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andillwriteyouatragedy · 1 year

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"why am i obsessing over this??" -- me, forgetting i have The Obsessing Disease

#can't make my brain work #and then i remember #it doesn't #ocd #obsessive compulsive behavior #obsessive compulsive disorder #that's ocd babes #mental illness #mental health #personal ramblings #mental comedy #classic

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ecstaticfailure · 4 months

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god i need my dick sucked sooo bad. I would cross endless rivers of doom and fight every single one of my demons with my bare fists, naked and blindfolded, swim through the impending sense of doom that has befallen me lately and wade through mists that whisper about long forgotten embarassing failures if at the end of my heroic journey there would be some real sloppy toppy. The kind that makes you grip their hair and bedsheets and hold on for dear life. The kinda head so good you forget your own name. When they know a good balance between tongue and sucking i swear to god I lose my shit.

#i quit anti depressants so my dick would get hard #but i have an std and have to WAIT!!!!! til i can fuck again!!#im gonna go insane #ocd babe #rambles #🦊#ftm bottom #ftm puppy #ftm sub #ftm t4t #petpl4y #t4t bd/sm #ftm breeding #t4t breeding #ftm dom #ftm top #lmao

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transandrophobiatruther · 2 years

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"if you think bad thoughts youre going to hell" should be considered child abuse

#op hates trans men and transmascs so my post now babes #abuse #abuse tw #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #<- truly believe this contributed to me having ocd now 😔#child abuse #child abuse cw #mental illness #intrusive thoughts

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crayonurchin · 27 days

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Wretched healthy treatment and realising self care occasionally means doing stuff you really dislike and letting go of comforts in the pursuit of better things

But really, spaghetti bolognese is always a healthy coping strategy

#urchin art #ocd #t-ocd #gender ocd #mildly shitposty but it's true #us OCD girlies need to take responsibility for our compulsions #and yeah- I noticed when the thoughts get really bad- I make OCD posts because it stops the rumination #I do truly want to help others dealing with OCD #but babes- I'M THE BITCH with OCD #and I'm in charge of dealing with that #may need to make a few less OCD posts for a bit #just until me making them is from a place of care and NOT a place of fear #OCD doesn't decide when I talk about it #I decide #now- spaghetti time :)

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homeskarunners · 2 years

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gtg

#ocd #ocd creature #tbh creature #autism creature #babe wake up new mental illness creature dropped

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gorillawithautism · 5 months

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having racism ocd is fun because you get to think about a situation that happened years ago in which you weren't even racist (someone else just made it look like you were racist by cutting you off before you could actually make your point) and then agonize over the "fact" that this event means you're irredeemably and abhorrently and inherently a racist person

#swingset #ocd #oh and bonus!! having this experience while white means that my ocd brain gets to say 'haha actually this isn't ocd! this isn't mental #illness! it's actually just white guilt and white tears and that bullshit! so actually you're inherently racist by ruminating on this!'#and like i'm white. obviously i'm not immune to white guilt or white tears or whatever ways white people weaponize that kind of thing #but babes. babes. this isn't it

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cognitosclowns · 2 years

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Hey! I'm a HUGE fan or your work, and I was wondering if I could have a request for how Andre, Brett, and Myc's s/o would comfort them? I am so soft for these men-

AWE ABSOLUTELY <333 AND THANK YOU FOR THE KIND WORDS OML

sfw!!!! brief mention of drugs, bad eating habits, lack of self care.

Myc

Overall super hard to tell when he's not doing well?

Not only because he keeps things very bottled up overall, but also he has,, no face. hm. MSNDMSNDSM

It definitely gets easier overtime!! His 'bulb' tends to be dimmer, you can hear a certain tension in his voice when he's worrying about smth.

His instant reaction is Ew What Are You Doing. Very twitch-dodge, flinching sorta reaction?

SIGH. he doesn't like getting. attached to people. Stop being endearing. Stop that put those puppydog eyes away you bastard

He isn't a fan of. usual kinds of doting? Sappy 'You Can Do It :)!!' platitudes feel super forced and plastic to him. Even if you mean it genuinely, it just doesn't really. hit.

in the same vein. ughhhhhh talking about his feelings SUCKS go AWAY he is not INTERESTED fuck OFF

Honestly?? Just sit with him?? Crack some jokes, provide distraction, give him contact. Not only is it super calming, but getting a stronger window into your head is. actually pretty nice.

He. likes your mind. He'd never admit it, but being able to see into your brain is super nice. He finds your thought patterns super soothing.

PLUS YOU CAN BE SUPER SAPPY AND BE A BRAT ABOUT IT. Pronounce this snarky bitch dead via psychic damage. Blast his ass with 1000 volts of Love Juice. Think any and all mushy, lovey thoughts. watch his bitch ass get too boggled to remember what he was angsting about.

yes he will make fun of you but. it's worth it he looks so much calmer after.

Brett

OH affirmation does so much and. tbh he needs a lot of it.

He's not the most. confident individual, he has a lot of stress built up in those bones msndsmd.

mmmMMMM. he feels bad for. expressing his emotions. He feels like expressing guilt or anxiety is manipulative, WHICH HE KNOWS IS SILLY, but him feeling silly about it doesn't help it go away?

He's getting better tho! Therapy is a gem, he starts to come to you directly to ask for comfort.

BEST OPTIONS?? The simplest things tbh.

Like reminding him to take some breaths while rubbing his shoulders. Little bits of affirmation, telling him that you love him and that you're proud of him.

AAA <333 also just like. Doing stuff with him. Getting him moving is super helpful!!

Go on a walk (or run) somewhere!! Go out to a park, just do smth to get him outta his own head!! Even just making dinner together, slow dancing in the kitchen while noodles boil!!

It's easy to get stagnant when he's feeling bad, and doing stuff with you is his favorite thing!!

<333 also yes kisses are an amazing option. Your lovely boyfriend lights up so much when he gets a kiss from you <33 brbrbrbr

Andre

yeah he's. not usually very subtle when he's anxious?

Again, he feels super bad asking for help with stuff. Uber-Christian and super repressed family woooooo.

and he doesn't wanna worry you or scare you away?? Like people already see him as The Drug Guy, he doesn't want you to start seeing him differently because he's started showing. yknow. Symptoms.

Honestly?? Best comfort is taking some stuff off his hands.

When he's stressed or in a bad place, it's super easy for him to completely forget to take care of himself.

It's not like he does it purposefully, it's just hard to remember to eat and sleep when he's high-strung.

Make him some food!! soups are <333 and cheap ramen is his favorite shit, he used to survive on that during uni and now it's super nostalgic. Also he's a bottomless pit so dw about making too much food MSNDMSND!!!

Hoist his scrawny ass over your shoulder and wrangle him into bed!! Give him chest and neck kisses, let him rest his head on your chest to hear your heartbeat!!

Remind this silly bitch that you don't care if he stims, or if his tics start up??

He'll 100% try to hide his hands/lay weirdly so you can't see em, just out of General Insecurity. So just. remind him that he's being silly, because you give not a single fuck about em smndsmd!!!

Also one that he never expects, but always seems to help?? Just. remind him it's temporary. Like he knows this song-and-dance, he's done it a thousand times before, he'll do it a thousand times again, and even if it sucks rn it's not unsurvivable.

ITS JUST VERY EASY FOR HIM TO. Lose focus on the past and future? So that reminder is super good <33 helps keep him grounded babey!!

MWA love these boys. Lmk if you had something else in mind!! And as always y'all can add on as you see fit, I love hearing ppl go feral with me MSNDMSD

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felixvanhuss · 7 months

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Hello, my fellow OCD babes with violent intrusive thoughts!

So, I have bg3 and I'm having tons of fun with it, but I'm already thinking about what I might do on my next playthrough and the durge seems interesting with like lore and shit and because I'm me I would want to play a durge who's resisting the urge. But. I have Concerns about how it might impact my mental health.

All this to say, anyone else with OCD play durge and if so, what should I brace myself for/is it close enough to the violent intrusive thoughts experience to be triggering in your experience?

#bg3 #bg3 durge #bg3 dark urge #badlurs gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #baldur's gate 3 dark urge #felix speaks #actually ocd #if durge ever attacks people without choosing to do that it might be....not something I want to play haha....#it seems so interesting! but also I don't wanna dive blindly into something that would distress me #I wanna know what I would be getting myself into and then making sure I'm in the right headspace for that #also if you confess your durge thoughts to someone and they become afraid of you/think you're a danger to them....#that's something I can handle but it's also a Thing That's Happened To Me so I would wanna know if that's a thing that could happen too?#idk hopefully my fellow OCD babes can help me out here ^.^

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comfortwounds · 9 hours

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my old dead car is used for hotboxing now but it’s parked on a slight slant and every time i sit in here to smoke i think it’s going to magically just tip over somehow on its own and i’ll roll and break my neck or whatever, does not stop me from smoking in here but i do obsessively think about it the entire time i’m in here

#s #almost put on a seatbelt every time but babe relax #me fighting my ocd with my bare fists

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nezzling · 4 days

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This is not meant to sound rude. But I promise you that To get better you have to admit your faults and wrong doings. That’s the key.

Ahahahaha oh no, my old stalker found my new tumblr finally didn't they? You always send this same shit on anon no matter what account I'm on and it's so funny and pathetic that you still try to bother me.

Fan behaviourrrrrrrr

#embarrassing for you babes #wrongs doings lmaoooo you mean severe postpartum depression ptsd ocd adhd asd bpd eds pots that all make me suicidal ok buddy ok #sounds like you are just still fiending for my attention but are too pathetic to be yourself to get it

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bhaalsdeepbat · 13 days

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i literally walked into this space knowing NO ONE, sat off to the side and told them, "I'm sorry, I'm like a cat. I have to just watch for a second, then I'll socialize more." and like. the entire group was just like YEAH MAKES SENSE. no one took it wrong. they just let me observe until i was ready to mesh in more. and now almost two years later I am now burrowed so deeply into this troupe that i wouldn't have the friends or opportunities i have without it.

#bat rambles #sometimes you just have to dive head first into shit and hope for the best #and like not to sound Vain or Full of Myself #but i know it helps that people think i'm really fucking cute so any weird or like #unhinged / fucking FERAL behavior they're just like #omg bat you're SO cute n quirky #like it's the curse of the manic pixie dream girl but like #in a space where they know i'm ND and they all like #have vast network of friends who AREN'T neurotypical #and also where most of them are queer #i don't feel like it's in a MPDG type way #it very much feels “yeah bat just does that sometimes” kind of way but they like #find all of it endearing #and i know that bc they know my OCD is really bad #we went thrifting two days ago and my two friends i went with dug through the bins for me #so i didn't have to touch anything #and if i pointed at something they'd dig it out and hold it up #no complaints they just were like yeah bat has OCD #in fact one of them was like YEAH I FEEL LIKE SUCH A BUTCH RN #i was in the most cottagecore lesbian outfit in the world and was like #yeah babe and i'm your lil lipstick lesbian who would rather kill themself than #touch that thing ur holding #but yeah throw it in the cart i think it'll fit my other girlfriend or their girlfriend

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andillwriteyouatragedy · 2 years

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didn't update an everlasting summer for several months. updated with a new chapter yesterday and already working on the next one. is there a name for whatever this disorder is, or

#i know what it's called #that's ocd babes #ocd #an everlasting summer #romanticize a quiet life #romanticize a quiet life series #personal ramblings

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ptolemaeaea · 1 month

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sometimes i catch myself doing things on or before match/race day that i should've realised sooner isn't normal fan behaviour

#i used to wear the same outfit every week before race weekend bc i thought not wearing it #would result in merc having a bad weekend #i don't watch liverpool matches bc i think me watching causes them to lose #like no babes that's the ocd talking #you have no control over this shit

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princessasmosprincess · 11 months

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Every time I read something new about OCD I realize it's affecting my life more than I thought.

#sometimes I think I'm normal #and then I realize a lot of things I do aren't things normal people deal with #like babe perfectionism is ruling your life don't you get it?#actually compulsive perfectionism not just wanting things to look nice if that makes sense #ocd #actually ocd

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ivefallenforyouandicantgetup · 11 months

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My experience with disability has been long, painful, and frustrating.

I have too many stories to tell in one post without making a new ‘Color of the Sky’ so instead I’ll be putting one and rb-ing a new one every now and then. Maybe one story per day for this month? I certainly have enough for that lol

SO!

Let’s meet the ~lovely~ little pains in my butt!

💖ADHD

You know what ADHD is. You use TUMBLR. There’s no way that you don’t

🥳Severe Depression

While you likely know depression, here’s what mine encapsulates: suicidal ideation, suicidal impulses, self harming ideation, Intense self hatred, Disregard for my life and well being, difficulty with hygiene, and of course, a general intense feeling of unhappiness and dissatisfaction at nearly all times unless coping through escapism.

💕Raynaud’s Syndrome

Circulatory disorder characterized by a discoloration of the extremities such as fingertips, toes, nose, ears, (and knees in my case, dunno if that’s normal tho). Extremities are often red. purple, or white and freezing to the touch. My fingers are a direct binary of burning or freezing. They are never the same temperature as the rest of my body. They are either too hot or too cold. When cold: fingers have decreased mobility and are often extremely painful.

🎀Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS)

Autonomic disorder that can basically be summed up as When Stand Blood Go To Feet & Don’t Come Up So Brain No Worky Right™️

Blood pools in the feet, causing there to a be a decreased amount of blood circulating in my body which causes a variety of ~fun~ effects, including but not limited to: Dizziness, fainting, temporary loss of vision, burning like pain in legs, decreased ability to move, brain fog, decreased ability to think, decreased ability to breath, rapid heartbeat, temporary loss of hearing, body tremors, many assorted stomach issues, fatigue, decreased endurance for physical activity of any kind (including laughing and chewing), near constant nausea, and more~

🥰Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

THIS IS NOT PERFECTIONISM. OCD is a variety of anxiety disorder that causes a sort of delusional response unit to randomly appear in your head. Your brain convinces itself that something specific has to be done in a specific way or else something terrible will happen (often to myself, for me). It is NOT PERFECTIONISM, it is a fear of DEATH over something like someone not excusing themself after they burp (that’s actually a real one that I have). It is a state of panic that causes the person afflicted to do rash, unreasonable things fueled by adrenaline and fear. Even when explained to that the thing could not possibly happen, (i.e. my arm will not fall off if I hold it up for more than 5 seconds in class) the person cannot be convinced and will continue to panic. These compulsions happen more than once, often daily occurrences that can be so SO frustrating to deal with.

Thank you~ See you with a lovely story sometime tomorrow 💕

#disability pride month #disability pride #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #pots #potsawareness #potsie #pots syndrome #depression #actually ocd #ocd #raynauds #raynauds syndrome #adhd #physical disability #mental disability #chronic illness #All my physically disabled babes in the club go AYYY #All my peeps that lose their ability to stand see and hear sometimes go OHHH #I might have forgotten some of my ~precious babies~ 🤪 but I will blame that on the brain fog

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bivampirism · 1 year

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thinking about becoming full of myself a little bit. i’ll keep u posted

#Sorry 2 anyone who saw me talking about wanting to go to the psych ward do u still think im hot #this was from a few weeks ago but i was looking thru my pics...#i think everyone should see me being pretty <3 #honestly babes & girlies it's been really really rough lately.... lately as in the past 8 months #lost my job got diagnosed with ocd and realized its the reason i got fired #would make me late everyday bc I couldn't leave the house without compulsively doing my many routines to feel in control #sister knowingly gave me a covid scare on my bday. so i spent my bday not sleeping & having panic attacks #forgave her despite her being mad at ME for my reaction. turns out she's still mad & starting fights w/ family who talks to me #keep in mind she has health insurance gets pto for it while my partner doesn't & I thought they were going to die #& that we might lose the apartment #aaand losing my job + many covid scares has made me agoraphobic #working on that.#plus being without my adhd meds due to the shortage :-(#anyway just updating/venting ig… ily guys! <3 #mine

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