You know… when you think about it, William Afton ala the games is just a sci-fyi Lich

Like. Became obsessed with the tie between life and death and the idea of immortality, created unspeakably horrific undead creations in his research, eventually achieved that immortality but at the cost of inhabiting his own rotting corpse, the Funtime animatronics still kinda respond to him (at least Baby does), I mean shit you can make the argument that either his spring Bonney suit OR that weird digital copy of his consciousness are his phylactery.

Dude is one spell book and a missing hand and eye away from trying to ascend to godhood is what I’m saying

Just full of ✨ Thoughts ✨ over the development and progress from when you start the game to when you finish on how P/Carlo just evolves, and kinda just thinking on some internal stuff on how I would like to write him.

How you start and he's just P, he doesn't know his purpose, he just knows he's being called somewhere. Lost, alone, faced with peril and made to fight when he hasn't even stepped out of his "birth place". He wakes up and he's just handed a sword. And he fights. At the start he's very much this empty slate; A newborn stumbling through Krat, and despite the man who calls himself himself father saying stuff like "Krat isn't how you remember it--" He really doesn't 'remember' anything at all. What is there to 'remember', he wonders?

And then he starts to get the memories-- they're not his but also... they are? They feel so close and yet so far away; Foreign and yet familiar. And then he hears a name whispered: Carlo-- and his whole world shifts right from under him. He feels sick, the name makes his head spin. The voice to have said it makes his head spin all the more. And bit by bit. He remembers. Not all of it, but... he remembers enough.

And he's hurt by what he remembers.

But by the end of it, after he claims his own freedom, after everything is resolved, and he returns to the hotel, he doesn't feel fully like Carlo-- doesn't feel at all like "P", either. He woke up not too long ago, and suddenly his life is flipped in its entirety. He's neither, and yet he's both. He doesn't know who he is anymore, but the name sticks. It's all he has left, even if a part of him feels some strange form of imposter syndrome, somewhere deep down... But he doesn't like being referred to as Geppetto's Puppet, either. He's not a puppet, not anymore. He's human, albeit, a different kind of human.

So just Carlo, is fine with him, even if he's changed far beyond of who-- and what-- Carlo was.

'--an Ergo puppet can have a second life and become another kind of human--' He just needed now to decide just what that second life meant for him, now.

normal thing to say about your dear friend who you think is really cute and charming and hard-working and basically the perfect wife material

People calling Sophia a queer icon and completely falling for her narrative of not being a homewrecker and just getting to be “free” while she continues to talk about things changing and shifting in the summer time with Ashlyn when Ali was literally waiting for Ashlyn to come home to her and the kids is going to be my last straw today.

absolutely batshit idea but. Dude.

OKAY for context:

After you posted that oc post with Fawnclaw in it i started to replay some old memories of our roleplays and ??? I had an idea for like an AU i guess!?!?

ok ok ok so what if Sophia (Fawnclaw's mate) and Sweet... something (Crowfoot's mate) perhaps get married.

(GOD i wish i could add tags in asks but i dont wanna make this too long and i dont even know if you remember half of these characters or not LMAO 😭😭 its just a random silly thought i had that i wanna know ur thoughts on!!!)

Bro.... sapphic kitties???

I vaguely remember most of the main role-play characters (fawn, branch, crow, Sophia)

And I'm pretty sure I have crows love interests ref still somewhere-

Sadly it seems I don't, however I have this! What's left of the clan after the housefire- God i wish I remembered her name graghfhfn

I don't know if you saw but there is a video of Jason B yelling at Jesse on set of PD!

I did and I am trying so hard to bite my tongue but the struggle is real.

The reason this is upsetting is because people that foster the kind of abuse that Jason does - that made multiple people leave the show - aren't people that stop, they just learn how to hide it better.

The other reason this is upsetting is because this fandom is as predictable as you'd expect them to be. They blamed and shamed Sophia for coming forward and trying to ruin the show, when she named Jason. To this day she is still being told by people on the PD set to stop talking about what happened, to leave it alone. But the moment it was Jesse on the other end of it, suddenly everyone remembers what she said about him and now they believe how awful he is.

Its disgusting. I am so disgusted by so many people in the fandom.

I just can't fathom how you can have your personal belief of someone sway you away from the truth. It was one for Sophia to come forward with accusations and have people not believe them (even though that's fucking awful and wrong), but Jason was made to publicly apologize for his behaviour and join anger management classes (they didn't take btw). SO in a world where we should believe women who come forward - there was a literal admittance of guilt....that this fandom still chose not to believe.

tell me a bit about sophia (i mean if u want) im interested

gladly. i love talking about her

shes a 20 something year old german trans woman living in nz. shes 5'10" (somewhere around like 177.80cm) and a lesbian. she uses she/her pronouns but is fine with being called a guy or people using he/him for her as long as she know they believe her when she says shes a woman (like they dont mean it in a transphobic way). she has a deep voice and a german accent i havent really got much of the worldbuilding down yet but i do have most of her personality down. also her story takes place in some vague year between 2000 and now

shes kinda a huge loser like in the sense that she spends most of her time just sorta sitting around at home drinking beer and smoking while listening to industrial and hardcore and metal and shit (shes almost definitely depressed but im yet to explore that side of her lmao). she drinks and drives, shes incredibly wreckless. she kinda doesnt care that much about others but more in a way where shes just kinda always in her own head only thinking about herself and what she wants but when it comes to the people close to her shes incredibly protective like a guard dog. she acts like kinda a silly idiot around her loved ones but as soon as someone even looks at any of them wrong, shes fully ready to kill them. she clings onto her friends and stuff like theyre the last thing she has left. less in a desperate kinda codependent way and more in a "i could not live without you i will protect you with all i have trust me please stick around and keep me in your life i will make my existence worth your while" kind of way

shes a wannabe badass but also just is a badass. like she acts all cold and stoic but laid back, i guess in a way trying to seem all mysterious and cool but mostly just comes off like a bit of a jackass (cause she kinda is a bit of a jackass but she means well. sometimes.) i havent got to this part of the worldbuilding so i dont have an explanation for why she is this way but im planning that theres something she has to fight against or something like that. i have a bit of a vague idea of what i want but no specifics but she has a side to her where like shes actually kinda badass. she wears a wolf mask and carries around this baseball bat which the tip is like covered in nails and shit. im planning she gets covered in blood often because women covered in blood is awesome. im planning a theme with the group of characters she hangs out with where they all wear some kind of animal mask and each have their own weapon which like reflects their personality and whatnot

she works in a fast food restaurant which i feel like explains a lot about her

she mostly wears the mask to hide her identity but also to just hide her face in general. shes not insecure about how she looks but more just worried about what other people think of her. shes on hrt but she wants to keep her body hair cause she likes her body hair which includes her facial hair though she does regularly shave it cause she knows it gets her misgendered. she also wears a spiked collar and sometimes a leash (if shes not wearing a leash shes wearing some kind of bondage harness thing) both to continue the whole wolf dog thing shes got going on and also for sexual reasons of course

she has a romance thing going on with another oc of mine called blair (the name is a placeholder im so bad at picking names). blairs tiger/big cat coded shes more of the happy-go-lucky chaotic type. sophia goes incredibly soft for her like the whole trying to be a stoic badass thing completely drops around her she would sacrifice herself in a heartbeat if it meant blair was kept alive and safe which worries the fuck out of blair cause half the time she does not need to sacrifice herself but she puts herself in danger for blair often times for no reason cause she believes its what she needs to do to keep her safe. like her life is meaningless without blair so she'd rather be the one to die than live without blair. which like yeah theres a flaw in her logic cause like if she dies shes still without blair and now blairs sad but yknow. maybe she'll figure that out someday not sure tho shes a little stupid

idk what else to write so ill just add little tiny things i added to her for fun her favourite movie is evil dead 2 (this is me projecting onto her), she moans when she pees, she would give everything to be a werewolf, she had her drivers license taken from her she still drives tho. she shouldnt but she does, she hates beer but drinks it anyways. i think she doesnt know theres other kinds of alcohol. no idea how she doesnt know maybe she just hates herself and wants to drink shit that tastes bad for fun,

shes all i have left im going crazy

i also have a playlist for her if anyone besides me cares i care so fucking deeply. also my tag for her i feel also illustrates her personality well

Cant believe they wont let me farm that fucking teddy bear

Complain about Black Chirstmas 2019 because of how bad it is, not because Billy's not in it

Don’t forget guys

Just bc you think your partner is really attractive when their jealous doesn’t mean that should should flirt/talk to other guys just to make them jealous 😍

emily axford has one type of pc and its >:D

@iamthecomet I got possessed

POV: you’re finally starting to heal from the fuck-ton of trauma that’s been dumped on you and you try to reconcile with your ex

From the fic Born Under a Troubled Sign, if you like heavy emotional angst I’d highly suggest it, this thing makes my blood vibrate I swear to fuck

sophia coming home and pretending that Nothing happened. going about her life like everything is happy and okay and like she's not having a complete breakdown every single day starting from the moment she wakes up to the minute she goes to sleep. she withdraws from society almost as a whole but with the people she still talks to? she's the same old sophia and honestly? its terrifying to those she's closest to. they expected sadness, they expected depression and overwhelming emotion, but they're met with smiles and jokes and laughter and a lot of them - especially her parents - don't know how to react, so they don't. they also pretend like nothing happened, like their daughter is totally fine. and that just makes her recovery so much worse. so much harder. it takes so much longer than it should.

I agonized over which to pick because I just want to ask about all your fics in progress!! I narrowed it down to two and that's just going to have to be ok

the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending)

Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup

its very funny you pick those two because those like. two of the only three on that list that ISNT lord huron related lmao. those are both hatchetfield fics ive started in secret. regardless those are the main ones im working on right now SO

the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending) is a fic based on the ending of TGWDLM where like. you know how in the credits where Emma starts begging the audience for help? and like. you know how in TTO how the audience is also referred to by Bliklotep's title? soooo the fic is the ending but i throw him in the mix and ramp the already existing horror of "begging for help and being ignored a cheering crowd" by going "realizing said crowd has been treating your suffering and death as a source of amusement right before you die". only fun times in hatchetfield

"She stumbles to the edge of the stage. The stitches in her leg have come undone and there’s blood seeping through the bandage. That is real. Emma is real, and she needs to help right now."

Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup is a fic that takes place directly after the end of Yellow Jacket that focuses on Daniel and Sophia like. right after the ending. we dont really see them after the Otho fight and we still have no clue is Sophia is even ALIVE and also i miss them dearly. the fic mostly focuses on Daniel trying not to have a panic attack in Miss Retros because one friend is missing after almost dying and the other is in the hospital after also almost maybe dying and he doesn't really know what to do. Not a whole lot of plot it's mostly him trying to deal with that whole. mess. luckily he's got Miss Holloway and Duke to make things a bit easier (responsible adults? in MY hatchetfield? its honestly only these two but its better than nothing)

"He feels so stupid. Sophia is in the hospital and she might never wake up. Hannah is missing and could be kidnapped or dead or worse. And he’s just sitting here in a cozy diner with pancakes and orange juice, and Hannah’s Jacket but not Hannah and not Sophia."

Just finished listening to the Drama Queens recap 4x09 and I LOVE how they called Brooke out for coming after Peyton’s moms.

Like, I’ve been saying for a while that while Peyton was wrong for going after Lucas when Brooke was dating, her talking about Peyton’s moms (TWICE) makes her no better.

And I say this as the BIGGEST Brooke Davis fangirl, you guys will EVER know!

And the fact it was SOPHIA BUSH headlining this callout is WHY she is a QUEEN 👸 🤭☺️😊😌

More like IF I come back amirite, also stop making me feel guilty, also learn to spell (paralegal? Parallel? ...never mind doesn't parramatta), also like it's my fault she hires 53 accountants that can only do accounting and 1 admin person to send out the tax returns and invoices and