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hawkinsbnbg · 2 months

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written for 'pin' | word count: 388 | rated: M | ao3 | @steddiemicrofic

The first time Munson pinned him on a wall, it was an accident fueled by misunderstanding and fear.

The second time Munson pinned him on a wall, it was a result of their playful bantering turned heated argument.

The third time Munson pinned him on a wall, Steve tried to convince himself that the fluttering in his stomach was nothing special.

Countless times later, when Munson became Eddie, and Steve was pinned on a wall again, he grimaced at the spark of arousal flared in his guts.

This is dangerous, he told himself.

“I’m not gay,” he confessed to Robin one night. “But Eddie is…”

“Handsome? Pretty? Groundbreakingly beautiful?” Robin supplied helpfully with a mirthful arch of her eyebrow.

Steve gulped. He recalled those moments when Eddie was too close, when their breath mingled, when Steve thought he was going to be devoured by those too-black eyes only for Eddie to release him from a vice-like grip.

His throat started to constrict and felt dry all of a sudden.

“Intense. He’s too intense and I feel like drowning every time I’m near him,” Steve conceded quietly, half scared and half hopeful about what might happen between him and Eddie the next time they were left alone together.

Robin looked at him for a moment that stretched far too long for his comfort before patting his shoulder gently.

Although she shared no words, strangely, her action was enough to convey her condolences for the death of his heterosexuality.

The realization that he wasn't just attracted to Eddie physically came to him in the form of a song.

Sitting in a chair by the study table, Eddie held his beloved guitar and looked at Steve with something that might be akin to adoration.

“You wrote this for me?” Steve wondered in awe after the song finished.

“Yeah,” Eddie set his guitar aside and cleared his throat slightly. “You don't need to like it, this is just an experiment and–”

“I do like it,” Steve felt his face heated at the sight of Eddie’s blooming smile.

Their eyes met and Steve knew his heart was gone forever.

Later, when Eddie pinned him down on his bed, Steve looked up smugly.

“So you've been down bad for me, huh?”

Eddie rolled his eyes fondly and shut him up with a perfect kiss.

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddiemicrofic #sionewrites #eddie is steve's bisexual awakening #gay eddie munson #bi steve harrington #steve: i'm not gay but eddie's sorta–#robin: it's ✨bisexuality✨ my friend

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allyricas · 1 year

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Steve making the most pining, sad boy mixtape that he listens to on repeat. It's about his friend Eddie.

Eddie who is clueless about Steve's pining. Eddie who is the most tactile person he's ever met. So he's always slinging an arm around Steve or leaning on his shoulder during movie night. He'll run and jump on Steve's back for a piggyback ride or tackle him into the pool. It's slowly killing Steve because Eddie has no idea that Steve's in love with him.

In fact, for all the flirting Eddie does with Steve, the man has no idea he's even queer. 100 percent oblivious. Eddie has convinced himself that it's totally normal to flirt with everyone (he only flirts with Steve) and that it doesn't mean anything to cuddle your male friend on a regular basis (it means something) and poor Stevie is just suffering.

Maybe Eddie needs a ride one day because his van craps out, so he asks Steve to drive him to Indy and of course, the tape starts. after the first few songs Eddie's is having some thoughts. One, who the fuck is this tape about? Whoever it is, Steve clearly has BIG feelings for this girl. It makes Eddie feel like shit.

So he just keeps listening until he finally snaps and asks Steve who the chick is. Steve's confused, but Eddie presses further. He asks who the tape is about.

"What's her name? The girl you made this mix for?"

"There's no girl." Steve replies. His voice is tight like he's upset. Eddie would be so, so confused.

"Um, this is like some unrequited love pop music shit. Obviously you're in love with someone, so what's her name?" Eddie has to push.

Steve just tells Eddie to fuck off. They're both sorta pissed now. Eddie thought they were good enough friends that Steve would tell him. Steve can't have this conversation considering he's in love with his friend.

"Why won't you tell me her name...c'mon Stevie, I won't make fun of you. Is it Nancy again? Shitty considering she's dating Robbie. Tell me. Please. I'm dying to know who could have possibly inspired this mixtape." Eddie knows he's being an ass. He will get Steve to tell him.

Steve says nothing. Literally says nothing the rest of the way to Indy and back. It's not until they're pulling back into Hawkins that Eddie starts pestering again.

"Come on, dude. Who is this mystery girl you're so head over heels for? I mean literally, you put that song on there. Tears for Fears man, tell me, tell me, tell me-"

"It's not about a a girl. Shut the fuck up, man." Steve finally snaps. Eddie is just repeating over and over for Steve to tell him and it's annoying that he's so sure it's some girl.

"Then who?"

"I made the tape about you, asshole."

"What?"

"It's not some girl I'm in love with, it's you Eddie." Steve finally admits and he watches Eddie's face drop in horror. As Steve pulls up to Eddie's trailer, neither of them say a word. Steve is contemplating driving his car into a tree and Eddie is in shock. Because this cannot be happening, Eddie is straight and um, he definitely does not like Steve Harrington. Definitely isn't having a full fledged crisis right now.

"Man, I'm not... I'm not gay. I don't like you that way." Eddie finally tells him, refusing to meet Steve's eyes. Why does every word he just said feel like it's breaking Eddie apart too. He isn't sure he's being honest with Steve right now, but he cannot deal with this. He can't deal with the heartbreak all over Steve's face.

So Eddie gets out of the car and walks into his trailer. He doesn't look back or slow down. Steve is a second away from losing it. What was just pining is a rejection now. Worse than that, it feels like the whole world just fell down around Steve.

Despite how scared Steve was to tell Eddie, blatant rejection wasn't something he was worried about. Eddie flirted with him all the time. Always touching, always leaning into Steve's space. Calling him big boy or sweetheart. How could Steve have been so wrong? Eddie wasn't even into guys, let alone Steve. Eddie specifically said that he didn't like Steve that way. Eddie doesn't want him.

So, Steve listens to his sad mixtape and swears he'll move on even if that feels impossible.

Psst: read the follow up Moving On Pt. 1

#why do i love oblivious eddie so much #please write more if you'd like to anyone who reads this #i'd like to think that Steve 'moves on' and starts dating a nice guy only for Eddie to be like seriously jealous #but he refuses to deal with his big bi crisis and so he's just a dick #and steve and eddie get into a blowout screaming match because eddie rejected steve #why does eddie get to act like this once steve's finally kinda happy #and it can have a happy ending where eddie finally kisses steve in the rain and they live happily ever after #but lots of pining on both sides in the mean time #steddie #steddie angst #not edited so errors expected #Spotify

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zombiethingy · 7 months

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OKAY WELL OF COURSE I HAVE TO ASK ABOUT PUSSY SMELL WIP.........

Sure you do 😂💜

That one may already live somewhere but I don't know for sure... I sent parts of it to someone as an inspiration/prompt thing back when my blog was restricted form using all social features (which I learned only afterwards) so I'm not even sure that worked....

I was also not really writing when I started it and kinda worried about sorta explicit stuff 😅

But it's mostly about cleaning it up and maybe expanding a bit!

Oh and it's basically another kinda angsty "Steve accidentally figures out Eddie is trans and is so into it" story xD

Here's a little snippet with a horrible ending ☺️

So instead of taking the offered joint from his fingers, he just put his mouth to it, lips only a hairsbreadth away from Eddie's fingers. He was high enough to be able to excuse it as weed induced laziness or something, so fuck it. But then, as he was taking a drag, he noticed it - the telltale smell of pussy. His brain stopped working for a bit. The horny part of his brain running away with thoughts about how he wants to lick those fingers and even more urgently the pussy they last touched. The other part of his brain, the one that couldn't focus on anything than Eddie anyway, started to run in circles, trying to figure out how to get over Eddie or maybe away from him at least, now that it was evident why he always put his walls back up and made the distance between them respectable. That part, a little bit jealous, also tried to figure out who's pussy left that smell there, tried to think of any woman who could be a possibility and tried to convince Steve that whatever evidence he thought he had for Eddie being gay and into him didn't count. The horny part apparently won the fight for his mouth and before he could stop himself the words were out. "What were you up to before?" He exhaled. "Your fingers smell deliciously like pussy, I thought you were gay."

(Here's the list/WIP folder game post)

#wip folder game #tag game #asked and answered

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rainbowmess823 · 1 year

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Steve: Ok maybe I'm the only one going insane about this but it needs to be addressed.

Eddie: what's going on, Stevie?

Steve: Jon and Rob, that's what's going on!

Nancy:...OK I think you need to be more specific.

Steve: Piercings? NOT OLD! Tattoos? WHENT THE FUCK?! And don't even get me started on the neck scar!

Nancy: Still not seeing your point, I'm seeing bullet points but not the main point here.

Steve: I know we agreed to use those two as our go-to threat if the kids need a scolding but something about them together terrifies me.

Eddie: Well with Buck's overall lack of care for rules and Jonny's brooding nature, I think they can very much run the world without anyone knowing.

Nancy: We can use that to scare the kids.

Steve: Do you see my point now?? I asked Will and El what they did when Rob was looking after them and do you know what they told me?!

Eddie: What? What did those two nuggets tell you?

Steve: They told me Robin told them how they got the scar BUT I KNOW THATS A FUCKING LIE! They said Robin got the scar from a car that she was repairing.

Nancy:....actually that might be, sorta, kinda true.

Steve: What?

Nancy: Robin knows cars, she knooows cars and said she finds it relaxing when she fixes them up.

Steve: *sits on the floor and hugs his knees to his chest* no no no no no I know Rob and Rob did not get her neck scar from a car repair.

Eddie: I think Buck and Jonny broke him.

Nancy: Sounds like a job for you.

Eddie: Wait what?

Nancy: *nudges him* go comfort him and be all, I dunno, Eddie like. Make him laugh.

Eddie: *slowly turning red* I have no idea what you want from me, woman.

Nancy: *smirks* Right, sure you don't.

Eddie: Yeah? Well uh...why don't you go tell Buck how you think her scar, tattoo, AND nose ring makes her look hot.

Nancy: *is bright red* YOU bitch.

Eddie: If I'm going down then I'm taking you down with me.

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I honestly have no clue where I'm taking this but I'd like to think that Steve just wants to know, Eddie and Nanch are at war with each other bcos they're both gaying over the chaos twins, and Robin and Jonathan are just enjoying the rare opportunity to fuck with everyone for shits and giggles.

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 6 - Part 7 - Part 8

Taglist: @gay-little-bitch @gay-stranger-things

#robin buckley #nancy wheeler #eddie munson #steve harrington #jonathan byers #ronance #steddie #eddie and nancy being best frenemies #steve just wants his soulmate to tell him

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darkimpala1897 · 1 year

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So in my stories, the one original character that shows up his name is Martin. He just sorta somtimes wiggles his way into my stories because I just love him, so I thought I would talk about his general headcanons plus give you the face to a name.

His full name is Martin James Battles

Yes Battles is his last name, and yes Eddie steals it for his stage name

He's an old family friend a very old family friend, why do you think Wayne is so cool with his nephew being gay

He was born in Johannesburg but grew up in Hawkins with Wayne

Him and Wayne even though there not together anymore they bicker like an old married couple it's the funniest shit ever

He shipped Steve and Eddie before they were together

Steve took Eddie to him when Eddie was dying and it went down like this "Wildlife Biologist not a doctor." And Steve was like "So, where else am I supposed to take him."

Martin has a south African accent which Eddie tries mimicking and it's absolutely terrible.

Martin has a animal reserve in Mopani which Eddie begs to go to every year

Martin and Eddie have matching scars not because Martin was a chew toy for bats more a pissed off lion

Martin helped Eddie get his guitar

Martin use to babysit Eddie when he was really little

Martin adopted Gareth, well more he found Gareth as a toddler wandering and was just like "yep I'm keeping you."

Funnily enough Gareth does not have his accent

He introduced Gareth to Eddie and best friends for life

He's never was with anyone after Wayne, Eddie always asks him why he never married a woman or something and Martin was like "I found my person, but given the times we could be nothing but best friends. So that's what we are best friends."

He always gets Eddie and Steve to make up after a fight

Martin knows about the upside down mostly because of Eddie obviously but he likes to pretend its not a thing

He taught Eddie how to play the guitar

He bartenders at the hideout, he's the one making sure Corroded Coffin gets a gig there

He enjoy's making fun of Steve and his not mathematically correct house specifically the garages

Eddie wears one of his bracelets mostly because he stole it from him

Martin taught Steve how to take care of plants

Steve really wanted to see a giraffe and that's when he finally took Eddie to his reserve, so theirs a Polaroid on Eddie's mirror of Steve with a giraffe

Martin gave Eddie his handcuffs because a very very long time ago Martin was a cop in Johannesburg fun fact, he lived their for like a year after his whole breakup with Wayne

Eddie has a younger picture of Wayne because of this man and Eddie likes to joke that him and Wayne looked like him and Steve its cute

My boy Martin, I just love him way to much. He's based off a character from the movie beast they did him so dirty. Let's just say they did an Eddie to him.

Eddie wears a million layers mostly because of this man.

Martin is the reason as to why Jason's alive mostly because he sorta kidnapped Jason and Andy and left them about twenty miles outside of Hawkins telling them to walk and home and think about what they did to Gareth and Jeff because they weren't eighteen yet so he couldn't break their noses.

I think that's everything, so now when you read my stuff and someone named Martin pops up it's mostly likely my boy and now you people know all about him.

#stranger things #stranger things season 4 #eddie munson #steddie #stranger things au #alternate universe #steve stranger things #steve harrington #pre canon #post canon #gareth emerson #jason carver #andy stranger things #uncle wayne #wayne munson #headcanon #jeff stranger things

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dollarstoreartsupplies · 2 years

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Fic Masterpost!

This is mostly for me I’m not going to lie to you guys

Non-It Fics:

Stranger Things:

A Complex Analysis on Why Robin Buckley and Steve Harrington Are Not a Couple: A Study by Dustin Henderson

Fem Dustin walks in on Ronance making out

One shot

Dungeons and Daddies:

strange and unusual

Beetlejuice au where Scary is Lydia and Willy is Beetlejuice

One shot

StarKid:

(i swear) i will die trying

Ted Spankoffski POV during the plot of Nerdy Prudes Must Die

2 Chapters

Locked and Loaded (oh so devoted)

Steph shoots Pete at the end of NPMD, but she misses (...sorta)

TW gun shot injuries

3 Chapters

it's like hearing a ticking sound coming from unmarked packages (something isn't right here)

Basically a what if for if Tinky was Pete's 'imaginary friend' the way Webby is Hannah's

One Shot

slurpees are a love language (prove me wrong)

Fluffy lautski drabble

Date Idea: sharing slurpees so ur boyfriend doesn't pass out

One Shot for Lautski Week 2023 (prompt: blue)

unfortunately, it's not quite a fairy tale (at least, not the one you were expecting)

Lautski cinderella au (Cinderella Pete/Prince Charming Steph)

HEED THE TAGS PLEASE PLEASE FUCKING PLEASE

In Progress

butterfly effect in reverse

Lautski personality swap au.... kinda, in which Steph is basically a honor student golden child (but still the popular one) and Pete is a stoner (but still unpopular)

One Shot

hot new christmas gift on the market: doing the bare fucking minimum

Ted realizes Pete kinda has youngest-sibling-trauma and tries to do something nice about it (he's, unfortunately, still ted though)

One Shot

all that you feel is only real (if you decide it inside)

Ted gets Truman Show-ed by Tinky, and then decides to just go with it

Heed the tags

One Shot

It Fics:

Unfinished:

Forgotten Familiarity

Richie and Eddie find each other as adults without their memories of each other, fall in love, and get married. And then Mike calls.

It’s unfinished and always will be sorry, like the story is pretty much complete I just got overly optimistic where I should have ended it

Note to Self: Don't be Gay in Derry, Maine

Fem Reddie The Prom au

She’s also probably terminally unfinished

(like) Silence (but not really silence) is Infinity

Loose Matilda Ben au

Ben Centric

Optimistically in progress but who knows

we got the keys (the kingdom's ours)

Descendants au

In Progress (optimistically but like y'know-)

whats found in the palace gardens, as seen through silver-framed eyeglasses

Richie Cinderella au (reddie)

In Progress

the real world is where the monsters are

Camp Halfblood au

In Progress

Completed Works:

I Know Your Secret. Your Furry Little Secret.

Werewolf Richie au

3 chapters

Life (even infinite) Still Must Have Life In It

Time Traveler Stan and Eddie and Immortal Richie au (Streddie)

1 chapter but it’s LONG

so we took it in turns, and to my surprise, we found my words

Richie loose little mermaid au but like only the losing her voice part

Another fic with 1 very very long chapter

Family Road Trip

Eddie and the Neibolt Kids road trip from Derry to California so she can kiss Richie

4 chapters

One Shots:

Living on the Dance Floor

Stan and Richie were on dance moms as children au

i'm sorry. iloveyou.

Richie’s dead, it’s Eddie’s fault, and she doesn’t know how to deal with it it.

Super Hero Losers Club with powerless tech guy Richie au

This ones.... sad y’all

Radio City Presents: Middle Aged Lesbians Learning to Love

Canon divergence where Eddie lives, Richie has chronic pain, and they love each other a whole lot.

Merry (Fucking) Christmas, 1992 (1995)

Christmas themed Reverse Reddie au

A universe where Georgie Denbrough forgets his rain boots

Canon divergence where Georgie lives and Bill raises her little brother, until she forgets she has one

this one is also! sad!

Eddie Kaspbrak Vs. The Olympic Level Asshole

Olympic figure skater Richie and ice hockey team manager Eddie au

Calculated Gambles

Richie takes the hit for Eddie, but she survives. Now Eddie’s waiting for her to wake up in her hospital room.

Something Is Wrong With Richie

Richie stops talking. The Losers want to know why.

Basically my hot take on how Fem Richie having ADHD affects her differently than a male Richie having ADHD

This one is not well written I'm ngl

Tumblr Only One Shots:

Cheerleader Richie au

Only BESTIES get tortured in a lab together (Platonic Stozier) (also like really really sad)

Dracula au (this one is sort of a glorified head canon post)

Sad Internalized Fatphobia Ben One Shot

Emotober One Shots:

Otherwise known as that once scene from Spy Kids 3-D: Game Over

Prompt: Collapse, "Why do you even care?"

Reddie

Otherwise known as kissing is gross and Queer Eye is a decent backing track to a breakdown

Prompt: Fears, “I know what you need”

Tumblr Only

Reddie

Otherwise known as Dear Miss Michelle Hanlon it is my sincerest pleasure to accept you into the Derry, Maine school of being miserable, graduating class of 2019

Prompt: History, “I quit.”

This ones a sad one y’all

Otherwise known as this anniversary dinner is sponsored by: a shady black market love potion

Prompt: Disaster Date, "I never had a choice."

Another sad one with very creepy Connor Bowers

Otherwise known as some conversations are worst had on a fire escape drunk at three in the morning

Prompt: Insecurity, “We are not having this conversation.”

Implied Poly Losers, mostly Ben/Stan

Otherwise known as Ben has a nightmare

Prompt: Nightmare, “It’s not enough anymore.”

Poly Losers and posted ten months after October lol

Otherwise known as this anniversary dinner has been interrupted to bring you: the angriest Eddie Kaspbrak the world has ever seen

Prompt: Aftermath, “So it was all a lie.”

Follow up to shady black market love potion

also posted like a year after the rest fhjkl

#fic #fem losers club #fem reddie #rev fem Reddie #rev reddie #long post #masterpost #this might not even be all of them idk man

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