love to live at home rent free tbh but i have to move out soon because i have two boxes of china that i need to use

chimckens 🐓🌽

its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost

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sometimes i want to cry bc for yeeeaaarrrssss i had the suspicion that my grandma (not actually grandma but i consider her my gma) was gay, mostly bc she never married or had kids. and today at lunch my dad started talking about how the only man that my grandma actually liked (instead of tolerated) was her dad... he said that he thought she might have had some trauma with men or something, which is entirely possible. he also said she might have had like an inferiority complex or something at her size (these last yrs she was pretty overweight, and when she was younger she was also on the chubby side). but the fact that he considered that she had trauma w men or self-doubts about her image instead of thinking she mightve been a lesbian....... like ok

just started hysterically sobbing about eren mikasa and armin don’t look at me

they should invent a grief thats uncomplicated and purely cathartic to experience. has anyone thought of this before

my uncle died. hm

this is the first time i've ever reached the tag limit. the last word is meant to be funeral.

just saw a recipe video for a cake that looks just like a cake my late grandma used to make and now I got tears streaming down my face oops

one thing I will miss about Twitter is its character limit

280 characters was basically the perfect length to storyboard out the dialogue for little 2000s webcomic sorts of scenarios for my OCs, which is something I did frequently to both introduce the characters and to brainstorm new facets of their personalities

it was a writing exercise for me to sort of brainstorm what my OCs are like and what they might be doing in between chapters of my books, but it was also just enough room for me to establish a scene, set up a joke, and deliver a punchline (provided you already know who, say, Lyla is)

I’m usually a verbose and over-explaining sort of person, which is fine by me, but that character limit had me thinking in a whole new way

It's me, Nilnaea! I've recently remembered that I have this blog. There's this Our Generation doll named 'Lin', which I thought was a cute and fun coincidence (she wasn't one of the dolls I ended up choosing, but maybe another time).

Nilnaea! Hello! I haven't seen you in what feels like forever! Hope you're doing well!

Full honesty I have no clue what you're talking about with dolls, but the Lin is a nice coincidence! Misspelled that as Linh out of habit, I'll never escape keeper. Okay I'm currently on the Our Generation site and I cannot believe they don't have a Sophie. That feels like such a generic name that it must've been used, and yet it was not. No Amy either!

Anyway I'm looking at Lin (which I once again habitually spelled as Linh -_-) and I like that one of the recommended accessories for her is a "Fjord Norwegian Foal". Our Linh would love a fjord norwegian foal they're so right.

I hope you enjoy whichever doll(s) you did choose! I think it's neat that one of them kinda shares a name with Linh, even though they don't look alike. Still cool to see keeper names out in the wild--I bought this one little squishmallow specifically because it's named Dexter, even though it doesn't look like Dex at all (it's a green dragon). He's currently on my bookshelf face first in the books :)

this is very fun, thank you for sharing and it's nice to hear from you!

I’M NOT SEEING MY AUNT ON CHRISTMAS !!! 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

ough

<3

I used to have a really giant family like tons of tias and tios and cousins and i say used to cause like it seems like after my grandparents died on both sides both families seemed to never speak again and i had no chance to even try and keep hold of those ties i was in elementary school watching my parents marriage crash and burn in real time dealing with major death in the family and then subsequent family abandoning me at the tender age of 11. Hell my brothers were older and jumped ship it was just me and the horrors

it's actually fascinating that i'm not depressed rn because my life isn't that much better than it was when i actually was depressed (2019). i mean i guess it is a little better because my grandma didn't just die and i'm not in love with someone who doesn't like me back and i also kind of know where i'm going with school and presumably life and i don't call the place i live in my cell because of how small it is but the foundations are still very shaky