#just my endless tag ramble
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thank you for being #1 lancer fan the world needs more lancer fans
Ho ho ho, of course!! Lancer is CRIMINALLY underrated I tell you, kid deserves WAY more attention than he currently gets
Glad to see another Lancer fan pop in <3!
#yk bit of a random thought but i think people see Lancer as relatively surface-level character-wise#they see all these other characters like Noelle & Spamton & Ralsei etc#characters who CLEARLY have more to them you would need to be blind to miss it#Noelle is one of the main characters as of Chapter 2 & has obvious struggles#<- notably her father likely passing away later on & her interest in Susie (not a struggle but yk)#Spamton is a secret boss & has a lot of intrigue & mystique to him#<- plus he already has connections to characters like Swatch & the Addisons#Ralsei well yk how it is with him he's literally one of THE main characters#<- & we still don't know much about him & some people likely still think he could be evil as i'm typing this#<- that's how mysterious he is#but Lancer? he rly just seems like the comedic relief yk#<- the goofy sidekick#but no! Lancer is SO MUCH MORE than that! & it sucks that most people don't see it!#Lancer hs SO MUCH potential man i rly RLY hope he has a major role to play later on#<- not just in Chapter 1#he's canonically part of the Fun Gang too ain't no way Toby Fox has this be canon#<- & completely tosses Lancer aside in later chapters#i have faith in Toby i think he can & will give Lancer justice in later chapters#just my endless tag ramble#maybe i should make this its own post and go more in-depth#yk what fuck it this is getting a deltarune tag on edit#ask#deltarune
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~ inseparable opposing images ~
#i will never shut up about how poignantly fascinating alex’s relationship with the way he presents himself to the world is#and i feel like it’s so well highlighted with these two photos#his ability to put his sunglasses on and look cool and unreachable and like he’s just stepped off the pages of a magazine#and then the softer and quieter vulnerability that’s behind that facade#i feel like getting that glimpse is a potent reminder of how much he needs that facade to protect himself#how it helps keep safe the more sensitive sides of him that are the reason he’s wound up in the public eye in the first place#aghhhh#i could honestly write a whole essay about this stuff because i just find him so fascinating#but i won’t because no one needs to watch me descending into yet another endless ramble in my own tags#it’s becoming a habit lately#i guess that’s what being stuck in bed ill for weeks on end will do for you#far too much time for my brain to think#alex turner#alex photos#arctic monkeys#lulu posts
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it's so embarrassing to notice reoccurring themes in your own writing, just like damn I didn't even know this was such a thing for me
#same with dnd characters like you look at them and it’s like …wait…what is this commonality#me making all my dnd characters deal with perceived unrequited love because they can’t see why anyone would want them like that- why anyone#would like them beyond the surface and …mmmh ok ok yeah sure fun to notice that several characters in and my friends just being like#’yeah Del wanna talk about it or?’#or giving them emotionally absent parents that care more about reputation then anything else 👍#hello yes I haven’t slept in 3 days so I’m having a time which means minor breakdown in the tags so sorry about that#dels endless rambles
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I have so many cool and amazing followers! :')
#endless serotonin!!!#seriously you are all so nice!! :D#a couple of years ago i would've never had the guts to post anything here#and now so many awesome people see my silly little drawings#i just wanted to say thank you :)#woops i started rambling in the tags
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Memories aren’t for keeping.
They’re for sharing, for connecting with the people around you.
The good memories, the bad, the painful, all of them.
Good memories can help you share that joy with someone else, help you let them experience what you experienced, show them the joy that you once- and hopefully will again, experience.
Bad memories can let you help others understand and what you feel, what you’ve been through, they can help spread awareness and they can help you connect and help others.
You see these memories in the form of stories, memories shared from one person to another or memories shared from generations of people. Stories can also carry your memory as they are apart of you, we see this in history and we see this through random people all over the world, they carry stories of people they never even knew, or of people that maybe they did know but have long past, and they will keep those stories with them and maybe one day they will share them, and they will stay alive through those stories forever. Even after you pass one thing that can keep your memory alive is the stories you shared, maybe some so influential to others that they will share them over and over forever.
But at the end of the day memories aren’t for keeping, they’re for sharing, the good and the bad.
#this is what happens when i’m alone with my thoughts#i didn’t know if i should post this or not but fuck it why not#rain’s doing something idk#rain rambles#rain rants#one of my favorite memories is of when i was a kid my grandma lived with me and when it was late and i couldn’t sleep i would go upstairs#<——— and i’d just sit there with her and usually she’d have this show going and i couldn’t understand a word of it because it was in spanish#<——— but i loved that show so much#…i can’t remember what the show is called now because i was to young but i’m so glad i have that memory#i could share endless other ones but i fear that the tags of a tumblr post wouldn’t be the best place so i’ll leave it there i suppose#tell me what your favorite memories are id love to know :]
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"It’s not the darkness I fear, John. It’s what hides in the darkness. The possibilities of what lay beyond that are… limitless. A set of eyes could be watching us now, standing cold and motionless on the far side of the black.A creature of immense size could be reaching out at us as we speak, o-or it could be nothing! Just a void of quiet and shadow that yearns to draw us in... and devour us."
Arthur gets it. Arthur gets it so much.
#malevolent spoilers#malevolent podcast#malevolent#malevolent brainrot#<- addition tag in case you want to block my endless ramblings#I just need to scream things into the void#also this is how I feel about the deep sea
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having aa5 bayo origins thoughts( ´-｀) ill ramble in the tags
#normally id do this on my twt priv but my friends on there havent finished aa5/played bayo origins#so i dont want to spoil#also idk i think id juzt like to ramble on here#anyway I STILL DONT KNOW who will be lukaon...#nothing romantic will be Implied in this au i do not want anything to do w that....#i had the idea of simon being lukaon so that aura is motivated to get her brother back#but i *really* want simon to be cheshire#so maybe.. ill connect it somehow#speaking of simon he wont be able to talk normally and has to talk using widget#idk. just thought it would be fun#since cheshire doesnt really have a voice.. in a way(?#idk how to word it but YOU KNOW!!.!!!!#also i just dont want to give him a mouthLOL#and aura.. was looking at morganas wiki page the other day to get a picture and was reading the description of#the character page of her demon masquerade form#''each [morgana and lex] have nothing but endless rage built up in their heart.''#and was like waaa.... aura......#that really wanted me to connect simon to lukaon in a way#ill figure it out....#the wisps will probably just still be the wisps in origins#i thought of the idea of them looking like the robots wifh hearts robots but i was like#hm. maybe. idk#again ill figure it out.. i just wish i wasnt so busy w school weh#also i still havent finished my bayo origins anniversary art. help.#I NEED MORE FREE TIME#ok ramblkng over bye . i will probably do this again#athena and the lost demon#i dont have a text post tag
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Advice from experience:
Be VERY careful on spending money on games, especially if what you're spending money on is like, limited events and shit.
Once you're in, you're IN and it's very, very hard to get out of mostly because of guilt and not wanting to put down stuff you've spent hours grinding for.
#alt rambles#rants in tags#recently started putting down and breaking off of a game that i've been grinding on for two years#and realised how much more time i have on my hands#and how much less draining my daily life is#and that i have more energy and time to do stuff instead of spending 2-3 hours every day to grind on the game#yea i spent 2-3 sometimes 4 hours per day just playing this game on a daily basis for the last 2 years#because i spent money and a shit load of time and effort in it#so putting it down genuinely makes me feel a lot of guilt#cause i feel like its such a waste#but like idk#i got really frustrated the other day and so burned out i gave myself a few days break and hoenstly im doing so much better than before#and i actually have time to do other stuff and do more art that now im starting to like#not want to go back to playing the game anymore#lmao yea if you know me you know what game im talking about#i mean i still love the game but damn was it fucking predatory and its only gotten worse thanks to new updates imo#it was fun before and now its just endless grinding#anyways#its another reason why i dont wanna pick up playing genshit even though i really want to#cause i finally got scara (thanks friend who logs in sometimes)#cause like i know genshit will also do that to me smh#anyways idk its just been on my mind lately about how i have unhealthy relationships with a lot of video games#i think im just going to stick to games like sdv and sr that don't have event after event#so thta i can go for breaks without feeling bad or like im missing out
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STOP THE COUNT. NO ONE MOVES
#118 wee woo number 🚒#ignore my other numbers here lmao#…i don’t even have a good explanation for this#for sure some of your posts are in this endless queue 🏃🏽♀️#i’m just lazy ass who can’t add tags regularly#lia rambles#random things#personal
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CHARACTER INFO SHEET
tagged by: @caemthe thank youuu
tagging: @toadmiretoweepover , @grandordergirl , @heroicmenagerie , @voidfragments
Name: Orpheus
Name meaning: "Darkness of Night"
Alias: God of Music, Son of Apollo
Ethnicity: Greek
THREE HEADCANONS YOU’VE NEVER TOLD ANYONE:
He never particularly cared for Dionysus as his divine patron, finding him to be more of a hassle than it was worth. Honestly had it been up to Orpheus he would have dedicated himself to Hestia or even Demeter. But sadly Dionysus called dibs the first time Orpheus made a public appearance with his music, much to Apollo's fury later though it did little in the eyes of Zeus who approved it.
Music is not the only divine gift Orpheus inherited from his father though it is the single-most powerful ability he has. Though he didn't inherit any talents in medicine or archery, he did unfortunately have a minor gift in prophecy. Much to his immense distress as a young child when dreams of the future would strike him and leave him sobbing in fear and confusion in his mother and father's arms.
Apollo did indeed help raise Orpheus personally, even bringing him to the Muses once his talent in music began to make itself known so they could help him refine it. However, Orpheus holds no illusions as to his father's true nature, no matter how much he may love him. And so he'll embrace his role as the favorite and youngest child to call Apollo out on his shenanigans whenever it's necessary.
THREE THINGS YOUR CHARACTER LIKES DOING IN THEIR FREE TIME:
Flower arranging, a habit picked up from his mother.
Writing poems and songs.
Surprisingly, he enjoys throwing the discus.
SIX PEOPLE YOUR CHARACTER LIKES/LOVES:
His mother, the daughter of the king of Thrace/Macedonia. (nameless because thanks greek mythology)
Asclepius (half-brother, the only one he knew)
Apollo (father)
Eurydice (best friend since childhood)
Castor
The rest of the Argonauts except Herakles
TWO THINGS YOUR CHARACTER REGRETS:
Failing to save Eurydice from the Underworld. She didn't deserve to die so young, she deserved so much better. And he blamed himself for her death because she was gathering flowers for him to give to his ailing mother. A gift she intended to make him smile again like how he hadn't since his return from the quest for the golden fleece. Discovering she'd been attacked, that she'd been murdered, was the straw that broke the camel's back when it came to Orpheus' grief and terror of losing his loved ones. That's why he went to Hades...but in the end Orpheus was too human despite being more divine than mortal. His heart was too full of love... and so he doubted and looked back and failed. And he's never forgiven himself for it.
How he froze in fear when the Boreads enraged Herakles by suggesting the Argo sail away and leave him to his fruitless search if he wouldn't stop. Orpheus knows that if he had reacted in time he could have diffused the situation since his music can manipulate emotions in all beings. But he was just a youth barely more than sixteen at the time of the quest, and so he froze because of his sheltered life in the palace.
TWO PHOBIAS YOUR CHARACTER HAS:
Claustrophobia. There's no real reason for it, he's never been locked up that he can remember. But the idea of it terrifies him endlessly both in life and as a Servant. It doesn't help that his prophetic dreams made him feel trapped, unable to move or even scream when they would fall upon him in his sleep.
Thanatophobia, the fear of death. Specifically in Orpheus' case the death of those he loves. An unfortunate fear to have considering he watched so many people he cared for die either from illness, old age, or at the hands of others. When his own death came...he was only afraid of the madwomen who were tearing him apart. Death didn't frighten him, it was the events that led to his death that did.
#an endless tale; headcanon#divine musician enshrined in starlight; orpheus#i have a lot to say about my boy like so much#thank you for tagging me so i could ramble about him a bit!!#his name has no agreed upon meaning just like his origin story has like fifteen versions#so i just used the meaning i liked best and the origin i already use for him
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in a constant state of “I will do that… but not yet” but, and it’s with great fear in my heart I say this, I don’t know that yet will ever come
#i’m climbing the walls with restlessness i just want to do something#and then i look at my long list of things i could do all very varying so something should fit but alas they do not feel right#executive dysfunction my nemesis when will you give me a break?#maybe if i make a to do list#it’s a gamble of actually doing the thing or building up so much guilt around not doing it i’ll have to bench it for the foreseeable future#the list i referred to in my second tag is just a mental one it’s different#dels endless rambles
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Working out the kinks of future sandman projects and have come across an issue- characterization for a Dream who isn’t an Endless. Mostly for a human AU- anyway, so much of his character is defined by being Dream Of The Endless™️ I’m having trouble pinning down a Dream who isn’t Of The Endless™️
#eli rambles#I’ll go ahead and tag this#eli writes#as well cause that tag is just for anything related to my writ#dream of the endless#the sandman#if anyone has any insights throw them at me
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I have become incredible obsess with The Sandman to the point in which I watch the entire tv show in less than 48hs. I wanted to move on to the comics but they're not only incredible expensive but also not all of them available in my country. Why must this be the unfortune i face? Being poor and obsess with things. What damage could my pass life have done to deserve this punishment in my current one?
#the sandman#neil gaiman#netflix#dc comics#dream of the endless#morpheus#i'm just being dramatic#drama ramblings#3rd world things#my poor heart#poor me#what are tags#idk what else to put in the tags#tags
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IM SCREAMING AND IM SORRY TIMBLR USER EICHISBURGER BUT UPDATE TO ME BLOCKING TBE EICHI TAG
#this is so insane#also how my tl looks like kinda#the sumi rambles#am i sad i banned tbe eichi tag... no...#YOUR ENTIRE BLOG TO ME IS BLOCKED IM SORRY#i just think someone else had to see this (endless scrolling. rhis is a blocked tag#this is a blocked tag#this is a blo
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idk if i'll end up with anything nice enough to post but i am finally out of art block for now and am working on redesigning my designs of the trio
#my old designs just don't have the right vibes#tbf i came up with those designs on the spot and just kinda went with them#no thought put into them just my first instincts#rn i only have a couple designs of yellow guy but so far he looks a lot more accurate#absolutely not looking forward to duck though i know he's gonna be a pain to figure out#i've never been great at drawing animals and birds are no exception#like what is going on with that beak#idk i probably won't get to him any time soon though i'm being too much of a perfectionist and spending way too much time on each doodle#why did i commit to making all of these fully colored and shaded#well not fully shaded since i'm not doing all the highlights but mostly shaded#this is why i keep getting in an endless cycle of art block#j draw one (1) thing and then i put too much effort into it so it takes a week to finish#and then i take some time to not draw because i just did a big thing#and then i forget that drawing is actually fun and have art block for a month#and repeat#at this point i just gotta accept that this is how it is and as soon as i finish these doodles i'm gonna be back to art block#oops my adderal kicked in and i've been stuck rambling in the tags oopsie#i'm not gonna go through and edit any of these tags#i need to stop#anaacdotes#update: frick i did the designs and never posted them i should do that whoops
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Maybe it’s because I got @tmbgareok Book only two months after graduating from the treatment program, but every time I listen to it, I can’t help but relate it to OCD
Most obviously is “I Broke My Own Rule” - it feels so much like the thought process when I’m stuck in a cycle and can’t/don’t neutralize. It’s the soundtrack of my distress. Like I’m just gonna put at least half the song’s lyrics here but like. This! Is! My! Brain!!
“Everything's wrecked, everything is wrecked
Smashed up, destroyed, smashed up and destroyed
I broke my rule, I broke my own rule
Now there's no rules, no rules, there's no rules
Anymore
“This is as bad, as bad as it gets
I lost the high ground, lost the high ground
I broke my rule, I broke my own rule
I've got no one, no one else, no one else to blame
“What happens when, happens when the, when the freedom, freedom
You want, you want to have, to have comes at
Comes at a cost, a cost you can't, you can't afford to pay
“All is lost, all is lost, all is lost
Not a shred of, not a shred of hope
I broke my rule, I broke my own rule
Now I'm condemned to hell, now I'm condemned to hell”
Slightly less obvious but absolutely still the way my brain works: the chorus of “Less Than One”
“I took a walk, I got tired, I turned around and I got almost home but then I got tired and turned around again
I wrote this down, I erased it, I was filled with remorse for both erasing it and also for writing it down“
Just... following the rules I set for myself (ie “turn around when you get tired”) even when it keeps me perpetually stuck in a loop where I can’t do things I really need to (like getting home to take a nap instead of turning around again!). But it’s a Rule™ and if I don’t follow it then everything’s wrecked and I’m condemned to hell. After treatment, I have skills for how to prevent neutralizing my obsessions and getting stuck, but even though some things have gotten easier, it still feels like this every time I do an exposure. I’ve learned to stop taking it as the truth, but my brain always ends up playing these threats over and over
Anyway, this lives in my car’s CD player and is always on. Idk I just feel so seen by this album
#tmbg#they might be giants#e's endless rambling#ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#mental illness#mental health#relatable text posts#am i using my relatable text posts tag for my own post instead of a reblog? absolutely.#it's just so relatable okay?!?
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