â 㠤ᥣđŠă ¤ă ¤ Ý.ďš hi angels. ! y'all already kno this one is based off of this clipâŚ.mhmm â & also it is in the 'rafe đ bambi!reader' au that i made / am still currently making / outlining their lore for their relationship n all the cutesy (n sadđ) stuff that is gonna go down with them bein' together. !!! đ§¸âĄŕžŕ˝˛
"yea, yeah," rafe is panting sharply, his sweaty, broad, naked chest heaving as he steadily pounded into your dripping, sloppy, fluttering little pussy, grunting as you continuously squeezed your slippery, inner walls around him, making his heavy balls ache with the need for his releaseâto release inside of you.
"fucking fuck, babyâneeded to be inside of you so fuckin' much," rafe continues to babble deliriously, and no, he wasn't high on drugs, just high off of you, before you felt him reaching up to grasp one of your dainty little hands, intertwining his long fingers through your curled up little fist, freshly manicured nails and palm soft and smooth, making rafe let out a small, deep sigh of pleasure as he takes in a whiff of your vanilla body cream you always use all over.
"f-fuck, d..d-daddy! you f-feel s'good inside me," you mewl sweetly, and meanwhile, your teary, doe-like, pretty eyes were fluttering heavily with your mink eyelashes still somehow attached to your eyelids, your pupils nearly turning into two large, heart-shaped pink hearts, the color being the brightness pink ever, the color of love.
after a few more thrusts, you let out another sharp cry, feeling rafe reach down to play with your needy, puffy little clit, rubbing it fast and with slight pressure, just the way you liked it when he did it, given your hysterical reactionâand yet, rafe's eyes never leave your bouncing breasts or your gorgeous, fucked out face, feeling the velvety, stuffed walls of your sweet little pussy starting to flutter around him, gripping him tight as fuck, making rafe curse to himself underneath his breath for silent mercy.
rafe grunts, beginning to roll his hips, still fucking into you while pressing sloppy, open-mouthed kisses across your pretty, marked up neck and collarbones, his breathing heavy and uneven, his balls growing tighter as you moan against the side of his face, breathing your pretty sounds right into his ear, causing his breath to hitch every time you made a new, higher in pitch noise.
"yea, yea? you like when dad fucks you like this, huh? is that it, baby? jus' needed daddy to fuck you, actin' all dumb and weepy for some cock⌠my poor, dumb little baby, jus' wanted dad to fuck your aching little cunny, isn't that right, pretty girl?" rafe coos teasingly, "hmm?" he continues as if to mock you, before leaning down to suck on one of your puffy little nipples, suckling it harshly and making your back arch so prettilyârafe's eyes shifting up to observe the way you cry out to the ceiling of his bedroom, most likely growing closer to your third orgasm of the night.
"h-harder, a little harder, daddy⌠please, daddyâharder, h-harder, harder â please daddy, need it h-h-harderâŚ!" you hiccup softly, begging all submissively and poutily, making rafe's heart beat wildly against his ribcage and the tip of his cock to pulsate inside of you, his muscular arms protruding from the way he was now gripping onto the meaty parts of your plush, smooth hips, continuing his quick, animalistic thrustsâwet, skin on skin slapping noises filling up the bedroom, as well as breathy moans coming from you and deep, low groans leaving rafe's kiss-swollen, shiny lips from him licking and sucking all over your naked skin.
"yeah? you sure, baby?" he questions with another low curse, but doesn't stop and immediately begins thrusting harder, practically ploughing you into his bed, hearing you cry out his name with a long, drawn out, feminine moan, all high-pitched and needy, feeling like you were about to reach your high any second, but you gasped softly, pushing at your boyfriend's hard, broad, sweaty chest, gently tapping his pectorals in protest, needing him to stop for a tiny moment.
rafe huffs instantly, raising an eyebrow impatiently at you and looking directly at you as if to say, 'what? what is it?!'
stunned, rafe watches the way you immediately look up at him, lips pouty and eyes all misty, before flipping around to lay down on your stomach, ass in the air, clutching one of your boyfriend's pillows, wailing into it as he immediately slides back inside and begins fucking into you from behind now, leaning over you possessively, caging you in with his big, strong arms.
"fuck, how's the speed, huh? is it good, baby?" rafe coos into your ear, leaning down over you as he grips your hips once again, continuing his steady, hard and quick thrusts, stuffing his long, heavy and thick cock into your quivering, glossy cunt, sparkling softly in the low light of his room as it shines with your mixed juices and rafe's pre-cum â and god, you're so, so fucking close to reaching your blissful, euphoric high.
"y-yes...! ohh, please⌠gogogo!" you sob into rafe's pillow, drool and tears slipping from your face and on the pillow of his you were currently holding onto for dear life, "yes, p-please, pleaseâi love it, d-daddy! i love it!" you shout with a squeal, feeling rafe hit your sweet spot of nerves inside of you with every single thrust, feeling his lips brush over your left ear, a long groan coming from him as he continues to wildly buck his hips against your perky little ass, giving it three harsh slaps with his large, calloused palm, making your ass jiggle.
and with only a few more thrusts, you're nearly there, so close, and you can feel that your boyfriend is too, wetly kissing your neck, snapping his hips into your asscheeks frantically and with desperation, as if he couldn't help but need to fuck into you even faster, wanting you both to reach your highs.
then, right after four more bucks of rafe's narrow hips, you feel him let out a deep, loud grunt into the back of your head, burying his face into your sweet smelling hair, lowly groaning out, "i love you," as he comes inside of you, deeply and raw and powerful.
and youâyour poor, fluttering heart nearly jumps into your throat, trying to twist your neck around, your doe-like, misty and now more hazy, a bit too cloudy, and dreamlike eyes are filled with a fresh load of hot tears, like you can't help yourself and your feelings for this man.
"what?!" you squeak, catching rafe's eye and scrunched brow, a frown on his face now, though he still couldn't stop his jaw from being a bit slack and his eyes being heavy-lidded from just blowing his load so hard into you.
rafe huffs, then sighs to himself and rolls his eyes at you, "what?" he snaps back at you, his tone growing with a small attitude, sounding defensive and strangely vulnerable, as if you're the one that is acting purposefully dumb, and like it was your fault that you didn't realize that rafe loves youâeven with how obvious he makes it.
and yet, you can't help but just lie there in awe, staring wide-eyed up at the ceiling, your lips, that were still sticky from your smeared lipgloss and some drool, were now slightly parted in disbelief, because... holy fuckârafe cameron, your boyfriend, just told you that he loves you for the first time.
"âË rafe is so attentive to you. he might be busy âhandling businessâ all the time, but heâll drop everything if somethingâs bothering you. he wants you to live a cozy, carefree life, physical proof to you and everyone else that he can maintain that for you. so, when you show up at tannyhill with tears in your eyes, he goes straight into problem solving mode. Ëâŕźâ§â" - (x) inspired by @maiiuelle
you were in a foul mood. one that left you nothing but in shivers, and sniffles. you were holding yourself together until you saw rafe. you had started working lately, telling rafe that you could handle it and that you hated the way that he had to pay for everything.Â
you worked at a meek small cafe, serving tables, and coming home greasy and bubbly. sometimes you'd bring free leftover fries, and rafe would kiss you, telling you that there was enough money to pay for it. but you liked it. you liked the simplicity rafe liked seeing you happy.
but today everything was horrible. from the way that the day started from the way you felt in the beginning. you had hit your toe on the door and chipped a nail. then there was a man who yelled at you for getting his order wrong, and you ended up having chunks of potato puree in your hair after a toddler grappled for the food you were serving.
so there you were at tanyhill. staring up at the daunting building, as hot tears streamed down your face. you felt caged in as your arms were wrapped around your body. you felt small, almost as if you could disappear the moment something was uttered.
rafe had given you the key to the house. that's the way he was, giving you small things. giving you small things that you'd always hold close to your heart. sometimes he'd just gaze at you, kiss your forehead and call you his "sweet girl," and you felt your whole body blaze with a fire. and so you gently swung open, the hall echoing with emptiness, you felt yourself smile gently.Â
tanyhill reminded you of rafe. and rafe reminded you of good things. yet your foul mood followed you, and somehow there was this inkling feeling that rafe wouldn't allow you to keep your job if he knew how horrible the service was.Â
but you couldn't help yourself as you bundled in rafe's bedsheets, smelling that scent of his, and wearing one of his polo's. your hand ached towards the phone, yet you held back. he was probably handling business, but it was finally when you picked up the phone and dialled his number. he picked up in one ring.
"rafe?" you sniffed out, your voice scratchy.
"what's wrong?" rafe murmured back. you could almost hear the alarm in his voice and could feel the way he was probably pacing around. he was probably going to be in trouble. that caused you to wilt even more, as you tried to stammer out your sentence.Â
"i need you."Â
Ëâŕźâ§âË.
you could imagine what rafe was thinking. he was probably worried. worried out of his mind, as you sat in his bed, messy bed head and tears streaming down your face. you heard the creak of the door opening, and there he was.
you saw him, eyes soft as they traced your body. there you were, eyes rubbed red, and a pout on your face. you seemed almost in disbelief, as you stared at him. finally, you jumped into his embrace. it was warm. it was home. you could hear his heartbeat.Â
your voice was slurred as you whispered words out, still seeking his warmth.
 "you came."Â
it was only here you took a peek at his face, a soft smile was sprawled across his face.Â
description: tried of seeing your heart broken by losers, Rafe decides to take matters into his hands...will you accept?
Another failed talking stage but yet you were so attached. You had been in your room rotting away for at least two days now only stepping out when no one was around to see you and how miserable you were over a talking stage.Â
You were currently laying in bed softly crying thinking how you were destined to be alone at this rate. So lost in your thoughts that you didn't hear your bedroom door open until you saw him kneeling in front of you with a frown on his face.Â
"He doesn't deserve your tears sunshine." He said gently wiping your tears.Â
"I know but it still hurts Rafe, every time I try to start a relationship with a guy it always fails...I just wish I was good enough." You said sadly.Â
"But you are good enough sunshine, someday you will find someone who show you how good enough you are." He said as you leaned into his touch.Â
Rafe's heart was breaking seeing you like this...seeing you so heartbroken over some loser that clearly didn't appreciate you.Â
"Rafe can you lay with me for a bit?" You asked him softly.
"Of course sunshine." He said softly kicking his shoes off.Â
He climbed into your bed next to you before beckoning to come crawl into his arms which you happily did. He laid there running a hand through your hair until he heard your breathing even out and then he pulled out his phone and started planning something special for you. Rafe had been in love with you for years but due to his issues he always kept them to himself never wanting to hurt you or involve you in his mess but now he had no choice.Â
"She's gonna love that, are you finally going to tell her?" Sarah asked standing by your door.Â
"You think so? I want this to be perfect for her she deserves to know that there is someone out there that truly loves her." He said placing a kiss on your forehead making you snuggle into him.Â
"Yes Rafe she's gonna love it. I'm gonna go since you are here with her but let me know if you need anything." Sarah said.Â
A few days later you were feeling a bit better than you had been the last two weeks. You were currently getting ready for a surprise that Rafe said he had for you unsure what he was up to.Â
You had just finished putting on your shoes when you heard him knock on the door. You walked over to the door and opened it and there he was standing there looking so handsome as always, with a bouquet of sunflowers. Â
"Wow sunshine you look absolutely gorgeous." He said.Â
"Thank you Rafe, you look handsome as well." You said with a small smile.Â
"These are for you, I know how much you love sunflowers." He said handing them to you as your heart melted.Â
"You remembered?" You asked shocked as none of your past relationships did.Â
"Of course I did, I remember everything about you sunshine." He said with a smile.Â
You quickly put them in some water so they wouldn't die and met him by the door, where he lead you out to his truck and helped you into it. You guys made small talk as he drove to wherever he was taking you, and soon enough you guys were at the private beach that you guys liked to come to. He parked his truck and helped you out and that's when you saw a beautiful picnic setup by the beach making you look at Rafe.Â
"Rafe what is going on? What's all this?" You asked him.Â
"Sunshine bare with me...this is all new for me but I wanted to take you on a small date to show you that there is someone out there who cares for you and wants you and thinks the world of you." He said nervously.Â
"Why now Rafe?" You asked him.Â
"Because sunshine I thought I was protecting you by pushing you away but after seeing you hurt once again by some loser, I couldn't keep hiding from you any longer. So I know this is a big ask sunshine, but please take a chance on me and let me show you the kind of relationship you deserve." He said.
You were shocked by his confession let alone that he did all of this for you but deep down you had always had feelings for Rafe and that all these talking stages were attempts to get your mind off of him.Â
"Rafe I would like to give us a chance." You said with a smile.Â
Hearing you say that made a huge smile spread across Rafe's face as he wrapped his arms around you and placed a kiss on your lips.Â
Thank you @jinxxangel13 and everyone who got me to 5000 reblogs!
Like Mother, Like Daughter: Simon Riley
Call Of Duty Masterlist
word count: 400
description: in which you and ghost have a baby girl who loves to copy your facial expressions
You always wore how you were feeling on your face, everyone could tell what mood you were in based on your facial expressions. It was one of the many things Simon loved about you, considering he was so stoic and neutral faced something that he learns from his years in the military.Â
When you and Simon had your baby girl Liliana, you two always fought about her favorite was and who she favored more which was clearly you. But the one thing she loved to do was copy anything and everything you were doing including your facial expressions.Â
Simon found it hilarious when you would be glaring at someone graves for example and babygirl would try and copy or whenever you were mad him, he would not only have one set of eyes glaring at him but his own babygirl glaring at him because her mom was. But the moments you were happy and in a good mood, he would find that smile he fell in love with duplicated on y'all's mini which made his heart grow.
You rolled your eyes at the sight of Graves, making a displeased sound at seeing the man as you adjusted Lilly on your hip. Liliana saw this and immediately tried rolling her eyes at Graves and making a noise of disapproval before giving him her best side eye that she learned from her mama.Â
Now the guys had heard stories about Lily copying you're facial expressions but never truly got to see it until today and their reactions didn't disappoint. Kyle was barely keeping together upon witnessing this. Now Soap couldn't hold it together at the sight of Liliana try to copy you at the sight of Graves and ended up laughing at the sight.Â
"Ghost...does she always do this?" Price asked looking at you and Lily who were still side eyeing Graves.Â
"Always. Anything mama does, she copies." He said with a smile.
"Like mother, like daughter." Price said with a smile as he looked over at you and Lily.
Simon smiled at his comment before making his way over to where you guys were standing gently pulling your attention away from Graves and towards him.Â
"That's my mama and babygirl." Simon said pressing a kiss to Lilly's forehead and then one on your lips.Â
Simon is cold, heâs rough, rude, and doesnât give a shit about anyone elseâs opinions.
Except for you, to you heâs soft, vulnerable, sweet, loving, and happy.
One day you go to drop off his lunch at base as he has forgotten it.
You walk in, dressed in a light pink sundress with flowers on it.
White sandals on your feet, your toes painted white and your nails done in a light pink.
You walk in and go up to the receptionist. All eyes on you.
âIs Simon here?â You ask softly, a small smile on your pink lips
The receptionist looks at you confused, âSimon? Maâam Iâm afraid I donât know who youâre speaking of.â
A few minutes pass and youâre waiting on the receptionist, when all of a sudden a group of men walk in.
Everyone stands up and salutes them except you, you look up from your phone and see your husband.
âSimmy!â You run through the group of men until you reach Simon, hugging him tightly. The room goes silent as everyone stares.
Some people whisper knowing that heâs most likely gonna push you off and say a rude remark but he doesnât. Not to you.
He wraps his arms around you as well and picks you up. âHey love,â He kisses your cheek and hugs you tighter. âWhat are you doing here?â
You pull away and hug his arm, smiling brightly. âYou forgot your lunch, where were you?â
âJust a mission.â He grumbles, he holds your hand and without even saying bye to his comrades he leads you to his office.
Leaving everyone shocked and confused, they all thought that he was lying when he said he was married. And especially they didnât expect his wife to be so gorgeous.
Simon was a light sleeper, he had to in his line of work, but he wasnât just a light sleeper when he was on duty, but at home too.
So when one night he was woken by a clanging down in the kitchen, Simon sat straight in bed, clear headed and focused on locations the reason for that noise.
A small smile slipped on his face, someone was stupid enough to break into his home, must be Simonâs lucky day.
âStay here, Iâll take careâŚâ He whispered into the dark room, hand patting the space next to him only to find it cold.
You werenât there.
Simonâs blood froze.
The smile was gone.
His mind ran with a million questions at the same time. Did something happen to you? Were you in danger?
Without hesitation he slipped out of bed and out of the room.
He searched the guest rooms but found everything empty and quiet. So Simon sneaked downstairs, seeing lights on in the kitchen.
To be honest, Simon shouldnât be surprised. He should absolutely not be surprised to look at the clock on the wall to see the time being three in the morning and you, sitting on the counter, in one of his shirts and your unicorn slippers on while snacking on a freshly opened bag of shredded cheese.
âAnd here I thought someone broke into our home.â Simon announced his presence and stepped next to you, realizing that you had been daydreaming while eating.
âDamn, donât scare me, Si!â You complain and cough harshly as you felt some shredded cheese making its way down your windpipe.
He laughed and patted your back, helping you to take a deep breath again. âSorry, sweets. Like I said, thought we get robbed. What happened that caused me to wake up? Usually youâre quite as a mouse eating your shredded cheese.â
âYou left the salad bowl out, I havenât seen it, ran into it with my fat ass. Sorry for waking you. Know how much you love your sleep.â You mumbled and leaned against his side.
âMhm⌠but not as much as eating shredded cheese with you at three in the morning.â Simon grinned and stole the bag of cheese from your hands. âThatâs for waking me.â He ate half the bag before handing it back to you. âAnd thatâs for making me think we were getting robbed.â
He stole a sweet kiss from your lips when you were closing the bag of cheese, grinning when you accidentally let it fall to the ground in surprise.
If anyone asks where I was, five words, Genshin Impact and Honkai Star Rail. Sorry <3
you were heading off to the island club to have brunch with your friends. rafe was outside on the patio, on the phone with barry. you step into his viewâperfectly pink painted toes shown off by your wedged sandals, tight little body barely covered by the scraps of fabric you call clothes, your hair styled in pristine condition. you looked beautiful.
ârafe,â you whisper, trying not to be rude while interrupting his conversation. you messed with the hello kitty keychain on your shoulder bag. âIâm leaving now.â
rafe loses all his concentration on his conversation as he turns to stare at you. he tilts his head up, giving you that smug smile that you love so much. you giggle, stepping forward and gathering his face in your hands. you two engage in a sloppy, dirty kiss that would make the nuns at church gasp. he pulled you onto his lap, holding his phone an arm length away.
ârafe, I have to go!â you whined as he began kissing on your neck.
he sighed, rolling his eyes playfully. he nudges you off of him but still kept your hand in his. âalrighâ get outta here,â he teased.
âyo! country club!â barryâs voice boomed through the phone. ââr you listening to me?â
"Private!" A low booming voice calls out, making the soldier who was unashamedly flirting with you and obviously making you uncomfortable, stop dead in his tracks.
You both turn your heads to the voice only to be met by Ghost himself.
A sigh of relief leaves your mouth and you smile as your husband approaches and puts a hand on the small of your back.
He turns to the soldier, "Bathroom duty for a week." He orders and gestures to him to leave, "Yes, sir!" He salutes with a slightly shaky voice, not daring to question the infamous Ghost and leaves, all the while you try to stifle a laugh.
Simon turns to look at you, "You ok, dove?" He asks, "Yeah, though admittedly, he made me really uncomfortable." You reply, "Well he will pay for that." He says, "I don't doubt it." You respond playfully.
"So what brings you here, my love?" He asks, his smile under the mask evident by the wrinkles in the corner of his eyes as his hand gently caresses your cheek.
"Oh, right... well, you forgot your lunch. Here." You hand him the bag, "Thank you, love. You didn't have to." He says gratefully, "Don't mention it, baby." You reply, getting closer and wrapping your arms around his waist with a playful smile dancing on your lovely lips.
And he gazes at you in awe, wondering how he got so lucky.
You raise your hands to touch the hem of his mask, "May I?" You ask and he nods, not caring if anyone sees. In that moment, it's only you that matters.
You slightly raise the mask to reveal his lips and you waste no time to kiss him so sweetly as you wanted to do all morning, "I missed you, Si." You murmur against his lips. Even though he's been gone for only two hours.
"Missed you too, dove." He responds as he fondly glares into your eyes, pecking your lips once more.
"See you at home, LT." You say with a smirk, "See you, luv." He breathes out as you turn to leave, only to turn back halfway and blow a kiss on your hand then wave him goodbye, leaving him awestruck while he thinks what excuse to use to get home sooner.
Simon! Who did ask your son for your hand in marriage becauseâŚuhâŚwho else was he supposed to ask?
Simon! Who carefully planned the entire day to make sure Ollie was in a good mood (because he knew that Boy, if he was sleepy, grumpy, hungry or simply just âissyâ, donât tell you that he knew that word, he would say no and then snitch)
Simon! Who first made the kids favorite pancakes, which then fell on the ground as Ollie tried to walk to the table
Simon! Who took him to the museum only for the dinosaur (the only part Ollie liked) to be closed for the day
Simon! Who took Ollie to the park but the kid fell and chipped one of his baby tooth (superglue it back together? He knew he would be a deadman if you saw this)
Simon! Who had to cut the park short cause it started raining
Simon! Who went to Ollie favorite ice cream bar and to low and beholdâŚOllieâs favorite flavor is out
Simon, who on the drive home, looks back through the mirror to see the toddler looking out the window and figures it might as well be now- so nothing else could could wrong
âOlls?â
âDes sir.â
âCan I ask you a question, Lad?â
Ollie blinked a few times and then nods, unaware that Simon couldnât actually see him the entire time because he was driving, âOkay.â
âYour mum and I- well I love her a lot, you know that, right?â
Ollie nods.
âAnd you know how you and your mum moved into my house right?â
âIs cause you have cooler backyard.â
âYeah- I do have a big backyard,â Simon trailed off for a moment and then clears his throat, âOlls, would you be okay with me staying around for a super long time?â
A pause. âThatâs a daddies job. Momma said youâre her boy-frend and that youâre not my daddy.â
âBut- what if I wanted to be your dad?â
A longer pause.
âOllie?â
âŚ
âOliver?â
âYou wouldnât leave us like him though- right?â
Well great, he didnât need to almost start crying on the highway, so he nodded, âNever leave you, laddie.â
The way his body tensed just the slightest bit at your words, the way his eyebrows furrowed in an almost unnoticeable manner, both of those actions spoke for themselves.
He knew he was in trouble whenever his little wife would talk to him in such a manner, mentioning his full name instead of some silly pet name.
While he was still comfortably sitting on the couch, his gaze slowly went in your direction.
You were standing there, both hands on your hips and your upper body slightly bended forward. A pose that would indicate that you were about to scold him indeed.
But he couldn't understand why. What did he do wrong? He couldn't recall anything.
" Yes, Mrs Riley? "
Your husband replied.
He was quick to cover up that he did tensed a bit just a moment ago. Instead there was now just a soft yet smug little grin on his lips.
While you just looked as if you were about to throw a tantrum.
" Where's my kiss? "
You hissed out. Almost as if you were genuinely pissed that you didn't get a kiss as soon as you got back from work.
Both of you knew though that it wasn't such a serious matter.
" C'mere. "
Was the only answer you got from your husband.
Yet you didn't miss the way his grin just widened more.
And the way he patted his lap, signaling you to take a seat, only reserved for you.
This fact was as clear as rain on his mind. You were the love of his life, he was ready to settle down with you and grow old.
So Simon prepared everything for that special day, it was your fourth year anniversary and Simon wants to ask you the biggest question someone could ask and he hoped, maybe even prayed despite not believing in any higher deity, that you would say 'yes' to his proposal.
He has planned out the whole day, from the moment you woke to the moment you would close your eyes for the night again, everything was supposed to be perfect.
Simon brings you breakfast in bed, watching your smile brighten when you see the freshly pressed orange juice and the fresh buns, still warm from the bakery. "Happy Anniversary." He whispers before slipping back into bed behind you, pulling you between his legs and stealing some of the freshly cut Mango from your plate.
When breakfast is over, you two made a mess out of each other while trying to feed each other, he scoops you up and carries you into the bathroom, telling you to get ready and that he has a lot of plans for today which causes you to become perceptive. Immediately starting to question him about his plans, but he's still a trained soldier, he withstands your flow of questions.
Another plan of Simon for today was bringing you to a fair, the same one you two met four years ago.
Here he wanted to ask you to marry him, on top of the Ferris wheel where you two had been stuck together four years ago due to a technical issue with the electronic.
But after spending a few hours walking the fair ground, having to walk back to his car once to bring Lord Otto from Otterson, the plush Otter he won you at one of the stupid and usually very rigged fair games, to safety and out of the way. You make it to the Ferris wheel and Simon's face fell.
"Out of order..." He breathes and runs a hand through his short blonde hair, staring up at the still standing wheel and the dangling cable cars.
"Damn." You curse softly next to him and scratch your neck. "Well, maybe we can ride it another day, mhm?"
"Yeah, maybe. Well, we can't change anything now." He chuckles and squeezes the velvety box in his back pocket. Keeping it safe until you two would reach the next destination.
The small restaurant by the corner where you two lived was filled with loud voice, happy laughter, children running around, not that Simon minded, he knew you were a very outgoing person and enjoyed the social interactions from such evenings.
Simon had reserved a table a few weeks ago and the waiter brings you and him over, Simon shushing the poor man who just wants to help you sit.
He is your boyfriend, bloody hell, he can do something so simple as helping you get seated.
"I know it is our anniversary, Simon," You chuckle as you put down the glass of wine Simon has ordered for you and him, "But something feels different. I just don't know what. Special..."
"Four years is just a long time, love. Maybe your brain finally catches up with... wha-?" Simon wants to be cheesy with you before asking you the question of all questions when suddenly his feet feel wet and he looks down, seeing water come from the kitchen.
His second attempt of asking for your hand has been sabotaged by a broken water pipe.
Simon curses internally as he carries you back outside, not wanting to get your feet wet and cause you catching some flu.
Well, there is only the romantic walk through the nearby park which is empty around this time of the night, so you two can walk around the pond and watch the fireflies and swans before he can go down on one knee and finally ask.
But before he even get you through the sturdy iron gates that allowed entrance to the park, his phone rang, Prices' number on the screen and everything in Simon screams to ignore his Captain for the sake of your relationship and your future.
He apologizes and takes the call, listening to Price explaining that they've got information about a certain Russian Terrorist planning an attack and that they had to meet within the next hour.
"It's fine." You reassure him when he brings you back to your shared apartment, squeezing his hand with a gentle smile on your lips. "I had a lot of fun today with at my side. And saving the world is much more important. We can celebrate another time, Si."
"You're too forgiving." Simon replies and presses his chapped lips against your forehead. "But it's not fine. I had the whole day planned out. And the universe seems against me at all, bloody hell. All I wanted to do tonight was asking you to marry me. And everything I've tried blew. The Ferris Wheel, the restaurant, even the walk..."
You cut him off before he can talk himself into a frenzy by wrapping your arms around his neck, having to stand on your tiptoes and planting your lips on his.
"Yes." You grin when you pull back. "Yes, I will marry you, Simon Riley. I will marry you."
Maybe he should have simply asked you this morning during breakfast, might have saved him from getting another grey hair on his head. But sometimes the simple answer is hidden behind the complicated ideas.
Summary: being there for Simon during one of his many night terrors
âNo! No! Fuck no! Please⌠please not her. DONâT TAKE HER AWAY FROM MEâ
Sweat broke on Simonâs forehead as he jolted awake, gasping for air. Stumbling, almost as if running from something, he made it to the bathroom where he threw himself over the toilet, puking his guts out. His whole body was breaking in cold sweat, shaking, with a blurry vision.
He didnât hear you come in and almost attacked you when you placed a hand on him. He stopped midway, eyes bloodshot, his body only shaking harder when he realized it was only you.
âSi? Baby, itâs okâ your soft voice echoed in his mind, hand running up and down his back as he started vomiting again.
It wasnât the first time this happened. Simon had severe ptsd, and this reaction was nothing new. He tried to warn you, saying you wouldnât be happy with him. To go find someone that can actually love you normally. But he didnât get to decide for you. And over time you got better and better at helping him when needed.
âYouâre ok Siâ you spoke gently, using a towel to wipe the sweat off his face.
He didnât respond, but when he finally looked up at you, his face was incredibly pale. His lips were losing color too, and his eyes were a little glossy. This panic attack was one of the worst youâd seen him have.
Your hands cupped his face, and without even realizing it, he leaned into your touch, almost to see if you were actually real.
âYouâre ok nowâ you said. Again, he didnât respond. His breathing was heavy, and he closed his eyes, leaning more into your touch.
You held him for a while, giving him time to relax. His head almost fell onto your chest and strong arms wrapped themselves around you. There was something different about all of it. The way he held you, as if he was almost afraid you would vanish into thin air.
âDo you feel alright enough to walk?â you asked, arms wrapped around his neck, holding his head close to your chest. He only nodded in response.
As you stood up, you gently helped him up too, using your body to support his.
Once you made it to the bedroom, he collapsed on the bed, but still refused to let go of you.
He didnât speak, his body still slowly shaking as he buried his face deeper into your chest, taking in your scent, trying to convince himself youâre actually real. Heâs not hallucinating. Youâre indeed there, trying to wrap a blanket around him as he refuses to let you move.
Once the blanket was over both of you, you resumed your gentle touches, fingers running through his hair as his breathing was slowing. Your fingers worked like magic on him. Your patience, something he never saw himself worthy of. All the times he yelled at you during one of his episodes. And even now, he was about to attack you. He didn't understand why someone like you would put up with someone like him. He didn't deserve you, he was sure of that. But he will be damned before he lets anyone take you away from him.
âYouâre ok nowâ you said again, kissing the top of his head âitâs just us hereâ you continued, nose nuzzling his hair.
He nodded, closing his eyes.
You only closed yours once you heard the soft snoring coming out of your loverâs mouth.
âI love you, Siâ you said, earning yourself a little snore in return, which made you chuckle.
Summary: Simon's oblivious and you just go along with it.
âWhatâs a love language?â
You frown, looking away from the near-finished deck on your laptop screen and to Simon, whose eyes are on the TV straight ahead. âWhat?â
âSomeone mentioned it at work, seemed like a serious topic. No idea what they were on about.â
âThey mentioned it to you?â
âNo, I overheard.â
You close your laptop slightly. âItâs how you like to receive love. You can take a quiz to figure it out but itâs basically like getting presents or spending quality time together or verbal cues.â
âDid you take the quiz?â He quirks an eyebrow, looking at you now.
âMhm,â you nod.
âAnd?â
âMine is acts of service. Sâwhy I was all over you last week when you did the groceries and laundry and made me a coffee without asking.â
âThaâs why?â
âYep.â
He frowns and looks back at the football game. âShould I take the quiz?â
âYou can, but you donât have to. Yours is pretty obvious.â
âWhat is it?â
âPhysical touch.â
He tuts and shakes his head. âNo itâs not.â
âSure it is!â You laugh.
âI hate touching, sânot my love language. Mineâs like, food.â
âOkay, food is not a love language,â you set your laptop down on the coffee table, revealing your position on the couch. Simonâs facing the TV and youâre sitting sideways with your legs draped over his lapâa position he often maneuvers you into. Even now as he denies his love for physical touch and affection heâs playing with the hem of your sock with one hand and is feeling the smooth, freshly-shaven skin of your leg with the other.
He stares at your expectant expression. âWhat?â
You gesture to the two of you.
He shrugs and his face turns more confused. âWhat?â
You shake your head and grab your laptop again. âOblivious.â
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The next day youâre walking together through the park by your building, needing some fresh air. Youâre hand in hand until you notice a bunny further up the path and you remove your hand from Simonâs to point it out excitedly.Â
With no hesitation, Simon grabs your arm and lowers your hands so theyâre back where they were beforeâbetween you and interlocked. He continues walking like nothing just happenedâalbeit with a slightly tighter grip on your fingersâbut you smirk at the side of his face.
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The movieâs only just started, but Simonâs already asleep on top of you. His head is resting against your stomach and your legs are tangled together. You continue to watch the action as your fingertips absentmindedly scratch at his scalp. Eventually you stop, opting instead to clasp your hands behind Simonâs back. He groans and you look down at him. He doesnât move, but he groans again.
âWhatâs wrong?â You ask.
He grabs your elbow to lazily direct your hand back to his head. You smother your knowing smile and resume scratching at his scalp and playing with his hair until the movieâs over.
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Your grip is tight around the spindles of your headboard and your head is thrown back as Simon thrusts into you, until he pauses to unwrap your fingers from the wood and encourage you to wrap your arms around his neck instead. He does the same with your legs and his waist before carrying on.
You gently bite his earlobe with a smile.
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âTime for the shoe swap.â
You made it all night in your heels, but you wonât make the walk home. And thatâs exactly why you brought a big purse to stuff your flats in for the inevitable. You dig your hand into your bag, depending on the streetlights to aid you in finding your shoes amongst the rest of your junk that you should really clean out of there. You feel them and are about to pull them out when Simon couches in front of you, facing away.
âWhat are you doing?â
âGet on,â he says from over his shoulder. âActs of service, right?â
You smirk and nod like you fully agree. âRight. Acts of service.â
You hop onto his back and he adjusts you so your ankles are locked and your cheek is pressed up against his. âGood?â
You giggle and kiss his temple. âGood.â
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âSorry Iâm late!â You huff as you rush into your office. âI uhâŚâ was forced to make out for 20 minutes on my way out of the apartment and missed two trains because my boyfriend moped about having to be home alone on his day off. âI left my laptop and had to turn around.â
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Simon comes home exhausted, complaining about a group of young soldiers thinking theyâre too good to take orders and clean up around base. You tilt your head in sympathy and grab his face to rub your thumbs on his flushed cheeks.
He snatches you up and runs you into your room.
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âI think itâs words,â he says one morning while heâs got himself wrapped around you in bed. You can barely breathe. âMy love language.â
You roll your eyes and shove his hulking body off of you to reach over to your nightstand for your phone, pulling up the quiz and shoving it into his hands. âPrepare to have your mind blown.â