The Torture of the Vestal Virgin by Jean-Frédéric Schall

I want you to know that you’re a source of hope and faith for all of us in the fandom. Every word you write is poetry, the sort of lyrical wonder which everyone and anyone can appreciate. You straddle the line of literary and unfathomably approachable in your writing and I couldn’t ever stress enough how much we all love you. I know you’ve been going through hell recently and I just want to tell you that, for someone who is being constantly challenged and tested, you give other people an awful lot of happiness. Just in case no one’s said it recently: you are a wonder to us all.

Sometimes, especially recently, I wonder what I could possibly have done to have earned so much darkness and pain, what did I do to deserve so much devastation and trauma? It can feel extremely... hopeless.

But then sometimes I get little signs from the universe, that all is not lost.

Like this beautiful, heartfelt message that reduced me to a blubbering wreck.

Thank you, nameless person, for bringing me back a little further from the brink of utter hopelessness today. Today was... bad. But now it's that tiny little bit better.

I don't feel much like a light right now, but whatever sputtering spark I have left, I'll try to keep it lit.

this is basically it.

It’s destiel o’clock

oh, my clematis // cure

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The remarkable thing in man is not that he despairs, but that he overcomes or forgets despair.

Albert Camus, Notebooks, 1942-1951

there’s never enough time.

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3rd anniversary of canon destiel

Nov 5, 2020

𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵

𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭.

There will never be peace because we will never be done

If they ever release The Tapes and it turns out there was a destiel kiss just know that I’ll be redrawing that shit from all the different angles and perspectives like I’m shooting an overdramatic soap opera.

Suicide isn't selfish because it often emerges from a place of profound suffering and despair. It's essential to recognize that those who contemplate or tragically choose this path are not seeking to inflict pain upon others, but rather seeking relief from their unbearable emotional pain. Understanding this complexity is crucial, as it reminds us of the urgent need for empathy, compassion, and mental health support to prevent such tragedies. Instead of labeling it as selfish, let us strive to offer understanding, support, and hope to those who need it most, acknowledging that their pain is genuine and deserving of our care.

supernatural, 15x18 // even sugar peas run out of snap, sandyk

Hey! I was wondering if you have any updates on the latam dub situation and if you were/will be able to contact the dub director

Hi!

Well, I could get the translator (you know, our dear rouge translator) and he told me that while he doesn't remember it completely (Because he translates a ton of series), if Dean said "And I you" it's because the script he got said "And I you" and the video he saw said "And I you" because he doesn't add stuff.

I'm still hunting the dub director to confirm