#these just keep getting longer and longer wow
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Take A Chance: Rafe Cameron
Outer Banks Masterlist
word count: 800
description: tried of seeing your heart broken by losers, Rafe decides to take matters into his hands...will you accept?
Another failed talking stage but yet you were so attached. You had been in your room rotting away for at least two days now only stepping out when no one was around to see you and how miserable you were over a talking stage.
You were currently laying in bed softly crying thinking how you were destined to be alone at this rate. So lost in your thoughts that you didn't hear your bedroom door open until you saw him kneeling in front of you with a frown on his face.
"He doesn't deserve your tears sunshine." He said gently wiping your tears.
"I know but it still hurts Rafe, every time I try to start a relationship with a guy it always fails...I just wish I was good enough." You said sadly.
"But you are good enough sunshine, someday you will find someone who show you how good enough you are." He said as you leaned into his touch.
Rafe's heart was breaking seeing you like this...seeing you so heartbroken over some loser that clearly didn't appreciate you.
"Rafe can you lay with me for a bit?" You asked him softly.
"Of course sunshine." He said softly kicking his shoes off.
He climbed into your bed next to you before beckoning to come crawl into his arms which you happily did. He laid there running a hand through your hair until he heard your breathing even out and then he pulled out his phone and started planning something special for you. Rafe had been in love with you for years but due to his issues he always kept them to himself never wanting to hurt you or involve you in his mess but now he had no choice.
"She's gonna love that, are you finally going to tell her?" Sarah asked standing by your door.
"You think so? I want this to be perfect for her she deserves to know that there is someone out there that truly loves her." He said placing a kiss on your forehead making you snuggle into him.
"Yes Rafe she's gonna love it. I'm gonna go since you are here with her but let me know if you need anything." Sarah said.
A few days later you were feeling a bit better than you had been the last two weeks. You were currently getting ready for a surprise that Rafe said he had for you unsure what he was up to.
You had just finished putting on your shoes when you heard him knock on the door. You walked over to the door and opened it and there he was standing there looking so handsome as always, with a bouquet of sunflowers.
"Wow sunshine you look absolutely gorgeous." He said.
"Thank you Rafe, you look handsome as well." You said with a small smile.
"These are for you, I know how much you love sunflowers." He said handing them to you as your heart melted.
"You remembered?" You asked shocked as none of your past relationships did.
"Of course I did, I remember everything about you sunshine." He said with a smile.
You quickly put them in some water so they wouldn't die and met him by the door, where he lead you out to his truck and helped you into it. You guys made small talk as he drove to wherever he was taking you, and soon enough you guys were at the private beach that you guys liked to come to. He parked his truck and helped you out and that's when you saw a beautiful picnic setup by the beach making you look at Rafe.
"Rafe what is going on? What's all this?" You asked him.
"Sunshine bare with me...this is all new for me but I wanted to take you on a small date to show you that there is someone out there who cares for you and wants you and thinks the world of you." He said nervously.
"Why now Rafe?" You asked him.
"Because sunshine I thought I was protecting you by pushing you away but after seeing you hurt once again by some loser, I couldn't keep hiding from you any longer. So I know this is a big ask sunshine, but please take a chance on me and let me show you the kind of relationship you deserve." He said.
You were shocked by his confession let alone that he did all of this for you but deep down you had always had feelings for Rafe and that all these talking stages were attempts to get your mind off of him.
"Rafe I would like to give us a chance." You said with a smile.
Hearing you say that made a huge smile spread across Rafe's face as he wrapped his arms around you and placed a kiss on your lips.
#rafe cameron#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron x reader#rafe imagine#rafe x reader#rafe cameron x you
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hi happy halloween im out of food again
please commission me or donate
ive pretty much given up on being able to afford moving out so just being able to afford to live until i get kicked out would be nice
c*sh*pp (does this actually need to be censored?) is delilahswagga, p*yp*l is @delilahkill
not asking for a lot here even a few people donating a few dolalrs or getting 2 dollar commissions would help me a lot
#working on a new comm sheet ill reblog with it later#not eating regularly is like the biggest thing that makes my depression worse and it fucking sucks#thanks god for making the biggest thing that makes me happy the one thing i cant get regularly#meow#i hate e begging i feel like such a fucking loser right now. god#gotta love that autism!!!!!!!!!!#my dad keeps intentionally buying shit he knows i cant fucking eat without meltdowns#just because he thinks 'more food in pantry for longer = better' regardless of means#ive started just throwing away the fucking disgusting cans of soup in the hopes that he'll go to the store and buy something else#but every time he goes to the store he just buys me like#a bag of chips#and everything else is for him#if i touch the fucking meat he'll kill me and he buys like several hundred dollars of meat every month for his stupid smoker#he has bought 4 smokers in the last year but cant fucking stomach the thought of giving me some money for groceries#like expensive smokers#i know hes fucking lying when he says hes too poor to get me the shit that im actually able to comfortably eat at the cost of a few dollars#wow i am ranting hard in these tags. sorry#saved for later#<- so i can reblog this later if i need to
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#sorry gnna sound like a shit person now but im not feeling well i just need to rant#nothing good ever happens to me. every aspect of my life is a mess. im constantly miserable w nothing to pull me out of it#it's been getting worse nd worse for years nd if it keeps getting worse im not gnna be able to take it much longer#ofc there are sooo many others who have it way way way worse than i do. so i feel weak nd pathetic for being so affected by it when i know#it could be literally sm worse than it is now. like i get that. i know im not nearly as bad off as many ppl are#but idk still it's rlly tough to have *nothing* that makes me keep going. the literal only thing is that i dont kms bc i dont wanna hurt mom#bc im poor so i cant do ANYTHING. i cant go anywhere. not the cinema not concerts not to the mall not to the bookstore not an amusent park#i cant even go to cafées bc i dont have any money at all to spend on that#i have no friends to hang out w. even if i couldnt afford going anywhere i cant even just take a walk or sit nd talk to them bc there r none#my sisters havent talked for me in over a year#and like yada yada i dont have anything to pull me out of my misery bubble. no friends to comfort me no family to hang out w#nothing to do or nowhere to go. hell i havent even been able to eat for 8 months so i cant even like eat smth yummy nd watch a movie lmao#i cant even read bc of the constant noise! i cant go out into the forest bc there r always subway construction work or choppers or gun shots#i know im 'focusing on the negative' but what am i supposed to do when theres nothing positive to focus on lol?????#im always physically uncomfortable bc of pain nd health issues nd im always anxious nd stressed too so like... yay#and. this is where i sound mean but like after years nd years of nothing good happening to me... idc for others anymore like#when they talk abt their loving relationships and their kind friends nd them going to concerts im like.. wow !! u get to be happy!! i dont!!#im just envious nd jealous nd bitter bc why cant i have ANYTHING good???? not just ONE fkn thing?#other ppl get to have multiple things but i get nothing?????#and its not exactly like i hate them or wish illwill on them im just like wow kinda dont feel sympathy for u bc u have sm things#i've never had :))) nd u can never understand how awful it feels to be deprived of it so idc :))))
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One of my fave jackets is this green jacket with a fur hood im wearin rn because 1.) its green 2.) my dad gave it to me 3.) it reminds me of saejima. Who also reminds me of my dad
#snap chats#p sure i talked bout this jacket before but idc read my diary#sorry that every other middle aged man i see i say reminds me of my dad its a compliment#tbh love how i clowned on ichi for being on premium copium bout arakawa but highkey i woulda done the same bout my dad.. i get it ichi..#anyway :) i legally get to talk about my day with him now :)) HE SAID THE FUNNIEST SHIT UPON SEEING ME#HE SAID ‘oh wow we dress similar :)’ and keep in mind. he was wearing a latte brown coat with a black turtleneck and pants and shoes#meanwhile. i approach With Black Pants And Shoes Admittedly but then im in this goofy old ass jacket with a red scarf#and a crane-decorated dress shirt that i got two buttons undone on like DAAD you are senile. hes so funny#so fun my dad actually recognized this was the jacket he got me- it was one of the first things he bought for me after i told My Secret 🙈#also i finally asked how tall he was and i can’t believe my dad matches the criteria to be an rgg character he’s fuckin 6’1 like i thought#AH but today was really nice- i got to hang with my sis and her husband as well as my dad’s wife :)#it was awful tho cause the second my sis saw my dad’s outfit she’s just like ‘it’s so kdramacore’ AND SHES RIIIGHT 😭😭#we later found out dad’s wife loves kpop…. and she bought him his new clothes…. so we are no longer surprised….. AWFUL.#honestly i could write a drama based off my dad’s life i really could it has elements for it. i mean ig i kinda do that already dont i#i borrow. anyways. today was fun :) even if i almost lost my mind trying to take the train the first time#this train system was weird… it wa worth tho it was great seein popop again#yeah….. ugh i have to still drive home from the station. and hope my car is still there#i get very paranoid leaving my car alone so openly i dont like it…#anyways. bye bye :) i might nap til my stop or work on a fic i started#‘snap what happened to’ dont worry about it i need to look at something else or ill scream#ok bye 👋
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blissfully ignores the harsh criticisms of s2/the finale 🥰
#real talk: totally valid to have negative opinions#but i personally loved it but will be grieving the fact it was a shorter season when it definitely needed to be longer </3#great writing and set up and characterization just unfortunate they didnt get the proper time to do it full justice :(#bc wow there was some really great stuff i *wish* they could've expanded on#10 eps would've been great but i think even like 12 would've been perfect#if only hbo max cared about their writers and their queer viewers 🤷#i really hope we get a s3 like please please please keep watching the show make it trend be loud !!#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#??#tp#kyspeaks#havent seen the finale yet BUT i doubt my thoughts are gonna change#also i do have my qualms with this season and i dont think its nearly as strong as s1#but its also not completely fair to compare imo bc of the budget cut/run time cut#tbf the main reason i love this show is bc of ed and stede's relationship so im also quite a bit biased
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wip as an excuse to show her off because she's cute to me but also so i can rant in the tags about The Malfunctions I Am Experiencing During This Piece
#god dude my fucking. god#ok so this piece is taking at least 2.5 times longer (if not more!!) than it should because my tablet's pressure sensitivity keeps going#haywire for unknown reasons. and to fix it i gotta plug it in and take it out and plug it in etc etc several times until it gives me#pressure sensitivity again for like 4 lines. otherwise it's all fucked up. it's not even zero pressure either it's spotty. what the hellll#skrunkart#please let this not be another goromi wip i never finish because for some reason it's always her </3#i'm so sorry baby you're just too much woman for me to handle :(( (<- ambition fueled by love but which doesn't match current ability)#she just gets that more than anyone else unfortunately#anyway i should probably look into solutions for this because wow it's annoying#it's not a new problem it's just super noticable with this because i'm also taking way longer bc i'm trying weighted lineart again#which i used to do more and which fucks!! it's really good!! i just don't do it bc i tend to use rougher pencil-y lineart now#but the smooth is fun and i'm doing it now yippee#OR IT WOULD BE FUN. IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE HORRORS.#anyway. yeah#and i am already very slow at digital art!!!! so this is not good!!!!#augh. for goromi...
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being an engie main must be a really thankless job. like. damn. you guys live like this? I'm so sorry. lets all love you more
#i generally main medic and while yes the game can make you insane when you come online you see tons of praise#and like. being a medic main isnt SO uncommon. like sure its very much a minority but i see at least 1 other medic like. every other game#theres maybeeee more engies but DAMN.#maybe i just suck at playing engineer but holy shit is it difficult#you have to know the placement. you have to be aware of your surroundings. you have to have a strategy and you have to be flexible#also it was just so tragic to me whenever i heard engie yell 'sentry down ' or even worse. 'dispenser down'#and then you come online and you are i think. just not appreciated enough#i will put my priority on healing engies. because wow is it hard#at least when you play more of an offense class you get a rush and some action and it keeps you in the mood even when you die#(from my experience)#but engies have stay alive longer i think. take care of their machines#anyways i loved playing engie but it was so insane i think id go mad if i tried to main him. or id just get better at it lol#mine#tf2#team fortress 2#engineer tf2#dell conagher#engie gaming..........
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burnout is supposed to end at some point, I have read this. However, how do you know when it has ended and you should gradually force yourself through more activities to get used to living a life again, and when doing that will send you Directly back to an even worse ring of hell. Is there like a guidebook or
#in some ways it sucks i've never had one massive breakdown just like small ones that didn't really justify lying in bed for a month#like when i say i'm doing that i'm also usually doing bare minimum reading eating exercise#in addition to lying in bed and scrolling for 5 billion hours#i'm still making plans and attempting to get better it's just at a glacial pace#it's not working i'm not feeling better i still feel like if i find a job or try to make a decision i'll probably break in a million pieces#then any time i try to work harder the rebound of that hits me even worse#every job i feel like i can deal with less and less masking. until one day i just won't be able to hold down one for more than 2 months#i kept trying every strategy i knew and it just wouldn't keep me from having to go to my car and scream sometimes#feels like walking over coals trying to apply for internships rn but schoolwork is the only task i like some of the time#need the internship to graduate if i don't graduate i'll just be stuck doing things i hate even more#ik you shouldn't apply to grad school just to go but if i can put off dealing with living a life outside of academia for even 1 year longer#worth the mountains of debt#like even if i drop out and everything goes horribly that's a year i didn't spend saying thank you have a nice day#god. i'm going back to thinking abt lesbian necromancers now. wow that brief look into my mental state sucked
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Hi, I finally finished this.
Bonus:
#ik his hands look super large#just try not to notice that haha#it's because the ref i was using was at a weird angle and i didn't notice until after I finished aha#anyways#batim#batdr#bendy#bendy and the ink machine#sammy lawrence#susie campbell#batim headcanons#clp art#wow the proportions on the last frame get worse the longer I look#now I'm off to redraw a gr3ievous (don't want this to show up when i look up his tag haha) comic#wish me luck haha#oh goodness#s@mmy why do you look so weird what the heck happened#i can't stop criticizing the third frame#i also keep automatically spelling frame as phrame so that's fun
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also i have probably said this before but i think faculty need to stop telling students that they shouldn’t go to graduate school. yes students should have the information they need to make the decision (including info about the low stipends, the not-so-great culture of many graduate programs, the vanishingly small number of stable academic jobs, etc). but i’ve always felt like some students are going to hear that and think “well, it won’t be me, i’ll work hard and beat the odds!” (typically your well-off students who have a lot of social & navigational capital and an assured sense of belonging in higher ed spaces), while other students are going to hear it and think “i wonder if they’re just saying that because they think i’m not cut out for graduate study.”
#not everyone needs to do a phd!#but i think anyone who loves learning enough to think 'i wonder if i'd like to keep doing this in a more rigorous way'#deserves to have that desire/interest taken seriously#and should get the chance to learn more about what scholars do and what graduate study entails#i have quite a few students who have gone through that process of exploring grad schools and presenting at conferences#and talking to faculty and writing longer research papers and so on#and have decided 'nah this just isn't something i can see myself doing long-term'#but then i have quite a few who have gone through all of that and been like wow#i know what graduate study entails now#and i know that it's something i want to pursue#also grad students need to stop doing the same thing lol#in general i think the cult of misery around grad school is one of those self-perpetuating things#like YES the systems are broken and YES the advising often blows but ALSO are grad students sometimes in love with#the idea of their own misery? MAYBE#MAYBE A LITTLE BIT#i had horrible advising and was often actively unhappy about that in grad school#but i also had an amazing time and would do it again in a heartbeat#although based on my reading i understand now that is because of a sense of SOCIAL BELONGING#which my school did nothing to cultivate but my cohort actively did on our own#i also think teaching gave me a strong sense of purpose and an identity outside of being a Helpless Student at the mercy of my advisors
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Tristamp Fen 🏜️✨
Template: bit.ly/trigunresources
More character info under the cut:
DISCLAIMER: BG art is not mine, it’s scenery from the show.
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Full Name: Marlowe Fenley Holloway
Nicknames: Fen (preferred), MarMar (family), Intern/Kid (Roberto) Curls (Wolfwood)
Species: Human
Gender: Female (cis)
Pronouns: She/Her
Age: 20
Birthday: Jan 17
Height: 5'3" (159 cm)
Affiliation: Bernardelli Communications
Occupation: Photography Intern
Interests: photography, drawing, nature, travel
Background: comes from a small nondescript town on Nomans Land, but left to attend university at the nearest city. As part of her university coursework she was required to take up an internship, which happened to land her at Bernardelli Communications and under the mentorship of Roberto De Niro. Which in turns gets her pulled into Meryl's mad goose chase to track down and interview the Humanoid Typhoon.
Personality: generally pretty quiet/fairly timid person, a "doesn't speak unless spoken to" type. But otherwise a very compassionate and mindful person. Optimistic realist.
Misc notes:
• She's the youngest of 4 in her family, and the rest of her siblings are adopted
• Worried for her safety and the idea of her traveling on her own, her parents gave her 2 parting gifts before she left for the city: a tactical knife and wrist tech (wrist device that acts as a gps and communicator. While at uni a friend added to it so it has a mini low impact force field as well. Good for blocking bullets)
• In her bag she carries her knife, a first aid kit, the camera, a canteen, and other essentials. She like to be prepared and doesn't go anywhere without it
#trigun OC#trisona#trigun original character#trigun x OC#OC x canon#trigun stampede#tristamp#au: oasis#mq art#about fen#OC: fen Holloway#creator commentary in tags (albeit shortened since tumblr fucking nuked my original post and now I’m angry)#finally decided on an outfit and style for this story tg#altho we’ll see how long it lasts cause the longer I look at it the more upsetti I get : P#Altho I’m pretty happy with how the template itself turned out#I was tryna replicate the aesthetic of the seed ship tech and while I couldn’t find and exact font match this is pretty close#also if you’re reading her background and thinking ‘wow op is literally just shoving an OC into the timeline’ you are correct 💕#hammer and nailing it here folks#ALSO ALSO my brain keeps going ‘horse girl’ everytime I look at her outfit sksks#I think it’s just the combo of the shirt and the shorts/leggings but yeah we’ll see how long this outfit lasts
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really want to read more and more literature (esp classics!) aghhhh yesterday iirc i was on a walk with my mom and twin and an old guy (not a weirdo dw) who was jogging or walking too actually asked what book i was carrying and it's a little funny bcs uhm he just went "oh a classic!" you see. i was carrying dante's inferno. which i still haven't properly started to read but anyways he might... if my mom is right... be the local parish guy so oopsies !! LMAO anyways yeah really interested in lovecraft for a while now! horror scares me and gives me paranoia but i also enjoy the writing of it? and i remember once that something/someone said my writing is kinda similar to his. hm.
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i never talk about literature here but hi i grew up reading books and i really love literature. both fiction and non-fiction! admittedly i#less prefer modern books because i prefer classics and all that? and i kinda fucking hate people who only like boring and/or famous#literature lmfao fuck you but anyways putting my bitterness aside! arthur conan doyle with 'sherlock' of course & 'a dream within a dream'#dazai with 'no longer human' is something i think i'll really enjoy reading one day as well and hmm#i never properly read 'lord of the rings' despite my relative having the books and i borrowed it once? but didn't make the time to actually#read it unfortunately :(( 'the great gatsby' is something i also have yet to read and then jane austen's works!#and then. louisa may alcott ... i asked my mom right now about her books that we have/had and i did not fucking know we had#'little women' all this time holy shit. i remember reading 'a modern cinderella' but also i am unsure now... but yeah. that/those too!#shakespeare's works are of course a must-read hehe we do have 'the tempest' and i've read a couple of his works but only a little bit#either based off the knowledge i just. know. or for school back then! but yeah. you probably know his works already lmao <3#and then uhmm 'phantom of the opera' we have now as well! bought it alongside yk. 'the tempest' 'inferno' 'paradise lost & regained'#a few months ago but tbh i haven't made it very far in reading any of them yet but i really want to sometime! and learn more guitar!#and get back to playing piano and also finish and play more games but anyways. yes.#george orwell's books! we have a few if i'm not mistaken (love my family fr) i really want to read them. my dad keeps recommending#his works for us to read. especially 'animal farm' but i've heard '1984' is really good. i also really want to read more of narnia!#only ever read the first book and wow it meant a lot to me tbh? with. growing up and all. and then i read a bit of another book hmm.#'to kill a mockingbird' was something i have wanted to read since i read 'the hunger games' as a kid because i for some reason connected#the two in a way because of the word mockingbird. and then uh other books that i don't think are as... classics. idk what are classics tbh.#BUT okay yeah i still haven't read 'a monster calls' but i know it made my twin and mom cry! and then 'the fault in our stars' we have but#i also haven't read it... haven't read the witcher books either and then george r. r. martin's stuff. tbf i'm not an adult yet so lmfao.#'the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy' i know my dad really wants to read and i know my tita has it but i'm not completely sure if we have#it ourselves too now? but yeah. really interested in that book as well. and then i have yet to read 'frankenstein' and then i'd love to#reread books from my childhood from authors like roald dahl !! and then man i should read more from#neil gaiman ... i've read his short stories? and a book. or few. i can't really remember.#anyways. okay. running out of tags but i really love literature ..... <3#also want to read more of modern literature tbh! the ones that are actually good tho <33
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i never write ever but i have a lot of ideas and i like to look at them sometimes and go hehe. i like that. looking at my docs like Wow it's almost like i was the onewho put that there... wow... anyway i'm going to tell you about one of them again.
modern day au because i'm boring, PB is off at college and her, Finn, and Jake have a groupchat (named "Finn's homework help" because Finn likes to exploit the adults in his life). Basically Finn gets given a USB with a strange program on it by a frail old man (wink wink nudge nudge) and he downloads it onto his computer, much to PB's chagrin because what are you doing Finn, are you TRYING to get a virus??? but it doesn't appear to be a virus, just some kind of prototype for the super advanced "digital companions" created by MO Co (corrupt company. mo was usurped or something idk. I'm clearly very knowledgeable about buisness) (the 'prototype' is BMO btw if you didn't guess already)
and at some point i guess finn ends up uploading bmo to his phone somehow? so now BMO is in the groupchat :)
and you may have noticed that I didn't mention Marcy yet... because I figured it'd be kinda weird if PB added her ex gf to the homework groupchat created by the guy she used to babysit. I mean, I suppose I could just have them all already be friends before the events of the hypothetical story but i just think it's funny this way. So Finn meets her, befriends her, adds her to the groupchat. imagine pb & marcy in the groupchat with all this awkward tension because both of them are too stubborn to either, A. text eachother individually, outside of the groupchat, or B. leave the groupchat (tbf finn would probably add them back. he needs help with his homework, guys!!!)
so PB & marcy have all this tension and Finn is just like "sooo... what's up with factorials?" or whatever highschoolers who do maths talk about, idk, i left that life behind me... maths, not school. I'm still in school.
also jake is an old man emoji guy. he texts like my dad shortly after discovering that there's multiple pages of emojis. jake isn't even that old, he's just like that. i don't know if this is particularly in character and i don't care, you can pry this out of my cold dead hands.
#i imagine finn and marcy meet at some kind of music shop#maybe finn is there upgrading his flute or whatever idk. marcy works there.#somehow they become friends from this#and finn keeps trying to get her to help with his theory work for music class but she's like ''idk man i just kinda play it by ear 😙''#wow this post got longer than i expected. i don't know if this is remotely interesting to anyone or just really niche lol#i think it's fun
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genuinely love being unapologetically long with my writing like, sorry you had to wait for months but honestly ive elongated my responce because there is so much i want to write and explain and tell in our muses story that im lowkey obsessed with it.
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#i say: oh this will be a short reply#and then watch the draft grow steadily longer#while turning tht blind eye as if it never happened#the thing is i respect my partners no matter how much you can write#and im never sat here counting words and going wow they didn't match the ones i wrote.#for me its as long as youre giving something to work with. if i have to lead every instance of plot it makes a draft#difficult to reply to but sometimes some characters need a follow. its like managing a convo#i used to get so nervous about reply length bc i worried ppl thought it was too much but honestly its smth that makes me happy#some drafts i keep shorter so my partner doesnt feel like they have to either.#i just like writing a lot for different things so you guys have smth to work with. im always worried i dont leave enough#but do message me if that is the case to something i give you!<3#TBD.#going to sleep in early tonight im thinking and then despite the business of my weekend ill see what i get up to here<3
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I think Kumar got over his picky food phase. He used to eat only 200g cans of duck for a long time now. The 200g cans are more expensive than the 400g ones, so I was spending a lot more money than usual on catfood.
Offered him some other food I still had left (400g beef, chicken and shrimp) yesterday and he liked it and I also caught him eating some of Clawdias food which was something different. I still have like 20 cans of the poultry, chicken and shrimp type of food he used to eat for half a year, so maybe I can finally use those lol.
#i dont feed him all 400g at once btw just mentioning the can type because#when i got 400g duck he DID NOT eat that and would only eat the food out of the 200g cans#i did a side by side and showed that to a friend who also was like wow wtf he rly only takes the food from the small cans#apparently its something about how the food is cooked in the cans and the bigger cans needing longer cooking and then losing some flavour#cat#cats#kumar#clawdia#i wanted to get 800g cans but im afraid they wont eat that#that would save me the most money#i got lids to reseal them and putting them in the fridge keeps them fresh so i could use a can for like 3-4 days
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big talky !!!
#bo posting#talky#sorey i just beed a place to ramble and also no one like ask me follow ups or give me advice djdjjd#just!!!! into the void!!!!#im being taken off prozac bc holy fucking shit#my dr is a bamf and very understanding of my position on being suicidal#which is like i am but i dont WANT to be#like its annoying#being suicidal is annoying#like girl i GET IT !!!!!!!!! but what else do you got?????#like anything productive???? no???? then shut up#so were no longer gonna be on an SSRI#uhm yeah#so i have a detailed plan i have to follow and fill out every day to monitor my drugs#which is in my journal that i love and i want to get more stickers for#:( but i cant afford much rn#which sucks#thats. for another time tho lmao#im so burnt out and depressed i hope thid helps bc wow#its never been this bad!!!! and i cant keep pushing through with another SSRI knowing itll do nothing
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