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lovermyme · 9 months

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Danm, i really like aonung and spider ship concept, theres so much potential, it could be funny, fluffy, angst, a love comedy 🥺 so much potential

Immmm late on night needing sleep but being consumed by these boys, i will be just throwing silly throughs of what i most like about them rightnow

Qlso, maybe a little bit of aonung x neteyam

(context: is like an au where, after the boat episode, spider is "adopted" by the sully family (that hc where neytiri make a deal w him, i already talked about it here), and the sully family stays in metkayina. Neteyam still dead, because i like the angst he brings to te family 💞 but i also like the one where he is alive)

Let me start.

Aonung fell in love first, of course. When he first saw spider, aonung thought he was a weird, sad, wet human. He knew about spider, because the sully kids have throw his name in the conversation some times,he knew little, and was expecting this weird sad wet human boy, that spend months in captive, had just lost a brother and everything. Everyone was. But he wasn't like this.

Well, the first days he was kind like this, with the funeral, mourning, and adapting in the new place. But he soon seems recovered from this.

Because Spider had spend his first days as a sully mourning his old friend now brother (that had died because of him), having to look in jake and neytiri face while knowing they know he had saved their enemy (who is also his father), have to look in his now siblings face that didn't know he had saved their enemy, having to adapt to a newly hostil place, an to complete, having to deal with the selfish through that nobody asked nothing about what happened while he was gone.

I mean, kiri and loak asked sometimes, but he could not just answered that he was tortured by rda to them. "I was fine, ya know, im son of the chief", he said. But it made it worse, cause they asked about his dad, and he also could not just answered that he had a weird bond with the avatar of his dead father that is also a big ALIVE problem.

He could have told the truth to jake or neytiri if they had been the one who asked in these first days. But they did not. Don't blame them, it was hard times for everyone.

When they did, spider had already made the decision to never talk to anyone about the torture and details about what happened. He said he was in captive, and that was enough. (Norm and max even insisted in making some exams, but nothing too deep, he seems ok).

And thats it. After the first days, aonung met this gentleman, that was always trying makes his sibling laugh, that always plays with tuk, that is respectable with the others, dedicated with his responsibilities, a skilled warrior, an easy learn. And a little weird sad wet human, not gonna lie, he was a human after all.

Aonung found a human weird, he had seem humans but only by far. when kiri had a convulsion, he saw some human from far away, when the battle started he saw some humans far away, but spider was close. In his friend circle, talking with his sister and making jokes with his friends. With aonung.

He didn't was mean to him like he was first with the sully siblings, also, neteyam death was still to fresh, hanging out was already delicate to the sully siblings, but they had fun showing the places and teaching spider the way of water. They forgot for a while the sadness of being less one. Eventually, the memories come back, thats when aonung feels like a intrude in these hangouts with the sullys, when they talk about the Forrest neteyam, the one that spider meet. He listen carefully despite, he likes knowing new things about neteyam.

He switch sides with spider when they talk about the sea neteyam. Spider didn't meet sea neteyam, he listen carefully too, he likes to know what his brother did while he was not here.

Spider doesn't like talking about neteyam. Not because he doesn't like neteyam, he loves him. But he doesn't like the sadness these conversations bring with. But when he has no choice, he always try bring back good memories. Aonung notices it, it harm his heart.

Spider is really good with the arrow, strong arms and good eyes, neytiri says. (He is good with the guns too, he didnt said this but quaricth badly-taught him, but he is watcher & easy learn, so it was enough.) He turned out a very skilled warrior, a little slow but for a human... 🗣️

(He is also a good artisan, yeah aonung, 5 fingers are for this, but also, tiny hands.)

Aonung was very interested in this human creature. They have had conversations, friendly conversations. They hang out together, most of the time with the whole gang, but some times just some of them.

It didn't pass aonungs mind that he was in love w spider until people (rotxo) start noticing. And it was already too late for his heart, because once the thought has pass through his mind, it consumed him.

Spider by other side never considered that anyone could fall in love w him, especially not a navi. Theres no way a navi could fall for him, for 3 reasons: 1° he is human, 2° he is human, 3° he is human.

1° he is ugly, tiny, slow and weak compared to a navi, because he is a human.

2° he didn't have a queue, he could never "bond w a navi in the eye of aywa", because he is a human

3° the one that keeps him awake if he thinks to much about, humans dont mate for life like navis. Navis have only one partner in their life, humans no, have you heard humans storys? What if he falls in love w a navi, marry them, spend years together, and one day just wakes up and doesn't love his partner no more???? He could never do this to a navi.

Not that he havent fantasy with it, of course he has dreamed about finding love in pandora, he has talked with a new person his age and planned their whole life together in 5 minutes one or two times. But thats only it. He didn't think about it very much, its not something he consider important, because its not something he think will ever happen with him. He was fine w that, he never really fell in love in his life, and already have too much problems.

He was stressed, he try push it aside, but the true is he was on edge all the time.

And i will continue tomorrow, its so late iv spend hours timhinking about them, i have college and doctor tomorrow,, good night

#miles spider socorro #spider socorro #aonung #avatar #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #atwow

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teaabun · 4 months

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I realize that I have a few posts of my IDV OC, Cas… But I haven’t talked about Cas. So!! I’ll talk about him so my followers actually know who he is when I show him 🥹

STORY 📚

This is Casimir Valentin, otherwise known as The Tailor. Before he went to the manor he owned a boutique in London. This boutique was mysteriously burned down one night after something (or someone) caused a fire. His hands, shoulders, arms and chest were burned (some of my works of him is outdated I’m very sorry-) in result of this. After loosing years of work, and no idea what could have possibly caused the fire, he was absolutely devastated and fell into a depression of his lost work.

Many theories of what happened to Casimirs Boutique floated around his area of London for a short time, some saying that he could have possibly burned his own building down to earn money after he was starting to lose business. Others say that Casimir was fully unaware of what was going to happen to his Boutique that night. These theories quickly faded as most peoples attention were drawn to the recent murders that happened around the same time as the Boutiques burning.

At some point, Valentin got a letter in the mail from a mysterious “Otelus Manor”.

The manor found interest in his work, and the many outfits and designs that he created would be wonderful displays for the manor. If he could possibly… come and work for them, they would pay him wonderfully in exchange.

Not only would they pay him, they would also reveal the true culprit behind the burning of his Boutique.

With a family he needs to help support, and years worth of outfit designing under his belt, he entered into the manors game, not knowing much what to expect…

PERSONALITY 🎭

Casimir’s stoic and brooding demeanor often intimidates others at a glance. However, he can be pretty gentle and cater to others. It’s the customer service mentality. He’s soft-spoken, yet blunt at times, unafraid to speak the truth.

EXTERNAL TRAITS 👤

( Just as a warning, I do not know if these traits are balanced AT ALL. This is just for fun! )

- Outfit Switch - Casimir is a incredible tailor with many tricks up his sleeve. When entering into a locker you have the choice to “change” into another character. You temporarily disguise as another player. You do not get this other characters abilities, however you are an exact visual copy until you are hit by the hunter or enter into a locker again. If the survivor you took the appearance of was hurt when you “change” into them, you will appear hurt.

[ Awareness ] - Casimir was cautious when walking home alone at night with a murderer on the loose, and always thought of good places to hide. Upon entering into a lockers radius, your trail entirely disappears, and will be active for around 5 seconds. It takes 60 seconds (1 minute) to recharge.

- Urgency - Casimir works well under pressure, entering and exiting a locker speed is increased by 50% (he has a different animation so it doesn’t look as silly in my mind but also feel free to imagine the regular locker animation just incredibly sped up)

- Intricacy - Detail is important in his work. Casimir can only heal in 12.5% increments. Healing is slower but can also heal chip damage.

- Exhaustion - Finally… a break. When not near the hunters radius, running/walking/crouching speed is reduced by 10%. When not in the hunters radius, the scope of success in calibrations are reduced by 40%

GENERAL INFO. 📋

- Likes: (Andrew, Aesop.) Dimly lit rooms, acknowledgment of his work (it doesn’t happen as often as it should), designing.

- Dislikes: Jack the Ripper, fire, the smell of gasoline.

(NOTE: The likes and dislikes are generally these general concepts and tend to be oversimplifications of a characters personality, and should not be seen as only this. Thats just me writing in the IDV format.)

- Name: Casimir Valentin

- Nicknames: Val, Cas

- Birthday/Character Day: February 14th

- Nationality: British

- Character Type: Assist/Contain

- Height: 4’11” (149.86 centimeters)

- Occupation: Tailor/Outfit Designer (He’s more specifically an outfit designer for the manor) (He’s basically like my weird in game reason for the costume essences)

MISC. 📑

- There is a sort of joke theory around the manor that he’s a vampire. He is not. He just wears black and walks around with a lace parasol. He’s just a guy.

- He wishes to be called Mr. Valentin, but most of the time people in the manor just call him Cas or Val. He doesn’t mind, but he would prefer that if you are professionally referring to him, please call him Mr. Valentin.

- A lot of the general outfit themes are created by the manor Baron himself. The Baron commissions both Ms. Nightingale and Casimir to create outfits for essences. Both create designs and bring them to the Baron to see what designs he likes best. Then, Cas usually is the one who does a lot of the sewing and creating of the outfits. In order to get alot of these outfits done, he pulls all nighters… quite often actually.

- In order to give Cas more time to create commissioned works, Cas does not appear in games as often as other survivors do. He has ran in last minute for matches multiple times because he had to run halfway across the manor to get to where hes supposed to be.

- Speaking of, Cas has to run around. A TON. He typically is the one calling hunters and survivors from their rooms to do measurements for outfits, and at this point anytime someone gets a knock on their door its like… 40% Cas asking them to do quick measurements.

- He is very stoic somehow despite all of this work. He takes alot of pride and joy into all the work he does for the outfits of the manor.

- However he is very overworked and tired most days. Days he does have where there is NO work is a rarity and god does he appreciate them.

- He enjoys coffee with some nice sweet creamer in there… its something to look forward to.

- In… some timelines, I def do like to put him in a poly relationship with Andrew and Aesop as his two other boyfriends. They are in love and holding hands. Only in my mind. You might see some posts come up of designs based off of other essences that involve Andrew and Aesop, its me inserting my Very Cool And Fun OC into the mix and having fun with it.

- Andrew and Aesop love him to death and hate to see him overworked so sometimes they try their best to take over designing for him. This comes up with very… uh… mixed results. Its not that they’re bad ideas! They’re just not executed in ways that are exactly viable or workable sometimes…

- All of them (Aesop, Andrew, and Cas) have a tendency to stay up at night and tend to all work at night, Cas just stays up during the day. AND the night. And YES its unhealthy he is very aware.

- He is very stoic and very calm most of the time, HOWEVER he has the ability to be very blunt and is not afraid to correct or openly defend something. He is not that much of a doormat, thank you very much.

#idv #idv oc #identity v #oc #original character #acryltalks #casimir valentin #the tailor

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breannasfluff · 7 months

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so like hi there i have a Ravioli hurt/comfort fic plot im not gonna write but i thought youd enjoy it so ima over explain it in your Ask box!

Okay okay okay so A link between worlds right so for this were gonna pretend it was before A links awakening for the ✨Story✨

So in A links awakening Links gf is fucking a seagull or a dream or smthn right kinda fucked up, well you see Ravio already kinda lives with Link at this point and there kinda dating but not so Link comes back home from his adventure and Ravio is so fucking exited and like "Mr. Hero your home! oh in sk glad i was so lonely how did Hylia treat you are you okay do you need something want to lie down? are you injured" But then Links jusy standing in the fuckjng door way like, Shit Ravio did i forgot about him? i mean i fell in love with Marin that's basically replacing him, Marin... i mean fuck she was a dream does that count i still fell i love with her though thats fuvked up i replaced ravio fuck fuck fuck.

abd then he fucking passes out

but then after that Link still having a crisis avoids Ravio as much as he can, whichhhhhhhh is not mych considering theu live in the same house, sleep in the same room, and eat the breakfast ravio made together. but he tries. and when Ravio tries to confront Link he is overwhelmed and doesnt know what tk say so he just anounced an impromptu visit to his sister saying he wants to update her on his adventure.

so he leaves and Ravios confused and a little hurt while Link feels like shit and also confused.

He does get to Zelda and she rightfully slaps some sense into Link because wtf are you thinking, your upset yes but he can help you he doesnt have to know everything but atlest tell him hey i dont hate you

so Link dramatically goes running back to his kinda boyfriend who feels like shit and collapsaes at ravios feet gushing out how he loves him and he fell in love with someone else and he feels horible and shes kinda gone anyways she wasn't actually real and link is fucking truamatized from his gf jot actually being real and the ravio goes and hugs him and they do a cute little communication thing and Ravios like hey fuck ur all good i live you to its fine you fell in love with Marin it fucking sucks shes dead can i help at all??

and there all cute and cuddly and Link deals with some Truama in a healthy way fir once

anyways that was much longer then anticipated i just have alot of thoughts about them

im noy gonna write it tho cas thats like of work and im still only on work 3 for wumptober and my wip list is st like 10 and jts like sir wtf is going on

so yeah hope you like it! uhm have fun ig

Oh boy, yeah, that would be pretty angsty! And a good topic for therapy/couple’s counseling on falling in love and forgetting your boyfriend 😂

#asks

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lesbianjoannaharvelle · 14 days

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gygsyugiau ive tried writing this asks a few times before and i always chicken out but i need to tell you how much i love your destiel his hands amv. i have no idea how i first saw it because i wasn't following anyone in spn circles when you first posted it and had no context as to what spn was outside of tumblr memes, but i still fell absolutely in love with it, and would rewatch it almost weekly (then i lost the link for a few years but thats not important-). about half a year ago i started watching spn, and am currently around the season ten mark. every few seasons ive revisited the video and just like??? the way you laid out the clips in accordance to the lyrics??? the lines you included???? the non-linear-ness????? ahsgaiuhsiugaiugskashdiuhadiuhdoiqhdoiqhwdoihq

i want it played at my funeral

oh my God, thank you so much, I feel so honored! ;_;

This really means so much to me since that amv is the one I put the most work into and it also was the first full song I edited (although I cut out one small part; but it's still the longest amv I ever made). It's so crazy to me that you didn't even know spn and it still moved you in a way! That really is the greatest compliment. <3

I remember listening to the song the first time but I wasn't really paying attention to the lyrics but when the "And you know you love him" part came I was immediately like "this would be so cool for a destiel amv". And then I actually listened to rest of the lyrics closely and I think especially the "prolonged eye contact in casual conversation" part was sooo destiel-coded that I decided I would do the whole song! And it was so much fun. I worked on it several months, I actually had a script for it and once I started working I very quickly knew which scenes I would use for which lyric. And the chorus was planned very early on as 1.) early Destiel 2.) Dean and Cas beating each other up 3.) them being happy and smiling at each other and 4.) Dean losing Cas over and over again.

Oh, and I didn't want to end the video with the confession/Cas gets taken to superhell scene because I found that depressing, so I took the scene with the happy reunion and I think it fits very well!

So, I hope these little background facts were a bit interesting jshdfjdshfjds

Again, thank you so much for sending this ask, it really made my day!!!

#ngl i teared up a bit reading this <3 #ask #fave

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moonstone27ls · 2 years

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Thoughts on Bee and Puppycat Lazy In Space....

Spoiler warning....

soooo if you don’t want spoilers....

don’t read.....

warning....

I’m WARNING you 8B......

Warning stops.... nowww....

Sooo thoughts... I generally liked it. A lot of amazing art and colors and almost each character was fun and I wanted more of.

There are some flaws I’m not gonna deny but this thing I don’t wanna call it in production hell but according to wiki “ Episodes 4-16 were produced in 2019; while episodes 1-3 were produced in 2021. “ So clearly some issues.

Do I have any favs? not sure I’m more impressed by the voice cast they got. And if Allegri’s given a second season hope she can get these actors again. Kumail Nanjiani for Howell, the Jennifer Tilly for Violet/aka Cardamon’s mother, Steve Blum for Puppycat/Space Outlaw’s adult voice guys thats Spike Spiegel from Cowboy Bebop also an anime voice actor legend!!! (well to me he is:3).

Anyways back to topic, the voice actors are what sell their character, I loved almost every scene with Howell X3!! I enjoyed how Puppycat got an instant mancrush on Wesley XD. They had some emotional moments well for me its when poor Cardamon has a breakdown, poor little guy is 7 and is given the role of an adult. He just wants to be a kid and no one is really trying(I mean Bee tries) to be the adult and protect/shelter him.

Story.. I admit since the story even from its early days was ambiguous I can’t say “Oh its inspirational”. No its cute, I think it still is to a degree Bee trying to grow up.... I think its the add on to the stories that make it somewhat confusing.

I guess for example, Bee is a roboy/ or cyborg? there’s never been an indication how old she is. Or that aside from Cas, not many are questioning why she hasn’t aged. So depending on how old she is it makes you wonder why she’s having difficulties being an adult. But I’m nitpicking. What I do know from this story, Violet and Bee’s father were part of Puppycat’s crew... how Violet and Puppycat found her father we don’t know. But at somepoint the ship crashed landed on... Earth? (Again not sure of the rules in the story). Violet and her father fell in love I assume with people on the planet and each had children. I assume different times of course. Since its hinted in one pic that Bee was present when Violet had Cardamon and even helped babysit him.... but then again its also hinted she helped watch after Deckard?

I think a small nitpick, just small would be Deckard’s storyline going to culinary school. From the youtube pilot and first series, I was always under the impression that Deckard was good at cooking. It even seems that well implied in the current story, how the siblings complain that only Deckard cooked... (though sidenote judging by how badly Cas judged everyone else from not growing up(why didn’t the actual older siblings learn to at least cook basics? whatever back to Deckard)..... ... but when Deckard goes to school. He’s apparently flunking? storywise I’m confused, no I don’t expect Deckard to be a Julia Childs in the making but the poor guy was struggling BD;. And even with him gone his own sibling Crispin threw shade at him saying he couldn’t even make a cake. I dunno if this was to show “Oh your dreams flop/or change” or “you can’t do everything great” or what. Feels like a slip to me.

More so after he left and even if it was unintentional some of the Wizard siblings blamed Bee for Deckard leaving. Now including the youtube series, it was always hinted Cas out of all them wanted Deckard to grow up and do well at school. And I mean yeah some of Cas’ hostilities are explained later, but always seemed Cas blamed Bee for Deckard not growing up. So why constantly complain or go “you made him leave” when thats what she wanted?

Which means Puppycat has been in that form for more than 20 years or so... I admit I’m curious on Puppycat too. I have questions is this a Beauty & the Beast thing, is he cursed by the warlocks to stay in that form? Or is this a personal growth thing where he’ll learn and get his form back.. or does he have to see the Princess again?

Anything else that I’ve got as a headscratcher... uhh why did Bee use the toilet instead of an actual fridge to put the food in but thats about it o3o.I am somewhat surprised for as old they intend to make her, no one other than Cas questions her or the situation or that she once burned her hands and no one’s “OH NO HOSPITAL”! And why did Toast pick so many fights with Cas will pregnant shouldn’t some of those moves during the final trimester put her at risk of losing the twins?oO

The finale had me on the edge of my seat and I wanted MORE. I REALLY hope Netflix is merciful and gives them another season. Cause I wanna know what happens next? Will they find her father? Will they avoid the warlocks... does this mean the island or just the main cast will be going on space adventures and tempwork? with Bee and Puppycat. Or Puppycat? I’m not gonna lie since I like the Wizard siblings I would love to see Cas, Wes and Howell get their own adventure world as well.

Any other thoughts I have... I guess is where is Natasha Allgeri’s head with the romance section. I’m not complaining more of observing... I’m not gonna lie after the show I was already theorizing who’s bi/straight/etc. I say theorizing I hope thats not offensive? If so sorry I’ll try to be better. Uhh I admit I think Howell is probably gay, but I could be wrong. I’m not gonna lie its the obvious refs to anime style. It doesn’t bother me if he’s straight/gay/bi or even asexual, or if he’s just Howell. Howell is Howell and I would literally spend a whole episode hearing his voice actor.

Even though she and Toast didn’t become a thing I still wonder if Cas is bi. I say bi because when she lost what she thought was her first kiss she called out her “boyfriend”. I wonder what the direction is with Toast/Merlin though... I mean yeah they have a few moments but I wouldn’t even call them a couple.

And then we have Deckard/Crispin/Bee/and Cooking dude? I dunno the finale that Cooking Prince felt like an obvious “oh he wants Deckard”. But dude you followed a guy to an island just because he’s not giving you attention and space for that matter... little sad 8B. And stalkery.

Not gonna lie I don’t want Deckard to be with Cooking Prince. Its not that I didn’t like Bee’s episode with Crispin. Its just I dunno from the moment we got our pilot, I always thought it was hinted she and Deckard had chemistry. When we got the first series felt it even more obvious that something’s there. This series left it a bit up in the air if that makes sense.

Bee went from love interest to, “Oh she’s a mom/baby sitter figure?oO”. And why pick Crispin? I dunno if Allegri‘s story changed over the development or what if Crispin’s relationship was to explain how she eventually met Deckard? I dunno again really up in the air with that. Which I think I get the story’s not focused on love, its focused on Bee and Puppycat.

Do I ship her and Crispin... I admit I really dunno. Their ep gave more hints of “Oh we had a thing/didn’t work out but you’ll always be close to me”. I mean even in the finale when Crispin saw Bee... “hurt?”. Instead of being “Ohmygod she’s hurt, she needs me”. His instinct is to hit on/or ask out one of her holograms... or are they her heart defenses? whatever.

I do know some fans ship Bee with Puppycat (his humanoid form obviously)... do I? Uhh dunno. Not gonna lie fanart is awesome/adorable. But I dunno if I see that. There are times when his relationship shifts to “brother figure”, sometimes literal pet relationship. I do believe he genuinely loves her and wants to protect her. Sooo yeah hope that romance department if there is one somewhat gets more cleared.

What do I want IF Bee and Puppycat are given a second season? IF this year doesn’t give me a lot of hopes on “Oh animators are respected”/ “Ohhh Netflix is good to cartoons/good shows”.....

I want those voice actors to return! I want... Cardamon and his mom to get more time together. I will be disappointed if next season comes and they just both sleep through all the story. Don’t give me a good reunion and just put it on literal pause!

I want Cardamon/Sticky and now Violet cuteness! Like earlier I want the other Wizard siblings to see some of the other worlds with Puppycat. I want Cardamon to be allowed to be a KID. I want Bee fixed, hope she’s getting a reuinion with father. Want to see interactions with her and Violet.

Wonder if we’ll see more of Puppycat’s background cause it indicated he had a mother. I want more of Merlin and Tim’s personalities explored, I don’t think we got quite a lot of their characters. Other than that Tim knows peoples’ secrets and apparently... Merlin didn’t finish medical school?

Bee origin story? and her father’s. Why did her dad make her? Where is her father from? I would also say who’s Cardamon’s father but I don’t think we’ll know.

I dunno see if Toast is gonna have a role beyond bugging Cas (though it was cute when the twins punched their own daddy XD). I would say show some love but thats only if its given more development/or at least where it makes sense. Cause if we see romance brought up again, I wouldn’t mind the other Wizard siblings finding love. Cause as interesting as that... fishlady/(mermaid?) ep was... I don’t think it really counted as a real date for Wes. That ep or some of it felt like refs to Splash or the Little Mermaid... if they had rejected being humanoid.

I wanna know whats with the warlocks. Did the Space King send them to find Puppycat or is the Princess? But I feel IF they’re given a second season, thats an obvious one to address..

I think thats about it. Sorry my words are a mess 8B.

#bee and puppycat #bee and puppcat lazy in space #netflix

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sushiosims · 10 months

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Sims Tag

Thank you for the tag @jasesims!

1. What’s your favorite sims death? Same as Jase, I never let my sims die! When they get old, I usually start a new game haha. I get way too attached to my lil pixel babes

2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? A little mix tbh, I like both, and as long as they work together, I see no problem in swinging between the two!

3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? I usually have them eat healthier and jog a few times, so no!

4. Do you use move objects? All the time, its always on in my game

5. Favorite mod? I cannot at this point live without default skins/lashes and eyes, as well as hair, cc wise. I can go without any other cc! Mods wise, Lumpinou First Impressions is a must, as is Pandasama's Birth mod. Gamechanging.

6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? The Sims, Hot Date! I have been around a long time!

7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? aLIVE

8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? Probably Forrest, he was an accidental baby (actually a twin) and I ignored him till he was a young adult, as I was playing his sisters and his parents, then something happened, and I just fell in love with him!

9. Have you made a simself? Nope, not yet.

10. What sim traits do you give yourself? I don't have one, but I would say Loner, Clumsy and Bookworm

11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? Dark, either black or dark brown

12. Favorite EA hair? For female the werewolves med cut with the bangs, and for male probably the university short style, cant explain it so I will show it! Also, this is Forrest who I spoke of above :)

13. Favorite life stage? Young Adult

14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? A mix of everything, thats why I love The Sims, if I start playing, and I can't get into gameplay, I just start renovating my save, or making new sims, or maybe some posing/storytelling. The game can be played in so many ways, and I love all of it ♥

15. Are you a CC creator? Nope, I have no idea even how to do a simple recolour!

16. Do you have any Simblr friends/a Sim Squad? I met a lot of really good people on Twitter, who I am proud to call my friends now ♥

17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4)? The Sims 4, for sure. I know its controversial, but I love its style, and its the first game I have been able to get into building and storytelling. The worlds are beautiful. Tartosa is by far one of my favourites

18. Do you have any sims merch? Nope.

19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? Nope.

20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? I think so!

21. What’s your Origin ID? Sushiopath

22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? @simmireen for poses, @pierisim for BB and @simstrouble for CAS

23. How long have you had a simblr? For a long time, but I have barely used it, trying now to get the hang of it. I am noob.

24. How do you edit your pictures? Usually just Pixlr

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? Definitely Bands, its all I am waiting for now, cars would be good, but kinda pointless, but would be good for driving lessons, fixing up, repairs etc.

26. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? Growing Together imo brought the most to the gameplay, but I will always love the broken mess that was Wedding Stories for bringing Tartosa into my life ♥♥

I’ll tag @summers-legacy @thehungrysimmer @halloweensims @tedsies @melbrewer367 @gnattyplayssims @pamsimmerstories

and Please feel free to ignore if you've already did this or just don’t feel like it. 😁

#sims 4 #tag game

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confusedkittensposts · 2 years

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My rant

Ok, so I need to write this cause it's been bothering me a lot, and now I am going to make it your problem (If you read it that is)

I have written before I did not like Dean W but thats not excatly true,I did not like Dean's behaviour towards Cas.but now I know that dean cared about Cas in his own way.

Dean Winchester is an amazing character and it was potrayed by an equally amazing actor but between different writers and showrunners a lot of things got lost for all characters, That's my opinion.

some scripts surfaced recently and I have seen many opinions about it, heres mine

The brothers cared about cas more than he knew. I have no idea what problem the writers or showrunners had with cas but then they did all their characters dirty, even if you don't count the finale which is to make sense to me yet.

Destiel is, well I have a love hate relationship with the ship, as far as I am concerned cas definetly loved dean, and as far as deanis concerned HE IS THEE DEAN WHINCHESTER, I don't think he dared to solve the emotional juble of things he felt towards cas ever

Deastiel is like it has paralles with os many stories it has metaphors it has decitions that decided the world's fate, I don't have problem with them ending up togather but I feel live they should have healed first taken time for themselves I prefer endgame angle cas, like they are bestfriends they have been at eachothers side for 12 years and I want them to continue doing that but not get into a relationship until they are functional enough to talk all their shit.

I also love the realationship between cas and sam I whish there were more scens with them. and with jack and cas and with all them actually figuring out parenting

My favourite ship right now is casmick I find it funny and I love both characters and actors

I am going to keep adding to this wherever I fell like cause apparently there is no peace even when the show is done

also these are my opinions you cannot agree with me and its fine

#yeah it doesn't make sense #destiel #I love them but its complicated #casmick

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Hello you Mrs. Lefty eyebag Dark chocolate, Naan bread and rice dishes eater lover of pine tree smells and mother of a spoiled but probably amazing child. 😅

Yes, I had to take a deep breath to say all that, so it can make sense hahaha

That's cute, you're getting your dream house haha does it even snow in Oklahoma? Or get really cold? I bet the fire was beautiful to watch. I enjoy watching fire and hearing the crackling of the wood.

Also that's a great tradition you guys are doing, especially collecting Christmas ornaments from places. Would you ever start like a little Christmas village thing? I love the picture with the train under the tree! It is so pretty and magical looking.

Hopefully when you guys travel it won't be hectic since it is the holiday season. Imagine you guys get to CA and you bump into Elizabeth Olsen..😌

I am jealous of Emily. She gets a drum set and a bike! Hahaha are you ready for the music making she will do with the drums. One year I gave my niece a mini piano, her parents didn't want to take it home with them cause apparently it will be too noisy. I told them, that she needs it to learn how to play so she can be a famous pianist and support me when I retire hahahaha.

Hm no royal blue is a bit darker than the dodger blue I think 🤔

Reading all about indian food and sandwiches is making me hungry. I might go out to get a good sandwich from somewhere hahaha

Ok ok. What do you call a potato with gas? A tater toot. Ahahahaha🤣🤣🤣

Same same, I would fly too. After seeing pictures of what could be in the ocean, I noped myself out of being in the water.

Would you rather have an annoying high pitched voice or a deep manly voice?

-CuriousGeorge

Hello hello youuu! Hahaha. Oh geez, im glad u caught ur breath back after u call my long nickname.hahaha.

Sorry i was writing then i got tired n fell asleep. I woke up n went to the store so Em can make toll house cookies from scratch after i make dinner.. n i had dinner, then baked the cookie and i just sat.

Hows ur day?

Guess what? I'm allergic to pine tree😅 i just noticed it last night n today. I never cough n sneeze that bad but last night n today i cough and wheezing pretty bad, eyes were watery. It sucks.

Well, this is really not my dream house. I want a simple house with a few extra rooms but mainly hugeee kitchen with full bar and backyard or acres of property that's big enough to have a shooting range or archery range and batting cage to hit some baseball and i want it to be located with no neighbors or a few neighbors thats not too close to my house hahaha. But not too far in country side n not too far from the downtown or the city. So it will be quite but not too much in the middle of nowhere. N i dont have to struggle to break the ice or small talk with the neighbors. 😅🤣 i told u im weird.

Sometimes it snows here. It was snowing last week but not too much but yeah it gets really cold here.. It has tornado seasons too.haha.

Yeah we like to collect them. Maybe when we have more space n em is older i will start buying the village..haha. oh i also like to collect fridge magnet from whereever we travel.

Hahha i wish.. i dont know what i would do or how i would be if i see her. I froze n speechless when i met sally and jack from nightmare before christmas in disneyland, imagine how i would be if i see her 😅🤣

One of my friend sometimes go to the fancy supermarket Lizzie always go,, so he has a chance to see her but he doesnt even know her..he thought she is one of the designer twins. I was like dude?🤦‍♀️ hahahhaha.

Haha im not ready for the noise of the drum when em gets it, but i have to tolerate that. I was in 2 bands in junior high . I played drum n guitar. I want her gets used to musical instrument, i actually hope she plays cello someday. It's one of my favorite instrument.😅 or at least classical piano.

Haha thats very sweet n nice of u to give the piano for ur niece. Imagine someday she becomes a professional pianist.

Ah okay i think i kinda know how royal blue is. Its good color.

Omg, thats sooo funny.. tater toot 🤣🤣🤣🤣 more more more!

Yeah, thats why im not really a big fan of swimming, it scares me even sometimes in swimming pool scares me.haha. i still couldnt believe that i actually snorkled a few times 😅🤣

Oh also here is the picture of my favorite chocolates. Coincidencely all 5 of them are in one same row.haha.

Also, here is another of my favorites

The lindt lindor was the one was telling u.

I would choose deep manly voice.. high pitch voice annoys me, im kinda sensitive with noise, so it will be bad if i hv a voice that bothers me.🤣

Next question?

Cheerio!

#chellez answers #ask answered #anon answered #curious george anon

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dlfgnns · 2 years

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god the spn writers were literally kidding themselves when they thought destiel wouldn't be a thing when they had cas pull up like "you don't think you deserve to be saved" staring at dean like that

how was bi panic dean supposed to not fall for him instantly

#im literally obsessed with that scene #misha saying 'you dont think you deserve to be saved' has been the only thing in my head for hours ngl #maybe its cause i havent slept and have had coffee but goddamn #i literally #cant #thats also when i fell for cas #to be perfectly honest #nora rambles #spn #supernatural #destiel

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oviids · 3 years

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pls share some of your spn fic recs 🥺🥺

ok, a few things first:

followers and mutuals who do not have supernatural brainworms, kindly avert your eyes

i don’t normally rec or even read much fanfic any more but this is a CRISIS ok (cont.)

there is so. much. content for deancas out there and i have incredibly high standards, several ancient ao3 bookmarks, can speedread, and want to spare you guys the experience of wading through it all.

i also have a section for spn femslash since I was pretty into that back in the day (sadly a lot less fan content for this :/)

I don’t really like au’s or pure smut (I honestly usually just skim or skip those scenes) so if you’re mainly looking for that kind of thing this probably won’t be very helpful to you. jsyk.

i’m not great at describing stuff but i’ll do my best, i’ll also try and add tw’s when neccesary.

i wil try and keep updating this with any other decent fics i find, feel free to rec stuff too since i’m like 7 years behind.(edit 1/25/21) this is getting looooong so i’m going to start making another list on my spn blog rather than update this one

(edit 1/3/21) since this has gotten pretty long i’ve added rating/approximate word counts and marked my particular favorites with an asterisk.

Dean/Cas fic:

So Says The Sword*** - explicit/85k. FUCK its good...au/time travel where dean is not pulled out of hell by cas and says yes to becoming the michael sword. honestly could serve as an alternative to actually watching the show, if you want to get into dean/cas without actually doing that to yourself.

Fata morgana.* - teen/6k, pst s9 finale. very bela centric and i love it, she finds cas looking for dean in hell.

Redemption Road -misc/600+k. an incredibly long fic from a collaborative writing group back in the day. canon divergent from the end of s6 on, has a cool take on godstiel and the leviathans, as well as the lovecratian mythos connection. ngl when i reread it i only made it about 28% in but imo the casual reader can actually stop around there, the rest concerns a lovecraftian apocalypse that is still good (i think i don’t remember it very well) but not required to enjoy the first half. if you prefer i have an ebook version i can send you on gdrive.

Someone Who's Feeling For Me* - mature/45k, s12. they run into lisa braeden and dean thinks cas is into her while cas thinks dean still likes her. treats lisa way better than the show ever did and the miscommunication is pretty funny rather than annoying.

a turn of the earth - mature/95k. time travel fic where cas from s10 keeps showing up in deans life from a few years before s1 to right before the hellhounds take his soul. slow burn, good character study, and at one point cas punches the dad in the face and it rules.

On the Wings of War - teen/85k, canon divergent s5. dean accidentally becomes the Horseman of War. plays fun, fast and loose with biblical lore, michael has some rights.

Named - mature/95k, alternate s5. EXTREMELY blasphemous in a fun sexy way. manages to predict metatron almost to a T. there’s one major character death and its literally jesus christ, everyone is very sad about it and it sets the rest of the story rolling. an alternate interpretation of cas’ mission to raise dean from hell which had me on the floor. ngl its kind of misogynistic at points, but its from 2010 and tracks with late oughts-2010 spn (sorry anna the author did you dirty here:/).

The Girlfriend Experience - explicit/15k. uhhh i don’t normally rec or even read smutty stuff unless someone i know is specifically asking for it but this has stuff like sam trying to be a good ally and dean thinking holding hands with cas is ‘kinda gay :/’ minutes after having gay sex with him.

i crippled your heart a hundred times - explicit/19k, s8. cas confesses his feelings and dean spends a long time getting his head out of his ass about it. truly hits different after the actual confession, despite being written six years early it feels like its actually what could have gone down more or less if the writers weren’t talentless demons who hate us.

My Roots Take Flight** - mature/125k. reverse au where cas is a hunter and dean’s an angel...OR IS IT???? an alternate retelling of s4. tw for briefly being set in a psychiatric hospital/the hospital being mentioned somewhat frequently throughout the fic, plus more references to torture in hell and heaven than usual.

The One Thing You Can't Lose* - teen/4k.you know those posts about how cas is a super-strong super-tough ancient warrior but he just lets dean tug him around because he likes it? thats it thats the fic.

Hands, From Which All Things Are Built - teen/14k, post s8′s ‘goodbye stranger.’ cas is on the run with the angel tablet but keeps in touch with sam and dean by text, he and dean still manage to be terrible at Actual communication.

Autrement, Danger - or, The Account of an Exceedingly Long Day - mature/30k, post s11. a monster that takes the appearance of your soulmate leads to some wild miscommunications and dealing with years of repression, also dean gets to see cas’ true form which is always cool. tw for non-graphic mentions of underage sexual assault/sex work.

Down to Agincourt - mature/explicit/900++++k, endverse continuation. endverse!cas survives his encounter with lucifer and discovers another time-displaced dean from s7. i’ve only read the two of four parts but its really good, veeeeery slow burn, has a lot of fun oc’s and takes a rather surprising but (imo) entertaining and intriguing turn into Hellenic history and mythology. usual tw’s for endverse/endverse!cas but nothing graphic, it’s actually pretty light-hearted (relatively speaking of course).

Nothing Equals the Splendor** - explicit/8k, THEE finale fix it fic you’ve been waiting for! posits that the entire final episode was just a (very bad and lame) djinn’s vision.

like moses and batman and james dean - explicit/31k, post s8. explores dean’s trauma and internalized homophoba from his technically canon experience with sex work and its impact on his relationship with cas. the sex work itself isn’t really shown in any detail but it’s still a relatively heavy fic.

Crazy Diamonds - explicit/25k, s4/alternate s14. fresh-out-of-hell dean and dean from 10 years in the future are displaced from time and sent to each other’s present.

where the weeds take root - explicit/30k. au where the men of letters kick them out of the bunker and they accidentally move out into the country, get over their codependence and semi retire. featuring chicken coop building, sam volunteering at a dog shelter, gardening, and blissfully mundane domesticity.

No Resting Place - teen/6k. djinn dream fic, switches back and forth between cas’ dream of being married to dean and retired from hunting to the aftermath when he wakes up. tw for brief mention of suicide since, y’know, djinn dream.

any port in a storm - mature/52k. post s8 finale. cas and dean have to pose as a couple going through a rough patch for a case and actually deal with their emotional baggage, cas struggles with being human and metatron is up to stuff.

all this and heaven too* - explicit/7k. in the author’s own words ‘...a love letter to every trans person who ever projected onto Dean Winchester.’ absolutely unzipped me emotionally and theologically, its just. so good. tw for very brief mentions of internalized transphobia/dysphoria.

Because it is* - mature/6k, finale fix it. killing chuck does not bring back anyone back and the winchesters spend a very long time dealing with what they’ve lost, cas and dean SOMEHOW still manage to have signifigant communication issues even after the confession. tw for suicidal thoughts/brief attempt.

Vena Amoris and Other Old-Fashioned Bullshit* - teen/4k, s6. when cas fell for dean it automatically soulbonded/angel married them, shenanigans ensue when dean finds out during the angel’s civil war. funny and actually written back when s6 was airing so cas is still (or at least pretending to be) kind of an OP asshole which is fun.

Rinse, Repeat - teen/3k, s8. angsty character study of cas as he’s reprogrammed and trained to kill dean. not really dean/cas since its just cas’ pov of canon events but its beautifully written and ends with him snapping out of it through the power of love (also now a canon event!).

Emergence - explicit/59k, canon divergent after s11. dean meets a hunter he only recognizes as their friend claire novak’s missing father, but soon realizes he might be the answer behind the mysterious void in his memories and feelings (aka everyone’s memories of cas are completely wiped away for three years).

Cuckoo And Nest - explicit/10k, early established relationship/character study, cas tries to figure out how he fits into dean’s life and space in the bunker.

Build a Home* - teen/20k, canon divergent s12. sam and eileen are cute and turn the bunker into men of letters/hunters hq and everyone but cas moves in, mutual miscommunication issues and pining ensues.

Down in the River - teen/5k, early s8, cas prays to dean in purgatory while sam and dean try to figure out a way to get him out.

Teaching Poetry to Fish* - mature/52k, ?? BC through the entire series/canon divergent s14 and 15. retelling of crucial scenes throughout the shows timeline from cas’ pov, feat. actual fish and poetry.

the minor fall, the major lift - gen/4k, post confession/finale fixit. dean goes into the empty to save cas and runs into several old friends (and enemies).

With the Kisses of His Mouth* - teen/3k, gen later seasons. dean and cas keep kissing by accident.

Remaining Grace - explicit/109k, alternate s6. au where cas asks dean for help with raphael and dean, of course, does. tw for temporary major character death/semi-graphic depictions of alcohol withdrawal.

The face of heaven.* - teen/10k, au, dean is a regular guy and cas is a fallen star (think ‘stardust’, kinda).

Stories Are Made of Mistakes* - teen/5k. newly human cas has trouble getting used to a human body and humanity in general, but still figures out that he and dean are A Thing before dean does.

Hurry Up And Wait - mature/21k, canon divergent s12. a fairyland and quite possibly LOTR related case comes up and dean goes full fanboy, mary is introduced to the wonders of the peter jackson adaptions, many references and comparisons (including between cas and dean’s ‘friendship’ and arwen/aragon). also charle is still alive and has just been doing fairy stuff this whole time.

There Are Many Things - explicit/28k, s9. cas is extremely lonely/touch-starved and trying to figure out this whole human thing, as well as where he and dean stand after being kicked out of the bunker.

It's A Long Life to Always Be Longing - teen/40k, post s11 finale. amara helps dean by putting him in a magical coma so he can finally get some much needed rest and show him possible futures for him, sam and cas. meanwhile sam and cas go on a roadtrip (or several) to find componets for a spell to wake dean up. really good sam and cas friendship, they actually talk about their shared lucifer trauma and stuff.

Non-Photo Blue - gen/2k, s4/5/alternate s5. fifty moments from cas’ memories of dean.

Tall Grass - explicit/57k, canon divergent post series. cas becomes the ultimate plant dad. feat the wayward sisters gang, cathartic character growth, fun oc’s, domesticity, and lots of actual botanical info-dumping.

on vessels - no rating/gen/2k. established dean/cas, cas tells dean about how he used to imagine what it would be like to have him as his vessel.

search for tomorrow on every shore* - teen/11k, post-finale (extremely derogatory). some angels in jack’s new heaven act out and dean gets temporarily resurrected in 2003 and runs into his younger self.

Architecture of the Minotaur’s Heart - explicit/45k, very canon divergent post s1. dean’s new house seems to have a life and mind of its own, while in his dreams he sees glimpses of a world and apocalypse that never came to be and an angel that looks strangely like his mysterious neighbor, cas. loosely inspired by the book house of leaves (which i highly recommend for fans of weird horror).

The Distance Of The Setting Sun - explicit/17k, post s5. established dean/cas relationship, team free will finally takes advantage of cas’ abilities to go on vacation around the world.

diamond star halo - teen/5k, s11. dean lets cas use him as a temporary vessel while he recovers from rowena’s spell, sam is a long-suffering third-wheel.

Make Known** - teen/16k, s6/7. dean struggles to understand how cas could have become his enemy and whether he ever truly knew him in the first place.

blunt little instrument* - mature/1.4k, post finale. dean finally confronts his father in heaven, very cathartic.

my heart a compass*** - teen/10k, post confession. the empty forces cas to re-experience his most regretted moments while dean tries to snap him out of it and bring him home.

A Crash Course in Someone Else's History - teen/11k, s6. cas from the very start of s4 is brought forward in time by s6!cas to distract the brothers from his and crowley’s plans.

The Cuckoo Father - mature/8k, s7 au. the woman who found cas in the river post-leviathans does not marry him bc he was sent to her by god or whatever, but actually identifies him as jimmy novak and sends him back to claire and amelia.

The Dead Dean Clause* - teen/5k, post alt s5 ending. team free will celebrates surviving taking down lucifer by getting blitzed, cas lies to a cop and gets an impromptu driving lesson. title/description sound dark i know but it’s actually very funny and light.

Suck It, Judy Garland - mature/20k, s12 (after the ‘i love you...i love all of you’ episode). cas and sam have to pretend to be a couple for a case and dean is NOT happy about it.

By Daylight and In Dream - teen/16k, s5. pre-dean/cas, dean invites cas to use his dreams to hide from the other angels. tw for very brief mention of a memory/dream of alastair sexually assaulting dean.

The Five People You Meet in Heaven - mature/22k, post-canon. an actually happy (if sometimes bittersweet) heaven endgame written several years ago, though some details are rather eerily similar to the show’s ending.

heaven is a place on earth* - teen/2k. dean’s pov of some of the times cas left him behind throughout the show, and one alternate ending where he finally gets to stay.

I Cleanse The Mirror - teen/20k, alternate s6. dean’s body is stolen by an ancient elemental and his soul has to hitch a ride in cas’ vessel.

an exploration of gender; angelic*** - mature/4k. *oscar isaac voice* lets get into angel gender politics!! aka cas is trans.

Zenith - explicit/33k, s9. after 9x06 an angry witch curses cas with the ability to see supernatural beings and human souls.

La cucina. - gen/3k, alt s9. dean goes wild helping a newly-human cas find out what kinds of food he likes, or the early s9 domesticity we deserved!

Dean Winchester, Cocksucker at Rest***** - teen/7k, post-finale. john and mary finally come over for dinner and john reacts to dean/cas in a rather predictable fashion. SOOOOOOOOO good omg, its so funny and a little sad and very very cathartic. part of a series that has a few other really good short fics.

The Way You Didn't Go - teen/5k, s15. coda to 15.09, dean has nightmares about the moc!cas timeline.

On Drowning - teen/28k. dean saves cas after he nearly drowns, they both try and deal with the physical/mental fallout (aka the fic where thee iconic “you only touch me when you think I’m dead or dying” originates). tw for realistic depictions of drowning/triage/misc medical information.

The Thirty-Six Questions That Lead to Love* - mature/13k. claire has dean and cas pretend to be her gay dads for a case and they play the titular 36 question game, get mistaken for swingers, and birdwatch, among other things.

Assorted F/F stuff:

Deep Breaths* - mary/ellen, au where mary said no to azazel’s deal and let john stay dead, still becomes a milf.

Like Rebel Diamonds - krissy/claire, they become hunter gf’s on the hunt for cas to kick his ass for taking jimmy. not-so-stealth dean/cas as well.

To Ash and Bone - anna/ruby, same author as the previous fic (p much all of her stuff is good from what i recall). au where ruby is a witch and helps anna when she’s cursed.

Holy Clockwork Angels - jo/ruby, STEAMPUNK au with very cool worldbuiilding.

At Day's End - jo/anna (my fucking KINGDOM for more jo/anna content, the dean/cas parallels are allllll there), au where they are both at the camp in the endverse and gfs.

these posts - ok so not actually a fic but i’m now obsessed with this hannah/meg dynamic.

Tagelied - mary/ellen, the true story of how ellen got into hunting before angels interfered.

Hell's Bells** - meg/abaddon, alternate s8/9 where meg survives crowley’s attack with sam’s help and teams up with abaddon (who she has a sk year old crush on) to take back hell.

The Ecstasy of the Rose - anna/ruby, anna travels back in time to escape heaven and becomes a signifigant part of ruby’s old human life.

Angel Underground - anna/jo, kind of an urban fantasy au with a very intriguing premise (sadly its very short, i’d love to see more if this ‘verse).

Clover, Flame - billie/mary, billie was always the reaper that showed up to take mary after her death(s) over the years.

Drag Me To Heaven - anna/ruby, a variant on the ‘last night on earth’ thing with dean.

Come Home* - jo/anna, canon-divergent au where anna is the new waitress at the roadhouse and helps jo set up a (probably not really) haunted house for halloween.

#if you told me i'd be doing this in 2020 three weeks ago i'd have laughed in your face :/#deancas #supernatural #fic recs #spn femslash #destiel #fic #the alie tag #spn posting

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vemuabhi · 3 years

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Wish Over a Fountain

Hello this was inspired by @daonepiece art. I am linking it here (click) I had so much fun writing this. I hope you like it.

Crocodile X Reader

Word count : 3K

Warning: none. Its fluff

Likes/Votes, comments are really appreciated.

"I really want a boyfriend", you thought as you looked at the annoying couple walking on the street. Actually they weren't annoying but... you were just feeling grumpy at that moment.

You were sitting on the bench which was beside the fountain, in the park.

Remembering the myth that your friend told you about, you placed your hand in your pocket and took out a coin. Gripping the coin in your hand you walked towards the well. You closed your eyes tightly and wished.

'I want a responsible and a nice guy to be my boyfriend please', you thought before throwing the coin in the fountain.

A month passed by with absolutely nothing happening and you forgot about that fountain wish. But there was an arrival of a new boss, who apparently bought your company.

You sat down and opened your laptop. "Sir Crocodile", you typed and started to research who your boss was. As soon as you saw his pictures, your eyes opened wide. He was absolutely stunning. Very handsome.

You read about him and saw that he was a millionaire. 'I was living under a rock I guess', you thought as you read about him more.

On the day of arrival, everyone held bouquets and champagne. But you on the other hand, held the brown wooden box, which looked neat and classy.

The boss entered and everyone gave presents to him and he took them with a small smile, while he gave them to his secretary.

Hurriedly he went to his room as his secretary followed him with all the gifts in his hand.

Along with everyone you started to resume your work. Then unexpectedly, the phone on your desk rang. It was none other than the secretary who called you to come into the boss's cabin.

Nervously fiddling with your sleeves you entered the cabin of Sir Crocodile.

He had a the huge pile of gifts, yours included, beside his desk as he kept checking the paperwork. 'Already in work mode huh... must be a workaholic', you thought.

"I believe you are Y/N", he spoke and you took your attention position. He didn't even glance at you.

"Yes sir. Its me"

"Okay. I've already read most of the employees works and now Im thinking of speaking to you", he said as he looked into his drawer.

"Okay sir. So what can I do for you", you didn't know what the hell was going on or why he called you. Your palms started to sweat like crazy.

"I looked at yours and I found that...", he stopped and looked in another drawer. Trying to find something. The tension was going to roof level for you. But you maintain your calm.

"Sir, are you looking for something?", you asked as he looked at you for the first time.

"Ah, its nothing... I was just checking for my Cigar", he said running his hand through his hair.

"Oh. Pardon me sir. I think, you would like this", you said as you walked towards the gifts and took the brown wooden box in your hands, while his gaze stayed on you.

You turned towards him and gave him the box. He placed the paper in his hand down and took the box. He careful analysed it and opened it. It had cigars, which he liked.

He smiled as he looked at it. He took one cigar and thanked you. Placing the cigar in between his lips, he lit it using his golden coloured lighter. You didn't know if it was actual gold or not.

He looked at you again and said, "Like I was saying, I really liked your work" Giving you a peace of mind.

"Thankyou sir", you said with a smile.

"I want to ask you something", he took a puff and continued, "I want to know if there are any problematic clients. I wanna get rid of them as soon as possible", he ended.

"Oh. If you are asking about clients like that, we do have so many sir. Each group has some of them"

"Is that so... I want to you to, collect the list and get it to me", he ordered.

"Sure sir. I'll get you the list. So when do you want me to get it for you", you asked for which he replied with a simple tomorrow.

A few days passed and the new boss was actually wonderful. He got rid of the problematic clients and got new clients in their place. For which everyone was very grateful.

You slowly developed a crush on your handsome boss and tried to work harder taking him as the inspiration.

One night everyone left except for you. You wanted to finish the presentation and then leave. So you stayed back and made it. Little did you knew that the boss was also there.

"Y/N", you almost jumped up because of the sudden appearance of your boss beside you. He wasn't wearing his coat like usual, instead he had it over his shoulder as his fingers neatly held it from falling down. His hair which was usually set back, was now a bit messy. He was looking younger with his hair on his forehead. 'Damn. He is looking fine'

"Oh my! Sir you are here, I didn't know that", you said as you tried to calm your fast beating of your heart.

"Yeah. So... why are you still here? Its already 12", he said looking a bit worried as his fingers ran through his hair to set them back again like usual.

"What the hell?", you stopped admiring your boss. Looking at the time it was indeed 12. This means you missed your last train. The prices of cab are so high and you really hated to take a cab. Now as it was 12, the prices would make your wallet cry.

"Oh no... god", you sighed and slumped back in your chair.

"Why were you here?", he gained your attention once again.

"I was making this Presentation for tomorrow's meeting. So I kinda stayed back and worked on it", you showed him the file you were working on.

"You could have made it tomorrow", he said but he curiously leaned in to get a clear view of it. Looking at it carefully he placed his hand on the mouse to scroll calmly.

But you were freaking out. There was three reasons for that. One being what he'd say about your work, two that you had to sleep in the office and three him being close to you.

He was not touching you, had appropriate space, but still you could notice his cologne mixed with a slight sent of cigar. It felt... comforting and soothing for some reason.

"Y/N", his voice made you to come back to reality.

You looked at the screen. He pointed some mistakes which needed to be solved before presenting. You quickly realised what was wrong and began to correct it. He pulled a chair from the side and sat on it while you worked. He guided you on how to change some points.

Soon you two didn't even realise, but its already been an hour. After it was done he ruffled your hair and said, "Well done. I really like it".

"Thankyou for helping me sir", you blushed at his compliment. He got up from the chair and placed his coat on his hand.

"How are you going home?"

"I actually am thinking of staying in the office or else", you sighed and continued, "take a cab".

Both the options are horrible but the second was even more terrible.

He exhaled and said, "follow me", with that he started walking. You hurriedly got up and walked behind him.

"What happened sir. If you don't like it I'll not stay in the office", he suddenly stopped in his tracks and turned around to look at you.

"Its not because I don't like it. Its because its really uncomfortable to sleep here", he said and walked again.

"Then, I'll take a ca-"

"Just come with me", he interrupted you and you just followed him.

He walked towards his car and said, "come with me. You can stay at my house"

"Oh no. I don't want to be a burden"

"Your house if far. Thats why you are having second opinions about going in a cab. And its... really late. Its not that safe. So you are coming with me", he didn't even look at you and walked towards his car.

Yes he was right. You didn't want to take a cab home. And you didn't want to stay in office either.

You remember the last time you stayed there. The eerie silence made you half scared to death. But you still fell asleep. And saved money for cab.

You shook off those thoughts and went ahead and sat in the car. The car was well maintained. It looked like it was brand new. The jet black colour made it even more elegant while the golden coloured handles gave it a royal elegance. The seats were super comfy and the car was really cool.

There was absolutely no traffic and the ride was super smooth. The night lights seemed so beautiful. The ride was silent but it wasn't awkward. You looked out the window to see the beauty of the city. It was calm and seemed really pretty.

In 15 minutes, the car reached a high class building. The car was parked and you both got down. Crocodile lead you to a apartment door. He typed a number on the number lock and opened the door.

Entering the room you were met with a very elegant and beautiful house. The house was absolutely lovely. The tiles were cream colored and the walls were grey in color.

"Get in", he commanded and you obliged. As soon as you both got near the couch suddenly a big dog jumped on Crocodile. Crocodile chuckled as he started to pet the dog. That was beautiful. You thought it was a sight to see but then another dog came and then another... and another... and... in total there were 6 dogs.

6 dogs of totally different breeds just snuggled with crocodile. He patted every dog and then turned to look at you.

"Sorry to intrude sir but, I never knew you liked dogs", you said with a smile. His cheeks turned pink as he cleared his throat.

""You can use the 3rd room to sleep for the night", he said and you bowed.

'Was he flustered just now?', you thought as you went to the room assigned as crocodile kept the dogs busy, but a pug started to follow you.

You opened the door and saw that it was a huge room. It had the same grey Aesthetic to it but it was beautiful. The bed was neat and had white covers on it.

You removed your coat and hanged it on the coat hanger. You walked towards the curtain and opened it, only to see a stunning night view of the city.

The big door which was also a way to enter the balcony was very clean as if no one never touched it. Or someone cleaned it spot less. There was no way you could afford a place as beautiful and classy like this.

Then a bark made you to come back to reality. You turned and saw a small pug with big bright eyes staring at you. It was so adorable. You said hi to it and closed the curtains. You patted its head and then the dog left the room. You began to remove your belt and placed it on the desk beside the bed and plopped on the soft bed. It was so fluffy and amazing.

As soon as you closed your eyes, you fell asleep. The next morning, you woke up to something which felt like water on your cheeks. You opened your eyes to the same pug giving you morning kisses. Apparently you forgot to close the door and it came back. You chuckled and took him your arms. You looked at the time and it said it was 7am.

With the dog in your arms you left the room, only to find Crocodile on the couch with some dogs sleeping on him and other just roaming around the couch. He still was wearing the same clothes as yesterday as you.

You noticed how long and slender his legs were. The pug in your hands jumped and ran towards the couch and jumped onto Crocodile and slept on him.

You almost stopped a nosebleed because that was freaking adorable. Another dog started to lick crocodiles face and he woke up.

He woke up and patted its head lovingly. He turned his head to the side which faced you. His eyes opened wide with his cheeks turning 10X times red.

"Wha- What are you looking at? Go and get ready. We need to leave", he said which made you to run and do what he ordered.

You knew he said it because he was embarrassed as you saw him like that.

You quickly took a bath and again wore the same clothes before getting out.

You found Mr. Crocodile wearing a new suit and coat. With the dogs still playing around the house. You approached him and he looked at you and didn't say anything for few seconds. He actually thought you'd wear his clothes in the closet like the other people who come over. But you didn't.

But then instructed you to follow him. He took his keys and walked. Then suddenly the pug tugged on your jeans and you noticed it. You patted his head and waved bye to him. But as you were walking again it suddenly walked before you in a dangerous position. You managed yourself from stepping on the pug but you you couldn't help but to fall as now you lost your balence. You had your boss before you. He turned to look at you but it was too late.

You fell on top of him. You immediately got up and stuttered an apology.

He got up and dusted his suit but didn't scold you. "Its fine. Just be careful", he said as he walked towards the door and opened it. With a slight blush on his cheeks. You walked with him and towards the car and got into it.

"Not a word about what happened with the dogs", he said with his cheeks still pink.

"My lips are sealed", you said earning a sigh in return.

After reaching the office, your team gave the presentation of the project to your superiors and Sir Crocodile. Who already saw this already. But still listened to you.

The project was approved which really made your team very happy.

That evening your team went for celebrating the success of the project. You all drank, ate food and went home in a cab.

The next day, you woke up, with feeling the kisses of a dog on your cheek. You smiled and patted its head.

Looking at the room, it was the spacious and big bedroom in which you slept yesterday. Was yesterday repeating again? You didn't knew but you went to the living room to see if your boss was on the couch. He wasn't. So it wasn't yesterday.

"Maybe a dream", you thought and pinched your cheek very harshly. But the pain you felt was real and this was real. Why the hell did you again end up in your boss's apartment?

"Its not a dream you idiot", you heard a horse voice say to you.

Turning around you saw your boss in the coming to the living room with a coffee.

"Sir why am I in your house again?", you asked him as he approached you. The pug jumped from your hands and walked towards the couch.

Handing the cup to you, he sighed, "So you don't remember. Just like I thought", he said and walked towards the couch. You followed him.

"You were so drunk that, you called me, your boss instead of a cab and told me to pick you up from that bar", he ended.

'Should I dig a hole and die already?', you thought as you mentally slapped yourself.

"As your house was quite far away and I thought it would be best to bring you to here", he said sipping his coffee.

"Im really sorry for bothering you sir. Im so embarrassed", you said as you covered your face with your free hand.

"Just make sure that you won't drink till you lose your senses"

"Okay sir"

"Now drink the coffee before it gets cold"

"Thankyou", you said as you sipped the coffee.

You looked at the time and it was already 11 am. "OMG! Its already 11", you said but he calmly said, "Its Saturday"

You managed to embarrass yourself, Again...

But still, you received a smile from sir crocodile. It was enough for you.

Crocodile thought about the previous night when he carried you to his car as you spoke gibberish.

"You idiot. Don't ever drink like this. You are lucky because Im a good person", he said to you even though you didn't listen.

He was about to start the car then you said, "Hey man, I need to tell you something about my boss", you leaned closer to him.

He curiously listen to you on what you were about to say. "My boss he is so inspiring and is supportive of his employees. He is a good person", he smiled at what you said and you continued, "I have a crush on him and he has sexy legs. I don't know why I didn't notice them", you said and dosed off, leaving Crocodile blushing a red shade of crocodile. He leaned back in his seat and covered his face with one of his hands while the other stayed on the steering wheel.

"No one made me get flustered like you did", he said because he knew you were also sleeping.

Little did you know that the same day you wished for a boyfriend, he witnessed you wishing it.

XOXOXOXO

i hope you liked this. Crocodile fluff was so fun to write. I absolutely enjoyed writing for it.

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castee-yel · 3 years

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i'll never get when people say castiel took everything away from jimmy novak without jimmy ever wanting him to, or calling castiel "sefish" for using jimmy as a vessel despite him having a family.

there's something about jimmy novak that gets buried really easily under every other characters arcs, its that jimmy novak was one of the characters that stayed with the submissive arc, the "obedient soldier" if you must, to the end.

unlike dean or cas or sam or literally the majority of characters on the show he did not rebel, which is most likely because of the devoted christian "coding" of the jimmys background.

he gave into submission to castiel not because of blind faith such as dean/castiel had had for their commanding fathers but because he had seen castiels vision and knew of the mission he was upon.

jimmy novaks sacrifice is one we very often look past, he gave himself up because he knew ultimately that thats where the greater good lay.

in my viewing, i believe one of castiels main "guilts" and burdens was his debt to jimmy not only due to the loss of novaks family, but also because of jimmy's viewing of christian "righteousness", leaving him to question if his sacrifice had been made in vain if he failed.

to sum up, jimmy novaks core values and ideologies participated in shaping castiel character, and that is often disregarded. (which is a bit of a shame because it is interesting how his religious beliefs shaped a character that "fell" and rebelled)

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angelfishofthelord · 2 years

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okay. *rubs hands together evily* so. also set in s9, human cas. this gets long and a little dash of body horror for good measure under the cut

i was talking about this with another mutual the other day, how there should have been more cults in s9. not just the buddy boyle fanatics but like full on cults, ppl who had been convinced of/watching angels for years and then the fall was the confirmation they needed. the cults would be hunting for angels for their own reasons, to give proof to their followers of the existence of them. obviously cas gets caught by one of these cults and hes like im Not an angel anymore and they're like not true! we've been stalking you for years we know you are we will know make you wear ritualistic head ornaments and perform ceremonies and dance around you singing eerily.

anyways. the horrifying part (as all my fics are legally obligated to have) is that the 'proof' of cas' being an angel is that they cut open the skin on his back and peel it back. and with other angels you actually wouldn't find anything because their wings are in the ether but on cas, because he fell, the outline of his wings are burned into the underside of his skin in these scorched black feathered markings. sam and dean, who are investigating said cult for a case, find this video of back-peeling-surgery and they're like oh no they caught one of the angels we gotta save that poor bastard *a few minutes later* Oh Shit thats OUR poor bastard.

the big showdown of the fic would be the cult leaders catch sam and dean snooping around and they're like here let us just tie you up and give you front row seats to our ascension ceremony. "see the only way a fallen angel can reenter heaven is if they become a saint and how does one become a saint? if they are martyred!" (pulls out medieval torture device like the tongue screw). so sam and dean are sitting there completely unaware that cas is about to paraded out and burnt at the stake etc.

and then yknow. eventually they break free and cas is rescued and dean probably shoots the cult leader in the face and then. later. in the bunker. during the recovery chapters. cas is like sam. dean. i know that they opened up my back you must have the video i want to see i have to see my wings. cuz like cas doesn't even know himself about the burnt markings. he just knows when they cut him open they saw evidence of his wings and that's how they were convinced he was still an angel.

and then they show him the video and cas just fucking cries.

#my fanfic ideas #tw torture #also like. i have an idea that cas has to jerk the tongue screw off to free himself and so he sort of rips his lips in the process #so for the recovery chapters the entire lower half of his face is swaddled in ghostly banadages #he cant talk he just writes stuff on a notepad #to make it yknow even More angsty and sad and horrible and meow meow #okay ill stop now #inbox asks

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grazieschillivera · 3 years

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Take you home

Summary: You and the boys are on a mission to help Butcher and Becca bringing Ryan back.Stormfront confronts you and you decide to face her on your own, since you live in the believe that no one cares about you anyway.

Word count: ca. 2500 words

,,I'm serious you guys.The next one who says that he worries about me gets punched.'' you said before the entire group went finally silent in the car.Since days you were under pressure and always stressed out you knew that already and had no need of hearing it from the others.Instead you needed so focus and your task for today.

Even though no one talked anymore , their faces showed that they judged your behavior.Butchers stern eyes meet yours in the car mirror but you showed yourself unimpressed and turned away to look outside of your window.To reassure yourself, you searched for your weapon in your pockets and pressed them firmly in your palm, that you had worked on the last weeks.Homelander was Butcher's demon he had to fight but yours was something else.

Once you arrived at your hiding spot, Butcher and Becca went off to bring back Ryan, while the rest of you waited in the barn on this lost field, full of anitcipation.No one really talked.Frenchie held Kimiko in his arms and MM looked at a picture of his family, leaning against the car.You had to think about Hughie and Starlight and hoped they were alright.

After some time Butcher and Becca came back with Ryan and decided that it would be the best, when she and Ryan would be without Butcher and get in the car to drive away.You stood almost outside of the circle when you eyed everyone up and compared them with you.Everyone had someone they liked especially and did this whole thing for and mostly laid in this persons arms now.You knew this familiar feeling of bitterness that would always rise inside you, when you had to see such situations.But maybe this was the way things had to be.Maybe you didn't need a home to go after all of this was over.

Only seconds before the car with Becca,Ryan and M&M drove outside of the, Butcher stoped it, when Stormfront arrived on the field.After a few words were shouted over the field, the first lightning crossed the leftover space between your friends and her.Kimiko had almost managed to take care of Stormfront on her own, once she had reached her.But Stormfront was strong enough to snap her neck eventually.

,,Fucking coward.'' said M&M.

He and Frenchie complained that their guns couldn't do a thing to her.Butcher was about to get the rest of the weapons out of the car but you stoped him.

,,No save them up.Just in case this won't work out.'' you said while pulling out your gloves covered with metal plates, you had constructed.

,,What is that Y/N?'' asked Butcher.

,,It's autmn Butcher, I'm fucking freezing.'' you said.

,,For fucks sake just stop this nonsense and bring yourself to safety in the forest.'' said Butcher noding to Becca and Ryan.You answered him with an eyeroll turned around.

Butchers hand stoped you from walking away from him.

,,Seriously.What the fuck do you plan to do?'' his eyes were stern on you.

,,I'm shooting the cunt from the sky.'' you said like a confession.

You wanted to take a second and give him a last smile, before you ran outside on the field, but you were far to tense to do so.

,,Did you know that the birth of Ronia the Robber's Daughter caused thunder so loud that even the Robbers started to get afraid?'' you said ,when you stood almost directly underneath her.Both of you looked at each other rather unimpressed, even though your heart started to skip beats as you had to walk over Kimikos unconscious body.

,,What?'' asked she.

Your eyes met the small lightnings that held her up in the sky.

,,Astrid Lindgren hated Nazis.So don't you dare to make stupid Pippi Longstocking references.'' you said giving her a stupid smile in response, while you started the prepare for her first attack.

,,Oh please.Who are you anyway?'' she said.

When she raised her hand and the first lines of a lightning started to form, it seemed to happen in slow motion for you due to you anticipation.It had to be.Otherwise you wouldn't have a chance to react quick enough.

Before the lightning could reach your chest your hands stretched out, to absorb it.Your eyes wanted to just look away, but your forced your whole body to withstand the urge to flee.The bolt spreaded out from your fingertips and flew in different directions, were they couldn't harm someone.If you haven't been so scared in this moment you could have actually noticed all the different colors this got mirrored in the light.Or the scream from Butcher to you, when he thought you would get hit by the attack.

The force behind the blast wasn't as weak as you had hoped, your gloves seemed to absorb almost the whole engery from her attack, but only almost of it.Your shoes digged into the dirt, once they were steady again.The force had pushed you some meteres away from her, but at least the lightning couldn't harm you anymore.

You answered her confused gaze with a wicked grin to provoke her, you already stood in the arena, the others should be kept hiden from her attention.

The next lightnings sounded like a loud orchester in your ears , whenever you touched them and shot them directly back to her.But she was hard to get, even though your aming with lightning improved over the small time.It was useless, when she knew that you were about to fire back immediatly.

In that time Butcher send M&M with Becca and Ryan in the forest and aimed at Stormfront with his Serbu.

Stormfront fell from the sky with the first shot at her.

,,Thats enough.I'm not here to play your stupid games.'' said she through her teeth.

Despite the continuing shot in the body, she stood up and was about to fly away.Thats when you ran to the nearest car to open it to try something that could stop her from going after the rest.You linked your hands to the car's battery and managed to create an own bolt that you shot at Stormfront to get her back on the ground.

,,Nice one Y/N.'' said Butcher now that you were in hearing range again.You managed to give him a smile.You had to admit that you had started to feel the rush of adrenaline in your body after your first own attack.

,,Don't you think its your turn to run away now?'' you asked Butcher a bit out of breath when you created another bolt and shot it at Stormfront to keep her away from the barn, in which he and Frenchie still stood.

,,Do as many magic tricks as you like love.I'm not leaving you alone with this cunt.'' said Butcher before he send Frenchie to Kimiko to somehow get her awake again, now that the way was free and Stormfront was focused on you two.

,,Nope.Stupid idea.Very stupid idea.'' you said a bit stressed out after you had crossed the small distance between you and Frenchie an shoved him behind you, just in time to prevent him from being shot by lithning.

,,Can we please come up with the agreement to not spread up.'' you said while you fought against the strong push from Stormfronts attack.Just when your derived lightning was about to hit her, she flew up in the sky just to lend some after meters to stand right between you and Butcher to throw his gun away.

,,You stupid bitch.Do you really think you can protect everyone with those gloves?What's even with those?Wasn't your family smart enough to make a deal with Vought?'' asked she now a bit more relaxed with the knowledge that she would have her peace within the next seconds.Her hands gestured through the athmospere and started to form a new lightning.

You knew that you couldn't create a new bolt again, since you had no source near you and even though you still could feel that your body couldn't keep the energy in your body over a longer time than some seconds.Those gloves were there to just derive them away from you.But what you also knew was that if this upcoming lightning would get Butcher, there was almost no chance that he would survive this.

You decided to stay daring.

,,I don't need some stupid doping to survive your lightnings.I don't feel a damn thing from them.Doesn't this make me even stronger than you?'' you asked.You gave Butcher no attentin at all, even though you could feel his burning gaze on you.

,,Really?Nothing at all?Let me show you than what a damn thing feels like.'' said Stormfront, now using both hands to blast a lightning to you.

Your body flew across the field while it fought against the pain that wouldn't get out of it due to your gloves grip around yourself.

The cold ground and some noises from Butcher and the rest was the only thing you noticed during your fight inside you that prevented you from making any sign that would show your conciousness.Only when your heart seemed to be seconds from tearing apart you rised up from the floor and shot your saved up energy to Stormfront, right before she could harm the rest of your group.

Almost at the same time Kimiko ran past you and jumped onto Stormfront, who laid on the grounp still in pain from your attack, and gave her the last bit to knock her out.With a releaved smile you let yourself fall onto the ground again.The energy was gone but the pain still shined through your body.

The next thing you felt was a hand underneath your neck that carefully held your head up.

,,Y/N?Hey!Talk to me.You alright?'' you heared Butcher said between some cursing.

,,What was that?'' asked Frenchie.You and Kimiko had exchanged a profing look before she gave a an reassuring nod.

,,We have a fucking lightning conductor now.'' said Butcher not knowing whether to like this or not, he just laughed shortly in disbelieve.

You had no clue if you wanted to laugh out of relieve or cry because you have been scared to death until now.To be precise you had another reason to cry and when you remembered it, a tear ran down your cheek during your weak giggles.

,,Am I blue?'' you asked behind the arm that covered your face, when you knew how to talk again.

,,What?No.Are you drunk?'' asked Butcher cleary not prepared for such a question.

,,People who get stuck by lightning usually get blue marks.'' you said and wanted to stay up but your body striked against any move.So did Butcher.His other hand bend your upper body down to the ground again, careful not to hurt you.

,,Easy there.You have at least a bolt scar just like the Harry Potter fucker.'' said Butcher.He uncovered your face and stroked the tear away while he gave you his familiar smile.The look that had you fall in love with him since the last months.You cursed him for doing this right now.

,,Its not a bolt.Its suppossed to be the motion of the deadly spell.'' you said making Butcher grin in disbelieve.

,,She is fine.'' said Butcher to the rest.

Frenchie and Kimiko left to bring the car to you.Just some seconds later you're heart started to hurt and you moaned out of pain.

,,Y/N?Fuck what's wrong?'' Butcher asked but you couldn't answer.You just cried and gestured to your heart.

You heard how Butcher yelled to Frenchie to hurry up with the car and to M&M to bring Becca and Ryan to the hideout.

,,We'll drive you to the hospital.Alright?Just hang on.'' said Butcher.He had stoped in his motion to stand up and jumped down and took you in his arms instead ,pressing your body reassuringly against himself.

,,I thought we made a deal a long time ago about changing plans.Why did you even have to do this?You should know by now that I like to make sure I can take you back home alive afterwards.'' he said leaning away from you to look you in the eyes.

The ache in your heart started to fade away giving you enough strenght to shove yourself off from his arms, saying you just wanted to stay here.

,,Don't be stupid.You need help.Come on when were back home you can sleep as much as you want.'' said he trying once more to lift you up to bring you into the upcoming car.

,,Don't say that.There is no home.At least not for long anymore.'' you said.Your eyes with his when he stoped in his motion due to your resistance.

,,I just thought I should do this on my own.All of you guys have someone special you have to take care of, even without this stupid Vought stuff.Everyone except me.I wanted to make sure you can keep your loved ones at least.'' you said between heavy breathing to stop him from his complaining.

,,Wait was this a fucking kamikaze mission from you?'' Butcher had interrupted you and looked angrily at you now.When you couldn't think of another definition you noded slowly, truly scared by his look on you.

,,Fuck Y/N.Listen I'm bad at this but you mean at lot to me ,alright?You're the only thing someone could actually take away from me.I thought that you would know this by now.But you have to promise me now that you wont leave me.'' he said.

,,You sure?'' you asked with your weak voice due to your pain and uneasiness, when you saw how upset Butcher was right now.

,,You can count on that Love.Can I count on you?'' he asked.He had his arms spreaded out once more, now waiting for you to make your own decision.

The car with Frenchie and Kimiko stood right infront of you now.

,,Petite Y/N?'' said Frenchie looking out of the window, to ask if you guys needed help.

You looked again at Butcher who still waited for your answer, his eyes searched for any kind of way to show you how he felt right now.

Instead of accepting his help to lift you up, you fell around his neck to accept his words.Once Butcher had realized that he burried his face in your neck to have you even closer to him.Both of you held each, savouring the moment, instead of apologizing for your stupidness.

,,Come on Love.Let's get you home.'' said Butcher and stood up with you from the ground, gining this word a new meaning for you.

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swift--fox · 3 years

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Just here thinking that. Supernatural is its own TV show Era. I mean. This show started in 2005, when anything lgbtq on TV was few and far between. And anything on the community was often used as an excuse to kill, or degrade a character- therein degrading the community. Supernatural was not immune to that unfortunately, throughout most of the show.

When Supernatural first aired, even in Canada we were only just legalizing gay marriage, and it would still be another 10 years before the US followed. Supernatural was around for it all, and broke that barrier. Supernatural in 2020, has turned supernatural 2005 into something lgbtq friendly. Let me explain.

This show started out about two brothers, finding their dad, and hunting the monster of the week while doing so. They aimed this show at a very niche audience. You know, the tough guy that wants to see some heads cut off and some ghosts getting ganked. They also tried to make the show as masculine as possible, to try to keep this niche audience.

• mom killed by mystery creature

•gotta find dad

•sams girlfriend killed in first episode

•new monster every week not much story line other than "we still haven't found dad"

•Dean and Sam being pretty 2 detentional without back stories (Sam went to college, Dean hunted with his shitty dad)- of course that's kinda expected in first seasons, but they still didn't really delve into their past much during this season.

But then the story started progressing. Sam and Dean started becoming people. You can't have a show last very long without characters become people. It just doesn't happen.

Season two started becoming less horror TV show and more fantasy adventure with horror mixed in. This peeked the interests of people outside the niche focal point, especially since the show started getting more emotional as time went on. Less about the monster of the week, more definitive story lines. We started getting closer looks at how the brothers feel towards the world they live in and the burden they carry on their shoulders.

By the end of season 3, the lgbtq community had a pretty firm grip on the show. We tend to revolve around these kinds of series (LOTR, Harry Potter, Buffy, etc.). Especially shows that show challenges like this. Cause while our monsters aren't vampires or werewolves or demon deals, our monsters are very real none the less. It's comforting. (Of course this is my outlook on it, not everyone else feels the same, but I'm sure I'm not the only one who relates this way)

Insert Castiels amazing barn entrance. Cas was a huge hit for the show. Alas, Misha was only supposed to be in the show for 3 episodes (wonder why he decided to make his voice deep? Cause he wasn't expecting to have to keep it up for 12 years 😂😂). But we latched onto him and weren't letting go. We even managed to get the angel that was supposed to replace him killed off the show (rip Anna) and everything snowballed from there.

We started finding comfort in Cas and Deans dance around eachother. Dean started showing signs being bi (just because it's not said in the show, don't mean it's not canon, fight me). And Cas fell for Dean. Did everything for him. Though not every choice was a good one, they were all well intended, and specifically for Dean. Cas became a comfort character for a lot of us. So did Dean. These characters even took a step above people, they started becoming people we knew, we weren't just watching a TV show anymore, we were catching up with friends. Dean and Cas became a part of our lives, they became our family.

So, for the next 12 years, we were fed a whole lot of bullshit queerbaiting between dean and cas, we witnessed the CW try to kill our angel off time and time again. Of course it never stuck though, because we never gave up. We never allowed them to leave our angel in the dust. He was ours. They would not have made it to a season 8 without him. They realized then the amount of pull we had.

And then finally. FINALLY. Over a decade after his first appearance. our constant fighting, our constant need to be HEARD as a group of people, who fell in love with a horror turned love story, got our declaration of love. Our ship was acknowledged in more than just a quick quip. Our ship became canon. We were finally given SOMETHING (I'd go into everything else they should've given us, but thats not what this post is about)

And now? We have turned a show that was full of queer baiting, and low jabs to the lgbtq community all the way from as early as season one, into one of the longest love stories out there. EVERY SINGLE terrible joke they put in to make fun of us? Has turned into a bisexual man learning about himself. Has turned into an angel of the lord learning about love through the eyes of the man he saved. We turned a misogynistic, homophobic show, directed toward cis white males, into a 15 season love story about a nonbinary celestial being in a male vessel, falling in love with a bisexual man, and vice versa.

We did that. We all did that.

And I think that is beautiful

And I can say with almost 100% certainty, it will never happen again.

Supernatural is its own breed. Supernatural is its own genre. And WE created it.

#supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural is a literal dumpster fire of unrequited gay love because 2 of the largest idiots refuse to recognise the other wants them too #destiel is canon #the CW can rot #we won

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