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there's that fucked up three-eyed thing that lives in the woods. whose turn is it to chase it off again??
#submas#submas art#so long story short i cant fucking draw people. i can draw all sorts of beasties but alas the human Face has always eluded me unless im#drawing direct from reference#which simply means. i guess come up with ideas where i get to draw a lot of pokemon and maybe some dude From A Distance#anyway i really like all the like. one of them has to go a little fucking nuts in the woods. aus#submas microwave au#you see a subway boss from far away and his eyes shine like medallions just like his hat pin#in the naked twilight of a snowy night where everything glows and nothing is truly dark#and maybe he's got a mega concussion and amnesia#get adopted by creatures. idiot#submas ingo#i just feel like in an age and era where 'unusual/strange human' = dog thats going to maul my face#that this would. not go well yk#ft his little clown shoes. theyre so funny to me. little as in honkin big#loud booming calls in a language known only to it. even the zoroark seem to shun it#taking a mockery of its shape and trying to chase it down#though some in turn embrace it#seen especially commonly with ghost pokemon#perhaps its a ghost itself?#whatever it is. its not allowed in camp
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why did I just realize that whoever is casted for Aphrodite will be probably be black because to percy she looks like annabeth?? we're gonna see the goddess of beauty played by a black woman on the big screen and im all here for it
#if ofc they don't cast multiple actresses to play her#which would be pretty cool#but having a black woman portray the LITERAL GODDES OF BEAUTY???#immaculate ground breaking even#but yk that's if we get a titans curse season#anyways BOYCOTT DISNEY!!#do NOT watch the series on Disney+ go pirate it for the love of God#unless they clean up their act REALLY WELL#but until then do NOT give disney or Rick Riordan your money!!!!#pjo#pjotv#boycott disney#annabeth chase#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#titans curse
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Promises
He should know better.
Wolfwood has seen Vash make promises, or hear about the ones he has made in the past. He has also seen the end of each one and how every single time the outcome is less than what was promised.
Vash likes to say embellished words, with a soft and determined voice that lures you into his hopes and dreams, it almost feels like a spell, as if he was calling for you to come closer and believe him. But Wolfwood knows better.
He believes in him, but Vash is much closer to being an idealistic dreamer than a realistic person like he is. He might not be aware of it, but his beautiful promises of a better future give people hope, a hope that is usually embraced with things like disappointment and abandonment.
He doesn’t think that Vash does it with the intent of looking for any of those things. Far from it, he might even do the impossible in order to accomplish said promises, but life is too short and humans are too mortal for his wishes, so in the end, most of Vash’s promises end up being empty or they come to haunt him as a reminder of his failed vows. He admires the man, for his perseverance and idealism, but he also hates the man, for his stubbornness and lies.
Wolfwood knows all of this perfectly to a tee. And yet, he has also found himself being drawn to his world. Because he also dreams of it.
A world in where his always present calls for love and peace exist, a world that is far more kind than what he might deserve, a world in where the kids can be happy and roam around without any worry in their heads, a world in where he can peacefully turn grey with age and his hands can shed the harsh callouses of his life. Who knows, maybe a world in where he and Vash can finally know the peace that was taken away from them, in where they can share the calmness that comes with the passage of time, indulging in every tick of the clock welcoming with open arms whatever comes their way without any fear.
It is a beautiful promise. But Wolfwood is a person that has to keep his feet on the ground, indulging in “what ifs” would only make things harder than what they had to be. He can’t have any ifs if he can’t make it through the now. And by the way he is carrying his present, he is doubtful he will even get to see a shed of that promised world that Vash tries to drag him into. So why mourn something he doesn’t even have, or will ever have for that matter.
He hates the way Vash seems to promise things so easily. His tongue silky and pliant, slipping divine words one after the other, promises way too big for what that barren world can actually fit.
But when Vash talks to him in that holy voice of his, when he hears him say “It’s okay, everything will be alright, I promise” so gently right on his ear, while he holds his face so tenderly making him focus on him and nothing else, he wants to believe him.
He has seen the end of his promises. He knows how impossible they are. But for once, he wants to believe it too. Believe in that loving world that will cradle them both until they fall asleep, listening to the soft sound of the wind laughing while the moons smile upon them.
So he allows himself to indulge in the warmth of his palms, leaning into the comfort of his existence, feeling the soft air of Vash’s breaths against his skin while their foreheads meet in a touch that feels like a hot brand that will melt him.
For an instant, he allows himself to be selfish and believe that maybe, that is how living in that world Vash so desperately fights for would be. Soft and warm, making him feel safe in the hollow of Vash’s hands where the world seems to fit so well. A world where the blue sky is a blanket that covers the love and care that is nestled in it like the one in Vash’s eyes. He wants to see that world.
For now, he will selfishly think that the world that fits in Vash’s hands is right there in where he is holding him, where his blue eyes are drowning in the light of the sunset dripping with love and care while looking at him, that the gentle touch of Vash’s thumb wiping his tears is the same as the kiss of that laughing wind in that distant future, where the smile of his eyes overcomes the smile of the moons.
He should know better. But he loves the thought of that world. And he hopes that Vash will get to see that world, because that gentle sight is more fitting for someone like him than the one of his violent world.
He promises to himself that he will do what it takes for that day to be possible. Even if the end of that promise will be empty for Nicholas, he knows it will be a full one for Vash. So it really isn’t that empty for him after all.
He hates his lies, and he hates how true they sound, but Vash’s embellished words are far sweeter than his bitter thoughts so they feel better on his insides, almost like a balm that cares for the wounds of his throbbing, painful reality.
He should know better.
But aren’t humans weak at the promise of love?
#yeah….mm…mhm yeah#my thoughts were going crazy with this one. because WW crying is something that has me week on the knees#WEAK FFS#also the thought of him becoming bare and emotional at the hands of Vash makes me want to jump around until I pass out#think of it. he is afraid of him in a way. but he trusts him so deeply too it’s such a contrasting and little contradictory thing#more like. denial after denial but yk what I mean. because that’s the whole post#also as a fun fact. while on the making of this thing the line of “it’s okay. everything will be alright. I promise#it’s meant to be said by Vash to WW#but also I did it considering that a)Vash is saying it to himself as well and b)it’s something WW wants to say to Vash as well#they are both incredibly pained men and they know it but don’t adress it. so verbally saying such words to each other issssUUUEHWHAGAH#ah yes. the intimacy of being emotionally vulnerable with the person who you would trust your life to but never openly say shit to eachother#isn’t that such an amazing flavor? I won’t lie to you it’s one of my favorites#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#trigun fanart#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#nicholas the punisher#lenssi writes#lenssi draws#trigun 2023#trigun 98#because I did a mishmash on WW design bc this is meant to be TriStamp time skip in my mind#his eyes were originally their canon steel blue/grayish tone. but while doing the lighting the brown looked gorgeous#i couldn’t help myself so I left it that way. because there is something so beautiful abt his eyes shining like that in#the afternoon light while he becomes undone under the sunset ya feel me?#OHFUCKIALMOSTFORGOT another little detail. Vash’s right hand doesn’t have a glove and it’s on purpose btw you’re welcome
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bsd fic authors i understand yalls pain SO well right now why is it so fucking HARD to write dazai. like i have a whole fucking spreadsheet dedicated to tireless analysis i have done on my part so i can accurately characterize him but he is such an unpredictable and morally gray character that it's hard knowing his limits and boundaries and where he draws the line for himself.
#i hate when ppl make him out to be a sadistic villain with no remorse. like did we read the same manga 💀#but at the same time he is NOT crying abt all the ppl he sent to the grave. he sleeps just fine at night knowing he committed atrocities#yes he feels remorse? but he isn't like kunikida to weep at someone's grave for failing to save them#and then we have his emotions themselves#dazai isn't emotionless. far from it. he has difficulty expressing affection but yk he finds someone endearing when he trusts them#trust is very important to dazai and is one of the aspects of human emotion that he can fully grasp#but like everything else is in a hazy gray area that he does not feel like exploring. he feels alienated from his humanity bc of this#AUUUGHH can someone help me with character analysis PLEASE#I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THIS MF UNTIL RECENTLY SO I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF IMPORTANT DETAILS#see i would go and reread a few light novels but like i don't have time for that#and this is for dazai specifically. i am very well versed on his relationships w other charcaters#but just like asigiri himself said: it's very difficult to write dazai and write him WELL#so yeaaa i have a lot of smart ppl following me pls help#bsd#ALSO MY FRIEND STILL HAS NO LONGER HUMAN UUUUGHHHHHH I NEED THAT BACK BC I TABBED IT A SHIT TON#FOR LIKE CONNECTIONS TO YOZO AND BSD DAZAI AND WHERE ASIGIRI DREW INSPIRATION FROM YOZOS CHARACTER FOR DAZAI#THAT WOULD BE SUCH A VALUABLE FUCKING RESOURCE BC I DID SOME ANNOTATIONS IN THEM TOO BUT MY BOOK IS ANOTHER FUCKING STATE#I HATE IT HERE FML
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And I forget sometimes I'm just flesh and bone.
As he stands in the ruined bathroom, all Rook can think is, At least now I can breathe.
#ts4#ts4 edit#the sims 4#sims 4 edit#my edits#ts4 render#my renders#blender render#oc: Rook#dnd sims#ts4 dnd#please I beg of you open this in a new tab and look it it. it's 2080px across and I spent way too long on tiny details.#(like the blood on the shards of glass on the sink. and the mirror alone took well over an hour...)#augh I love my boy so much#he's really going through it right now tho#poor bby#but when he's going through it I'm having fun playing him so...#yeah#blood tw#tw blood#so this is scheduled to go up right as we're starting our session picking up from exactly this point.#I thought that would be thematically fitting#please listen to this song it's so good and it's very Rook.#I almost put the lyrics right after this line (''I saw my reflection on the street that night / he said I got something to change your life#/ he said you don't look wrong but you don't look right'')#bc yk mirror shit. But I ended up going with this line instead because it's VERY VERY fitting for the conversations going on w/ Rook.#specifically about his reckless endangerment of himself to the point where some of his party members consider it to be self-harm.#(and obviously punching a mirror intentionally is self-harm.)#but like Rook doesn't see it that way and he's so confused as to why the party is so upset with him. (esp. his mentor and the gunslinger.)#god I could talk about this ridiculous man for hours so I'll stop here.
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submerged in water 🌊🩵💙
#persona 3#persona#p3#persona 3 reload#p3 reload#minato arisato#makoto yuki#persona 3 protagonist#persona 3 fanart#persona 3 art#persona fanart#THISWAS AN ACTUAL ASS TO POSE WTF#i still had trouble with the water as well#yk i couldve just redrew the menu in ky style and that would save me so much time and pain#but nooooo i gotta go for the idea that sends me into burnout😭#BUT ITS DONE NOW#SO HARHAH
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a lil while back i had a dream where there was a giant hippo in the road with moose antlers. i've never climbed a tree faster
#leapt out of the dream car and sprinted for the nearest tree#i did Not come down by the time i woke up. not a chance in hell#this sounds silly#but imagine driving down a dark forest road at night#and then theres this huge hulking thing with reflective eyes and huge bowl like antlers#Right in your path#and you understand fully well how fucking Dangerous hippos are#YOU'D CLIMB A TREE TOO#i was not gonna wait for that car to turn around#it would not be fast enough#absolutely unprompted#like the Legitimate dread/survival response i had in the dream....#usually when it comes to flight/fight i choose fight#but holy fuck i am Not gonna fight a hippo. thats not how i wanna go out#its even funnier because there was a real moose. an unnaturally big one but yk#but the car scared it off#and it ran only to reveal The Hippo waiting down the road#new cyrptid: hippo with moose antlers in mountain forests. lurking at night
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Somethings going on with these dudes with the shirts in Harry's music videos.. first we had the blue polo with the 4 7s (which makes you guessed it 28) in the intimate dining setting in between public appearances in Late Night Talking
And now there's a dude in Music For A Sushi Restaurant in a Jersey that says LT SENIORS 74. Like. 7x4 again. And LT this time. Have a potato ill put in more pics
To make it worse this is Lyons Township High School apparel, or LTHS.
Gotta laugh its as youre looking for a harry&louis update acount and take wrong turn like
Next level egh-idk-about-that addition: the LT or LS are hidden in most of the shots as is the number.
#would love to hear your interpretations of this#like i just noticed so i shared but i habent thought about what it could mean in this case#like you can for sure interpret this in multiple ways like if the dude is supposedto be louis lol#and its definitely not the vibe i got just watching the mv#but yk we come with assumptions#lets look again tomorrow#its not straight forward thats for sure#its not straight either#now im imaginig louis go YOU HAD ME KILL YOU?? and harrys like well implied And louis is like well that doesnt make much difference now
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thinking thoughts about things and such but I do wonder if cas had, say, an amnesia moment or whatever and dean did dean things which would include kidnapping him and keeping him in an underground bunker etc etc you understand. like if and when cas does come back to himself. i do wonder. if his freaky ass would be so into it that he'd jump dean's bones about this violation of human rights. i do wonder.
#like. I'm just saying. the OH HE WANTS ME of it all. like. OMG YOU. YOU KEPT ME NEAR YOU????#like brother he was. he had you like straight up in the dungeon brother get out#but he won't listen you know#doe is talking again#spn posting#destiel is toxic? to the world probably. but they are making it work and they're happy about it so you know. it's. whatever#btw. btw. I'm sleeping deprived again. well not exactly. I'm just sleepy. it's bc I'm sleeping all weird these days :(#I will go have lunch now. ans then I will sleep.#i am also reading this book about cardiology and it's very interesting but it's also non-fiction so it's slow going yk#anyway ask me about things I can talk sometimes!#about destiel#Castiel you little freak you you!!!#ps: dean would also be into it if it were to happen the other way around. altho i do think non-godstiel cas would not do that to him.#okay byeeeee
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This is Barry my Madoka Magica OC
#was watching madoka magica with my roommate and our friend#haven’t watched mm since I was like#11??? maybe#my roommate and our friend have never WATCHED it#so I know the spoilers but I forgot enough for this to be a new and enjoyable experience again almost#and they didn’t know squat#and I said ‘’yk what would help these magical girls a lot would be to go at it with the view some ppl who defuse bombs have’’#which is if they fuck up it’s not their problem anymore (cuz they’re dead)#ofc this isn’t to fault the characters of the show. they’re 14 they’re not gonna handle this sort of shit well OBVIOUSLY#but we started joking abt a magical girl who’s just a grown man who can diffuse bombs#and here he is#everyone say hi to Barry cuz you’ll never see him again#art#doodles#madoka magica#magical girl OC#madoka magica oc#fanart#puella magi madoka magica#digital art#illustration#oc#digital doodle#digital drawing#digital aritst
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do you know what's evil? They never gave us a scene where Xiao Lanhua and Dongfang Qingcang have to spend the night somewhere, maybe an inn in the human world or along the oblivion river and it was just oh so cold and poor little orchid flower really needed *something*, anything to keep her warm through the night... oh if only a guy who can control hell fire was around, maybe he could..... well no, he cant use that under these circumstances.... but maybe.... I don't know.... he could... cuddle her....
#Like it would go#I WILL USE MY HELL FIRE TO WARM YOU!!#and she'd go you can't!! There's humans or other entities or whatever itd be dangerous! So he's rolling his eyes and then he'd be like well#..... yk I could 👀 and shed be all no we can't it's untoward but eventually it's just so cold and he's so annoying about it#Shes like omg okay come lay down here then 😤#Probably this fic exists and I hope it does#Canglan#xiao lan hua#xiao lanhua#dongfang qingcang#lbfad#love between fairy and devil
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thank you for being #1 lancer fan the world needs more lancer fans
Ho ho ho, of course!! Lancer is CRIMINALLY underrated I tell you, kid deserves WAY more attention than he currently gets
Glad to see another Lancer fan pop in <3!
#yk bit of a random thought but i think people see Lancer as relatively surface-level character-wise#they see all these other characters like Noelle & Spamton & Ralsei etc#characters who CLEARLY have more to them you would need to be blind to miss it#Noelle is one of the main characters as of Chapter 2 & has obvious struggles#<- notably her father likely passing away later on & her interest in Susie (not a struggle but yk)#Spamton is a secret boss & has a lot of intrigue & mystique to him#<- plus he already has connections to characters like Swatch & the Addisons#Ralsei well yk how it is with him he's literally one of THE main characters#<- & we still don't know much about him & some people likely still think he could be evil as i'm typing this#<- that's how mysterious he is#but Lancer? he rly just seems like the comedic relief yk#<- the goofy sidekick#but no! Lancer is SO MUCH MORE than that! & it sucks that most people don't see it!#Lancer hs SO MUCH potential man i rly RLY hope he has a major role to play later on#<- not just in Chapter 1#he's canonically part of the Fun Gang too ain't no way Toby Fox has this be canon#<- & completely tosses Lancer aside in later chapters#i have faith in Toby i think he can & will give Lancer justice in later chapters#just my endless tag ramble#maybe i should make this its own post and go more in-depth#yk what fuck it this is getting a deltarune tag on edit#ask#deltarune
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someone remind me, is it canon that the terrorist sadists turned whores for good gossip about their little gremlins' war crimes while taking the munchkins for their nature walk???
#ft my ass handwriting and my husband#only semi ship in this drawing is jouzai btw. I'm ill for them and I can't tell you why#I imagine they'd get along so well if they had more interaction than the handcuffing scene (😳/j)#they're just taking their government sanctioned weapons on a walk one day and run into each other#confession: I love teruko and need her to have interactions with every bsd character#yk who she would love? Q#don't tell me Q elise and teruko wouldn't be the care bears of hell#brb gonna go find another meme template to draw them in#speaking of which guess who's too scared to actually start drawing!!!#I might (might) post my bsd racer AU doodle if I finally manage to get it to look good#oh and yeah the hd uniforms are green i'm a manga only reader except for like one ep#i refuse renounce and revoke red uniforms#bsd#bungou stray dogs#jouno bsd#bsd memes#dazai bsd#bsd dazai#chuuya bsd#bsd chuuya#bsd teruko#teruko bsd#bsd hunting dogs#bsd jouno#art(?)
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I mean, supposedly satoru still can cure himself using reverse technique since his head wasn't cut off but— I couldn't help to think about him wanting to spend five minutes more with suguru in his dream, and another five minutes
just five minutes more
#and then dying#yk guys things aren't going well but my head would always make them worse 🥰#@meyers#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satosugu#sugusato#stsg#satosugu angst#jujutsu kaisen manga spoilers
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I have way too many pencil doodles so have a sprinkle of them
First one is more of @flowercitti ‘s Nick from “Love and it’s decisive pain (Sunlight)” on Ao3 because he has me on a chokehold ever since I read about his moles and pretty hair
#the third one is basically just a quick doodle I did after reading in a fic that his skin thrums with energy#isnt that the headcanon ever??#like yes. that is. yeah.#Vash crying TM because of course#well more like teary eyed but yk#bringing more of my Spanish speaking WW#because i think him cursing in Spanish would be the funniest thing ever#where did he learn that?? we don’t question that what the fuck just go with it#go with the wave the vibes#imagine him just going ‘pinche güero LPTM YA WEYYY YAAAAA’#IQNENWKE IMAGINE HIM CALLING VASH WEY QIENJW#heavily inclined to the Mexican Spanish hc because I am and it’s funny#trigun#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#nicholas trigun#trigun stampede#wolfwood#vash#trigun maximum#trigun wolfwood#vash trigun#Vashwood#lenssi draws#i don’t really like the second one’s hair but his face is. ok.
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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