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The Majestic Dark Tiger Alberu Crossman 😌
#only look at the face haha#the body is uhh... not tht good#idek human anatomy let alone tiger anatomy#anyways#my art#alberu crossman#dark tiger#lcf#lout of count's family#tcf#trash of the count's family#dark tiger alberu#art
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Could you make more docs of warden sukuna?
warden!sukuna
Pt. 1 || Pt. 2
notes: of course i can! like just the thought of him is just so😍😍
mdni, 18+
Warnings: violence, piv, creampie, breeding (i’m a slut for breeding😍), he edges you a bit lol, rough sex, degrading, some praise, sukuna has a big cock tht almost touches your cervix, uhh idk if i missed anything
wc: 893
three weeks went by and sukuna didn’t visit you not once. to say you were angry was an understatement.
you felt like punching and kicking people just for even looking at you wrong.
day in and day out you were faced with the same bitches testing you and no sight of sukuna.
of course on a day where you felt as if your breaking point was peaking the woman would start a higher brawl.
you were livid and weren’t gonna risk it at all, keeping yourself away from the mayhem was a great decision but boy oh fucking boy were you itching to fight someone with all your pent up anger and frustration.
and you couldn’t hold out and went in.
the leader of the pod was sitting back watching everyone fight and cheering them on.
you took it upon yourself to do her in.
she was a bitch and was not gonna try and act like she could take you down.
hell.
fucking.
no.
punching kicking and screaming was the only thing echoing throughout the cell block.
you could hear sirens going off around you but didn’t care.
you were here to show that you were top bitch and nobody could rock you from your spot.
and showing them was exactly what you did.
all the fighting had ceased when there were loud footsteps. Girls upon girls were trying to pull you away from her to no avail.
until you got yanked away from her battered body shouting and kicking the person who pulled you away.
you were forced on a table and put in handcuffs, no matter what you were still screaming profanities towards the now unconscious bitch.
you smirked at everyone while you got dragged out alone.
“what the fuck is wrong with you inmate?”
You stared at Sukuna with a blank expression.
He smirked at you and grabbed you by the throat.
“Did i not teach you a lesson before about being a bad girl?”
“Nope, I got noting out of that lesson, maybe I need a better one?”
He smiled an evil smile and bit your lip, “Maybe this time I’ll have to be more strict.”
and more strict he was, your hands were still cuffed behind your back as you were taking the meanest backshots of your life and another orgasm was coursing through your veins.
loud sounds of skin slapping were echoing through the wardens office. his cock hitting your deepest parts.
“you’re being such a good slut for me” sukuna cooed. you felt like you were on cloud nine with how rough he was.
he was showing no mercy with you bent over his desk and hitting that deep.
“please, sukuna, fuck…i’m cumming” you cried.
he slowed his thrusts down as you began to clench tighter and tighter around him. you cried out in protest and tried to fuck yourself onto him to no avail.
“good girl that’s it,” he slapped your ass hard causing you to jerk forward and to moan “keep fuckin’ me to cum.”
one hand was holding onto your cuffs as he began to meet your little thrusts, you felt his hands fiddle with the cuffs before he took them off and tossed them aside. he met your thrusts with much rougher thrusts, throwing your rhythm off. “yes please daddy i wanna cum,” you moaned.
sukuna laughed and pulled you up by your hair and putting his hand on your neck adding a small bit of pressure.
“spread your ass for me baby,” sukuna moaned, you followed his request and felt him go just that much deeper. almost touching you cervix.
“you gonna cum on daddy’s cock?”
his other hand reached down and rubbed fast circles of your clit. and with an airy gasp you came.
hard.
your whole body shook as you came for the final time that night. your vision was splotchy and your head was in the clouds.
“fuck baby, i’m gonna cum.” you clenched so tight around sukuna he followed with you, cumming deep inside you with a loud groan. he rubbed your clit through both your orgasms and stopped as he began to grow sensitive in your warm, pulsing cunt.
he pulled out and waited to see if any of his cum would come out. to his delight only a tiny bit did, and he scooped it up and pushed it back in you.
sukuna pulled his pants up with a sigh and slapped your ass. he walked to the bathroom connected to his office and returned a few seconds later.
“alright, you’ll be in solitary for the rest of the week,” he grumbled. “keep that pussy just the way it is and i can pull some strings” you nodded (although a bit confused).
he began to clean you up with a wet cloth and helped you re-dress yourself.
when exiting his office you were escorted to solitary confinement with a limp in your step. “i’ll be checking on you everyday to make sure you’re in line,” sukuna said sternly. he walked up to you and whispered in your ear, “stay ready for me. i don’t like to wait.”
with that he exited the room and slammed the door shut. you sat on the stuff bed in the corner and sighed in relief about being off your feet.
well…maybe solitary is worth it if the dick is that good🤷🏽♀️
#🍄s thirsty#sukuna x black reader#sukuna ryomen x black reader#warden!sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#sukuna x you#jjk sukuna#sukuna smut#sukuna ryoumen smut#jjk headcanons#jjk smut#jjk sukuna ryoumen#jujutsu kaisen#sukuna ryomen#sukuna scenarios#sukuna ryomen smut#sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna x you
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love it here
tag: shuri x riri
wrd cont : 3.5k
content: hunching im sorry, vibranium strap, mirror sex, choking kink, cream pie, scratching
summary: backshots in the mirror, thts the reason.
translation my love sthandwa - love thando -baby usana-
riri stirred awakes from the queen size bed in the capital palace. covered sheets are black with small golden specs, she looks around the sleek room in search of a clock. 6:01 am great 4 hours of sleep, the engineer rolls her eyes at the lack of sleep. she unravels herself from the fluffy sheets, padding over to the closet and pulls out a black classic wakandan two-piece. sluggishly pulling the long sleeve crop top over her head, slipping on the leggings and sliding on black shoes. taking one good look in the mirror, she heads off to the lab.
it takes her a while to get to the lab, still not completely understanding the route or how things operate here. despite the confusion and the building of a headache, riri is glad to be here. a wonderful way to spend her winter break.
“so ri is it true that the american kids have weeks off of school for christmas time?” shuri sat in a lab chair twirling around and around.
“uhh yeah we do…. do you have something planned?” riri had stopped folding her now clean laundry to look at the phone.
‘‘well I was thinking you could come to wakanda for the break or like one week, so you can spend time with your family also’’ shuri gave a nervous smile
riri rolls her eyes “oh please catch me there for the 2 weeks shuri”
as she steps into the lab, it's dead silent. not a single soul is to be found, all alone, she goes into her assigned work area. She has been working on several projects. updating the iron heart suit and kimoyo beads. trying to make the beads smaller and in different colors, and her suit faster and longer lasting. as she pulls out all the blueprints and clean sheets, the time reads 6:30 am. she is so deep into her brainstorming that she doesn’t notice the lab doors open. in walks the princess in a similar two piece just like riri’s just in a dark purple.
“hmm I had a feeling you were gonna be in here” shuri smiles bright making her way over to the small girl
“yeah I couldn’t get any sleep, so I just came in here, might as while spend my energy doing something” riri stacks away all the blueprints and notes. shuri circles around her, picking up the kimoyo beads blueprint.
“ohh you have ideas for my beads” a hit of disbelief in her tone.
“ well yeah I was thinking what if they changed color to blend in more with clothes or skin and what if they were slimmer to be more undetectable. and what if they have certain versions for the regular citizens and the dora milaje and then what if they had something to detect namor or talokan using the vibranium they wear” shuri has a proud smile platted on her face as riri rambled on about ideas to better improve wakanda’s technology.
“hmmm seems like you have a lot of ideas with wakanda technology” her eyes sweep over riri’s face.
“well yeah” she nervously chuckles, body moving towards the window to look over the city.
“I really love it here, it's safe and…. warm and peaceful it's just…. nice” she smiles looking back at shuri. “speaking of safe, I do have another task for you” shuri grabs riri’s hand gilding her to sit down at her desk, the royal leaning on the table.
“what did i mess up with something” ask worry set all over her face.
“what no love! you've been doing good with school, great grades as always and even staying off the radar with the government. you’ve been so good, I just need you to learn how to fight well. it's honestly for myself to help me sleep at night”
“oh whew, i have no problem learning how to fight- i mean i already know how to defend myself, but im not gonna block more lessons.” riri’s hand is on her heart, chest moving up and down rapidly
“wait but who gonna teach me? please PLEASE! dont say okoye you know she hates me.” riri pleads with shuri.
“no um i guess i can teach you since we have the time, and i can show you around some more” cleaning up the lab they head to the practice rooms.
“you know above is it the kitchen and if you continue this hallway it goes to the courtroom where all the meetings are held.” placing her palm on the scanner the door opens. the pair walking in to a sleek gray room. a big ass mirror covering the north wall from top to bottom. in the middle of the room on the floor is a mat. spears for the dora’s and other skilled set weapons cover the wall. the original lighting in the room changes to warm bright yellows. riri looks around to find shuri playing with the lighting in the corner. at alas, she is satisfied, she struts over to riri in the middle on the mat.
“okay so i want to really get going with close range fighting. so go take your shoes off.” they slip out of there shoes and socks. as they stand in the middle of the mat
“okay so im some big bad man wanting to hurt you and i start running towards you what are you going to do”
“well what time of day is it? are there people around? what am i wearing? is it heels? are we on a hill or grass”
“riri it doesnt matter, what are you going to do?”
“ummm umm” she cant think straight and sweat’s now collecting on her forehead.
“i dont know how about you teach me while acting it out”. with a nod shuri jogs up to riri about to tackle her to the ground but the smaller places her hands under her neck and pulls up, successful locking her in a chokehold.
“okay good nice hold! okay now what if i come from behind you and place you in a chokehold.” shuri arms snake up to her throat and applies pressure, not enough to hurt but enough to feel real. internally, she starts freaking out, vision getting blurry at head hurting. riri tries to pull her arms from her neck, sparing a look in the full mirror against the wall she sees their bodies. looking into shuri’s eyes, she balls up her fist to deliver a light punch to her thigh. as shuri looks down to the hit spot, riri then uses her elbow to push the panther back.
successfully causing them to break up, “did i do good?”
“yeah riri that was good real good” shuri answers, she then without warning tackles riri down to the floor. shuri places her knees on riri’s arms and hands so, riri’s face is fully at the princess mercy.
“what are you going to do riri.” shuri begins to pinch her cheeks, repeating the question. riri swats her head left and right trying to avoid the attacks but failing. she then twists her whole body to the attacks, she then lifts her body on her knees in a bowing position. using all her strength, she stands up from the cradled position.
“okay, you got out of that one but-” before shuri could finish the sentence, the engineer is pushing her down in a similar position. but arms holding herself up on shuri’s shoulders, her thighs straddling the princess.
“I wanted to be the attacker for once”
“oh I bet you did, too bad I'm better than you”
“what” as riri questions, shuri answers by bucking her hips causing her to fall forward. she barely catches herself, thanks to shuri helping stabilize her, arms around her waist. shoulders now above shuri’s head, causing her breast to fall in shuri’s only point of view.
after seconds pass by “ummm hello earth to shuri”
“oh my bad” she resumes by lifting riris hips and placing them on her waist. shuri then easily sits up. shuri now flips riri, so that the smaller’s back is to her chest. placing the engineer in a strong chokehold, nothing like before. riri whimpers, her neck such was a sensitive place for her.
“yeah, we have a lot of work to do before you think about leaving me again” shuri looses the hold just to place one hand on her neck. soft whimpers flow out like a river. trying to mold riri’s body to sit down, she fumbles her body, causing riri to flop down on shuri’s lap. impact causes a weighted “ahhh” to flow from riris mouth. her and shuri freeze, riri eyes clamped shut and tight. wishing the earth would open up and swallow her. literally.
sliding her hands up to her jaw, shuri forces riri to look at her.
“look at me” eyes shakily open “ you okay” riri hesitantly shakes her head approving.
“i didn’t hear you” “its okay” “do you… like it” “i need it- please”
shuri closes the space between them sliding her hand back down to the smaller’s throat. riri kisses her so hard like the yearning and painful pushes of urges are finally worth it. they slowly shift so riri is straddling shuri. the kiss is powerful, down right sinful. loud nosies coming from each other. tongue lapping and lip biting. shuri at one point fully sucks on riris bottom lip, just to bathe in the beautiful whimpers. they break for needed air after centuries. shuri grips riri shirt and tugs her back up to her and they continue, shuri’s hands dipping lower on riri till she’s palming her ass. rocking her back and forth on her thigh as riri breaks apart to voice content.
“mmmm fuck” okoye bust through the practice door. the two lovers jump off each other. shuri shoots daggers at okoye, while riri shameful hangs her head low hiding behind the princess. having completely caught them in the act okoye clears her throat.
“ahh ms willams i knew you loved wakanda and now a special wakandan” she showcases a blinding smile
“there’s a thousand practice rooms, you just had to pick this one” shuri gives a nasty side
“oh please like i went looking for something to make me throw up”
“also this” she waves to the practice room “is how you want to swoon ms riri? INCORRECT!”
riri speeds walk away from the general while shuri just spares are a look
“lock the door next time princess”
shuri jogs to catch up to the engineer “where are you going riri” she doesn’t even spare her a glance just continues, shuri hops in front of riri.
“where are you going?”
“ um um i just need a breath of air yeah, i just need air that’s all”
“well you're going the wrong way” shuri grabs her hand. riri feels like her hand if going to melt off as the princess slowly leads her to her room. they stroll pass by the big bead, they file to the balcony. riri hastily grabs unto the railing, watching the sun slowly going down. wakanda is so beautiful god she loves it here. looking over the warm capital, she is able to see the people come out getting ready for the nasty nightlife. it calms her down. shuri is sitting down on the chairs with the nice outside patio. she springs up as riri walks closer to her, placing a kiss under her jaw riri leans on shuri’s chest
“thankyou”
“sthandwa what for”
“for being here with you and just allowing me to experience wakanda” shuri cups riri’s face and smothers her with pecks
“i truly enjoy you being here with me” ending the pecks with final kiss on the lips.
it starts off light and sweet. easily being able to breath and laugh at the actions. but they each grow hungry. shuri swipes her tongue over riris bottom lips, pulling it in to suck on. the royal’s hands somehow find their way to the smaller’s neck again. riri tangles her hands in the royals hair, gripping and pulling on it. the actions cause the princess mouth to fall open, riri quickly attaches lips again drinking any sound or need from shuri. the others hands mold the younger girl onto her lap again. hands dipping lower and lower till they find riris core. she experimentally swipes her hand over riris clothed pussy. tongues now dancing and applied pressure to the sensitive part. the burning need to explore each other with tongue is morphed into more need. shuri picks up riri showcasing her strength since she took the herb. she places her down on the california king bed. shuri kisses her senseless while running hands all over her body. hands groping and rubbing her breast, and lower tummy. she then pushes riri back on the bed, slotting her knee in between her legs. riri gasps as she bucks on the knee, rutting up and down she begs.
“please shuri please baby” riri grips at her clothed body, back arching off the bed.
“please what princess tell me what you want” tears start to build in the younger’s eyes.
riri she cant fucking think straight, head is spinning “i cant - i don’t know i- i just need to feel you” taking pity on the girl shuri damn near tears the clothes off their bodies. she leaves riri in her panties, wanting to see and feel the wet spot. she goes back to pleasing the other. sucking many deep marks on the others neck, riri begins to shake in her hold. littering her body she slowly, harshly makes her way down from the neck to her the erect nipples. she cups both, nipping and licking one at a time. the princess leans up to meet riri once again. she then sneaks her fingers to touch her lips, after the graze riri opens her mouth obediently. with no hesitation, she swirls her tongue on the fingers and sucks on the two digits. once the spit is dripping pass her knuckles, shuri pulls out. using one arm she pulls off the underwear and bends riri’s body. she pushes the legs of the small girl, opening her wide up. riri’s feet is touching her own shoulders, shuri then dips her hands down and plays with riri folds. she rubs two fingers between her lips. a soft smacking fills the room. as her index finger plays with her lips and clit riri grows impatient. trying to meet the touches, shuri pushes her hips to the bed.
“more baby” shuri doesn't give in, she actually lightens up the pressure. no more than a sometimes soft graze. riri grunts at the playful need and grabs the olders hand. she presses shuri hands down to her core and ruts against her hand. finally she sighs at the long awaited pleasure.
“ready my love” “yeah”
shuri then slowly eases her fingers inside riri, after seconds she slowly pumps in and out. building up the speed and weight, riri then cant control the pants and moans. as she is working her fingers, shuri then begins scissoring her and curling, wanting to feel a certain spot. once she finally finds it she constantly abuses the delicate tissue. making riri run up the bed tears falling down her pretty brown eyes. it feels so fucking good.
“ shuri baby im gonna cum” shuri rips her hand away in an instant.
“what what no please shuri” she chases after her hands
“ shhh wait one sec usana” placing a peck on her lips, she shrugs over to a black dresser and pulls out a strap and a dildo.
“which one” shuri throws them on the bed. riri then sits up to examine the two options, one a double-sided, clear dildo. her hand instantly goes to it, stopping with she sees light out the corner of her eye. she looks over to the other toy. purple and black meets her, the strap is glistening? the veins are so detailed and intricate. purple glowy veins run all the way to the tip. riri pokes the toy, shooting her head up at shuri she shakes her head.
“so you made us a toy?”
“what no i didn’t” she rubs her neck. clearly lying
“right, since you didn't make it, you couldnt tell me what things it couldn’t do right?”
silence fills the room as the have a eye staring contest
“fine i made it!” shuri move to sit next to riri on the bed, picking up the toy she explains “ umm so it like changes sizes and adjust to the person and part? we both would feel the impact or like pressure. also who ever is wearing it, it shoots out their cum” the quickly explains
“how long did it take- actually i dont care put it on, now” shuri slips on the strap. the taller drags riri over to where the mirror is next to the bed. they then slot into the same position as earlier. riri’s back to shuri, and riri sat on the princess lap. angling up correctly, she enters riri. she doesnt feel anything about to question if shuri put it in. then she can feel something expanding in her, growing. shuri then begins slowly thrusting so she can get used to it as it grows to her body. as the toy nears the full size when riri leans down placing her hands on the bed, feeling full. harshly the princess grabs the jaw over her lover looking at her in the mirror. she snaps her hips up at full force, shoving full the toy into riri’s tight hole. the nasty sucking and squishing sounds echo the room. using her strong thighs, the smaller tries to relive the impact of the other.
slamming her back down on the toy
“stop. fucking. running. come on thando doesnt it feel good” shuri whispers the last part in her ear
nodding hysterically “yeah yeah baby feels so good” shuri grabs her neck and in the right hand she grips riri’s waist, using the leverage to slam her down and up on the strap. riri screams as shuri hits the soft sponge part inside her. tears pool down her face as her back arches in a perfect way. her eyes roll back as she grows hungry. “harder princess, fuck me harder” placing her hand down on the hand that grips her wrist, riri then starts bouncing fully on shuri. shuri nips and bites riri’s neck, a failed attempt to hide the moans spilling out from her mouth. riri locks her legs around shuri’s as she rocks her body harder into them. the recoil, sending hits directly to shuri’s abused clit. they both are meeting each other's movements with power, haste, and need. nothing but slaps and wet sounds. their soft pants gradually developed to deeper, drawn out cries and pleads from both lovers.
“fuck ri” she grabs riri face making her look at the princess in the mirror
“you close” a soft breath “yes” comes out.
shuri pulls riri up by her throat. riri scrambles for a new placement, she puts her hands down in front of them, she grips the sheets tightly, knuckles going white. bouncing from behind, she turns her head to look at the princess, shuri tuts at action.
“ no sthandwa look at me in the mirror, when you come you are to look at me” shuri begins to fuck up into riri. with deep, powerful, long strokes while her other hand rubs against riri’s clit. pinching and slapping the sensitve nerve. lifting up the hood and rubbing riri’s clit one last time does it. withing she lets go the sheets, leaning back up she arches her back. hands going to dig her nails in shuri’s neck.
“yes just like that mama, thats it just like that” the smaller scratches up shuri tatted arm as she is sent over the edge. she still continues, meeting shuri thrust. flopping down on toy causing intense vibrations. causing the royal to go over the edge. shuri’s legs spasm as ecstasy over takes her, her thrust sparking and erratic . the toy collects the juices and shoots them into the engineer.
“mmmh baby i feel it in me” with riri fucking shuri into overstim she can see the mixed cum on the toy as it seeps to their tangled limbs. white juices spilling into the thick covers.riri finally slows down exhastion taking over her body. as shuri slips out she slips out of the toy. they both lay backs on the bed as they catch full breaths.
“you good” shuri turns toward her
“hmm hmm” seconds pass, riri in deep thought “shuri…. i still want to use the other toy”
“i had a feeling you wasnt going to let that go”
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go go prime numbers^^
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
yes!!!!! every relationship has been worth it, even the ones tht sucked and crashed immediately causing me infinite pain.
3. Are you a virgin?
i mean, this is a real ship of theseus question. ive heard your body replaces all its cells every 7 years and its definitely been at least that long, and plus my whole sitch is different down there. so like. no i cant in good faith say that i am.
5. Are you in love?
hard to say honestly. i was at one point, and then those feelings changed into something more manageable. i dont know what to call them now. probably 'love'.
7. Can you commit to one person?
i basically cant do anything else. i dont form those connections with anyone new once i have them.
11. Do you ever want to get married?
i dont know. i used to for sure! now its like. i dont even know if i want to do romance anymore.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
i get jealous of things you cant even imagine. they should lock me up for the shit i get jealous of.
17. Do you like kissing in public?
i dont think i have any particular feelings on it. i would probably be more likely to get shot if i did it these days than back when i was actually kissing people.
19. this ones not here! wild
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
literally nothing would be easier.
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
of course not
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
VERY proud to admit that after taking hrt for a few years i have!
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
i dont think so? i have dated someone who my friends hated one of us but it wasnt her, it was me. and they kept trying to hook her up with someone else (who also had a gf at the time). shitty friends, really.
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
hahahahaha no lol
43. How long was your longest relationship?
how long was tht shit..... uhh like nearly 6 years?
47. How old are you?
30
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
well i sure hope nobody is mad that im talking to people! thats some emily behaviour. people should not exhibit emily behaviour. shes too jealous for her own good. anyway theres nobody im talking to with intent to date so the question's moot i think.
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
oh god uh let me grab the only good picture of me ive ever taken.
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
if im meeting them online its Vibes. if its in person, like. general body shape? i am definitely not looking at their face bc thats where the Eyes are and we are not about that.
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
uhh. something nice where we can walk around outside without a schedule and without being bothered. the botanical gardens are good for this generally.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
i mean is that defined as 'dreams where you cum in real life' bc , basically every single one of those ive ever had has been 'you are trying to find the toilet'. not really very kinky. if theres another definition id love to hear it. if its 'dreams about sex' ive had so very few of those and i think the closest to kink they ever came was a doctor lady giving me a vaginal exam.
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
organize an ff14 static that doesnt disband until we clear the thing we set out to clear. my greatest dream.
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
god but i feel jealous so often about everything. i think it was when my friend mentioned.... talking to either her gf or her other friend, i got jealous about both but i dont remember which one happened more recently.
83. Who was your first kiss with?
the girl i dated for 6 years.
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i would love if you expanded on your vent post sometime because i don't quite understand what you're saying when equating experiencing racism with black and white discourse surrounding c!wilbur either being completely bad and completely good and how people react to that. but it genuinely seems like an important topic to speak on if you ever feel like fully doing so
OK first of all :] ilike how this ask is phrased thank you for bein so niceys abt it. i will do my best to convey this as well as i can imstill pretty frazzled but ido wanna talk about it 👍
specifically i am talking abt the ppl who absolve him of everything or declaw him constantly. like again i do think cwil is a good dude he Is one of my faves. he is just kinda tunnel vision and selfish and in that persuit has done a lotta not great stuff tht gets deliberately ignored or pushed aside, but also the ppl v obsessed w making him some evil malicious one note abuser are like. weird ableist assholes lmao it can be two (✌️) bad things. but im not talking abt Them rn my point is uhm. ok so
i think the way cwilbur uhh ccwilbur that whole bursona thing is has a coat of Whiteness that intersects with things yk? have you heard the term white fave. it's stuff like that. and it especially shines when you compare it to like..how many swaths of ppl treat cquackity in Relation to him, or how many sootbur or oc type body hcs will turn one half of a ship into like..a emotionless brown man accessory to whoever they decided is the dainty pale one. or how ccwil gets truthed so much as "blahblahblah" instead of supporting openly queer or neurodivergent or female creators because it needs to be in a digestible palatable way it needs to be in the vehicle of a guy they are already willing to consume. does that make sense
like look at this ->
in this example uhh,,,ok to use tntduo specifically, yes cquackity Is violent and promiscuous he Is mean and snippy and scowls that's all true and canonical. but you just have to be a little aware of how you interact with things and how it comes across, especially if it's used as a vehicle for a white character. like...if you flanderize quackity and change his motives so he's just an accessory who's whole world revolves around wilbur, if he's turned into an abuser that the ever gentle wonderful poor wifey wilbur is so gracious to continue tolerating, if he's turned into like a sexual object for wilbur to be bossed around by at the cost of like. things tht are literally canonically triggering and awful fr cq. yyr like. racist llmao. and these things are Common as hell they are very common i block and block tags and i still cant get away from it.
white characters and ccs being treated with a different brush that poc characters and ccs is just v v v common and awful and well it sucks out here 👍 i do feel like the way he is talked abt can be loaded with it
#huri.txt#discourse#anon#idk man i hope this makes sense#and again i LIKE CWILBUR CCWIL IS AN OK GUY YOU CAN SHIP WHATEVER YOU WANT FOREVER WHO CARES#i just dont think its unreasonable to be upset abt this stuff or wish ppl would be more aware and conscious of this kinda thing
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100 questions, to help doe {eye/he/it} figure eyeself out. w soul {it/red} answering as well coz why not. except we keep changing the 100 questions
name
doe.. | soul/shrimp
2. age
20 | 20 but body is {ADULT}
3. we're not sharing our city xdd
4. What do most people not know about you?
i'm, kind of a girl? and a boy? but also neither? my gender is love i think.. | idfk, just like blue /sys did, i like digging out chunks in minecraft. repetitive task go brrr
5. What do most people know you for?
i don't think anyone knows me, apart from amaris and others of his system? but i guess that would be for the game i'm a fictive from. | hell if i know?? for being the soul i guess
6. Hobbies
talking with amaris.. if that counts.. oh! drawing, right. | listenin to music
7. What are your passions?
art? love? | maybe minecraft speedruns. or music, music is more like it
8. What do you search for in a significant other?
that they love me? i don't know.. that seems like enough | probably being less socially anxious than me. need me a "excuse me he asked for no pickles" kinda person /hj
change of plans i chose different questions those ones were too hard
1) Put your {playlist} on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Chonny Jash - Grew On Me | i dont have a separate playlist but from blue's playlist, I Am... All of Me by Crush 40
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
amaris.. | amaris as well
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
from fnaf into the pit, 'his dad sped away, probably glad to get rid of him."
4) What do you think about most?
probably amaris.. is that weird? | weirdo here! not weird. :thumbsup: .as for me uhhh maybe music
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"gniiight 💜"
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
clothes on, i suppose? i don't like changing clothes much | clothes on, somewhat same reason
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8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
girls are awesome, boys are awesome? | girls go to ccollege to get more knowledge.... boys go to jupiter to get more stupider... /ref
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
no? i wonder if i can write poems. as in, am i good at it? i should try some time | i meeean, technically the soul eclectic? lol ik tht doesnt count but its funny
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
what does that even mean? | that was before i even existed i think
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
don't know about "strange", but.. heights? and being abandoned, you know.. being hated.. | slight social phobia xdd
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14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
going out on a walk. that sounds nice, we should go on a walk sometime | absolutely not /lh uhh for me i guess shopping? but never on my own {w parents}
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
ooh, that's tough. um... both? if that makes sense.. as in, being able to watch myself? because i like myself? | <-autospec momence. uhh for me i think behind th camera
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
chonny jash? he's not a band, but.. | lemon demoonnnnn
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20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
love. both of those. | my fuckinnn self esteem issues tbh. and, resilience, is that th word? idk man
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
ooh. chonny jash? | backrooms
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24) Do you have a collection of anything?
i mean, if it counts, collection of art of us amaris has done | blue's rock collection is somewhere in the wardrobe
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
ah, neither? or, actually, both. talking online but not with video | both r bad but talkin on the phne is bettr
26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
if the people i love are happy with me, then i am. | no lmaoooo
27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
hm, maybe chalk on board sound. and voices of loved ones | chalk on board from me as well chief. or sound of the body's voice. sound i love, uhhh idk silence?
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29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
yes? but not aliens.. | one of the alters in here is literally a ghost lmao {well ghostkin but it counts}. uhh idc abt aliens
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31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
sweat? | cold wind
32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
i haven't been to many places.. | school. i didnt even exist yet but school
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35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
love? | none lollll
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38) What’s the weather like right now?
cold. | cold windy
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43) Do you have any nicknames?
i mean, john doe is a nickname i guess.. | soil or smtn i dunno
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47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
amaris? does he count.. is it weird? | minecraft speedrunning perhaps
48) What’s your ?
? | ??
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50) Do you believe in magic?
i suppose i do | sure man fuck me up
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53) Do you save money or spend it?
i would save it, i think | save
54) What’s the last thing you purchased?
| rainbow huggy wuggy? tht happened b4 either of us existed but idk what else we've bought
55) Love or lust?
love.. | love
56) In a relationship?
yes.. | yea
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59) Where were you yesterday?
at home, i think? | do not fuckin remember lolll
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
hello kitty clip ons | anime girl figure
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62) What’s your favorite animal?
ooh, uh, probably cats. | birds. crows. uhh sure cats i mean i like dogs too so idk
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67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
sleeping? i think..
68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?
what? | i dont think satans last name is what.. (that's not what i-) ahem. uhh redfield
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73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
love.. | trust
74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
maybe my type by saint motel | aint nothing like a funky beat perhaps
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77) How can I win your heart?
just love me. that is enough. | like my things or smtn
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79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
coming back from the void | <- headspace void. uhh joining pcjs perhaps. it wasnt me who did it but still
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81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
loverboy. | wtf kinda question is that...
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83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
amaris.. | acou /sys and amaris
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"is that weird" maybe.. | awesomesauce
85) What’s the last song you listened to?
| currently listening to Moe Shop - You Look So Good
86) Basic question: what’s your favorite color/colors?
black and red | red and gray.
87) What is your current desktop picture?
| p3 protagonist. we should probably change it... hm
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
(REDACTED) | myself /hj
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92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
amaris telling me he likes me.. | when i first appeared. tht blurry feeling is weird but kind of pleasnt
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
i mean, if i erase our trauma (that i don't even remember), i probably wouldn't exist anymore, would i? | vyral's trauma
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95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
meeting amaris.. | amaris as well
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i liked talking to him..
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say STAND WITH HONG KONG AGAINST THE CCP!
You both like mbti.
You: hi
You: hey
You: eyoo
Stranger: Hey
You: wht's your type
You: mbti type
Stranger: Entp
You: ew why
You: ded ass
You: you there
Stranger: For you
You: ehh
You: i didn't get you bro
Stranger: Are you halal?
You: what's halal?
You: lemme google
Stranger: How old or dumb are you?
You: i'm 18 you bigot mute ass
You: wby?
Stranger: 21
You: fuck tht's old
You: sorry
Stranger: Wha
Stranger: ?
You: never disrespect your elders
You: so sorry
Stranger: Do you have an ass?
You: an a human body part or an animal?
You: as an*
Stranger: Body
You: are you ass-less?
You: tht must be sad
Stranger: And
Stranger: How's your mom?
You: pretty as ever
Stranger: Any siblings?
You: yea a lil brother..
Stranger: How old?
You: why are u asking me these?
Stranger: Why would you ask me my questions?
You: i didn't ask you any of your questions..
You: you okay?
Stranger: But suppose you did
Stranger: Why would you?
You: idk maybe to plot a kidnapping??
Stranger: Aight
Stranger: Have you had sex in life?
You: yea twice with girls only
You: right i didn't mention i'm a girl too
You: wby?
You: m/f?
Stranger: M
You: ehh sucks
Stranger: So
You: wby? ever had sex?
Stranger: When was the last time you cried?
Stranger: Yes with my cousin
You: fucked your cousin
You: ??
You: fr
Stranger: Yeah
You: was you cousin a guy/girl??
You: your*
Stranger: Guy
You: tht's like a dreak come true
You: lucky you bro
You: and i cried maybe a month ago
You: dream*
You: when and why did you cry the last time
Stranger: Yeah aight
Stranger: Well
Stranger: 2 years
Stranger: Watching a movie
You: ohh 2yrs tht's when u were 19 or sum
You: tht's a long time
You: are you happy
Stranger: Yes
You: in college?
Stranger: Yes
You: what do you study?
Stranger: Software Tech
Stranger: If you wanted to kill someone who would it be?
You: i know who i want to kill
Stranger: Who?
You: i will make someone else kill them i'm not getting my hands dirty
You: an ex-classmate
You: wby? who would you kill?
Stranger: Ahh... My roommate
You: fr? like actually like uk dead
Stranger: Yeah
You: killing your roommate hmm you'd become a suspect
You: what will you do then to cover up?
You: how do you want to kill?
Stranger: Kill myself
Stranger: Strangle
You: how will you kill yourself ?
Stranger: Jump off
You: tht'd be painful
You: how about pills?
Stranger: No
You: die in your sleep
You: if you're going to die anyways..
You: why not kill a few more people?
You: tht one night/day you get to do anything you want
Stranger: Eat my ex
You: yea kill your ex and eat his/her heart
You: raw
You: or cooked
You: whatever you like
Stranger: Cook
You: hmm it'll be easier to chew
You: ever loved someone?
Stranger: Yeah but twisted
Stranger: Toxic
You: hmm
You: do you think i'm loveable ?
Stranger: Idk
You: reasonable idk either
Stranger: Aight
Stranger: Have you seen ghost?
You: nope
You: wby?
You: ghosts lmao tht's childish
Stranger: Have you killed any animal?
You: insects.. i've killed a lot but not animals
You: but a lot of animals are killed for us
You: so..
You: does that count?
Stranger: No
You: idk it should i mean it's dead for us
You: but then no i havent physically killed an animal
You: have you?
Stranger: No
You: good dont think about it
You: kill humans instead
Stranger: Why not?
You: maybe cuz i'd rather clear out my own species before i kill other species
You: does tht make sense lol
Stranger: Yes but it won't matter
You: why not?
Stranger: Who'd be there to give a fuck?
You: hmm right
You: but i dont want to see animals die becuz of me
You: i love cats
You: so.. nah
Stranger: Aight
You: where are u from?
Stranger: India
You: lol same
You: shouldn't u sleep rn?
Stranger: No
You: why not?
Stranger: Who knows
Stranger: No one's here to order
You: but dont u have to get up early?
Stranger: No
You: uhh
You: which state r u from?
Stranger: Bengal
You: delhi
You: hmm far away i see
You: cool
You: tht's sad
Stranger: Well
Stranger: Do you believe in God?
You: yea
You: are u religious?
Stranger: Idk
You: idk? it's a yes or no question
You: do you believe in god?
Stranger: Yes
You: are u bengali too?
Stranger: Yes
You: hmm we're both fucked in our heads
Stranger: Nope
You: right
You: only you're fucked
Stranger: Nope
You: i want to keep talking to you
You: but i have to sleep
Stranger: Which God do you believe in?
You: every god
You: i believe in every god
Stranger: Why?
You: let's say gods do exist
You: i wont want to disappoint any one of them
You: so tht's one reason
Stranger: What if you go against them?
You: i don't have enough powers to go against them
You: and before i do
You: there'd be alot of people against me
You: and let's be real 1 vs 1000+
You: who's gonna win
You: not me for sure
You: i'd be killed just for not being a part of the huge cult
Stranger: Well if you want, you make human sacrifices
Stranger: Can*
You: how will i sacrifice 10000+ people? be logical
Stranger: That'd help you to die faster and get back at Gods easily
Stranger: Just 50
You: wont tht be considered a sin?
Stranger: By whom?
You: by me/the gods?
Stranger: Yes
You: so nah ill pass
You: you can go against the gods and write a book or something
Stranger: What's the idea of sins?
You: typically, something which doesnt fit the human moral compass
Stranger: Aight
Stranger: Goodnight
Stranger: Ggs
You: night
Stranger has disconnected.
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as a butch lesbian, how does someone tell the difference between actual body dysphoria (hating my secondary sex characteristics in a trans way (?) versus body dysmorphia (hating them because they don't conform to society's expectations of me as a woman/the male gaze? I've been thinking about binding, but i'm not sure how that fits into my butchness/womanhood? This is a lot of questions that you don't have to answer I just really connect with the way you present and communicate your ideas. Thank!
(im v tired so lemme know if this is too rambly or messy to understand by the end eeeee)
it’s hard to define, especially for me as an outsider to your personal experience, because there isn’t yknow.. a Trans Test. there’s no right or wrong answer to the way you interpret your feelings and choose to label them. we all just out here tryna survive the bullshit that is Gender. and i don’t think dysphoria is necessarily a trans specific experience either, there are a LOT of women/lesbians and especially butches who experience dysphoria because of the trauma and hardships of living as a woman, living as a lesbian, etc.
and it’s not mutually exclusive either since yknow, there are a lot of butches who currently or formerly identified as trans, trans ppl who currently or formerly identified as butch, there’s butches who consider themselves nonbinary, or on the line btwn considering themselves exactly butch or exactly trans. there’s often a huge amount of overlap for our communities, and even the phrase “cis butch” still surprises me to see at times bc it’s just so far away from how i and a lot of other ppl conceptualize butchness. and i think it’s kind of a recent terminology too. like dysphoria and alienation from womanhood are like uhh butch staples tbh, and we don’t experience womanhood the same way feminine women do a lot of the time.
but yes yeah. the expectations of womanhood are a very odd, alienating thing when you’re butch/gender non conforming, and when you’re a trans masc/trans guy, or nb. if you do choose to bind your chest, that definitely “fits” with butchness and gnc womanhood though. there have been butches binding and taking hormones and getting top surgery and transitioning to varying degrees for a long time! you won’t be kicked out or anything for doing so. and if anyones ever a dick over it, they’re just not worth having around.
that being said! definitely make sure you research binding before you start, if you do end up doing it!. don’t use duct tape or ace bandages, get a proper tanktop style binder (i recommend gc2b or underworks), don’t sleep or exercise in it, don’t wear it longer than 8 hours, give yourself breaks and let your body rest.
the other thing i rec too is researching in the sense of like, even when binding safely, it’s still not a Safe thing to do exactly. it can have long term effects on your breast tissue, some people lose feeling, it can fuck up your back, etc. it’s generally not the most comfortable thing physically, esp if you have other health issues. it’s like a good tool if your dysphoria is so bad you can’t do things without it, or if you absolutely need to pass as male for smth.
but also there’s nothing wrong with seeking out other means of dysphoria management too - personally i’ve been working more on the mental side lately and like practicing self love and self healing and self care.. like when i was always binding it kind of made it worse for me, bc i was used to that image of myself, so when i wasn’t binding i felt even more dysphoric if tht makes sense? but now i just try to focus on like, adjusting myself to the reality of my body, letting myself exist, reminding myself i don’t need to be perfect or skinny or appealing to men; my body is just a home and i should appreciate being it.
this might be dorky but i think a lot about the mary oliver quote “let the soft furry animal of your body want what it wants” and it kinda grounds me n reminds me like.. i’m just an animal! i don’t need to be “feminine” or “womanly” or anything at all, i can just Be.
sorry this went REAL long n longer than i meant it to but aaaa i hope this was at least kinda helpful!! hfjf
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Every single one of the talk about meme questions. Just kidding, pick any 6 you wanna do
m gona do whatever i can talk about bc i like to talk about myself
4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
getting addicted to th internet but of course i wouldn’t be here but i would likely be better off socially . or maybe just being born as i am sometimes i think about how if i were born male things would be Much better for me like socially n stuff like that.. sometimes i jut wish i coud chest bump and cheer with friends n goof around and be crazy yeah i can be like that but it’d feel kind of weird (or just weird at first)
5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.
one year i got a club penguin membership and i was in chuck e cheeses and then another year completely different but me n some friends played a game called body body in my house and it was fun
6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had.
i dont think i did anything for my birthday last year so like oop
7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.
my forehead or my height
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
im pretty proud of my art and writing!!
9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
my body is very cool i like how my hair bounces when i walk because of how i walk and how my hair curls in towards my face (kind of)
10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.
probably a video game one to be honest. cant really recall. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had.
i’ve had some weird dreams like when i stole the side of a locker and ran from some guy but i was late for the bus so i put the side back and it was all ok then uhhhhh one where people were doing like cheer leader pyramids and i think some dude named craig from dream daddy was there i cant quite remember if that’s the guy who was there i just remember being like “FSKLJFLKJKLF CRAIG DREAM DADDY WAS IN MY DREAM”
12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.
i went to someone’s house and i kicked a tree stump then bees chases me and i dont remember much else about it it was in like 3rd grade
13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
bottom
14: Talk about a vacation.
i went to florida in 6th grade for a week and i loved it very much i got a wand (and a wand ceremony >:) )
15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.
never
18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
in like 4th grade someone told me someone else had a crush on me and i was like “ohhhhh yeah that kind of makes sense” and i just felt awkward around him since i didnt like him back
19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.
OHOSHOSHODHSOHOEHO HO O O O N N NN N THE BUSS!!! I met a good friend and the first words i said to her were something like “hi i have social anxiety” and she was like “me too!!!” hten we were friends and then i went to another school in 8th grade and we never talked ever again and im in 10th grade now o-o
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
last year i went to the bathroom and said “let there be light” while walking in and hte lights came on
21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
also last year someone who i considered like somewhat close friend (we dont talk anymore sadly he had fun games? i dunno he was rich and white and yeah he was fun to hang out with n stuff) and he asked me if i wanted to be his gf and i was like “nahh hahaha im not ready for that kind of thing” and i didnt like him that way also it was during challenge day aka a day where people came in and were like “man we all sad let’s hug :)”
22: Talk about your worst fear.
either bugs or the horrifying fear of hte unknown and growing up
23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.
cant get turned down if you’ve only asked 1 person if you’d like to get together twice and they said yes both times but you started thinking you weren’t right for them then broke up B)
25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
someone i’ll call m&m because she didn’t like being called that uhh she was rather rude and had a trampoline and 2 dogs and was pretty bossy i guess
26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.
literally nothign new i just do what i do but maybe actually just. yeah thts basically what i did recently i had a stuffy nose and like mucus or something in my mouth and it’s still like that but the only thing i really changed was nasal spray ! i use that at night but i might stop soon since im feeling better
31: Talk about what you think death is like.
it depends on how you die. there’s probably like the last moments and then nothing. nobody knows what happens next. you might get revived or you might just be nothing forever and that’s rather scary to me
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
i remember my first house i lived in and i walked back home from elementary school and it was cool
33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.
tell myself “hey stop being sad” or cry if im alone
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
MY LEGS TODAY WERE GUCKNVIGTIORJ LKEKL JRIOFDJKLSAJIDFKEDSL ohh wait worst ok
so it was a period pain and i was on my bed and i was crying and i was curled up and a thught appeared in my head.... “what if i drew a pentagram on my hand?” because jamie said that brought her luck and i was like “fuck it might as well try it” so then i had a pentagram on my hand and satan didn’t help me with period cramps
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
stop being nervous abt talking to people i guess lol. . . . making friends hard if u cant say hi
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.
my little pony n stuff sometimes i just watch kids shows when im bored
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
idk i dont think i’ve truly fallen in love but im sure i was in love with kiley at least a little bit
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
when i first listened to melancholy blues i thought of sparkling cookie i know he’s not real but songs don’t remind me of real people
39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
golden birthdays because my golden birthday was when i was 5 actually theyre nothing special but.. . still wig
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
we dont have fishies anymore and that’s becuase we have a dog and a cat now :(((( miss u fish.......
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Just My Type
It was 7:05 in the morning and I was to busy fxcking my chemistry teacher Mr.Thornhill. To notice we had 15 mins to get to school . I tried to let go from our kiss when he grabbed me by the waist and said “what’s wrong “. “It’s time to go to school jay” I got off of him and put on my clothes. You could tell he wasn’t fully satisfied especially because he didn’t came into you .. “right right” he said while putting his clothes back on and drove you guys to the back of the school where no one can see u guys together.
You guys sat in the car quietly until u pulled him into a kiss. The kiss deepened and he told you tht he wasn’t finished with you and he got out of the car and went inside the building. I sat in the car checking my phone. I got a text from my best friend Steve Harrington. “Where tf are you Evelyn “ he texted. “Wdym?” I replied. “We were suppose to meet at the dot this morning i was waiting there looking like an idiot !” He texted. I totally forgot about tht I told myself. I felt so bad ! “Omg I totally forgot Steve I’m so sorry.. stuff at home is complicated can I make it up to you ?!” You texted back. “Hmmm yes you can tonight at your house I have to study for a test and need your help” he said. You smiled at your phone and got out of the car and heading to the building.
When you walked up the steps to the door of the school you got a text and you looked at your phone and for just a quick second you ran into someone and a black case dropped and you quickly looked up. “ omg I’m so sorry!” You said and grabbed the big case and gave it back to a rlly good looking guy. “it’s fine I should’ve paid attention” he said looking at you . You couldn’t keep his eyes off of you. “I think we both weren’t paying attention” you giggled looking at him. “My name is bradley” he reached out his hand. “My name is Evelyn ” you shook his hand. He wouldn’t let go of my hand and stared at me for like 5 secs long . “Uhh sorry” he said nervously letting go his grip. “It’s fine” you smiled. “Hey would like to go to a show tht my band and I are playing at tonight at the dot?” He said confidently. “Sure what time ?” I said interested. “7 o clock.. i’d love to see you there” he said smiling. After tht little interaction I finally got to class.
My favorite class came.. Chemistry with my favorite teacher ;). I sat down in my regular seat. Mr.thornhill was looking at me seductively. We gave each other long eye contact while i was teasing him by biting my pencil until the bell rang. “Okay class so we are doing a lab so partner up and let’s get started” he said but then the door opened a familiar cute face popped out of the door. It was Bradley. “ Hi mr. Thornhill my name is Bradley I just transferred into this class cuz i had problems in my other class”. He said. “Hi Bradley welcome so just find a partner for our lab and I’ll explain what to do” jay replied . Bradley saw u and caught each other attention. “ Evelyn right ?! Wanna be partners?” He winked . “yah sure !” You replied. Jay saw u guys talking and getting along and he saw Bradley made u laugh when he made a funny face. Jay was getting mad. “Miss Thornhill Evelyn” he mumbled the thornhill part. You looked at jay confused. “I need to talk to u about ur grade” he said. You got up and walked over to his desk. “What do you want jay ?” You asked. “You call me Mr.thornhill in class miss Evelyn!” He said angrily. “Wtf since when?” You replied annoyed . “Excuse me but u need to stop flirting with tht new guy.. i thought i was the only guy ur fxcking” he said while putting is hand on ur bethigh. “Jay I mean mr thornhill he is just a friend! Stop being jealous” you said to him walking away. “Ohh I’m not done with you missy” he whispered and you heard.
When you got back to ur seat Bradley saw ur pissed off face expression. “You look pissed” He laughed. “Is there anything I can do?” He added. “sadly no” you said. “Hey so what is ur band name ?” You asked changing the subject. “The Vamps” He said. “It would be super cool if you could come.. also I rlly want to get to know you” he said putting his hand on your thigh. “Yah I am definitely gonna go i love watching bands and I really wanna get to know you too” you said smiling. You guys worked on your lab and when the bell rang you headed to eat Lunch with steve.
“Hey Harrington!” You said jumping on your best friends back. “Why are u so happy missy?” He asked curious. “What makes you think there is a reason for my happiness” you said rolling your eyes. “Well for starters ik when my best friend is happy about something” he said. You jokingly pushed him. You guys got your lunch and sat with your friends veronica,Betty and Zach. “Hey so I got so much nudes last night it’s crazy !” Zach spluttered out. “Zach no one wants to know how much hoes you get at night” veronica said. “I need more nudes and sex cuz I all I get is Evelyn’s booty or boob pic approvals” Steve said. “Ik we all get them” Zach said laughing. “Well I’m sorry a girl needs help sometimes” you said. “Oh don’t worry we aren’t complaining” the boys said. Everyone laughed at tht. “So Evelyn are u even talking to someone?” Betty asked. Steve got nervous at the question cuz he secretly likes you but only he knows it. “Uhh no all the guys I talk to Just want sex and it’s annoying” You said but u had 2 guys in your mind tht u actually like (jay and Bradley). “Girl that is so true” veronica said. Lunch ended and you guys carried on your day at school.
When the bell rang I got a snap from jay. I opened it and it said *first gif. He was so demanding I loved it I craved it so I went to his room. I saw him on his desk on his laptop grading. I fixed my appearance a little to look more sexy. I opened the door and locked it and put a paper on the window so no one could see what I was about to do. “Hey babe ready to be sore for the next few days” jay said to you coming towards you. “I guess so” you said seductively. You tugged on his shirt and then unbuttoned his shirt revealing is toned body. He took off your shirt revealing your amazing body . He kissed your neck up to your lips and you moaned a little. He picked u up by the legs and placed you on his desk and unbuckled his belt and pulled down his pants revealing is big package . You eyed his package with lust. “I want you now” you begged. “ not yet my dear you have to earn it he said pinching your chin he kissed you deeply. He took off your pants and went down fingering You. And then he ate you out. You really needed him inside. “Babyyyy please I need you” he pulled out and placed his tip playfully on ur folds and u tried to push urself into him but he backed out teasing you. He then grabbed your thighs and thrusted hard into you making u moan loud. “Babe shhh the principal is still here” he kept thrusting in and out of you making you roll ur head back screaming his name. “ babe I have cum” he said pounding ur pussy using all his sexual frustration out from earlier. “Please come pleaseee” you both finally released and you guys were breathing heavy and kissed each other. You two were happy that u both were satisfied.
After tht hot session you got your self together and headed home. When you got home you were doing homework and FaceTimeing Steve. He was doing his hair and being all cute and stuff . “ okay sexy Steve why u trying to get all cute and stuff ?” You asked teasing. “Can’t I just look good for myself “ he replied. “I mean go for it but let me know who the girl is first” you said. Little did u know it was you. You guys talked for couple of hrs until it was 6. You had to go to the dot to watch Bradley and his hand play. You told Steve u had to go for dinner. After u hung up you got dressed for the concert. You threw on black jeans with a leather jacket and some booties. You headed out and drove to the dot. When u walked in Bradley saw u immediately he looked so happy to see you. “Evelyn !” He called Out you looked at him smiling.
He pulled me up to the stage *second gif
“I’m so happy you came! I hope you like our band.. you can sit in the front row tables” he said gesturing to a seat. “Thanks Bradley I’m excited!” You said hugging him and you sat down waiting for the performance. “Hey everyone thanks for coming out to watch us perform this first song is going out to a special girl tht i just met today she makes me feel a certain way and I like it “ Bradley said grabbing the mic and beginning to sing just my type. You smiled at what he said. “She lets me down
Then gets me high
Oh I don't know why
She just my type
She's my device
I don't think twice
Oh I don't know why she's just what I like
But I, I, I love it
I, I, I love it” he sang. You were having fun singing along and making eye contact with him. When u were having fun you got a text from Steve you opened it and it read “where are Evelyn I’ve been waiting In your house for 45 mins.. did you forget already”. You totally forgot again about your meet up. It was 7:45 and the band took a intermission. Bradley went up to you. “Hey eve how did you like it?” He said. “You guys are amazing! But I have to go i have studying to do” you replied. “Yeah ofc but wait Evelyn” he said pulling you close to him he looked at you down to ur lips you could tell he wanted to kiss you. He kissed you and you let him and the kiss deepened and then you let go and headed out the door and went home.
When u arrived home you went up to your room and saw Steve shirtless on your bed. “Hey Steve sor..” you said closing the door and turning around to a shirtless Steve. “It’s fine but u owe me now” he said. “W-what do you want?” You said nervously curious. He knew the next thing he was gonna say would change your guys relationship..”I want you to make out with me” he said demanding. You were shocked at what he said u had no idea he even liked you like tht. But you didn’t mind cuz you knew he lacked sexual moments. So you ran to him and wrapped your legs around him on the bed and starting to kiss him and he was such an amazing kisser you had no idea how good he was. “Oh my I didn’t know you were so good at this” you said deeply. “Oh baby I don’t kiss and tell” he replied. So you were wrong about his sexual life. “Get on your knees now” he demanded you did as u were told he pulled down his pant revealing his huge hard goods. You began to rub and suck the tip making him moan. You then preceded to suck all of his length making u deep throat and he then fxcked your mouth . You guys then ended up making out on the bed and cuddled for hours until you both fell asleep.
next chapter coming soon
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72?
72. Character headcanons?
like just a bunch of random ones? uhh. most of them are just headcanons visually lol like body types n such
leijons havin cleft lips like cats and also having horns tht concave in a bit to look like cat ears is good
trolls gettin darker grey skin as they get older with some mutation exceptions
scene hair vriska, trans girl roxy, buzzcut bigender sollux, idk theres a bunch of small random headcanons i have . probs would be easier to specify a character or species/race lol
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do all the odds :~)
ur crazy for this shit1. Is a kiss considered cheating?uh ya i think so3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?shapeshifting duhh5. Tell us some funny drunk story.apparently when i was drunk a few months ago i befriended a girl i had just met and forced her to promise to watch forrest gump with me and i have no recollection of this7. If you had to choose one way to die, what would it be? stabbed/murdered in general9. Do you like someone?uhh i mean kinda. i have small crushes on a few ppl rn but nothing big!11. Do you like your body?no i hate it 13. If the whole world listened to you right now, what would you say?this is such a big q, i guess id promote my art idk tht seems boring15. If you could choose only one food to eat to the rest of your life, what would it be?begetals. i love a good veggie17. Something you don’t mind spending all your money on?i only ever spend my money on my friends and food19. When was the last time someone told you you were beautiful?elizabeth said it like the other day but she says it all thw time, besides that probably never tbh21. Do you keep a journal?i make a lot of lists of things which is similar, i also keep a sketchbook but not a real journal i guess23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?i dont understand the question and i wont respond to it25. Are grades in school important?umm artistically i wanna say no27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?i watched american psycho again last night and it always leaves me absolutely shaken because its an amazing movie. also when i saw 2001 a space odyssey i like couldnt even speak after it was so good!! for books: misery by stephen king29. Dumbest lie you ever told? god i dont even know i lie about dumb shit constantly but its mostly just small stuff its never rly gotten me in trouble31. Something you did and you are proud of?got a REAL job designing logos for a business :))))) im really excited33. Something you are good at?this is hard to answer honestly. im pretty good at art but not lately35. How are you feeling right now?nauseous mostly. a bit depressed37. What do you need to be happy?the thing that makes me the happiest is spending time with my friends that i love39. What was the last gift you received?someone made me a friendship bracelet41. What was the last concert you went to?saw twin peaks at taste of chicago :-) and LOVED it43. Who inspires you?my dad45. How old were you when you first got high?ripe age of 1647. When was your first kiss?the day after my 8th grade graduation49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadn’t done?i regret a pretty big chunk of stuff from my past but most recent big one is letting this horrible person fuck me over badly and KNOWINGLY51. Who are you most comfortable around?my closest friends53. What kind of books do you read?sci-fi/fantasy mostly!! but i also love a few realistic fiction books55. What is your favourite flower?poppies i think57. What kind of people are you attracted to?this q is pretty vague but nice and funny people. nice is essential59. Is there something you don’t eat? Some food that truly disgust you?i fucking hate mushrooms61. Something you find romantic?its SO easy to be romantic to me like just going out of the way to think of me is like the number one thing to make me fall instantly in love63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?i love girls theres nothing every girl does that bothers me65. What are you saving money for?moving out asap67. Are you actually a good person? Why?tough. im chaotic neutral and very much so, im rly good to people i care about but anyone who makes me upset i treat them like shit with no remorse69. Have you ever done anything illegal?i KNOW a cop is reading this. i uhhh decline 2 answerjust kiddin ive done the usual illegal stuff. drugs and alc and some small time crimes71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?ya and i havent really regretted any of the times that i have73. Have you ever cheated on someone?nope i would rather die75. Is there a blog you visit every day, or almost every day? Tag it! i go on tumble dot com once a week at most77. Favourite TV series?the office, psych, twin peaks79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?the last book i actually finished was misery by stephen king and it was VERY impressive and i would recommend it to anyone who likes horror/thrillers81. How long have you been on Tumblr?since 2012. god83. McDonalds or Subway?subway is disgusting and expensive. mcd85. Alcohol or drugs?im typically more of an alc guy87. Meaning behind your blog name?its my one personality trait and my age89. Last time you were insulted?my therapist told me my haircut was ugly today but it was indirect91. Perfect date idea?perfect date idea is someone taking me on a date. but uhh idk a picnic at night with some good music would be so ideal93. What colour are the walls in your room?yucky purple color that i hate with some painted over areas in random colors95. Share your favourite quote.quote from man stabbed: "what are you going to do, stab me?"97. Do you like horror movies?love! them! but its hard to find good ones i feel like99. Do you feel lucky or special in a way?i feel incredibly lucky that i know the most amazing people and that they are my friends
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Uhh here’s what I did 2night for the Scorpio full moon May/18/2019
My mom showed me where we have an excess of lemon balm so I had a cup of that when u found it and then later when I took a bath.
I’m very happy about tht bc it’s another like feminine/moon/water plant. I already love it so tht was a nice suprise.
I took a bath, a nice pink/red bath bomb, lavander bath salt & coconut oil (which are the weird bloby things in the pic.)
According 2 Astro twitter tonight was a good time to focus on the root energy point so I did a meditation for that and just soaked and tried to be present in my body, along with my regular cleansing routine.
I did a little meditation later with my higher self. No one wants to give me specific guidance, but I don’t feel as floaty as I did before. I’m glad I have black tourmaline bc I really don’t ground at all and I see that I should. Plus now that I’m home I can sit on my lawn or in my backyard and enjoy the earth bc I’m out of the dirty stinky city lmao.
Tbh I thought last night was the full moon so I drew runes and did tarot and I don’t feel like doing it again. So just zoning out and speaking 2 my higher self for a little was fine. Nothing crazy. I’m going to put the glamour on my rose water tomorrow once my rose quartz and the water is fully charged, I’m so excited for that!! It’s gonna be even better than my last one I’m v happy abt it.
But yeah I’m just gonna look at the moon out my window and blow her kisses. Goodnight!
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You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say STAND WITH HONG KONG AGAINST THE CCP!
You both like mbti.
You: hi
Stranger: Hey
Stranger: What's your type?
You: intj 5w4
You: wbu?
Stranger: Oh I'm sorry for u
You: i know :(
Stranger: Reddit user
You: i don't use reddit sir...?
Stranger: Oh
Stranger: Well you are on Omegle that's worst everyone here is mentally ill or retarted
You: u got the 1st half right
You: wht's ur type?
Stranger: You
You: ahh smooth
Stranger: Ikr
You: now wht's ur mbti type?
Stranger: I'm into Ti doms
You: wht mbti type do u classify urself as?
Stranger: Too political. Skipping u.
You: okie
Stranger: I'm enfp 8w7
You: u didn't skip me, i was waiting for u to skip me
Stranger: OH YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE ????
Stranger: You're so mean
You: well u wanted to leave me, ur the one who's mean
Stranger: It was a joke just like u
Stranger: Jk u're not a joke
Stranger: Jokes have meaning
You: fuck tht made me laugh fr thnx
You: m or f?
Stranger: mf
Stranger: Yeh. Motherfucker.
You: oh god, well 18 f here
You: nice to meet ya
Stranger: 19 f too here
Stranger: It's hard to be a girlboss
You: u r one of those kik users here
You: lmao
Stranger: Bitch what
Stranger: Well i only use it to spend time with ur mom shawty 💕
You: i see u're into dead mom's tht cool with me
Stranger: Oh I'm sorry
You: ngl my mom had really big tits
You: have fun
Stranger: I should've known that someone can't end up this bad with both parents
You: :( ikr
You: can't be helped
Stranger: (btw I'm sorry, u okay?)
You: lmao gurl
You: aight hv fun with my mom, i got no problem if she has good orgasms in afterlife lmao
Stranger: Lmao ARE YOU OKAY
You: still waiting for u to skip on me lady
Stranger: But i don't want to
You: alright mentally ill and retarded reddit user, stay here as long as u want to
Stranger: Yay
Stranger: What do you think is the worst mbti type
You: female enfps who are 19yrs old
Stranger: Couldn't be me 😩
Stranger: You know
Stranger: Sometimes i think
You: u can think?
Stranger: Then i forget
You: right just like i'd expected
You: lady, just skip already, aren't u busy?
Stranger: Why don't u like me
Stranger: Everybody likes me
You: don't hv any reason to like u
You: however i got reasons to hate u
You: will tht work?
Stranger: What's your reason to hate me?
You: mentally ill and a retarded reddit user who makes lame jokes and gets off to showing her cunt on kik to my dead mom
You: i hate such people srry
You: can't help it
Stranger: Uhm
Stranger: U realize i'm nothing like what u said right ?
You: well tht's wht u described urself as.. so yea
Stranger: Hmm i forgot that u need to precise it when you make a joke to intjs
Stranger: What's your favorite color
You: blue
Stranger: Basic
You: thanks i bet u're wearing ur fav multicolored neon panties ready for a kik show
Stranger: Can you stop saying this ?
You: well can u stop dealing with a girl with a basic fav color and skip already?
Stranger: But why would I i just want to talk
Stranger: And at first i though you were cool
You: why? cuz i am an intj?
Stranger: No
Stranger: Because
You: cuz u like my mom?
Stranger: Uhh wait i don't really know
Stranger: Vibez
You: how can u even get the vibez through texting
You: ya'll r weird
Stranger: If u had better Fi u'd understand
You: hmm ok
Stranger: You know
Stranger: My mom is esfp
You: tht's cool ig
Stranger: Once she told me to go check if there was a dead body inside the black bag near our house
Stranger: When i was 6yo
You: wow tht must be thrilling !
You: so wht was ur experience ??
Stranger: I was too lazy
Stranger: But
Stranger: If i wasn't lazy i would probably be traumatized
Stranger: So the moral of the story is to always be lazy
Stranger: I need to make this an infj deep quote
Stranger: Actually i hate infjs
Stranger: Fuck high Fe users in general
Stranger: Isfjs are fine tho
You: so was there a dead body in the black bag?......
Stranger: I guess we'll never know
You: ahh shit
Stranger: But it looked like a fucking head and it was scary
Stranger: My mom is scarier tho
You: might be some rag doll who cares
Stranger: What function you wish you had in your main stack ?
You: i'm okay the way i am rn, but as u said maybe a well developed fi would help me out
You: idk
Stranger: I see
Stranger: I have really bad Ti lmao
Stranger: But if i could change it i would hesitate between Ti and Ni
Stranger: I think my Te is developed
Stranger: My Si too
Stranger: Yeah I'm happy and healthy, not u, if i even cared to ask
You: umm ok..? ig
You: aight lady i gtg now
You: skip already
Stranger: Goodbye <3 I'll miss u shawty
Stranger: My favorite color is red btw
You: i won't for sure
Stranger: Like ur eyes
Stranger: </3
Stranger has disconnected.
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do all of the lovesick asks bitch. expose urself
wow, ok.
read more thing bc this is long and embarrassing
1: Do you have a current crush?
Two actually but who's counting
2: How long has your crush lasted?
Uhh a few months n then the other one is weird i can't answer that lmao
3: 5 songs that you have associated with your crush?
I'm……..not that sappy I can give u like one
Ice prince : Runaways by ATL
Space boy : Stars by Fun.
4: Do you think they've ever liked you back?
I mean. It's very likely.
5: Will you ever reveal your feelings to them?
Yea probably
6: What’s holding you back from making a move?
It's not that I haven't made a move but like. I am Fear.
7: Are you frightened by your feelings for them?
A lil
8: Do you think they could ever love you?
Maybe???? but i’m kind of an optimist
9: Do you love them?
Lol next question
10: Have you ever had a crush on someone you really shouldn't?
DEFINITELY. I CAN'T NAME ANYONE SPECIFICALLY BUT THE ANSWER IS PROBABLY YES.
11: Do you think anyone currently has a crush on you
...IT'S VERY LIKELY.
12: Ever had a crush on what you thought was a platonic friend?
Hi Jared
13: What would you do if your crush revealed they felt the same?
I'd probably need a second to process it but like probably hug ‘em idfk
14: Has your crush ever hurt you?
Nope!!!!
15: Have they made you cry by breaking your heart?
Nope!!!!!!!!!
16: Why do you like them?
Ice prince is fun to tease idk we go back n forth a lot but he's also a softie n listen he's dramatic enough to keep up w/ me
Space boy tells u like it is and he seems kinda scary or not,, nice at first maybe but he's actually also soft !!
They're also both hot as hell oh my god
17: Do you think you'll ever get over them?
I mean. If I had to I would but... I don't WANT TO.
18: Do you have 1 specific song that is strongly associated with a certain memory or interaction with them?
Mmm not really?? Not yet?? It'll happen dw
19: The moment you knew you had feelings for them?
We both got scared of the firework finale on the 4th and I squeaked and he like held onto me n it was really funny n cute n I was just like “ok this is a thing now great”
Uhh I was doing the typical girl thing where I send screenshots of a conversation to a friend only the friend is his sister so………..i blame her it’s literally all her fault
20: What would they have to do for you to stop liking them?
Murder someone probably
Or y'know
Something equally as shitty n illegal
21: Have you ever fallen asleep with them?
Yea. Both. Napping is cool.
22: Held their hand?
Mmhm! Both but like that's not that weird
23: Kissed their cheek?
Yup. Both.
24: Kissed them on the lips?
Yeah. Both. Actually.
25: Gone down on them/ they've gone down on you?
N O P E
26: Had sex with them?
Nuh-uh.
27: Where on your body have they touched you?
This is…. A weird question I don't like it
28: Does their touch set your skin on fire?
Fire.
Ice prince.
Fire.
HM.
29: Do you get butterflies when they touch you?
Ok maybe
30: Do they make you smile like no one else can?
Y e a
31: Does their presence calm you?
Mmhmm.
32: Does it make you go crazy being around them and not 'being with' them?
Not… until recently but---
33: Are you friends with your crush?
Both of ‘em!
34: Have you always been friends?
Uhh I guess w/ Ice prince yes but not the other one
35: Last thing they messaged you about?
One was abt a dog, other one was abt coming over to hang out
36: Best phone call with them?
Hands down any call when I've been driving so I make my brother talk to them instead those are always fun
37: Last time you hung out with them?
I. I literally started answering this in one of their houses.
38: Ever been drunk together?
I DON'T DRINK
39: Fondest memory of them?
The fireworks show n then probs a few days ago when we just drove around n talked abt stuff
40: Ever made a mistake with them?
Mistake??????????? i don’t make those
41: Regretted not making a move?
Every day of my life but also I have literally kissed both of them so which is the truth
42: If you could go back in time to that moment, what would you do?
Nothing ‘cause I'm a big baby
43: Do you think that would change your current relationship with them?
Nope
44: If you could get a 100% honest answer from them, what 3 questions would you ask?
ok first FUCK THIS QUESTION
Ice prince
Do u. Actually wanna date or am I just the most gullible person ever
.......................so how do you feel about polyamory
Do u actually hate the puns or do u secretly enjoy them I need to know.
Space boy
Are you aware that you can literally text me for anything at any time?? Bc u should be
Were you ever afraid to talk to me?
Will you promise to talk to me before doing stupid shit so that at the very least i can tell u that ur an idiot,,, but like. affectionately.
45: Did they wish you Happy Birthday on your birthday?
My birthday is in like another month and I didn't know either of them really last year so they better
46: Have they ever tried to make a move?
?????????
Idk tbh
47: If so why did you miss it?
‘Cause I'm clueless as hell
48: Have they ever been infatuated with a friend of yours?
Don't think so
49: Are they single?
Lol yeah they're definitely single
50: Where were you when you felt the most for them?
IT'S ALWAYS WHEN THEY'RE SLEEPING they both just look so cute n peaceful n I get all mushy n wanna protect them but I'm weak as hell so
51: Any specific place you associate with them?
Mmmm not really
52: Films that make you think about them?
Disney films in general
Marvel movies for Ice prince bc NERD
53: Have you picked up a habit because of them?
I don't think so but it's also not unlikely
54: What was your first impression of them?
Ice prince seemed antisocial and idk abt space boy we were like 5 yrs old technically so who knows man
55: Has it altered since then?
LMAO YES
56: Do you remember the first thing you talked about?
Probably musicals bc I can't shut up ever and he was confused
And uhhh no unless u mean like when we started hanging out bc it was candy
57: First time they touched you?
COLD
HE DID IT TO SPITE ME AND IT WAS FUNNY BUT IT WAS SO COLD HOW
And I'm 99% certain I made him high five me before we ever spoke bc I'm a nuisance
58: Have they ever lied to you?
Not that I know of
59: What are their eyes like?
Ohhhhh my GOD
really......clear?? that’s not like. a good way to describe em but u know when u look up at the sky and it’s like. wow there are no clouds!! n then u feel the breeze and it’s kinda cold but it’s not unpleasant it’s?? p nice??? like. that.
cool as FRICK like what the hell i’m actually jealous they’re a rly pretty nice shade n then suddenly it’s!!! different!!!! and it’s like!!!!!!!!!!!!! a surprise a v good surprise which is fitting u just gotta look a lil and he’s full of lil surprises
60: What are you most attracted to about them?
well,, for one they’re both hot as hell, so. that. in general.
if u know anything abt me i’m a sucker for pretty eyes
i also like the “soft but pretends to not be” because i think it’s cute they’re also really good to cuddle with
61: Can you see a future with them?
well i can’t see one without ‘em so something’s gotta give here right?
62: Have you sabotaged things between you two?
i freaking hope not
63: Why? What were you afraid of achieving? Love? Happiness? Content? Disappointment?
why does this thing assume you said yes to the above question that’s kinda rude
64: Could they make you happy?
already do
65: Do you dream about them?
if we’re friends and you haven’t appeared in one of my dreams and done smth weird or random are we actually friends??
side note does daydreaming count LOL
66: What's something that only you two do?
i don’t think i “gently bully” anyone nearly as much as i do ice prince also the only one who actually can cuddle w/ me properly in the summer i’m js
uuuummmm go on random drives in the middle of the night so tht zoe can make out w/ ppl instead of texting our sorry asses
67: Does liking them make you feel vulnerable?
you. have. no idea.
68: Have they ever given you anything?
food has definitely been exchanged and shared. i’ve stolen sweaters. uh.
69: Have they ever used you?
.........not that i’m aware of??
70: Have they abused and manipulated you due to your feelings for them?
nO WHAT TH E
71: Have you ever spent quite literally all day and night thinking about them?
that’s......a bit much i might be pathetic and somewhat desperate but like i do kinda have a life
72: Have you ever accidentally nearly walked into moving traffic cause you were thinking about them?
no but i’ve walked into walls because i was tired and thinking abt stuff so that’s a thing i probably have done
73: Ever worn anything knowing it would draw their attention to you?
YEAH LMAO I DO THAT ALL THE TIME IN GENERAL i like attention fight me
74: Have they ever made you feel so safe and content everything else slips away?
y e ah
75: Ever held you so close you could feel their heartbeat?
mmhmm
76: Truthfully do you think you belong together right now?
[taylor swift’s you belong with me playing in the distance]
77: Have they ever seen you completely vulnerable?
um. no.
78: Do you trust them?
i would trust all of my friends with my life
79: When you see them what feelings are strongest?
i just get?? really happy n i turn into a little kid i swear to god how does he put up with me
n he makes me feel really calm n content n just. good. u know.
80: Are they in love or interested in someone else?
d e a r l o r d i h o p e n o t
81: If they asked you to kiss them, would you?
in a heartbeat
82: Will they be in your life a year from now?
they BETTER BE
83: A moment where you so nearly gave into your feelings for them and did something about it?
i have literally kissed both of them and not because of dares what kind of,,
84: Do they know you have feelings for them?
i’m not exactly,,, subtle
85: Do you have a favourite picture with them?
no but i have favorite pictures of them
86: Your ideal date with them?
hey. concept. a double date. but like. instead of 2 couples it’s just me w/ both of them wow
87: What's their name?
it’s rly obvious that i’m talking about porter and connor fuck you
88: Have you ever been in their room?
i’ve been in connor’s but porter n i mostly chill other places
89: Shared a secret with them?
yeah but it’s not a secret if i tell the internet now is it?
90: Have they ever made you a promise and broken it?
don’t think so
91: Have they ever disappointed you?
nope!
92: Whats the most problematic thing about them, which you overlook due to your feelings for them?
uh. idk. porter’s kinda closed off to other people at first i guess that could be problematic. i’m patient w/ that shit so it doesn’t bug me as much idk
general relationships or lack thereof w/ other ppl tbh for both of them i think
93: Have you ever had to compete for their affection?
no
94: For as long as they're in your life could you handle just being friends?
that’s what i do with p much everyone else but another way to approach this is if u couldn’t be together would u shut them out and the answer is no?? bc that’s kinda shitty
so yes
95: Ever looked for a sign to make a move?
every?? single second of every day but once again i have literally kissed both of them uh
96: What's standing in your way from being with them?
general anxiety
a single conversation
...lmao
97: Would you let them use you for sex?
this implies that,, they don’t care abt me and only themselves n they’re not really?? like that so?? it wouldn’t happen like that??
realistically knowing myself i wanna say no but i probably would which is Not Good i know
98: Ever had a bad feeling about them that's screaming for you to get out while you still can?
no. like. literally the opposite. wtf
99: If you could go back in time, would you avoid ever meeting them?
NEVER
100: You have 1 wish about them, what would you wish for?
that porter finds someone who makes him feel warm n fuzzy on the inside even if it’s not me
n for connor that one day everything is stable and everything is ok
anyway hey jared U SUCK
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uhh tw
im rlly not doing good,, this is like,,, the worst i’ve ever been, there’re cuts covering sm of my body it hurts to move, it hurts to wear clothes, n my skin keeps getting stuck to my clothes n then the scabs get ripped off again :// n i don’t even know exactly wht i’m upset abt,, like i have an idea, but why would it get tht bad over tht???
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