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I often think abt the dock goodbye in season 5 in the episode before the finale. Like when Ed and Oswald got into a fight bc Oswald went to go save Gotham instead of run.
I think abt it bc can you imagine getting into a fight with the ex you reconciled with abt saving the city so when says goodbye and that he’s gonna miss you. So you naturally exchange the same thing because you really were gonna miss him. Only to find out he was actually talking abt the dog he named after you.
The fucking dog. Like Ed fr thought he was confessing his love a second time to get it right this time, only for Oswald to ruin it with a single sentence of clarification.
It’s peak comedy. I miss when TV had funny little fruits.
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Stray Kids Scenario - I Thought You Hated Me? ~ Seo Changbin
Post Date: 29th January 2023 Content: Smut/ Angst/ Fluff - Changbin x Fem!Reader + ATEEZ’ Wooyoung Word Count: 6.6K TW?: Non Idol!Au/ Enemies to lovers/ Fake dating/ Brother’s best friend/ First Time/ Mentions of a toxic relationship/ Corruption Kink/ Slight thigh riding/ Cowgirl/ Manhandling/ Marking/ Penetration (Unprotected, don’t do this)
Summary: Changbin’s ex girlfriend is getting beyond with her obessiveness and Changbin needs a get-away. What else better than for his best friend, Wooyoung, your brother, to set you up on a fake date to make Sophie back off, much what you hated the idea of. You don’t like Changbin one bit. But how long does the fake dating and hating each other last?
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“Oh look, your favourite person is walking this way,” Wooyoung tries to hold back a loud cackle, alerting his best friend of the presence of Changbin’s stalker... His ex-girlfriend, Sophie. 
Sophie is insane and toxic. Changbin had cut off his relationship with her because she was out of control, harmful, and controlling. It was so unhealthy, especially her obsession with him even after the breakup. She just doesn’t want to let go. She can’t get it in her head that Changbin wants nothing to do with her.
Changbin only has to turn slightly and notice the familiar face running towards him, arms out in front of her as she jumps on him, and Changbin's eyes roll to the back of his head in frustration. Trying to gently get her off him, he attempts to ignore her existence but it is proven almost impossible when she keeps trying to touch him. 
"What do you want now, Sophie?" Changbin lowly growls between gritted teeth, side-eyeing Wooyoung, in search of some help in getting her away from him. Changbin doesn't want to react too badly, considering they're standing in public outside of the gym they regularly go to, probably why Sophie knew exactly where he would be. 
"I miss you, please. I'm sorry, can we please work things out?" Sophie coos at him, pulling at the fabric on his arm, making it extremely difficult for him to contain his anger towards her.
"No. Please leave me alone," He asks as politely as he physically could, trying to refrain from any public conflict, Wooyoung seems to have no idea how to help. He just stands there giving Changbin weird looks as he switches his eyes between his friend and his crazy ex. 
But as a good best friend would, Wooyoung tries his absolute best to think of something, on the spot to try and save his best friend as Sophie is persistent and repeats herself as she starts to whine a 'please' at him. "Sophie, leave him alone. He said no". 
Sophie instantly shoots Wooyoung daggers, arms dropping to her side as she looks at Changbin, ignoring Wooyoung's existence, "But he's the love of my life, I can't let you go my handsome Binnie Boo".
Oh, how the nickname makes Changbin cringe, thinking he might've thrown up in his mouth. In further frustration, his head throws back as he tries to move away from her, "I'm not your Binnie, you're not the love of my life. Get over it". His tone is a lot harsher but she doesn't seem to care what he has to say. 
"Don't lie to me, I know you still love me!" Hitting straight with the dramatics, Sophie starts to well up, tears pooling in her eyes and this just gives Wooyoung the perfect idea. Stepping closer to Changbin, he places a hand on his shoulder, "Come on, brother. Y/N would be upset if you're late to your date with her". 
Changbin's face starts to contort out of confusion, looking at his best friend like he's just eaten the last of his favourite cake. "What? What da-" then it sinks in, "Oh yeah, I almost forgot. I shouldn't keep her waiting, don't want you hating me for making your sister upset. Let's go".
"A date? With who?" Sophie asks in disbelief, the whole thing going over her head as a tear falls down her cheek. 
Changbin turns to her slowly, placing a hand on her shoulder and forcing an apologetic face, softening his voice, "I'm sorry, Soph. Y/N, Wooyoung's sister has my heart. She's everything I've ever wanted and more. I've loved her since we were little. I guess I just didn't realise it until she stayed up with me all night after our breakup". 
Of course, that was a lie. It's all an act to get Sophie off his back. In fact, you and Changbin would much rather not know each other at all. Hate is a strong word, but you and Changbin definitely hate one another, and can't stand being in the same room. 
So the thought that that's the best cover-up Wooyoung could think of is a definite cause for him to give Wooyoung a firm talking to. 
It's a mystery why you hate each other so much, but you just can't even look eye to eye. You've hated Changbin since school, he was always trying to put on a show and make a fool of himself, and you've just never seen what's appealing about Changbin. On the contrary, Changbin thinks you're a spoilt brat, being the favourite child and you act like it too. 
"Well I hope you're happy!" Sophie cries as she runs off, leaving Wooyoung cackling as Changbin shoots him evil looks, pointing at him, "Y/N? Really?" Changbin whispers aggressively, arms wailing as his friend continues to laugh, "I'm so getting you back for that".
An hour goes by and Changbin goes back to his apartment, meeting his other friend for a game night whilst Wooyoung waltzes into your room, with a massive grin on his face. "What do you want?" You look up briefly from your book, already dreading what he's going to come out with.
"I need a favour," He whispers, partially shutting his eyes with his hand in front of him, pinching his index and thumb together, "Just a little favour".
"I'm not lying to mom and dad for you again, forget it".
"No, no. No need for that, it's not for me. Well, it is but... don't get mad..." His voice starts to get high-pitched as he sits on the edge of your bed, keeping a distance to ensure his physical safety after he tells you.
Dropping the book into your lap, your arms cross on your chest, unimpressed already. You're just waiting for him to say it.
"It's for Changbin..." He tries to say as quietly as possible.
"For who?"
"Changbin," He repeats a little louder, scratching the back of his neck as he smiles in hopes that'll help him get away with it.
"No."
It was an instant answer, the mentioning of his name makes your blood boil, and if you know your brother as well as you do, he's dobbed himself into some shit he can't get out of.
Leaning towards you with pleading hands, he whines, "Please!!", but you stick your ground, shaking your head at him as he practically lays on you, begging you. Slowly losing your patience, you snap, "What is the favour then?".
Wooyoung spaces himself away from you again, knowing you'll end up slapping him after he tells you. Almost ready on his toes just in case he needs to bolt it out of your door. Preparing himself, he looks at you, with the famous grin, "I need you to pretend to be Changbin's girlfriend... Only for a couple of weeks. Just to get her off his back".
"You're joking right?!" You yell, fists balling at you and glare at your brother, who's now on edge, waiting for the attack, "I hope she continues to bother him. What went through your mind to involve me in his issues? I don't care for him!".
There was nothing you wanted to do more than to hit him, but instead, you loosen the tightness of your fists and caress your temples, a headache forming from having to deal with your brother's antics on the regular.
"Please?".
"Fine... I'll do it but not for free. I need payment for you putting me through this torture," You sigh in defeat, his pleading eyes and hands giving you no other choice, and the instant return of the grin instantly makes you regret agreeing to it.
"I have 20 bucks," He quickly replies, pulling a 20 out of his pocket and handing it to you, offended when you just look at it, "50 and we can call it a deal," You add in an instant.
"Fine, I'll transfer you the 30 now".
"Thank you, you better love me for doing this. You know how much I don't like your best friend. Would rather lie to mom and dad for you," You laugh, choosing to laugh otherwise you'd cry and throw fists at him.
"Well... That's another thing-" He smiles, instantly dropping the smile when you shoot him more daggers with your eyes, "I'm joking! I promise not to ask for a favour ever again!" He backtracks himself, laughing as you snatch the 20 out of his hand, placing it in your pocket and kicking him off your bed.
A few days go by and you're sitting on your bed, head in a book when your phone starts to ring. Picking it up without looking at the caller ID, you answer it and put the phone to your ear.
"Hey," You answer, unknowing to who was actually phoning you.
After taking a deep breath and trying to remember that you've agreed to do a favour for him, Changbin replies, "Hey, Y/N. Thank you for doing me a favour. I know neither of us wants this, but I thought I'd ring you to thank you".
It was difficult for him to be civil but he really was grateful you'd do this. Of course, he knew you had a price for it but that wasn't an issue for him, even transferring Wooyoung another 50 to send to you too, just for the favour.
"Ugh, it's you, yeah. I guess. Would much rather be someone's fake girlfriend, but you've both paid me to do this so I can't complain I suppose". It was difficult for you too, but you couldn't be too mad about it like you said, you've been paid for it.
There's a moment of excruciating awkward silence before Changbin perks up again, "So... With this whole fake date thing, would you go out on a fake date with me tonight? Just to where Sophie works so she sees for herself and actually get a grip?"
It makes you cringe so badly that you have to do this but you have to say yes, you weren't doing anything else for the night, so you agree to do it, agreeing on a time and meeting place before hanging up and forcing yourself to get ready for the night.
Hearing a small knock at your door, you sluggishly walk over to open it, being welcomed by Wooyoung's smug face, "Oh, you look nice for your little date~" He sings lightly, dancing on the spot as you roll your eyes and walk away from him, going back to doing your make-up.
"Don't taunt me, I'm doing this as a favour and a favour only. Maybe I'll ask for better payment, maybe a payment per date I have to go on," You retaliate, making Wooyoung's hands fly up in defence.
Whilst you're bickering with Wooyoung, Changbin is also sluggishly getting ready, dreading the night as it could either go extremely well and Sophie is off his back for good, or either one of you will end up making it too obvious that it was just a scheme. Hoping for the prior, he walks into the kitchen, the panic of the night making him thirsty, grabbing himself a glass of water.
Minho walks into the room, leaning on the door frame and lets out a low snicker, "Well don't you look good for your date".
"Fake... Fake date. You know how much me and Y/N hate each other, I'm going to ruin Wooyoung when I have an idea what to do," Changbin bites, leaning on the countertop whilst his friend continues to laugh, "I bet 20 bucks that you'll end up together officially".
"There's no way, she's doing me a favour and that's all it is. Once Sophie gets the hint I don't love her anymore and backs off, Y/N and I can go back to our own lives. I'm hoping tonight is the only night I'll have to spend with her".
Patting his friend on the shoulder cockily, Minho passes him to grab himself a drink, "Whatever you say".
- Time Skip -
Patiently waiting at the agreed meeting spot, Changbin rocks on his heels, nerves going through him and regrets letting Wooyoung even consider this to be an option but he starts to consider how this may help sort things out between you both. 
It could potentially be a thing where Wooyoung's playing devil's advocate, unintentionally making a bad situation into something that could turn out better than expected.
However, Changbin is grateful that it's you in some kind of way and not anyone else, understanding that there's mutual feeling in this but he knows for one thing, he definitely won't be able to hate you if all goes well and the plan works. He'd be able to tolerate you, maybe even consider you as a friend but that was as far as he'd go. For now.
"Well don't you look... decent," A slight snarky comment is heard from behind him, turning to see you and without realising, a smile grows on his face and he's in awe at how good you look. 
He's never really paid attention to how you look, but you're so attractive, and he couldn't deny appreciating good looks. It must run in the family "I guess you do too".
Same for you, using the word 'decent' for him is an understatement. He looks better than decent but you weren't going to admit to yourself that he looks amazing, well kept and that smirk? You weren't going to listen to the heart in your chest that's pounding so much it could burst out of it.
"You ready to put on a show?" He distracts you from your subconscious arguing with yourself, offering his hand out as you take it, surprisingly neither of you has a major reaction to the physical touch, remembering this is just for show. Just a fake relationship.
Walking into the restaurant, you’re greeted by the person who you’re putting this whole show on for, the waitress, Sophie. The second she looks up from the desk, her heart drops. She looks for signs of a possibility but with the way Changbin pulls you closer, arm now around your shoulder as he kisses your temple, she chokes on her words. 
"Table for two, please?" Changbin politely asks, smiling as your hand rests on his on your shoulder, looking at Sophie with a smirk as you watch her crumble on the inside, maybe this will be more fun than you thought.
The physical touch and affection that you're receiving bothers you slightly but you have to admit, Changbin is a true gentleman, gentle and courteous. You couldn't complain, he wasn't saying anything or doing anything bad and just as you keep reminding yourself, this is going to be worth it. It'll all end soon.
"Of course..." She chokes, "Right this way".
You could feel the jealousy and hate towards you radiate off her and you find yourself enjoying it, really wanting to play on it as you stand next to your assigned table, making sure that she was watching you as you reach up to place a soft kiss on Changbin's cheek after he pulls your chair out for you.
"You're really getting into this," He remarks, smirking as he watches you take your seat.
Shrugging, you turn to him, "It's the perks of fake dating, plus she really hates this. I like a little drama and being a little petty sometimes". Your reply makes his eyebrow rise, his smirk growing slightly bigger as he hands you the menu.
At this moment, Changbin realises you're really all not that bad, actually considering that he might enjoy this more than he's expecting to. Maybe Minho was right to a certain extent, just not the whole dating thing.
Whilst he's scoping through the menu, you just by chance look up from yours and your eyes fall onto his face, making your heart flutter a little more as you somehow start to appreciate that he's more than just good-looking, realising that he's a genuinely good guy.
However, this starts another fight in your head, that it's just a facade purely for the intentions of why you're fake dating in the first place, but something in your mind and in your heart wants to break free to yell at you that you've thought wrong about your brother's best friend this whole time.
"Are you guys ready to order?" Sophie forces her customer service voice and a smile as she glares at you, cursing you and the ground you walk on as she awaits an answer from either one of you.
Looking at you, Changbin nods, gesturing to you to order first, "Hmm, I think I'll have the steak, medium, and a glass of wine please", You ask, putting on the fakest, softest voice you could, smiling back at Changbin who's grinning more than he has since you've met up.
"Oh, good choice, baby. I think I'll have the same, and a side of garlic bread, please?" He looks up at Sophie, writing down the order and it was clear as day that she was not happy in the slightest.
Walking away with your order, Sophie looks back over her shoulder and it's clear that there are tears in her eyes, trying to hold them back before disappearing behind the bar.
"She doesn't seem happy at all, I think it's working," Changbin scoffs behind his hands, cupped together in front of his face, the smile never going away, only growing more when you look up at him, eyes sparkling in the light.
"I think she's ready to cry, I feel kind of bad for her," You tilt your head, hand down on the table whilst the other supports your head, shoulder on the table, "But as long as she leaves you alone after this, it's a win-win".
Both of you at this moment realise that the hatred you had towards each other was seriously useless, that you hated each other on no grounds, but out of pure distaste because you just couldn't ever see eye to eye. In this moment, you realise that you're willing to get past that as your heart flutters when he looks up at you.
Unconsciously, Changbin's hand is on top of yours, caressing the back of it and you think nothing of it, maybe he's noticed that Sophie is looking but he really couldn't look anywhere else, utterly infatuated with you in silence. Only really realising what he's doing when you move your hand slightly.
This setup is the sign of bad intentions going right, and both of you struggle to even consider letting the other know that you can't really have the same feelings for each other that you had, just waiting patiently for your food in such awkward silence.
"You know what, this date... I mean fa-" Changbin gets cut off by Sophie coming over with your glasses of wine, silently putting them onto the table before walking away, now with a huge amount of attitude, not even being able to look at either of you.
"You were saying," You lightly brush up, taking the glass into your hand as you go to take a sip of the wine, Changbin's cheeks turning a light pink as he dismisses it, "Nothing, just saying that this is doing well, she's getting the hint I think".
In reality, he wanted to say he's genuinely enjoying this night for more than what it was intended for, actually enjoying your company. Not thinking much of it, you just agree with him, trying your best to ignore the fluttering of your heart when your eyes meet again.
"I still hate you," You whisper as quietly as you can, raising an eyebrow at him, getting the same in return.
Not waiting for much longer, your food comes out, being placed in front of you as you start to dig into it, making small talk about what you're both up to whilst trying to keep an eye out for Sophie's presence so you can play on the fake dating ordeal. Though she tends to keep a distance, seemingly just wanting to give you both safe and safe to say, she's realised that she has no chance of getting Changbin back.
Though you're both full, you couldn't resist eyeing up the dessert menu, thinking why not take the opportunity to make the most of the night? And oh, was the dessert so worth it? Especially for the price as well, neither of you could say no to the new waitress that comes over.
"Come here, you have something on your lip," Changbin sighs in a teasing voice, leaning across the table, grinning as his thumb gently swipes over your bottom lip, making you smirk at the warmth of his touch, your heart pacing faster than ever before.
"Thank you, Binnie," You reply, unintentionally giving him the nickname, making Changbin's heart race as he remembers, it's part of the act. But he wants nothing more than for it to be real.
In the time it took for you to order dessert, wait and receive it, Changbin's mind floods with ideas of making a first move on trying to "improve" your relationship, not wanting to be enemies anymore and if he is to listen to his heart, maybe he starts to think more of you.
You're pretty, you're kind, funny, and just amazing in his eyes and he's kicking himself that he's never noticed it before. Not that he's really had the chance to in the past, always being around Wooyoung and thinking he hated you too much to even acknowledge you.
Just as you're about to leave, Sophie calls Changbin, "Go wait outside, princess. I'll be there in a minute," He says in a soothing voice, caressing your cheek before letting you love, "What do you want Sophie? Thank you for being a great server tonight".
Taking a deep breath, she nervously looks for the words to say, fighting back tears as she struggles to look at him, "I hope you're happy with her, I want nothing more than for you to be happy. I'll love you forever, but I know I need to let you go".
"You do, and I'm happy. More than I thought I would be, she's..." He realises that there's more to the night than just the fake dating, but the way he smiles whilst thinking of you, he's smitten, "The best. I wish you the best, Sophie. There's someone out there for you," He nods to her before meeting you outside, sighing and throwing his head back, in relief.
"What did she want?" You laugh, making the first move to walk back home.
"Only that she's noticed how happy I am..." He starts, stopping himself momentarily when you turn to look at him, "With you".
Standing on the corner of the street, you couldn't help but laugh at him, but notice how serious his expression has gotten, genuine eyes with the softest smile on his face. And for a moment, you're infatuated, couldn't get your eyes off him, unknowingly getting closer to him, and kissing him.
"What are you-" He gets cut off by the sudden feeling of your lips on his, hands resting on his shoulders as his snake around your waist, slowly melting into the kiss and sighing happily.
The kiss was totally unintentional, you didn't even know why you did it, but god, did it feel good. Sophie wasn't even watching and even if you would try to use that as an excuse, you couldn't deny how you felt after you finally got out the one thing you wanted to do, just to confirm the feelings that brew inside of you.
Pulling away from the kiss slowly, Changbin's smirk was nothing like you've seen from the night, his eyes turning sultry as he looks down at you, tongue between his teeth as you panicked, removing your hands from him and walking away quickly.
Only to stop yourself, take a deep breath and come to terms with what you've just done.
"I thought you hated me," His sarcastic, teasing tone was enough to make you bite your tongue, his hands slowly returning to your waist from behind as you couldn't even look at him.
"I do".
"Sure you do, that's why you kissed me," His voice deeper and quieter, inching his head closer to your ear, "And what a good kisser you are, for someone who hates me".
Maybe it's the whole "fake-dating" thing that's gotten to you, maybe it's the pent-up rage from Wooyoung making you agree to do this for Changbin that's made you unable to think clearly, but there's one thing now, there's no way you can take that back. You kissed your brother's best friend, who you've claimed to hate for years, and now? The pent-up frustration with yourself turns into something a lot more... Sexual.
Turning around swiftly, your face is barely a centimetre away from him, almost as if he's challenging you to see if you'll kiss him again, and so you do, but this time, it turns into more of a make-out session, in perfect view if Sophie was to notice.
"I hate you," You breathe through the kiss, fighting back every urge to rip his clothes off there and then, "Sure you do," He responds cockily, pulling away before taking your hand, "Come on, you're not going home now, let's go chill at mine".
And you aren't going to say no. There's no way you could say no. Maybe you'll regret this by the end of the night, but right now, you thought you've gotten this far, how much worse could it get?
The second you get through his front door, your lips reattach, and there's no mercy in the way you kiss each other, with fiery passion as you fight with your tongues, making your way to his bedroom, completely ignoring the fact that Minho was in his bedroom.
"You still hate me now?" He cockily asks, gently laying you down on his bed before his lips attach to your neck, making you sigh heavily and pant at the feeling that sends shivers down your core and a burning sensation pools there too.
Never have you been in this type of situation, and never have you had someone touch you like this. It was your deepest, darkest secret that you've only ever gotten as far as foreplay with someone, never really finding the want or need for sex, until now.
"Wait," You quip, slight panic setting in when his hands make their way under your shirt, warm hands on your bare skin on your sides.
"I'm sorry, do you want me to stop?" He says with a pure apologetic tone, instantly retracting his hands and leaning back on his heels to give you a little bit of space.
Looking up at him, the feeling of reassurance you instantly feel when he gently caresses your thigh makes you comfortable, "I've just never done anything with anyone really," You say in an almost whisper, almost sounding apologetic, but the reassuring smile on his face couldn't be any more help than it already is.
Hearing that, it just makes Changbin's mind go wild with thoughts of him being your first, finding it to be a huge shame that you've never known what a good night really is, with a slightly smirk and a seductive tone, he leans in so his face is almost touching yours, "That's okay, I can show you how to have a good night. Only if you want it though".
He doesn't move his face, just staring at you with lustful admiration, your eyes wide and glued to his as you do as you did earlier on, randomly kiss him with your hands grabbing at his biceps, tongue swiping his bottom lip.
"Do you want to stop? You can say so if you need me to?" Changbin asks again, softer, his voice lighter as he presses another kiss to your lips.
You shake your head slowly in reply, taking a deep breath before reaching to kiss him back, with much more passion than it has been for the last few minutes, "I trust you".
Looking into your soft big eyes, there's something about your innocence and the change in attitude from you that sends him over the edge. He now wants to make it extra special as his feelings play on his mind, finding that at this moment, he's completely and utterly falling over heels for you.
A gentle gesture of his thumb caresses your cheek as you look back at him, smiling, you realise that you seriously wouldn't do this with anyone else, under any circumstances. The night going from being a fake date, hating each other to now being underneath him without any anger or hatred towards him, your heart warms at the thought that maybe you're second-guessing your hatred, maybe this night will definitely change the relationship between you both and you weren't going to fight it.
The passionate kisses turn into something heated as his hands find their way to your waist, holding you tight as there's no space left between you. Your fingers tangle in his hair as you gently pull on it with the flow of the kisses, soft pants and whimpers in between.
Ths kissing is enough to make your core pool with a burning sensation for him, and the way he smirks into the kissing, your mind is going insane.
"So you don't hate me?" He pulls away, fingers teasing at the hem of your shirt, his smirk permanent on his face as he slowly teases it up your body.
"Shut up and fuck me already," You quip, winking at him as you take control and take your shirt off instead.
The drastic change in your attitude makes him feral, his eyes turning lustful and his mind going places he never thought he'd go to, especially thinking about you. You're going to be the one he's never going to be able to let go of now.
His lips were on your lips now they were across your collar bone, making your chest rise at a quickened pace, making you pant as the gentle touch of his lips on your bare skin made their way down your chest until he reaches the top of your bra.
His hands tease around your back and within seconds, the bra is unhooked, sliding them off your body before his lips wrap around one of your nipples, making you gasp at the feeling. Tongue swiping across the sensitive nub whilst his hand caresses the other, thumb brushing over the other nipple, making you whine more.
Just above the nipple, he marks the skin, sucking and licking over the bruise as it rises to the top, leaving a dark red blotch, continuing this on as he lowers himself down your body, marking your bare skin with hickeys from your chest to just above the waistband of your trousers.
Within seconds, they're gone too, his eyes dark and sultry as he glances up at you, with a pout on your lips, face reddened by how hot it was getting in the room. but also with how good he's already making you feel.
Wanting to match with you, he gets rid of his own clothes, throwing them onto the floor haphazardly to join yours.
In the time it takes him to do this, you get the greatest idea, pushing him back onto the bed as his back hits the wall, legs lying across the bed, situating yourself onto his lap.
Though before you could even find yourself to be sitting perfectly on his lap, you land on his thigh at first. The movement of trying to correct your position, your core brushing against your thigh, you whimper. The muscles of his thigh tense purposefully, making your head throwback when you roll your hips onto him once more.
The friction of his thigh muscles tensing and releasing against your core makes you whimper and whine, his hands back onto your waist, holding it firmly, letting out a low sigh at the sight of you getting off on his thigh alone.
"Awh look at you~" He coos playfully, teasing you as he pulls you over his lap, situating you properly and laughing when you glare at him, "Awh don't tell me you hate me now".
"I hate you," You lie through your teeth, of course, you hate him for teasing you but that's about it, now you're full of lust for him, even going as far as to say admiration for him too.
You're holding yourself up, watching as he carefully lines himself up to your core, soaked from all the teasing and kissing already.
"You're on top, you're in control," He says, smirking as you look down at him, slowly lowering yourself down onto him, taking your own time and as he said, you're in control.
There was seriously no need for foreplay at this point, you needed him, and you need each other. The tip was enough to have you crying, your head throwing back once again as you push through the slight pain from the stretch and sit down, letting him completely fill you up.
"Fuck!" He hisses, feeling your tight walls tensing around him, giving yourself a moment before you make another move, getting used to the feeling, "I love a girl on top".
With his words playing with your mind, finding his lips again, you slowly start to move on his cock, lifting and lowering yourself slowly. Making you moan on his lips as he eats them happily, hands moving from your waist to your ass, holding you up and giving each cheek a good squeeze.
"You're so fucking hot, riding my dick like such a good girl," He groans through the kisses, his grip getting harsher on the flesh of your ass.
This just gives you the incentive to bounce on his cock, moans filling the room as you cry his name. Loud enough you're sure that the whole street could hear you but you couldn't care.
"Who thought you, my best friend's innocent little sister could ride a dick so good, huh?" He continues, biting his lip when you roll your hips after slamming back down on him and loudly crying on his lips. 
"Shut up," You manage to cry out, finding your head fitting in the crook of his neck, also finding this to be the perfect opportunity to mark him just as he did to you, leaving bigger and darker purple marks down his neck.
From this alone, he uses his strength, not that it was a challenge anyway to hold you up, thrusting up into you as you bite down onto his shoulder, eyes rolling to the back of your head with barely audible cries and whimpers flowing out of your mouth. Your mind goes completely numb.
"Awh look at you, baby. Taking this dick so well, your moans are so sweet," Growling in your ear, something in the way your moans sound like sweet melodies to him turns him animalistic, growling more and digging his nails into you, biting your shoulder with little nips just to make you moan more.
Though he's loving every second of you being on top, he just couldn't hold back much longer, holding you with one arm, he gets to his feet with your legs wrapped around his waist. Holding you up, with no issue at all, he lifts and lowers you down onto his cock, just to show off his strength and of course, just to see your reaction when he does it so effortlessly.
The way his tip brushes right up against the sweet spot in this position makes you wail, screaming his name louder and louder each time as the knot starts to tie and tighten with a quickened pace. Almost too quick that you're ready to come all undone over his cock any second.
Feeling that you're so close, with the pulsating sensation around his cock, he nips at your ear lobe, making a deep sigh at the pleasurable sensation, "Fuck, is my pretty girl going to cum? Cum on this cock and still claim she hates me? Huh?".
And with that, your legs shake as the pleasure hits you hard. "Changbin! Fuck-!" You scream repetitively, holding onto his shoulders with everything you have as you tighten your grip around him, only bringing his own orgasm closer.
"That's it baby, you're okay," He reassures softly, lowering you down onto his cock, just letting it sit inside of you as you catch your breath and come to your senses, gently being placed back on the bed.
His finger traces your hairline, gently placing the stray hair behind your ear with gentle rocking motions with his hips meeting yours.
"I... don't hate... you," You sigh through your pants, smiling before another moan escapes your lips when his hips rock into you a little harsher, "Fuck!".
"I know you don't, princess," He huffs through another pleasure hit, the urge to cum getting harder to avoid, pulling out and hot strings of his cum covering your abdomen, the both of you taking in a deep breath as his cock twitches in his hands.
Sitting back on his heels, he just looks at your fucked out state, eyes fluttering, warm and a sheer layer of sweat coats both of your bodies.
Letting you lay there, he rushes to the bathroom, coming back with a warm wet cloth to clean you up, being ever so gentle with you. Even going as far as grabbing you one of his t-shirts and a pair of his boxers, putting them on you so you didn't have to move.
"It's okay, don't move. I'll take care of you," He softly speaks, peppering the tip of your nose with kisses as he pulls down his shirt down your torso, shortly after getting himself into some clothes too, joining you in the bed and pulling you in close to him.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" You choke, finally back to reality, looking up at him as you're rested in his arms and against his chest.
"Because I can't bring myself to hate you, my heart won't allow it. I know today was meant to be a case of getting Sophie off my back, but I never thought I'd end up falling for you as I have," He whispers, head above yours, fingers tracing circles on your bare thigh.
"It's been a good day, I never thought I'd enjoy it as much as I have... Wait..." You completely didn't realise what he said as you try to continue on from the conversation of the fake date plan, the realisation hits you and you're wide-eyed.
"You... Like me?" You quickly add, turning to face him completely, and being greeted with the softest, sweetest smile, eyes pure with admiration.
"No... I hate you~" He teases, rolling his eyes jokingly before placing another kiss on your forehead, "I don't hate you, I wouldn't have let you kiss me if I hated you that much".
"Well, I still hate you," You poke your tongue out at him, giggling as he rolls his eyes again. Bursting out into laughter when he starts to tickle you, "No! Please," You squeal.
You try to get out of his grasp, "Okay, okay! I'll be honest, I'm glad Wooyoung unintentionally set us up. I don't hate you either, I think being in the restaurant and seeing how nice you actually are, made me realise that I've always needed someone... Like you".
"Now that's a conversation we have to have... with Wooyoung. I don't think he's going to be very happy that his plan worked but not to what he thought it would," Changbin breathed in, side-eyeing you before you both crack with laughter.
But that will be a conversation for another time, now you just wanted to enjoy each other's company. Now there's no hate in the way, you realise after a long night, you don't think you could be without each other.
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kokinu09 · 6 months
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Fake Love
Inspiration :
For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt
I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can’t be bloomed in a dream that can’t come true
—BTS, Fake Love (English Translation)
💥Trigger Warning : Toxic Exes, breakup over the phone, implied friends to lovers, gay panic moment, MinSung (Minho x Jisung)
Word count : 2,347
AO3
A/N : This was intended to be a short little prompt and it obviously got away from me! 🤗 Originally supposed to be for @rainfallingfromthesky but the MinSung makes me think @keepswingin will be a fan. 😂 Hope you enjoy it!~
~*~
“It’s just not working out,” Jisung tells her gently, phone pressed to his ear, bracing for the inevitable argument.
“Wait, what?! You’re breaking up with me?!” She exclaims through the line.
“Yeah… I’m sorry…” he apologizes as sincerely as he can muster. But he’s not really sorry.
This girl has been doing nothing but ask him for money or to buy her things all week! Most of the time, she doesn’t even respond to his texts! It’s too obvious that she doesn’t and hasn’t even cared about him or his feelings for the past four months. So he’s decided now is as good a time as ever to let her go. Cut his losses and move on.
The laugh he hears in response is sarcastic at best before she switches to an overly sweet coo. “You don’t wanna break up with me! Come on, Ji baby! Why don’t we go out to a nice restaurant and talk about this!”
Usually, he’d feel bad for handling a breakup over the phone instead of in person, but he’s so glad he did in this case. The way his eyes roll to the back of his skull in annoyance at the suggestion would have definitely offended her worse. He’s struggling enough just trying to keep his breathing even and not letting out any noises of frustration. Maybe he should have just texted her at this point.
“No, no. There’s no reason to draw this out,” he says, hearing a ‘but’ as he goes on to keep her from interrupting. “It’s been fun but I don’t think we’re good for each other. It’d just be best for both of us to go our separate ways.” He rushes out and crosses his fingers that she won’t make this harder than it needs to be.
On the other end, he heard her scoff. “Really, wow. I guess the rumors really were true. Do you think you’re better than everyone else, Han Jisung? ‘Cause I hate to be the bearer of bad news but you’re not all that.” She sneers. “It was embarrassing hearing about you from all my friends. Seeing all those videos of you having a panic attack walking through the airport. What kind of Idol gets anxiety from just getting on a plane!” She laughs cruelly.
“Ouch, okay then. I see what this really meant to you,” Jisung snaps back angrily, not that this was any news to him.
He already knew she was only into him for his money but his heart still hurts that he still hasn’t been able to find someone who likes him for him. Whether he had money and fame or not.
“You won’t have to worry about me ‘embarrassing you’ anymore. It’s over.” His tone burns with anger as the words leave his lips. Sharp-edged, firm and indisputable. No room for argument.
“Fine!” She huffs in arrogant annoyance. “You’ll be back.” She adds he can hear the cocky smirk she must be wearing as she says it.
Breathing a laugh, “Doubtful,” he says, ending the call before he can waste another second on their pointless relationship.
Jisung sighs as he drops his phone to the mattress, pressing the heels of his hands against his eye sockets. He’s exhausted. It’s been the same thing over and over again since he’s tried dating.
He hates it. He can’t tell who genuinely cares about him or who’s only out for themselves. It always starts off great and they seem so sweet and affectionate. Then, at some point along the way, it just flips and they’re flirting with the other members or only giving him attention when they want something.
His mind is a mess, thoughts racing in the worst possible directions. From the self-conscious worry of ‘Is it him?’ ‘Is he the reason it never works out?’ To the despair of ‘he’ll be alone forever.’ ‘He’ll never find someone who truly loves him.’
The buzz of his phone beside him pulls his brain out of its spiraling. He glances at the back of it, debating if he dare flip it over and see who was messaging him. It was probably her, continuing the arguments or pleading for another chance.
It’s always the same.
With a resigned huff, he grabs his phone more aggressively than was probably necessary as he flips the screen to see the notification. The tension in his brow immediately eases, sighing out a relieved breath at seeing it in fact wasn’t a text from ‘Little Miss Gold Digger’ but instead was from Minho. A pointless text about his meal, complete with a picture of proof. Too zoomed in to really tell if it looks good or not.
Even still. No matter how mundane the topic is, Jisung finds that he’s never annoyed by his best friend’s messages. He actually looks forward to them. They make him feel normal for once.
He closes his eyes as his head tilts back with a smile spreading across his lips. A feeling of deep gratitude replacing all the negativity that had filled his chest. Thankful that he’s not truly alone. He has Minho and the rest of his members going through it with him. The few people who understand everything he’s going through. Minho, the one who knows him better than anyone else in the world. Who he can turn to with his struggles without worry of judgment.
He’s already pressed the call button before even giving it a second thought. And Minho doesn’t disappoint, answering on the first ring.
“Ah, my dinner looked too delicious for you to resist, huh Jagiya?” He laughs, the infectious sound tugging at the corners of Jisung’s lips.
“Yeah right, I couldn’t even tell what you were having, hyung,” he replies with a chuckle that quickly dies with his sunken mood. “But uh, would it be ok if I come by your dorm tonight?”
There’s a pause from the other end of the line.
“Of course you can,” he says easily before asking, “Is something wrong, Hannie?”
Jisung cringes at the question because he can’t be honest and just say ‘everything is wrong actually.’ Minho would worry about him. And Jisung already felt like too much of a burden by asking to come over.
So he’ll lie to ease it a little bit.
“Everything’s fine, hyung. I just, don’t wanna be alone right now,” but he can’t stop the honesty that slips out. Minho was good for that. No matter how much Jisung wants to hide the truth, it always comes out around him.
“Come over, Hannie. We can talk if you want after we watch a few episodes together,” Minho offers, a gentle undertone to his voice. Understanding and willing to listen. When he’s ready, of course.
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Two episodes quickly snowballs into five as it often did when Minho and Jisung binge-watch a show together. The TV is switched off when Minho finally decides it’s getting a little late.
Jisung uncurls himself from around the dancer with a stretch and yawn. Another habit the two have adopted over the years of watching anime together. Slowly migrating across the couch or mattress until they are huddled up to each other for warm, comfy cuddles.
It’s never been something they’ve thought about much. They enjoyed the skinship and didn’t question it further than that.
“I guess I could go back to the other dorms now,” Jisung sighs, shoving his palms against the cushions to push himself up.
“Hold on, Hannie. We’re not done here yet,” Minho says, grabbing his wrist to yank him back down on the couch. Jisung chuckles but doesn’t put up much of a fight as he relaxes back into his seat.
“What are you talking about, Weirdo? You’re the one who turned the show off!” He retorts playfully. But Minho turns his whole body to face him, giving his undivided attention.
“Don’t you wanna talk about what was bothering you earlier?” He asks, tilting his head as his elbow props it up on the back of the sofa.
Jisung stiffens.
He’d almost forgotten. But everything comes flooding back to the forefront of his mind. The struggle, the longing, the loneliness. He’d almost forgotten of that in the few hours he spent with Minho.
But it will inevitably all come back when he leaves again. Searching for the person who will fill the cracks left in his heart.
How was he even supposed to explain that?
The rapper lets out a heavy sigh, eyes fixed on the way his fingers pick at a frayed string on his jeans. “I broke up with that girl I was seeing. You know, the blonde one?”
Minho hums. “Good, I didn’t like her anyway.”
“Huh?!” Jisung shrieks. “Why didn’t you say anything for the last four months?!” But Minho just shrugs.
“She wasn’t butting into my Hannie time too much.” Then he pauses, dramatically tapping his chin in thought. “To be honest, I kinda forgot she existed half the time.”
That makes Jisung chuckle almost humorlessly. “Yeah me too,” he sighs. “The only reason she liked me was the fame and money. When I told her I was done, she even made fun of me for my anxiety. She didn’t care about me, she never did.” His words quiet and fragile as they left his mouth. The unspoken worry of ‘Will anyone ever love me?’ lingering in the air.
“Well that’s her loss.” Minho says firmly, and Jisung sees the anger burning behind his eyes when he looks back at him. “And if she really can’t understand that your anxiety is not a choice, then she didn’t deserve you in the first place.”
If he thought about it, looking close enough, he could swear he saw smoke coming out of Minho’s nostrils with how angry he seems. It sends a wave of warmth spreading through his chest as a quiet chuckle bubbles out. “Of course you think that, you’re my overprotective best friend!”
Minho stays quiet for a moment, his eyes seeming to search his for something he can’t quite place. But his gut flips with a nervousness he’s not used to with his best friend. Then Minho sighs softly in resignation as he leans back, breaking the tension strung tightly between them.
“No, Hannie, I mean it. You deserve the world from whoever you choose to be with.” He corrects but Jisung furrows his brows as a pout scrunches his face.
“Ok, sure. Whatever you say,” he grumbles. “I haven’t found anyone even remotely close to treating me like that so far.” He lets out his own deep sigh. “I want to find the real thing but it’s so hard. Everyone’s a fan but for all the wrong reasons. I’m so sick of this fake love.”
“Then stop looking out there and look around instead.”
Jisung’s head snaps up to look at the older boy across from him. Minho holds his gaze, intently watching for his reaction. Does he mean what he thinks he means? And why has his stomach erupted into a fit of butterflies?
“Wh-what are you talking about, hyung! Don’t say weird stuff!” Jisung laughs nervously, trying to play it off as if his brain wasn’t suddenly speeding at a million miles an hour. As if his heart wasn’t racing with a mix of panic and giddiness.
Minho’s eyes crinkle in the corners as a smirk forms on his lips. “There’s nothing weird about being honest about how you feel!” He teases lightly, clearly enjoying Jisung’s squirming and flushed cheeks.
The younger makes an embarrassed noise, covering his face with his hands to hide the darkening shade of red. “Ah! You’re just messing with me!”
Warm, gentle fingers wrapping around his wrist to pull his hand away. Jisung’s wide eyes lift to look at him. “I’m not.” He replies with a softened smile, his hand keeping contact with the skin of his wrist.
The look in his eyes made his spine tingle and his heart flutter. It dawns on him that he hopes it’s true. Hopes that Minho feels something stronger than friendship towards him. His stomach does a somersault at the prospect.
When did the feelings for his best friend grow past admiration into this deep fondness? And why has he never noticed it happening?
He isn’t sure how long he sat there trying to wrack his brain for an answer before Minho’s chuckle snaps him out of his own head. “You’re overthinking it, Sungie.”
He wasn’t wrong, but how could he not?! This is his best friend! What if they try to make something work between them and then it ruins what they already have?!
Minho’s grip on his wrist squeezes lightly, pulling him out of his thoughts again. A soft smile is there waiting for him.
“I don’t need you to say anything right now. Just, think about it, ok?” The dancer requests, eyes pleading.
Jisung wants to tell him how he feels. But how can he do that when he hasn’t even sorted through his feelings himself? So he gulps down the lump in his throat and nods, trying to portray his sincerity through their held gaze.
The way Minho’s eyes crinkle happily again makes Jisung relax, his chest filling with warmth. “Good, now come here, Sungie. One more episode won’t hurt, right?” He readjusts with his arms open, welcoming the other boy in for cuddles again.
Jisung laughs under his breath but doesn’t argue, scooting closer and tucking himself against Minho’s side like he always does. Minho’s arm tightens around his shoulders before relaxing, rubbing his back comfortingly.
As the episode starts up, Jisung finds himself letting out a content sigh, snuggling deeper into Minho’s chest. He doesn’t have to overthink this. This is his comfort place. And Minho can read him without him saying a word. Complicated wasn’t a thing between them. They’ll figure out what they want in due time and everything will be fine. He’s sure of it.
And even though he feels like he’s been through hell trying to get here, maybe he’s finally found a safe place to keep his heart.
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haknom · 3 months
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moot game! ship your moots with an idol and give them a trope!
I’m gna do the mutuals i talk to most and know most about… 😭
@hoonvrs + sunghoon from enha: are we shocked cs i’m not!!!! they would def be like golden retriever x black cat ykwim LIKE saints cigs smau but kinda diff LMAOO their love story would definitely have a silly and happy ending and their goofy climax/downfall would be ummmm OOO they promised to play msp each other but the other forgot 😂😂 LMAOO OR ENEMIES TO LOVERS CS SAINT IS ALWAYSSS FIGHTING ON MSP SO SHE WOULD DEF BEEF W SUNGHOON ON MSP 😭😭
@joomiu + mark from nct: my fave ‘canadians’ (inside joke 😂) they would be cute don’t even. their trope would be friends to lovers for sureee. LMAOO remember when saint was trying to make u a tag nat and went “boy to my shirt” (i still laugh at this) That would def be their way of asking each other out “mark would u be the boy to my shirt” BUE no cs if they had a story abt them i would def read it in one sitting ……..silly x silly It’s perfect.
@weoris + dk from svt: as much as i HATE to say it…. they would match pretty well. their vibes r similar and their energy is also the same. they say the most random stuff yet everyone starts dyinggg of laughter (I’m everyone loud and PROUD) their trope would be rivals to lovers w their friends playing matchmake. Like imagine their friends all decide to hangout without each other knowing they’re both gna be there (?) and when they meet up the two r like Um wtf! def became rivals in the stuco i do Not make the rules 🙏
@soov + kai from txt: are we shocked it’s not jungwon?!?!?!?! anyways they’d be like umm classmates to lovers (?) Like they attend the same orchestra lessons (IS THAT EVEN A THING) and js admire each other from afar. LIKE THOSE POETIC AND FORMAL LOVE STORIES AWW and they’re shy when it comes to each other Ooooo hear me out. rei would def be the one to make the first move tho Idk how she’s so bold (i don’t think she is 😭 LMAOO)
@hanniluvi + jake from enha: now this hear me out. academic rivals to lovers okay Okay? one of them is like “okay guys!!! time for my academic comeback” and is going sooo well until the other shows up and ruins their whole streak LOL like that would acc be cute idc what anyone says. Imagine their love story was a smau…. they’d def argue in variables at some point ☠️☠️☠️☠️ Yes soph i’m starting the very very smart soph agenda TRUSTTT ur number one fan 🙏
@flwoie + hyunjae from tbz: OOOOO they remind me of one of my olddd fics where they were strangers to lovers and fell in love at first sight. walking their dogs (sona do u even have one…) and Maybe sona’s dog (i swear u do Not have a dog) starts going ballistic and runs to hyunjae and his dog making her spill her coffee on his shirt!!!!! she’s apologizing like crazy and he’s js saying it’s okay and stuff and they’re both js chatting trying to come to a mutual agreement of how to deal w the incident while their dogs r js playing together. Then after that. they both go home and text their friends like there is NOOO tmrw abt the person they js saw 😂😂😂 their dogs would def be playing matchmaker LMAOO
@jongsie + riwoo from bnd: i feel like riwoo would be HELLA good at arguing w people and so is rae when it comes to fighting me istggg 😒😒😒 so therefore they’d have a lovers to exes to enemies to lovers type trope DANG THAT WAS LONGGG. they’re bickering and shit and when their friends are like “js kiss already gosh” and yes they get flustered and ‘disgusted’ at the thought when in reality they wouldn’t mind doing that….LMAOO! i think me listening to yours by raiden, chanyeol, leehi, and changmo is doing something…
@yenqa + jay from enha: OKAY! final mutual and i’d say their trope would be strangers to lovers and guitarist x pianist like think abt it they’re both musical geniuses who enjoy to play instruments in the abandoned music classroom at their school . They also had many chances to meet each other but were always one step delayed/ahead of one another sooo they never met Until they did!!! and hit it off immediately ykwim??? idk if that made sense but. they would def be greattt friends at first and the time either of them (leaning more towards jay) fall in love is when they watch the other (yen ofc!!!!) play at their school’s festival cs they look amazing and the tune sounds beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(bye i’m gna write all of these. they were acc such good ideas wth TIME TO MAKE THE SYBOPSIS!!!)
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A Really Bad Idea 2
Pairing: Fighter!Howie Stark x Writer!Reader
Warnings: Lies, secrets, cheating, scandal, criminal history, spice, obsessed Fangirl, violence, anger, and honestly no idea cause I’m not finished writing this just yet.
There is no such thing as an instant spark. In books, sure. Real life? Not so much. Till I met the perfect stranger. It honestly was a case of mistaken identity in my own panicked state. I didn’t mean to grab a strangers hand. I just needed to avoid my ex and his shiny new fiancee. I never planned on the stranger kissing me. I sure as hell didn’t plan for the stranger to by my friends brother. It never was in the cards for me to find someone else after what my ex did to me. Especially a Fighter with a closed off past. I’m struggling to write my book and move on with my life, but what do I do when he comes in and starts changing things for me. But the thing my ex taught me people aren’t who they say they are, what if Howie isn’t who he says he is?
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Restocking the table, making sure the stacks are neat. Grabbing an extra marker; you know just in case. Smiling to myself, my table complete, perfect.
Love N Vegas is a meet and greet for authors from around the world. Nat called it comic con for book lovers. She wasn’t exactly off about it. Some readers even showed up dressed in apparel or like their favorite characters. Okay it was basically comic con for novel readers.
“So, you’re Y/N.” A voice behind me, turning around.
He’s tall, well built, with a pretty smile, and the kindest of deep brown eyes. His hands tucked into the pockets of his pants. His button down unwrinkled, the sleeves rolled, exposing toned forearms.
“I am.” Tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
“Sam Wilson.” He steps forward putting out his hand. Shaking it, smiling.
“Oh right. We talked, you’re in my readers group.” I nod.
“Guilty. But your series is addicting.” He grins.
“Your secret is safe with me. If you promise to not tell anyone, I own four of the five of your series.” Grinning at him.
“Oh, that’s fair. I’ll take it to the grave.” He chuckles.
“Didn’t know you were coming to Vegas.” Looking around.
“Well you’re not in my reader group.” He flashes a smile.
“Damn. Bad fan.” I wince.
“Join me for a coffee? Maybe I can overlook it, if we can talk shop.” He shrugs.
“Okay, but I’m not giving you any spoilers.” I smile.
“Damn.” He chuckles. The two of us falling into step with each other as we head for the little coffee shop close by. “So, is this your first?” He wonders.
“No, like fourth I think, maybe fifth.” I nod.
“Then maybe you can show me around.” He smiles, ushering me into the shop.
“I think that would be a lot of fun.” I agree.
The two of us order, taking our cups to a table. He’s sweet, kind, smart. So why is the perfect stranger still lingering in the back of my mind. It was a one in a million chance of I’d ever find him again, I shouldn’t be dwelling on him. Not when I could give someone standing in front of me, my attention.
“Alright, you have to tell me. Why only four of the five?” Sam chuckles.
“Oh no.” Sighing, smiling at my To Go cup. “I hate, Adam’s character.” I admit wincing.
“Really?” He laughs. “Why is that?” He sips from his cup.
“He’s so honest with his friends. I love that, that even after they’ve left the army, the classified group they were in. They’re all still connected.” Nodding slowly.
“But?”
“But I hate that he admits he’s no longer in love with his girlfriend, but he can’t man the fuck up and leave her. He instead waits till it’s too late and he’s not just breaking her heart and ending their relationship. He’s leaving for someone else. He’s in love with another woman.” Sighing heavily.
“The boarder line cheating. Emotional cheating.” He nods.
“My ex left me, for someone else. Guess it just hits home for me.” Shrugging a shoulder.
“Really? You? Wow.” He sips his coffee, brows raised.
“What?” A small laugh on my lips.
“I’m just wondering if your ex is suffering from brain damage.” He chuckles.
“It’s fine. I’m actually very over it.” I assure him.
“Kill him off in a book.” He smirks.
“Oh that’s a good idea.” I grin.
The two of us slip into easy conversation. Books, coffee, writing. It’s rather soothing to find someone who understands the life we live. Someone who understood, specially since I haven’t been able to write my final book still.
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“Sam!”  Calling over the conversation of the Cocktails and Authors, in the bar. Gwen’s hand held mine as we moved between people.
“Hey!” He smiles, hugging me.
“This is my friend Gwen. Part of my team.” I introduce them. “Gwen, Sam.”
“Nice to meet you.” Sam shakes her hand.
“Y/N told me all about you. I’ve read your books.” She smiles.
“I’m flattered, but I got nothing on the Queen here.” He grins.
“Bitch is damn good. I swear I’m constantly hanging off each page she sends.” They laugh.
“Can I get you a drink?” He offers.
“Please.” I smile.
“He’s cute.” Gwen whispers close to my ear.
“Right?” I smile at her.
“Alright.” Sam’s handing over glasses to us. “Let’s find seats so the Queen’s fangirls can come up to her.” He chuckles.
“They get so excited even though she plays with their feelings!” Gwen shakes her head.
“I’m in her reader group, I know.” He chuckles, the three of us moving towards a section of couches.
Once more, falling into easy, fun conversation with Sam. Fans, friends, and good drinks. It was more fun than I’d originally planned for. Sam Wilson was more fun to be around than I had expected, he had away with making me laugh and live in the moment.
Sam insisted on at least walking us to the elevator. When I assured him we’d both be okay to get to our room. But he refused to hear excuses, instead just walked with us. Both having a good buzz and the slight giggles.
When the elevator arrives, Gwen is the first on. Turning to Sam a smile on my lips. He leans in, pressing a kiss to my cheek. Flushing red, stumbling into the elevator.
“Goodnight ladies.” He smiles, the doors close.
“Oh!” Gwen draws it out, giggling. My hands cover my face as I laugh to myself.
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We didn’t see Sam at the goodbye breakfast. Gwen and I are on the first flight out after. Standing in the aisle, next to my seat. Attempting to shove my bag into the overhead compartment.
A new hand appears, pushing it all the way in for me. It’s the downfall to being short, that was for sure. When I look up to thank the stranger, familiar dark eyes are watching me.
“Sam?” I grin.
“You look like you needed some help there.” He chuckles, shutting the compartment.
“Wait, what are you doing on this plane?” My brow pinches.
“I live in the same state, Y/N.” He grins, slipping past me.
“Right. Of course, you do.” Nodding, taking my seat.
“Everyone wants to have dinner and drinks when we get back. Should we invite Sam?” Gwen grins, looking up from her phone.
“I mean, yeah. He’s fun.” I nod.
“Oh, you can finally meet Peter’s brother.” She adds, going back to texting.
“Oh right, yeah that’ll be nice.” I smile at her
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how i met your mother fanfic prompt challenge
because i rewatched the entire show in 2 months and i’m obsessed with applying these various concepts to ships i like (whether i agree with them or not). the idea is that your story could explore these theories and whether or not they ring true for the characters. 
i’m surprised i didn’t see a specific prompt meme like this yet, it’s been a decade since the show ended, haha! 
“have you met x?”: the surefire way to set someone up is to just casually introduce them to the person they’re into. 
“the olive theory”: one character loves something the other hates, and they find a balance. 
“lemon law”: if the date hasn’t gone anywhere after five minutes, maybe it’s time to call it off early. 
“nothing good happens after 2am”: the decisions you make after 2am will be the wrong ones.
“pause/unpause”: if you don’t want to have an argument right now, just “pause” it and come back to it later. 
“the ‘oh’ moment”: the more you know about a person, the more you risk learning about that surefire dealbreaker for your relationship. do you want to put off getting to know this, or do you want to know it as soon as possible?
“slap bet”: if you lose this bet, the other person has the right to slap you a certain amount of times at whatever time they choose. 
“freeway theory”: there are a number of “exits” you can choose to end a relationship after -- a few hours in, a few weeks in, a few months in, a year and a half, eighteen years, or just wait until you die. 
“stuff”: if your ex gave you a present, is it fair to hold onto it when you enter a new relationship?
“revertigo”: when you’re around people from your past, you begin acting like them. 
“hot/crazy scale”: your partner should be “hotter” than they are “crazy.” 
“the chain of screaming”: once someone with higher authority puts you down, it’s inevitable that you’re going to scream at someone "lesser” than you to get that tension out, and the chain will continue from there. 
“walk of shame”: the embarrassing act of going home after doing something embarrassing, usually a bad hookup. and god forbid your friends notice you on the way home...
“the platinum rule”: never hook up with somebody you see everyday, especially not a coworker. 
“not a father’s day”: celebrating not getting someone pregnant.
“the perfect week”: an attempt to have one new sex partner for each day of the week. could also be extended into “the perfect month” for 31 days if you wanna get risky. also definitely a sign of some personal issues going on.
“rabbit-duck theory”: re-evaluating something (or someone!) you love may turn it into something you hate... and vice versa. 
“reacher-settler theory”: in every relationship, there’s someone reaching way out of their league, and someone settling below their league. the question is, who’s who?
“new relationship smugness”: the honeymoon phase during the first few months of a relationship. when do you stop believing you’re a “perfect couple”?
“relationship chicken”: both of you are unhappy in this relationship, but neither wants to be the first one to admit it. 
“bait”: get something cool to entice prospective lovers to come over to your place -- just make sure it isn’t cooler than you. 
“the hook”: one character spends a lot of time being affectionate with the other, but keeps insisting they can’t be together “right now.” but is that true, or are they simply exploiting the other person’s attraction to them?
“baggage”: everyone has some hangups or trauma that might make it harder to have a relationship going forward. 
“graduation goggles”: when you try to separate from something you once couldn’t stand, you see it in a much more nostalgic light, and suddenly you can’t leave it behind. 
“gaps”: everybody has something they should know at their age, but do not (i.e. how to use tools, mispronouncing a certain word). 
“truth voice”: saying your true feelings in a sarcastic voice to make it sound like a lie.
“the blitz”: it seems that, whenever this one character leaves the room, amazing things happen, and they never get back in time to see them. 
“the hate rule”: if one person in the friend group hates someone, everyone else has to hate them too. 
“the mermaid theory”: reportedly, if a man spends enough time with a woman, he’ll become attracted to her no matter what. 
“desperation day”: the day before valentine’s day when everyone’s desperate to hook up.
“noretta”: everyone ends up dating someone like their parents. 
“early relationship chicken”: both people in the relationship agrees to do incredibly weird and dangerous activities, because they both want to look open-minded and cool. 
“pregnancy brain”: being pregnant makes your mental faculties and judgment a lot worse. 
“lobster theory”: you want something more if you’re told you can’t have it (i.e. a lobster allergy making you crave lobster, or being rejected making you like the other person more).
“dobler-dahmer theory”: a big romantic gesture can be endearing if the feelings are requited, but if they aren’t, you just look really creepy. 
“overcorrection”: dating someone who’s the complete opposite of your recent ex. 
“eight or higher”: if you’re new parents, you usually don’t have time to listen to your friends’ problems... unless they’re really serious.
“the international date line”: the thin line that distinguishes whether you’re on a romantic date or just hanging out as friends. 
“no questions asked”: if someone calls you in to do a weird favor, and they insist you don’t ask why you need it, they owe you the same courtesy when you need a weird favor. 
you can add whatever other prompts i might have missed, i also didn’t put these in perfect episode order lol sorry
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I think that the people who dislike Abby solely because she killed Joel are a minority. There is no denying that Joel was a flawed character. Never was Joel portrayed as an innocent character; at his worst, he was downright cruel and was selfish to deny Ellie of what she believed her purpose was in life. Since the announcement of Part II, it was clear that he was living on borrowed time and would reap the consequences of his actions. Ellie is also not an innocent character, illustrated by her actions in Part II. She does things unforgivable and indefensible.
I think that the majority of the hate Abby receives is a product of poor writing, rushed storytelling, and her overall portrayal. Abby starts off at a deficit. She’s a character we don’t know and is introduced as Joel’s sadistic killer. It also doesn’t help that she’s surrounded by an unsympathetic supporting cast who, aside from Mel and to an extent Owen, seem to take pride in what they did to Joel. I don’t think that the story ever affords her a sincere opportunity to crawl out of the hole that Neil Druckmann started her in. Over the course of her story, she takes the inverse route of Ellie in which she is supposed to become a more sympathetic character while Ellie descends to new depths of depravity. On the surface, I think that this is a really compelling idea for a story that at its core is about all facets of love. That said, every moment in which Abby is shown “growing” as a person feels insincere while the attempts the story makes to tear down Ellie portray her as a comically evil villain.
Even the gameplay, which I agree is a lot of fun and really strong, goes out of its way to push a narrative that leaves no room for nuance or deeper discussion. Every enemy Abby encounters is a religious zealot with a hatred of trans kids and dogs. They don’t even speak to each other, instead communicating with whistles. Killing them, it’s hard to feel any sympathy when they’re barely portrayed as human outside of Lev and Yara. Every enemy that Ellie kills cries out for their fallen companions and displays emotion. The game also forces the player as Abby into bonding with Alice, Abby’s canine companion through not one but two fetch mini games. As Ellie however, the player is made to kill Alice in an unavoidable QTE. The inclusion of Alice and the other NPCs dogs feels like the game bashing you over the head saying “Don’t you see? Abby LOVES dogs so she’s GOOD but Ellie KILLS dogs so she’s BAD.” This comes off as not only an extremely simplified take on morality but also vapid and insincere.
Key moments in the story that were supposed to illicit sympathy for Abby failed to do so as well. At the best of times, many felt weak and at the worst, had me rolling my eyes. The scene in which Jerry saves the zebra is the most egregious example that begs the viewer to feel something for them without doing any heavy lifting. It feels like a carbon copy of Joel and Ellie’s scene with the Giraffe from Part I but has far less impact. Again, it’s a cheap depiction of Abby as a friend to animals and is therefore a good person.
After Abby, Lev, and Yara work together to narrowly escape the Seraphites, we start to get a glimmer of Abby’s better side. She’s able to put aside her prejudice and saves two kids who were previously her sworn enemies. That glimmer of goodness is immediately detracted from in the next scene when we get an extended cutscene of her getting railed by her intoxicated, expecting father, (ex?)-lover. We see her knowingly cuck somebody that she calls a friend and at no point in the story does she show any remorse for that. You could argue that this is a small facet in the grand scheme of things and I don’t expect Abby to be a perfect person but at the same time, that doesn’t really garner much sympathy for her.
Abby’s relationship with Lev is one of her strongest points and does the most for her character. She herself is a victim of factionalism and through her relationship with Lev, is able to overcome her biases and ultimately in the final showdown with Ellie, he’s the one that encourages her not to continue the cycle of violence. Even so, it felt rushed to me. While the kids did save her life, she’s able to put aside her long history of learned hatred for the Seraphites and risk her life numerous times over to help them in a matter of days. When next we see duo in Santa Monica, it’s jarring to see Abby joking and jovial when we didn’t get to experience any of that growth with her.
Ellie’s spiral is portrayed in a way that is much more believable than Abby’s growth. Even in some of her worst moments, I still felt more sympathy for her. After her brutal torture of Nora, she returns to Dina clearly shaken. She doesn’t gloat or take pride in any of her actions. Upon discovering that Mel was pregnant, Ellie is overcome with guilt and nearly becomes sick. Contrast this with the final showdown in the theater when Ellie reveals that Dina is pregnant, Abby callously remarks “Good.” While Abby obviously has no way of knowing that Ellie felt remorse for killing Mel and Owen, we as the audience know, so it makes it really difficult to see Abby’s response as anything but cold and uncaring.
In the Santa Monica section, the game makes one final attempt to make Abby come across sympathetically by literally enslaving her and Lev then hanging them up on the beach to die in an agonizing display. This was so over the top and carried a lot of weird connotations. Ellie’s continuation of her quest for revenge in this sequence felt very out of character for both her and Tommy who initially tried to persuade her not to go to Seattle and go down this path in the first place.
For a story about how revenge an unending cycle without any winners, the game ultimately seems to portray Abby as victorious as she sails away with Lev into what is hopefully a brighter future having taken away Ellie’s last connection to Joel: her fingers to play guitar.
I don’t hate Abby because she killed Joel. I hate Abby because I was never given a sincere opportunity to know and see her redeeming qualities. The game so obviously demonizes Ellie while placing Abby on a pedestal. Every attempt made felt insincere and beat the viewers over the head with an agenda, giving them no room to form an opinion for themselves.
What a well written essay? Did you have that prepared lol
I do agree with your takes on Abby’s clumsy and over the top writing. It did work on me and got me to like her but I get that was a bit forced in places.
I don’t know how this could really have been rectified unless the game spent more time being more delicate with Abby’s writing? I feel like writers have this balance between creating a character that’s nuanced and believable in subtle ways but at the same time it has to be big and obvious for the players less able or willing to interpret the smaller things. Maybe they went too far that way with Abby’s character.
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the andersson sisters...the original calloway sisters.
a post about anthea’s sisters and how they grew from growing up in a household where their father was absent and slowly stopped supplying on them, leaving their mother to depend on her own daughters. 
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JULIA ANDERSSON (open/npc)  
sign & age: cancer, 29 years old  sexuality: bicurious lives in: london, england job: primary school teacher  fc: taylor swift
“julia is for the anxious, burn out, older child. for the one who thrives on academic validation but only until the next hurdle. for the ones who had to grow up too quickly in order to make sure everybody around them stayed comfortable. for the girls who feel selfish if they do something for themselves for once. for the nature lovers. for the girls who stay up all night long doing nothing. for the ones who get picked last. for the girls who know they deserve better and always have their headphones in. for the jo march fans. for the girls who dream about the future but can’t shake off the past.” 
>> the oldest daughter  >> she was old enough to see the breakdown of her parent’s relationship and started to step in as a second parent when their father would go MIA.  >> feels VERY responsible for all of her sisters but at the same time feels like the least appreciated daughter. she goes between wanting to make sure they shine and crying for her inner-child who never got the love she makes sure they get. she’s frustrated she isn’t able to reach her full potential. >> everything she owns, she paid for herself. teaching was never her passion but it’s a secure job with steady pay that has allowed her to provide a home for her sisters to chase their dreams in the city.  >> she’s deathly afraid of turning thirty and doesn’t feel a week over 21  >> spends a lot of time in her garden and doing photography when she gets a free moment  >> she’s slowly accepting she’s never going to do anything great or huge with her career but doesn’t want to let go of the dream. she does this by avoiding settling down. also, getting a boyfriend and starting a family makes her feel like she’s somehow betraying her sisters.  >> the definition of grew up too fast.  >> envies josie for having all of her young adult years ahead of her. 
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CLARA ANDERSSON (open/npc) 
sign & age: scorpio, 28 years old  sexuality: bisexual current job: secretary for a big firm in the city  lives in: london, england fc: margot robbie 
“clara is for the girls who feel lost, the girls who worry they’re past their prime and are destined to be forever forgotten. for the girls who fear failure but are past trying. for the girls who crave emotional intensity. for the girls who are happiest when they’re alone but hate being on their own. for the girls who read as a form of escapism. for the girls who mentally correct people’s grammar. for the girls who never got over their first love and the girls who always feel average at every single thing they do. for the girls who are fluent in sarcasm but always feel mean afterwards. for the girls who never watch new shows, only rewatch their all time favourites.”
>> major daddy issues. she was always the daddy growing up, julia was the mommy’s girl. when he became less present in their house, she felt lost and like a spare part.  >> she seeks validation from people to fill the void but often ends up getting in her head about it when the relationship gets too serious.  >> forever falling short of the high standards julia seems to set in every area of life. the two of them aren’t close at all. from clara’s perspective, julia is the perfectionist who seems to have things come easy while she’s the second best, the spare part, only good to subsititute when julia isn’t around.  >> she still relies heavily on an ex-boyfriend-turned-good-friend. they parted ways because they outgrew each other but she’s still very much attached to him.  >> she has dreams of becoming an event planner. surrounding herself with people and beautiful things is the perfect distraction from her inferiority complex.  >> (tw) she absolutely has an on-going eating disorder that she’s dealing with. >> envies the leadership and responsibility of julia, she hates that her parents trust her more. 
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EMERY ANDERSSON (open/npc) 
sign & age: aquarius, 27 years old sexuality: lesbian current job: bartender at a city pub, trying to break into the music industry lives in: london, england fc: phoebe bridgers 
“emery is for the hopeless romantics who are crippled by their anxiety. for the girls who love the feeling of love and choose safety and security over the ‘live fast, no regrets’ lifestyle. for the girls who go to bed with stuffed animals and read sapphic romances. for the girls who blush at text messages and go out of their way to make somebody smile each day. for the girls who daydream. for the girls who love flowers. for the girls who’ve been left out and hurt but survived. for the girls who wish on dandelions and birthday candles. for the girls happy with their own company because they finally know their worth.” 
>> she was actually the first to move to london. at the time she was 23 and online dating a girl she’d been speaking to for about four years. when she came out to her parents and they basically said they didn’t accept her, that’s when she decided sweden had nothing for her anymore.  >> she’s done a LOT of ground work to get to the level of self love she’s at right now.  >> very reluctant to interact with her sisters and distant from her family in general, which has left a sour taste in the mouths of the other 8 because they genuinely want to support her.  >> single but LOVES the thrill of dating and finding things to love about people. she’s also channelling her love into her rescue pets (two dogs and a cat).  >> growing up, she was always the fair, kind and soft-natured child. genuinely wouldn’t hurt a fly. proud hufflepuff and happy to be the mom friend. would genuinely do anything to help anybody. >> even though she loves to date, she doesn’t commit unless she’s certain the girl she’s talking to will deliver. she has the most self-love out of all of the sisters and refuses to sacrifice herself for anyone else, which can leave a sour taste in peoples mouths.  >> envies the freedom of clarissa that she never got. 
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MARISSA ANDERSSON (played by me)  
birthday & age: sagittarius, 25 years old sexuality: bisexual current job: hotel receptionist  lives in: london, england - her own apartment  fc: grace van dien
“marissa is for the girls who hide their emotions because they want to look like they don’t care. for the girls who fall in love too fast and are the first ones to leave, only because they want to be pulled back. for the girls who talk to the moon, who love to dress up and feel way too much. for the girls who talk a lot or don’t talk at all with no in between. for the girls who write bad poetry and own one too many journals. for the girls who read murder mysteries and refuse to cry in front of anyone. for the girls who are always unappreciated, but carry on anyway.”
>> marissa had her nudes leaked when she was 17 as a part of revenge p*rn from an ex-boyfriend she decided to break up with and became the laughing stock of the girl’s hometown. when she moved to london, he sent them to another guy she was seeing and it all started again.  >> she’s always been the alex russo of the family. sarcastic, eye rolls, arguing with the parents but deep down she DOES care about how the others think of her and wants to be a part of everything. she has a hard time admitting it, though.  >> she’s in the habit of dating people, making them get close to her and then pushing them away. she definitely has a reputation for being a bit of a heart-breaker and kind of gets off on it until she remembers she has to go home alone.  >> probably the feistiest sister. she’ll stand up for the others without hesitation, even if it lands her in trouble...which it so often does.  >> envies the way emery seems to just attract genuine, pure love and respect from the people around her when marissa constantly feels like she’s misunderstood. 
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ANTHEA ANDERSSON (played by me) 
birthday & age: 10th august, 24 years old sexuality: heterosexual  current job: fashion model lives in: london, england - her own place fc: mishel gerzing
“anthea is for the girls who are purposely over dramatic and enjoy enhancing the traits others hate about them. for the girls who aren’t afraid to take risks. the party girls. the ones who love glitter and could probably achieve world domination if they tried. the girls who create versions of people that don’t actually exist and who take pictures of everything, everywhere. for the girls who spend too much time on pinterest. girls terrified of not living life to the fullest. the girls who drink champange even when there’s no reason to celebrate. for the girls who want to spend their entire life travelling and love the idea of love, but also want to be free.”
>> the oldest of the two twins and the biggest show off. anthea is the amy march of the family; she wants the world handed to her wrapped in a glittering bow and will scream when it isn’t.  >> had no plans to move to london but when she was over visiting emery, she was scouted by elite models and her career has been elevating ever since. of course, she’s quickly become used to working in the fashion industry.  >> loves being out more than being inside by herself. >> put her sisters on the map when it comes to high society and gets them into parties. she’s known for her love affair with gerald calloway but it’s all speculation...because he has a girlfriend.  >> definitely the fun sister in many senses of the word. where julia tries to be sensible about money, anthea strongly believes it’ll be marrying rich and exploiting being young and hot that’ll help their financial situation.  >> seriously jealous of marissa and how she doesn’t feel the need to present a certain image to please people/enjoys her own company. 
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THALIA ANDERSSON (open/npc)
birthday & age: leo, 24 years old current job: coffee shop barista  lives: london, england - with anthea  sexuality: bisexual fc: kathryn newton
“thalia is for the girls past their breaking point, girls trying to learn that there is more to learn. for the girls who have emotional whiplash and will die on the hill that autumn is the best month. girls who shamelessly take pictures of their shoes in fallen leaves and their name on the side of a starbucks cup. thalia is for the girls who watch movies on their laptops. for the girls who like tattoos but would never get one. for the girls who cry on their birthdays and are constantly looking for new ways to reinvent themselves out of the fear of being replaced by a newer, shinier version.” 
>> the youngest of the twins. she’s always felt like she lives in anthea’s shadow a bit because they get grouped in together, but she’s nothing like anthea and definitely not as extroverted.  >> she used to pride herself on being the smart one. anthea never did well in school but now she’s learning there’s more to life than being top of the class and is struggling to get to grips with their new life in london. >> she’s the one who will sit and wait for good things to happen and isn’t a natural go-getter like anthea. she believes patience is a virtue but gets upset when things don’t happen as quickly for her.  >> she IS in love with the idea of being loved and goes along with anthea’s “use them then lose them” mentality BUT she secretly prays that it’ll find her the person she’s meant to be with forever. she doesn’t admit that she wants the happily ever after but she so does.  >> kind of has inherited trust issues thanks to their dad.  >> a romantic. if she’s not watching a romance, she’s listening to one or reading one.  >> again, she doesn’t admit it, but she goes out of her way to impress people by changing up how she looks or keeping on top of trends. she dreads the feeling of getting “old” because she feels like there’s so much she never did which is expected of “young” people.  >> envies anthea for going out and getting what she wants, thalia’s tried but it’s just not who she is.
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ELLI ANDERSSON (open/npc) 
birthday & age: gemini, 22 years old  current job: fashion intern/window stylist  lives: london, england in her own apartment...just about  sexuality: heterosexual  fc: sabrina carpenter  “elli is for the girls who give more than they get. the girls who “come on too strong”. the girls who used to bash the brush against their head when their hair didn’t look right and then throw it against the mirror in defeat. elli is for the girls afraid to become their fathers, but refuse to be their mothers. the girls who danced in their mother’s heels. elli is for the girls who push people away when they want them too much. for the girls who believed in magic a little longer than their friends and still secretly love hallmark movies. for the girls who initiate every relationship and think they have to compensate for whatever they lack physically by loving twice as hard.”
>> a mini-marissa in the sense that she’s the rebel of the family. she doesn’t know when to stop talking and her dyslexia always prevented her from doing as well as she thought she could’ve at school. she felt like teachers never gave her the time of day.  >> like her younger sister, elli was a popular girl in her hometown. the difference is, she’s a bit more unpredictable than daphne and less eager to please. despite being in the popular clique, she was always arguing with them. if someone said something that rubbed her the wrong way? she’d say so. someone flirted with her boyfriend? she’d call them out. she felt like somebody was being unfair? she’d argue about it. she seriously struggles to let things go and is always labelled confrontational but the truth is, she’s just passionate and cares.  >> has an air of false-confidence. she’ll act like she’s the shit but really she just feels like shit.  >> has a MASSIVE soft spot for disney movies. they’re her comfort place and her way to access fairytales without being so upfront about it.  >> rough around the edges, but one of the warmest and friendliest people you’ll ever meet when you give her the time of day.  >> elli envies thalia’s beauty and the way she has the tact to always say the right thing without making a mess of the situation. 
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DAPHNE ANDERSSON (npc/open) (tw: SA) 
birthday & age: virgo, 20 years old  current job: creative writing student (romance stories, in particular)  lives: london, england in her university dorm but usually sleeps at marissa’s, emery’s or julia’s. sexuality: heterosexual fc: ester exposito  “daphne is for the girls who draw on their hands in class. for the girls who love the rain and wear skirts and dresses in the winter. for the girls who love la la land. for the girls who are fully in6dulged in crush culture and write little notes on foggy windows. daphne is for the girls still working it all out and living with the disappointment that their first kiss wasn’t everything the movies promised. for the girls who dance with no music and overthink every little interaction with strangers. for the girls who say “I can fix them” unironically and need a formal apology for closure.” 
>> a lot like elli, daphne was the popular girl in school but she clung to people’s approval much harder than elli ever did. she worked SO hard to make sure she was likeable, digestable, not offensive or distasteful and somehow met everybody’s needs growing up. >> she’d sit on her father’s lap and let him read her stories when the rest of the women in the house were rightfully giving him the silent treatment. she kept up ballet until she graduated from lessons to please her mother. for the longest time, she never learnt the skill of being her own person because it was easier to let them mould her and never be a disappointment.  >> her eager to please mentality came back to bite her at a young age when she had to deal with her 56 year old homeroom teacher at just 16. she wrote a very intimate university essay for her personal statement and he somehow took that as her making advances on him. she was coaxed and silenced into many meetings with him where they’d “edit” her work together and he crossed so many lines. not wanting to be inconvenient, daphne stayed quiet but was never the same again. >> she got into her dream university but had the fairytale-loving, rose-tined glasses persona ripped away from her and was more or less a shell of herself. staying in her dorm room alone would send her into panic attacks and the idea of having male tutors was enough for her to refuse leaving her room. she sleeps at her sister’s places most nights.  >> daphne has a lot of childlike qualities still and is probably the most immature out of all the girls. also, the shiest.  >> she envies elli’s courage to never change who she is even when it disappints other people. 
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JOSEPHINE ‘JOSIE’ ANDERSSON  (npc/open)
age: 18 years old, pisces current job: music journalism for a small, independent magazine   lives: london, england with julia sexuality: bisexual   fc: renee rapp “josephine is for the girls blast music in their car with the windows down. for the girls raised in small towns. for the girls who always like the original better than the sequel and have never had their first kiss. for the girls who don’t wear a ton of make-up and get complimented, but never quite believe them. josephine is for the girls who’ll be feeling on top of the world until they catch sight of themselves in the reflection of a shop window. for the girls who made flower crowns outside and want to escape their hometowns, only to realise it’s the only place they actually feel safe.”
>> had dreams of becoming a music artist but stupidly let her mum get into her head and settled for music journalism instead. at least she gets to be around music.  >> fully refused to go to college because the only one she got into was in her hometown and she wanted to get out of there ASAP, despite it being the only place where she feels completely secure.  >> she’s the certified “tomboy” of the family even though she only gets called that because she’s not as feminine as her sisters, which in turn makes her hate the label because she doesn’t think she is. >> only just moved to england and is constantly being checked up on by their parents. >> she hasn’t had her first kiss or anything like that yet and feels like she’ll never get it. especially because all of her sisters get so much attention.  >> most of her life is lived out in her head. she daydreams a lot and fantasises about what COULD be but rarely makes it happen.  >> she’s the only one of the sisters who are still regularly in touch with their dad and doesn’t speak to their mum as much.  >> envies Julia for being completely free of her mum’s/dad’s supervision. 
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christmas tae fics?
Hi. I included here fics about Christmas and around that holiday.
* s - contains smut
Good Sportsmanship by agustdealer - drabble / strangers to lovers Summary: You’re on a mission this Festivus. And as it turns out, so is Taehyung.
All I Want for Christmas by hazytaezy - one shot (s) / wc~3.8/ friends to lovers Summary: Taehyung's hands would make a very nice necklace indeed.
Cheap Skate by gukslut - one shot (s) / wc~25.2k, established relationship Summary: Granny Park’s Gossip: Who doesn’t know Taehyung and his lady? Cutest couple in town, I’d say, and have been since they started dating in their college days. Oh, that was a while ago, though. And still, they’re happy as can be in that place they have together. Almost hate seeing one without the other, y’know, it’s like seeing just one testi- oh, right, I’m not supposed to talk like that. Anyhoo, I only say that because I saw Taehyung at a jewelry store the other day while I was buying my sweet Jiminie his presents. Maybe that boy’s finally gonna pop the question, but I do hope he’s got a good plan for it. Something sweet and romantic. Maybe I’ll find out after Jiminie gets back from that cabin he’s visiting.
Exchanging Heat by jinfizz - one shot (s) / wc~25.1k / college au, roommates au Summary: When your roommate drops out right before the end of the semester and leaves you high and dry for next month’s rent, you’re forced to turn to craigslist to find an absolute stranger to save you from financial ruin. The shy Korean exchange student you find to replace her seems nice enough despite the language barrier, but what will happen when the heat cuts off one fateful evening, and you’re forced to turn to each other for warmth? Alternatively: “I want to sleep with you.” ‘You what?”
Fire Meets Frost by luxekook - one shot (s) / wc~5.8k / exes to lovers Summary: Just like a bad holiday song, you gave Taehyung your heart last Christmas. Only in this scenario, he broke it eight months later. Now you’re both back at that same damn holiday party where you first met one year ago and you’re just praying for you and your heart to leave in one piece.
Four Weeks by gukyi - one shot / wc~20k / enemies to lovers, college au, roommates au Summary: Four weeks. That’s how long you’re trapped on campus after missing your flight home because of a grossly overtime final. And as you’re walking around your empty campus, thinking that you could sink no lower, you find yourself alone in the art building with a certain freshman-year-dorm-neighbor from hell, and he’s got an offer that you don’t think you can refuse: he’s staying on campus this winter break as well, and he’s happy to let you live with him. Or, four weeks is all it takes to fall in love.
Home for the Holidays by triptaech - one shot (s) / wc~5k / resident assistant!Taehyung, college au Summary: Winter was cold and lonely, but thankfully he received a Christmas miracle.
Let It Snow by suga-kookiemonster - one shot (s) / wc~18.8k / FWB Summary: It all started by accident, but it continues by choice—even before you began sleeping together, things with your friend Taehyung have always been comfortable and easy. Simple, and this new arrangement between you is certainly no exception to that rule. Well…that’s definitely what you thought before a major snowstorm traps the two of you in his apartment over the holidays. Now? Now, it is quickly becoming apparent that things are a bit more complicated than you realized.
Rockabye by sugaurora - one shot / wc~8.9k / flower shop au Summary: With the sting of your divorce renewed by the winter chill in the air, you certainly weren’t looking for anything like love this Christmas. But even flowers can blossom from deep within the snow.
Secret Santa by ttttaehyungie - one shot / wc~6.2k/ friends to lovers Summary: What you thought was an ingenious plan to figure out the perfect gift for your secret santee turns out to take a whole bunch of wrong turns, but with the best outcomes.
Sugar Plum Wishes by army-author - one shot / wc~12.7k / fantasy au Summary: You wish for a boyfriend for Christmas. A passing winter fairy decides to grant your wish…
Taste of Love by vopegist - one shot / wc~2.4k / strangers to lovers Summary: Getting to taste food from almost every restaurant or cafe in the city during holiday season sounds like a great idea when you’re not a food critic. But you are, and you can do nothing but come to terms with the fact that every place you would have to visit will offer you the same old boring holiday experience. As it turns out, Goût d'amour is different.
The Holi-Date by kpopfanfictrash - one shot (s) / wc~40.5k / neighbors au Summary: When your ex-boyfriend becomes engaged to his new girlfriend at your annual Holiday party, you admittedly are not in the best place. Which explains why you down six shots of alcohol, enthusiastically drop it low on the dance floor and – oh, yeah – tell everyone you are also dating someone. The only problem? You are obviously not. Good thing your neighbor happens to be cute and in need of a ride to work every morning.
Under Wraps by jungkxook - one shot (s) / wc~15k / enemies to lovers, fake dating Summary: There’s nothing you and Taehyung seem to hate more than each other - except for Christmas. Having recently been dumped by your (now ex) boyfriend only seems to make this holiday even worse. But when Taehyung suggests that you should pretend to be dating each other to save you both the embarrassment, pity, and bothersome questions from family and friends alike for a fun carefree month of celebrations, you can’t possibly say no.
Winter Bear by army-author - one shot / wc~8.3k / fantasy au, shape-shifter au Summary: When you enter a toy store looking for a gift for your niece, you don’t expect to go home with a teddy bear that can shape-shift. But this Christmas seems to be a little stranger than normal...
X and O by army-author - one shot / wc~11.4k / fake dating, teacher au Summary: You accidentally send ‘xo’ at the end of a text to your daughter’s teacher, and he seems to get the wrong idea…
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ladyartemesia · 3 years
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Since I'm in love with your writings and your taste in reading too. I know that your favorite is Brother's best friend or Best friend's brother, I would like for you to recommend me some of them please ❤️❤️🙏
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꧁Brother’s Best Friend꧂
Clandestine by @junghelioseok is fantastic. Jeon Jungkook is the best friend of the reader’s slightly younger brother. He’s sexy and charismatic and DEFINITELY knows what he wants. The growth of his (clandestine) connection with the reader is utterly delicious. This one made me laugh and swoon.
Guarded by @xjoonchildx is basically legendary in my book. The lady in this story is not only Hoseok’s best friend’s sister—she is also his BOSS’s sister and by boss I mean mafia. This is the first installment in Ana’s amazing Rap Line Mafia Universe and it delivers on every level. Hoseok is tasked with protecting the boss’s sister after she is being threatened by sinister forces unknown and sparks fly.
Plums and Melons by @winetae is THAT FIC. The fic I just daydream about sometimes. It’s a fic about two people caught hard in eachother’s gravity. It’s so sexy and cerebral and the main characters are so hot. Jimin is just a guy trying to live his life, but whatever is brewing between him and his best friend’s sister is driving him insane. He wants to be a good guy, but she just isn’t playing fair.
Are You Sure? by @cutechim is such a swoon-worthy and touching piece of wonderful. I tell you I was MOVED. This is beautiful and emotional and EXTREMELY satisfying. Taehyung’s best friend has a sister who he has always secretly adored. When she comes to him and asks for some intimate experience, he isn’t strong enough to say no—not when she’s everything he ever wanted.
Drivers License and Detour by @gyukult is sweet and tender and just a fantastic coming of age story. The reader has been in love with her brother’s best friend, Park Jimin, for almost all of her youth... but what is going on in his head?It’s a tender story that really warms the heart. AND I am happy there is more coming. I would read about these two all day. She published the second part and oh my gosh it’s so incredibly perfect I could scream. This was just such a beautiful journey every step of the way.
Milestone by @1kook is probably one of the first brother’s best friend BTS fics I read and it is amazing. I adore it so much. Because Jungkook is your brother’s best friend he is there for every milestone in your life. But you’ve both grown up now and neither of you are kids anymore. It’s hot. Like really hot. Dialogue and set up are so sharp and fast paced I really loved every second.
Young God by @njssi is scorching hot smut with complicated feelings and warm revelations. You think it’s going somewhere and then it goes somewhere else and honestly it is so awesome the whole time. Jungkook was always your brother’s sweet little friend, but he’s returned determined to show you that he is all grown up.
Tease by @caiuscassiuss floored me. I loved it so much! I spent the whole story just squealing happily about everything. This story has it all. It’s scorching hot. It’s enemies-to-lovers. It’s Taehyung. Jungkook’s sister and Kim Taehyung do not get along AT all—so she decides to bring him to his knees by making him desperate for her. It’s a wild and completely awesome ride.
Wasabi by @ironicarmy is a classic. Hobi is a bad boy that Namjoon vehemently refuses to let near his precious baby sister. But love is too strong a force and soon Hobi and the clever object of his desire decide that some things are worth fighting for. It’s a really sweet story of facing challenges and relying on the people you love. Warm and fuzzy feelings abound, but it’s also super hot.
Forbidden by @btssmutgalore is a masterwork blueprint for this trope. Hobi is a carefree player who falls brutally for Taehyung’s sister. They two of them eventually give in to a VERY steamy series of secret encounters and feelings get very involved. This is hot, suspenseful, and emotionally satisfying. Excellent characterizations as well.
Prohibido by @personasintro is an office AU with a twist. Namjoon is not only her brother’s best friend, he is also her boss and the two of them have incredible chemistry. Watching them pretend that they’re not insanely attracted to each other is so endearing and hot. Reader is convinced her feelings are one-sided. It’s lovely and fun. Definitely a slow burn, but worth it.
Strawberry Kisses by @kimnjss is a fic that I devoured in one sitting and then re-read again immediately. Jeon Jungkook is a player who matches with a girl on a dating app and has no idea she is the sister of his revered mentor and close friend, Min Yoongi. I laughed. I cried. I GASPED OUT LOUD a bunch. It was a whole thing. This is a hybrid social media/written AU and it’s pretty much perfect.
Tempestuous by @ppersonna is so special to me because it was written at the very beginning of my friendship with Lindy. She was looking for requests and I was quick to request my favorite trope. Lindy is bae now and this fic she wrote is marvelous. You are forced to spend the weekend in the same house with your sexy arch-rival Taehyung who just so happens to be your brother’s best friend. Naturally snarky hotness ensues.
Off Limits @floralseokjin is basically a famous entry when it comes to this trope. It’s a Jin fic and Miss Jordan writes EXQUISITE Jin characterizations. There is a hint of mistaken (or unknown) identity in this one which makes it even more fun. Sparks fly between you and a devilishly charming Kim Seokjin at a party. You don’t find out until later who he really is—and why he’s off limits.
And finally I’ll recommend my own Brother’s Best Friend fic All I Want for Christmas is You featuring a charming Taehyung who falls for Jimin’s sister. Jimin basically blackmails his best friend into escorting his sister to several holiday galas. Tae and Jimin’s sister have never gotten along, but they soon discover (through multiple pranks and mishaps) that love (and desire) are out of their control.
Not Your Fairytale by @yeojaa is incredibly sweet and tender. Erin really does emotion so well and her Yoongi characterization is honestly so nuanced and brilliant. This story is about a girl who had her heart broken and instead of canceling the cake tasting she scheduled with her philandering ex-fiancé, she wrangles the tsundere best friend of her brother to pretend to be him.
Brother’s Best Friend by @bts-hyperfixation is a short and sweet moment between two people who have been fighting their attraction for each other. It is so hot and delicious I tell you. You’re in trouble and the person you call is probably the person you shouldn’t—but you aren’t the only one willing to take a risk tonight.
Off Limits by @kaddiiction will break your heart and put it back together again. This one was recommended to me by a reader and I cannot thank them enough. It is fantastic. Jimin is a player but he crosses the line when he begins a liaison with his best friend’s sister. Still there is far more to this situation—and Jimin—than meets the eye.
꧁Best Friend’s Brother꧂
Orectic by @gimmesumsuga is one of my favorite fics of all time. It is a hybrid fic where the reader is a cat hybrid and Hoseok is the brother of her best friend who comes to stay with her while her bestie is away... It is so tender yet SO HOT. I’m telling you I cannot even keep count of how many times I have read it.
Theophany by @ilikemesometaetaes was a JOURNEY. It made me so emotional. Like the story centers around art a lot, but let me tell you, this fic IS art. Jimin is just the man of my whole dreams in this piece as the brother of a former best friend with an irresistible allure. It is a coming of age story with the most beautiful twist. AND THE LOVE SCENE—oh my gosh I screamed it was so good. This story is just so so good.
Run by @neonlights92 is Jungkook’s story in the mafia universe I am COMPLETELY OBSESSED WITH. You don’t have to read the whole series to understand it (BUT YOU SHOULD). This is best friend’s brother meets arranged marriage and honestly it’s fantastic. Jungkook doesn’t do love and affection and being forced into an arranged marriage with his sister’s friend who has always had a crush on him is just a blow to his freedom... or is she? GAH! This story—like all the stories in this universe—is superb.
The Magic to Happiness by @readyplayerhobi is a best friend’s brother meets teachers AU meets Hogwarts AU. Now... all of those are top tier tropes so finding them together is like winning the lottery. Hobi was once just a skinny kid who had obvious heart eyes for you (his sister’s best friend) but now he’s tall and confident and really attractive. The magic of this story is evident in every word of the sweet relationship that blooms between these two.
Problem with You by @monvante is so sweet and kind of hilarious. I giggled so much! Jungkook is your best friend’s brother and he is kind of too perfect and too handsome and he’s always around and you hate him and he hates you... Right? When you cross paths with the infuriating Jeon Jungkook at your best friend’s wedding, you discover that you may have been wrong about a great many things.
Show Me Yours and I’ll Show You Mine by @ktheist is so so SO fabulous. I was obsessed with this (now complete) series from the very first installment. You and Tae are besties who have know each other since you were little kids, but lately Tae’s older brother Jin has been lookin mighty fine. Just how far can you push him till he breaks. And if he breaks.... what then?
This list is BY NO MEANS exhaustive. I just used it to compile some of my FAVORITES in this particular trope.
➪ IF YOU HAVE ANY OTHER BROTHER’S BEST FRIEND FICS I SHOULD CHECK OUT PLEASE COMMENT (seriously please I love this trope so much) AND I WILL ADD THEM TO THIS LIST.
➪ Newer Additions are in PINK!
➪ Newest Additions are in BLUE
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scratch that, bring it back. (nct dream)
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these seven guys have been with each other since high school, even with the differing grades. they’ve seen each other’s breakups and makeups. so now that they’re in college, they want to see nothing but each other succeed, especially with their relationship status.
prologue.
genre: university au, smut (not chenle or jisung), fluff, angst
a/n: i was gonna do this when i hit 500... but surprise! not really a great surprise, but!! i wanted to start a series based on the songs on glitch mode that i believe fits each of the dreamies. these synopsis are not fully proofread but i tried my best :\ also, please keep in mind that none of these stories reflect the members actual personalities! please be patient with each story and i hope you enjoy them :)
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it’s yours. (l.mk) 
“girl, i'm overflowing with childish thoughts. the main character is you. writing all kinds of poetry, i'm up all night. when i close my eyes and lie down you are floating in my head, as well as what i should say tomorrow. i'm just thinking about whether to make you laugh or not. i know, honestly, it's crazy”
…genre: fluff, slight smut, musician!mark, strangers to lovers au
…synopsis: in which a sappy guitarist meets a sappy poet at an underground open mic. the more they see each other, the more they get impressed by each other and the more they get impressed by each other, the more they want to work with each other. but wait, this poor guitarist can't seem to keep his mind off the poet… oh yeah, neither can she.
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replay. (h.rj)
“it's a special feeling. i get excited by myself without anyone knowing. it’s like everything is different”
…genre: fluff, smut, painter!renjun, exes to lovers au
…synopsis: two artists dating shouldn't really go wrong… right? two people who enjoy the same thing, love each other, and have a way to express their emotions, how could it ever fail? well… you and renjun found a way to do so, however, once you both become muses of each other’s work, tracing back memories you once shared, you find your way back head over heels for the said man.
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arcade. (l.jn)
“everywhere i go, they say they hate me. another round going endlеssly. don't think about it, crazy. i shake things up a bit harder around herе. i'm out of control”
…genre: smut, fluff, a whole bunch of confusion, gamer/game shop worker!jeno, idiots to lovers au
…synopsis: jeno wasn’t the relationship type, so him falling for the faceless gamer girl in his apex lobby was quite comical. you also weren’t the relationship type, but the cold-looking guy behind that game store counter may change your mind.
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teddy bear. (l.dh)
“it feels like the long night will last forever. every time i'm scared, you cross the dawn with me to the other side of the moon”
…genre: so fluffy, slight smut, singer!haechan, friends to lovers au
…synopsis: college projects were the worse, but not when they were with lee haechan. college classes were so boring, but not when they were with lee haechan. haechan was as his nickname proclaimed, full sun. he was the brightest he could be, but now, it was the darkest. nonetheless, haechan left a small piece of him for you and just for you.
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saturday drip. (n.jm)
“it's dangerous, it's dangerous. by the time the sun rises, you can see the golden horizon. if you are confident, come with us and divin'. what you doin' on the weekend?”
…genre: angst, smut, richboy!jaemin, strangers to lovers au
…synopsis: na jaemin was the perfect son, in his parents eyes. everything they wanted him to be, he was… in his parents eyes. in reality however, na jaemin hated the lifestyle he was accustomed to, he hated the obnoxious expectations, and most of all he hated he liked you so much.
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drive. (z.cn)
“when your heart is gloomy for no reason, forget reality for a bit and come hang out. i'll pick you up and rush ahead. give me your heart in the neighborhood where we played all day”
…genre: fluff, a bit of angst, bestfriend!chenle, best friends to lovers au
…synopsis: there comes a time during life you find a soulmate, chenle’s just so happened to be there since he was a preteen. there also comes a time when a person seeks security through someone else especially when broken, chenle was yours. you’ve been with one another through puberty, first kisses, graduation and the development of feelings for each other?
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glitch mode. (p.js)
“the beginning glitch mode, you don't have to be alarmed. an error or two, i like it. if this is love, it's okay”
…genre: angst-ish, fluff, dancer!jisung, strangers to lovers au
…synopsis: park jisung isn’t the bravest in his friend group, nor was he the best at chatting up the girls, but with you it’s worse than ever. something about you set his mind on reboot no matter how many times he tries to ask you on a date.
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I was reading through your tags and you mentioned at some point the kazuscara roommates finding your onlyfans and I think I completely combusted—thus i present to you my brain rot of late: you attend the same school as them but you’re not actually friends, all you know about kazuha is that he’s the friendly regular at the cafe you work at, who makes polite conversation every now and then but otherwise is nothing of note. In reality he’s been stalking you for weeks ever since your first encounter, and is dead set on the idea that you’re this innocent, weak thing that needs to be protected (maybe he stepped in when you had a bad customer and your meek reply helped fester his delusions?). Scara, on the other hand, is only aware of your presence since you’re his favourite cam model that he recently found. (Since he’s a harbinger he’s probs loaded) Weeks of funnelling money towards you cause him to feel this unwarranted possessiveness, believing that since he’s been providing so much in your “relationship” that it’s time you reward him in turn. However, despite the unbridled interest they have toward you neither are aware of each other’s feelings for you— that is, until you happen to run into the both of them heading to your class. While both are known for maintaining their stoic masks, they’re friends for a reason— and instantly can tell the attraction their roommates have towards their own “lover”. After kazuha finds your onlyfans he’s certain that you’ve been coerced and wants to save you, while scara thinks it’s time that he’s stopped letting other plebeians look at his possession—so, despite their initial reservations, come together to form the ideal plan. When you find yourself waking up groggy in a room you don’t recognize, all they can do is look on with glee whilst planning their next course of action with their new belonging. They’re friends after all, and good friends share though, don’t they?
This is v long srry lol you can ignore this ofc!!
AAAH, ANON!! YES!!! <3 I couldn’t resist writing more on this concept. orz They make for such a terrifying pair when they work together!
(cw: yandere, stalking, nsfw, implied kidnapping/drugging, unhealthy behaviors/relationship, delusional thoughts, savior complex, implied violence)
What if Kazuha and Scara were just acquainted with one another and actually became closer through their mutual obsession with you? Yes, they’re roommates and ought to get along because they’re living together but they haven’t exactly clicked yet. They talk every now and then and know little things about each other. Nothing too special. They don’t really hang out outside of their dorm either, what with their class schedules being vastly different. And Kazuha’s always out of the dorm doing who-knows-what. Most of his time is spent at a café, where he’ll write and read and stare at you while you work. On the other hand, Scara prefers to stay inside if he doesn’t have a good reason to go out. He likes his alone time. Although he has enjoyed going to the library every now and then to study.
So maybe they need to find some common ground. Maybe they need a push in the right direction before they get closer.
Kazuha likes to stare. Talking to you is great, but he worries he’ll say too much and then he’ll be a nuisance, or you might not want to talk to him at all since you’re working. But you always regard him with a warm smile, happy to scribble his name on the plastic cup because you remember him. Because you recognize his familiar face and soft, gentle eyes. He’s the one who saved you from that rude customer, after all, and he’s a polite regular. Why wouldn’t you know him? You might look like you can handle those types of situations, but what Kazuha saw that day was something entirely different. You were nervous—so soft-spoken and scared. He absolutely has to protect you from those kinds of people now, doesn’t he?
And he does exactly that. He’s your second pair of eyes—your valiant knight in shining armor—who sees and hears all. Sometimes he goes to the café with the intention to simply watch over you and make sure no one’s bothering you. He can recall one time when a customer was speaking rudely about you because her drink hadn’t been prepared in a ‘timely manner.’ In reality it’s impossible to make a drink within a few seconds, especially when you’re already preoccupied with making another customer’s drink. She must’ve woken up on the wrong side of the bed, or maybe she’s just a hateful person in general. You didn’t deserve to be on the receiving end of such fiery insults, though.
Her eyes just can’t see your perfection and therefore she does not deserve to see out of them.
Kazuha’s willing to wrestle with all of this darkness if it means you’ll stay safe, oblivious, and pure. You’re like a defenseless kitten, unable to protect yourself from the scary world. He writes about you a lot in his journal; you’re his muse—someone who constantly shows up in poems and short paragraphs where he tries to describe what your dream date might be or what type of wedding you’d prefer. Things get darker the deeper you delve into his writings, where you’ll find entries in great detail. Kazuha writes a lot and he doesn’t even mean to. He just has to get all of his thoughts on paper before they abandon him and he’s left with emptiness.
Everything you do is pure; you’re almost an equivalent to a holy being. Your smell is pure. Your body is pure. Your actions are pure. Your smile is pure. Even when you’re on the verge of crying from harsh customers or when you’re turning down a confession, you’re still pure. And Kazuha likes that about you because it’s special. There aren’t many people in his life who are completely pure. He’s been through a lot of rough things and has seen firsthand how impure people can be. It’s only fair that he gets a chance to protect purity itself.
He might have some impurities, but that doesn’t deter him from watching over you. As gentle and unassuming as he is, there are times when even he loses his composure. Not many are privy to these dark emotions of his. His smiles are sharp and venomous and his eyes fill with a gloom so dark it can swallow you whole. You’ll never see this side of him; he won’t allow it. Instead you’re treated to his sweet, calm side, where he feigns perfection in hopes of catching your interest.
As for Scara… He doesn’t really care about Kazuha in the beginning. He’s just someone he has to live with. It’s not a big deal and as long as he doesn’t try to make lots of pointless conversation everything will be okay. He prefers the peace and quiet, considering he’s acquainted with people who are far from peaceful and quiet. Scara’s relieved that Kazuha leaves the dorm so often because it gives him an opportunity to watch his favorite cam star’s most recent video. He’s your most loyal follower—someone who’s paid lots of money just to have access to the highest tier of rewards and such. He even got a private video where you addressed him and moaned out his name with lustful thoughts of him. Having lots of money comes in handy.
When he finds out that you go to the same school as him, he’s a little shocked. He didn’t expect you to be so close. You’re practically within touching distance. If only he knew your schedule. If only you were in one of his classes. It’s really annoying that he only knows your online presence and not who you might be in your personal life. The last thing he’s going to do is consult Childe, that popular athlete who knows literally everyone in the school for whatever reason. Surely he knows you. But he’ll die before he ever asks Childe for a favor.
Scara loves you out of every other cam model because you’re different. You’re not just trying to get fast cash. You’re genuine. You listen to your subscribers and their feedback. You do your best to improve and do even better streams than the previous ones. All of your hard work is overlooked by the other fools who watch your streams, but it isn’t overlooked by him. Scara appreciates your attention to detail and the way you’re able to hook him with your breathless voice alone. You’re very skilled at what you do, so it’s only fair you get paid for it.
But buying your services isn’t enough. It’s not a real relationship, but it certainly feels like it when he buys preferential treatment. Private shows, special requests, odd favors—you do it all because he pays for it. But this relationship isn’t going to be one-sided forever. You’ll have to pay him back in full eventually. Scara likes to think he has patience and that waiting is fine. It gives him more time to plan his next move—to figure out what he should do to finally have you all to himself. So that those private shows he watches through a screen can finally be real.
Scara finds the journal sitting innocently on Kazuha’s bed, its maroon cover and maple leaves pulling at his curiosity. He might not know everything about Kazuha, but he’d recognize this journal anywhere. His roommate almost always has it on his person. Scara wouldn’t be surprised if he slept with it. To say he’s curious would be absolutely correct. He can only wonder what Kazuha writes in that thing. Perhaps it’s just notes for a class. That’s what anyone would think, right?
Scara opens it and flips through the first few pages. They’re normal for the most part. Just a bunch of haikus and other useless scribbles. When he skips over some pages, he starts to find things that are far more interesting than poetry and doodles of cats. He finds the majority of the journal is comprised of information. More specifically, there are facts and other knowledge about you—the cam model he’s been obsessed with ever since he stumbled upon your onlyfans. He reads through as much of the journal as he can and instantly learns so much: your address, your roommate, your workplace, your friends’ names, names of any potential exes. The list goes on and on.
Scara doesn’t have anything against Kazuha. His first impression of him wasn’t anything groundbreaking. He thought he was a pushover at first. But now that he knows what this journal holds… Well, it sheds an entirely new light on his roommate.
Just days before Scara took a peek inside his journal, Kazuha discovers your secret online life. He snoops through Scara’s laptop when he steps out, having left it open and unlocked. He’s just trying to find what could have caught Scara’s interest, as he’s almost always glued to his laptop on specific days at specific times, with his headphones on and his gaze unyielding. He doesn’t intend to find the file of one of your private videos—something that was meant only for Scara’s eyes.
He clicks on the video out of interest. He’s not sure what he was expecting to see, but it definitely wasn’t this. Kazuha sits there and stares at the sight before him. You’re dressed in skimpy lingerie and you’re muttering the dirtiest things while coating your fingers in lube. And your hands are stroking a thick toy and you’re addressing Scara and you’re lining it up to your hole and— He shuts the laptop before it can get even more explicit than it already is. He’s so conflicted, fraught with a betrayal so strong it weighs his heart down.
Why would he have this sort of video on his laptop? Did you give it to him? Did he make you do this? Are you in danger? Are you still pure?
Kazuha can’t kill on campus. It’s way too risky and he’d be one of the first suspects if Scara’s body is found. Besides, it’s not like he has the full story. He doesn’t know whether or not Scara’s done something that’s worthy of death. You could just be in a tight spot. He knows how easily you give in when you’re under pressure. Maybe you’re just doing this because you feel like it’s the only thing you can do. Not to worry; Kazuha will save you before Scara can ruin your purity with his twisted fantasies.
They confront each other when the time feels right. Kazuha struggles to keep a smile plastered to his face for the sake of politeness, while Scara holds in his raging temper so that he can bear some semblance of cooperation. Neither of them is happy to hear that the other went through their stuff, but they force themselves to make up because a more pressing issue is at hand: their connection to you.
Kazuha says he’s your secret admirer. Scara says he’s in a relationship with you. There’s no way you’d ever date someone like Scara—Kazuha knows this for a fact. Yet he falters at the confidence in Scara’s tone. That can’t be the truth, right? Despite this, Kazuha still strikes up an offer: If they work together to get what they both want, they’ll be unstoppable. With Scara’s riches and his influence and Kazuha’s charisma and clever thinking, they can easily get their hands on you. Of course this means they’ll have to share, but it’s not a big deal when they’re already in so deep. They both know the other’s secret; now they’re swearing to keep it in the pursuit of having you all to themselves. And luckily Scara agrees to the deal, but that doesn’t give Kazuha a reason to lower his guard.
However despite how well they work together when it comes to planning the kidnapping and actually executing it, they both have their own reasons for wanting you. Scara wishes to make his relationship with you a reality—to toss aside the screen that once held him back and finally do all of the things he could only do in his dreams. Kazuha seeks to protect your fragile heart, lest you crumble under Scara’s intense way of doing things and cling to him for salvation. You can’t do those sorts of things with Scara; he won’t allow it. Your purity is meant for him and no one else.
But sharing is caring and some have to learn that the hard way. It definitely brings Kazuha and Scara closer together, even if neither of them will admit it. If they look past their desires, they can be friends. And soon enough they’ll have to accept this new friendship if they want to avoid any unnecessary complications.
However there are times when they’ll cooperate in order to do things with you. They’re a packaged deal you can’t get rid of.
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“He can just be so… So” James pauses right then, takes off his cap with the hand that’s still clutching his baseball bat, and ruffles his hair with the other.
“Un-opinionated,” Remus offers half heartedly as they turn the block to the small coffee shop nearest school, both of them freshly showered after the required morning workouts for Tuesday and Thursdays. It’s the first semester in which Remus has actually joined in on the seven minute track, considering the fact that even despite their crazy contradictory schedules with all the sports and extra curriculars they each had, Sirius always made it a point to buy their ice coffees and drop it off to Remus, sometimes leaving them a quarter of an hour late for first period, or as just a quick drop and dash if one of them had an exam. 
It was sweet, considerate. It was Sirius showing how much he cared because he’s never been one for words, even if he would frequently print off the little texts Remus would send him about how Sirius made him feel, and hang it up on the wall besides his bed, along with photos of them and Remus by himself and a few of their other friends too.
But yeah… None of that is really a thing anymore, not the coffees or the texts or the promises of being one another’s always. Not after calling it quits in early January because they knew by August they’d be working with thousands of miles between them and a three hour difference on top of that. It just wouldn’t have been feasible in the long run, and sure— Remus was the one to broach the topic and he knows that Sirius was hesitant about the logical side of it, but sometimes Remus wishes Sirius had fought harder, had argued louder, had wanted Remus more. But that’s a ridiculous expectation, and he had only admitted as much to Lily. And at the end of the day, it was the right choice, because it’s only early May now, and Remus can’t imagine how sick he’ll feel once catching his flight to Berkeley, and they’re steadfastly back in the best friends category of things. He can’t fathom how it would’ve been if they spent all these months and the ones after being together in all those intimate ways, knowing that they’ll be so far apart soon enough.
It was the right decision for the both of them and their friendship.
“Yeah, sure. Let’s go with that,” James says, bringing Remus out of his gloomy contemplations while opening the glass door to Three Broomsticks, sporting a thin smile that he always has on when he’s trying to be kind even when he’s irritated as all get out. 
Remus snorts at him, elbow checking his side as he walks past. “Well he’s sharing that dorm with you and Sirius in New Haven, so I guess you’ve got that to look forwards to.”
James’s face pulls into a grimace and their typical barista nods their way, already receiving their orders through the app and sparing them having to wait in the queue. “Maybe Pete’ll grow his own personality in university, yeah?”
“Sure Prongsie,” Remus says, noncommittal as he checks his phone and lies against the windowpane, already exhausted by the morning. “And if he doesn’t, I’m sure Sirius is about to blow his lid any day now.”
“It’s going to be funny as fuck, and you won’t even be there to see the debris,” James counters, sounding pleasant enough even though Remus knows that he’s nearly as pissed off as Sirius is about the decision for him to go back to his home state for undergrad. 
“You’ll send pictures though.”
“Of course Moony my old friend,” James jokes, tossing him a wink as they straighten once spotting their coffees being rung up. But as Remus takes a step forwards, he notices that a familiarly tan pair of hands are reaching for them, and when Remus looks up he feels like an idiot for not noticing him sooner. Because there Sirius is, dashing as ever in their school’s maroon blazer and tan pants, and his hair is windblown and shining as it falls midway of the nape of his neck. But Remus doesn’t really have the chance to appreciate just how damn good looking his ex-boyfriend is, rather, he’s more distracted by how Sirius doesn’t even notice him or James as he pivots around and hands over the second cup to a beaming Gideon Prewett. Their heads incline while they exchange a few words that are absolutely impossible to pick up in the crowded cafe before they bump their shoulders together and walk out the opposite door.
And it feels like nothing else watching that exchange— like their was a hammer and pick chipping away at his stupid, weeping heart.
“I think they’re just doing a project together,” James says lowly in Remus’s ear, clapping him on the back in reassurance, and Remus loves him, but he’s not in the mood for false platitudes, feels like there is a ugly, burning fire festering deep in his stomach and making Remus want to hurl all over the wooden floors.
“Yeah, I’m sure,” he replies instead, mild as he discretely picks up his phone again and opens up to the last conversation he had this morning.
R: need intel 
L: Say more sexy things to me, lover 
R: sirius and Gideon
R: what’s going on there
L: I’ll take a look, dw
Buoyed by Lily’s scary levels of detective skills, Remus returns his phone to his satchel and signals James to follow him to pick up their actual drinks. “C’mon, Flitwick hates it when we’re late.”
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“Do you want the good news first, or the bad.” Lily asks Remus later that morning during their shared free period, dropping her bag on the tabletop that they typically commandeer towards the back of Hogwarts’s library, nearest the windows and tucked away by the shelves.
“Is there actually any good news? Or are you just saying that to make me feel better.” Remus asks, single brow cocked as he shuts his history book and tosses it to the side.
“Well your hair looks especially nice today,” she offers with a small smile, sitting besides him and ruffling his curls.
“Thanks, I suppose. But I’d rather just get to it. And don’t sigh at me like that! All long suffering and all.”
Rolling her eyes, Lily gathers her hair into a high pony before turning to Remus fully. “You’re my best friend, I love you more than just about anyone. You know that, right?” Lily asks him, stiff stance relaxing when he nods in turn. “Then understand that I’m saying this from a place of love, but you don’t get to be mad at him, okay. You’re the one who called it off Re, you’re the one who wanted you guys to go back to being friends to avoid that messiness in August. And you know I respect the decision, but also it wasn’t the only one to be had. I mean look at James and I—“
“You’re going to Columbia Lils,” Remus bristles, hates how defensive he’s getting all of a sudden. “That train ride is like two hours and some change at the very most. It’s not the same.”
“You guys could’ve made it work,” she insists, green eyes blazing in the dim light. “He’s crazy about you, and you’re in love with him— Like ass backwards in love. You can’t just cut that off like it’s nothing, damn it, Remus.”
He can feel his own ears reddening and Remus hates it, hates how today had started off so innocuous and now it’s an absolute shit show. Remus hates that Lily is always correct about everything, and hates how Sirius probably is regretting telling Remus he still fully intends to ask him out to prom, and hates how much he loves him— how whenever he looks at Sirius it’s just a deluge of wanting and adoring and regretting and needing to feel his lips against Sirius’s own again like a drug, how he’ll never forget how he tasted like coffee beans and cigarette smoke and the strawberries he ate every morning besides his breakfast. Remus hates it all and he can’t figure out how not to feel like suddenly everything is slipping out of his hands like sand drifting through his fingers.
“He’s probably not that crazy over me anymore considering he’s getting Gideon Prewett coffees now, so maybe it’s the right decision after all.” Is what Remus decides to tell Lily instead of that whirlwind of clashing feelings.
“Oh Christ,” Lily huffs, dropping her head back like she’s asking for strength from the heavens above. “Look, Dorcas tells me that they’ve only been out twice. And Marlene says that it’s nothing intense. Just a movie and then he went to go watch his nephew’s little league game.”
“Oh,” Remus intones, because, no. No he will not start crying like this is some fucking Nicholas Sparks novel, and he’s the wayward lead making all the worst decisions. He’s not going to cry damn it!
He is not a bird, and this is suppose to be happening, and none of this has any real consequence at the end of the day. He and Sirius broke up, and Sirius can go out with whoever he pleases— even if it’s good looking, ginger athletes.
Remus is fine.
“Remus,” Lily gently consoles, lacing her fingers into his own that’s resting on his lap, and squeezing for good measure. “Benjy told Mary, who told me during Calc that Gideon doesn’t expect anything. Sirius told him he’s not looking for anything long term.”
“That’s dumb,” Remus retorts, trying to hold everything in so that Lily doesn’t give him that concerned, doe eyed face of hers, like when he’s spent a week living off of protein bars and double shot espressos preparing for finals. “Gideon’s great, and there on the soccer team together, they would be perfect.”
“Remus, stop.”
“And he’s going to Dartmouth, so he’ll be super close for like weekend excursions and all of that.”
“Remus!”
“The more I think about it, Lils, the more it makes sense. They just fit.”
“Sure, those are all nice attributes,” Lily says, peering up at him disappointedly. “But he’s not you.”
Like a legion of angels singing in the distance, the bell begins to shrill for next period and Remus is spared from giving that statement any mind.
.-
He spends the rest of the week acting as if he hadn’t even seen Sirius that morning whenever around him, and internally analyzing each and every exchange between them, and comparing to them to when he sees Sirius chatting with Gideon. And it’s not fun to say the least. It’s like a flashback to when he was trying to hide his crush on Sirius back in Freshman and most of sophomore year, but somehow worse. It’s worse because Remus had him, had Sirius in all the ways someone could ever want an other. He had Sirius’s languid morning kisses, and Sirius’s bark like laughter. Remus had Sirius being nervous the first time Lyall came for his typical Christmas visit, and Sirius had to try and impress him along with Remus’s mom as more than just the friend he hung around with at school. Remus had Sirius’s gruff voice when they were in bed and getting tangled into one another, and Sirius’s dopey looks in the middle of class when he’d be gazing over at Remus instead of the board. And if Remus is being honest, he knows he still has all those things, but it’s suddenly and searingly clear that some time— sooner rather than later— they’ll all leave, abruptly disappearing and shattering Remus’s world in their wake. Because eventually all of those different facets of Sirius’s won’t be Remus’s anymore— they’ll be Gideon’s or some other boy he meets in New Haven. And Remus can’t even be upset at it, he doesn’t have a claim to any of Sirius anymore, doesn’t get to call any part of him his.
And it’s probably the worst Remus has felt since that first night after their break up, because he’s eating every moment he has with Sirius like he’s famished and Sirius is the last meal he’ll ever know. He wants to memorize every part of him before he can’t have any of it. He wants to unravel every layer of Sirius, and kiss it for the final time, and it’s like saying goodbye a thousand times over, strangling his heart and splintering something desperate deep inside of him.
Like now.
It’s edging on midnight, and they drove up to the lake front near their suburb, with Sirius lying with his head on Remus’s lap and his long, muscled body lying against the tattered blanket beneath them. And his eyes are fluttered shut while the speaker they brought croons out the indie playlist they like most from Spotify.
And Remus can’t help but feel like this is one of their last nights like this, alone and quiet and together without any other specter of some other partner. So he watches him, watches the moonlight pacing over his nose and the high bones of his cheeks and across Sirius’s eyelids too. Remus watches his ink  like lashes kissing his skin, and wants to touch the divot of his cupids bow like so many times before while his other hand cards through Sirius’s hair. 
And Remus lets himself want Sirius and wonders if he’ll ever stop wanting, craving, loving him.
“I can hear you thinking Moons,” Sirius says, fluttering his eyes open and crunching up before Remus can even respond. “What’s going on?”
“Huh? What do you mean? I’m fine.” Remus all but sputters, folding his knees against his chest and wrapping his arms around them, feeling somehow vulnerable in blistering ways. “Nothing is going on.”
“Pff,” Sirius gives him a pointed look, settles down so that they’re side by side and tries to get Remus to look at him head on. “You’ve been strange all week, Moony.” 
“That’s not—“
“And then tonight, you didn’t even tease your ma when she was telling us about that patient who puked all over her shoes.”
“Just tired is all.”
“But had enough energy to smoke half the joint I brought.” Sirius says with a snort, looking frustrated again when Remus didn’t even flinch a smile at the counter. “Remus, talk to me.”
“It’s fine Sirius,” Remus sighs, suddenly remembers how exhausting all their arguments were in the past. How Sirius tries getting him to speak everything in his mind, as if Remus could even put them into words. 
“Okay, then tell me why you rejected my offer to go to that Frank Ocean concert. You’re obsessed with him.”
“’S in July,” Remus reminds him lightly, focusses on the way they can see the North star glimmering against the horizon instead.
“And, so?” Sirius asks, sounding more than a bit scathing. “You’re not leaving for another month after that, you trying to cut me off completely by the summer or something?”
“Don’t be an idiot.”
“Don’t be condescending.”
“Sirius, just leave well enough alone. Holy shit.”
“I can leave it alone if you can actually tell me what the fuck is going on with you,” Sirius snaps, standing up now, probably because he always likes using his height advantage on most people whenever he gets all pissy.
“You can be such a prick sometimes, you know that?” Remus snarls at him, following suit and dipping his head back just slightly so that they’re eye to eye. “Not everything is on your schedule, you know that.”
“My schedule!” Sirius’s brows jump to his hairline, and he breaks into that manic laughter that springs up only when he’s so angry he can’t put his thoughts together. “I’m trying to do as much shit with you as possible before you leave, because for some stupid fucking reason I’m going to miss you when your across the fucking country! But yeah, whatever. If you’re actually just sick of me and my presence or what the fuck else, you can just—“
“I would’ve assumed you wanted to go with Gideon,” Remus blurts out, simply unable to hold it back any more, unable to pretend like he’s not suffering a thousand fresh paper cuts every time he even glances Sirius’s way these days. He can’t do this, can’t pretend to just be friends when they were— when they are— so much more than that. “To the concert I mean. I just assumed—“
“No,” Sirius says, seething as he storms up to Remus— close enough that the tips of their noses brush up against each other. 
“No? Excuse me?”
“No Remus you don’t get to do this!” Sirius repeats, voice going frayed at the edges as their glances level. “You don’t get to pretend as if I want anyone more than I want— than I’ve always wanted you. And you don’t get to float around for the rest of your life pretending as if this’ll ever change for me. As if you can’t hit me up in fifteen years when I’m married with kids, and ask to get back together, and think  that I wouldn’t drop it all for you.”
Remus’s heart begins to thud, loud and painful against his ribcage, and his lungs feel like they might collapse the instant Remus let’s the tears swimming in his eyes sprinkle out. “Sirius, I ca—“
“I’ve been in love with you since before we were suppose to mean what that meant, damn it, Remus! And you’re the one who called it off!”
“It was the right decision.” Remus croaks out, plunging his hands into his hoodie’s pockets, doesn’t want Sirius to see the way they’re shaking.
“”For you. The right decision for you.” Sirius presses, his gray eyes dark underneath the stars. “And you know I’d do anything you wanted of me, but you don’t get to be mad at the ways I cope. And you sure as fuck don’t get to be jealous of fucking Gideon Prewett, as if he can hold a match to you.”
“Oh.” Is all Remus can gather to say, peering back down at his shoes and pressing together his lips, feels the most lost he ever has while around Sirius. “I love you too, you know that. You know I love you so much that it hurts sometimes— That was never the problem.”
Sirius makes a strangled sound deep in his throat, and the next second, Remus can’t feel the warmth of his body besides him because Sirius is darting over to the cusp of the lake and kicking at a rock. “Fuck, Remus. You can’t just say that, all right! You can’t because none of this is fair, or okay. And I fucking hate it and I hate this and—“
“Maybe we can try,” Remus says, quiet but unshaken. And he watches as Sirius slowly turns back around, face scrunched up in utter confusion, but eyes glittering with something like hope. “I love you Sirius, and you love me. And Lily’s right, fucking hell she’s so right. I can’t just turn it off, okay. I’ve tried and I’ve tried, but I can’t. I can’t be around you and not want every part of you. But I also can’t let myself stay away from you. So let’s try, and it’s probably a stupid difficult decision, and we’re going to be frustrated and we’re going to miss one another but I know there’s going to be no one I want more and I think you migh— Oof.”
Remus can’t continue rattling off any of the reasons why they should get back together, because Sirius is somehow magically popping up in front of him— his large hands cupping against Remus’s jawline and his thin lips crashing against him, and Remus can only wrap his arms around Sirius’s torso and give him back all he’s pushing forwards.
And it might’ve been a minute or an hour that past, but Sirius is pulling back with a face that looks lighter in ways Remus hasn’t seen on him since the breakup all those months ago. “I’d literally agree to anything if it means we can stay together, Moony. Absolutely anything.”
Remus feels the strain against the apples of his cheeks as he beams at him at the sound of the oath. “Yeah, me too Padfoot. Always and forever, it’s you.”
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Chris Evans masterlist
Chris Evans HC
Going on a road trip with Chris and kiddos (headcannon)
Being married to Chris Evans would include(headcannon)
Chris Evans Imagines
imagine chris seeing you with a kid
imagine chris talking about the day you got married
imagine:chris broke up with you before you could tell him your pregnant
imagine:you and chris divorced and have two kids together/maybe it not to late to get back together
imagine chris talking about your twins
imagine chris seeing you for the first time
Imagine Chris seeing you with a kid after 2 years of being broken up (fluff)
Imagine Chris seeing you in a beautiful dress at an award show
Imagine your son thinking your so beautiful and he doesn’t want Chris to see you
Imagine Chris finding out his 3 year old has a boyfriend
Imagine your kids finding out that Chris is captain America
Imagine Chris being your neighbor and you wondering why didn’t put on pants.
Imagine Chris feeling like he failed as a father
Imagine Chris watching you play with his niece and nephew and he can’t help wonder how amazing you would be as a mom
Imagine Chris and your son telling the paparazzi no pictures
Imagine your son regret eating Wasabi
Imagine telling Chris that you want to make him a daddy on father’s day ~ smut
Chris Evans prompts
mamas boy 9&58
make me 48
i can’t keep kissing stranger and pretending their you 1,14&33
i forgive you 11
please marry me 32
hey just breath 29&10
92 and 84( smut)
76 and 91 ( angst, smut, fluff)
4 and 99(sad)
15 and 85(slightly angst, fluff)
quarantine proposal(fluff)
big fight (angst, fluff), breath with me (fluff) 
shoulder pain(fluff)
thirsty tweet reveal (fluff)
he’s okay (angst, fluff, daddy Chris), period(fluff)
54&56(smut) 
50,54,59(smut)
68&72(smut) 
68,69,72(smut) 
31,50,72(smut)
16,40(fluff)
Chris Evans:
exes to lover
8 letter
haters
accident happen how you think we …
heart eyes
daddy little fan
build a bear v teddy bear
baby love
falling like the stars
all way by your side
i will always protect you
rain can’t ruin the fun
give me nickname
your not a real fan
don’t touch her
im sorry
will you be there
i love you just the way you are
little valentine
best valentine day ever
admire your beauty
kick ass boyfriend
you and chris in quarantine
focus on my breathing
panic attack
sweater wearing dorks
i’m not good enough for you
moving to boston
beautiful in his eyes
have each other
strong mama
jealous chris
wear a longer skirt next time
i’m bored
that hurt my feelings
animal crossing
A place to sit ( smut)
Hot model (fluff, slightly smut)
Beautiful in his eyes ( fluff)
What!(angst, fluff)
Love me (smut)
Please forgive me(angst, fluff)
Bikini fun(smut, slight fluff)
Brazilian girl(smut)
Window (smut)
Hands(smut)
Dad’s friend (smut)
Chris Evans Fluff:
Not worth it || angst
You are the reason || fluff
Plane cancellation || fluff
Skype call || fluff
Back off, he’s mine || fluff, light Angst
Everything okay || fluff, light Angst
Social anxiety || fluff
Workout or dance party || fluff
Chris Evans Smut:
Fuck it || smut
Quick quiet sex || smut
Stuck with u || smut
Tapes || smut
His fingers are accurate || smut
Wild wet dream || smut
CEO barber || smut
Language || smut
Such a good mouth || smut
One bed || smut
Not so innocent maid || smut
Bathtub || smut
Daddy Chris:
Princess Chris ( fluff, daddy Chris)
Dance with me ( fluff, daddy Chris)
cuddle and kisses ( fluff, daddy Chris)
Late night protection (fluff, daddy Chris)
No kissing mama ( fluff, daddy Chris)
Helping daddy (fluff, daddy Chris)
Junk food convinced (fluff, daddy Chris)
3 month old talker( fluff, daddy Chris)
Twins ( fluff, daddy Chris)
Workout distraction (fluff, daddy Chris)
Reading a book (fluff, daddy Andy)
She’s growing up too fast (fluff, daddy Chris)
Little sister love (fluff, daddy Chris)
Shuts that out (fluff, daddy Andy)
Finally princesses (fluff, daddy Chris)
Busted (fluff, daddy Chris)
Bubbles (fluff, daddy Chris)
Not little anymore (fluff, daddy Chris)
New best friend (fluff, daddy Chris)
Skin to skin (fluff, daddy Chris)
Hungry baby, no (fluff, daddy Chris)
Peas (fluff, daddy Chris)
What are you doing Papa(fluff,daddy Chris)
Meeting little brother(fluff, daddy Chris)
Quarantine with kiddos(fluff, daddy Chris)
Mother’s day || dad! Chris
Memories || dad! Chris
Winnie the Pooh ||dad! Chris
Puppies || dad! Chris
Shy || dad! Chris
Bring us together || dad! Chris
Curly hair || dad! Chris
Quarantine baby || dad! Chris
Strawberries || dad! Chris
Bake a cake || dad! Chris
Sugar party || dad! Chris
Cuddles || dad! Chris
Morning with the Evans || dad! Chris
Disneyland || dad! Chris
FaceTime || dad! Chris
Pool day || dad! Chris
Big hands || dad! Chris
Not food || dad! Chris
Chris Evans oneshots:
Target - you lied and told Chris that you and your daughter weren’t going to target. He catches you both ~ Fluff
Double trouble maker - your twins break something and hide behind you, even though Chris isn’t mad ~ Fluff
Birthday special - Summary: it’s Chris’s birthday and since you both are still in quarantine, you want to give him a little show at home ~ smut
legal | Request : you wrote some dad figure!tom x teen actress!reader, can i get one with Chris Evans? maybe reader has been emancipated for awhile now n despite the fact that she’s been raising herself for a long time now, she still needs that parently guidance and maybe chris gives her that??? i hope that’s ok!! -🌙 ~ Fluff
Twins - I have a request, I was wondering if u can do a request, where the reader is African American and he and Chris are expecting towns, but they revel the news to Chris’s parents and your parents and also both of y’all grandparents?? ~ Fluff
Work this out - Can I request chris or henry tried to work through there divorce but end up with cute moments working it out ~ fluff
Princess - your Andy princess ~ smut
Surprise - I had another idea, what if Chris was being interviewed and you and your guys daughter who’s 4, came and surprised him, but once your daughter saw Chris she runs up to him and yells daddy!! - Fluff
Fort - Summary: it’s a rainy day and you, Chris, and your son build a fort ~ Fluff
Slobbery kisses - Chris wakes up to sloppy kisses by his baby ~ Fluff
Can’t sleep without you - Hi! can I request something where Chris and the reader had an argument and Chris goes to sleep in the couch, but in the middle of the night, the reader go to sleep with him there? Thanks! ~ slightly Angst, Fluff
Make up - Just after that quick one about fighting and sleeping separately could you do a quick imagine on the make up sex pls :)) ty ~ smut, Fluff
Tough guy -Can I ask for an imagine about the reader fighting with her husband Chris, about his family and the fight ending in rough sex? ❤ ~ kinda dark, smut
Giraffe slippers - Chris can’t get over your son’s giraffe slippers ~ Fluff
Switzerland - Summary: you, Chris and your son go on vacation to beautiful Switzerland ~ Fluff
Velvet - I found these prompts. They’re perfect ~ Fluff, implied smut
I’m scared, but I love you - Can u make where on how will cevans admit to a girl that he likes (or falling for) her and the girl is scared bc of the risk of dating him (privacy, fame, hate) and chris tells her he’s scared too but he’s willing to take a risk bc he can’t afford to see u w/ anyone else ~ Fluff
Interviewer - Summary: your a black interviewer and Chris couldn’t keep his eyes off of you. - smut, Fluff
Red dress - Request: After the oscars or whatever awards with Chris Evans, reader wearing a really sexy dress and even sexier lingerie ~ Fluff, implied smut
Softy -Request: Imagine Chris when he has a baby 🥺 I can honestly imagine how in love he’s gonna be in the delivery room getting handed his child. That man seriously makes my heart melt ~ Fluff
Who are you? - Request: can i request an image where chris comes back from filming and has a beautiful beard, but his baby daughter didn’t recognize him ~ Fluff
Empty theater - Request: you and chris go to the theaters and find out you two are the only one in the showing. You’re pretty invested into the movie and Chris is just horny 3000. He’s tryna fool around and you disregard him until he grabs your hand and puts it on his crotch and says in that insanely attractive Boston accent, “feel how hah’d you got me??” shweaty🤤 ~ smut
What moving in with Chris is like ~ Fluff
Long hair lover - Request: Can you write an imagine where Chris came back from filming red sea diving resort and his baby daughter is crazy in love with his long hair? ~ Fluff
Mean girl - Request: Hi, can you write one where the reader runs into a mean girl from school at supermarket and the girl start to brag for just saw Chris Evans. She doesn’t know that the reader is his wife, so the the mean girl has a little surprise when Chris find his wife at the line or something. ~ Fluff, slightly angst
Episode - Request: Hey are you taking request? I’m dark skinned chocolate and I’d love for Chris to comfort reader during a depressive episode. She’s the life of the party and she’s a new actress, not popular but she met Chris through mutual friends and he’s realized she’s been isolating herself lately, so he stops by her apt. to check in on her. She feels like she’s losing her mind. You can add smut. 😉 reader usually feels better after an episode buts its a serious battle and having support helps tremendously.😊 ~ Fluff, smut
Romantic day - Request: So Chris was asked in an interview if he ever had anyone do anything romantic for him and he had a hard time remembering. Can you write a fic where his girlfriend does something romantic for him? Like on a tooth rotting level of fluff. ~ fluff
Piglet - your daughter dress up as piglet from Winnie the Pooh ~ fluff
Bathroom and mirror - Request: Hey, I was wondering if I could request being at a party with Chris and he goes to the bathroom and you follow only for him to lift you on to the sink and eat your 🐱 then bend you over and fuck you hard watching you in the mirror ~ smut
Pink ribbon - Request: Okay but like I had this imagine in my head, like Chris is recording a video of his babygirl which is two months and he’s recording a video to help people with wants happening in the world to make then smile and then you hear a “grrr” and he’s like yes my daughter did learn how to growl before speaking thanks to dodger ! And he’s like so in love with the cutest bean to ever live ! And wife!reader be like watching this as she growls,dodger being proud! -🥺💕 ~ Fluff
Migraine - Request: Take as much time as you need 😜. I was about reader working at home on quarantine and she has this migraine so Chris takes care of her?? Could be a drabble, hc, blurb, whatever you wanna make of it ~ Fluff
Childhood bedroom - Request: Reader and Chris having sex in Chris’s childhood room when they visit his parents for a holiday (whichever you want) and Scott walking in on them ~ smut
Boomerang - Request: Can I request Chris Evans x Reader age gap where its her 10 high school reunion and back in high school she was over weight and was teased for it. Now she isnt and is engaged to Chris, but at the reunion she gets told by like an ex boyfriend an ex friend that Chris will leave her if she gets her weight back. Chris over hears this and is upset by it. Also could they make a remark like she is gaining weight again but she is pregnant like three months with a tiny bump (Maybe smut) Thank you ~ Angst, smut
Period - Request: can you do one abt chris when his girl is on her period ~ Fluff
4am car ride - Summary: at 4 in the morning Chris wakes you up to go on a car ride ~ Fluff
No Oscars - Request: Concept: reader consoling chris after he comes back from the oscars without any wins ~ Angst, fluff
Morning with the Evans - Summary: morning with 6 kiddos, 4 going to school. ~ Fluff
Wanna help? - Request: Hi there! What about Chris is in his bed reading a book as his wife were doing her routine of moisturizing her body and he start staring at her and she asks if he want to do the job for her. ~ smut
Mommy isn’t hot she’s warm
Message therapist - Request: I’m a massage therapist. I would love to see a wondering with CE and a therapist. She gets a one in a lifetime opportunity to massage the one and only, he sees her small stature and does not think she’ll be able to help him, but he is pleasantly surprised. He takes one look at her, and get simplicity and naturalness intrigues and consumes him. He’s on a mission to make her his, she’s wary. She’s wary because of her past and of what his intentions are. And doesn’t trust him right away. @creae7881 ~ Fluff
America’s ass - Summary: you make Chris celebrate that ass on its birthday `~ Fluff
Mechanic - Request: Hi! Wondering if you could make a story where Chris falls for a girl that’s a mechanic. I’ve been looking to pictures of the car Downey gifted him. She can be the one who built it. Thanks ~ @arabescapr ~ Fluff
Angry at you - Summary: Chris has to do some work and his daughter wants to play, but he can’t. She doesn’t like that. ~ Fluff
Virgin till married - Request: Hey! I really love your five and am a huge fan of your writing! Is there a way you could write a Chris fanfic in which the reader is a virgin and wants to save herself for marriage and it’s their honeymoon and she is gonna have sex for the first time with husband Chris.😙❤ It can be fluff and smut. Thank you! ~ smut
Secretly - Request: I have a request for Chris. Where the reader is a beautiful black plus-size woman and she and Chris are secretly dating, and one day they are spotted out and Chris panics and he has an interview and the interviewer asked him “who’s this girl u were spotted with” and Chris says I don’t know he personally she’s just a fan, and the reader watches the interview and gets heartbroken so she blocks him and changing a the locks to her house, and Chris finds out that she watched the interview. For the plus size request for Chris. I have to send another ask for same request because I didn’t have enough room to finish, but the reader starts avoiding and ignoring Chris, and Chris tries to get the reader to talk to him by showing up at her work, or bringing her flowers or her favorite food but she declines until one day she gets home and he’s on her doorstep and she starts walking by him ignoring him and he asks her just to talk to him please. Can there be a happy ending. ~ @briannab1234 ~ Angst, Fluff
After the show - Request: I’m sort of obsessed with the idea an anon sent in about the reader being a singer and her performing on stage and then him getting her home! I don’t know if you’re doing that already but if not can I request it for Chris Evans pleaseee ~ smut
Midnight return ~ Fluff, dad! Chris
You+me=perfect - Request: Hi! Just discovered your blog a few weeks ago and fell in love with your writing. I know requests are closed, but when you have time, could you do one where Chris and Reader (age gap) like each other and they know and everybody knows but when Reader makes a move he rejects her because since he wants a family he thinks reader is not ready for that. Please happy ending, 2020 is already too stressful :)~ Angst, Fluff
Your producing ice? - Request:Writing idea? Yk that game that Chris played with Jimmy Fallon where they poured the ice water down each other’s pants. Yeah yeah yeah. Just imagine going to give Chris a bj in the dressing room or something and there’s ice In his pants -🥺 but confused ~ smut, Fluff
Wine and sunset - Summary: you and Chris have been together for 3 years and now you got married to him. You both are on your honeymoon. He can’t help but keep his hands off of you. ~ smut, Fluff
No kissing ~ fluff,dad! Chris
At last I see the light - Request: Hi, can you please write Chris Evans x reader when he’s on the Graham Show and the other guest is a singer he have a crush on, she perform a song she recorded for the ‘We Love Disney’s album and he’s just in admiration please?  ~ Fluff
Another princess?! - Summary: your pregnant and you and Chris finally figure out the gender of your baby. ~ Fluff
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twopoppies · 3 years
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Do you have any fics where they breakup then get back together again?
I’m assuming you mean they’re together/get together when the fic starts and then they break up and get back together? The only ones I can think of like that are these:
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The Serpent and the Lion by louiseparker (E, 212K) Despite the fact that I have zero interest in Harry Potter, I was pulled into this immediately and read all 200+K in two days. The author does a wonderful job of creating a nuanced OT5 friendship, writes great dialogue, and draws a intricate picture of life at Hogwartz. Most of all, I loved the use of flashbacks to tell the story, the deeply layered characterization of Harry, and how wonderfully he and Louis fit together and brought out the best in each other. I’m so happy I found this one.
like a bastard on the burning sea by vashtaneradas (NR, 21K) Heartbreaking, perfect writing. So well written that the fandom hated real life Harry for a while after this was posted.
For Reasons Wretched and Divine by @indiaalphawhiskey (E, 95K) I love love love this author’s writing, and this one is no exception. This is such an epic ride and it just puts you through the wringer on the way. But it’s worth it.
Caught By the Sun by metal_eye / @metal-eye (M, 19K) Oh my goodness, I love this fic. It’s so, so lovely and this is one of those authors who I don’t think gets nearly enough attention. And ok…I’m stretching the break up here, but god it’s such a good fic. 
Obviously, my exes to lovers fic rec has a whole bunch… but they all start from the two of them being exes already. They’re all very good, though.
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rosyl-stuff · 3 years
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Pretend You Like Me
Paring: Ji Changmin (The Boyz) x reader
Genre: eeehmm… fake dating!au; enemies to lovers/friends, angst?, some short fluffy moments
Word Count: around 1.8k
A/N: i had some trouble with finding out if this has any triggers or not, if you found it triggering, please tell me why and i add those as warnings
You took one last look in the mirror. You looked good, you decided. Still, you couldn't help but be nervous as hell. Your stomach felt like it was turning the whole time and, you wanted to change again and spend the evening in bed. Unfortunately, you couldn't, because the charity event tonight was organised by your own mother. She expected you to be there and act like the perfect child. The perfect child, of course, also included the perfect partner, successful and good-looking. And you had this kind of partner until three weeks ago. He broke up with you. He no longer had feelings for you and was falling in love with someone else. He didn't cheat on you, but you were still hurt and had feelings for him. To make it worse, he was a friend of the family and therefore, he will attend the event tonight, most likely accompanied by the person he had fallen in love with.
A glance at the clock told you that your date was late. Of course, you thought. Ji Changmin was a colleague of yours. He was successful and good-looking. However, you didn't like each other very much. He knew everything better and only cared about himself. He probably thought you were bitchy and overbearing. But he was the best choice if you wanted to keep your dignity tonight. Who knows, maybe you could even make your ex jealous and come back to you.
Changmin was 10 minutes late by now. If he's any later, you thought, I certainly won't help him with his project. Convincing Changmin to go to the charity event as your date was kinda damaging for your pride, but he didn't think much of you anyway, so why not try. It probably even gave him satisfaction to see you begging him. Of course, he wanted something in return. He wanted you to help him with his upcoming big project. Not like you don't have enough work on your desk already, you thought.
Finally, the doorbell rang and, you pulled open the door to your apartment. "About time. My mum will kill me if we're any later." He just rolled his eyes and muttered, "Nice to see you too." At his car, he opened the passenger door and let you in. He jogged around the car, got in and drove off. Both of you were silent and, it wasn't a pleasant silence either. Changmin seemed to feel the same way because he cleared his throat and said, "Shall we go through our story again?" "It might make sense!" you sighed and started, "Well, we know each other from the company. Probably the only thing that isn't a lie!" "We used to have lunch together. And I liked you for quite some time, so I mustered up all my courage and asked you out," Changmin continued, his words dripping with mockery. "I was a little surprised, but I agreed. On our first date at an Italian restaurant, we found out that we get along really well and have a lot in common", you continued the story unimpressed by Changmin's behaviour. "Like tennis, for example" "I hate tennis!" you interjected. "Not tonight!" Changmin returned, grinning. "Do you have to make it harder than it already is?" you sighed. "Yep!" Changmin returned cheerfully, "Sometimes it's easier, to tell the truth! You'll learn that tonight!" "Are you threatening me? Listen, if you ruin this tonight, you can forget about my help with your oh-so-great project. And I promise you, your job at the company will feel like hell!" Changmin laughed, obviously not bothered by your threat. "All good. I'll try my best to impress your mother. After all, there are many influential people there tonight." "Are you using me to make new connections?" you asked, shocked. The thought hadn't occurred to you.
Changmin didn't answer any more, because you had arrived. After he parked, he got out and opened the door for you. You took another deep breath before you took his hand, which he held out to you. It was pleasantly warm and warmed your nervous cold hands. His thumb gently stroked the back of your hand as if he had sensed your nervousness.
Shortly after you entered the event hand in hand, your mother floated towards you. She hugged you and gave you a kiss on the cheek. "How nice that you finally found your way here." "Hi Ma, this is Changmin. Changmin, this is my mother." "Nice to meet you! Sorry for being late. Y/N had a bit of an outfit dilemma." said Changmin with a charming smile. Your jaw dropped. Did he really just say that you thought. Your mother paid no attention to you, laughing at Changmin's comment, "Yeah, that's how you know them." "Come along, there's someone over there I want you to meet." She led the way and, Changmin held out his arm for you to hook onto. You took his arm and whispered to him, "What was that all about? You were the one who was late!" "Yep, but that doesn't make a good impression!" he said with a grin. You gave him one last dirty look before putting on your charming smile as you were both introduced to a handful of important people.
After a while, you had a little break from Changmin as he was deep in conversation with some businessman. And then you saw him, your ex. Before you could hide, he had already spotted you and came to you. "Y/N! How nice to see you!" he said and gave you a quick hug. "H-Hi!" you stuttered and were probably already as red as a tomato. "Your mum said you're not here alone?" your ex asked. "Y-yes, um no. I'm here with Changmin. From the company." "Oh really? I always thought you didn't like that guy." "Yeah." you said, laughing nervously, "Turns out he's quite nice." Your ex eyed you sceptically. "And we have a lot in common. Tennis, for example. I love tennis."
Before the conversation could get any more awkward, you felt two arms wrap around you from behind and how someone gently kissed your cheek. "There you are. Shall we go to the buffet?" said Changmin and pulled you closer to him. You were a little speechless and stunned by the sudden closeness to Changmin and only glanced at your ex, who continued to look at you sceptically. Changmin followed your gaze: "Hi, I'm Changmin," he said, but his friendliness seemed fake. Your ex only nodded briefly and turned to leave.
Changmin pulled you towards the buffet and whispered: "My God, that was pathetic. Stuttering around and blushing. Not being able to get a sentence out. Your ex couldn't have been that great." Annoyed, you pushed his arms away from you and stomped to the buffet on your own. Changmin followed you and asked with a grin, "Did I upset you?" Swinging, you turn around and glare at him angrily, "You're a fricking idiot! You don't have to like me ok? But please pretend tonight." You barely managed to stop the tears, turned around and disappeared into the toilet.
Fortunately, no one else was there and Changmin did not follow you. It took a while, but then you felt ready to face the world again. When you left the bathroom, Changmin was standing there, waiting. When he saw you, he came up to you and pulled you into his arms. "Hey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." "Yes, you did," you grumbled, but you wrapped your arms around him anyways and returned his embrace. A hug was exactly what you needed right now. And it didn't matter now that the hug came from someone who didn't like you. Changmin gently stroked your back, "How long does your mother expect you to stay here?" "Until the end, I'm afraid!" you sighed. "And what if you're not feeling well?" Before you could answer, your mother came up to you. "Are you all right? Have you been crying?" she asked you when she saw your face. You were about to shake your head when Changmin said, "They're not feeling well. I'll take them home now." "Oh, they shouldn't make such a fuss! I'll get you aspirin and you'll be fine," your mother replied. "It was a pleasure to make your acquaintance, but we're leaving now," Changmin said firmly and pushed you past your mother towards the exit.
The ride home was silent, but this time it was a more comfortable silence. "Thank you!" you whispered barely audibly, but Changmin seemed to have heard because he reached for your hand and his thumb began gently stroking the back of your hand as he did before. A little later, you realised Changmin was driving the wrong way, "Changmin, you should have turned right." "I know, but I'm still hungry and I thought we both deserve a proper meal now," he said, stopping in front of a fast-food restaurant.
Totally overdressed, you went into the restaurant and ordered. While you were eating, you noticed Changmin's hamster cheeks and started giggling. "What is it?" he asked. "You look cute with your hamster cheeks," you said, still giggling. Changmin glared at you, "You're on thin ice. Very thin ice." You laughed even more and, he couldn't help but smile a little too. During the rest of the meal, you had your first real conversation and realised that you actually had some things in common. And it really wasn't tennis. Afterwards, Changmin drove you home and accompanied you to your flat door. When you were standing in front of it, it was kind of awkward. Do you now shake hands or hug each other goodbye? You opened the door and turned to him again: "Thank you very much. I don't know how I would have done it without you today." "No problem. Sorry again. You're not pathetic." You rolled your eyes with a smile, "I know myself that it's high time for me to get over him." "If you need help again, let me know," he said. "Thanks!" you said again and then wrapped your arms around his body and buried your face in his chest. A little hesitantly, he also wrapped his arms around you and gently stroked your back. A little later, he gently kissed your temple. "It will be alright," he murmured as you broke away from each other. You smiled at him one last time and then went inside. Maybe he's not that bad.
Back in the car, Changmin let his head fall down on the steering wheel. He couldn't get the sentence: "You don't have to like me ok? But please pretend tonight. " out of his head. At that moment, he would have liked to reply, "But what if I actually do like you." But no, he had to stand there like an idiot and said nothing.
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