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ohitslen · 11 months

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Thinking and headcannoning the shit out of angry Stampede! Vash and how Wolfwood deals with that first thing in the morning because i think him getting angry about something and letting down some of his mask in those genuine moments of anger is super awesome

Before we continue I have not read the manga yet so if you read something incredibly obvious or redundant to your experience, well, haha or something OQNENW

This is a VERY LONG Vashwood ramble I have to put SOMEWHERE or I will explode, so feel free to join if you want.

Vash is an overall very expressive person right? very emotional too generally, but the thing is I like drawing people getting angry so that’s what you are getting from me.

And I also often think about the fact that it’s Wolfwood and Knives the ones that have seen him be like that (most often than not towards them).

Wolfwood specifically, I think that he WOULD get scared because when Vash is angry angry, he just seethes and looks like he is three seconds away from being love and peace to hate and war. These are probably the moments in where he carries the most resemblance to Knives, and to anybody that has experienced the man firsthand they know how scary that is because everyone and their moms knows that he does not hesitate to resort to murder if he is upset about something or if it’s inconvenient to him, so it is rightfully terrifying to even think of him getting mad.

Now take the same idea and apply it to Vash, he is so friendly and playful all the time and he gets kicked around all the time too, that it would be almost impossible to imagine him getting angry in a genuine way. That is UNTIL his ideals and morals are being countered or challenged by someone and THAT’S when people are gently reminded that oh yeah he can get mad too, and really fucking mad at that.

The peak of his anger doesn’t last for too long because he tries to level himself quickly, he is aware of how he can look when he gets like that, and it would be showing a little too much about how he is not very human in nature for what he is comfortable with. I think that when he gets mad his expression turns into something very vulnerably honest, to the point in where he unconsciously looks imposing and demanding, paired with his uncanny vibes it really is a treat and anyone at the other end of it would be other than also upset, quite scared. Like Wolfwood.

There is something very obviously other about Vash and he has the privilege of knowing just exactly why that is, and considering that his brother has a record for being a certain way when angry, knowing what he is does not soothe him at all. Then again, Wolfwood cares for him still and he is a stubborn guy himself, so even when most likely scared shitless, he would not move his ground, and the only thing that reassures him that things will be fine, is Vash’s pacific nature and also knowing that he cares deeply for him too, but that is a thing he would not think too much about other than the flash of thought that it is in the moment.

Vash is petty as hell too, he remains silent and gives the cold shoulder to the other person that was involved in the argument, and it is usually, once again, Wolfwood at the end of that stick. Wolfwood is a “mind your business and I mind mine” kind of guy considering he never asks things, but traveling with that idiot and having to be with him 24/7 and being given the silent treatment has to be uncomfortable at best incredibly annoying at worst. So even though he won’t change his opinion most of the times, he still insists on talking to him idly sometimes after they argue, something he would usually not do.

All Vash ever responds with are the necessary answers, at first shrugs or nods, then very short and to the point sentences, he eventually warms up to him again and they talk the way they usually do; and just like that things seems to be at bay for the time being until the next unavoidable argument comes by.

No matter how many times they argue, when things escalate and Vash begins to show his very honest anger, Wolfwood’s instincts would be screaming at him to stop it and to get away, because whatever Vash is feeling is reeking of a danger that no matter how enhanced he might be, he is NOT gonna make it through whatever will happen to him worse comes to worst. But when has he ever actually heard his instincts when it comes to dealing with Vash. So he always replies and stays.

He is somehow one of the very few (almost non existent) people who can deal with Vash when he is like that, one thing is getting mad at Vash and the other is him getting mad at you, and he has bite alright, he will say things that can come across as hurtful and very venomous when he starts to get more visceral, and yeah the whole predator kind of vibe he can give off is there too.

Maybe Wolfwood also knows how hurt Vash would feel if he retreats because of how scared he feels and that’s why he doesn’t back away. It would be reasonable if he did, hell he doesn’t owe him shit for all he knows and he would be in his whole right to run away scared if he wanted, but for one it would be too cowardly, and two Vash would be once again pushed away for being something not human, and that would be a scar he would carry for his whole life and Wolfwood does not want to be a part of that. So that’s another reason to the ever growing list of “why don’t I just let this be”.

There is an odd sense of comfort in seeing Vash get mad, knowing that the man knows his ground, that even he has lines he won’t allow anyone to cross, that he can allow himself to feel something genuine for once and not the fake little things he is always doing. It is the positive side Wolfwood tries to see in those situations and what he has to remind himself over and over again so he doesn’t flinch away. Good thing he has some practice in arguments thanks to his little siblings back at the orphanage, practice he refuses to let go and holds on to dear life because he needs any crumb of reason at those moments.

At some point when hands are involved, when a clench to the shirt and a push to the shoulder escalates to shoving the other to the ground and a punch to the gut, Wolfwood goes full survival mode because no one told him that Vash was THAT strong and THAT heavy and THAT intimidating. He could have guessed after having watched the man fight. He is capable and strong, he usually moves with a certain preciseness and care under the goofy display, he may twirl around and stumble when dodging, but he is dodging and also landing hits.

He knows that Vash is strong and that he is also incredibly careful. But that’s when he is in all his senses with a mostly cool head, so having him hovering over Wolfwood pressing him down rendering him to the ground while very obviously mad and trying to prove his point, he freezes before he can react and fight back.

Those are the times where Vash feels the most guilty after the fight from what Wolfwood can gather and wildly assume. If him not eating (again) for days or even refusing to acknowledge Wolfwood unless necessary is any sign. That behavior can last over a week which is a little too long for Wolfwood’s peace of mind. So he starts poking again because apparently arguing again is the only way to make the bastard answer more. And it usually works, some nudging here and there and putting lemon with salt to the wound seems to do the trick.

It entails more shouting and screaming at each others faces their flaws that they already know like a script, until things start to calm down when Wolfwood reassures him that he is tougher than he looks, and that no matter what he won’t just leave Vash in a ditch, and if they were going to travel together for the future to come they would have to learn how to sort things out. Something he knows neither of them will probably never learn, but it is what it is and that’s what he can resort to at the moment, and it does seem to satisfy Vash a little. So once they are done, and they go their separate ways, never too far from each other, Vash starts to nibble at his food and says or asks little things to Wolfwood, and just like that they are good to go again.

They are both aware that addressing out loud how fucking scary Vash can be at those raw moments of anger, would be like painting a line of ‘I am this and you are that so we shouldn’t be doing this’ that neither of them would actually want to have. So even when yeah it can be horribly scary and surprisingly intimidating to deal with Vash when he is angry, Wolfwood is willing to stay and fight with him if that’s what he wants, if that’s what he needs. Even if it’s starting to take a toll on him. He is getting used to it though so it will be fine.

Probably.

#MY BRAIN IS ALWAYS ROTATING THEM LIKE A CHICKEN IN MY HEAD #The bickering and the fights and the conflicts they have are an important piece of them methinks #so it is impossible for me to not think of them like that all the time. I just think that their whole power dynamic is very interesting #because realistically Vash is very much capable of doing a lot of things to prove his point but he never does thanks to his philosophy #something that has saved WW from being absolutely obliterated into little pieces I believe #I bet Vash’s intrusive thoughts must be WILD because ain’t no way that man holds back from so much violence without it marinating inside #of his mind okay just saying #fellas is it gay to be kind of into your bro pinning you to the ground when he is in emotional distress and you are scared as fuck?#trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #vashwood #lenssi rambles #lenssi writes #because that’s too fucking long.#I just thought of this but I think that Vash starts to let himself express more of his anger with each argument they have #like at first he is more wary. still upset but careful bc as I mentioned at the beginning he knows what he looks like when he is that upset #but after seeing that WW doesn’t really make a big reaction other than ofc arguing back he sort of starts to just #let himself go a little more. it’s not exactly the preferable outcome. but for once Vash is able to get mad and shout and express himself #almost fully with someone. and a part of him knows that WW can handle it. that he is capable of going through it #it’s a part of Vash that he doesn’t like when he’s in such a volatile state of being. but there is comfort in knowing that WW can take it #and that WW will answer back too. with just as much bite as he does #oooh I’m so normal about them oooh I lie a lot also

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ohitslen · 8 months

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Ah wait, reincarnation VW thoughts wait

Very far into the future, where things have settled down and the tales of a time where plants were stolen and the horrible uncontrolled violence that was present as humans were settling into the planet, are just now part of history.

A past no one remembers from experience. Except for Wolfwood, who remembers more than he wish he did. To not say that he remembers everything of a life that wasn’t his, yet apparently was.

One day he gets a very weird encounter with a stranger at the rooftop of the apartment complex he lived in. The guy was smoking the same brand of cigarettes he did and was complaining about the smell and taste the whole time, muttering to himself how awful they were. The man wore an awfully familiar red jacket, appearing tall and imposing, the vivid image of someone he once knew. Except for the striking difference that the man before him had a deep, raven-black hair instead of a shiny and warm blonde.

The man presented himself as Vash. However, this man who was the carbon copy of the blonde of his memories didn’t seem to bear any glint of recognition in his eyes, not knowing who Nicholas was.

Not like the solid black sunglasses would let him see his eyes in the first place. His smiles had not changed in the slightest, though.

Edit (addition):

Wait let’s make this worse (funnier). Make them be soooo in love with each other, like astronomically down bad for the guy next door, but they NEVER make a move on the other because it’s so “Noooo,, it’s wrong to project the dead person I loved with all my being into the guy who conveniently looks like him next door :(“

Can you imagine? Isn’t that, hilarious.

#I’ve been sketching this idea out it’s aH #like. what if Vash DID remember but is holding back from even interacting with WW #and he is so bad at it bc he always ends up talking with WW one way or another and it was getting harder and harder #to pretend they didn’t know each other. both roads kind of thing for extra frustration points #OH? WHAT IF THEY WERE NEIGHBORS???#doing breakfast and every other food you want. I’m COOKING #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood #lenssi rambles #lenssi writes #vash #wolfwood #reincarnation au

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ohitslen · 9 months

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Wow actually consider my last post and make it a reincarnation AU. Where:

Vash has not eaten Wolfwood’s food for entire lifetimes and after finding him again and some time later, they eat together. Wolfwood makes the food and it takes every ounce of will power inside of Vash’s body to not break down into an absolute mess.

He feels so undone and raw just by eating what Wolfwood made. He had forgotten how his food tasted like at some point in his life, only being left with the feeling of it. When he tried this Wolfwood’s food, in spite of the long decades that had passed, he knew this was the taste. Reliving the rare moments where they shared a homemade meal and he can’t help but smile in the most sincere way Nicholas has ever seen.

#you know I had to make this a little sad somehow #I just woke up what is this #no no see I fucking knew it I knew I’d get fixated on this I KNEW IT BC ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME THIS HAS HAPPENED #y’all are now stuck with me thinking about them eating OQNNEMW #IT MAKES MT HEART SOFT AND HAPPY I CANT REALLY HELP IT. THE SEROTONIN IS RIGHT THERE #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #wolfwood #vash #vashwood #lenssi rambles #lenssi writes

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ohitslen · 7 months

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WOWOWOWOOOA WHAT‼️✨Chapter 9 of Easy to Care, Easy to Love is up ⁉️⁉️✨ NOOO WAAAAY

#I had not been able to write anything but essays for almost a month I was going insane #BUT IT IS HERE!! FINALLY #its more of a bridge chapter for the next part. so for the next chapter..hm. I wonder :)#absolutely had the time of my life. it's a very easy chapter so I had a fair amount of chill fun writing it #we are getting there guys we are getting there!#also insurance girlies UEHEHEH #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #trigun fic #trigun fanfiction #easy to care.easy to love #lenssi writes #fanfiction

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ohitslen · 8 months

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Very busy with projects but suddenly it came to me, for the reincarnation AU

Im planning to write it so I won’t go into much detail but, Vash and Wolfwood having conversations about how life used to be back in the early years of Gunsmoke. They would sometimes briefly wonder how the people back then would live in the more peaceful place that it is in their present.

Sometimes, the conversations feel too intimate, as if they were talking to who they used to be and not each other in their present. It’s weird, they can’t explain it to each other, how they are talking to someone who, to their understanding, are long gone.

They take comfort in those conversations, selfishly pretending that the other is who they believe they look like, deep down aware that it just can’t possibly be the case.

Isn’t that so funny.

#reincarnation au #lenssi writes #trigun au #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood

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ohitslen · 8 months

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You won’t believe this but ✨Chapter 8 of Easy to Care, Easy to Love is up as we speak✨

It is called “Eventualities” and I wonder Why That Is.

#wow this took me quite a while but you see i am an overall responsible student so what can you do #I struggle with horrible executive dysfunction so it took me particularly longer to finish my most urgent stuff so I could write for myself #so I got sick and unintentionally gave myself some free time #I wrote so I could relax a bit :) it’s a cute chapter!#I know last one wasn’t that nice. but this one is I prommy!#perhaps not in the way you’d expect. but it’s DELIGHTFUL #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #trigun fic #trigun fanfiction #easy to care.easy to love #lenssi writes #fanfiction

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ohitslen · 8 months

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Reworking Uni! AU and how Vashwood meets :)

Vash who secretly works in a small bakery to sustain his living expenses that is about forty minutes away from his house and uni in the first shift, simply to lower the chances of bumping with anyone because he knows they would grow concerned for him (he barely sleeps and is very much obviously mentally Unwell, balancing work and uni has gotten him called out in the past).

And Wolfwood, who was looking for an extra income to help the orphanage, applying to a security job on the night shift planning to always take overtime. Said place was also forty minutes away from uni because he had the same thought process as Vash (he would hate to have anyone’s meddling ass involved in his issues bc of course they’d make questions), even if it made his commuting of Orphanage>Uni>Work>Orphanage more difficult.

Wolfwood gets accepted into the job! He is good at it, gets paid well, it wasn’t that stressful, the people who worked there didn’t ask him any questions and just minded their own business. It was awesome.

One day when he goes to buy lunch at a nearby 24/7 convenience store, someone accidentally slams the door open in his face as a greeting with full force.

As he is about to square up to beat the loving shit out of said person, he pales at the sight of an all too familiar blonde classmate. A blonde that was wearing a black apron that had the stitched logo from the bakery that was across his workplace. A blonde that was staring at his accusatory workplace badge that had his photo and name, neatly put in a lanyard hanging from his neck with round eyes. The blonde’s mouth was left hanging open as he stopped on his rambling apologies, his extended prosthetic arm reflecting the buzzing and bright led lights of the store, freezing midair as he was offering some aid for the fallen black haired man.

Both of them had a flash thought of that one conversation they had a week ago. They had asked each other: “Do you have a job?”. A question where they both answered “No”.

Their only thought as they locked eyes was “Fuck”.

#meet cute if you will <3 #not really a meet cute but to me it is #this will probably be the next fic i work on once I’m done with easy to care easy to love #no promises as to when that will be but it’ll happen because I like it too much #my time to draw is slim but writing I can do it wherever whenever like on my way home in the bus so it’s great #there’s so many more thoughts for this however im saving them for the fic ☝️‼️#trigun #Vashwood #lenssi writes #Trigun Uni! AU #I’m possibly going to archive this once I get around actually writing it so :) indulge yourself in this spoiler

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