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xfakelove · 24 days

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#my yearly allergies suck post #it’s so annoying #the air tries to kill me #whyyyyy #please I just wanna enjoy the good weather #girl #selfie #me #mine #no filter #send asks #mirror selfie #Outfit

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bread-wizards · 3 months

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I find it interesting that out of all the party, Laudna and Orym are following in Ashton's footsteps a bit in hiding things from the party (Orym with the Nana Morri deal, Laudna with her interacting with/talking to Delilah more and more), and I wonder how much of it is the residual impact that Bor'dor's betrayal had on them.

#critical role #cr3 #orym #orym of the air ashari #ashton greymoore #ashton #laudna #text post #i often think about the episode after everyone was reunited and the vastly different tone between the groups #laudna was angry because she had given into delilah and killed bor'dor and the others had a somewhat nice break #orym was betrayed by someone he trusted with info on his husband but he turned out to be part of the group responsible for killing him #ashton's immediate response to it alludes me but i find it interesting how his first response was damage control #he didn't stop it but he was there to pick up the pieces as much he could #but like he has tried with orym someone needs to look out for the people who are looking out for the rest #which is why i think his taking of the shard was born out of a skewed form of protectiveness #we need the power and it could kill someone so ill do it to keep the damage to a minimum #the other group got romance out of it #fcg and frida #fearne and chentey with deanna #even imogen later with laudna once they got back #prism was a nice friend as was deni$e #but deni$e also reminded orym of dorian (as in of his existence since she knew of dariax) which rubbed salt in that wound a bit #i know it was funny but also ashton and laudna being a bit insecure about orym being prisms 'best friend' was interesting too #not that i blame either of the ladies for that it was just an unfortunate small thing that I feel contributed to a larger problem #because since they got back laudna has been talking with delilah more and relying on her powers #after imogen said she was disgusted by knowing delilah is watching them #orym went behind their back to make a deal signing away his life with nana morri #and talking more about how lonely he is and thinking about dorian a lot more #we have seen the result of ashton being that he nearly killed himself #but the split really fucked those 3 up

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mickeysarmyguy · 7 months

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Yai touching Jom

#i feel you linger in the air #i feel you linger in the air ep 9 #ifylita #jomyai #jom x yai #thai bl #thai drama #thai series #bl series #bl drama #asianlgbtqdramas #bright rapheephong #nonkul chanon #my edit #insane how bright menages to convey different fellings through touch #not only with his magnetic eyes #ugh the bad quality of these gif is killing me #i tried

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illidan · 4 months

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2019-now i finally hit the big quadruple digits babey

#imagine if my rarity had been counting since 2015 when i really started having a lot of alts. i guess by that id have almost 2k attempts?#plus whatever random smaller amounts of tries from uhhhhhhhh 2010 on. yeah. yeah thats fine #love is in the air #warcraft #mine #anyway do not fucking talk to me about how they increased the drop rate on the first kill of the day. i am so painfully aware. ugh #anyway by pure chance the one thousandth was actually also my LAST attempt of the day. i wanna lay down

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yngai · 5 months

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a lot about ada's character in resident evil 6 flies over people's heads but i'm always thinking about ada's line as she's about to provide sniper fire & help jake & sherry, "i suppose i should return the kindness their parents showed to me." a lesser pettier woman might've indulged in letting the children of two people who've separately put her through hell suffer as recompense. while i won't say she goes out of her way to offer aid given the only danger she puts herself in throughout the whole exchange is zipping around to whisk sherry to safety & the only reason the ubivsto is chasing after jake & sherry is because ada failed to kill it previously, it does speak to ada's rather wrapped moral fiber, something always shown & never told

#* file // : OOC — ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐄 . )#for reference on being put through hell annette blew her cover and got in her way throughout raccoon city #and wesker tried and failed to make her subservient to him while she spied on his operations #always finding ways to ensure her missions are way harder than they should be (also blowing her cover in south america for example)#the whole kill order on leon in RE4 which to me always read like a mindgame to test ada's loyalty #as wesker was aware she almost compromised her mission in RC for leon's sake and the organization saw it as a betrayal #which was revealed in death's door released two years later so who knows if it was in the mind of RE4's staff #RE is so inconsistent across each game it's hard to tell #the RE4 guidebook just tells you ada appeared out of thin air with no prior history and while she was mistrusted by the organization #they found her the perfect counter to wesker's activities as a double agent

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donnatroyyyy · 1 year

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Batman has/had some kind of miscommunication going on with every single one of his kids. The bat family is just one big miscommunication trope after the other.

#him and Dick have miscommunication about how they see each other. Bruce sees Dick as a son and Dick sees Bruce as a father #but they didn’t think the other saw them that way so they never told each other. that’s what led to their fights in Dick’s later teenage #years and dick quitting and becoming nightwing. he thought Bruce only saw him as a ward/robin so he thought that as long as he couldn’t be #robin Bruce wouldn’t want him #and if didn’t help when Bruce stopped talking to him when he left. though to Bruce it was because he thought Dick didn’t want to talk to him #and also Dick really needs to tell Bruce like ‘hey you put me on a higher pedestal then you put even yourself which is saying something and #and I don’t like that cuz that’s too much pressure for me. and also since you did it everyone else does it and has done it since I was Robin #and it’s literally just a matter of time before I break from the pressure cuz I’m not fucking Superman and I can’t take it’#and Jason with the whole UTRH thing. you know all Bruce had to say was that he had tried killing the joker over Jason multiple times and #maybe just explain to Jason WHY he doesn’t kill. a simple ‘you’re better than me because if I killed one person I’d kill everyone’#or it could even just be a simple ‘I do love you Jason youre the kid that I felt most comfortable loving’#and also maybe a ‘I don’t think anything changed after my death and that makes my death meaningless which I think goes against your no kill #rule because I hat is the rule of not a reminder taht death means something. and by that logic my death already went against the rule so why #can’t you do it again for the man that murdered me.’ and Bruce needs to make a presentation: ‘all the ways Jason’s death meant something’#and Tim just needs a simple ‘I don’t see you as work I see you as family.’ maybe even a ‘you don’t have to be the grown up in this relati #anymore I’m sorry you were one to begin with. you should’ve always been the child’#now his miscommunication with Damian goes much deeper but I’m one hundred percent sure if they sit down and air out all of their feelings it #would help a lot but I have a feeling that won’t happen #a ‘I have trouble understanding you because both your trauma and compassion run deeper than mine and I also never had to grow up to be a #weapon’ from Bruce and a ‘I don’t understand your optimism and moral stubbornness and easness why is it so easy to be good for u?’#his miscommunication with Cass stems from two things a simple ‘why are you so afraid to show how deeply you love?’ from Cass maybe a #‘I’m jealous of you because you’re better than me not only in fighting but morally and emotionally’ from Bruce should fix it #and Steph— look I’m not even going to TRY to get into that that goes SO much deeer and wider than any one else’s miscommunication #but maybe a ‘you reminded me of Jason at a time where that wasn’t a good thing’ from Bruce should start things up #for Duke a ‘I can never truly understand what you’re going/have gone through and for that I’m sorry’ from Bruce should suffice #maybe also Bruce telling him that just because he sees Duke as a son doesn’t mean he’s trying any less to get Duke his parents back #oh and babs just needs to go up to him and say ‘I don’t like that what happened to me happened for your story and not mine and I don’t like #that you don’t let me make it into my story’ and then Bruce can follow up and say ‘I see so much of myself in you and it makes me worry and #also I can never look at you without feeling guilty cuz you’re right what happened to you happened for MY story so I’m at fault’#then the two can go back to being too much like each other and sitting at their respective computers

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rosaacicularis · 2 years

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Fr last life desert duo was like the perfect follow up to 3rd life desert duo in it’s own twisted codependent way cuz it really showcases how while Grian saids he doesn’t want anything to do with Scar he still seeks Scar out in almost every episode and relies on Scar for lives, resources, etc and he tries so hard to not be indebted to Scar but even that fails(this ramble was mostly me being sick of people focusing on how codependent Scar was)

no LITERALLY!!! grian is just as, if not more, codependent!!!! they’re literally made for each other in the worst way <3

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quietwingsinthesky · 9 months

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supernatural should be more about people getting cannibalized. not enough of it in the show. metaphorically and literally. someone should eat those winchesters.

#amara should eat dean. Lucifer should eat sam. do you understand #(I also think Sam should eat Lucifer back I think this should be a thing between them I think one should bite and the other should scream #and it’s always up in the air which is doing which.)#(but that’s another post.)#more familial cannibalism too. when one of them dies sam or dean should be taking bites out of that body you know they should #I also think Jack should have eaten Castiel’s heart a little. or Lucifer’s.#oh my goddd lucifer dying and Jack eating him actually oh oh okay I’m gonna need a minute #bitches got me with the familial cannibalism I’m. 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#want to combine that idea with Jack being forced/convinced by tfw to kill lucifer. when lucifer loves him. and will not hurt him.#perhaps he will hurt everyone else. but jack? he loves his son. he’d do anything for his son.#he will let Jack kill him if it makes this all easier for him.#and what else is Jack to do with his father lying there. gone. by his own hand.#he’s never going to get to have anything with lucifer. will never know if he could have really been the father he needed. he’s *gone*#I think that should be so distressing that Jack tears his vessel apart and eats his grace and his body and tries to let Lucifer #give him more of what he needs to survive. lucifer would want him to do this.#sorry uh. tangent.#anyway. cannibalism.#tw cannibalism #spn

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blightingtrees · 1 month

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i have too many thoughts and im chewing glass

i just think it would have been cool if soto had stuck with the shady wizard cult fuckery that was being set up in the first update instead of instantly dropping every thread to go play demonland rebellion for eight million years. it feels like.

What's up with the fucking eternal fractal torture islands? What's up with Lyhr and everything that happened in the Skywatch meta? WHAT about the ward member that just straight up fucking left, and left behind a bunch of extremely suspicious letters?! Why is Isgarren..........just why is Isgarren?

I can't help but imagine a SOTO where we stayed with the Ward and like, actually went further into that. Imagine if we actually got to know the characters! Learn more about them, who they are, about the things they've done, maybe got invested in them! And then, if we uncovered some dark secret! Something that destabilized the Ward, splits people - people we now know - up. Maybe set us against Isgarren - or hey, maybe with him! Maybe - even though he's shady and we're kind of morally opposed - things set up so that we are on the same side, ultimately! either could be neat! And then, at the end, Peitha, who's been sneaking in her little comments here and there (and imagine if people finding out we had a demon in our had had any time to have a meaningful effect!!), finally shows up! Maybe gives us some answers to questions raised during this hypothetical what-if. And then we have the lead in to the next expansion, in demonland! Imagine!!!!

IMAGINE IF IT WAS GOOD AUUUUUUUURRRGGHGHGHGHGHGHG!!!!!!!!

#soto negative ///#i'm not main tagging this i've seen how people respond to crit of soto #and if anyone tries to start a fight with me over this im going to explode them with lasers #the fact that they killed mabon Like That #and also Dagda's period of distrust for us being SO short #makes me soooo mad also btw #anet im beating you over the head gdi #mabon was an intriguing concept #and having a character be an ally but antagonistic towards us is INTERESTING!!! ITS MORE ENAGING THEN FAWNING APPROVAL!!!#ugh!#throws my hands up in the air #what a fucking waste!#i know these new expansions are meant to be shorter overall but TALK about biting off more than you can chew

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rinmemesuoka · 1 year

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i love love looove spring even though every year it's like "teehee what if. i killed you <3 with weather :3 . . . just kidding! uwu not this time. . . but watch out! <3 <3 <3" and it doesnt even matter spring is like a girlfriend to me

#i said summer was my least favorite season and air was like ''madelyn you live in tornado alley.'' but i do not care. what of it #yes she tries to kill me and destroy my house with horrible winds #but she also gives me beautiful wonderful wildflowers and pleasant breezes. fair trade off.

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feluka · 1 year

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i'll say it again. every SWANA girlie should be entitled to one free patricide per lifetime no charges no jail time no nothing

#devastating news today.#i learned that 1- my dad wanted to start a bet on me dropping out of uni before the end of the year.#he was serious too. thankfully my mom told him to shut the fuck up :)that's exactly what i need while struggling with my studies thanks dad #2- he's now spreading lies about me to my mom to make me look bad #he told her i lie when i say I'm going to sleep and instead i keep the lights on and stay up all night #and that he sees me frolicking around playing and having fun while claiming to be asleep #my mom called him out on being a shitty liar because when i can't sleep i still keep the lights off because i fucking hate the lights #and also she comes to check up on me at night and sees that i am asleep so she told him he's a liar #and now 3- he's claiming my whole mental health lapse thing was me faking depression to get away with having poor grades #which is funny because he took me to the psych hospital himself and told our entire extended family that I've gone crazy.#funny how he changes his story all the fucking time!#and his proof? he 'sees me chatting with people and laughing all the time so i can't be that depressed'#what people you fucking dickhead. do you know how debilitating lonely i am. do you have any idea how much it kills me.#and when my mom tried to stand up for me and say that i don't talk to people #his reasoning was that i'm being secretive about it because i must be talking to boys 😐😐😐😐#i truly dont understand him. like my guy YOU put me in a girls school and follow me outside everyday to make sure i take the girls' train.#like what boys have i conjured out of thin fucking air. literally what the FUCK are you on about.#also now he's using that as an excuse to 'keep an eye on me' and look in my stuff and follow me around #i know he opens my phone because that absolute idiot accidentally took a photo of himself with it #and i know he follows me this isn't news to me. i just. idk. i thought we were on better terms these days????#like i truly thought we were being friendly and cool with each other lately???#then he explodes out on nowhere with this stuff and goes on and on about how much of his money is wasted on me!!!!!#i'm just so sad all the time and i'm truly trying to hold on and not end everything and i dont need him to do this to me right now #i'm so so sad and tired! really i don't see an end to this!#one day i'll walk into the ocean and have him fish my corpse out of the water

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waitwithwaluigi · 1 year

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I think the funniest(/s) part of of how medicalised things are becoming is that being a good values or compassion is being written off as being part of your Childhood TraumaTM.

Like yeah, Bethany, me helping out someone is ONLY because of I wasn't treated well as a kid. I have major hero complex and I am trying to save myself as a kid. Fuck empathy am I right???

#medicalisation is just a way to understand and catergorise the world #like astrology or religion or folk tales #but in this world view #everyone is ontologically evil #(i AM evil but in like a cool sexy way but thats besides the point)#being alive living and all that is inherently selfish #you take in air food and water to live #so by that logic killing yourself is a virtue #ah! but suicide is an evil and selfish thing to do!!!!! not a symptom!!!/s #what are you trying to achieve by repeating that shit over and over again??#what are you trying to achieve when you day that to someone trying to help?? or at least be a good person #this is some 'original sin' guilt stuff religion tried teaching me #I'm not falling for that pls and thanks #i still cant believe this happened at a lesvian bar tho #i was drunk off my ass and there to have a good time not get harassed by some film major #does this count as #philosophy #medicalisation #nuerodivergent #nuerodiversity #damned if you do damned if you dont #lgbt plus #lgbtq community #morality #please stop moralising and medicalising shit #Normalise👏Helping👏People👏/s #my post #ptsd recovery #cptsdhealing #cptsd problems

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revvywevvy · 1 year

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yknow i've mentioned before that chelly is very capable of being violent and explosive. however the most ever angry i've ever drawn her is mildly upset. plus there was the memey-ish thing with chelly literally begging chip to let her bite maim kill people for him.

i kinda wanna draw chelly completely snapping. chelly getting a little too silly.

#cell screams #cw vent #//<- just incase lol #//fun fact that horse toon ive mentioned a few times? sam bucus? yeah he's based on my actual childhood bully #//this might start looking like a vent from here-on and will get violent so little warning if you keep reading these tags #//but yeah since my actual bully ruined my childhood and social development and never apologized i feel a lot of hatred as u can see.#//and since actually getting revenge on the real guy is both illegal and a total waste of my time im just going to take out said rage #//on the toon version of said guy. is that deranged? maybe. at least im self aware about it idk lol #//i am very close to just drawing chelly killing bucus or something idfk.#//but i am not wasting time trying to hunt down some asshole brat who definitely played a big part in me being so fucked up today #//bc like. he had a chance to apologize senior year. then when a friend told him to apologize he fuckin vanishes into thin air never to be #//seen again until graduation night. so in my opinion i think he didnt regret anything and wasnt sorry.#//which sucks bc in my traumatized rage i definitely said some fucked up shit to him too as a kid and would've apologized as well.#//but there was a chance for closure. i tried to find him too to try and get that closure but no. there never will be closure. its over now #//so instead im going to unleash a teeny tiny portion of my bottled up decades long rage and hatred #//on an anthropomorphic purple horse. :)#//besides sam bucus did more fucked up things to chelly than my irl bully since bucus is a culmination of EVERYTHING thats #//fucked me up in life whether it be mental machinations; intrusive thoughts or things that actually happened #//so while perhaps my real bully doesnt deserve death; SAM BUCUS SURE DOES AND HE'S GONNA GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#// :)#//sorry for my violent rambling i got it out of my system now thanks for reading my weird bullshit lmao

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grandwretch · 1 year

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having a hormone imbalance is the worst thing bc you will be obviously ill and then when people ask you whats wrong you can't really say anything that doesn't feel like oversharing

#shut up az #I'm so tired #the cramps are killing me #I've been walking around with my arms in the air bc the prestrogen has made my lymph nodes swell up #and ppl keep being like what's wrong w you and I'm like 🧍#I could tell them but they're gonna think im a weirdo!!!#I tried to just be like well I'm sick and then move on #but one of my regulars kept pestering me about seeing his dr and I was like listen....#its a chronic thing ok

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clembian · 1 year

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ouugghhhh Ow

#this is just what happens now i guess #mildly tiring things happen and my body just goes BOOOOO👎#and tries to kill me #mt head feels like its full of hot air #its alllll good im fine🫶#catboo.txt

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t-u-i-t-c · 1 year

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things learned in episode 44:

sonoi paints successfully- wonders how long he has been able to

sonoza cries as he informs haruka her manga is a masterpiece- sonoza says he has nothing else to teach her, but haruka asks him to continue to guide her and he agrees

"miho" wants to go back to work, as she is bored just staying at home, but kijino does not want her to leave the home out of fear that something will happen to her

the team asks inuzuka about the juto- inuzuka can't tell them where the forest of slumber is, but tells them that killing a juto will bring the person they copied back (lie told to inuzuka by sononi)- momoi questions this in his head, as he was told by "miho" that killing a juto will kill the person they copied if the person is not in the human world

inuzuka thinks the team are amateurs, and the team notes that he's the amateur after he leaves

jiro is planning to return to the countryside/his hometown- the team notes that jiro goes there a lot- jiro says rumi gets lonely and that the people he cares about and raised him are there

jiro invites momoi to join him in going to his hometown- momoi agrees, as he wants to repay the one who raised jiro- momoi wants to repay them for helping someone from the don clan

jiro goes to show a picture of rumi and himself to kijino, but jiro is the only person in the photo- kijino thinks about how he knew there was something wrong with him

"miho" returns to work- found by sononi who alerts inuzuka

inuzuka questions if there is another way to bring natsumi back, like returning to the forest as he doesn't know if he can hurt a juto with natsumi's face- sononi tells him it was a one-in-a-million chance that he went to the forest the first time, so this is the only way (lie)

when inuzuka hesitates sononi questions if his love for natsumi is week which gets him determined to see it through

"miho" notes that she likes the inu brother form and finds it cute

inuzuka successfully slashes "miho" in her juto form with murasame

sononi recalls the memories she has of inuzuka describing his love for natsumi and how his love for her will not waver- sononi saves "miho" before she can be finished off by inuzuka- "miho" crawls away while inuzuka checks on sononi

momoi comes across "miho" and asks her about her injuries in a concerned tone- "miho" is dismissive

momoi asks about the information she told him- "miho" says that she doesn't tell lies and that she understands humans more than momoi

when momoi tries to help "miho" she shoves him away, stating that she hates the don clan

"miho" makes it home to a concerned kijino- kijino calls for an ambulance and "miho" tells him that inuzuka caused her injuries

sononi is questioned by inuzuka about why she protected "miho"- sononi admits to lying to inuzuka and apologizes- sononi is unable to explain why as sonoi and sonoza appear and inuzuka leaves

sononi is determined to be like the don clan by sonoi and sonoza- meaning that she loves humans, wishes for peaceful co-existence, and in turn has abandoned ideon- siding with humans means execution under the laws of ideon

neither sonoi nor sonoza can bring themselves to execute sononi- admit that they are the same

sonoi notes that sononi once said that inuzuka would shed blood for his love, but it seems that sononi is the one shedding blood for her love- sononi goes after inuzuka

inuzuka tells kijino that "miho" is a juto- fight insues

before kiji brother can land the final blow on inuzuka, sononi guards inuzuka- sononi has a great number of injuries at this point

kijino snaps out of his anger at inuzuka and helps inuzuka protect sononi from a hitotsuki

all 6 donbrothers transform together- no reaction to inuzuka's inclusion

sononi is on the brink of death in inuzuka's arms when kaito appears- inu brother's points are used to save sononi- inu brother has 2 point left

inuzuka is relieves that sononi is not dead, but quickly leaves her side

inuzuka tells sononi to not talk or look at him again- states that he doesn't ever want to see her again

haruka has a delayed realization that inuzuka is inu brother

#tbh sononi deserved being cut off like don't lie and tell me someone who tries to get you to kill the person you love most in the world #doesn't deserve severe consequences like inuzuka's a good guy and he does not have to put up with that #this is something that needs time and effort to be forgiven bc she really broke his trust...#love sononi but actions have consequences #hoping she can learn and grow from this development but with inoue it's up in the air #sorry these are basically recaps rn mostly to note tone and relevant information #donbrothers lb #db.tl #donbrothers spoilers #super sentai lb #umbrella.thoughts #umbrella.posts

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