#the intimacy. it’s killing me
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this is a painting. look at it
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#hmm u sure that jumping of 4th floor will kill me?#body art#desire#sexy content#sexy tease#intimate#couple aesthetic#hot as fuck#intimacy#casal#hugs and kisses#couple goals#romantic couple#couple cuddling#couple#kisses#kissing#kiss#romantic#romance#relationship goals#lovers#meus#desi tumblr#sex and drugs#tenderness#lust
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something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line
“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”
“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"
but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.
he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.
his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.
ghost doesn't let him.
"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."
soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.
he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."
the ice in soap's eyes fractures.
ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.
“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”
#in my head its bc graves abducts his sister and is using her as hostage to draw him out knowing ghost will always follow him#but the intensity and intimacy of saying ‘you cant trust your mind not to betray you so let me be in charge of your body until you can’#after what happened to tommy he could never deny johnny his right to save his sister#but its bc of what happened to tommy that he knows he cant let him do it alone with only his rage to guide him#hes more likely to get himself killed and ghost wont live through that#so he has to balance it#and the only way he knows how is to completely shut down soap’s mind until hes no more than instinct and muscle memory#if he cant think practically then dont let him think at all#reduce him to a place where he can only follow orders#and when its finally over and his sister is safe and graves is dead#only then will he drag johnny back up to the surface#he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity#instead of letting him sink in the depths where nothing hurts. theres no fear down there. no pain. only order#and thats the risk ghost took sending johnny to that place but he only did it bc he would stop at nothing to bring him back#and help him through the after#the breakdown. the rush of panic and rage and relief and anguish johnnys been supressing on his order#it was his word that turned johnny into a ghost#and its his touch that brings him back to the man#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod
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oh to be two gay bugs smooching in a hot spring
inspired by @queruloustea's amazing fanfic :) go check it out!!!
#that last chapter rewired my brain ofc i had to draw it#ohh... the intimacy in that chapter....#killed me#i cant get enough of them#hk#hk quirrel#the hollow knight#hollow knight#quirrelhollow#art#digital art#sobbing profusely
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I think Slay the Princess is so popular partially because the *gets stabbed* "I'm in love" reaction is both intentional on the part of the developers and then they completely follow through on it.
#slay the princess#me @ the Razor: I love you so much and you're so hot and funny and– *gets stabbed again*#and then! the little Voices agree that they're kinda into it too! fantastic game! A+! kill me again beautiful woman!#they managed to make even the Princess's most terrifying grotesque forms the most beautiful fictional women I've ever seen#while never sacrificing the horror elements. if anything the horror and gore and monstrosity makes her even more attractive#like they get it. the inherent eroticism of being trapped in a time loop made with the sole purpose of getting one of us to kill the other#and then killing and hurting and dying and struggling together over and over and over until finally breaking free#she hurts us and we are but a receptacle for the pain. she hunts us like prey and swallows us whole. we beat each other to#death for the thrill of it and keep on going long past when we should've died. she torments us until our heart stops from terror.#we see her as a dominating goddess and she becomes one. she knows what our organs look like. her bloated corpse once drowned us.#we lie at the foot of the stairs to freedom with broken backs because we betrayed her so badly she could only betray us in turn#and don't even get me started on the amazing intimacy/violation of the Spectre/Wraith possession stuff#and we (both the player and the Long Quiet) love her for it and through it
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kenstewy + touch
#succession#successionedit#kendall roy#stewy hosseini#kenstewy#*#all these little reassuring touches stewy gives kendall kill me so much. it literally speaks volumes on how comfortable they were with each#other bc they've known each other for 30+ yrs#kendall who craves touch and intimacy but cant divorce that desire from the bad feeling he gets any time anyone touches him bc of logan#using affection as a ways to control him vs him being so used to stewy's touch that he can relax around him. god.#im so normal about this
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Nandor loves the sun
The only thing he remembered how to say in his own language (until recently) is 'good morning'
His bedroom is the only one with windows
His coffin faces and opens up towards the direction of the setting sun
He is literally tempting himself every day with sunlight
the sun is Guillermo
#wwdits#nandermo#what we do in the shadows#I know that Guillermo-is-like-the-sun metaphor is probably overdone at this point but#Guillermo is /literally/ the fucking sun to Nandor#in that Guillermo can kill him#his face is the first thing he sees when he wakes up#he wants nothing more than to be near him#but can't touch him because it would burn#Nandor tempts himself with that intimacy#as long as he does not pull back the curtain and reveal himself to it the sun cannot hurt him#and he can continue to keep it nearby#but he will never feel it's warmth...#how abt i talk about this forever how much will y'all hate me???
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so come on get higher, loosen my lips
#sketch#charmes#i canr help but draw them over and over like this bc the sheer intimacy of them -kills me-#and tbe sharing smoke bc we all know they do??? fucking hell. shotgunning is like the hottest thing ever.#also i love boat daddy charon but like... wberes the love for eldritch horror charon
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Since you were reblogging stuff about Dead Plate how do you feel about Vincent and Rody for the chart
i dont think ive seen all endings or everything the game has to offer yet?? so for now this is the chart bc i love me a chef who is secretly serving ppl bUT THE REVEAL OF IT ONLY BEING. FOR RODY SPECIFICALLY? MAKES ME SPIRAL LIKE YEAH. OK. ALRIGHT.
#they dont give me divorced energies bc for that to happen there needs to be like. a certain level of intimacy i think#like knowing each others little quirks and habits bc youve spent so much time together#whatever they have going on. whether vincent ever gave a shit abt rody or not in any way. is more like#an awful tinder date where you two keep avoiding each other but the app insists on matching you both#i ship them (they hate each other and the only feelings blossoming are the need to kill each other)
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Wolverine #41 Preview Pages are Up!
Now with lettered forehead touch moment!
Written by Benjamin Percy and Victor Lavalle
Art by Cory Smith
source here
#ah yes#showing your son you can kill him before stating you care about him#lol logan's attempt at emotional intimacy#he cares he just sucks at showing it#and aki says “i'll take it”#emotional growth!#would've preferred to see the journey to get there#but progress is nice i suppose#even the crumbs make me so happy#wolverine#logan howlett#james logan howlett#daken akihiro#fang#sabretooth#victor creed
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…can i ask you to share more of your thoughts on fem!jaytim vibes
hi cory!!!! yes, yes i can :) <3
most of my thoughts come from this lil snippet and my tags.
my thoughts on fem!jaytim can be boiled down to this line: “Her successor fascinates her. She kind of wants to let him dissect her, little freak that he is.”
like tim is a freak who would absolutely want to dissect and take jaye apart piece by piece just to get to the bottom of whatever the hell is wrong with her (obsessive) and jaye would let him bc she wants to know what the hell is wrong with him (affectionate).
It’s almost a scientist and their never-ending experiment, but not quite?
like the dissection, its the act, the intimacy, the trust in being vulnerable and completely open on the table for them to see, a show and a sight but not a performance, it's the ‘i’m going to take you apart piece by piece, not to fix you or change you, but just to understand you’, and 'i’m going to get my hands dirty and dig into you, and it can be voluntarily or not, it can be with anesthesia or nothing but im going to know you whether you like it or not,' paired with 'you are going to have to cut me open to get to know me, it has to be cold and violent, it has to be artful and methodological.'
but jaye started off with ‘i want to destroy you, take you to the brink, the edge of despair and fury and hatred and let you go without any catharsis,’ kind of like capturing a wild animal, testing on it, and then releasing it back into the wild with a tag to see what it will do after being changed (will it return back to it’s normal routine or will it come back for more?)
and then tim kept coming back. and that's when jaye is like alright yeah, i'll let you rip me open and give me a name (or maybe give me back my name?) and tim does, and he does it carefully, adoringly, obsessively.
and i think tim’s obsessive focus, paired with the idea of the knife/scalpel = love, is what jaye would respond to best. she was raised in violence, and probably thinks that fighting and pain is caring and love, AND she’s never been a priority in anyone’s life. so for tim to obsess and know her in ways that no one else has before (or have even bothered) is captivating, exciting, and absolutely mind-boggling, and i think jaye would get possessive, like ‘this robin, this little freak is mine.'
i, hmmm. running out of coherent thoughts after this, so um i guess enjoy? <3
#asks#felinemotif#i don't write/talk about jaytim very much; ive always been a jaydick girlie#but this was a lot of fun to think about and like actually get down my thoughts in a somewhat coherent manner#i think there's another piece here about the dissection as an intimacy that only requires the subject and the surgeon/scientist#and the idea of labelling and taking photos of the parts something about learning and teaching but also remembering#another part: once the dissection is done once tim knows all of jaye does he stay?#which i think devolves into jaye going out of her way to prolong the dissection bc she thinks it may be temporary between her & tim#whereas tim is thinking okay i know all the pieces and parts which means im the perfect partner for jaye#no one knows her better than me AND no one will get to know her like i do#(the whole dissection thing too like tim is not afraid about hurting jaye whereas bruce is bc he knew her before)#(bruce thinks “dissection” would = change bad or good while tim knows it just means learning and knowing)#like it's going to be painful before it gets better and bruce doesn't want to go through the pain of knowing this version of jaye#bc it means acknowledging what he's done or not done#and tim's a fixer at heart but to fix things you gotta know what you're dealing with#problem is tim fell in love and realized fixing things would just make it worst so#he is very content with his tall gf that could kill him with her thighs and lets him do his freaky experiments<3#okay wow i was not done with the thoughts ajfkagjbsg imma stop now#jaytim#fem!jaytim
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I’ve been crying my heart out with the time period canon accurate fics like Can’t Stop and He wears a pair of silver wings
#please secret intimacy is killing me#jjba#JJBA Part 2#Battle Tendency#bisexual tendency#caejose#Caesar Zeppeli#Joseph Joestar#closeted queer men 😭#set them free !!!
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my friends says to me that they love me and then i need take a break from life for 3 months
#elisa my dear im sorry...#emotions need to process intimacy is too much heavy#and if you tell me ocean voung quote about intimacy then i will kill everyone
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it's day three of anne's eunuch book making me absolutely feral 🥺
#i can't stop wondering about if people had reacted better to the castrati smut#what kind of action we might have gotten in the VC books#because she wrote this before TVL#and you can see her laying the groundwork for concepts that would later be used in the VC#but the public absolutely could not handle the contents of this book and it kills me#it's such an incredible exploration of what it means to exist in a body that transcends sex and gender#and what intimacy is like for them#and idk idk just crying in the club over much more anne could have explored in the VC#had only publishers and the public in the 80s accepted her more graphic works 🥺#anyways if you need me i'll be thinking about armand and daniel#in relation to tonio's experience with the cardinal#and tonio absolutely losing his mind over experiencing a man's body#and thinking about if armand lost his over touching up daniel in the same way
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So I started watching Helluva Boss since I’ve officially entered the “must consume all content available” stage, and much like what happened when I initially started Uprising to tick off a “Watch all the TRON content” box, I’ve ended up really, really liking it.
Do I think its better then Hazbin Hotel? Honestly, I think they’re both excellent in their own ways, but HB deffo ticks a little higher for me since I love a good dark comedy that only takes itself seriously once every five episodes or so; HH is similar, they do take place in the same universe, but it doesn’t have as many shenanigans. I love me some shenanigans. It’s like if Interview with a Vampire and What We Do In the Shadows took place in the same continuity. It works if they don’t ever touch, which sucks because I’d love to see more Blitzø. Lucifer and Alastor wish they had a crumb of his Best Dad skills
#babbles#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#i think it would be really funny to find out at least one major character in HH got killed by IMP in life#(IMP is the assassination company Blitz runs)#my money is Velvette personally. Gives off big 2010s vibes to me so it matches with the whole grimoire acquisition#if i had to pick a character Blitz would get along with most?#at first id have been like oh Husk or oh Angeldust#but genuinely I think he and Alastor would hit it off best#murder game recognizes murder game (plus rampant mamma’s boy syndrome)#there would be that initial tension bc two very different people forced to interact#but Blitz has hidden depths and frankly i think Alastor just wouldnt scare him#the only thing that scares Blitz is emotional intimacy!
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i love all the secrets the girls have with themselves and just one other person, especially when it's a ghost.
no one will ever know that shauna ate jackie's ear, that she ate jackie first, that jackie was hers - both briefly, before everyone else ate her, and then always, because now jackie lives on inside her, and in everything shauna does. how can ghostjackie not appear, even twenty-five years later on that bridge, when she's a part of shauna, just as much as her heart and lungs are? shauna consumes jackie, and jackie consumes shauna, and it all starts with the ear that exists between them.
lottie is the only one who saw the chunk missing on deadjackie's arm; i'm sure she had theories or concerns about it, but it's still a secret she immediately accepted as is, and then agreed to keep - locking the necklace around shauna's neck to confirm their silent covenant, that they're now linked together in this act of sorrow and love, and then the kindness she generally shows towards shauna's grieving process: you can trust me. you're not alone. (but it's not really just between lottie and shauna, either: it was jackie's flesh, so ghostjackie keeps yet another secret, even without knowing.)
misty is the only person who knows crystal's real name, and true demise. no one will ever believe that crystal accidentally fell, and even if they did, it doesn't matter: they weren’t up on that cliff anyways, which is fine, because it means kristen - her life, her death - belongs to misty alone. a part of misty belongs solely to kristen, too: the black box secret that misty will likely take to her grave now, just as kristen took it to hers. (obviously her family and theatre friends knew her real name, but she shared it with misty because she trusted her. and that moment, before the trust was broken, will always exist, suspended in air. they pinky-promised it.)
#choosing to believe shauna didn't write about the ear in her journals for my own peace of mind. bc i don't want jeff knowing that!!#it's not his business!!!!#lottieshauna is soo interesting to me esp the lottieshaunajackie layer and im soo excited for their fight <3#the way lottie has her hands behind her back in that promo. like she's just taking it willingly#another thing she's doing for shauna! let me share this with you. let me take this on for you. i will accept your anger and violence.#i can't get into the intimacy of names rn either...or the intimacy of firsts: misty's first friend. her first love. her first 'kill'. etc.#i wonder if she refers to her as crystal or kristen in her head?#*#lottie#shauna#misty#jackie#crystal
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