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29121996 · 3 months

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made a joke 2yrs ago abt if it didnt work out w him id have to just date women

#and thats atarting to look more n more likely #i wish my inabiliyy to move on stemmed from the belief id never find anyone else #but it Literally doesnt #it stems from Luterally finding my needle in a haystack n not wanting to find another now .#'he wasnt that great' oh fuck no. but . its not that simple and i wish ir was but irs not that black n white #i didnt fucming deserve any of tje shit he put me through n i haye that ive only just now started shredding #the awful layer of trauma hed installwd over my skin #but. anyway keep thibling abt how i meet a guy and therws always something Missing i dont like #it sucks n i wonder if this feeling will fade #but it genuinely jusy seems to be Growing even as im dealing and unpacking all the bullshit hes put me through #like . i just. i removed the colour theme i set on our messenger chat this morning bc u do not fucking deserve ut anymore #not if youre . gonna keep doing this to me. n i feel lighter #was it a petty internal punishment for him (as if hes even gonna give a fuck i did that) ? absolutely.#n then i blocked him bc i cabnot havw that channel open. if u wanna talk u gotta rocm up to my house sorry.

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strxbrymochi · 2 months

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i know im quite late but this has been stuck in my head and i need to get it out so here are my 12am impulse thoughts,,,

how i imagine nct dream would be on valentine's day;

note: this is just the vibes i get from seeing them and 100% based on my delusional imagination

mark;

i am extra delulu for this man rn its so bad

i feel like he would be such a wholesome valentine date

straight up imagined some sort of serenading going on bc hello guitar skills?? and his voice??

i'd imagine he'd gift you some sort of designer thing (just cause i think he's the type to spoil u for special occasions bc ur his girl yk screams)

i think good food = good talks = just enjoying each other's company; type of guy i genuinely feel like you can have hour hour hours long convos and not get bored

lots of laughs bc hearing his laugh >>>

feel more home date vibes where you take out your fave foods and just jam out love songs in pjs but i can also see late night walks or going to some lowkey resto so yalls dont get spotted

renjun;

this guy is for real a deep down romantic aint no way with that face and attitude have you seen how he speaks to some of the dreamies??

defs would serenade u if u ask him to (imagine him shy at first but giving it his all aww)

hands down will gift u something he custom made i do not doubt this given he made custom hoodies for the rest of dream but yours defo will be extra special and made with care <3

can imagine some sort of art date or a quiet night for the two of yalls, him spoiling u a bit cause valentines is extra reason to do so

honestly if i was on a date w him i'd just stare at him ... oops

i think u guys should do the "draw each other" trend as a gift and ur drawing of him looks horrendous (bc u are not as gifted in the arts-- if you are good for u) while his of you looks majestic but he keeps it anyways bc u made it (hearing his beautiful laugh makes it worth ut too anyways)

jeno;

ok look i think jeno's v acts of service-y

wouldn't question if he attempts to cook for you or do things for you a lot more often on valentines to show his love for u (wake up to meals and a clean house yessir-- only for today tho GAHAHAHAHA)

another one i think would spoil you with designer stuff and just imagine the little cute smile on his face when he watched you open the gifts cause he's out here looking at u w pure genuine love (must be nice)

my man's a gamer would probs challenge u to a game or two before heading out

ice cream !!!!!! i have seen 2 vlogs w him looking for and eating ice cream i think you guys will defs have an ice cream taster or smtg (he's so me!!)

idk bro i love jeno any boyfriend fantasy i have in my dreams is played out by him. TT

haechan;

nah yea atp they'd all spoil you (pls dream is full of loving green forest men)

i can imagine deep talks about your future together like wouldnt be surprised if mans doesnt just propose to you alr thats how much he loves you

clingy clingy boy and he is not afraid to show you and let you know how much he loves u !

would hands down take you to the BEST restos and yalls would have insanely good food

can see some karaoke or bowling or idk just an activity yalls can do together before going home for a quiet night of the talks and just enjoying each other's presence

where do i find one genuine question

jaemin;

royalty treatment all the way

breakfast in bed: check with four course meal, flowers: check, gifts: check, chore-free house: check say less

i feel like jaemin is a very big words of affirmation guy so he will not stop complimenting you or saying he loves you

takes a lot of pictures of you too

yk also i think he'd actually send his mom flowers for valentine's day too

staring at you for hours with that stupid cute grin of his, eyes full of adoration

would have all your wants and preferences memorised hes so attentive you actually dont need to worry or do anything all day (just appreciate it bc u deserve him and his love!!!)

chenle;

(there were like no chenle gifs wtf)

PRESIDENT ZHONG CHENLE!!!!! money moves fr name what u want and u got it, spoiled level 1000 on valentine's day

if he could go around freely i think he's the type to take you to fancy ass restaurants like those rich hotel ones (but like if not that's ok he'll spoil you through other means)

he's a menace sometimes i think he'd joke around and try to get on your nerves a bit for fun like imagine him rocking up and being like what day is it today? oh it's valentine's? what's that idk what that is. was i meant to do smtg for u? (him and haechan fr would be the type to tease u so bad) all that just for laughs i can alr imagine the look on his face

as sweet as he is i think at one point he'd either make you do smtg so stupid w him or get a random ass matching present just for the lols (he rlly doesn't gaf he's so real and u love him for it)

jisung;

my sweet sweet child (we're like the same age)

i feel like he'd be so babie trying to prep everything and making sure everything is perfect for u awwwie

tries to act all tough and cool but melts on the inside, compliment him once he shows that smile of his and he's down forever

would be the type to get advice from his hyungs on what to do but be so shy when asked (sksks hes adorable pls)

i feel like he would make you a custom gift like something you can take w u always but also get u something expensive idk unless ur not into that stuff GAHAHA

IMAGINE he tries cooking for u but oblivious kiddo ended up burning it but its ok he tried, yalls got takeout instead

OK ALSO think him trying to teach u how to dance that'd be so cute or yalls can end it w a movie just in each other's presence and u fall asleep next to each other on the couch (BYE SO CUTE IM DED)

ok that's it im done i need to sleep good night (stay delulu besties <3)

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cosmosees · 1 year

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gamesoft and rockoon also

FOOOR this. okay. gonna put this under a readmore since its gonna get long.

GAMESOFT:

favorite thing about them: i do love so much about her but being the first canonically transgender character i was ever exposed to will always make her hold a special place in my heart...so important to me

least favorite thing about them: not necessarily about Them but they didnt get nearly as much screentime as they deserved. let them be mysterious and knowing goddamit

favorite line: nylocke, dragon of eternal altruism....please log off now, and stay safe 🥺

brotp: ZETTO....ZETTO KIRB WHOEVER YOU WANNA SAY. they have so fucking much to talk about being the only two bitches in the friendgroup who Know and feel the pain...they need to interact more soo bad

otp:

notp: as much as i love kizuna and support womens wrongs i feel like they would NOT work together romantically. maybe as friends at some point but thats after a LOT of growth on kizunas end

random headcanon: i think gs Can sleep but doesnt really need to? but when she does she always likes to chill at base with a friend while shes doing it to feel safe especially posteries. i cant imagine she sleeps in realworld time tho its like 30 minutes at most

unpopular opinion: i dont really...know if i have one? honestly i feel like shes not a very divisive character. i think the most i can say is that even though as of avz shes definitely OKAY the fact that her getting to live at the end of the main series was at ALL up for debate in universe is insane to me. weve established time and time again she is very much a living and sentient being yknow...

song i associate with them: i listen to this specific cover of kokoro and think abt her a lot tbh

favorite image of them:

NNNOW for rockoon.

favorite thing about them: EASILY one of the most welcome 180 character turns in the show. i adore the fact that he was given so much depth and a whole arc n shit....AND hard reset. amazing little dude

least favorite thing about them: ...honestly same thing as gamesoft. not enough screentime. i get it more with him because hes a secondary character but he is my emotional support pookie....

favorite line: im gonna be real i feel like this is fucking impossible every word that comes out of his mouth in any context is gold

brotp: YOU KNOOOOOWWW its gotta be him and archy. his little dude who was born in a wet cardboard box all alone. the little mipy....the little woowoomeowmeow.....

otp: i wasnt very shipping minded when i was younger into tome when tai said that he shipped him with splat i was like thats awesome ill adopt it into my belief system.

notp: doubling....do i thibk they should have a beautiful sad internet dude reconciliation arc? yes of course. but i cant see em romantically...

random headcanon: i know he did animal jam scams when he was younger....i know he would teach archy how to do animal jam scams.....but archy would feel bad about doing it and hes like okay no more scams for me i have seen the error of my ways

unpopular opinion: again idk if hes really that divisive but hes honestly one of the best characters in the show...up there with the main guys to me. like i said insane development and a surprisingly strong emotional core for what anyone starting the show for the first time would have assumed to be a one-off joke character

song i associate with them: when i was younger i had a whole fight scene to dummy! from the ut ost planned out for him but i have never completed it. </3

favorite picture of them:

#terrain of magical expertise #rockoon #gamesoft tome #cosmo.txt

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sukifoof · 2 years

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Okay I said I only got one so I'm a lot luckier than you but FUCKING MOOD.

Also. Rant incoming feel free to to skip and delete the ask. But!

If I say I do not want a relationship! It is not a personal insult directed specifically at you, my guy! It comes from me spending YEARS considering myself and if I want a romantic relationship, and concluding that I do not! Rejecting you is the happiest outcome! I'm not stuck in a situation burying my feelings to make someone else happy for an indefinite period of time, and you don't need to waste your time on a relationship I KNOW will never go anywhere! Some people just do not wish for romance! GAH!

...The worst part is, engaging in an activity me and a friend mutually enjoy and then getting dinner does sound very appealing to me. I like food and a variety of activities that can be shared with other people. I just don't like the other expectations attached to a romantic date.

Moving from Depressing Real Life to Projecting Onto Fiction. This is why I wish I could find more stories where Toriel is both a lead and not shipped with anyone. She's one of the few characters I've found who are allowed to draw firm boundaries about romantic relationships, doesn't get paired up with anyone, and it isn't treated as a flaw. There is a small number of ships I enjoy, but I very specifically hope Toriel doesn't get paired up with anyone in Deltarune later on.

...Welp. Hope you enjoyed my rant?

oh my god i am so delighted by this is ask thank u for this

i also have a quick Aro Rant. for SOME reason so many guys in highschool took me being nice to them as "omg theyre in love with me i have to never leave them alone and find out where their classes are before they show up and corner them in the hall and Be Incredibly Inappropriate And Manipulative So They Never Stop Talking To Me" and it was. SOOOO bad.... it got to a point where i needed a slip to be able to go to guidance to Escape The Creepy Guys,, i would talk about it but it was Awful. sorry guys i am just Not Interested In Anyone the idea of being in a romantic relationship makes me Unbelievably Anxious

but anyway!! ur SO right about toriel.... i can definitely see her as aro or demiro or something like that,, im not a big shipping person cuz i just dont Get It so i can definitely relate to the struggle of trying to find content of a specific character and theyre always paired with someone for some reason...... i hope u can find some Good Toriel Content soon 🙏

oh another thing,, i think one of the reasons i love ut so much is cuz ive always related to flowey feeling like he cant love and its okay that he feels that way cuz that doesnt mean he deserves to be shunned or hated,,, something about that always really touched me Especially cuz i got into ut right at the time i started questioning if i was aro and when i was having a really hard time relating to people.... i think it took me a lot of time to come to terms with it but recently ive been a lot more comfortable with it and i wouldnt be surprised if that was thanks to good ol flowey the flower..... anyway concept what if. what if deltarune asriel. aro. also what if sans and toriel good aro friends What If

#thank u for this ask im always glad to see people who feel a similar way about shipping as i do #i remember the first time i 'dated' a guy and i IMMEDIATELY had to break up with him cuz i was so uncomfortable that i was crying all day #and then researching aromanticism for Years...... certainly a time #asks

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thepictureofsdr · 1 year

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i saw your post about alastair and now im curious about all ut thoughts on Matthew

this ask. is like half a year old. I am So Sorry however i have thought about it literally every day bc my feelings on him are so… complex

i think i can break it down into two categories: 1. his character in context of the whole series, and 2. the bubble of his character, not taking into account his actions and impact towards other people

1. um. he makes me SO MAD. listen i have said time and time again that the thieves dont owe alastair forgiveness but that doesn’t extend to matthew actively trying to fuck up alastairs life. what pisses me off is that this whole agenda is centered on matthews wants, its not because he cares about his friends and wants them away from someone he thinks is bad. when he tells thomas about alastair at the party, there’s no concern for thomas. hes told at their best friends party, probably the first night of happiness since his sister was killed, while intoxicated and very much in public. math didnt take thomas aside or wait for a better moment. [I DONT HATE MATH I JUST LOVE THOMAS] matthew doesnt like alastair, so no one can like alastair, even if he has to hurt others to obtain that. hes very clearly stringing the other thieves along in this its just for him, they all like alastair or dont care about the past. kit doesnt give a shit, james respects alastair to a degree and thomas is head over heels. he even manages to make cordelia call his manipulation of alastair “kind.” he condemns alastair for spreading rumours yet he himself has deemed spreading gossip fun [i can’t STAND hypocrisy its a very easy way to get me to dislike a character unfortunately] he unconsciously blames alastair for the death of his sibling and now alastair and thomas are paying for it. understanding where a mental dip and lashing out are coming from can happen at the same time as not agreeing with it. i understand why matthew acts like this but that doesnt mean i can just ignore how matthew pushed alastair back down to his lowest yknow?

2. i adore him, and i sympathize with him, and he makes my heart hurt in every possible way. he was my tied fave character in tales, this young energetic boy who wants to be friends w the quiet kid, who stood up for his friends, and my heart SHATTERED when i read the poison story. at his core hes a genuinely good person, so i can’t even imagine the guilt thats been crushing him all these years. not only the pain of hurting his mother but killing the baby, my heart breaks every time i think about him and what he’s been carrying all these years. it hurts to even think about this burden hes placed on himself, the silence and ever growing self hatred and inherent belief that hes a problem. all i want is for him to receive that forgiveness hes been desperately needing for so long, and for him to see himself through the eyes of others, for him to see that goodness he possesses and the light he brings into the lives of others and for him to be loved as he so deserves.

there’s more but i cant lie im really scared of matthew lovers but also id feel so bad leaving this in drafts 😭 all in all my feelings on him are so complicated, i love him but hes also hurt someone else i love, hes a walking grey area. but i dont hate him, i feel like a lot of people are quick to assume any criticism is pure unfiltered hatred which clearly isn’t true considering my fave is ALASTAIR talk about someone who’s actions can be criticized 😭

#tysm for the ask!!! <3 #answered ask

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yeoderys · 3 years

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i feel so bad for dery :/

#like this was his first big thing in months and it was cancelled hours before it comes out????#and the complete layout change too? like this sucks #AND now xuxi is going on a hiatus ?????????? for who knows how long?? which means for sure this song wont come out soon #dery was so excited for it but bc someone decided to bring some shit up it was taken from him #i dont know the whole situation aroumd xuxi but i do know that everything i had seen was showing that op was literally editing pics for it #its so DUMB that sm couldnt just look at stuff and figure ut out themselves (and yknoe sue for defamation like theyve threatened to do #in the past when 127 was being attacked) but instead they just make lucas writw an apology and cancel any immediate schedules for him 😒#and on top of all of this. even if what was being said abt lucas was true this is literally like hendery is being punished as well #it all just sucks. i dont believe that licas did anythign even with that apology bc i saw the original photos used to make the edits by op #lucas doesnt deserve this and hendery doesnt deserve to get wrapped up in it #if this isnt resolved soon sm better at least release his playv bc dery doesnt deserve to have to sit around and not release smth #that hes worked hard on.#anyways. rant over. i feel bad for both of them really but it just sucks that dery is also dealing with it when hes not even #involved in the controversy #i hope this is sorted fast.

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marshmallowprotection · 3 years

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Man I should’ve done V’s route before Ray’s route because doing Ray’s first gave me all sorts of pain with V’s. It’s like someone grabbed my heart and crushed it right in front of me to watch Ray slowly spiral down and become so desperate for MC’s attention and validation. Going as far as to say when MC says they like V, he just goes “I don’t care if I’m second place, I don’t care if I’m last. Please don’t leave me. Hurt me if you need to, don’t go” AAAAAA

V’s route was just painful for me😭 Day 10? Just pain and only pain, like I was sobbing. I literally can’t fathom nor believe that Ray really reached a point to conclude he wasn’t deserving of love and happiness after Mint Eye disbanded. Like he wasn’t deserving of a second chance. It truly did hurt to run away with Saeyoung after saving V. AND THOSE TIMES RAY SND SAEYOUNG WOULD INTERACT IN CHATROOMS?! RAY TELLING SAEYOUNG “Please don’t hack anymore…” AND HE JUST DOESNT KNOW HES TALKING TO HIS BROTHER JUST HURTS. it just makes sense in the way you write VAE Ray as someone a bit more frazzled and easily overwhelmed bc of everything that happened. It just hurts, I only ever want what’s best for this boy. If VAE Ray would let me, I will validate and love him unconditionally for the rest of my life.

But yeah I recently finished V’s route and it broke into my house and beat me up 😔 and Saeyoung finding out Ray “died” was the finishing blow. I knew he was alive bc spoilers, but for some reason I was still grieving?? I’m rambling bc ut was such an emotional experience and maybe if I did V’s route first and then Ray’s my heart wouldn’t feel this demolished.

Yeah, for anyone that can play those routes for the first time now, I would always suggest that you do V first. Even if you don't like him most, it will save you a lot of emotional turmoil if you do his route first. When I was playing, I didn't have that choice because I was playing when those things came out in real time. So, I can definitely understand the emotional turmoil that you're going through right now because it's still haunts me very much to this day.

Can you imagine living through those months before the after ending came out and we didn't know what was going to happen to him? Those were the worst months of my life. I really did think they were going to try to do a narrative foil situation, flipping what happened in the secret ending. Like, V living but Saeran dying instead of him. I'm glad that's not the case, but it was something that did haunt me at the time.

At the very least, you know that Ray is okay and though it will take time... he'll find peace in his heart. Watching what happens emotionally to Saeyoung is the most painful thing. I try not to reply that after ending simply because watching him breakdown hurts me too. I think it's normal to go through this stage of grief even if you know the outcome, because experiencing what happens in that situation in real-time can only hurt you emotionally. I know that I have a hard time listening to the phone call from day 10. There's just so much on that route that is going to hurt you.

In VAE Ray's case, I'm glad that you feel like he feels true to form. There's a reason why he's so skittish and tends to be wary of everything around him. He lost everything and everyone in a matter of seconds and it broke him. He's managed to make sense of his pain but it took a long time to get there. He still has a lot of trauma and a lot of fears that linger inside of him. He's almost always going to be afraid of loud noises and he's going to prefer Solitude at the end of the day. He doesn't think he's worthy enough for anything good, but he lets himself be happy with his brother and V. He may be able to find sense of something in his life, but it's going to take him a while to get there. It's why he's such a fun character to explore after what he went through. At least now you can read the Maid Fic and have context for the pain!

#mod kait #ask #anon #v route #mystic messenger #spoilers #spoiler

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stellocchia · 3 years

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So a hot take (that might not be a hot take idk) is..

So until Tubbo is de-canonized to have seen Phil as a dad

^^ (because it is canon that Phil only had Wilbur but it is also canon that Phil sort of was Tubbo's dad figure AND is michael's grandp?)

Then I will say his parenting is kinda crap. I mean he babied Wilbur (which Wil did do Fundy), he killed Wil, but adding Tubbo and their kinda dubious father(ish)-son relationship then he really doesnt look like a good dad.

Also I would have just complained about his treatment of Wilbur and Ghostbur but many people say that Wil is a adult SO adding Tubbo who last I heard wasnt decanonized is a minor who I can complain about his parenting.

I really dont think Phil (or Wilbur) are the worst dads. They have their issues some worse then others (cough killing your kid cough)

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Other Hot Take.Sally should stay a fish and not be a shapeshifter /j.

But no my actual hot take (that again may not be one) is as much as I love Techno and Tommy and I want them to become friends again. Their relationship feels volatile? Idk ut feels the relationship goes up and down.

(Thanks for reading this. I dont think I phrased my toughts correctly but I tried :/ anyways have a good day)

1) I kinda agree with that one, but also Phil assisting Wilbur in committing suicide is often either exagerated to make it so Wilbur is the aggressor or the other way around to make Phil seem like a cold unfeeling d*ck and I generally don't like that.

Because, yes, Phil went through with it. But he really wasn't thinking clearly in that situation. He couldn't have known that Wilbur was on his last life, Wilbur just detonated a bomb that could have killed somebody and was yelling at Phil to be killed. It wasn't a situation were ANYONE could have thought clearly. I don't want to hear people say they would act differently in that situation because, quite frankly, they don't know.

That said, he is an utter asshole for keeping up his whole "there was no other choice after what Wilbur had done" even AFTER Doomsday. Where Phil did worse. Why didn't he deserve death after that if Wilbur did after doing less?

2) Yeah, their relationship is definitely volatile. There was always a power imbalance there simply in virtue of how much stronger Techno is and Techno being incapable of self-reflection definitely doesn't help.

I honestly don't even want them to mend things. Like, maybe apologize to each other and move on with their lives, that would be enough.

#anon ask #dream smp #long post

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venelona · 5 years

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So, we know how the Sanses react when their Frisks get flirted with. But how to the Frisks react when their Sans is being flirted with?

UT Frisk? Probably the same way she reacts when she heards Sans pun at other women. UT Sans also doesn’t really like flirting and usually deflects it with his jokes.

UF Frisk? UF Sans is obvious to flirting from anyone except Frisk to the point of irritation (or he may just be pretending to mess with the person), but Frisk still gets antsy and kinda uncomfortable.

HT Frisk... she thinks she doesn’t fit/deserve Sans after all that happened. She feels awful but if she sees Sans having a great time with someone else she doesnt want to interfire (on the opposite, she wants to leave). Buuuut Sans does not have such good time sociolizing with others. (one time he got mobed by some edgy-loving human girls who were begging for his phone number and then scolded Frisk for not doing anything saying human females might be scarier than monsters)

Who has an explosive reaction? Well...

Swap Frisk xD

#ask v #ask frans #frans #underswap #undertale #undertale au #sans #frisk #swap sans #swap frisk #underswap sans #underswap frisk

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mingi-bubu · 4 years

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Watch “Youth With You” with Me!

Episode 3 Part 3

Ok, welcome to part 3! hopefully my wifi will work better this time and there wont be so many pauses hhh

i have my apple, i have my water, my phone is plugged in

ooh we’ve never had a part three before idk if it feels right to quote mark on this

hmmmm

oooh ok

as the lil nct dreamies would say go, go go!

hehe get it ? from their song go?

:^}

n e ways aslkdfjsl;kdjf

leggo

red rose and white rose time

i liked this song a lot

aww f6 flower six that’s so ute

cute

huangyi saying he chose people that looked like princes afjasldk

wowowowow the other team (i think it’s team b) has a long fucking name like and their intros are long also

hongxuan and yang gen have nice voices

lu junjie has a good voice

oooh with them high notes we love it

their falsettos are better than mine falksdjf;s

oooooohhhh with the mf confetti falling from the sky im in love

i do not remember who gets the stage tho based off of the comments right now i think team a

ok long name group does

im gonna be real i have no idea which team is which

i like their outfits

the black and white flowers are super cool

great it’s pausing

ook lu junjie’s visouals are good

tang shuya’s voice reminds me a bit of yixing’s with how light it is

gao xiaosong’s hair said i am going to poof and you cant stop me

zhou xiangheng god he’s good

i like their performance

i like how they sound when they’re singing as a whole unit tho

isn’t saranghe (my spelling is probs off it’s fine) korean?

i thought and i am probs wrong but i thought that the chinese was wo ai ni?

anyway this is the confetti group and the visuals with that are incredible i like it a lot

i really appreciate the trainees who try to look more positively at the practice room situation as like just a stage without an audience

i just remembered today is thursday and that means i have a qcyn2 ep to watch after this hhh

huang hongxuan has really long fingers holy snipes

so does anthony

li huangyi looks like fuckign snow white omg

ou tianrui really looks like he about to cry omg

i wish that they were able to actually have performed

i know no one cares but my apple is crunchy

fuck that line about the moon is sad

meng en’s hair ??? a good and fun color

is it green? is it blue?? is it silver???�� who knows certainly not i

ues the united singing ugh i get a shiver every time

this song really does slap doesnt it?

ok fight time

the name of the song not actual fighting tho that wouldve been funny

ok wow these outfits are interesting

oooh it’s the maybe its mountaineering maybe its love song

i like the traditional elements of the song a lot tbh

but ok like i know its towards the end of the episode but like we literally saw 40 seconds and like at least 10 of those werent even on them they cut to the mentors or to the other trainees

like forgive me if im wrong but we spent more time with flower boys and like namanamanamana than we did with fight

like yeah theyre like class f but still they deserve more screentime than that

smh iqiyi s m h

anyway

awww daniel!!! i love himmmmm

puppy boy

i think black outfits are going to have stage performance

i was right

they called themselves big dipper and then dabbed i hate to see it

ok lets gooo

oooh that was a cool opening move ngl

i also just realized we didnt see their training stuff that’s annoying

awww danieeellllll

mc jin is having a good time alkdjfa;s

hou chuanjun’s longer held notes arent bad im proud of hte boys

mc jin is literally haivng the time of his life dancing to the song im dying

hmm that note was interesting

ooooooh with the fire at the end we love pyrotechnics

awww there are people cheering for daniel!!!

ok praccy room performance time

this song reminds me a lot of ambush on all sides

there are some really tall guys on this team

li lian has a very fierce look we support it

yang ning’s hair is cool

ok thats all the performances

i like that i can spot weiwei so easily bc the boyo is so tall adkfjsd

guan yue is so smalll and hes in the back aldkfjs;dljf

al;sdkfjasdk junjie deadass said that they want to see yixing to perform and here he is omg

sir how scandy to have your knees out

BITCH CANCING FROM THE FLOOR I LOVE ONE MAN

he keeps catching the woah i hate him

wowowowowow that was so cool

yixing literally just said if both the yp and the trainees want to see him perform every episode he would i hope he does tbh

i love to see it

ok here’s the preview fo rhte next epispode

i don’t know what’s happening but it’s the votes being revealed

wenhan got 89 votes owowwow

yixing looks really good with that hairstyle

he’s worried/confused over whether this will keep the trainees to keep working hard

oh wait this is still part of the episode??

i am confusion but it’s fine

sm gave yixing a c in audience appeal and that drove him to work harder

awww yxing talking about his getting c and how he didn’t want to talk about it bc there were girls there im crying

i love him what a dork

this is lay zhang right now not yixing pd ajdfaklsd

only 60 can make it to the next level which we know

tug of warak;lsdfjaslkdf

previews for next episode and huaiwei is so cuteeeee

al;sdkfjal;sdf someo of them are being dragged on the floor i die

daniel talking about himself i love himmm

i will cry at these announcements on god i will

ok and that’s the end of the episode!

i’ll see you guys next time with episode 5!!!

stay safe and stay healthy!

have a good rest of your day <33333

#cpop #ywy #youth with you #unine's run #e3 p3 #idol producer #jae.txt #jae.wwm

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undertaleheadcannonsfromagremlin · 5 years

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uf/us/ut skeles reaction to seeing s/o being slapped by a parent that hates monsters?

Oof, you all are sending angst now, I love it, haha

Red (Underfell Sans)- He actually uses his magic to slam them into the ceiling and into the floor right after his s/o’s parent basically assaulted them, he was enraged, no one hurts his s/o, no one. His s/o might have to tackle him and then drag him out of them if they don’t want him going overboard with their parent’s punishment. He’s not going to let them go back there, he’s not going to allow them to get hurt by their bigoted parent.

Boss ( Underfell Papyrus)- They have a DEATH WISH. He’s literally going to need to be held back by his s/o, to not kill their parent, because how dare they treat their own child that way, for being more accepting, and being kinder compared to their piece of trash parent. Once away from that situation, he will make sure that you never go near that parent again, they are not good for his s/o. His s/o was too good of a child to even consider those vile humans their parents.

Blue (Underswap Sans)- He’s mad, he’s so mad! How can they hurt his s/o, their own child like that! He’s fuming when he pushes them away from his s/o, checking his s/o to see if they’re okay, more mentally then physically. He gently grabs his s/o’s hand, and leaves, they don’t need to be where they’re not wanted. He doesn’t want his s/o to be treated so lowly. “Dear, you don’t have to take that. You deserve to be treated so much better, and if they can’t see that, then they don’t deserve to see how amazing you are.” He’d try to convince them to not go to that parents house again.

Stretch (Underswap Papyrus)- We got a protective boyfriend here, he’s immediately go to use his magic to make them get away from his s/o, more or less hurting his s/o’s parent in the process by making them fall. He’ll then take his s/o’s hand, and teleport out of the house. They don’t need to be need such toxicity. He’ll make sure that his s/o is okay, and ask them if they’re willing to not go back to their parents as much if they’re that harmful. He’s giving them a choice, more or less, to either cut their family out of their life, or not visit them that much. He’s hoping they just cut them out of their life, truth be told.

Sans (Undertale Sans)- He’s going to stop them in their track with his blue attack! Though not actually hurting them, just forcing them to stay in one place due to the sudden intense gravity they feel. He was weary of them from the beginning, seeing how hostile they were to both him and his s/o for being associated with him, and even more so for dating him. “Now, you don’t want to do anything you’d regret, do y o u ?”

Papyrus (Undertale Papyrus)- Bones will sprout from the ground suddenly, creating a barrier between his s/o and their parent, a frown on his face as he sees the hand print on their face. He’s more concerned for his s/o at the moment, but that doesn’t mean he’s not made about what had happened. “I see that we are not welcomed here. Not to worry, you won’t have to see either of us again, my dearest here doesn’t need your toxicity!” Papyrus lowkey roasted them.

Boss would kill a bitch though, lets be real. He’d kill someone.

#undertale headcanons #underfell #underswap #undertale #uf sans #uf papyrus #us sans #us papyrus #sans #papyrus

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flowerwrites06 · 5 years

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Haiii i see ur taking requests. I had an angst in mind. (So after seeing the shitty things ppl are saying about taehyung ive been feeling like shite thats where this came from) Lets say ges reading everything and he starts feeling like shite. So ive been hanging out alot with him and going to him in the middle of the night to calm him down during a panic attack. My bf jk doesnt like it cuz he doesnt know what tae is going thru. Huge fight when jk talks to me about ut, tae hears and angst. Ye ily

All done, I really hope you like it!! [ xxx ]

(My fweaking baby is the bestest the world doesn’t deserve him.)

#rq #tangledsparkles #bts reactions #jungkook imagine #bts drabbles #bts scenarios

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savi-our · 6 years

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UT/UF Bros and SF/US Papyrus reacting to a crush who is really quiet and doesn't talk much but when you get them started on one of their favourite topics they get too excited they won't shut up? Bonus points if the crush starts to stutter cause of how they excited they get but doesn't even notice

Heya!! Thank you for requesting!! Honestly im so weak for crush!asks and i love this so thank you for bringing this to me :’)

Also my limit is 4 characters per ask, so im only gonna do the UT and UF brs, but if youd like pt. 2 with the other bros make sure to pop by and give me a sign!! :)

I did a little twist for the UF boys, hope you dont mind.

-Undertale-

Sans

Honestly he thinks its so cute??

Like he throws some puns at you about it but hed probably try and find more topics youre passionate about, so that he could get to know more about you + see you so passionate.

I mean like, he’d never allow himself to fall more in love with you, but just seeing you like this makes him so happy.

it kinda even reminds him of his brother in a weird awkward way, since Papyrus is always going off about stuff that he likes.

He think is cool how you just click open about certain topics, and he kinda wishes he had something that he was so passionate about too, though thats probably not gonna happen.

He’s a big ol’ pessimist, sorry about that.

Papyrus

Hed probably just join you in your ranting.

He loves that you opened up so much and he wonders if its because youre finally warming up to him.

Honestly it just makes his day tbh.

If its an activity that youre passionate about, he’ll deffinetly suggest that you go out and do it and if its something hes not familiar with, he asks you to teach him.

When you go back to being shy and quiet, it kinda bums him out a little bit since he assumes its because you dont really like him (??????????????)

He tends to overthink too much since youre so timid, but hes determined to become your friend and thats exactly what he plans on doing.

Probably brings the topic up a lot just to make you open up.

-Underfell-

Red (Sans)

Your timid nature was something new and refreshing for this ol bag a bones, since where he’s from its all straight to the point and all that, its why he even started liking you in the first place.

He loves teasing you for his own amusement (and to gain your attention since the poor soul doesn’t know how else to do that) but when he stumbles upon one of your nerves and you start going off on him, hes honestly shocked into silence.

That is, he actually thinks its super hot and hes lowkey starting to sweat.

It makes him like you even more than he already had, which, in his opinion, is a bad thing.

Youre a nice, shy, timid girl who doesnt deserve a bloke like him hanging off her shoulders all the time.

But at the same time, the fact that you have some fire in you has given him hope.

Maybe youre not so timid and weak as he thought, maybe you could handle him after all?

Edge (Papyrus)

You two were just going about your business when a rude monster bumped into you.

Edge, sighing and already preparing to dust the monster on the spot is stopped by your sharp words towards the brightly red colored being.

Apparently you had been on your last nerve and you werent taking any more crap from anyone, especially since you overheard this same monster trash talking one of your favorite thing in the whole world.

Now, Edge didnt really like you all that much before, because in his eyes you were just another weak little pathetic human who just waited to be killed.

But when you completely destroyed the soul who bumped into you, honestly he was just shocked into silence.

Perhaps he had underestimated you?

And if so, then what was this nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach???

It felt like something was tugging at his soul whenever he looked at you, and it was pissing him off.

Only when your voice reached him did it click.

Boy was he not happy.

#undertale #undertale imagines #undertale asks #imagine #undertale x reader #papyrus x reader #sans x reader #send me an ask #undertale prmpts #undertale drabbles

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broadwaytheanimatedseries · 6 years

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So not to be a dramaric angsty piece of shit but

My first boyfriend had to go away for summer camp barely a month into our relationship. I was sixteen. He wrote me letters from camp all the way from canada i think it was, cuz they werent allowed to use their phones. And the letters are so sweet and caring. And i tried to make the ones i wrote back just as sweet and we really liked each other. But i think at some point we both got over it but still dated cuz we felt too awkward to break up. I realize only in hindsight that he was probably feeling like i was for a while but back then i thought only i felt like that and didnt wanna hurt his feelings. I still liked him i just wasnt sure how i liked him exactly. And then he broke up with me a little after our one year anniversery, which was actually a relife at the time cuz im too scared to break up with people. A little while later, i share a funny meme on facebook about how if someone has a crush on me they should tell me now cuz you never know when im gonna kill myself, and my friend told me she doesnt know if im serious or not but she thought this was as good a time as any to confess to me. So after i realize "oh shit i really like you two" we didnt really date, but babe, sweetie, love, and heart emojis were exchanged daily and our realationship definitely changed, even tho we didnt label it. This one lasted two months i think. I was kinda devastated but i know it was for the best since the uncertainty i felt due to the lack of labeling drove me quite insane tbh and also the fact that i was 17 and she was 14, despite the fact we didnt even do anything, was still pretty much a big ol' nope. And it has become clear to me recently we wanted different things from the relationship. We had very different expectations i think. And then there was my second girlfriend. Full disclousure, i think im still in love with her. And since both she and my first girlfriend are still friends with me and we're all part of the same friend group, that kibda sucks sometimes. Again, ut lasted a few months and since she lived far from me, we only had two dates.

My boyfriend told me he didnt love me anymore, and i appreciate his honesty.

My girlfriends yold me i deserve better than them, which im not really sure they meant but even if they did, they're wrong.

My first girlfriend told me she needed time to figure herself out before she dates anyone. She also told me she doesnt feel the same way about me anymore. Which i completely understand.

A little while ago, my second girlfriend asked me how can she know if she's aromantic, and i intend to support her fully and completely and help her anyway i can with thay question.

And yet all of this makes me feel like eventually, at least in the romantic sense, everyone gets sick of me. Im too demanding or too clingy that its exhausting and the get tired of keeping a romantic relationship with me.

But i dont know how to turn it off. I've tried but i cant seem to stop myself from pouring all my heart and soul right away onto the person i love and that seems to drive them away overtime.

So is there even a point for me to try and find someone new anymore?

#dee vents #relationships are a bitch #love is ugh #just ignore this #my ex girlfriends both follow me #so this was probably a bad idea #fuck

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kuro-shit-posts · 6 years

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A, F, J, P for sebastian, UT, ciel and vincent?

Hello! im so so sorry but im not super familiar with Vincent’s character and i didnt want to write something bad and disappoint you so i decided not to write for him, i hope thats ok! But i dohope you still enjoy the other characters!!———–Sebastian: A-Affection: completed in a previous post

F-Fun Times: Sebastian’s true self is still a bit enigmatic, however I feel that the real, demon, Sebastian doesnt really find many activities to be fun except for things like the manipulation of others or killing things (specifically killing sprees). Regarding his affinity for cats, i feel that playing with kitties would be the closest, if not the only, human “activity” he finds entertaining. As to whether Sebastian prefers to be in a group or alone, Sebastian doesnt really care for other demons, and clearly he isnt fond of angels or reapers either. Though Sebastian finds humans interesting, i think he finds them enjoyable in the way we enjoy looking at lobsters in a tank before we eat them. Its fun to watch them move around and interact with eachother, hell even after you take one home you might name it or think its cute, but ultimately its still food and you intend to eat it, not take it to the park and have a picnic because you enjoy its company. So needless to say Sebastian prefers to be alone.

J-Jokes: Clearly Sebastian is very talented in telling jokes but i think thats simply a product of being alive for so long and the fact that humans’ sense of humor hasnt really change through the centuries. Sebastian enjoys possessing the ability to make humans laugh as he enjoys being the center of attention and earning praise from humans. Though I dont believe he finds much humor in what humans find funny, i do believe he has his own sense of humor and for a demon he’s pretty giggly. For the most part, Sebastian makes himself laugh (especially in the form of puns), though he oftens finds humor in the foolishness of other (particularly Ciel). Sebastian is pretty quick to get a joke that would be considered funny to humans of any century, however, jokes that pertain to current or recent events tend to take him a bit longer, especially if he hasnt been amongst humans in a few decades. I think as the centuries went on, i.e. entering the 20th and 21st centuries, Sebastian would be even slower to get jokes as things move incredibly fast during the modern era. He’d finish a contract in the 80s and come back in 2010’s and be completely lost even though it had only been 30 years. What on earth was a Vine? Why did humans find plants so funny all of a sudden. Wait…when they say vine they aren’t referring to the botanical organism? He’d be one of those people that catches on right as a trend is ending or even way after it has ended because modern era trends, especially in humor, tend to last for months at the very most; which would be like miliseconds to a demon who experiences 10 years like 10 minutes.

P-Personality: First and foremost, I think that an intelligent partner would suit him best. As it is, Sebastian is alot smarter than the majority of humans, reapers, and quite possibly other demons, so regardless of who he chooses as a partner, they need to be able to keep up with his mental abilities. Next on the list of importance, I’d say maturity is something Sebastian values. Sebastian finds immature people destestable and someone’s level maturity makes or breaks his perception of them. After those two traits I think things tend to get a bit more flexible, I feel like Sebastian would prefer someome who had a sense of adventure, he doesnt care for boredom or laziness so someone who would want to get up and do things, or go with him to obscure places would be right up his alley. Someone with a unique perspective on the world would be desirable as well, Sebastian finds humans incredibly perplexing, so a human that even other humans have difficulty deciphering would be attractive to him as he likes a challenge. Speaking of challenges, he wouldnt want someone who’d come to him too easily, though he wouldnt want to work terribly hard either, he likes the chase but only when he knows there’s a reward waiting for him at the end. Sebastian would also find perseverance attractive, especially if it was facing something they feared or a task that proved to be incredibly challenging. I feel like he’d prefer a thrill-seeker as well. Most importantly though, he’d want someone to be able to completely accept and cherish his true form. Sebastian loves being a demon so someone who loved him like he loved himself would be absolutely necessary.

Ciel:A-Affection: Ciel would definitely be the type of s/o to buy you a diamond necklace before he’d think to give you a hug. Ciel hates physical contact, period. But i do think that he would tolerate it if his s/o really wanted physical affection and they were the one to initial it. Ciel’s not too good with words of romance either, so the majority of his love would be shown through the purchasing of items or perhaps the rememberance of a favorite meal or song and providing his s/o with such on frequent occasions. Ultimately he is still pretty distant and any type of affection would be rare. Though I think Ciel would prefer a distant partner who wouldnt demand alot of his attention, i feel like a clingy partner would complement his personality better. The reason being that Ciel acts distant and cold to protect himself, deep down he stills craves affection like any other human, especially one that has been broken. He’d need a partner that is able to understand this and is able to compensate for his lack of means to show affection by being clingy or affection enough for the both of them.

F-Fun Times: Ciel primarily enjoys activities that challenge him mentally, chess(obviously), reading, etc. On the other hand, Ciel is definitely not fond of any type of physical activity. To be even mediocre at anything that involves physical exertion, he has to put in his all. Ciel isnt the most social person, he’ll be social if he has too and he’s pretty damn good at acting but if he has the choice he prefers to do things he finds entertaining by himself. Ciel is pretty introverted and finds the company of others incredibly draining even if he enjoys the person or people themselves.

J-Jokes: Oh no no no, Ciel is t e r r i b l e when it comes to telling jokes. Ciel tends to be very left brained and unfortunately for him, that leaves him pretty empty handed in the comedy department, as we obviously saw during the Circus Arc when it took him hours to make Undertaker (a man who is notoriously giggly) produce even a miniscule chuckle. Ciel enjoys puns on occasion and only when theyre tasteful. Ciel is more so a fan of witty comments but an intelligent pun tickles his fancy every once in a while. However he hates Sebastian’s constant puns (mostly because he is the subject of them). Ciel is actually pretty slow to get most jokes. He doesnt really understand many types of common humor unless its witty or sarcastic. He really doesnt care for humor in general, to be honest, he hates smiling and being happy, it reminds him of the dwindling time he has left, and how he is technically on borrowed time. Ciel hates humor because he almost feels guilty for laughing or enjoying himself. He feels as if he doesnt deserve happiness after what he has sacrificed and for the selfish reasons he did so. In short, humor is not a friend of Ciel.

P-Personality: Ciel would best be suited by someone who has a personality opposite to his. Ciel isnt cold by nature, Ciel is cold because of a traumatic experience. Ciel’s aloof demeanor is more so a shield rather than a legitimate personality trait. Underneath that shield, Ciel’s a sweet person, he craves love and happiness just like anyone else, perhaps more than most people because he has been so fiercely denied it. Because Ciel is no longer able to access those feelings of love and happiness he would best be complimented by someone who could do that for him. Someone who could provide him with positivity and allow him to view things more optimistically would be ideal. Though, he would best be suited by someone with a calmer persona, they would have to be down to earth as he would most likely view them as his stability. Someone with a motherly aura who could take care of him instead of him having to take care of them. That type of person would attract him and be an incredibly good fit for his personality. Other personality traits wouldnt hold as much merit with him, except for maybe intelligence, Ciel wouldnt be fond of a partner who couldnt keep up with him mentally.

Undertaker:A-Affection: Completed in a previous post

F-Fun Times: Undertaker enjoys activities that have to do with the strange and unconventional. Undertaker enjoys things he doesn’t understand, I feel like that’s why he’s so fascinated wih death. Death is quite the anomaly and he very much enjoys the feeling of curiosity. Honestly Undertaker is pretty fond of gore as well, he likes cutting things open in his free time and seeing whats inside, not only because he is fascinated with how the insides of the creature work but because he enjoys the look of bloodied flesh, as gross as it sounds. Aside from things that pertain to death, Undertaker enjoys other unconventional activities as long as they dont bore him. He doesnt much care whether or not theyre productive activities, however he cant stand idle activities that completely waste his time. He’s pretty lazy but he doesnt take pleasure in wasting his immortality on things that serve no ultimate purpose. Discovering new, completely bizarre things is his favorite activity. He doesnt much care whether or not he has any company to do this with, he does what he wants regardless of anyone else. Though if he had to chose he would probably prefer the company of a companion to assist him in his activities.

J-Jokes: This man L O V E S jokes. I mean, he straight up values them in the same way normal people value currency. Undertaker isn’t particularly good at telling jokes himself but he certainly appreciates the art of comedy. He enjoys puns, he enjoys anything that might make him laugh. However, his favorite type of comedy is either slapstick or simply watching someone unknowingly make a fool of themselves. Undertaker is most fond of the comedy that is unexpected and happens naturally. He is always the first to get a joke. Jokes to him are a fine art, and honestly even if he doesnt get a joke, the fact that he couldnt understand makes him laugh anyway. The only jokes Undertaker doesnt enjoy are corny jokes. If unexpected/slapstick comedy is caviar to him, dad jokes are dollar store spray cheese. He hates dad/corny jokes, he finds them terribly overused and believes the only people who find them funny have a horribly underdeveloped sense of humor.

P-Personality: Undertaker would best fit with someone who is somewhat similar to him. Undertaker enjoys happy-go-lucky people whom see the beauty in laughter and pursue happiness. Despite being consistently cast off in the dark shadows of death and the grimness of grim reapers, Undertaker values optimism and positivity. Undertaker also values uniqueness and is drawn to those that possess strange qualities or quirks. He likes strange things and would prefer a partner who could satiate his hungry for unconventionality. Undertaker would also want someone who could make him laugh and value humor in the same way he did. He would clash with someone who was too serious, Undertaker has seen a lifetime of seriousness and gloom, he couldnt stand a partner who took their time in the world for granted and spent it focusing on the bad instead of trying to achieve happiness.

#black butler imagine #black butler scenarios #kuroshitsuji scenarios #kuroshitsuji imagine #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #undertaker

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gayspock · 6 years

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dont rb, dont rply

slike part of me doesnt care if he fucking kicks the shit out of me for it part of me doe snt give a fucking fuck any more because what di fference does it make i fucking gave up months ago but m still s cscared of hm i still care too mch about what they think nbecause i knwo its the turht. theyre ufkcing right!!!! like its not me being ha rsh on my self i reall y am a fucking. waste of eveyrones god dan time an di know i am because i fail everything. if uck it all u . and the second p eople get the chance to le ave they do ebcause they cant be dealing with it and ykno w frnakly neither can i . like i know why m alone and i know why m sad and its all My fault klike for real for genuinely real because its always em whos never enough whos enver fucking been enough and can i get MAD? can i r eally, rightfully be ups et and mad at them for fucking hating my g uts when theyre well within their riht?? like its nebver like hs totally out of line is it i cant exlacty say that im innocent and i did fuck all wrong im the one who fucks it up time and itme aga in and i would lose patience with my self too fucking he ll i have and i dont know . i dont know what els eto do ecause fuck man. fcfk. i ke ep trying its never enough its nEVER fucking en ough ebcause i cant do it right i c an neer fucking do it right even if i hrt myelf aover it and i dotn know id ont know its been a fudll ass year almost since i fucking trie d it and i wantto again because i dont fcking. i jsut want to di appear and walk into traffic or do soemthing about it i dotn kow i dont know i dont know how o uckigng. g ggod. a

and you know when youre like SAAT there trying to FUCKING remember when it wasnt like that wh en you didnt fcking just fe el the exhaustion and “im done!” in your bo nes beecause i ca nt !! man i cant i alwyas just feel the. ohh just RUN away becaus ei cant fuckign fix it i cant fucking fi x anyhting i jsut. WHY . man. WHY do i fucking. useless worthless fucking eice of shit and i deserve it i DO desvere it and ts stupid its fucking stuipid that i fucking cry over and oever again buecause that isnt h. i dont know im sot ired and i cant hink straight i jsut. i dont care!!!!!!1 i dont FUCKING care

#egg.txt #cant tag #last Sad post before i return to the nethr

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