.. It's ok.."
His fingers rub circles into you while you start to reach your high point, Cumming hard around his Cock as you soon lay down together, a bit sweaty as he lays on top of you, still inside you as he looks up at you.. brushing the hair out of your face as he mutters to you..
"You did a good job.. you make me so Proud.." He smiles as he pulls out, His Strap was covered in the sticky trails of leftover lube and your Cum as he started to unbuckle it, he had also came himself.. building up enough friction to get himself off and Cum with you, he lays beside you for a couple minutes before standing up and going to your side of the bed, picking you up despite his struggle as he wasn't to strong, carrying you over to the bathroom as he runs a Shower for the two of you.
The rest of the night consisted with an Intimately close Wash-up, and Going to bed, Soaking up each other's Company and enjoying the feeling of pure love..
(Nobody Asked for this, The urge to write it just came, sorry to the 4 ppl who do not have their requests written I was like kind of dead over the summer and now I've other stuff to work on)
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wannabepapa · 1 year
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I like your content and had an idea for an ask, hopefully it's not something you've gotten before
So I was thinking a t4t couple, the boyfriend's pregnant with twins and they organise a home birth, as he labours the girlfriend feels kind of jealous about his situation and decides to share it with him as he pushes out their first baby. After the first one is out his belly deflates and her belly magically swells up, now the girlfriend has to give birth to the twin with her boyfriend by her side supporting her. Fir her birth you can do whatever you want it can be anal, she can magically develop a vagina etc.
Hope you like the idea
oooooooo magical pregnancies are my jam as well as transference pregnancy. never thought about that happening during labor though what an interesting thought! i do also love the idea of one or both of the couple being a witch or magic user already so maybe the girlfriend is a powerful witch!
they've both been so excited for their babies coming and getting to prepare for everything is making it feel real to them. they'll have two little nuggets to take care of that are products of their love. how amazing is that?
though as her boyfriend starts to push there is that little sliver of jealousy that she can't be the one giving him children. it's minute and shouldn't have such a hold on her but as her boyfriend's bulging around the head she casts a spell. there's an intense tingling first that turns painful—a new uterus and vagina in such a short time is never recommended though there was no turning back now it's started. her knees buckle as the pain climaxes, the only thing keeping her grounded was her boyfriend's hand in her own and hearing him moan through another contraction. as he finally crowns she feels her body change.
the swelling is startling. never before had she felt the stretching sensation in her abdomen or feel the heavy weight of a child filled womb before this moment. her free hand makes work on unbuttoning her pants so the orb could freely distended further. it was miraculous watching his bump deflate while her own ballooned. his eyes, bleary and unfocused look at his girlfriend's stomach with interest. there is a short reprieve from pushing where he tugs her shirt up to watch its growth. it's the most beautiful thing either has seen.
he's finally crowned and her bump finishing the last spurts of growth she tries to help with her boyfriend's birth. now much more cumbersome it's difficult to move fast and standing was not exactly an option without help. she decides to crawl to her boyfriend's lower half just in time to catch their first born who is covered in gunko but already beautiful in her eyes. she cleans out their mouth—heart clenching at the whimpering mewl—before cradling them in one arm. she's barely able to hoist herself up with the extreme weight change and wobbly legs from having been on the floor for so long but she's got basic magic to help her. their baby is place in her boyfriend's waiting arms as he inspects them for counting all fingers, toes, and to memorize their face. her heart melts at the display.
it wasn't long after the after birth and settling into bed with their baby between them that she felt the first contraction. it was only the beginning—she was going back to the start so they were in for the long haul. the twin was settled lower now, making her overtaxed skin tender with each rolling kick. her clothes had long since disappeared when her temperature spike from a hit flash. though walking around the house naked wouldn't be her first she threw on some of her boyfriend's boxers that hugged her hip (the must have widened during her rapid expansion to accommodate the growing fetus) and a nightgown that left nothing to the imagination. if she was going to go through the works she was going to keep her mind busy with something.
she found herself cleaning up her potion station when the contractions really amped up. her muscles already ached from the growth but with each cramp that forced them into a vice-like grip had her whimpering or groaning in discomfort. when she had enough she slowly waddled—had the child always been right in her pelvis?—back into the room to get comfortable. her boyfriend was up changing their first newborn when she stopped at the door, leaning against the door jam with her arms cradling the heavy bump during another rough contraction. everything hurt and she wanted nothing more than to use her magic to ebb the effects though something in the back of her mind wanted her to remember this. the spell may be only temporary but there could be something that made this possible—gave her the ability to carry children for her partner as well. she wanted to do that. she wanted to experience the nine months of development and see how proud her boyfriend was seeing her swollen with his children. she thought that single idea made her wet but the puddling of water at her feet was the indicator that it was something very different.
another two hours passed as she finally crowned, the pain of it all solidifying her desire to be a mother for more children, when the plan came spilling out. she went on about how he should take a break—let her carry the next kid (or six) while he gets to be the one taking care of his pregnant girlfriend and chasing after the kids. he loves the idea more than she expected. he does tease that they'll need to be safe so there aren't surprises along the way but she can hear the desire for that to happen. she's ready for it all. with one final push and that satisfying 'pop' the head is out! her head falls back against the pillow while her body and boyfriend guide the babe out then the room is again filled with mewling cries. she feels a heavy weight in her arms to see that perfect little face scrunched up in anger at being in this new cold place. she pulls down the neck of her nightgown so the baby could lay on her chest to get warm, tears flowing freely as they settle immediately against her. she knows she'll need to take tinctures and massage her breasts to encourage milk for the twins. it was all worth it. everything from the painful birth to feeling her body expanding for the baby was the most powerful feeling she ever felt. she wanted to feel it again and again for as long as she was able to
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soupbabe · 1 year
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Oooh could I request chubby autistic trans male reader x transmasc leatherface? Ignore this if you don’t want to obvi, but I saw your post on doing t4t stuff and thought I’d go for it! I’m just a chubby pre-everything guy with all the dysphoria, so having a chubby bf who hides his face and also has trouble talking would just be 👌
Transmasc! Thomas Hewitt x Chubby! Autistic! Trans! Bf Headcanons
Anon we are the same person <3 While I'm not too sure which Leatherface you wanted, I felt like Tommy was a right choice for this <3
Warning: light mentions of transphobia, Reader is written to be pre-everything, I think I hype up Luda Mae too much, half of this is just general trans Thomas hcs 🤷
- I want to go into some detail with some Transmasc Thomas hcs because his situation is interesting imo
- As Thomas grew up, it was definitely evident to Luda Mae he wasn't like other girls
- He never enjoyed the dolls passed down to him and he'd dirty all of his old dresses/skirts just so he couldn't wear them
- It was an added feature to his social isolation growing up :/ constantly made fun of for not how he looked on the inside, but how he felt on the inside too
- It's not the best situation on the familial side of things too
- The men in his family will never be sympathetic to his situation and it's too foreign of a concept for them to support
- However Luda Mae was supporting and the biggest reason for why Tommy was allowed to be named Tommy and do the chores the other men around the house do too <3
- While she doesn't understand it, she loves her son regardless !! Even if it means constantly arguing with Holt and Monty
- His "transition" isn't much; under the strict rule of Hoyt and the time period, there's not a lot he can do
- Thomas definitely felt as if he won the genetic lottery, growing up to be 6'5" and broad
- He passes easily with his limited speech and the muscles he's gained from his job + chores
- And even if he gets misgendered by a stranger, one unintentionally intimidating huff will get them scrambling into an apology
- Okay but anyways I think Tommy loves the fact that he sees someone like himself !!
- It's so comforting finding someone you relate to, finding someone that proves to others that you're not the odd man out <3
- In general, Thomas isn't the best with comfort. He's pretty stunted in that category, but if you're feeling dysphoric or overstimulated Thomas will do anything he can to make you feel better !!
- He'll gladly do all of your chores before Hoyt finds out, (it flusters him to no end but) if you need to play with his hair to stim, he'll sit still for you
- You don't have to ask before he's giving you one of his shirts !! They make him feel better about himself, maybe they can help you too
- If you have trouble communicating, it's alright, Tommy does too <3
- Not only him would vouch for you if you go nonverbal, Luda Mae raised Thomas ! She can catch onto some signs and help you if needed
- Your clothes not fitting the way they're supposed to? Maybe hugging your chest too much or you just hate the feeling around the arms? It's just too small? Let Tommy fix them for you <33
- His love language is acts of service please let him fix your clothes for you
- Hell, he could probably find a way to modify a victim's clothes to make a binder for you
- Insecurities can definitely be a touchy topic at times, but Thomas is understanding
- He loves that you're bigger than others, he likes his men well fed and taken care of
- He absolutely adores every part of you, as long as you're okay with it, let his hands roam your body and hold you
- He'll promise to be gentle, but there's none for him to let you go anytime soon <3
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rabbitcoveredinmoss · 7 months
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TRANS GHOST HEADCANONS (but not in the way you think)
- She/Her but also goes by he/him just because she's like "but no matter what people are still gonna call me a guy, so why not just have it be one of my preferred pronouns" and the rest of the boys are like(in the most loving way possible), "that's not how that works dumbass"
- T4T (she and Johnny are deeply in love)
- Doesn't want to change her body because buff women give her MASSIVE gender envy. Why would she want to change the way she looks when she already looks how she wants to??
- Doesn't want to/has no desire to change her name. Firm believer that names don't and shouldn't have genders 
- Just like Johnny, protects trans kids with all of her being. Going out on a walk and seeing young people wearing pride items and being queer out in the open just warms her heart! 
- Def known she was a girl for a long ass time, just didn't know when it'd be appropriate to come out
- If she catches ANYONE being transphobic it's on sight. Definition of "call an ambulance, but not for me"
- Doesn't have to get breast implants, she got enough titty already (but will definitely on occasion put padding underneath her shirt or look for workouts that supposedly make ur boobs bigger)
- Only likes wearing sports bras because she struggles to reach the clasps at the back of regular bras😭 (buff problems frfr) 
- One of those older queers that will not hesitate to give advice to younger trans people. You can ask her about anything in regards to gender/transitioning and she will answer you 100% without judgement 
- Awful bottom dysphoria. Price is best dad and will give Ghost days off if its really bad
- Is an older queer with older views but she really enjoys getting to bond with younger trans folk so if she says something outdated just tell her, she'll try her best to learn dw😭
- Has no idea about who Blaj is and just doesn't get the appeal😔 (old person moment😔)
- Ghost isn't a fan of social settings but she's down for a good ass pride parade. 100% ONE OF THE FREE HUGS PEOPLE, SHE KNOWS HER HUGS ARE COMFORTING AND SHE KNOWS TRANS PEOPLE NEED GOOD SAFE HUGS 
- Homophobic guys assume she's one of them and i want you to imagine her absolutely putting those dudes in their place, ZERO TOLERANCE 
Def not self indulgent hehe (o3o) 
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insecateur · 1 year
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hi hi hi! fellow transmasc here!
Do you actually headcannon Lysandre / Sycamore as being transgender? I've seen it going around on social media a bit and I was curious about your opinion on it :) (sorry if this is a lame ask)
THIS IS NOT A LAME ASK AT ALL !!! please never worry about sending me asks... i sometimes will take a little bit to reply for busy or timezone reasons but i do not mind getting them. i actually enjoy getting them a lot this was like the one thing i missed the most from no longer being on tumblr 💔
to answer your question..!! i don't know if i would say i headcanon them as transgender as like, a general rule (as in i think of them as transgender as like. their default state when i envision them in my mind's eye) but i do love and cherish the idea of them being transgender!! i have drawn both of them in trans pride stuff in the past and i've even written augustine as transgender once although it was in porn so .
i am sometimes... i guess "wary" of stuff where augustine is trans and lysandre is cis and it has this kind of . oh augustine is smaller and lysandre is manlier so obviously this is the way this makes sense vibe to it HOWEVER. i realize that for some people it's more of a "projecting on the character who looks more like me/who i like more" thing. so i don't begrudge anyone for it although i do wish there was more trans lysandre in the world... (and especially more t4t prfr tbh.)
wait actually this is making me realize i haven't talked about me being professionally diagnosed with lysandregender here ?! at least i don't think so. okay so when i went to see a gender therapist in order to start transitioning the guy was asking me random questions i think it was at our second appointment. and he was like "do you collect anything" and i, FOR SOME GODFORSAKEN REASON, decided to tell him i collected merch of my favorite pokémon character lysandre. and then i was like "actually, i'm wearing a shirt with him on it right now" and i lifted up my hoodie so he could see my lysandre shirt. i don't remember the exact conversation that followed but basically he looked right through me and went "this is about your Gender." and i was like "this is definitely about my Gender." and this is how i was professionally diagnosed with lysandregender
i do genuinely think i have a lot of Gender Feelings tied to lysandre which is also why i like the idea of him being trans, although for a long time it felt too self-indulgent so i kind of refused to partake in it fully. thankfully for everybody i no longer feel a sense of shame about anything so we all live in a post-trans lysandre world now
my favorite thing about them being Gender is that augustine is actually exclusively a "feminine" name in french, and lysandre is gender neutral so both men and women can be called lysandre, although it's rarer for women (kind of like the opposite of "camille") so i think they should both be allowed to trans their genders as much as they want. that is my wish,
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