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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 7 months

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN FANTASY AU HOME FINDS WALLY A LOVER AND THAT ITS COMPLICATED?????

AM I SNIFFING SOME LORE????

OK LISTEN YES AND NO YES AND NO it's not so cut and dry!

most if not all of my decisions in au-crafting stems from the source, my understanding of it, and my interpretations. so warlock!Wally & patron!Home's relationship is how i view their relationship in ~canon~(albeit slightly more intense due to the change in situation). in short: devoted, codependent, intimate, a little strange, and unable to be labeled

so i wouldn't say that Home looks at Wally with outright/explicit romantic feelings, because it's more complicated than that. plus i'm an aro Wally truther. i actually have a ramble post queued up about exactly this so i won't say anything more on the matter rn

#they're weird about each other and lets leave it at that!#home does love wally. so fucking much #enough that it goes beyond 'platonic' but it isn't really romantic-#they've got their own shit going on!#ancient demon & the puppet it inhabits!!!#cause i doubt home really has a sense of 'traditional relationships' that can be found in our society #they're Out Of Touch!#and therefore can't be influenced by / subscribe to our views & relationships with... well! relationships!#they can be called Partners i suppose!#that's a word with a wide range of interpretation which fits #coworkers? accomplices? business partners? lovers? friends? who knows!#neither of them care to figure it out. they're simply wally & home <3 #rambles from the bog #wh fantasy au #aha its funny... in the source material wally lives in home...#but in this au home lives in wally.... a little trade there!#but it works! this way wally can feel home's intentions and feelings (when home wants to share)#and theres a comfort in them staying together at all times...#wally & home have known each other for much much longer than they've known the rest of the neighborhood

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inkskinned · 1 year

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she says he won't let her get a dog, which is fine, because they're in an apartment, and that's the kind of thing people say about their partners. he won't let me get a dog. and you're at a dinner party and you tilt your head a little to the side just like that dog he won't let her get, because is this the thing that's going to upset you? you don't know every corner of their relationship, she could be joking, they could have had so many healthy conversations about the dog, right, and maybe she's not letting herself get the dog because of money and time and whatever. but, like, she did say let

and she wants to move away from his hometown and he wants to stay and then he tells you with a wink and a conspiratorial stage whisper don't worry i'll convince her and she laughs about it - so clearly this is something they laugh about. but you do just stand there and stare at him like what the fuck, man. you can't say what you want to say which is why do you get the final say on everything because they're both obviously aware of the other person's stance on this and have obviously had private conversations about it and what are you going to do about it except make a scene and then he'll be mad at you and call you one of those bitches behind your back and she'll cut you off, which is a loss that doesn't feel worth it just because he makes you a little skeeved out every 3rd comment

and they both agree he just isn't the type to get flowers which is fine because everyone shows love differently, and are you really gonna judge someone based on their sense of individual relationship responsibility? maybe he's constantly cleaning her car and writing her poems and making her furniture or something. maybe she doesn't even like flowers and this is perfect, actually. and no you couldn't date him, obviously, ew; but like, she tells you she's happy. you almost send her a tiktok that says don't be 25 and the cool girl that doesn't need anything, you'll hate not getting flowers at 30, but that's like, starting drama & you shouldn't start drama needlessly.

and you're a little older than her but not so much older you can pull the whole trust me on this one babe thing and besides that wouldn't have worked anyway (when does it ever) and besides you have trauma so you and your therapist both agree that you're always looking for a problem even when there isn't one. and you tell yourself that just because you see them for 15 minutes every month does not mean you can identify every single red flag based on a single shitty half-joking(?) comment

and besides, what are you going to do? she says i actually wanted another stand mixer but thankfully he stops me when i'm about to spend too much money and you're standing there like are you okay? is this normal? is this just something people say? and again - what are you going to do?

to your therapist you try to language it - it's not, like, any of my business. but sometimes, doesn't it feel like - you should do something. there's got to be something, right? you've tried dropping little hints but they sail right through and you've tried having a single serious conversation and she got upset because why does it matter to you, yes it's different but we're happy, it doesn't need to make sense to you and you're like. really unwilling to push a boundary about it anymore; because the truth is that you know logically it shouldn't matter to you, as long as both parties are happy.

and besides, you've been wrong before. it's just... like, every time you see them both, something else happens, some kind of shiver down your spine like do you even hear each other when you talk. it's their strange, bickering orbit. just the way he's on his phone through dinner or watching sports instead of helping in the kitchen or, fuck, another one of these little throwaway comments he makes about we'll see about that, babe. she laughs when he calls her passions stupid shit and meanwhile she gets him tickets to see the knicks and he tells you well at least she's smart about something and still! it's none of your business.

you say get the dog anyway and she laughs. like, this is is you being funny. and not you saying - no really. get the dog. get the dog and get out of here. pack up and start running.

#this btw is not including toxic friendships this is legit just something ive experienced MANY times now #writeblr #you ever have a friend in one of those relationships where ur like #u don't HATE their partner explicitly #but ur like. what the fuck y'all #like the weird part of being an adult is that you can't be like . CERTAIN their relationship is toxic #and also if u move too fast or push too hard u can hurt someone who is already in a scary situation so you just are like #frozen there. laughing awkwardly. saying ''haha..... yeah..... couldn't be me....''#and like u can't tell - is this banter or does he actually think like. he's better than her.#all you can do is be there for your friend and hope they wake up to it #or ... that it really IS good #and it's just odd to you #tbh btw id rather have my friends feel safe coming to me if they have a concern about my relationship #like yes it's not ur business but it also IS bc im making u hang out with them and also ur my friend #it's a weird thing to experience as an adult bc it is such a blurry line and when u spend time #around couples that aren't like ACTUALLY ur friends but instead ''extended friend circle'' ur like #.... i don't know y'all well enough and he just called you a cow. and ur okay with that . and i don't know how to respond.#so ur like :) okay. um. go to couple's counselling i think #but also you are NOT supposed to pass judgement so it's like.... this weird limbo of feeling like you SHOULD say something #but knowing you CANNOT #idk that there's a way to resolve it!!!!!!!! it's probably a different approach person to person #edited my tags bc tumblr's new system fucked em up #PS EDIT: btw i should have said:#the pronouns in this can work in any and every direction. every gender and every sexuality and every #type of relationship tbh. even non-romantic relationships where ur like ''what do u mean ur bff calls u stupid''

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oatbugs · 1 month

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pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

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halfadoginatank · 3 months

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RE:BOOTING, Awakening.

Part one-> Here.

Have fun!

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There are three things John believes in. The divine, The machine, and The flesh.

His own body has been over, under, twisted around this conglomerate of parts for months. People have called, texted, mailed him for Christ's sake. But there's nothing more important than feeling unforgiving metal bend under his human hands.

Ghost is a machine so broken and tragic, John cries when he's alone with it.

he forgets there's a human inside of there, forgets though always passively aware of the chip in the machine's name where he works around it. When he's welding metal together, wiring it, staring into its chassis with adoration and wonder, he neglects the fact there is a human ‘soul’ in there, waiting to wake up.

John's never been dead, he doesn't know what the real man inside the metal feels.

But he longs, he wants to shove more than his hands inside this robot. This Replicant, he wants to become one with it, in a body he's created himself. In his hazy mind he believes there's god inside this machine, because there is some god in everything and in him, and he is inside this machine, bits of himself- his handiwork, his blood, his sweat, the tears from drunk nights sobbing over a machine while he tells it things he could never admit to himself.

It takes his time, his sleep, his awareness away from the world. There's a bottle of medication right by his night stand and everyday he avoids it, he's so focused now. There's never been anything else like this, like peeling the synthetic skin away from metal and improving what couldn't fix itself. John doesn't want to lose any attention he has on this machine.

Days and nights pass, he prolongs the inevitable, making tiny worthless upgrades, small details, painting back some of Simon Rileys tattoos onto the cold dark grey metal, they barely show up unless in the right lighting but who cares? Anything but turning it back on, anything but having the man inside look upon John and see what he's done, to see him, see inside John's head and every thought he's had while inside him.

John hopes robotic bodies don't hold memories, he hopes when a Replicant's body is turned off that they can't see anything, can't hear anything, he hopes Simon is sleeping well in whatever realm of data his soul is in now. He doesn't want to be seen, he just wants to work. Free to love and care for things that feel nothing at all.

When he turns this machine on it will cease to be just that, it'll be a person. A person who will look down at themselves, call it good, and never see him again.

He'll be letting go of the best thing he's ever made, he'll be letting go Ghost.

[«»]

Time catches up anyway. He sends the email and they respond in kind. A week from now John Price, Kyle Garrick, and Kate Laswell will arrive at his office, So it's time. John will turn the ‘key’ and Simon will wake up.

When he does, for a brief moment he considers a gift from god- there is silence. Those brown eyes blink open, the synthetic skin on his face and neck pull when he turns his head, scrunches when he sniffs the air. John has never felt so… unsure of what he's done.

“Where am I?” Simon's head pulls up, he rattles against the metal table, john looks down in shame and purses his lips- unable to really make anything of his own doing.

“Where the hell am I?!?” Simon rattles again, John looks away from the restraints on him in guilt.

Simon continues his questioning, his flailing, John can only hope it'll end soon so he can get a word in- maybe explain. But in truth, how could he explain being reborn into a machine?

The sounds grow closer and John makes nothing of it until a towering figure blocks every inch of his vision.

Of course, he would make Ghost inhumanly strong, and of course he would fail to make proper restraints.

“Who are you, what orders were you given?”

Simon's face looked down at him, that face he had painfully put onto a plate he 3D printed just so he could keep it as accurate to what few pictures he was given. Scars and everything, even those tiny freckles he hand painted on- exactly where they should be.

Orders, right, orders are much easier to explain.

“You're aware of what a replicant is, yea?”

God let him keep his eyes anywhere but on the man in front of him.

“Captain Price, your superior; found you dying in Texas of all places- put you in a very old Replicant soldier body that was beat up and declared a spare.”

John thanked whatever gods out there that Simon had taken steps back to sit on the table, the table with broken leather straps- Christ above.

“He came to me to fix you up the best I could, so I did. Fix you, I mean.”

He felt… tired, John didn't bother explaining even more. couldn't really think beyond the sudden wave of exhaustion. Instead he sat down at his closest chair and bemoaned some of the papers and parts Simon had stepped on.

There's a giant silent expanse between them, John yearns for cold metal with no gaze to freeze him solid.

“When am I on active duty.”

John bites his tongue, goes for a cup of coffee on his desk he knows is cold.

“Price is coming around with the rest of the squad in three days, presumably he'll move you and you'll be in their care.” He can't keep the bitterness out of his voice.

Simon is prone to one word responses and direct questions, John shouldn't blame him for it. He doesn't, not really, he blames himself most of all. For getting involved with a Replicant, for spending what little sleep he got at its bedside, for whispering his secrets into a hollow skull.

“And you?”

Oh, John doesn't know. What does anyone do when losing a part of themselves?

“I'll move on to other projects- military always has issues with something, once someone gets word about who patched you up, i'll get more orders. I do good for myself.”

He wants to brag, he wants to brag and act like Ghost isn't the best thing he's worked on in his life.

“Right.”

[«»]

In the end those three days are spent in silence. Simon only needs to recharge really, so John goes back to sleep in his bed. The world has never felt colder.

He's not listening to their reunion, not really. Price is happy to see Simon again and Garrick makes his introduction- he's charming and John finds he likes the people in this squad, it's certainly better then some.

Laswell is who he spends most of the time with, there's papers and documents of all kinds. John wants to poke fun at them using ancient methods like a paper contract but he's still so tired.

In truth, the only thing that really catches his attention is when Price turns to him and asks him, John Mactavish, to join the one-four-one.

It's been years since he'd been on a military base, he shriveled at the thought of shitty “laboratories” and rec rooms full of people that became uninterested in him once he spoke about what he was truly passionate about.

He lays down his clauses, he'll work here, loath to change his environment.

There's a secret glee inside of him though. Proper gym equipment, maybe the opportunity to work on more specialized robotics then just his usual contract allows. When he says yes, Kate slides his contract from under the one he just signed.

Quietly it feels like fate.

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👍I take my leave.

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 19 days

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crippling anxiety hours let's go

#a biscuit's rambles #theres a presentation due tomorrow we did Not prepare #and my partner is super anxious and the type to Need Perfect Grades #and she had a question and tried to call me several times and i saw too late and texted i was here now but then stupid whatsapp didnt tell #me when she called again so now i feel horrible #and honestly this presentation can go fuck itself i literally could not care less #im trying to do at least the tiniest minimum of Something for my friend but gosh. i do Not want to #just can't bloody get myself to do anything #doesn't help that i Know shell handle it because. she cant not without getting Way Too Stressed Out #i dont wanna leave her hanging with all the work like that but gosh im so tired #i just. cant. idk #on the bright side i did listen to a couple more tma episodes so thats something i suppose that was fun #........... i really need to do less stuff #i dont have a single free weekend for all of april and the beginning of may #goodbye emotional stability it was so nice to have known you even if for just a short while

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autisticlee · 3 months

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i'm aroace, sex repulsed and don't get traditional romance or find the need for it, but I still often think how it would be neat to have a gf/partner for other purposes that arent romance and sexual. but it seems impossible to make someone want to date you if you take out those things????

sometimes I think it would be nice to have a gf to do cute gay cosplay photoshoots with. there would be mouth smooching and you usually can't do that with a friend and I don't really want to either, so a gf would be useful for that.

then there's hating showers because they exhaust me and it would be nice to have a gf to wash my hair and stuff for me??? can't call up a friend to do this every time I need to shower. that won't work and I doubt they'd want to/be comfortable doing that.

most friends will end up putting all their priority into their partner and/or family they create. I want someone that will make me their priority and not run off with someone else they start dating and abandon me??? something like that. their priority is cleaning our home together, hanging out together, going shopping and other domestic/partner stuff. they don't do that with someone else or use me temporarily until they can find a partner. so it's essentially dating/being partners. but it looks different from your typical expected romance and partnership.

doesn't matter how aroace I am, I have accepted that a relationship is beneficial in many ways and there's certain things that you can't expect friends to cover and they can't fill. but I have zero interest in looking for a partner in traditional ways that requires small talk/flirting/dates/etc. so that makes me realize i'll most likely not trick someone into partnering with me lmao

the internet seems to call this kind of thing "queer platonic relationship" (did I remember it right?) and you just need to find another sroace person to do it with. but either way, there's no textbook to study for how to get that and where to find these people. it seems harder than the puzzle that is regular dating tbh.

there's that saying "there's other fish in the sea" but i'm a worm in a puddle the other worms got out before they drowned. there's no fish here lmao. my options are so limited that I haven't met a single option yet in my life. there's barely any chance the first aroace person I meet irl will be compatible, or the first compatible person will accept a relationship with an aroace. you know what I mean? any other aroace that's interested in some kind of relationship/partnership and feel like you don't get that whole sea to choose from like everyone else and only have a dried up puddle? 😅

#lee rambles #asexual #aromantic #aroace #im not desperate and not looking. it's just a passing thought sometimes....#when it would be convenient i think about it. like how convenient it would be to find a canadia partner so i csm move there #and move in with my 2 closest friends #and the cosplay thing. that comes up a lot because i currently have a big interest in doing more cosplay stuff #i know i say i dont get romance and flirting stuff but sometimes when i observe others or see it in media #when someone does flirty things to their partner ans the partner gets flustered like a girl calling her gf cute and she gets shy and blushy #sometimes i want someone i can do that to because it amuses me to see people react that way and i like to be amused and make people react #to things lmao. another good use for a gf/partner #not sure if that means i do have some interest in that stuff or if it doesnt count because my reason for it seems different than usual 😅#ALSO. its so hard for me to tell if i truly want a relationship/partnership or if its because society and people around me make me feel like #i have to?????? amd im making uo excuses for why i would need it or would benefit from it? so that i can fit in or something???#i genuinely dont know which one it is and i hate that. could it be a bit of both? i suppose so....hmmmmm

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mejomonster · 9 months

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I'm only in ep 14 I'm so soft about fang xiaobao though. ;-; li lianhua simply. Switches to that as soon as he realizes. I want to see fang duobing make a mention of it

#mysterious lotus casebook #lb #tho i suppose fang duobing is just as likely to say nothing and preen about it like a peacock #and wait until a STRANGER or his friend says: did he. just call you xiaobao?#and then fang duobing can smile in pride and private satisfaction and nod like Of Course He does uvu i Am a Treasure His #Treasure uvu #fang duobing honestly would positively receive any praise though. if li lianhua sucked it up and just said: okay im your partner #okay ill shout for you to save me if i run into trouble.#if he said that? fang duobing would forget a weeks worth of manipulative bullshit and smile like the sun #and possibly get annoying in front of strangers to rhe degree he would be giddy like an excited puppy

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acanthyme · 1 month

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just remembered that like... people go out on dates...... whuh

#aroace moment sorry i just #i always forget dates are like. real things that people need in a relationship #i just do not understand 'dates' as a structure and special thing at all #a date can be anything... so why do you need to call it that instead of just hanging out #like i mean if i got asked id go but i wouldnt consider it more important than just hanging out just bc its got this other name on it #just realised that ive never had the urge or want to go on a 'date' with someone...#its not something id ever consider a requirement for datinng but... i suppose its in the name... hrm #yeah chalking this one up to yet another romance thing i do not understand or get the importance of.#like in theory i do but. in practice? nah... im good #if all time i spend with a partner is enjoyable then why do i need to divide it into a 'date' just for importance...#also probably my social issues as well and not being around many people comfortably...#shrug lawl

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thevirginslvt · 1 month

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if i had nickels every time my dad said he wouldn’t mind one of *his* friends to be his son in law i would have two nickels, which isn’t much but it’s weird that it happened twice

#i’m basically using tumblr as my public diary #context: my dad befriends EVERYONE so his friends age range goes from 20-80 #(yea. the tow guys where on the acceptable 20-30 range)#my dad is also weirded out i never had a boyfriend/partner lmfao #i think in his head is also like… the biggest compliment he can make about a guy #like ‘i think you are such a good man i would trust you my daughter’#call me whatever you want but i’m really just clueless when it comes to social interactions like what am i supposed to do ???#i haven’t talked with him much and i don’t see anything serious coming out of it but also this same mentality lead me to having 0 experience #idk idk i find him cute that’s all. i was hoping he would stay a random crush but apparently he likes me and IDKKK #dad’s friend trope expect i met him while we were by ourselves

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paverics · 8 months

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it’s so weird to think that i’m literally 26 and today was the first time i’ve ever actually encountered, in passing, a family with two mothers

#like she kept saying ‘partner’ so immediately I was like ‘gay’#but also like sometimes if you’re not married but #but also like sometimes if you’re not married but you’re a long term couple #and you have like kids and that then boyfriend can sound kind of juvenile to some people #so I thought she was just one of those straight people who say it instead cause she had like 3 kids with her #but eventually during the conversation with my SIL and mum she switched to ‘she’ instead #and then she left and her partner came instead #and these 3 little girls called them boy mummy and it was just kinda cute 😭#like it’s weird how little you see (for the most part) just….normal gay families?#it’s always like some mystical far away family or a story on tv #it’s never just ‘oh I had a conversation with them on holiday’#maybe it’s just me and being from a small town and with limited experience / access to people who aren’t what they’re ‘supposed’ to be #but anyway I’m definitely being kind of weird about it (to myself) because they’re literally just on holiday and watching their kids lmaooo #and mentally I’m like ‘gay rights!!!! you’re doing so much for the people 💕’

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sasskarian · 1 year

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time is such bullshit

#can it please be thursday yet #how am i supposed to watch three more sunsets without their head in my lap?#or endure three more mornings without watching the sunrise splash across their gorgeous face #video calls and tender whispers only go so fucking far #i need them like an unholy fire in my blood #the thought of them makes my fingertips tremble for the touch of their skin #this love will burn me alive and i will thank the flames for their service #the j file #the partner files

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unproduciblesmackdown · 1 year

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prommy i'm not trying to liveblog which i can't even do extensively b/c while i Must speak at length, it sure takes time and effort all the same. but i'm hype delighted again like, midway through, talking to the mvp brasso friend with this kind of....not entirely sure what blue collar gig he's got here lol but. cassian walking up and their earnest exchange turning into cassian's ;0 ;0 ;0 [no Actual obvious cues abt the transition] implicitly asking him for an alibi by "correcting" him about what he did last night, as what They did last night. and my taking a second to catch on just like the other guy brasso, Immersive. and i love the way things don't feel like predictable such that there's no slight surprises / reasons to be attentive like this, but also aren't like confusing or incomprehensible. i'm already hype remembering how brasso here responds by just rolling with it, seguing right into playing along, and then their talking between the lines of their story they're constructing together. hype enough i'll leave this open while i actually watch through the rest of the exchange. ooh yeah the way you're kind of waiting along as well to see if brasso's "correction" to their story here is going to be a rejection of it, but actually he's adding to it to cover cassian being a bit banged up And to even extend the story to include a reason they're now standing together talking right at this very moment. ah and i guess they're coworkers also? even though cassian's plot allows for no day job material that we see

also that i'm hype b/c it's like, heartwarming lol, this guy is just like yeah i've got you with your cover story even though i don't now what for and cassian didn't try to answer who might be asking for it. the way you get the lore that cassian gets into trouble already and the way that if someone's in trouble that can get the people around them in trouble, if someone's vulnerable that can make the people around them vulnerable, and obviously that's not ideal but also there's nothing for it and you can't throw them to the wolves, or rather, you sure can but the like effective collective punishment of it all to preclude its being easier to unionize or indeed help insulate each other from whatever vulnerability is like, the deliberate strategy, of course it's best re: that strategy if taking on the inherent increased vulnerability of being involved with, or supporting, or helping other people is deemed not worth it, or gets people focused on blaming the people in trouble rather than the people behind whatever reprisal instead. fun understandable moments when bix is head in hands about helping cassian out in a pinch, and then when her space boyf is like look as her space ex who seems to always be stressing her out when you come by i'm not the biggest fan, and that he responds to cassian's brushoff abt her being tougher than both of them with the line along the lines of "i'm getting tired of hearing that" is like, again yeah fun understandable lol but then narcing on cassian to get the space cops to solve his problem? like, not the way, and of course now pointing the feds in that direction doesn't just smoothly work out, the comeuppance in his dying b/c calling this down on them also gets bix caught up in things, you're all [handshake] w/cassian in this scenario in how you're viewed here and that None of your best interests will be catered to today....nothing for it trying to get anything out of the [police state life] situation, nor is the way that if anyone's more vulnerable than everyone else, you just shut them out or push them in front of the bus, even if the bus is cruising around trying to pick up them specifically. metaphors. feels all like v apt setup for the more significant return to ferrix at the end involving maarva bringing some politics like "i'm the first brick at stonewall, we can't Just get by forever" and cassian like well i Will be having to come through for bix though. wrote it, post it

#watched rogue one and andor and now i am antifascist #we do relate to the respective protagonists / combined deuteragonists of the former #and that present day starts out with jyn simply already in space jail like right on....#not even liable to link up all the like Cameos or just crossovers like how i didn't realize [actor/name/Character] link w/melshi there lol #but i do think i recognize the like prawn alien cellmate jyn had there in andor? that his space ex. or space sexy roommate or w/e they had #Seems to now be with that prawn alien if i indeed recognize the design when cassian zips back in for his money guns stash don't mind me....#which is like. aptly both kind of funny like this little background bit that implies this person keeps dating these randos who keep getting #arrested but it's also like; you can readily imagine the Dramatic Framing like well that also just really sucks for everyone. just like irl #i mean space irl....like cassian did just vanish i guess; Maybe he got one phone call or smthing but don't seem to have a space right to a #space attorney so maybe not even that. not like it seemed we're supposed to think they were incredibly close but still.#and then the implication the Next partner or sexy roommate or w/e is going to be arrested imminently enough....#andor #back to add: couldn't remember for sure in the last episode like brasso makes it; right :0 (yes)

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mommalosthermind · 2 years

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Sometimes writing is just an hour of looking up the most outdated and ridiculous synonyms for the sentence you wanted to write because your character is borderline incomprehensible due to Chuunibyou Trope and/or laughing while you try to figure out how she’d refer to other characters.

#fischl #genshin impact #my writing #she’s supposed to be a top tier investigator there’s no way she hasn’t heard about the uncrowned king:Diluc #DOES SHE CALL HIM YOUR MAJESTY #does??? he outrank her. SHE RUNS HER FAKE COUNTRY BUT HE IS UNCROWNED but also: he’s still. very much the boss.#listen I just needed a too long version of ‘Dude you can dance teach us plz’#but my partner went on a rant and now I am having THOUGHTS #and this is funny AF but unproductive 🤣#bc jean IS a running mond and Kaeya is her second so LIKE WHAT #DOES SHE CALL THEM #especially given her proclivity toward super weird monikers over Real titles #if you made it this far I’m begging you tell me what you think she calls people as she wanders around town

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lilgynt · 1 year

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my life be like *horrific treatment*

#personal #sooo i went bowling yesterday #land on my foot wrong #think i just need to sleep it off especially bc i walked on it for a good while after #wake up :) bruised as all fuck and i can’t walk on said foot #i’m telling my mom hey i think i need to call out to go to like. urgent care #and she starts FREAKING and is like you can go AFTER work. ur not calling out #and i’m like hey babe. took me five minutes to get to my door from my bed #what the fuck am i supposed to do #we have crutches and let me tell you crutches through a hoarder house? so fucking fun #and all the while my mom is being so mean #doesn’t ask if i’m okay literally just cussing at me and rolling her eyes and making snide remarks like #i know you had fun yesterday #yeah my best friend and partner is in town ofc we hang out #i could have gotten this walking on the street not -show boating- to my friends #she literally came out of no where with this shit and was blaming me and i lost it #i was like what the fuck is wrong with you. can you ask if i’m okay #and she does but ARE YOU OKAYYYYYYY 🙄🙄 to literally make fun of me #she heard me cry when i landed wrong on my foot and made fun of me #anyway we get into a screaming match where i’m like there is seriously something wrong with you like deeply wrong with you #either ur sociopath or you don’t love me bc this isn’t normal #you. this behavior? genuinely mean. if it happened to ben you would massage each of his fucking toes #and she’s like it’s not mean i just know you #which i interpreted as ur faking since that’s her go to #the voice crack when i yelled YOU THINK IM FUCKING FAKING?#anyway no she was just complaining about audrey and gg #crime? gg gave me a ring and i hang out with them too much when they’re in town #no but she was so genuinely mean during the whole thing #she did grab me the crutches when i couldn’t walk further and gave me a pain pill but like #this is genuinely one of the more fucked up moments i’ve had with my mom

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galacticlamps · 2 years

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going to be massively predictable and say jamie for the character bingo!!

wow, counting the free space I actually got a bingo! (is that even the right way to phrase it? i've not been around people playing bingo in many years)

#'but galacticlamps' i can already hear ppl saying 'jamie had more episodes than any other companion'#yes & he deserved even more #im not even kidding he was literally supposed to be in more of the 20th & the 10th too #& that's without even getting into the arguments you could make about 'screentime' and junked footage #hmm what other disclaimers does this call for?#jamie has fashion sense that's not even a disclaimer it's just a hill i'll die on #ok i wouldnt actually marry him but i think he's got a lotta traits that are good things to look for in a partner #& i did heavily debate ticking off i wanna carry them in a handbag like a tiny dog #but i decided that was inaccurate bc i actually have a little jamie figure but he lives on a shelf & i do not in fact carry him around

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shopcat · 17 days

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i think w avatar in my own base... world that i draw/think. in. of. you know what i mean like the main reality to ME that i've developed the pairings would be well zuko sokka and then i can't decide if i prefer mai ty lee and azula having something weird going on where ty lee and azula have been dating for years and mai orbits them orrr suki and/or azula meeting through ty lee being in the kyoshi warriors (and then the classic mai lee) which i think would be a really fun dynamic to be honest i wonder why i haven't seen it much. anyway. yue and jet are also nebulously alive just cuz idc. i like yue katara i think that's cute even if it's still funny to steal ur brothers ex but i justify it by well as much as they were cute they truly went on like one ? date and just liked each other it just so happened to end very dramatically. it would be the same if sokka dated idk... jet ... anyway. though her and aang are still cute. mostly not like i am centring pairings and Shipping and such it's just easier to have things established just thinking things in my mind U_U i also am pondering an au to do with zuko and yue where they're friends and i'll leave it at that bc i think it's a fun idea i haven't seen around. rubs my hands together.

#🐾#i have a WHOLE thing about the what are they called. azula's angels ?? LMFAO. but i'm hesitant to think too deeply about it #i know people don't like her and ty lee together to begin w which i get i suppose and i am operating off of a world where she's post #redemption and well we know i don't usually vibe with the whole Haha toxic yaoi/yuri tbing i think it's kind of dumb a lot of the time #anyway it would be all worked out and imo no different than like well zuko and sokka. except different bc they were actually friends #and have history together. but neither of them had a quote unquote HEALTHY dynamic beforehand #anyways #it's hard being an eons long z-kka truther bc to be honest i think katara and azula would be so funny #but they simply cannot exist at the same time i refuse. i've said this before AND I MEAN #there's literally nothing technically wrong with it i've even known people who have like had a sibling dating their partners sibling too #it's just Slightly too much ... much like suki and katara like they FOR REAL dated longterm and i would say were in love #her and sokka i mean #and i don't like idk using au's to be like so this can happen i find that dumb anddd what's the word. idk it's just silly to me #i'm too black and white thinking for things like this mannnn. halo #*HALP #like the fun of idk fan works is things can all exist at once u can have multiple aus and pairings and such #and i can do that mostly but sometimes i'm like BAH too much work. or i don't like the other pairings w those characters #but i can't wrap my head around using an au to be like JUST so this can exist outside of the Established World we already have #ie a world where suki and sokka never dated to begin w or something like i don't knowwww #just bc like how would everyone ELSE know that only YOU know that unless it's just for One singular work and then it's like where's the fun #in that... i dunno i gues i don't even really mean it like that either #i honestly am just talking to talk right now hi guys

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