WIP TAG GAME!

If you’re tagged, make a new post and share one to two sentences from your most recent unposted WIP(s) with zero context. Let your followers guess!

@fearandhatred you must know by now that these tag games are my weakness . i have uhm *checks watch* nine wips. three gravity falls, six good omens....might as well do them all . lets do it..

1) Crowley does the sensible thing. He grabs the nearest box of chamomile leaves, rises on wobbly legs, and bolts.

2) Despite whatever priorities Mabel should be thinking about right now, all she’s worrying about is where to find the nearest pair of knitting needles.

3) Crowley panics again, only for a second, before he reaches for the closest thing that has to be nearby. Which, thank bloody Satan, is an ankle.

4) “Six years,” Aziraphale murmurs, those words a new thread to cling onto like his entire existence depended on it. “That’s alright. I may not be too late just yet.”

5) By all honestly, Crowley had just appeared after that, totally innocent and elbow leaning on the counter table, pretending nothing regarding Holy Water had ever happened at all. It was as if he knew exactly what prospect was about to be offered.

6) Nasty ending for those two, and there was no overstating it. Gabriel, Supreme Archangel of the Heavenly Host, was…well, not devastated, but certainly not happy about it when he’d heard.

7) “Not Stanford? You’re mistaken, actually.” Ford sticks his hand out, loose and casual. “Truly, it’s a pleasure to meet.”

8) Thankfully, Crowley finds Ligur before Aziraphale does. He’d honestly forgotten about the disposed demon until they were off the bus.

9) But, if you were Ford at this moment, words wouldn’t be available to you. (Well, anything but ‘Ouch’ and ‘Argh’.)

mmmm yeah its a Lot, but ilove them all... and as for writer friends. uhmmm @ferretwhomst @ineffabildaddy @sabotage-on-mercury @jacky-rubou @unearthlyfromage @crowleys-bentley-and-plants @tessellated-sunl1ght ahhh if i forgot you no i didnt YOURE tagged too . yppie !!!

Its me or the collector/hunter would be such a mama's boy if they had one?

OMG THEY WOULD REAAAAAALY BE!!!

Hunter so SO needs someone who really cares about and loves him just the way he is, maybe a head of the Emperor's coven(or Even maybe Darius S/o??) or some older scout than the one who insists on treating him like a child (WHAT HE IS) and at first he doesn't have a clue or idea of how to act on this (thanks Belos) but eventually he becomes less rigid and rude and more a bit embarrassed but he doesn't avoid it.

Hunter would melt if a person he considers a mother figure gave him words of affirmation and told him how much he is worth, HOW GOOD HE IS and that she is PROUD of him. bby would start crying right there.

He would definitely be very protective of this mother figure, I don't think he would prevent her from going on missions or do her work, but he makes sure that they go together and he always goes in front of her, he will always defend her if things get ugly, he even received hits from her. He acts like it's nothing or that he's not being a favorite at all, but everyone knows it.

(If he calls her mama/mom/mother or whatever he BEGGS THE TITAN to swallow him and spit him out into the boiling sea. But maybe he'll talk to her about Willow for dating advice).

The Collector (or Collie) would definitely be another mama's boy, only obviously more extreme due to his almost god-like powers, but he could definitely use someone to guide him firmly but gently to learn mortality and family love well after the history. something like his own Eda.

Seeing it that way, perhaps this maternal figure could be 1- or one of the archivists who stayed with him in his days on earth (being more like brothers) or an older person very interested in the mythology of the titan and others ( maybe even part of the tribe that hunted them and that worshiped the collector, but on a much healthier spectrum obviously).

In any case, when this person is not only willing to listen to the collector's rants but even play with him as much as possible, without wanting to get rid of him and giving him mature and motherly love, he is surprised, yes, but he likes it! and wants more! so he even calms down a little with physical affection from this maternal figure.

Imagine if this mother figure sang for him to sleep🥹I think it would give Collie such a hit of dopamine that he couldn't sleep without her after that, at least for the first few months.

He doesn't like it very much when she scolds him for having been rude or careless, not only because he is a somewhat spoiled child with no sense of consequences, but because he doesn't like to think that his mother hates him :( if he thinks about it too much he will ugly cry.

although he definitely apologizes afterwards and gives a lot of hugs (please give him hugs).

Overall, GIVE THESE TWO LOVE. THEY DESERVE IT.

Shares, reglogs and comments are very welcome!

when you get this you have to answer with 5 of ur fav songs and then tag your mutuals to do the same :) (no pressure oc 💜)

Almost forgot! Was tagged by @thegalwhorants bestie!

Ok, so this took some time to get to, cos I have none... But it's music so I have to!

1. The Strain by Haken - this song is really my go to song whenever I need to disconnect and process something. I love the entire album, especially cos I now have the t-shirt that I got from my students who graduated last year (which I wear on days I know are going to be hard at work. I miss them sm and I worry about them constantly now)

2. Always Always by Akerman and Staffan Carlen - obviously an OF inheritance lol. This song reminds me of summer nights at the beach with a G&T (I'm old).

3. Bad Habits by Ed Sheeran (feat. Bring Me The Horizon) - this song came into my life courtesy of one of my students. He loves BMTH and I didn't really listen to Ed Sheeran before this (who I love now (thank you @thegalwhorants , @plantsarepeopletoo and @rocketturtle4 as well 😊)

4. Status by Tilly Birds - no such list would be complete without a TB song! The entire album is just gold, but this song has the perfect vibe. It gives the perfect dopamine hit for my adhd brain. Needless to say the lyrics are also perfect. I just love the way Third writes

5. Shadowman by K's Choice - this song just brings back memories of the best live show EVER! Also, can you tell I'm in my winter mood? 🥹

Must I tag...? Well, if already then already 🤫

I know you've been tagged already, but I'd love to see your list if you do this @plantsarepeopletoo , @rocketturtle4

And also tagging @lutawolf , @talibaozibang , @catsundmaus and @so-much-yet-to-learn if you're up for it, I'd love to see your answers 💜

Hi Starry, I’m back! :D

I’m glad you like the questions and that they aren’t annoying, because every bit of lore I read is like a taking a shot of dopamine lmao. And that picture of Fire getting a hug 🥹 brightened up my whole day. Trust me when I say that you guys reposting pictures and adding content to older ones isn’t obnoxious in the slightest. The art (at least for me) makes it easier to digest and form connections about the story in my head, plus y’alls art is great—who wouldn’t want to look at it? The lore/art in the last one was particularly interesting. (Like, young Red looks like such an polite, upstanding citizen and then you scroll down two pages and now it’s like “Tf you lookin crazy for”? Was that an implication that Steven had something to do with Red going missing/becoming Glitchy? And Leaf is funking DEAD?-)

Anyways, you know what that means! Question time: Leaf Edition!

The First (and most obvious) question: What happened to Leaf? Why is the homegirl dead? (Why was Leaf being dead, out of all the things I’ve seen so far, the one thing I wasn’t expecting?)

Second: What’s the relationship between Leaf, Fire and Blue? You said that Blue and Fire’s murder-suicide loop was spurred on by her death, so were they friends before she died? Did they see it?

And two smaller questions: How tall are the main four (Red, Blue, Fire, Leaf)? And do they have Pokémon Teams? If so, what are their teams looking like?

That’s all till next time! Have a good day/afternoon/night wherever you are!

TUMBLR FUCKING CRASHED HALFWAY THROUGH ANSWERING THIS ASK IM SO MAD FUCK. FUCKKK

We honestly can't thank you enough for all your questions, compliments, and just overall being a huge sweetheart. We're really happy you've been enjoying these, and whatever dopamine you get from seeing these, we probably get like. TENFOLD, just for seeing someone so interested, and giving us a chance to talk about this wild ride of a story. So really- thank you. This has been a delight!

This one is gonna be REALLY long (I have to rewrite fucking HALF OF IT now DAMMIT), as we want to talk on the stuff you crossed out, too.

(I'll put their heights and teams in a follow-up post btw, so watch for that.)

1. Red.

Young Red is an interesting point in time. See, he and Blue had a LOT in common- a lot more than you might think. Of course, Red was a good kid, genuinely- always so caring for his Pokemon, kind and passionate about them. He was polite to the people around him, and always soft spoken, when or if he spoke at all. The adults around Kanto and his hometown always adored him for how well mannered he seemed- a real role model, and stand up child. Just a bit shy.

In all truth though, Red moreso had a very strong mask. One that he only dropped, allowing himself to relax and act like himself around one person: his best friend, Blue.

Both of those boys were a lot more immature and competitive with each other- the main difference being Blue didn't hide it like Red did. They LOVED competing, always trying to one up each other in everything they did. When they were together, Red wasn't afraid to speak his mind, signing or whispering to his friend with a smug grin on his face. Around his friend, Red could really be himself, and they both loved it. Having so much fun, roughhousing and taking jabs and just being children around each other. A lot of people, when seeing this, would assume Blue- who was always rude and a bit more standoffish- was a bad influence, but really, the two couldn't be happier than they were with each other.

... When you spend God knows how long, trapped in a dimension with no human life, desperate and angry with unholy forces eating away at your mind, will, and sanity. Let's just say masking doesn't end up staying a necessary skill. A good portion of why Red being Like That now is honestly? Just because he just gave up on trying to make himself presentable.

He has bigger problems now than worrying about how people see him, anyways.

2. Steven.

I'll try to keep this short, as the Strangled Red elements of this story could warrant it's own post entirely.

To put it simply: Steven is, in part, directly responsible for Red's fate.

It wasn't HIS decision, mind you. He barely even thinks for himself anymore. But there were things that wanted Red, and Steven is very suggestible when it takes the right approach. So it lays itself out so simply.

Red trusted Steven, after all. Idolized him. Missed him. Would follow him anywhere. What better possible option could there be?

Of course Steven is the one to drown that boy on the coast of Cinnabar.

3. Leaf. (cw for animal death.)

Finally, the star of the show for this ask (as if this isn't long enough already). I can see why the information for her is more supriding as we haven't posted as much for her, which. We do feel bad about- our ability and motivation to make art for her was severely hindered by our struggle (I'm talking MONTHS) to make a design for her that we were happy with. Her story is WELL figured out, though, so we're glos we get to discuss! And now that her design is actually finalized, there should be more visual stuff for her coming.

So what happened?

Well! As is the entire premise of Missing Numbers, each major individual is based off of various Pokepastas. The easiest way to answer that is one of two of Leaf's sources:

Abandoned Loneliness.

But first, we have to go further back.

Fire was not the only Vessel made by the Almighty.

... He was the first, and the favorite. But he wasn't the only one. Leaf was the other.

Once Fire had come to Palette town, the next Game was set to begin any time now. But as the Almighty looked down on the world, He looked back at the others that had been built, and realized that the new Kanto was missing something. An alternative option. Though He was reluctant to change the structure of the world, it was, by all means, an improvement, and something the Players would expect after the past Generations.

She was less meticulously made than her brother. She kept her Heart and Mind about her, as there wasn't time, nor was it safe, to rid her of them like Fire. She would serve well enough as a Vessel regardless- and she did, as when the Game began, Leaf was chosen as the player's Avatar. (Not quite what the Almighty had expected, but the choice had been given for a reason, so it would be foolish to change anything now...)

Blissfully unaware of the nature of her existence, Leaf proceeded to go on a triumphant adventure through Kanto.

This is a good time, before we get back to the tragedy, to answer your second question!

Leaf, Blue, and Fire's dynamic changed throughout their journey through Kanto. At the beginning, let's just say things were... Tense.

Fire acted hollow, in the beginning, as he was meant to. Genuinely, it was fully expected that he'd be chosen as the players Avatar. So without it, he was left... Quiet and cold. It seemed he didn't care for anyone- not Blue, nor his sister.

Blue, meanwhile, was NOT in a good headspace. But at this point, after about two years passed since Red's dissapearance, he'd learned to hide those feelings. The people of Palette town, including his Rivals, knew him as this bitter, irritable person, resentful towards the world for incomprehensible reasons.

Leaf was the only "normal" one, basically. A cheerful, excited girl, whose heart bled for everyone she cared about and always tried to stand for the right thing. She didn't know where she came from... She had no memories of her life before "Red" and Hazel (Fire's mother) Yuuji found her, seemingly abandoned in the tall grass just outside of Palette Town, under the falling autumn leaves. Taken in as a part of their family, she grew attracted quickly, her loyalty and love and impulsive need to protect coming to be what she was known for.

With all this given, when the journey started. Leaf HATED Blue- he seemed to despise and bully her brother more than anyone. Blue didn't like Leaf much either, but wasn't as harsh towards her as he was Fire. Fire was as... Neutral as ever. But he silently followed the two once they went out, almost as if he wanted to watch over them. Ensure their safety.

As the journey continued, over time, away from the stuffiness of their hometown, the three started to grow closer. Maybe the fresh air was doing Blue good. Maybe Leaf was learning more about the world. Maybe Fire's deep brown eyes were growing warmer.

Somehow, a death was the tipping point for all of them to finally become friends. It's absurd, how grief was the thing driving them apart, but ultimately went to bring them together.

When Blue's Raticate died, he quickly fell back to his lowest point. Angry and hateful and heartbroken, lashing out, and ultimately running away. ... But it put everything in perspective. Through all her guilt (it was in a fight against her, after all, that the Raticate had been so severely injured), Leaf suddenly understood why Blue had been so horrible before: he was mourning. And he needed someone. It didn't make her forgive him, but it made her extend a hand.

And for once, knelt over the grave of a lost Pokemon, Blue accepted it. From that act of kindness, Blue genuinely began to get along with the others, and slowly, the trio came to be friends- all the way up to and after the Championship, where despite losing again, Blue felt closer to the others than ever.

... It seems in this world, good things don't last.

The events of Abandoned Loneliness happened several months after Leaf became champion. When revisiting Raticate's grave with Blue, Leaf came across a peculiar Pokemon- a horribly sickly little Eevee, too weak to even cry. Leaf had never been the kind to leave a Pokemon in need to fend for itself- kindly, she took the little stray into her care, determined to nurse it back to health.

The properties of Glitched or Corrupted Pokemon aren't something I need to dive into right now this is already ungodly long. What's important is that the Eevee was not a natural Pokemon. It should've been dead.

It always starts with a Pokemon that should've been dead.

Let's just say... Everything unraveled from there. Fully explaining what the events of Abandoned Loneliness translates to in Missing Numbers isn't something I have the energy to write at the moment (this is so long and I've been putting off finishing it cause I'm still mad all my initial writing got deleted >_<).

The important part comes down to Leaf's demise at the hands of this "curse." Bonded to that sickly little Eevee, when the world pushed her to put it out of its misery- voices of the damned screaming, unbearable, suffocating, demanding she DO IT DO IT DO IT, you can't bear to watch it suffer anymore, after all... The destiny bond it held her in dragged her down with it.

Nobody witnessed her death. She was alone and isolated at the foot of a mountain. She thought she could solve everything herself. Thought she could handle it all.

Her body was only found days later, curled up on the ground, rotting blood seeping from her eyes, with the body of the poor little Eevee in her arms. Trapped and suffocated by the hands that killed it. It was far too late. To maje it worse, her friends were the first to know of her death.

Fire was the one who found her body, after all.

Leaf's demise was a SEVERE breaking point, and unlike Fire, she didn't get a chance to be revived by God. Her modern presence in the world was not... Authorized, let's just say. Leaf had to claw and fight to keep hold of herself and climb back to existence in ways unprecedented, and believed to be impossible. But despite being a corrupted entity, her body was stable. And so, rather than Smite her as he would other Glitches, the Almighty decided to make good of an unintended situation: He could make use of her. A man on the inside is a powerful tool, after all.

So long as He kept her anger for her fate targeted towards the "true" threats.

I could keep going but I've babbled on way too much already for this post lol. I'm so sorry about the delay on this one- life REALLY got in the way. And Tumblr's buggy ass mobile app 💀

hopefully i can elaborate more without any crashing in the next round if there is one ashfshf

Idk if it’s capitalism rotting my brain but i feel like I need to pay you for sharing your fics with us LMFAO like I know you do write because you love it and it’s a hobby but still, the fact that you share such good stories with us (consistently!!! And on like an actual schedule lmao) for free while you have a full time job and a home and a life outside of tumblr/ao3 idk it’s really cool!! And I know u don’t want to open a Kofi but plsss i hope u do someday I would love to show my appreciation and I’m sure others would too!!! 🥹

Lmfao thank you so much, you are so sweet!!! I try to keep a schedule the best I can but it's not always successful lol, especially these days when I'm slower than ever all bogged down in my corporate weenie job. But I do love it so much and I'm happy I'm still at it!!!!

I appreciate the offer too, but I promise you your kindness is enough!!! I literally have so much fun and you being nice to me and hitting me with a little praise every now and again is like, 1000000x the dopamine that anything I could purchase could ever give me lmao.

Seriously thank you for letting me share with you and thank you for being so kind to me about it. That itself is more than I ever could have asked for!!! ❤️❤️❤️

I was gonna send this in anon at first because I get NERVOUS

but fuck it we die like men

HI IM RELATIVELY NEW TO YOUR PAGE (as in i just saw your art on my dash this morning) BUT WOW WOW WOW. I am barking 🫶🏻 on all fours like the dog I am for the way you’ve portrayed simon. Truly, you deserve a standing ovation and like, probably a Nobel peace price or something—idk ANYWAYS!

I Hope you have an amazing day! Make sure to eat at least one full meal, and try your best to stay hydrated! Thank you for sharing little pieces of your heart on the interwebs with us all 🥹🥹

aaaaw that's nice thank you for not hiding as anon. Don't get me wrong, I love anon messages too, but normal ones feels more special to me♥ it's kinda like talking face to face to someone

And thank you so much for the kind words, I appriciate that!♥ I love creating content for this fandom, it gives me so much dopamine (I have adhd so it's like water in the desert to me XD).

Oh and thank you I actually need to drink water (damn you adhd). points finger like mother at children- and please everyone, this is a reminder for you too!

LUVS!♥

Hi it’s me again ❤️ your work gives me so much dopamine!!! I keep getting random burst of ideas. DG/James Lee with an average reader? Like everything about them just screams average? Any oneshots or headcanons? Thank you ❤️ hahah you make me wanna write again 🥹

more than that (james lee x reader)

details: fluffy oneshot but mildly angsty (reader pov; has insecurities about being average), gender neutral reader but written in 2nd pov, general canon au, you and james are friends

warning: repeating; reader is written to have insecurities about being average!! please dont read this if things like that can trigger u T_T

summary: james gives you reassurance about how you're more than how "average" you appear.

a/n: hehe hello again, thanks for another request ^_^ decided to write a oneshot since i wrote headcanons for ur last request 💪 (also i know reader having insecurities wasnt part of the request but i hope its ok that i added it;;!)

and im so glad my writing inspires u !! ;_; i'd love to read the stuff you write if ur okay with sharing it but if not thats fine! as long as u write something u like <33

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Was it pure coincidence, or some greater force acting that caused the two of you to meet? Either way, James was grateful to have met you.

You made him realize a loneliness he didn't even know he had. The little gaps you filled, he wanted more and more and it felt like he could never have enough. It didn't take long for him to conclude what he felt for you had been romantic for some time.

He didn't care if the people around him gave him weird looks. They wouldn't understand if they refused to look past your appearance--which, honestly, was something he never even thought about much. Sure, the first time he looked at you, he thought you seemed like an average person, but who was he to judge? He'd seen all sorts of people in his days, and there were plenty of surprises.

Hell, even that kind of wimpy kid that's been running around was full of surprises. Daniel, was it?

Anyways, he didn't care about how average you were. You still shined in your own special way.

Like when you sang karaoke with him, he didn't pay attention to your singing skills. You looked like you were having fun and that was enough for him. The way you laughed afterwards out of embarrassment was beyond adorable, stumbling over yourself as you apologized for not being the best at singing.

Or when the two of you decided to make lunch together and you burned a few things, he didn't pay attention to that, either. Instead, his focus was on how earnest you had been in the conversation taking place during the cooking. He learned a lot about who you were as a person that afternoon.

And the food you made for him was as average as you said it would be, but again, it didn't bother him. The effort was there, and he could appreciate that.

The point was, you were kind and genuine, and he was madly in love. How were you not taken yet?

Ah, whatever, it gave James a chance. Hell would freeze over before he missed it.

~

"Sorry--"

"You're fine," James reassured, eyes squishing into pretty moons as he smiled at you.

You just chuckled nervously, looking away from his handsome face while he finished up applying the bandaid on your finger.

"There we go." He hummed as he let your hand go and you brought it closer to your face to examine it for no reason in particular.

"Thanks."

"No problem." As you rested your hands in your lap, James turned back to the cloth on the table. He picked it back up alongside his needle and began right where he left off before attending to your minor injury.

You shifted a bit in your seat next to him, frowning a bit. Your eyes glanced back and forth at the progress of your embroidery compared to his.

Earlier he had suggested you both try embroidery to experience something new and you agreed. Almost anything done with him was fun or at least peaceful, and this time it wasn't any different. The thing was your feelings of being average were beginning to claw away at you again.

Feeling inferior to James wasn't it--you wouldn't even dare seriously compare yourself to this man of talents--you just... felt bad about yourself. Though you were mostly fine accepting and knowing you were average nowadays, you still had the longing hope that maybe, just maybe you'd find something you excelled at. But you never did.

Average as always.

"Sorry." The word came out before you could stop yourself.

"Hm?" James paused to look at you.

"I... uh." You scrambled to avoid putting the pity party you were having in words and randomly grabbed the needle you accidentally poked yourself with earlier. "Nothing. It's nothing." You picked up your piece of cloth next and flashed him an awkward smile.

"...Alright. No pressure." His soft tone had you almost confess what was running through your mind but you decided not to. He went back to continue his embroidery, and you continued yours.

After a while, you got a little lost and ended up asking him for help. He kindly responded, and despite that easing you a bit, your insecurities still clawed away. This time, you couldn't stop yourself as an apology spilled from your lips.

"Apologizing again?" He had a teasing tone, which made you smile slightly.

You let out a quiet laugh. "I know. It's just..." You gulped. "I feel bad asking for help so much. And for accidentally stabbing myself with the needle earlier. And having you patch it up. And being really, really average. At everything. I wish I--"

"Hey." James sternly cut you off, setting down the cloth and needle in his hands. "You don't have to be sorry for any of that. And I wanted to patch up your hand. Don't feel bad for that, either."

"Thanks," you murmured. "I mean, I really do appreciate your words, James, but... nevermind, I don't know where I'm going with this." You nibbled on your lip in silence, beginning to grow embarrassed. It caused you to break eye contact with James.

He placed a hand on your shoulder. "You know, I don't care about how average you are."

You jerked your head to look back at him, eyes widening at his bluntness.

There was a gentle smile on his face. "It wouldn't even matter to me if you were terrible at everything you did, either. I just like that you're you, having fun, and spending time with me."

"Really...?"

"Really. There's so much more to you than what you're good at, you know. Or how you look, if you're worried about how you may appear 'average' on the beauty scale. So, don't worry, there'll always be plenty of things to like about you." He gestured to himself with his free hand. "There's certainly plenty of things that I like you for. Your personality and cute looks are just the tip of the iceberg."

Butterflies fluttered in your stomach at his words.

"Don't let your average-ness define you, okay?"

"Yeah, you're right." You nodded stiffly. Asking him to clarify himself was on the tip of your tongue but you held it back in case you were misinterpreting his words. It wasn't the first time he had sounded mildly flirty with you, but--wait.

"Good. So no more of that, you hear? I want you to be nice to yourself. If you can't, I'll make you start doing that cheesy '3 things I like about myself' exercise everyday."

His joke lightened the mood but did little to distract you from your sudden realization. Flustered, you still managed to joke back with, "Bet," and he quipped, "Looking forward to tomorrow, then."

Conversation picked up from there.

For the rest of the night, you pondered about just how much of his feelings were platonic towards you.

~

Another day.

Confessing to someone after they vent wouldn't be appropriate, after all.

For now, James would indulge himself in teasing you with hints.

The way you draw wild is giving me so much dopamine you have no idea

I’m so glad thank you 🥹🥹

But is Fozzie happy to have his father home 🥹

HE IS, OR I THINK HE IS! I made him WATCH it with me, so he could see his father is home at last!

Fozzie: *snoring, face mashed into my leg on the couch* Me, whispering: Fozzie look! Your father! He's home from the war! Fozzie: *snoring, twitches* Me, cupping Fozzie's wrinkly face and lifting it to look at the TV: YOUR FATHER, SON. HE'S HERE. HE HAS RETURNED TO US. Fozzie, blearily: 🥴 Me: It's ok, he was lost a few years ago, before you were born. You don't recognize him. But you will. Fozzie: 😪 Me: I see your shock has rendered you speechless. That's understandable. Just make sure to give him lots of cuddles, he needs the dopamine. And try not to fart as much, his nose is sensitive.

your concern was what made me feel so cared for...i literally wrote to you as soon that person's mum called apologizing and all....you are so attentive and caring....it feels like you are best friend if I do say so myself (sorry if any boundaries was crossed here) 🫶🫶🫶

Also the new chapter was EXACTLY what I needed, I feel like it was so perfectly put together where every little knots tied up and can I just say that the little flashback of harry thinking back to the coin toss was a literal genius...I genuinely thought of it as a movie and its something I am gonna quote on a daily basis...new york bestseller moment if you ask me😭✨🥹💖

Very sorry your day went bleh suddenly, it happens to the best of us though its no a super duper feeling...I really hope your next activity, or day gives you a dopamine boost and you skyrocket through the rest of the week...you deserve it after giving a THURSDAY POST!!!!

P.s. had a little celebration yesterday after realising I have my own hashtag ajfueifidjeivjfi2🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

-🧸

NO BOUNDARIES ARE CROSSED 😭 happy to have a new bestie! Tell me all about yourself, I would love to get to know you better! 💕I'm so glad you're okay!

I must tell you I had a totally different storyline than the one I came up with (the stalker was going to basically kidnap her and take her on a date to Dolcezza and Harry was just going to LOSE his mind 😍) but I didn't like the way it was reading and didn't think I would be able to pull it off. I actually thought my 50-50 description was awful on subsequent rereads so you thinking it was a NYT BESTSELLER 😭😭 You are so lovely!

My Friday did go pretty smoothly actually so your well-wishes must have done the trick! 💕

OF COURSE YOU GET A HASHTAG. I love chatting with you and idk who's idea this was originally as an identifier but I'm OBSESSED and feel so lucky that I have a few anons that like talking with me so much they want to come back!

I hope you have a wonderful weekend and can't wait to hear from you!

xoxo

(You don't have to publically answer this I just want to be a weirdo and vent my admiration for your work haha)

I commented on your story but I wanted to reach out to your tumblr but I love your feeder s0ush!n fic so much I just wanted to say it again. I'm so happy you mentioned your tw!tter- I went there instantly haha. All of that sh!n art is so good he's soo cute when he's so fat and so soft. The convenience store uniform and the ramen picture were my favorites but they're all wonderful

(Apologies for rambling now and it might be tmi!) I appreciate extreme wg a lot, but I do think I lean to the less extreme side usually. I still like him big though haha. In your story I loved your description of his waistband pressing against his stomach until his button fly popped, that type of thing is really really hot shdjsj the taughtness of a full belly after being overfed a big meal is one of the best things ever.

But a soft, big tummy after gaining weight over a long period of eating good food every day is really good too! I think both sudden and slow wg suit s0ush!n a lot.

With the way S0u photographs sh!n a lot, one of my absolute favorite things to think about is how he would love to document sh!n's weight gaining progress over time both with pictures and written log of how sh!n enjoyed (or not) his meals that day or if he needed to shop for new clothes that fit him. He would take his measurements and weight down too of course haha. Having the photos to visually compare his body from the beginning to the weight he is at now is an added bonus.

Thank you for sharing your work again! I loved s0u pouring ramen broth into sh!n's mouth so much, but if I could make any request for any future works it would be so nice to see a hand-feeding s0ush!n scene with food you can eat by hand!

(again you do not have to answer this- just the fact that I could get my feelings out is enough! thank you for all that you share and I look forward to all of your future writing!)

no actually i will answer this mwuahhaha 😈😈😈

but omg???? do NOT apologize to me this kind of ranting is what i live for!!!! do you understand the rush of dopamine and inspiration and motivation i get from seeing things like this???? that's why i ask people to reach out! it's such a huge encourager and omfg i just want to write write write!!!! you're words are so kind and so sweet...ahh im tearing up smiling and laughing.

also your ideas for soushin???? nomnomnom im eating them UP! ill be honest im not even a huge soushin fan but i feel their dynamic is perfect for feederism...poor shin who wants to stop being thin, and the overly affectionate to the point of being sadistic sou, who just wants to show his love for the boy...aghhhh is so good. i would love to do a handfeeding fic sometime! handfeeding is so intimate and sweet...so relaxing and gentle... but i feel sou might not be too sweet the whole time, haha.

oughh and the things you said about the photos and documents ahiqoahywjaj uthrhshgajak urhhhghhgg ohhhh that's rotting my brain...id be so down to do something like that but doing a long slowburn is very intimidating... perhaps sometime in the future...

also im in the same boat haha. i don't like extreme sizes too much and usually find them more fun in art, but i cap myself to certain limits when writing and such. the convenience store one i admit i didn't give the artist much description, just told them to make him huge 😅. but i still love how he came out, and i love that artist very much. the soup one is also very lovely! part of my fic was inspired by that one. my personal favorite is the sleepy catboy, since i just want to cuddle with him so bad 🥹

but again, thank you for reaching out to me!!!! it makes me so happy im like yeah yeah yeah!!! weirdos forever!!! i have given up hiding my weird interests which is why i uploaded and started doing these works, because i was tired of not getting any good or genuine ones!!! being open about this has made me so happy, especially knowing there are others like me who want it! and dont ever be afraid to ramble as i eat it all up!!!!! my brain is rotten with wg shin ideas, do not be afraid to share i would love to hear them. my ask box is always open, and so are my dms. i am available here and anywhere you are comfortable. thank you really truly thank you. you are wonderful. i hope you enjoy what i have coming up next.

from your friend, pastrypup <3

the messed up one?🤨🤨 do not talk about my bff like that she's doing her best and it is more than enough!!!!!!! my trip was pretty great!! i haven't seen my cousin in a while so i really missed her and the vacation i took before the trip was kind of a letdown so i'm glad that this one went so well🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 idk if i ever asked you and i know that it would be very on-brand for me to have forgotten so i'm only asking now😐 how was your vacation + trip beffie!! and omg please i actually physically need one of them to do something crazy with their hair. can't believe we're saying this even though yeonjun has blue hair and beomgyu's hair color literally changes with every blink😟 but honestly my eyes are just itching to see soobin and/or taehyun with light hair again it's been decades.... eons even......... also i know i say this literally every time we interact but i can't believe how similar our brains are because that's my exact thought process when it comes to the sun like word for word😭😭😭 even today i went out and even though i was happy the sun was out i was sat on the sunny side of the bus and the entire time my mind was just like "but have you considered the possibility of getting skin cancer🙁🙁" i hope you get to have a lot of fun too!! you deserve it (everything actually hehe)💟💟 ALSO how have your first few days of work been!!!!!! i hope it's been as great as laboring can get??<3333 not you dressing like a tomb worker too🙀🙀 you = me‼️‼️STOP that is the most adorable name ever☹️☹️ it fits him so well!!!!! i love him and your other cats so very much and i would love to learn their names too someday if that's not intruding into yours and their privacy too much🫡 omg i know i sound like a broken record by now but it always makes me feel so happy how you give me recs😿😿 i've been listening to all the songs you've shared with me like this 😭💘🥺❤️‍🔥😌💗 but this one is definitely my favorite so far it is so lovely!!!!! also i just noticed that you gave me my own tag and i'm😭🙁☹️😿 THE TIKTOKS!!!! beomgyu just naturally has a physical urge to imitate yeonjun's raps and i respect that😌 (read: i find it so adorable i could cry) and taehyun certified gg stan we love to see it!!!! the videos of him being the biggest once ever are one of my main sources of dopamine actually🫶🏻 like this i just hhhhhhh another one in honor of loser lover's first birthday!!!! i love her forever<3 and another one just because i find it so very cute and i hope you enjoy it too🌱 the beoms :(( you always find the cutest photos of him :(((( LOVE YOU FOREVER BEFFIE here are some yeonjuniez for you!!!!!

god ill sob apple youre so-youre so 🥹 ok fine i will be kind to ur beffie okay *starts crying* but ah god im glad you at least got a win with this trip ~ absolutely deserved :”) #apple1stwin again i really hope u guys can meet again soon !!! distance really does make a difference but with absence, that makes the heart grow fonder ~🫶 and of course u asked 🥺 it was good i promise hehe no worries at all matey 🫡🤝 JUST AS U SAID BEOMGYUS HAIR CHANGES WITH EVERY BLINK ITS LITERALLY CHANGED AGAIN?2!,!: it’s like dark gray i love it i want that hair color but bless his poor scalp.. and yeonjun’s blue electric hair phewww but YES we need new hcs for soob and taehyun ASAP !!!! im sensing it’ll be either of them two before huening (next thing you know, hyuka is platinum hehe but cmon guys give us something 🥹) OMG telepathy fr 🫂 WORD FOR WORD BAR FOR BAR i love that for us :”) <3 random but today i learned that people say tlc a lot and it means tender love and care ?!?!! its in the vernacular and i didnt even know haha but anywayyyy i think as long as we keep reapplying sunscreen every 2 hours and wear loose bright clothes that protects us from the harsh uv light and we just are comfy when we bask in the sun we will be okay 👍 we will be okay ! NONO u deserve EVERYTHING💟🌎🌍🌏 !!1! omg ahh my first day went pretty good for the most part even though i made a few mistakes and this lady yelled at me 😭 i dont like having to ask for help and making mistakes but im new and dumb so i cant expect myself to be perfect so far 🥺 its a good job i just hope i get less scared and nervous every time 👍👍 you + me = WE 😽🫶 omg sylvester?! awww he says thank u hehe my other cats’ names are rocket, nico, and yuki my babies 💞 it makes me sooo infinitely happy that u let me know and reassure me it just really means the entire world to me :”) YOU mean the world tk me 🥹💞 im so glad u love this one !!! here’s a rec that u may have already listened to but i luv it!!! ON THAT NOTE – 🗣 DID YOU WATCH FOREVER 1 SNSD?!2!!3!:(!:& happy bday loser = lover 😳☹️ But wait hehe taehyun best fanboy i love that he loves twice idk it makes me feel safe it really does anyway OH GOD LOSER = LOVER IS REALLY ALREADY A YEAR…… time has passed by so quickly i could cri and ahh txt has gotten so big since then its crazy im so proud 🥹 the leaf umbrella spoke VOLUMES… I MEAN VOLUMES TO ME 🫂 thank you for blessing my life 😿💟 no YOU!!!!! always find the best. makes sense since you already are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ !! LOVE U MOSTEST EVERRRRR SO MUCH !!!! UR YEOJUNIEZ PICS ARE ALWAYS THE CUTEST AHHHH[]\WWW 💔 (ps. You are so wonderful and im thankful for them/you/these pics). + here’s a vid that makes me laugh sorrr hard + one that is soooo cute!

of course i can explain but i’m sorry it may have sounded more mysterious than it truly is, it’s just that reading the MMC’s pov gushing so passionately and sometimes rawly about the FMC, how beautiful her stretch marks are, how shiny her smile is, how incredibly witty remarks she comes up with….. i mean my mind can’t help but wonder if somebody’s ever gonna think all that about me you know?? didn’t wanna bring the mood of our convo down so sorry about that

i loved ACOTAR too!!! i spent so much money on the last book just because i didn’t wanna wait until they translated it too my mother tongue and i just needed cassian and nesta’s smut in order to get some bits of dopamine hahaha i can’t wait for azriel’s story 🥹 but i’ll take your word for it (i mean there was even hair pulling involved!!!) and stop on the first book, the second will just embellish my shelf until i sell it somewhere. i had a similar relationship with the red queen series which i did not finish, i got to book 3 just because i felt i had invested too much time and money not to finish but the FMC is too fucking unbearable

about book lovers please ask!!! i have so much to say and no one to say it to hahaha but i guess most of my disappointment was the hype around it (i hate you booktok). i will say though that i’ll enter the next emily henry book i read with a different mindset after something i saw on reddit, and it was that she doesn’t right romance, but rather women’s fiction with romance sprinkled on it - still, she is an awe-inspiring writer

you do make a lot of sense!!!! i have the same relationship with a couple authors so i feel you and i will give her books a try and come back to you with my thoughts

~ goodreads anon

I'm so sorry for the late reply! After I have recommended some Tessa Bailey books and then talked to you about Tessa Bailey, I'm in my Tessa Bailey mood now and so I reread It Happened One Summer and I'm onto Hook, Line and Sinker. I really have a weird relationship with her books xD I will start Book Lovers right after so we can discuss it :D

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Oh, "Can’t help but wonder if somebody’s ever gonna think all that about me" you literally described what I feel each time I read these books. I completely understand you and in no way did you bring down the mood. To be fair, regardless of the FMC or MC's pov, I always feel like that. Will anyone ever think/feel like that about me? Will I ever think/feel like that about someone? Like for me it goes both ways. I'm a very cold person, I'd say emotionally underdeveloped, having a lack of emotional intelligence, if that makes sense, so I live through romance books xD

I know what you mean. I was dying for Cassian and Nesta. Like, ah, give it me!!! I actually read the ebook for A Court of Silver Flames because they always release that stupid hardback first and I have the series in paperback. But as soon as they released the paperback, I ran! I also have the series both in Hungarian and English. I haven't started reading in Hungarian though. That's my mother tongue, but I haven't read in Hungarian since 2012 and it feels so off when I see that it's not English, especially as some of the words and expressions get lost in translation. What is your mother tongue by the way? If you don't mind me asking. (Also, the Hungarian cover is freaking stunning!)

About Azriel, I can tell you I'll be swooning over that book like a freaking maniac!!! Like a MANIAC! I'm a Gwynriel fan though, who do you prefer for Az? It's such a controversial subject, I love going to these tumblr posts. Except when they go too far.

Honestly, the Throne of Glass series is a tricky one. Many people I know loved it, but many who I know couldn't stand it. I think it's good to read it so you can judge it fairly, but at the same time, if you don't like it at all, why suffer through it. (In my case I can't DNF anything, so I have no say in that matter xD)

Oh no, oh no, oh no no no, the Red Queen is on my TBR this year! First Book Lovers, now Red Queen, I'm becoming more and more sceptical by the day xD You made me confused though! What do you mean by Emily Henry writes "Women’s fiction with romance sprinkled on it". I think that went over my head. I haven't read any Emily Henry books, so I have no comparison to make.

I was literally debating sending this ask yesterday lol and got nervous, but considering ur latest post…

as a certified(and admittedly basic) Luigi lover, you have genuinely made me love Mario so much through your art and the way you characterize him. not to say I didn’t appreciate him before! but the way I love him now is more… personal now? if that doesn’t sound too silly! also there’s something very specific about the way you draw Mario that I really really love. I can’t quite put my finger on it, but something about your style just makes my heart so happy, particularly when you draw Mario! genuinely get a spike of dopamine when I see you’ve drawn him again!! also rlly love your mareach art, but that’s besides the point lol

point is, don’t let people be silly about luigi! ur Mario art is deeply cherished and loved!!!!

🥹🥹💕 AAAAA I'M SO HAPPY YOU DECIDED TO SEND THIS AFTER ALL, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DELIGHTFUL IT WAS READING THIS WITH HOW I'VE BEEN FEELING RECENTLY!!

I've had plenty of great interactions with Luigi fans and made friends with some of them, so I like to believe the bad comments I get sometimes are just a loud minority :) I mean asks like this one kinda give more evidence that this is the case haha

But thank you, seriously 🫂 It's an honor that my art is able to have an impact like that. I love Mario to death, and it's really cool to be able to allow others to enjoy the character more as well ☺️

your radio silence art gives me the dopamine to go to school i love it so much.

omgggg THANK YOU 🥹 have fun in school today!!

AMOR☹️☹️☹️ no listen because ngl i do always get very anxious when people take long to reply to my asks but i literally always feel so reassured when i read your replies because NO WAY YOU WROTE A WHOLE TWO POSTS FOR ME THERE ARE REAL ACTUAL TEARS IN IN MY EYES😿😿 you are the absolute SWEETEST person to exist and if you disagree you're wrong sorry this isn't a democracy😐 presenting me a ring huh? you're a little late cause there already is one on your finger😌 and yes omg tyun my beloved<3333 i have such a HUGE soft spot for him it's actually embarrassing,, also as expected you have a very superb taste!!! popping star outfits are just so hhhhhh and the performances too!!!! they always seem to have so much fun and the colors are just SO. no words actually . also very much disagree with your friends❓ not crying to txt songs is very suspicious behavior and should be investigated immediately🤨 NO cause you're so right!!!! now that there's barely any snow anymore it's so painful to think of it as being something i won't experience anymore :/ stop omg i always feel so appreciated when i read your replies i instantly get hit with a dopamine rush, i WILL get that blog running soon!! i'm just on vacation now so i can't really define "soon"💔 about horror movies!! i am kinda jumpy but it doesn't really haunt me?? i will have a gorilla grip on whoever is unfortunate enough to be sitting next to me though🫶🏻 i LOVED atla as a child i knew all the episodes already but i never watched them in the correct order so when the series went kinda viral again i decided to rewatch it and i got reminded of why it's so dear to my heart🫡 you truly should rewatch it but be careful about that because then you might actually have to listen to me talk about it forever😈 oohhhh i've heard about a few of those and omg about ponyo!!!! have you seen THIS i'm losing my mind is there anything he can't do :( also NO stop❗️❗️ you literally deserve a 100 million times of the love i give u☹️ just lost vision in my left ear oh myg od,,, i feel so happy that you'd give me a song rec i might pass out i was listening to the song like 😭💗😌🎧💘🥹💓 AND THE TIKTOK😭😭 i love seeing him in high spirits like that and somehow the crazy frog song is just . it just feels so fitting for him i can't lie<3 i also loved the fics you posted for yj and sb so so so much they're so comforting and i keep coming back to read them again🫶🏻🫶🏻 now for the colors: if we're strictly going off of colors and not cuts it would probably be: yeonjun - blue or pink, soobin - blue or black??, beomgyu - i will not even attempt this one😐 taehyun - the color he had here (and this video) will always have a place in my heart🫡 hyuka - PLATINUM BLOND i didn't have to think about this for a single second it suits him SO well!! what about you!!!! and omg no unfortunately i don't play any instruments😔 literally one of my life's biggest regrets i think it's so cool when people do because i can't even read sheet music :/ do you play any🫶🏻 thank you again for your sweet reply beffie i'm sorry for only getting back to you now even though i've reread it 10 times already because i just couldn't believe how adorable it is :(( i saw your last post and even though i can't really offer you much help i hope you know i'll always be here to talk to u if you need someone and please keep in mind that you don't have to force yourself to write something if you're not feeling well!!!!☹️ and finally how was your vacation!!!!!! i hope you had fun and that you'll be doing better soon🫶🏻 i 💓 u a million times more💘💓❤️‍🔥😽 -🧃

AAA my sincerest apologies then for causing u such anxiety (i understand that feeling well) and for taking a while but im reassured that u feel reassured in return 🥺🥺🥺 no don’t cryyy i had a lot to say but omg FINE! u are most definitely right if it means that ur always right and correct <3 omg how rude of me to forget about my ring you’ve already bestowed me </3 i will cherish it for LIFEEE i love the goggles/minions look on beomgyu like in the ‘come back home’ performance and in the frost mv there’s just something abouttttt that look!!!!! ik beomgyu wanted to get rid of his long hair but it was so iconic especially with the goggles very chef kiss of him !! and im glad u at least agree with me about the emotionality of txt’s music ~~ i hope this winter gives us snow or at least even during the months where winter is too stubborn to transition into spring ! you and i feel the same way about each other’s replies hehe i feel warm all around <3 ty for still replying to me <3 omg i hope u rest well and enjoy ur vacation well !!! get ur sleep and have fun but be safe ~ oh i think ur reactions to horror movies are natural and good natured haha bc im jumpy AND i either get nightmares or my imagination convinces me im still in the movie idk im just a big scaredy cat im also afraid of the dark (plus thunderstorms and butterflies) ANYWAY!!! wait i wonder if i’ve asked already: do u have any phobias or fears? and hey !! if watching atla means i’d listen to u talk about it then it really makes me want to watch it even more haha <3 AND OMG I SAW THAT WITH THE TAEHYUN AND THE PONYO 🥺🥹 it makes me realize how we all grew up together in a weird way — i looked forward to that movie coming out and tyun looked forward to his voice as sosuke godddd sorry im talking sooo much about myself nono U DESERVEEEE a 100 billion times of the love i give u !!! NOT THE LOST VISION IN UR LEFT EAR why and how are u so funny i get the giggles so often reading ur asks <3 thank you for accepting my song rec with about as consideration and joy that i’ve only ever dreamed of, it makes me feel valid and content <3 u make me feel appreciated and its a not very familiar feeling but i hold it dear to my heart <3 UR USE OF EMOJIS IS SO RIDICULOUSLY CUTE!!! how dare u be the sweetest and kindest and cutest ever,,, just unfair to all other people </3 happy beomgyu = best beomgyu !!!!! and omg thank you so much (abt ur words abt my fics hehe) !!!! 🥺🥺🥺💞🤍🦦 NOW WHY IS UR TASTE FOR TXT HAIR COLOR MINE HAHA no bc beomgyu in any hair color is wonderful <3 i really love his hair rn bc it makes those eyebrows of his and his eyes and his eyelashes pop so pretty ~ (i love that loser = lover video omg the way they look so comfy and the looks they serveddddd) omg blond hyuka was an absolute angel he was glowing so beautifully then it really made him look so beautiful gosh especially with that one photoshoottttttttt i think i like red taehyun a lot but i really loved purple taehyun idk taehyun will never miss !!! i used to play the violin but its been a few years and i’ve already forgotten how to read music but i really want to learn again, my poor violin just sits and collects dust again sorry i just talk so muchhhh about myself ughh omg nono thank YOUUU for ur precious reply <33 oh god that is so sweet that you reread my reply that is sooooooo sweet i cannot get over it oh my goodness — and ah sorry pls don’t worry about me even though im so thankful u reach out to me always especially how u are now <33 thank you for taking the time to talk to me anyway <3 i hope you know im always here for you also, anything u need i’m here to give you <33 and my vacation was very much what i needed 🥺 i only get it every summer and winter break and it’s always so hard to say goodbye to family (my vacation is going to see my family that’s very far from me) so i get sad every time i leave haha but ANYWAY im really sorry im being so negative 🥺 i hope ur vacation has been treating u well and u make very good memories <33 [1/2] 🥲