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athenamgh · 8 months
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a/n: it was supposed to be only the dance scene but now I have three more chapters in mind...
paring/s: Tanya Denali x fem!Reader
summary: reader meets the Denali Clan for the first time and their eye catches no other but the Coven's leader.
warning/s: some tension and fluf, a lot of mystery , vampires, humans, werewolves, etc
word count: 6k
links: AO3
Tanya Denali MASTERLIST
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People, or if I were being super precise: humans, vampires and werewolves, started slowly filling the forest avenue. Carlisle with Esme welcomed the guests at the entrance suggesting to them, I should note a very expensive, glass of champagne.
Your own glass of bubbly drink was twisting in your hand as you stood leaning against one of the wrapped in what seemed like dozens of lightbulbs tree. You didn't particularly enjoy the champagne but it was a day for celebration: so one glass couldn't damage my taste buds too bad.
In the meantime, the rest of the Cullen family's women were stuck adding the last touches to their outfits and Bella, of course, while Emmet was finishing his last quest of perfecting the wedding scenery that Alice requested. Who would have thought that from all the Cullens precisely Emmet would be the one who, as Alice phrased, had a vision of how this place was supposed to look like. And, of course, Edward and Jasper were attending to the already-arrived guests enchanting them with talks, or what I like to call chitchats, about the weather, the duration and the success of their trip here.
Eh, I dreaded the small talk.
That was one of the few reasons why you were instructed to stand somewhere in the back during the reception, trying not to draw too much attention to yourself. I won't lie that it didn't make much sense as if somebody would ever give more attention to anyone but the golden-eyed supermodels that walked and moved so gracefully it seemed like they were practically flowing through the forest scenery.
All of a sudden a light shiver bites washed over your shoulders, that feeling only visited your body when somebody was watching you, intensely and secretly. As unnoticeably as possible you wiggled your shoulder blades trying to shake the sudden sensation.
As you were pretending to make yourself more comfortable against the hardwood of the tree, your eyes scanned the forest scene and its already gathered guests. Your sight stubbled upon Jasper, who was standing across the alley from you, deep-dived into a small talk with a group of people.
Your eyes started to frame the group members person by person and it became more and more clear what those pale faces were. As your eyes finally settled on the blonde curly-haired woman, who unnaturally quickly turned their attention back to Jasper, it made the shivering sensation in your shoulders almost completely fade.
"What are you doing?" Emmett's voice pulled you out of a trance, you shook your head realizing you were stuck staring at the golden-eyed vampire for what you hoped was only a breath of a moment and not an embarrassing few minutes.
"I-... Emmett is that what I think it is?" you asked him, hardly breaking your attention from even back here incredibly stunning light-haired woman.
Not even glancing at the muscular vampire you could feel him smirk as he followed your gaze to the vampire clan. "Oh, Y/n, that's a forbidden fruit for you, my friend" he chuckled putting his hand on your shoulder.
His words confirmed your already pretty strong suspicion. "That's Denali Coven.."
"Mhm," an even bigger grin crossed Emmett's face as he clearly knew to who this whole conversation was turning. This was one of the few things that you liked about Emmett. He enjoyed mischief, teasing and sometimes even breaking the rules. So wasting no time he feed your curiosity and faded all your doubts by stating, "The woman that you cannot stop staring at is their leader, of course"
Before you could even realize that the words were escaping your lips, you heard yourself say, "Tanya Denali".
"You still gawping, you know" he added leaning into you.
You shook your head," No, I am not... I am just admiring"
"Whatever you call it, buddy" he chuckled pushing off you ready to continue his duties, but you grabbed him by the bicep stopping him in his tracks.
"Wait, what are they talking about?" you asked.
"I thought you do not like chitchats," Emmett teased while you just ignored his comment, "And by the way, can't you like," he wiggled his fingers in the air, "read their lips or something?"
You gave him an unimpressed look, "Even if I can, I can't read the back of Jasper's scalp, can I? Could you just please listen?" you asked nicely.
He chuckled at your courtesy, "Okay, let's see." He concentrated his attention on the group, "They are exchanging pleasantries and..."
For a split second, those golden eyes of Tanya's Denali's met yours as she mouthed a question you couldn't concentrate enough to read of her, what you imagined were incredibly cool and soft, lips as Emmett released the "Oh, damn it.." sound.
Before you could even ask what happened he speed-walked away leaving your attention running between the group and the walked-off Emmett not concentrating on anything in particular. Until your eyes met not Jasper's honey-blonde curly crown anymore but his covered with slight surprise eyes.
Jasper lazily parted the answer to Tanya's question, looking straight at you, clear for you to read 'This is Y/n,' the unnecessary slow response gave you a nagging feeling that with his thoughts he was searching for Edward.
Your heartbeat quickened with your gaze slowly slipping from the Cullen to connect with Tanya's Denali's, even from here, mesmerizing amber eyes. You swore you felt the air vibrate around you as Tanya spelt your just learned name. You noticed how her eyes shadowed, that one emotion that Cullen's family hoped to avoid, intrigue.
Keeping eye contact with you she lifted her champagne glass into the air like greeting you. You imitated her gesture leaning your head slightly to the right, you could not neglect the basic courtesy, after all. Even if that decision was one of the most dangerous and yet one of the best I made that night.
Your essence probably would have been glued to Tanya's face for all eternity if Edward hadn't interfered by suddenly appearing in front of you, blocking your figure from the crowd.
"I thought I taught you, that it's not nice to ears drop on conversations and especially ask somebody else to do it for you," Edward commented giving an all-knowing smile.
"I guess I am very persuasive," you bit back. ''And you are the one to talk... reading everyone's minds 24/7'' you pointed out.
Edward chuckled and signed simultaneously, the combination of emotion only he could do. "You always were.. sometimes it makes me wonder if venom would gift you the ability of compulsion because of it".
There was hardly anything ever left unsaid between Edward and I. Of course, it wasn't that we shared absolutely everything with each other or that we didn't avoid particular topics. No, it was that we said what we were truly thinking, fighting off the filters and the sugar coatings. That's why quite some time ago we made a pact, that as long as we stayed truthful to each other, he will try his best to pretend that my thoughts to him were just a white noise, though he wasn't particularly successful 100% of the time at it.
"Ahh, you need to get out of my head, Edward, you know I can feel you digging," you wrinkled your nose at the sensation.
"I apologize," he said seriously, for a moment glancing at the vampire clan across from him, "But what did I tell you about Denalis..."
"Which time?" he rolled his eyes at your comment. "Edward, what do you want me to do? You wanted me to be here, but you also seem to want me to magically combust too."
Edward shook his head looking down, "That's not-"
You ignored him continuing, "I get it, my presence is dangerous wherever I exist", his eyebrows narrowed disapprovingly at you as you emphasized the word 'exist'. You turned away from him to stare at Carlisle and Esme standing next to the "white palace" house not wanting to see his eyes cross glints of sadness.
That word 'exist' didn't bother me anymore. It described exactly how I lived my life these past years, I could almost feel that it probably summed up my whole existence on this earth. Luckily there were a little bit more than a few moments where I did feel alive, like I was truly living and not just surviving. So I didn't complain, no, I wouldn't dare, I treasured those memories and I kept pushing.
You tensed your jaw taking a deep breath, "But it never stood between us," you looked back at him meeting his attentive gaze, "It never stopped us from protecting this family," you gestured to the house as an example.
"But now", you noticed how his eyebrows once again narrowed at your words, "I get it, now with Bella in a picture, you have so much more to lose. So I will step away-"
"Stop," Edward cut you off, grabbing you by the shoulders. "Are you done?" he asked or more stated, his eyes filled with frustration. As you expected he did not wait for your answer before declaring, "You are not going anywhere..."
Edward closed his eyes like collecting his thoughts, and when he opened them again, his look was soft and with flickering glints of guilt, "I don't care about the danger that you bring," he shook his head, "No, that's not true, I do care, but that risk never stood between you and me. Between our family, because you are right we always fight for the people that we love," he clenched his fingers holding you tighter in a place like trying to indicate that if you didn't listen to his words before you should really listen to these ones. "You are part of this family, Y/n, it was never the same without you here. And for that-" He fossilized in the middle of his sentence, you only saw how his eyes suddenly filled with so much apology and sadness.
After a moment Edward came alive, narrowing his eyebrows, "For that I am sorry, Y/n," you looked at him confused. "You have been away from home for too long. I am sorry, I didn't find you earlier, as an older brother I should have, I should have gotten you back sooner. Forgive me-"
Before he could finish his sentence you cut him off by embracing him. You could tell Edward was shocked by your action, it was incredibly rare that the two of you showed any type of physical affection to each other. But he hugged you back just as tight.
"It is not your fault," you whispered to him and gave him a tight squeeze to affirm your words. "It is not, it never was," it was your time to place your hands against his shoulders making him meet your eyes, "Please, do not suffocate yourself with this guilt." he nodded giving you a small smile.
"Okay?" you asked not settling for his inaudible answer.
"Yes," Edward said, a little grin reappearing on his face.
"You know, officially, I am an older sibling'' you pointed out teasingly.
Edward laughed, it seemed to brighten the mood and bring the light of joy back to his eyes. "But only officially," he smiled, you just rolled your eyes chuckling.
"Now, could you please help me with something?" he asked.
"Of course, oh brother of mine" he chuckled shaking his head at your phrase. To this day I couldn't say if this comment annoyed him or not.
Wasting no time, Edward grabbed you by the forearm dragging you with him. Not leaving any chances for you to stare at the Denali coven's leader any more than you already did. Which, even if I would never admit it out loud, was probably for the better.
*later that evening*
It wasn't people that were filling the forest avenue after the ceremony anymore, it was the music. It slowly mixed in the air and with the help of the alcohol or just the buzzing emotion of joy, it started to loosen up the guests. That made the scene in front of you fill with more and more dancers with every passing song.
One of the rules, Alice's rules, was that every third or so song had to be slow and romantic or totally heart-wrenching, her words, not mine. I won't lie the creation of that soundtrack was so deeply engraved in my brain that I am afraid it will take more than a couple of months to erase it from the memory.
As you heard the trembling, loud and pumping song come to its climax, your eyes spotted no other but Tanya Denali, hidden from you by the crowd. She stood in the back of the dancefloor across from you with her sister Kate. As you believed, she was seemingly overlooking the stage and its dancing partners: Carmen and Eleazar, Alice and Jasper and so on, with the sign of longing and some light-hearted innocent envy desire.
You downed your drink in one gulp and stood up finally making up your mind, or maybe more courage. You took a step towards Denali's leader and your mind flooded with memory from last night's family 'meeting'.
*flashback*
"Okay, I let or more like made, Bella go home and get some sleep", Alice said entering the kitchen. "Y/n, are you done with the music?"
You sat in the chair next to the kitchen island, making the last changes in the playlist, "A second," you pressed the saved button twice just in case, "Yes, I am done," you said looking up at her. "Please, don't make me go over it again... I can barely remember what is like to listen to a song for pleasure."
She laughed at your wrinkled from displeasure nose, "I believe you."
In a matter of seconds, all the Cullens appeared in the kitchen, ready to listen to tomorrow's agenda, "So the guests should start to gather around five, " Alice informed.
"What about Denalis?" Carlisle asked.
"They will be here just before the first guests," she answered, 'human guests' you pointed out in your mind, which made Edward chuckle, you looked up at him narrowing your eyes and added, 'get out of my head, brother dearest', he lifted his hands in defence apologizing.
"So they wouldn't drag amm-" for a breath moment Alice stopped like she was thinking what kind of words to use. But you got a sense that she saw a vision because, from the corner of your eye, you noticed Edward's jaw tighten for a split second, but then like nothing happened Alice simply continued, "as much attention while entering".
Alice shooked her head smiling walking towards the window, "Now, let's move to the garden I wanna go over some parts of the ceremony," everyone except Carlisle, Esme and Jasper grunted while the three of them giggled at the other vampires' responses, but all of the Cullens followed the raven-haired woman outside.
You caught Edward by the arm before he could leave, "What was that?"
"What do you mean?" he asked with a completely clueless expression, you could tell he was faking it.
"Do not play dumb, what did Alice see?" you asked him narrowing your eyebrows.
Edward was quick to answer, too quick like he was revising it beforehand like he was expecting this whole conversation, "Nothing, just some last checkups on the weather tomorrow by the look of things it could be more sunshine than we expected".
You gave him an unimpressed look, "You serious right now?"
"What's? It's nothing to worry about, we are lucky that the ceremony will be held in the forest shade," you rolled your eyes at his nonsense. You had a feeling there was no way to get Edward talking today, ahh he could be soo stubborn sometimes, so you just let it go, for now.
*later that evening*
You collapsed onto the couch exhausted after listening to Alice's full briefing about tomorrow's wedding. There was some good news, you were given a green flag not to get involved in unwanted small talk topics in exchange for saying 'yes' to any Alice request that may or may not occur during the wedding. There was no way this won't come back biting me in the ass with something much worst, but I had a slight hope that Alice would just forget it or there wouldn't be any need for my possible talents.
Rosalie interrupted your train of thought as she settled next to you on the couch while Jasper took a spot on another couch to your right.
"Okay, I have a few suggestions", stated Edward standing in front of the TV so everybody could see him but he looked directly at you.
"So you have rules for only me," you re-phrased.
"It's suggestions," he corrected giving you a pointed look.
"Right..." you glanced at Rosalie mouthing 'rules' to her, making her chuckle, from the corner of your eye you even noticed Jasper's lips ghost a small smile.
You heard Edward sigh, "Please concentrate".
"I am listening brother, shoot it," you turned, giving him your full attention.
"First, it'd be better if you wear contact lenses," Edward suggested waiting for your reaction.
You sat silent for a moment, may or may not purposely making them wait, "It's for obvious reasons of course," Jasper added because even with the ability to sense emotions in a room, you got a feeling that he couldn't particularly decide if you were surprised, confused or absolutely unaffected by the suggestion.
Finally, you nodded your head simply saying, "I was going to either way, the less people notice, the better". Edward and Jasper nodded approvingly.
"Second, there are gonna be a lot of "eyes" during the wedding and some of them could possibly notice you. So it's best to avoid any type of suspicion," Edward continued his bullet point list, emphasising the word 'eyes'.
"You will be like fresh meat for them" you heard Emmett joke as he entered the room taking a seat on the armchair to your left.
"Thanks, dude, not creepy at all," you shook your head at his comment.
"No, Emmett has a point. Edward, do you really think it is wise for Y/n to keep away if we want to avoid intrigue about her?" Rosalie pointed out the obvious.
"People are gonna talk either way," Edward shook his head, "but humans will be too intimidated to approach her on their own when they find out she is a Cullen", Edward explained.
"Werewolves will stay in their own circle and only interfere if provoked or in danger," Jasper added in his observation.
"What about Vampires?" Emmett questioned, a silly smile settling on his lips.
"Excuse me, I am still here, you know..." you waved your hand trying to get their attention, "The one yall are talking about", four pairs of glowing gold eyes that belong anywhere but in this mundane world of ours, pierced at you.
You narrowed your eyebrows feeling like you have been treated like a total child since the beginning of this conversation, "All of you know it's not my first rodeo, right? It's literally my life. I know how curiosity for mystery works. I know how to handle it. How to handle myself". You didn't even need to look at each of their faces to know that as the last sentence left your lips, they shadowed worry of the past, what Carlisle liked to call, 'interference' flashbacks. "Look, I learnt how to break them off "
Everyone in unison leaned forward at this new information suddenly presented to them, but Rosalie was the first to talk, "It's an anchor, isn't it?" as she seemed to realize, on some level identifying your 'interferences' as vampire's thirst for blood.
You glanced at her giving her an approving smile, "Yes, it's a unique sensation. Could be a touch, a voice or a simple memory... It's a reminder of reality," You turned back to Edward who seemed to be deep in thought, "I know how to do it, you saw it yourself".
Edward shook his head. You could read from his face that he was doubting the efficiency of your method. You couldn't blame him, you didn't completely trust it too. "I believe you, it is not you that I do not trust, it's the others I worry about," he explained.
Emmett's little smirk didn't go unnoticed by you as Edward added, "And that brings us to the last point. Denalis"
You narrowed your eyebrows in confusion, Jasper definitely should have felt that surprise emotion blast from you, "Beware of the sisters" Jasper translated.
"Or beware them of you," Rosalie casually suggested the alternative, which may or may not was closer to Edward's thoughts but we will never know.
"So basically you already decided that they are going to draw my attention, but I can't theirs," you mumbled hardly believing the words of your technical and not siblings.
"Oh, they will capture your attention," Emmett seemed to particularly enjoy this rule of Edward's, possibly because he had a pretty good feeling you will be searching for a plothole for this one, looking back he was right, "And knowing you, Tanya would be drawing a lot more than just glances from you," Emmett teased.
You rolled your eyes, "I swear, if yall going to make a bet about this... I will remind to your vampire ass's what nausea feels like", Emmett lifted his hands in defence chuckling.
"Look, just stay safe," Edward said. "You better than anyone know that humans are humans, werewolves are werewolves and-".
"Vampires are vampires" you finished his sentence.
He nodded, "Desires, nature and especially curiosity win over logic and common sense too often".
One thing that really bothered me about Edward's words was his sudden awareness of Denali's coven. Even if I have never met them, to my knowledge, the Denali clan was the closest vampire coven to Cullens. Their family was the next thing Cullens trusted after their own and that was an incredibly huge deal. They had a history and a particularly strong bond. Both families shared too many similarities in how they saw the world and what role they wanted to play in it. That's why for Edward to refer to them so suspiciously was alarming. Something was happening in the bigger picture and I needed to find out what it was.
You were starting to get annoyed with only half the information presented to you. And Edward noticed that but to his relief, Alice suddenly burst into a room, "Hey, I need your help." Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper stood up clearly knowing it was them that overly-excited vampire referred to. "Y/n, you need to go get some rest, I need you bright and smiley tomorrow and Edward do not dare to peek outside."
"Yes, ma'am" Edward and you reported in unison.
*end of the flashback*
"Hello, ladies," you said approaching the two Denali sisters with a welcoming smile, but your eyes lingered on Tanya Denali just a little longer, unconsciously earning for her to stab her eyes at you.
The moment Tanya looked up settling her golden eyes upon you, you felt how the air was knocked out of your lungs. 'Whoah..' was all your mind could comprehend at that moment. She was even more stunning up close.
Tanya returned you a sweet smile that dulled your senses even more. Even for a vampire, she was breathtakingly beautiful and you couldn't help but wonder how magnificent she probably looked in the sun.
You were brought back to earth by Kate's comment, "Ahh, finally the mysterious, Y/n," she said excitedly. You could feel Kate's curiosity brewing by the seconds as her eyes ran between you and her sister analyzing this new and divine atmosphere between the two of you.
You just nodded your head approving that it was indeed you. You mentally scrunched your nose, there wasn't really anything mysterious about me, just unwanted secrecy.
As unnoticeably as possible you took a deep breath, powering up the courage that you had stocked up, hoping your voice wouldn't fail you, "Tanya Denali, would you dance with me?"
Your senses weren't as fast as vampire's, so you could never be 100% sure if the sudden cover-up question of hers was to hide the shock that ghosted Tanya's face because of your question or if it was just your imagination, but what you could state for a fact was that Kate was wearing the biggest grin on her face.
"Didn't Edward warn you for some bizarre reason not to interact with us?" you heard Tanya say. The melody of her voice mesmerized you and yet somehow it didn't feel like it was the first time you heard it, it felt so familiar, so comforting, so senses diminishing. You believed she could sweet-talk you into anything and everything. And those were not good news, not for a person like you, not with so much to hide.
You didn't realize you were holding your breath before the chuckle escaped your lips, Cullen's weren't exaggerating about how attentive Denalis or at least Denali's leader was. You smirked at her, "Well, he is no boss of mine, is he now?"
That made both of the sisters laugh, leaving Tanya's lips spread an enchanting smile that you just had to innocently add, "After all, it's just a dance, isn't it?"
"Tanya if you won't go dance with her, I will", Kate said jokingly, you could sense that she was already starting to like you.
You laughed at the comment, only for a split-second glancing at the vampire, not wanting to leave Tanya's eyes unattended. "So what would you say?" you lifted an eyebrow in question, stretching your hand towards her to take.
You would be lying if your heart was listening to your brain screaming at it to calm down, at that breath of the moment before Tanya's lips spread the most charming smile as she took your hand and said "Yes".
You led her a little bit further into the dancefloor. You could feel multiple pairs of golden eyes piercing every part of your body as shivers ran through your spine. But you didn't care about any of those looks, the only iris eyes you were curious about were the ones secured on your face so close to you.
"How are we-" before Tanya could finish her sentence the fast-pumping song came to an end and its place took a new track perfect for a slow dance.
She saw a satisfied smile appear on your lips at her surprised expression. "Just trust the process," you whispered, bringing your right hand to Tanya's back while her's settled on your shoulder and your other gently gripped her left hand bringing it into the air.
You danced like that for a moment, slowly swinging in the scene. Enjoying the sensation of electricity surrounding both of your bodies due to closeness and touch.
That enchanting smile engraved on Tanya's lips, which some part of you wished was only reserved for you, made you fall for it more and more with every passing second.
"So tell me about yourself?" you broke the comfortable settled in silence, minus the music, of course.
"What would you like to know?" Tanya asked so simply as if she would reveal anything you'd wish to know but only if you knew how to ask it.
"I want to hear everything you'd like to share... Your thoughts and your dreams. Your favourite era, art form, sex position, blood group-" you started naming.
"A what now?" she interrupted surprised but a little smile played at the corner of her lips.
"Yeah, you're right, I do not really care about your favourite blood type," you joked shaking your head slightly.
She laughed at your answer, making your heart swirl at the sound. You unnoticeably gulped at the feeling, Tanya was moving mountains in my heart quicker than I thought possible.
"You're so different," another enchanting smile crossed her lips as she stated.
"Ahh, am I doing a bad job at keeping a mystery of me," you teased trying to hide the fact that Tanya's smile kept dulling your senses.
She chuckled, "Can I be honest?".
"Always," you said more seriously, truly wishing to know what was happening in that mind of hers.
"There is such a thick fog around you, Y/n. Every time somebody looks your way you can feel Cullens hold their breath. And yet you are the one suffocating from that mist, from that, what seems, unwanted secrecy," Tanya stated. It took all of your strength not to tense your body at her words and betray that she was actually pretty accurate.
She continued, "You are so charming and sweet and I believe the list could go on and on, but?"
"But?" you asked your eyes narrowing at her sudden cut short sentence.
"But as far as I noticed tonight, people that you love are incredibly important to you," you nodded approving her words, but not completely understanding what she meant. "So that intrigue that is following you like a magnet everywhere you go is your biggest asset and yet your biggest downfall. That is my thoughts", she smiled genuinely technically answering your first question.
Tanya was starting to read me like a book with those attentive eyes and an incredible mind of hers. But I couldn't tell her that she was right and yet I didn't want to lie to her either. I couldn't tell her the truth and damn her for a lifetime of holding her breath because of who I was. So I played it off like I do, like I always do.
You looked at her absolutely amazed, "Hmm, so you think I am charming," you joked narrowing your eyes at her, only to be met with Tanya's chuckle.
"Well, you are incredibly spellbinding yourself," you said with a charming smile clearing the air, receiving an intriguing look from her that only could mean you were given a green flag to continue.
You tightened your hand around Tanya bringing her closer, just to start leaning her back, "And incredibly insightful and intelligent," you whispered with your lips nearly touching the smooth ice skin of her neck, making her eyes flutter shut for a moment from your hot breath.
As you slowly began to return both of you to the previous position, you continued "And yet I feel that behind that serious leader mask is a playful soul."
She lifted her eyebrow at you, "So you think I am spellbinding," she imitated your playful answer earlier.
You laughed and just let yourself get lost in her bright amber eyes, believing that you could admire Tanya for all eternity.
"What are you thinking about?" she suddenly asked making you come back to the planet Earth.
"Being honest?" you imitated her question
"Always," she said with your favourite enchanting smile.
"What colour your eyes were before your transformation," you said simply as if it was the most casual thing to wonder about. Tanya looked a little bit taken aback by the question. And with that a terrifying feeling washed over you, "I am sorry, I didn't mean to-".
"No," she cut you off. "It's alright, I- Just nobody ever wondered about it, ever," she explained looking away from you to the crowd of people.
Your heart melted and at the same time stung at her words. How could possibly nobody ever wonder that?
"I don't even know that I remember it myself," you saw her smile shyly still not meeting your eyes. All of a sudden you got a feeling that nothing really takes Tanya aback, that nothing really makes her shy. And you couldn't help but grin to yourself like a maniac for it.
You freed your left arm from Tanya's soft grip and gently lifted her chin with your fingers so the two of your eyes would meet again. "I imagine them as the deepest ocean. The watercolour blue," you said having her full attention back to you.
You wrapped your left arm around her fully trapping her in your lap, making Tanya melt against your warmth. "That freezes you to your bones when they are angry and surrounds you like the warmest embrace when they are in love," you spelt it firmly to make sure she knew that you meant every word. "They are the colour blue that makes you get lost in them and still makes you feel at home. And yet I think it is in general your eyes that make me feel this way. That is what I think''. The softest look flashed on Tanya's face as she brought her free hand to touch your cheek.
She suddenly gasped realizing that with her action she was starting to free half of your face and tried to remove her palm. But to her surprise, you quickly caught her hand bringing it back to your skin. The touch did chill your face muscles and made electricity settle in and yet you loved every part of it.
You could tell she enjoyed the warmth slowly spreading into her palm. "Who are you? Who are you to them? Where have you been hiding all this time?" Tanya whispered to you her eyes filling with adoration, relief and may or may not hope. The kind of hope that you buried deep inside yourself long ago.
You were about to say something, completely unaware of what was about to leave your lips when Alice appeared in your peripheral vision, "Sorry, to interrupt, but I need that favour, Y/n" You quietly signed frustrated by the interruption but a promise was a promise.
The two of you released one another from each other's grips and just before Tanya could move further from you to make some space, you caught her right hand in your own.
From the corner of your eye, you saw a slight surprise at first settle on Tanya's face as she looked down at your interlocked hands but then a bright smile spread her lips
"Yes, what will it be?" you asked Alice. You didn't really give much thought to your last action you just didn't want to let go of Tanya just yet but it seemed to stunt Alice for a moment, that's a first, shocking raven-haired vampire was incredibly hard. "Alice?" you re-asked.
She shook her head, "Ah, yes, I need you to sing this," she handed you the papers that you just now noticed she was caring.
You sighed worriedly looking down at the notes. "Wait, you can sing?" you heard Tanya's shocked voice.
You looked up at her but before you could answer, Alice beat you to it, "She does, Edward isn't the only one with a musical gift. Y/n has a really great voice."
"She is exaggerating," you protested giving Alice a pointed look.
"No, I am not," Alice said, brushing away your warning look.
Like sensing that you were about to protest again, you heard Tanya say, "I love to hear you sing," you turned to her as you felt her squeeze your hand in support.
You smiled at her softly, but teased, ''You should really reconsider".
Tanya chuckled, giving you that enchanting smile of hers, "Not a chance".
You laughed lightly but sighed too, "Alright, then," you turned to Alice reporting.
As Alice happily jogged away, you felt Tanya's intoxicating scent fill your lungs as she leaned closer to whisper "Find me afterwards".
You gulped turning to her, "With pleasure" you said feeling completely out of breath.
She smiled at your answer winking at you and turning to walk towards the crowd of people that was ready to settle to their tables again.
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Being the Human Mate of Tanya and Kate Denali Would Include…
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Moving to Forks and being friends with Bella
Asking her how she got used to living in Forks, and meeting Edward after class
Hanging out more with the Cullens
Meeting the Denalis after they came to visit the Cullen family
Tanya and Kate immediately took a liking to you and wanted to spend more time with you
They would always come down from Alaska to talk to you and see how you’re doing
Tanya is very overprotective of you, whereas Kate is playful and always wants to take you out on adventures
Tanya and Kate applying to colleges for you, and the three of you move in together
They’ll always have advice for you if you need it
Kate loves cuddling on top of you, even though she likes pretending to be mean
Almost always being sandwiched between Tanya and Kate when you’re together
You’re pretty much never alone anymore because one of them will always be with you
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Tanya Denali x reader - everything I need
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Hello, I hope that you're doing well! If it's alright, may I please request a fluffy Tanya Denali fic x vamp female reader? With them just going on a getaway together after all the Cullen drama. Like cuddling on the hotel bed and talking about random stuff and doing fun things, like going to a theme park, taking pictures and random dance parties. - Anon💜
A/N: I’ve never wrote for Tanya before so sorry if she’s out of character!
Standing in the middle of the snow, you had your hands stuffed into your pockets as you buried your nose into your scarf.
“Cold?”
Turning to Tanya, you nodded your head a little bit.
“Yeah… being a newborn sucks…”
Tanya laughed softly standing next to you, pulling you into her side as she held you closely, watching as everyone celebrated their victory.
“It’ll pass in a few months, things like the snow won’t even effect you.”
You hummed, nodding your head again as you rested your head on your shoulder.
You loved Tanya, you had for a long while, and that’s why she turned you after your accident. She fell in love with you, the simple waitress at a coffee shop just enjoying life, happy and bright.
“How about we go away for a bit?” Tanya asked softly.
You turned in her arms, looking up at her with a huge smile on your face.
“Really?”
“Yeah, somewhere quiet at first, then when you’re ready anywhere you want.”
You happily agreed and the moment you guys got back home you started on packing and left.
Tanya had a small cabin far away that you guys spent a couple of weeks in, watching some films, admiring the nature around.
Tanya watched as you adjusted to being a vampire, and it happened really quickly.
You soon got used to everything, and you were happily showing Tanya what you could do.
“Watch this!” You beamed.
You took her hand and dragged her outside.
You saw a deer and you quietly approached, holding your hand out to it.
It approached, placing its head in your hand and you smiled softly, gently stroking its head as you felt it relax in your presence.
“Amazing… you can connect with animals.” Tanya smiled.
It amazed her, but she wasn’t all that shocked.
You were calm, gentle, loving, kind. You had the kind of aura that could calm anyone in any kind of situation and put them at ease.
She watched as you scratched the ears of the doe before you ushered her away to run back to her babies.
You turned around and Tanya smiled softly at you, opening her arms for you.
Padding over, you walked into her embrace and rested your head on her shoulder, humming a little as you felt her pressed a kiss to your temple.
“Come with me.” She said softly.
She led you inside where music was quietly playing, and she held her hand out to you.
“May I have this dance?” She asked.
“Of course.”
Gently placing your hand in hers you smiled at her as she started to lead you in a soft waltz around the room.
This is how pretty much the whole trip went, even when you guys made your way to the city and stayed at the hotel, you would spend all night dancing or laid in bed with one another talking away.
You also took Tanya to your favourite theme park, and showed her everything you loved about it, taking her on rides and watching the amazement in her eyes.
All of this was so new to her, she never thought she would come to a place such as this.
“Come on I want to show you something!”
Grabbing her hand, you led her towards the ferris wheel and she looked at it in confusion.
“Doesn’t it just go around?” Tanya asked.
“Yeah, but just wait.”
You guys got into a carriage and you held her hand the whole way up, and as you guys reached the peak you looked out the window.
Tanya kept her eyes on you.
The way the setting sun glistened on your skin was amazing, you guys had avoided the sun this whole time, but to see you in the golden light she was captivated.
You turned to face her and admired the gleam in her eyes.
“I love you so much…” she whispered.
With that she rushed in and quickly kissed you, and you eagerly kissed back, holding you tightly in your arms.
All her life she had been waiting for someone to love, to hold and to call her own.
And that person was you.
You were everything she wanted and more, and now she was going to spend the rest of whatever long life awaited the pair of you finally happy and in love
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The Snow Queen
⋆┈┈。゚❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ❁ུ۪ ❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ゚。┈┈⋆ ⋆┈┈。゚❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ❁ུ۪ ❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ゚。┈┈⋆
Tanya Denali x Reader
A/N: Why was finding a reason for the reader to have some kind of power so difficult this time for real? Anyways how are you guys I missed you, hope your lives are going well 🤍
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⋆┈┈。゚❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ❁ུ۪ ❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ゚。┈┈⋆ ⋆┈┈。゚❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ❁ུ۪ ❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ゚。┈┈⋆
Circe was a goddess of sorcery who was skilled in the magic of transmutation, illusion, and necromancy.
Artemis: Goddess of nature, childbirth, wildlife, the Moon, the hunt, sudden death, animals, virginity, young women, and archery
It was certainly one of the most beautiful aspects of having such advanced eyesight. The ability to zone out and shut out the endless drone of sound she was forced to constantly hear without a seconds rest. By focusing on the details no human eye would be able to see, she could find a moments peace. The intricate details of every snowflake that landed on the strawberry blonde tips of her curled hair. She took in a deep breath, a crisp fresh scent of freshly packed snow. The release of air did not create even the slightest plume of smoke. Why would it when there was no warmth that came from inside of her. She copied the human action she’d seen many times over and tightened her hold on her jacket. Though it provided no actual change in her body temperature it still had a feeling of normalcy, the slight pressure change was almost enough to trick her mind that she was warming her cold body up. Her eyes looed up from her hair, landing on her gloves, and then they began to scan the horizon as they did every morning as of late, perhaps today would be the day she’d change her mind. Seen how mistaken she had been. The soft crunching of two pairs of feet on the hardened snow let her know her peaceful morning was about to come to an end.
“Tanya.”
“Don’t.”
“Tanya. We cannot survive like this.”
“You are always welcome to leave Eleazar. I’ve never forced you to stay here.”
“Tanya please, my husband means no harm. With all of the protection efforts being put in place we only worry we will attract attention.” Carmen tiptoes around the blonde, her patience growing thinner by the day.
“I will not stray from the diet. You are more than welcome to go back to eating humans but do so away from my home.”
It was an empty threat. Tanya didn’t have it in her to feel otherwise. For years life had been peaceful, perhaps sad at times when they would remember their losses but peaceful nonetheless. Then Garrett got bored. As far as Tanya was concerned this was all his fault. He had always been rather obnoxious to her, his shameless flirting had won over her sister and suddenly she became the only one without a mate. Without love. It wasnt fair. Human men no longer satisfied her, she was getting reckless. Using too much of her strength. Tanya had convinced herself that they were going unnoticed. She was a fool. With the years passing men seemed to become weaker? No. Stronger. Louder. More Aware.
。゚❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ❁ུ۪ ❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ゚。
‘What are you?’
‘Why are you doing this?’
‘Please…stop’
Those words were the ones that stuck out the most. Before she could control her thirst, sure there were casualties both now… no one had ever told her to stop. She’d heard the stories from Rosalie, Siobhan, the horrors they went through. Tanya had been sick for weeks, discovering she had been no better than those monsters who had hurt her friends. How many men had done as she asked out of fear? It had been driving her mad for weeks. Had she been so blind to think they enjoyed it when she could barely feel anything at all? Then Garrett just had to question her recent lack of nightlife.
‘What’s the matter barbie? Tired of ravaging the villagers?’
‘What... did you just say?’
‘Garrett.’ Kate hissed
‘What? Are we still pretending they enjoy could ever enjoy our company that way?’
‘Would you suggest we kill them?’ Tanya scoffed at the idea, surely it couldn't have been that bad.
He shrugged, ‘I’m sure most them knew it could happen, probably would have prefered it in most cases. You can go on pretending as much as you want but just like Carlisle and his family…they can tell. No matter how much we may want we dont...we arent like them. All we do is cause pain Tan. No matter what way we come into conatct with them.’
He… knew? Did her sister? Did she care? Did she even want to know? No, not really, what Tanya wanted was an excuse. Garrett gave her an excuse. Suddenly the long peaceful days had turned into screaming matches filled with accusations, fights, threats. Every grievance aired like laundry. It was only days before they were at an impasse.
‘You need to get him out.’
‘He’s just worried. We all are. And by the way, you may have been turned first but you are not in charge of me.’
‘Kate please. We have lost too much to be at each others throats like this.’
‘Oh please. Stop. Just stop bringing it up. You act as if this is all his doing. We both know this stopped being about—‘
‘Don’t.’
Kate sighed, ‘It stopped being about "her" ages ago. You were basically her daughter, when she couldn’t replicate you with me, she turned Irina. Do you ever think I wanted this to be forced into a family I knew nothing about? It was only when Visili had come up that you even noticed a fraction of her neglect. Tell me sister, you were the one with the wonderful idea to find someone who could comfort us in our grieve... tell me how many men did you smell on me? You think I lured men to comfort myself? I’ve play along enough.’
‘You…wanted to kill them? Want to kill them? Even now?’
‘God- are you even…. Look. I do not care to hide what I am. We need food. I just played with mine a little.’ Kate shrugged, she said it so simply. A fact that everyone should know. It was something her and Irina never talked about, how Kate always seemed to leave early, never having even a hint of any man on her. Women sometimes but not in that way...Tanya blinked a few times to try and regain her composure.
‘And the women?’ She scoffed, both knowning Kate would never put herself in a position to harm another woman. Neither did Tanya, she supposed maybe deep down she did know what she was doing.
‘Better company. We all grieved differently. But times have changed.’ End of discussion. Tanya had to refocus the conversation, she wouldn't, couldnt lose another sister. Especially not because of her doing.
‘What do we do then?’
‘There’s less animals lately, don’t try and pretend otherwise. We can’t feed too much without drawing attention from the humans.’
‘You can’t be serious.’
‘I’m done arguing Tanya. There’s too many conservation efforts and the locals are noticing the alarming lack of animals. We have to get off the diet. It-" Kate took a quick breath, steadying herself in an attempt to show her sister she was on her side, "It doesnt have to be a permanent solution.'
'No.' Tanys turned away quickly trying to stop whatever conclusion was coming
'Tanya.' Kate grabbed her shoulder, causing the shorter blond to whirl back around, furious. Kate took a step back, there was a new rage building in her sister. Something she had never seen before, and certainly never thought it could ever be aimed towards her.
'I said NO!' Tanya shook with rage. This was all she had left. She needed to keep this one thing, even if just for herself. She had never raised her voice with so much venom at her sister. Her voice to something that could only be described as a mere notch above a whisper, 'If you're so worried...go.'
'Tanya...' The sisters stared at eachother for what seemed an eternity. The silence was so deafening they thought they were able to hear the snow landing on the ground. Eleazar and Carmen watched Kate seem scared for the first time in their life. Her own voice soft, laced with concern
'If you insist on changing our lifestyle. Fine. Leave. And go eat happily elsewhere."
Kates lip trembled for only a second before her steel reserve returned, her eyes darkening, 'Fine.'
Garrett suddenly tried to be the one to diffuse things, started apologizing for angering Tanya to get them to where they were now. In truth, with food this sparce they had all begun worrying. He would never live with himself if Kate lost her sister. ‘Look Tanya, I shouldn’t have—‘
But before he could say more Kate grabbed his hand. With a slight shake of her head, Garret quietly nodded and followed his mate out the door.
。゚❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ❁ུ۪ ❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ゚。
Now… here it was. Only weeks later and it was Carmen and Eleazars turn. And Tanya was too numb to care. She would rather starve for eternity, petrify before having to change the diet. It had been too long. It was the only thing she had been good at. She needed this. At least thats what she was telling herself. Maybe she could join the Cullens for a while. Not likely. She knew they were struggling too and with the amount of people in the coven any food would be a fight to acquire. She sighed as Carmen came up best to her placing her hands around her arms, the touch alone was enough to almost break her.
“We will see if there’s any luck elsewhere.” Tanya just nodded, “Call us anytime.”
With a kiss her and Eleazar ran off. Maybe to join Kate and Garrett. Maybe they would actually try. She couldn’t watch someone else leave her. Not again, she decided to head inside pretend none of this was happening, ignore the gnawing at her throat and stomach. Tanya retreated to the bathroom turning on the bath as hot as it would allow her. She didn’t have to worry about it burning anyway, so why not?
Drip. Drip. Drip.
She counted every drop from the faucet. The steam from her bath dissipated, by the time she was well into the four hundred some odd drop the water had cooled. Her head turned towards the window in her room at a sudden noise. The sun was already setting in the distance, hues of orange, pink and purple painted the sky. She may have smiled at the thought of it if she hadn’t been so preoccupied with someone possible awaiting to attack her. Maybe the volturi decided it was time to pick her off. She sat up too quickly at the thought. The water splashed around as she sat up, drowning the noise.
“Shhh!” She hushed her self immediately, not quite believing she had actually tried to quiet water. She heard something she knew she had. While she could smell nothing but her own candles and perfumes she held out hope it was one of her coven mates. She quickly dressed and rushed towards her bedroom window. It wasn’t her family. It wasn’t anyone she had ever come into contact before.
She saw a figure walking away from her home, head full of ebony hair, braids woven into random strands.
Who was she? And what the hell was she doing here? Tanya thought to herself. She rushed faster than she ever had out to the front of her home, by the time she reached the deck the woman was gone. She saw her a mile in the distance, no human being could move that quickly, but when the woman turned it was clear she was not like Tanya either. Tanya’s hand gripped at the railing of her porch, the wood crackling at the pressure as she continued to stare at the retreating figure walking away.
When she was at the edge of the forest she finally turned, smiling and waving at Tanya before continuing deeper into the wilderness. The woman could only be described as ethereal by Tanya. She wore clothes that couldn’t possibly keep her warm, as if only for appearances. Just like her. She quickly made it to where she was just standing, her footprints already disappearing with the fading light and continuous downfall of snow.
Tanya listened as hard as she could, she heard a soft voice. She could also smell the sudden appearance of blood. A deer. There hadn’t been one near the house in months. Her hunger clouded her judgement, her sole priority to feed on whatever poor creature decided to return.
There was only a small clearing but enough to see the giant caribou, her eyes focused on the deer. Why wasn’t it running? Tanya could taste the warm pool running down her throat, finally, something was going right. She hissed at the animal, give it a chance to run. Make this more exciting. A warm laugh erupted from behind giant creature. And the woman stepped out from behind,
“I should be somewhat offended, but I guess he is really beautiful isn’t he?” Tanya let out a snarl, a warning. This woman needed to back away unless she wanted to become a casualty herself. She didn’t even flinch. She continued to pet the wild creature and laughed, a warm beautiful laugh. Tanya stared at her sepia brown skin, it shone in contrast to the white surrounding her. Her voice made Tanya snap to attention, “you won’t be eating this one.”
“Oh I’m not? Are you going to stop me?”
“I guess not. But I will help out this little guy.”
Before Tanya could ask what she meant the deer began disappearing before her eyes, “No!”
“Tsk. Tsk. We should be careful with earths most precious resources.”
“Bring. It. Back.”
“Why? So you can eat? There’s an overpopulation of humans for you to feast on. If you want them to survive so badly it would actually benefit you to put the smallest dent in some of them.” She took a few steps closer to Tanya. A lopsided smirk on her face as she almost skipped across the snow with her arms behind her back, she stopped right before Tanya, tilting her head as close as she could, “Your eyes. They’re darker than the night sky.”
Tanya growled, swinging her arm towards the girl in front of her. She disappeared as quickly as her arm went up. Suddenly reappearing next to a tree, she leaned against it holding waving one finger, “I thought we were getting along, tell me Tanya of the Denali coven, how long will it take for you to go back to a regular diet. I’m growing tired of these enchantments.”
“Who are you and what do you want?”
“You don’t listen very well do you? I need you start hunting humans, like you’re supposed to. Hunt the rich ones, or the evil ones so you appease whatever guilt you have.”
“I—who are you?”
“Aspa. Lovely to meet you.”
Tanya fixed her hair, trying to regain her composure, “so you’re the one behind all the missing animals.”
“Yes…and no. There really has been a problem. Humans…they’re greedy they take too much, destroy too much. They have been destroying this world since they were allowed to walk around….but they’re smart. No animal means no resources from them to take. So if enough of them disappear for a while they begin making an effort. An actual effort, if only to ensure they survive.”
“So how long until that effort pays off.” Tanya spit out
“You surprise me Tanya. Your extended family broke so quick it was almost too easy.”
“You mean—“
“Oh yea. The Cullens have long been off the diet, the doctor and blonde were difficult to convince but wow the younger guy, he broke instantly. All it took was for their youngest to feed on a poor classmate trying to walk her home, like dominoes really. But you… you want to starve yourself.”
“I would rather not actually.”
“Does it help?”
“Help what?”
“You’re guilt? Does it take it away?”
“I don’t…”
“Please. I had to observe all of you for years to know how to best accomplish all of this. It won’t change what you did to those men.”
Tanya choked back a sob, “I didn’t think—“
“Why? Because no one ever said anything? You knew. Deep down you knew.”
“I get it okay? I’m a monster, I just—I wanted to think they cared about me enough to say nothing. I thought they—forget it” Tanya turned to walk away, but Aspa reached out and grabbed her arm
“So then be better. If you really didn’t know then stop and just continue to not do it. Besides most of those men approached you with less than good intentions anyway.” Tanya shook her off, she had no idea what she’d gone through
“But…”
“Just do better. Find your own person.”
“Where did you even come from?”
She clicked her tongue, “well that’s not very nice is it?” She waited for Tanya to look away, embarrassed. “My birth mother I suppose. She was a hunter and follower of Artemis. A god took a liking to her, she said no, he didn’t care. You know know how it all goes in those stories. Artemis took pity on her, let her give me up so she continue following the goddess. And then little me well… she took me to an island gave me her blessing and I was raised by a wonderful enchantress, my adopted mother I suppose.”
“Goddess? That’s impossible.”
“Why?”
“There are no gods like that. They….aren’t real”
“Maybe to you? They’re plenty real to me. I’m sure the caribou you were thirsting over would be shocked to learn about something like the pudu in South America.”
“Are you equating me to an animal?”
Aspa laughed again, “you love to purposefully avoid what people are trying to communicate with you. Is that why your sister decided to go back to the original meal plan?”
“No I just— I don’t understand.”
Aspa leaned forward, stopping centimeters from Tanya’s face, eliciting a gulp from the blonde, “Understand this. The animals will not return anywhere until I say so. You will not be able see, hear or touch them. No one will.”
“What about the humans? Without animals don’t you think they will outsource all of the plants?”
“Oh Tanya don’t worry about them. They will find exactly how much they need and if some must go…well. That will work out better in the long run.”
She tried to step back but Aspa stepped forward regardless, Tanya could barely breather. Aspas scent filled every cell in her body. Her blood smelled sweet, as if she was filled with the ichor of the gods she claimed to be a descendant of. Her mischievous grin slightly reminded her of Kate whenever people would doubt her abilities. Could she really go back to the old diet? Aspa reached out and raised Tanya’s chin. The heat from her touch felt as if her handprint would be permanently etched on her face. Tanya half hoped it would, before she convinced herself and this was all a dream.
“Tanya you worry too much. Believe me there are plenty of people for you to eat where it shouldn’t harm your conscious. Really, you’d be doing me a favor. You should visit the Amazonian coven, they’ve been helping me with my little homework since I began.” Somehow the knowledge of Aspa showing herself to another vampire almost urged another snarl from her lips.
“You’ve been making your rounds then?”
Another chuckle as she turned around flipping her thick hair as another rush of her scent filled Tanya nose, citrus and what smelled like some type of spirit, “I had to get in touch with your ‘kings’ so yes, you are the last on my list.”
“What?! You’ve met with the volturi?”
She crossed her arms as she made her way towards the end of the clearing, “of course. I did. Your kind isn’t the only ones I’m working with here. The fae and nymphs were the easiest to convince. The witch too but they mainly enjoy the chaos. Most of the others are unaffected. It’s a big world Tanya. You should see more of it when you have the chance.”
The clearing seemed to widen, as if the earth was ready to swallow the woman into the trees. Never to be seen again. It was too much for Tanya to process. Already Aspa had begun disappearing, except unlike the first time this evening she feared not knowing if she would ever see her again. “So that’s it?”
She turned back and simply nodded her head, “mhm. In another few years everything should be back to normal. Some places may even be overpopulated…that is if you want to go back to hunting them.”
“If I do... Will you take them away again?”
“Tch please, aside from my mother who was kind to let learn her magic. I follow the one my birth mother followed too. And she was the best huntress there ever was. There’s a fine line between necessity and sport.” She smiled as she peered behind her shoulder, “I’ll see you around, yeah?”
“Hm is that a promise or a threat?”
She stopped dead in her tracks, “I guess we’ll see. Won’t we?”
。゚❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ❁ུ۪ ❃ུ۪ ❀ུ۪ ゚。
“Tanya.”
“Go away.” Her sister voiced grated her ears, she decided to cover herself in blankets
“Tanya so help me I will shock you out of bed, you can’t lay around all day.”
Tanya continued to cocoon herself in blankets, “I can actually. What does it matter anyway I’m just laying down. It’s only been a few days.”
Kate sighed as she sat on the edge of the bed, “you’ve gotten like the past two here years around this time.”
“I have not.”
“You have. I know because around the time we had that fight.”
Tanya sighed knowing full well that had little to do with it, “I promise I’m fine. I just….I want to rest.”
Kate groaned in her protests, slapping her legs as she stood up, “Nope we are all doing something so get up.”
Tanya had no time to protest before Kate promptly kicked her off the bed, Tanya struggled to get out decidedly just tearing through the thick blankets, downing effectively covering every square inch of her room, “Kate! What the hell??”
Kate laughed, “well it worked.”
Garrett rested his arm on the doorway, “if I knew feathers would have been flying I would have been in here from the beginning.”
“I’m sure you would have.” Kate winked at him causing Tanya to roll her eyes
“Ugh. You win I’m up. Now get out, I need to clean.”
“No the point is to get out. Come on, we haven’t ran in awhile. We can go find one of those hanging lakes the humans live to visit.”
“I do hear they’re quite beautiful.” The three whirled around towards the sound of someone coming from the deck in Tanya’s room. Aspa sat on the railing pretending to inspect her nails. Kate and Garrett snarled and lunged towards her. Tanya opened her mouth to protest but Aspa disappeared into dust before either one could grab her. Garrett almost crashed into the railing towards the floor below. She reconfigured next to Tanya her arm resting on her shoulder.
“I see you haven’t told your friends about me. I’m not sure why but I think I’m slightly offended.”
“You’re….back?”
“I did say I would be.” She quickly looked over Tanya, “I’m glad you listened, the red suits you.”
Tanya looked away at the compliment. Kate looked between her sister and the stranger, in all the centuries between them she’d yet to see her sister ever get flustered like this. “Yo-you know her?”
Aspa wiggled her fingers, scrunching her face in a smile. “Oh we’re acquainted. I promised to pay Tanya here a visit.”
Tanya shrugged Aspa off, wondering what it meant that she was finally back, “so it’s done? It’s all balanced?”
“Since last year actually, I just wanted to see if you would go back. You never even checked.”
“I found ways to appease my guilt.”
“You’ll have to tell me about them sometime.”
Kate started to protest before Garrett wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her into him as he slightly nodded and winked, “come on Katie. I thought we were going to race. Let’s let Tanya and her… friend catch up.”
Kate looked up at her mate, a conversation passing through them before she nodded and the two disappeared from the cabin. Aspa was mouthing a goodbye to the pair as Tanya spun to face her new guest fury climbing at her.
“Why are you here?”
“I told you I would come.” She shrugged, “isn’t that why you asked me about the promise?”
“What you couldn’t communicate earlier than today?”
“I didn’t know you wanted me to.”
“We both know you are smarter than that.”
Aspa softened tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear, she trailed the back of her hand down her cheek and until she hand chin in between her thumb and pointer finger, “you’re right. That was rude of me. Can you forgive me?”
She pushed her hand away from her face, “ugh. No.”
“No?” She stepped away a pout starting to form on her face
“No. You have to do better than that.”
“Okay well I know of a few places I doubt even you’ve stepped foot on, would you like to see them?”
“I guess seeing as I have nowhere to be.”
“Oh don’t be like that. It will be the best date you’ve ever been on.”
“Who says it’s a date?”
“I do. Come on. I’ll show you a great time.” Aspa extended her hand, Tanya hesitated for only a second before grabbing it. “Ready?”
“Where are we even going?”
“Somewhere warm, where you don’t have to worry about hiding yourself.”
“I doubt anyplace warm can offer that kind of freedom.”
“You doubt me?”
“I—no. It’s just…”
Aspa interrupted Tanya with a kiss in the corner of her lips. “Don’t worry it will be perfect.”
“You’re right. It will be.”
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qdbs-writes · 1 year
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Hello, If it's okay, may I please request Tanya Denali smut oneshot? Where Tanya finally finds her mate in the form of an immortal vixen named y/n who is just as overjoyed in finding Tanya. After getting to know eachother for a bit and a few dates the two decide not to waste any more time, and do what they've been wanting to do since they first saw each other.
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Finally - Tanya Denali x Reader
The winter grass was dry and dark where you lay together, illuminated by nothing but soft moonlight and the twinkling stars above. But Tanya wasn't looking at the stars. No, instead, she was far too distracted by the way your amber eyes glittered like a celestial mirror. Her chilled, pale hand moves to grasp your own, and you glance at her with a smile.
"I can't tell you how long I've waited for this. Waited for someone like you..." She murmurs, gaze falling from your eyes to your lips. For centuries, Tanya had been wanting and lonely, wondering if she would ever find the eternal love she so desperately craved. When she first met you, she wanted to brace for disappointment, for the torment of heartbreak. But you accepted her too, accepted her love, accepted that the two of you would never part.
"Then why wait for even another second?" you retort with a chuckle, rolling over to cage her in your arms, lips descending to her mouth, before pressing fast, teeth-filled kisses down her jaw and neck. Tanya moaned, arms whipping around to grasp desperately at your back, legs spreading to make room for your hips. She gasps and cries when your leg comes to press against her core, finally providing the friction she had searched so long for.
"Ah, I've wanted- oh! Wanted to do this since I first met you..." Tanya heaves, grinding into your pelvis in return, blonde hair splayed as she tossed and turned in the grass.
"Oh, my love! We only have the rest of forever..." you sing in her ear, slipping a cold, lifeless hand under her top, feeling your way upwards to her lacy bra. As Tanya grasped to lift your own shirt, she came to a realisation; an eternity of pleasure with you almost wouldn't be enough.
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Glory of love(Eleazar Denali)
Chapter 12: and now one simple question, is she even Italian?
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The next day I headed out to the Cullen's house to help cook Bella's dinner. While I helped Alice and Esme upack the cooking utensils in the unused kitchen Edward frantically raced around the house trying to get everything perfect.
I could tell he was nervous, but I didn't know if he was more worried about embarrassing himself or us embarrassing him. “is this okay?” Edward asked me, I looked up as he stared down at his outfit. Simple jeans and a button down.
“you look great” I smiled as I got the proper spices for the meal. Edward nodded and fixed his hair real quick then turned back around.
“you guys really don't have to do this” Edward said. Rosalie dropped the new pair of tongs and smiled. “gald you came to your sinces”
I chuckled as Rosalie felt the kitchen. “come on Honey, be nice”
“yeah we already bought all the stuff, no turning back now” Eleazar said, coming in with some papers in his hands. He gave me a quick kiss on the forehead and hand me the thin stack of papers. “here's the recipes you wanted”
“thanks El” I smiled as he sat down at the counter where everything was. He examined all the spices and equipment as we started to set things up.
“well, I'm gonna get Bella” Edward said suddenly. I looked up from the paper that had the recipe and nodded. “see ya later”
Once he left I got up and started to pre-heat the oven, after I pushed in the right temperature I started to boil the water for the noodles. “when was the last time you guys actually cooked?” I asked as Esme walked in with Carlisle. Eleazar chuckled as he walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
“well the last time I actually needed to cook garlic didn't come in a shaker” Eleazar chuckled was muffled as he nuzzled his face in between my shoulder and neck.
We then pulled apart by the sounds of clapping. “come on love birds we got a lot to do! Chop chop” Alice said skipping into the kitchen with Jasper in tow. This was actually my first interaction with Jasper, he wasn't in any of my classes and everytime I would come over he'd be out hunting or in the garage working on something.
“Hey Jasper”
He smiled softly as Alice pulled him towrds the open window. “hello y/n”
“We're going hunting real quick before Edward comes back with Bella” Alice said. I nodded as I watched them disappear deep into the woods.
After awhile most of the family was in the kitchen pitching in, thank God it was a big kitchen or else it would be freaking crowed.
As I was helping Carlisle chopping up chicken, Eleazar cringed from the other side of me. “is it supposed to look like this?” he asked string up an alfredo sauce.
I whiped my hands on my jeans and went to the stove were he was. The sauce was thicker than it was supposed to be, but other than that it was turing out well.
Eleazar handed me the spoon and I gave it a quick stir. “just add some more olive oil and turn the heat down” I padded his back and walked over to Tayna who was shredding cheese agressevelly.
“don't kill the cheese T” I joked. He smiled softly and looked down at the bowl of mozzarella cheese. “you okay?” I asked.
She nodded. “yeah, I'm fine... Irina is just getting on my nerves” Irina was upstairs hiding for when Bella arrived, I didn't balme her.
Emmett came up to us playing with a knife. “anything I can do?”
“you can mince the garlic” I said. He looked confused as I set a head of unpealed garlic infront of him. “I don't know what that means.”
I was about to explain but Esme sighed and started to shout for the two missing family members. “Rosalie come in here and help! You too Irina!” Esme shouted.
Rosalie came into the kitchen a couple of minutes later. “where's Irina?” Eleazar asked as he wrapped his arms around me.
“hunting I think” Rosalie said grabbing a bowl to help Kate with the salad. “she wasn't in her room” she added.
Rosalie sighed as she looked around. “is she even Italian? Are you guys Italian?” she asked turning to me.
“her names Bella” Emmett said trying to peal the garlic.
“I'm sure she'll love it no matter what” carlisle said throwing the chicken into the frying pan.
“she better, you know how hard it is to find Romano cheese around here?” Eleazar asked as he turned the heat down on the pot that had the homemade alfredo sauce. He sighed and stirred it a little faster, getting aggravated.
“we should have gotten the already made stuff” he sighed looking at me for help. I chuckled as I moved next to him a stirred the thick science experiment that Eleazar created. I couldn't help but laugh as Eleazar huffed in frustration.
I looked at him a laughed softly. “you did good Baby”
He gave me a 'yeah right' look and took the spoon from my hand. “you can't eat this” he said scooping up the sauce that now looked like mashed potatoes with applesauce mixed together. I chucked as he turned the spoon upside down and the substance fell back into the pot with plop.
I nodded. “good effort though” Eleazar rolled his eyes and leaned against the counter as I dumped out the sauce. “hope your sister likes plane noodles” he said crossing your arms.
“no actually we got this” Carlisle said pulling out a pre-made jar of alfredo sauce out of the cabinet. “Alice had a vision last night after you printed out the recipe for the sauce. Eleazar looked annoyed as he snacted the jar out of of his brother-in-law's hand.
“Por supuesto que Alice sabía(of course Alice knew)” Eleazar cussed in Spanish as he dumped the sauce in a new pot to heat it up. I smiled and stood up on my toes to kiss his cheek. “it's okay”
“ew, get a wiff of that” Rosalie said suddenly. “here comes the human” Esme smiled and handed the cheese grader to Emmett. I smiled at Eleazar and rubbed his shoulder as he shut the oven off.
He sighed and leaned against the counter with his arms crossed I nudged him playfully and smiled. “smile my Love” I whispered as two pairs of feet approached the kitchen.
Eleazar looked down at me and smiled as Edward walked around the corner with Bella. Esme was the first to greet her with open arms. “Bella we're making Italiana for you”
Bella smiled then looked around at the crowed, she looked suprised when she saw me. I gave her a soft smile as Eleazar wrapped his arm around my waist hugging me to his side.
“you gave us an excuse to us the kitchen for the first time” carlisle smiled brightly. Esme nodded as her mate walked to her side. “I hope your hungry”
When Bella smiled at Esme's comment Edward drop a bomb shell. "she already ate"
Bella hit his shoulder. “no I di-” Rosalie snapped and shattered the bowl of salad in her hands. Esme gave her a warning look as Emmett walked to her side. “perfect, just perfect”
“well it's just I know guys don't eat and...” she stoped then looked at me. “Wait do you know?”
“obviously” I said in my best Severes Snape voice. Tayna chuckled as she hopped up on the counter next to me and Eleazar.
“it's fine Bella, very considerate” Esme smiled as Carlisle wrapped his arm around her.
“ignore Rosalie, I do... And Irina, where ever she is” Edward told Bella. “hay Edward come on” I said as Eleazar rested his forehead on the side of my forehead wanting this encounter to be over.
“yeah, let's just keep pretending like this isn't dangerous for all of us” Rosalie said getting angrier.
“I would never tell anyone anything” Bella said trying to stay calm. “I think she knows that” Eleazar said.
“well the problem is the four of you have become public now soo...” Emmett started but Esme and I cut him off.
“no, she should know” Rosalie said. Emmett sighed and put his hands up giving up on keeping Rosalie calm. “the entire family will be implicated if this ends badly” she said looking over to me and Eleazar with fear. She never treated me as awful as she did Bella. I could tell she was genuinely scared, but she covered it with bitterness.
“badly as.... We would become a meal” Bella stuttered looking at me. The Denali sisters laughed at her response. Eleazar crossed his arms and shrugged as Carlisle hid his laughter in his mates shoulder.
Before it could get worse for Bella, Alice and Jasper came in through the open window. Alice took Jasper hunting before he had to meet the human. “hi Bella! I'm Alice” alice smiled and hugged Bella immediately. “Alice what are you doing?” Edward asked.
“don't worry me and Bella are going to become great friends.” Alice responded. Carlisle cleared his throat and looked over to Jasper as he looked extremely uncomfortable.
“sorry Jasper is our newest vegetarian, it's been a little difficult for him” Jasper nodded trying to put on a smile. “it's a p-pleasure to meet you”
“don't worry Jasper you won't hurt her” Alice reassured. “or y/n” Alice said looking over at me and Eleazar.
Edward sighed. “I'm gonna show Bella the rest of the house” Edward looked so embarrassed as he pulled Bella away.
“well I expected that to be worse if I'm honest” Eleazar sighed as I left his arms to clean up.
“she so cute” Esme smiled. “I think it went well” carlisle said looking over to his mate.
Tayna sighed playfully and rested her elbow on my shoulder. “your my favorite Swan sister” I laughed and elbowed her playfully. “I should hope so”
Tanya laughed and jumped over the pile of glass and salad.
“clean this up right now” Esme said to Rosalie as she pointed at the broken glass. “what are we gonna do with crap?” Eleazar asked.
“it won't go to waist, I'll take some of it to Sue's house and Dad will eat it” said turing on the sink to wash the dishes. As the rest of family were cleaning up I felt Eleazar's cold hands on my waist.
“follow me” he whispered in my hear and kissed the side of my head. He reached over and shut the water off and pulled me towrds the exit of the kitchen.
“where are we going?”
“it's a surprise” he said smiling.
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Your first time
Tanya x human fem!reader
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Let's just say Tanya was very very experienced when it comes to sex. I mean she latterly had to wait for you for thousands years, so as we know she had some aventure.
When you guys finally meet she was so excited, she didn't believe that she finally had a mate. After knowing you for a will, she slowly began to invite you on date. When you guys finally got into a relationship, you got to meet the Denali Clan. Of course they invited you with arms open, they were all so friendly with you.
*_Present day_*
"Hi baby" Tanya said hugging you, you just got out from school.
-"Hi !"
-"I got an idea, why don't you come over to my house to have a sleepover ?"
-"But you don't sleep"
-"Doesn't matter, plus you look so cute when you sleep"
-"Fine.."
Before you coud react you were dragged by Tanya to her car. When you finally got to her home, Tanya toke your hand and you followed her to her room.
The night began great movies, popcorn, cuddle...
Till a sex scene showed up to the screen, you got embarrassed and hide your face in Tanya neck so she wouldn't see you all fruster.
"Aww how cute, your blushing"
She slowly made her hand go down your body.
"S-stop.."
"I m sorry i thought. " She said as she stopped her hand.
"It's fine it's just that i haven't done it before"
"Your sure, if you don't want to do it it's fine ?"
"Yeah im sure"
"Just say it when you want me to stop"
You nodded, letting Tanya lay you down on the sofa. She moved on Top of you, you let her slowly massaging your breasts. You let her play with your pussy, knowing that she woud take care of you.
She got your and her clothes out of the way and began to rube her clit against yours. You began to moan loudly at the contact, you gripped her boobs for dear life. She moan louder due of your ruthness.
She than got in between your legs and began sucking, after you orgasm she slowly let a finger in you, letting you adjust.
"Shit babe your tight, did you ever masturbate ?"
"N-no.." You said embarrassed.
After registering the new information she got up, letting you on the couch with a confused look.
She oppend the closed and got out a strap, you were stund by how big it was.
"You got to trust me alright ?"
You nodded as she got on the couch. The strap just in-between your folds.
"Im not sure if it woud fit"
"It will don't worry"
She slowly got the strap in you, letting you adjust.
She began trusting in you after some time.
After some orgasm she led you to sleep cuddling with you completely naked.
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Can I request another Garrett soulmate au? This one the mate he finally finds is blind and has been since birth. When she's changed they're not sure if she will gain eyesight as Carlisle said there are some things even venom can't fix. I think it would make Garrett melt being the first thing she's seen. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Please and thank you!!
(A/N: I apologize for how long this fic took, I was having a few problems with my computer. Nonetheless, I enjoyed writing this! Garrett and his human soulmate may just be my favorite thing to write🤭. I found the dynamic between Garrett and this reader to be so refreshing to express. I added a bit of my own twist to the end with the readers abilities, so I hope you don't mind. As always, Enjoy!)
Eye of the beholder
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Garrett x Blind!Fem!Reader
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the twilight characters, nor do I claim them as my own. This work is purely fictional.
Summary: You had come to terms with the fact that you would be blind for the rest of your life, and the fact that you would never know what your lover, Garrett, looks like. But what if there was an accident, and you had to be changed? Would the venom grant you your eyesight?
‼️TW‼️: Mentions of blood, physical injuries, slight angst
Word count: 2,331
“Describe it again”, Your voice holds a pleading edge as you lay your head back on Garrett’s lap, “Please?” 
“I’ve already described it two times, my love” Garrett chuckled, his thumb traced over your cheekbone. He was looking down at you, you could tell by the way his voice echoed. 
You closed your eyes, snuggling further into him, “A third time couldn’t hurt.” 
“ I guess not,” Garrett hummed, “ The snow, as I said is white-”
“White is the color that feels like pillow feathers right?” You inquire, rubbing your fingers together as if you could imagine the very feeling. 
“Mhm-hm”, Garrett hummed in agreement, “ The snow itself is falling fast. Some of it is hitting the window beside us, while most of it is landing on the ground. The pine trees, the spiky ones, are covered in it.”
You shifted before he could continue, “ What does it make you look like, the snow? Does it make your hair a different shade? Do you get paler, if that’s even possible?”
“ I thought my appearance wasn’t important-”
“-It isn’t!” You reassure, “ I love you for who you are, obviously. I just want to know how you change with the seasons.” 
“ His hair is a shade lighter. It goes from a cold tone to a warm tone, and no, it isn’t possible for him to get paler” Kate’s voice echoed from down by your feet. The Denali’s had been your makeshift family for quite a while, that’s how you had originally met Garrett. Kate had befriended you, despite the fact that you were just a human. You were a ‘fun soul’ she had insisted. 
Then, after a visit from her cousin Carlisle, Garrett randomly appeared. Apparently, during Carlisle’s visit, he had come to the conclusion that you were the type of warmth Garrett needed, and he was right. The two of you clicked instantly. With Garrett, it was like you could see the world, even if you physically couldn’t. He made you feel whole, despite the rest of the world thinking you weren’t. Garrett never figured out how Carlisle guessed you would be his mate, but he’ll be forever grateful nonetheless. He had since then become happier, and healthier as the Denali’s would put it. Garrett hadn’t touched a human in the years he’s known you. 
“Thank you, Kate, at least someone is helpful” You snort teasingly. 
Garrett scoffs sarcastically, “ If I’m not helpful, then I guess you’ll have to find another mate who will read to you.” 
“Carmen would” You huff, folding your arms stubbornly.
“Speaking of Carmen, she wants Garrett to take care of a bear problem” Kate informed, she must’ve been standing in the doorway now since you could barely hear her. 
You didn’t need perfect eyesight to know that Garrett had rolled his eyes, “ and here I thought Kate had come to visit because she missed us”
Tanya had been gracious enough to let you and Garrett stay in the guest cabin, which was only a ten-minute walk from the main family house. It gave the two of you all the privacy and independence you needed but still remained close enough for the others to pop in and out. 
“Will you remain here while I take care of the bear, or would you like me to take you over to chat with Kate-”
You sighed, cutting him off before he could worry anymore,“-Darling, we’ve lived in this cabin for years now, I can handle myself long enough for you to handle a pesky bear.” 
“Yes, I know, and I’m not doubting you” Garret paused to cradle either side of your face, “ but leaving you in this house so far from the others just worries me. I'm sure Eleazor can handle the bear.” 
You pulled Garrett’s hands from your face, “Garrett go, I will be perfectly fine while you’re gone.” 
“Stubborn as ever” Garrett grumbled underneath his breath.
You snorted, “I heard that.”
“ You were meant to” Garrett replied before turning away, “I’ll only be gone a moment. Don’t venture outside the snow is getting worse-”
“-Gooooo” You groaned, tired of the princess treatment. Garrett mumbled a quick, ‘fine, fine’ under his breath before whisking away. The rush of air he left behind aided the deep breath you took. The house was now silent, and normally you hated silence. This, however, was nice. A moment of true independence is what you needed. Not that Garrett didn’t give you that, because he did, but he also smothered you sometimes. You had dealt with the challenges of being blind long before you met Garrett, and you would continue to deal with it even when he wasn’t there. 
A thump near the door caught your attention. You cocked your head to the side just in time to hear it again. It was heavy and repetitive. Your palm slid flat against the living room wall as you moved closer to the door. Normally you would use your walking stick when venturing outside, but you only planned on opening the door this time, not exiting it. 
“Hello?” You called out loudly, hoping that whatever animal it was would scurry away before you opened the door, but as you paused, the thump sounded once more. You opened the door slowly, cracking it just enough for you to step one foot outside. The sound was louder now as if it was right next to your head. You took your hand off the door for only a second, a second too long apparently. Before you could comprehend what was happening, your foot lost its grip on the first step and you were descending downwards. The icy steps met your back harshly, probably cracking a rib or two upon their greeting. Your head received the worst of the fall it seemed. It hit the cold step so hard that the ice turned warm, or perhaps that was just blood that you were feeling. Your heart stuttered at the pain, and Garrett had heard it. He was back by your side before the muscle inside your chest could beat again. 
“ No, no, no, you were supposed to stay inside” Garrett panicked, he slipped a hand under your neck so that he could assess the damage. His undead heart would’ve dropped to his stomach if it could’ve. Sat at the bottom of your head was a gnarly gash that trickled blood onto the snow. 
“Garrett-”
He put his other hand to your cheek swiftly, reminding you of his presence, “Yes, my love?”
He could see struggle decorate your features momentarily, “ I can’t move anything. Why can’t I move?”
Garrett stilled,“ Don’t worry about that. I’ll call Carlisle and he’ll fix everything-” 
“-Why can’t I move?” A phantom ache spread across Garrett’s chest at the panic in your voice. 
“Carlisle will explain everything, I promise” Garrett slid his hand away from your face and place it beneath your legs. Slowly, and carefully, he moved you back into the house. He placed a towel beneath your head and called Carlisle at the same time. The blonde doctor was quick to reassure Garrett that he would be there as soon as possible, and that he was. Carlisle took no more than a half hour to reach the Denali residence. Kate had been the one to greet him at the door. She explained how bad your condition had gotten, and just how much blood you had lost. Carlisle knew what he would have to do before he even entered the house, and it seemed Garrett did too. 
“ Carlisle” Garrett greeted. 
Carlisle nodded in return, “Hello again, Garrett. How is she?” 
“ She is still awake, no need to talk about me as if I’m not” You spoke quietly, though to you it sounded loud. 
“ My apologies” Carlisle chuckled, “How do you feel?” 
“ I don’t feel anything, that’s the problem” You sighed.
“Alright-”
“ My sight had already been taken from me, Carlisle” Your voice didn’t quiver or hesitate, “ I can’t lose my mobility as well, please.“ 
Carlisle looked to Garrett before speaking again, “ What would you have me do then?” 
“ Garrett knows what I want” The silence afterward was heavy. There was no need to ask if you were sure, or if you knew what it would entail. Garrett knew you were serious, but he also knew that he couldn’t be the one to do it. He had only become vegan a few years ago. The taste of human blood, especially yours would send him into a frenzy, and Garrett would never forgive himself if he couldn’t stop. 
“Garrett” Carlisle was asking permission, he wouldn’t just turn someone else’s mate without their consent. 
Garrett nodded, “ I trust you, Carlisle.” 
“ This may hurt, I’m sorry” Carlisle apologized before leaning in. You didn’t feel the bite, but you sure felt the venom. It was as if your blood had turned to glass within your veins and then shattered into a million different pieces. Each and every one of those pieces then drove themselves deeper and deeper into the very mapping of your body. Garrett gripped your hand tightly as your back bent off the couch. He watched the muscles in your body tense and tears leak from your eyes.
Garrett looked to Carlisle solemnly, “Will she be able to see?” 
“I’m not sure,” Carlisle answered honestly, “ There are some things that not even venom can fix. Truth be told, I have no way of telling if the transformation will work.” 
“ It will, I told her it will” Garrett mumbled.
Carlisle’s lips pursed, “You know it isn’t up to us.” 
It took a full day for the venom to work its way through your body. Garrett sat by your side the whole time. Kate and Tanya stayed for the first few hours, but once the sisters realized that the transformation would work, they left. Everyone knew Garrett would want a moment alone with you when you awoke. 
When you finally did wake up, you didn’t bother to open your eyes. You had gotten so used to using your other senses that you were overwhelmed with how sharp they were. Every noise outside, from the birds chirping to the crunch of a hiker's boot that was acres away reverberated clearly throughout your ear. The fabrics of the couch beneath you felt like individual threads rather than twine that had been sewn together. Eventually, when you did open your eyes, a familiar stranger was there to greet you. You had never seen this man in your life, but you knew who he was. It didn’t take the auburn hair or golden eyes to know that he was Garrett, your Garrett. You reached out, a bit shakily, to touch his face. He was real, very real. You watched your hands meet the porcelain of his cheek. His skin crinkled under your palm as he smiled widely.
“Kate wasn’t kidding when she said you couldn’t get any paler, huh?” Your voice was even different, more melodious.
Garrett wanted to laugh, “ You’ve finally seen my face for the first time and that’s what you choose to say?” 
“Would you rather I list every physical feature of yours that I find intriguing?” You jest, “because I could’ve sworn you insisted that your appearance wasn’t important.” 
“It’s a relief to see that immortality didn’t take away her sass. I’m not sure we would’ve survived without it” Your eyes flickered to where Carmen’s voice sounded from. The brunette stood in the doorway with a smile just as warm as her voice. 
Your eyes lit up with joy, “Carmen, it’s wonderful to finally see you.” 
“ Oh come on, why does Carmen get a warm sentiment? I was the first person you saw-” 
You shot Garrett a look over your shoulder, “Hush up, you child.” 
It took not even a second to realize that Garrett had actually gone quiet. Both you and Carmen shot him puzzled looks. To which you received the same. Garrett's eyes were wide with confusion and his jaw was clenched tightly. He had indeed gone quiet, just as you told him. 
“ I think we’ve figured out your gift already” Carmen chuckled,  “ You’ll have to tell him to speak again.”
You let out a sarcastic snort, “And how would I do that?” 
Carmen moved to stand at your side. Her hands positioned your head to look at Garrett once more, “ Look in his eyes and tell him to speak.” 
You roll your eyes in disbelief before clearing your throat, “Alright, um..you may speak now.” 
“ How did you do that?” Garrett sputters the second his mouth opens, “Nevermind, I know how, but wow that’s….that’s kind of hot actually.” 
A laugh tumbles from your lips, “Only you would think that’s hot.”
“Not only is it hot, but it’s brilliant. Do you realize how much power your eyes now hold? I mean you made me do something with the slightest of eye contact” Garrett had moved to hold your face in his hands, his lips pressing gently beside each eye. 
“Not sure it’s something to brag about-”
Garrett scoffs, “ Oh please, if you won’t brag about it, then I will. I want everyone to know just how brilliant my woman is.” 
“Oh, your woman?” You gape in mock offense. Garrett hangs his head with a deep chuckle before attempting to correct himself. Carmen watches from the side with a smile on her face. Eyesight or not, you were still the same person, but the way your eyes refused to leave Garrett truly warmed her heart. The two of you continued to bicker as she backed away, leaving the two of you to explore your newfound gifts. Which you indeed did. The two of you used your newly bestowed abilities to travel the world. You were able to see so many things for the first time, and with Garrett by your side for all of it. Just like he would be for the rest of your eternal lives.
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If blood miraculously stopped being nutritious worldwide and all vampires were doomed to starve, how much damage are they doing to the world in desperation before they finally die off? And what are the Cullens / Volturi doing?
Is it still delicious?
I'll go ahead and assume yes because you didn't specify.
Most of the Vampire World
No one realizes they're starving. Blood tastes the same but everyone's eyes keep darkening and their control is getting worse as they're beginning to starve.
At first, and this will be everyone, all the vampires are going to increase eating in the hopes that this will just fix the problem. And this is going to go on a while as panic sets in and they're continuing to starve.
At first, people probably think it's a personal/coven health problem, some kind of plague and disease, and only later do they get talking and realize that no this is everyone.
I think there's going to be a lot of vampires who never realize that eating blood isn't helping/will never help again/they're just killing people for no reason and they're all going to die anyway.
... I actually think that will pretty much be every vampire as it's a really weird thing to conclude and they're not given much time to conclude it in.
The Volturi, as it is, will be so busy trying to contain this while also trying not to starve themselves that they won't have time to think anything of it. I imagine they believe that someone has done to this to them on purpose and they'll soon be under attack.
As it is, I imagine the Romanians/other interested parties will quickly strike as the Volturi is weakened and there's going to be a lot of vampire warfare.
Those Animal Eaters
Well.
These guys have even more of a problem (or less of one).
First, if the Volturi conclude, post Breaking Dawn, that this is enemy action then the Cullens (and Denali as well I imagine) are probably getting a visit and probably getting murdered in the chaos to get a) information on what gifted vampire friend they've made and b) potentially deal with the problem.
But let's say these guys are left alone.
Well, they have the same problem of slowly starving and realizing the animals aren't cutting it and something's seriously wrong. Depending when this is, I imagine Edward blames Aro, as he's forcing them off the diet and to lose face.
I imagine the Cullens go to the wilderness, much to the despair of all members, and probably after one of them has accidentally eaten someone out of starvation (which didn't help things somehow and oh boy this isn't good). Carlisle brings up that this may be a consequence of the animal diet and that their bodies are now failing to process any blood correctly.
Their bodies are shutting down and they are probably going to die horrific and painful deaths. Anyone who wants an honorable suicide, now is the time.
The Denali... I'll believe in them today and say they also retreat to the wilderness. They switched to the diet because they despaired at eating their lovers and to do so involuntarily now would be horrifying to them. They'll be very sad but they'd rather starve in the woods, as Tanya once did, than eat them all again accidentally.
They all have a miserable time until they die.
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panlight · 7 months
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Why do you think, in story, the volturi didn't move for so long? Out of story I'm pretty sure that Meyer just wanted the cracked milky white skin and creepy filmed eyes for her baddies. In story, however, the Volturi would have had endless things to do. Read every book, travel, visit other vampires and top off Aro's memories from them, etc. If they enjoy immortality and ruling so much, wouldn't they enjoy the actual act of existing?
Stephenie: For me it’s not like aging but it’s more like petrification, they never go anywhere, they’re not very active. In my mind it was like year and years of dust settling on their skin. Tanya and her sister the Denali family are over a thousand years old but they look like Carlisle as they’re still very active.
I mean even if they stayed on their thrones and had humans brought to them, they'd still have to get up and move to actually bite and drain them, right? There's nothing in canon to suggest that Volturi staff are draining the humans and bringing cups with straws to the Volturi and just holding them to their lips while they otherwise remain motionless.
I think SM wanted to make them creepier and more 'vampire-y' than her other vampire characters and came up with this dusty onion skin and milky eyes to accomplish it. I suppose it's possible she doesn't mean literally staying still, that they moved a little but because they weren't getting up and running through the woods hunting this petrification process happened. That's sort of implied with the Romanians; they have similar skin to the Volturi but their eyes are clear, as they explain, because the Volturi overthrowing them forced them to run and fight rather than continue to sit there and be worshipped and petrify.
“We sat still for a very long time. Contemplating our own divinity. It was a sign of our power that everything came to us. Prey, diplomats, those seeking our favor. We sat on our thrones and thought ourselves gods. We didn’t notice for a long time that we were changing – almost petrifying. I suppose the Volturi did us one favor when they burned our castles. Stefan and I, at least, did not continue to petrify. Now the Volturi’s eyes are filmed with dusty scum, but ours are bright. I imagine that will give us an advantage when we gouge theirs from their sockets.”
So I guess the in-story answer is that they move, a little, but not enough to keep the petrification at bay. They spend most of their time sitting on their thrones contemplating their awesomeness and judging wayward vampires. Because all they have to do is get out of their chair and drain someone who is brought to them they aren't getting enough physical activity to keep dust from settling on their skin and bonding with the venom layer or whatever the explanation is supposed to be.
Or maybe in the modern day they are like the Judge on the Good Place and just binging human TV shows. Aro for sure loved Game of Thrones.
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aurora-by-jacqui-natla · 10 months
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9. THE EGYPTIAN COVEN
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THE NEXT DAY WAS A BIT BRIGHTER THAN IT WAS WHEN WE ARRIVED. I got to know the Denali Coven while we waited for more vampires to come.
The leader, Tanya, was born in ancient Slovakia. She was the first of Sasha's adoptive daughters. She was also Sasha's biological great-niece, and when Sasha yearned for companionship, she chose Tanya to join her. Within her first century as a vampire, Sasha added two more vampires to their family, Kate and Irina. They have been close as a family since then.
Kate, or Katrina, was an attendant—basically a bodyguard—to a highborn female of a warlike Slavic tribe. She was well-trained in her tribe's martial arts and was very protective of her mistress. Kate was guarding her on a caravan when Sasha attacked, along with her daughter Tanya. Sasha was so impressed by Kate's courage and determination to defend the caravan and the physical resemblance she had to Tanya that she changed her into a vampire. Kate quickly became loyal to Sasha and Tanya. Her defensive power began to develop within a decade.
Irina was the third vampire added to the coven. As a human, she was a pretty peasant girl living in a small farm community. She physically resembled Kate and Tanya, and Sasha decided to change her with the idea of adding a new sister to her 'daughters'. Irina, Tanya, and Kate loved their mother as much as she loved them.
Then, it all changed when Sasha's crime of creating an immortal child was revealed. She did not understand the reason behind Sasha's actions, but once the Volturi tested Tanya and her sisters' innocence and they were spared execution, she did understand why her mother had kept it secret from them. Their mother's death left the sisters traumatized, and as a result, they were purists of vampire laws.
Eleazar and Carmen were the last to join the Denali Coven.
Eleazar was originally from Spain, and as such is fluent in Spanish. He was born sometime during the 1700s, but I didn't know his exact date and birth year. The identity of his creator and the date he was changed remained a mystery to me.
Like Dad, he was given a place within the Volturi guard for his ability — like Joseph— to sense the special talents of others. His job was to detect if any threatening coven had any members with extra gifts and then pass that knowledge on to Aro. He would also be sent around the world to look for any human or vampire with useful talents to add to the coven. A gentle person by nature, he wasn't entirely happy with their methods, but he felt he was serving the greater good by working with those who would uphold the law.
He eventually met Carmen and instantly became her mate. They tried to balance his love life and his duties by living with Carmen while continuing to work for the Volturi, but because Carmen was troubled by the violence of his everyday life, Eleazar eventually asked for Aro's permission to leave the coven. Aro didn't like the idea but gave Eleazar his blessing, believing that he would willingly return to the guard if Aro ever needed him to (and he felt no need to hold on to his gift).
Eleazar and Carmen travelled nomadically for a while, looking for a more compassionate lifestyle. They stumbled across the Denali coven and were awed by their 'vegetarianism'. Tanya invited Eleazar and Carmen to stay with them and try out the lifestyle. They enjoyed each other's company so much that they made the situation permanent.
I couldn't imagine what they were going through with Irina. Having their coven member tell the Volturi of a crime that was never committed must have been conflicting for them. I don't know if their relationship will ever be the same.
I was out hunting in the woods with Jacob and Renesmee. Edward and Bella told me that she likes to hunt with Jacob. I don't know if Renesmee knew of Jacob imprinting on her. But she didn't seem to care. Jacob was in his wolf form and Renesmee was on top of him. I spotted an elk, caught it and killed it. She drank the blood from it.
"Jake, can we get chocolate?" She asked in her sweet voice.
Wolf Jacob replied with a nod.
"I wish I could have chocolate," I said, my tongue swirling around my teeth.
I couldn't eat food ever since I became a vampire. That did explain why the Cullens didn't eat much in school.
"What do you think it tastes like?" I asked her.
"Um... Chocolatey!" She squealed and I laughed; I was sure the wolf Jacob smiled a bit.
Then, I saw Bella running through the woods, her long brown hair waving. Renesmee jumped off Jacob and ran to her.
"Momma!" Renesmee's arms opened and Bella picked her up.
She hugged her mother tightly as Bella held her. Maybe that is how my mother would have hugged me. Bella looked over at Jacob and me.
"Another coven arrived," Bella declared.
Wolf Jacob stared at her with a stern look.
"They haven't hunted the area, Jake. Don't worry."
"The area?" I asked.
"The Quiletes and the Cullen have a peace treaty," she explained.
"How did that happen?"
"It's a long story. I'll show the Egyptian coven, my daughter."
The Egyptian coven? They sounded interesting.
I followed Bella and Renesmee to the Cullen residence. There I saw Edward, the Denali Coven, my family (except for Mum and Dad — probably hunting no doubt) and another group of vampires waiting outside of the house. Jacob returned to his human form and was not naked for once. I stood beside Bella who stood beside her husband.
I saw four beings looking at us: two men and two women. One man was a young boyish-looking vampire with midnight hair, olive pallor to his pale skin, and an oddly cheerful look. He stood at five foot seven inches tall and had crimson red eyes. He looked about the same age as Ayla. The girl beside him had olive-tone skin and her hair was heavy, straight and midnight-coloured; her eyes were also crimson red. She was a little bit shorter than the boyish vampire but seemed to be a tiny bit older than him.
Then, I saw a man standing behind them, towering over them slightly like a protective father. He had black hair and a slight olive pallor to his pale skin. He looked at us with his red eyes. Beside him, there was a beautiful woman. She had long, curly black hair and an olive tone to her pale skin, and was shorter than the three vampires.
"Is this the child?" The boyish vampire asked.
"Yes," Bella replied and he and the girl walked towards them.
Bella put Renesmee down and the child sauntered to them. They looked down at her and the boy knelt on the ground to her level.
"Hi, what's your name?" He asked her.
"Renesmee," she replied and they shook hands.
"I'm Benjamin," the boyish vampire introduced himself and his head turned to the girl. "And this is Tia."
Then, Renesmee placed her hand on his cheek and showed him her memory. Her birth. Her origin. She freed her hand from his cheek and Benjamin grabbed her hand and clamped her hand in his own hands. Then, his hands opened and dark brown earthly dust emerged from her hand and Benjamin swirled it around with his right hand. My mouth gapped open and my gold eyes widened. The earthly dust, spirling, flew from her small hand.
"Benjamin can influence the elements," I heard Edward explaining.
"I hope Violet's not getting jealous," Joseph said, chuckling.
"I'm not," I replied, my voice pitched a little bit higher. "I mean, I can turn invisible and I can do this—."
I shot my hand at a little tree stump and a purple blast flew out and hit it. Then, a purple flame emerged on the tree stump. I stared at the flame, puzzled by it. That never happened. Then, Benjamin's hands aimed at the nearest lake and the water rose and zoomed to the flame. The water landed on the flame and the mist replaced the flame. I turned around to see the vampires — and Jacob — looking at me with amazement and Renesmee laughing.
"Since when can you do that?" Bella asked.
"It's a long and complicated story," I said. "It was after the wedding and I found out that Dina and Ayla are werewolves—."
"Children of the Moon," Edward jumped in.
"They're still here?" The tall olive vampire asked, a hint of surprise in his tone.
"What do you mean, still here?" I asked him.
"The last time I've heard, the Volturi exterminated all of them."
"Well," I shrugged my shoulders. "Not them."
"And she nearly brought a building down from that blast," I heard Eleazar adding to the conversation. "It's a rare thing to have."
"That is?"
"A single vampire with multiple gifts."
"Who created you?" Tia enquired, slowly approaching Benjamin.
"A vampire named Victoria," I answered bitterly. "As a part of a revenging army. And then I joined this coven."
I pointed to my family. The Egyptian coven turned their heads and saw them. Then, the olive male's face dropped; I saw Mum and Dad coming back.
"How was the hunt?" Simon was the first to ask.
"Very well," Mum replied. "We've got two deers each."
Then, Dad turned his gaze to the olive male. His gold orbs met the red ones and his lips pursed shut. The male looked back at Dad and his red eyes sternly glared at him.
"Amun," Dad greeted him and looked at the beautiful woman. "Kebi."
The woman, Kebi, bowed her head.
"Gabriel," the male, Amun, spoke.
So they knew each other? Are they good friends or didn't they like each other? Either way, they acknowledged each other.
"I see Aro didn't need you anymore," Amun said with a little smile on his face.
"I left," Dad let out a small growl.
"Everyone knows you can't leave the Volturi easily. They would throw them away or dispose of them."
There was silence between them. What were they saying? What did Amun mean that we can't leave them easily? Did Dad leave because of the disgusting idea of taking a human life just to live? What happened with Dad and the Volturi?
Before I could ask, a loud sound of screeching invaded the woods.
Continue to 10. THE AMAZON COVEN
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aquanova99 · 11 months
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Hello, I saw your headcanons for the Denali family. not too many people write for them, especially Eleazar, so I was really excited to read your work. Anyway, if request are open and your okay with writing this could you do a request on what it would be like if the Denalis(specifically Eleazar, cuz he's my fave) fell in love with a cullen!fem!reader.
If you don't feel like doing this that's fine. Have a nice day buddi🙂
Okay the setup is that you’re a more recent addition to the family, they don’t meet you until Edward and Bella’s wedding. And for Carmen and Eleazar they never dated in this scenario bc I’m not breaking up those cuties. She became like a sister to him over time but her kind nature convinced him there was more to the volturi 🤷‍♀️ listen I got change canon somewhere for these asks. Really the regular headcanons are the same so this is mostly the meeting parts
Tanya
She’s only there for the formality of it all. Vampirism made it hard to really let loose but mingling with humans was as close to human as she could get herself
Marrying a human? Weird Edward
She notices you while Esme is chattering about the decorations, both sides forced to pretend they can tolerate small talk
She could see you and Rosalie talking about how ridiculous this all was, you see her staring and wave. You’d heard about these “cousins” but were new enough you hadn’t had the chance to meet.
After the ceremony she decides to start a conversation, she meets you cautiously
And if you two proceed with falling for eachother it will be a slow process. Dating headcanon a are the same after
Kate
Straight up is going to ask you if you are doing the diet because you want to or because if your family
Your answer will determine if she wants to pursue you or not
If the answer is because you want to, it ends there
If it’s because of the Cullens she will keep the conversation and see if she feels a spark (see what I did there? Lol)
She wants to leave the veggie diet when she finds her mate but she has to be sure there’s more of a connection than she feels with her family, mainly Irina
Irina
Tried not to fall for you
After Laurent she is pretty guarded, and likely your relationship won’t last very long 🫢
But if you empathize with her or follow her after she wants to leave because of the wolves presence she will try and open up with you
Mainly because you feel safe
But I don’t think this would progress into an actual relationship
Maybe a few dates but she would be crushing hard and trying to deny it to herself
Unfortunately she tells you too late (at the confrontation)
Carmen
Immediately turns on her Spanish charm
Asks Carlisle if she can steal you away in front of you and tries to make you blush (you do)
Asks you if you are going to ask her to dance
I’d suggest you ask her
Again the dating isn’t going to be different just see my other headcanons
Eleazar
You’re going to have to approach the man
He’s going to be very respectful, especially as he is sure the Cullens are going to be very protective (they’re probably to busy with making sure Bella does t get another paper cut but sure)
He will ask you to dance eventually and whisper as low as he can into your ear to ask if you would want to go somewhere quieter to talk
And let me tell you 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨
He will just want to get to know you actually but homeboy has this mischievous kind of charm and he will ask to see you again soon
Regular dating and then I assume he would follow wherever you would want to live
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something that unreasonably bothers me: why does stephenie meyer say that denali sisters are “slovakian” when they are very clearly east slavic (russian/ukrainian/belarusian). sasha, kate/katya, irina, and tanya with those spellings are the most stereotypical russian girl names imaginable, and their characters are based on james bond femme fatale cold-war era stereotypes about women from the soviet union. we know stephenie didn’t do any research, why insist on this. they literally live in ALASKA
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andreabaideas · 3 months
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random ideas for fanfics I & II
if i was less lazy, i would probably write the most crazy, unhinged crossover fanfics about many series that i like.
Right now I'm toying with the idea of a Vampire!Daisy Jones and the Six AU fanfics universe.
It would be set in the 70's (and many other moments in time) in which everyone in the band is a Vampire, they've been around as a band since the 70's (like the book / series) with different band names later and different identities too...that connects It with some vampire series.
I : With Vampire chronicles: they get eternal beef with Lestat , competition as he is also a Vampire musician, and -as the divine dramatic Vampire that he is- he acuses them of copying his "Vampire rock star idea"...And that's how the eternal beef starts. Marius is very amused (and very interested in knowing Rod better if you know what I mean).
Louis (for once) Its very amused with it too, at first...then he isn't (as usual).
II : Another one could connect with twilight , with the pass of time... nowadays (Vampire) Bella Swan leaves Edward and runs away with them as their eternal groupie, dragging Renesmee with her...Just cause I LOVE to imagine the fun Warren would have with Renesmee's name. Also Bella-as messy as she is- somehow gets involved romantically with Daisy or maybe with everyone in the band...including Camila.
Because... Why not?
All of them are hot, and Bella read to me as bisexual when reading Twilight, the way she describes some girls -cough Rosalie Cullens cough Tanya Denali -was very "having an instant crush moment", TBH.
Also poor Saint Carlisle ™, tries to convince her to come back (so that Edward quits moping around)...Only for him to become the band's official doctor (for drugs overdoses, that in my universe would be almost mortal for vampires, or at least very sickening, i dont like to glamorize drugs use).
Julia gets to interview everyone involved in the band's mess in both fics ( Lestat , Louis, Marius, Armand, the Cullens ...and many more!) about everything... And that's it.
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you said ren feels like she owes it to everyone to be low maintenance and easy going. was she always like that even as a child or did this mindset become something she grew into as she aged? also, do the people around ren know that she feels this way?
Okay, so... The impression that Renesmee owes it to everyone to be an easygoing, low maintenance child was implanted in her mind by no one other than herself as soon as the Volturi became a threat to her, because as soon as they did a plan to convince the Volturi that she wasn't a threat and she was going to be a threat later on and to keep Ren in the Cullens lives was assembled and what the plan pretty much was, was: Let's gather as many witnesses as we can and to do that, let's parade around our daughter and our granddaughter and let's show everyone that she's worth saving, that she's worth risking everyone's lives for --
And it's said that she's intelligent and she's mature, much more intelligent and much more mature than immortals that have been alive for years and years, and it's said that as soon as she was born, she learnt the limitations and the laws of the immortal world, and she learnt of their consequences.
Sidenote: I wouldn't be surprised if as soon as she put two and two together with the knowledge she garnered and learnt that she and her existence weren't supposed to be is when she began attempting to 'win over' her family even though she didn't need to, because it's said that early on Renesmee has excellent memory, and that she excels at piano, and that she reads at a higher level than she's supposed to. I don't believe that all of this is because she's 'special' in the sense that she's a vampire - human hybrid. I believe instead it's because it's her way of trying to keep everyone's favor, by being good at everything.
So given that, I imagine that she would have known early on that she and her existence are forbidden and looked down on  -  and because of that, early on it's a concern of hers that she won't be liked, which we see in canon when she and her parents and Jacob go to see the Denali's.
Her and her parents visit to the Denali's, I think, is what truly drove the mentality that she has to be worthy, that she has to be attention grabbing, heart stealing, etc. home because the Denali's, Tanya especially, displayed a fear of Renesmee until she utilized her ability, and then Tanya was overcome with wonder and awe. So from that point on, she becomes something of a performer, one who relies on her ability and on skills she already possesses and on the fact that she's something of a miracle to win people over rather than her personality.
When she's not 'performing' so to speak, Ren is... very much her mother but when her mother was human, so she's awkward, especially socially, and she's clumsy and she would really rather not be in situations that require her to be social, but that Renesmee is hardly seen by other people. She's friendly and she's polite and she's a sweetheart but she's incredibly insecure and she second and triple guesses her every move.
And... the more and more she ages, the worse and worse that mentality seems to get because now and likely for the entirety of her life, she's walking on eggshells whether she likes it or not. One wrong move from Renesmee and the Volturi could be on everyone's backs again and everyday is exceedingly hard for Renesmee because like I explain in this post, she's essentially a newborn vampire and will be for her entire life which means she has heightened everything.
One mistake from Renesmee could cost her and the Cullens everything, including their lives.
And because she feels she owes it to everyone to be easygoing, I can't imagine she would tell anyone- not her parents, not her aunts or uncles, not the werewolves -when she's struggling, much less about this mentality that she has. She doesn't want to be a problem because she feels she's caused enough problems for several lifetimes.
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