Just for everyone who still sends me messages:

𝗚𝗮𝗹𝗲, 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗘𝗹𝗺𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿'𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝘂𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗮 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗰𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗪𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲. That isn't to say the Weave, however, the very source well of magic, was made any lesser for Gale. Rather, it was Gale's ability to draw from it that was egregiously stunted. While every other mage may experience fatigue, weary with that effort to manipulate magic, Gale's body was slowly wasting. In his case, his body could only take so much, and unfortunately, no amount of rest would do him well. For a time, casting to Gale brought him a conflicted feeling of joy, elation, and the chronic hollowness of a ruthless ache. His skin cracked apart, nails stained black with the ruptures beneath them, and under duress with incurable exhaustion, plainly put: every spell Gale would cast could've been his last. The realization? Well, it was gutting. Abstractly, he knew one day, on a day likely balmy for cruelty, he would've burned himself out to the end of his wick. One day, he would fan out his fingers and conjure nothing at all. Unable to absorb more Weave, it would have been the beginning of the end.

Honestly, at that point, he'd believe death comparatively merciful.

It Always Does..

can't wait to see fabio not making out of q1 irl at le mans 🔥

Overall, I do not recommend running Bad Hypotheticals in your head---most of them are just anxiety and assumptions about how you’re the center of the universe; nine times out of eleven, you will be off base, and the eleventh time will be just straight-up misunderstanding of what’s going on.

That tenth time, though? it’s kind of nice to have some barbs ready to go.

HEY EVERYONE!! you have a new friend!! I'm sure you're all just so happy!!!

Im sure you'll all be. great friends.

god i am so sad. just like a rly deep sadness that has settled inside my chest. my default is always numbness and never sadness so this is weird

Why must it be this way

I love you but we cannot date

I can feel your heart break

Such a familiar ache

My best friend gone away

Lost in the forest with nothing to say

You used to rub my head and tell me it’s okay

Because I told you how the ghost of my mother

Used to do the same

Why have I caused this pain

Vomiting poisonous shame

I love you, dear friend

But you must say goodbye

Telling you I was broken wasn’t so you would try

To fix or repair the damage that they’ve done

I feel worthless, heartless, hollow. I feel done.

-I’m sorry

just remembered my favorite local chinese takeout place closed down

"You're the Top", Ellen Bass

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The Echo of Tears

Short Story: The Echo of Tears #Emotions #Feelings #EmotionalJourney #Heartfelt #Tears #Joyful #Happiness #Sadness #Love #Anger #Fear #ParentingProblems #FamilyTime #ParentingIsHard #ParentingSkills #ModernParenting #RaisingKids

Once upon a time, in a quaint little town, there lived a young mother named Amelia and her precious toddler, Lily. They had a bond like no other, sharing a unique way of communicating that only they understood – the language of tears. Lily, being just a year old, was unable to speak yet, but her emotions were conveyed through the melody of her tears. Every day, as the sun painted the sky with…

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NctrnmFM(nctrnm.com): "Fields of Devastation" by Matthias Springer.

I had a panic attack today

The Probability of being injured by a toilet is 1 in 10,000 (allegedly)

So I just had my first playthrough of the Body Count IF by @bodycountgame . I went in completely blind. I was an Ellis romancer. There will be spoilers below the line :DD

I'm actually. genuinely in tears,, I picked Ellis for my first coupling and I actually really really liked them and they died?? Of all the options, I had to pick the one person that dies in the first round? (I'm assuming that they'll always be the one to die since after the Scene I instantly swooshed back to pick another person in the coupling only to get the same result). I don't know whether to laugh or cry at my stellar luck 😔 Also I may have shed a few tears because damn if I get attached far too easily.

They were so lovely and coy and just wanted to find love??? I just wanted to be a happy sappy couple with them while I solved a murder mystery, it's not like the very first RO I picked would end up becoming the first in the body count, right? Right??

Me, blissfully ignorant: Ellis... the loveliest lovely person in the world... may I please have your hand in marriage.... I swear... I'll make you happy!!

Me, After The Scene: