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Regret it

christopher sturniolo x layla venita summary: layla wants a fun night with her friends but when a man won't leave her alone, her best friend is always there to help. warnings: swearing, drinking, smut, oral (fem!receiving), fingering, unprotected sex (wrap it before u tap it) word count: 6.1k a/n: y'all sue me I was feeling whore knee and I needed to write it all out. this is the longest one-shot I've ever done so i hope u like it <3

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For once in their life, my best friends decided to throw a party at their new house in celebration of their 21st. I have known Nick, Matt and Chris for about 6 years now and have watched their rapid growth online unfold in front of my eyes. I decided to move to LA not long after them knowing that I had nothing left for me in Massachusetts. The triplets were my family and they had been from the moment I met them.

When they told me they wanted to throw a party at the house we had only just moved into together 2 weeks prior, I instantly agreed because I wanted the opportunity to meet the rest of their friends who lived in LA. I put on my prettiest short black dress, the cutest pair of black heels I owned and my hair straightened as perfectly as my curls would allow me to. I went with dark eye makeup and red lipstick, pulling the whole look together with my dark brown hair.

They initially set the party to start at 10 pm and luckily we now lived in a neighbourhood that was spaced far enough apart that blasting music until 3 am shouldn't be an issue. 2 hours into the party, people that none of us knew started showing up and it became much bigger than any of us were anticipating but no one was planning on slowing down anytime soon. People turned the living room into a dancefloor and the kitchen was littered with empty bottles and cans of alcohol in a makeshift bar. I decided not to think about the fact we would have to clean this all up tomorrow as I poured myself another shot of tequila as well as one for Tara.

"I thought this was supposed to be a chill party!" Jake yelled over the loud music as I handed the small plastic shot glass to Tara and we both downed the tequila quickly. She took a sip of the can of Pepsi we decided to share as a chaser before I took the can and followed her actions.

"It was but this is way more fun!" I cheered once I placed the can down on the counter and suddenly, Tara was dragging me to the living room as SOS by Rihanna blasted through the house. We began swinging our hips and dancing alone, singing the lyrics loudly since the music drowned out our voices. I suddenly felt a presence behind me and I turned around to see a guy I didn't know the name of. He began moving his body with mine and I made it known that I didn't want to dance with him as I moved closer to Tara.

Unfortunately for me, Tara was now dancing with Zach who was equally as drunk as she was and they lost themselves in the music. I tried to continue dancing, making it known that I wanted to dance by myself or with my friends but this guy didn't seem to get the hint as Right Round by Flo Rida and Kesha finished playing. I got sick of having to move across the makeshift dancefloor to get away from this guy and I knew Tara was with someone she trusted so I decided to walk away. I went back to the kitchen to see Jake and Chris in the corner talking loudly to each other over the music.

I lost my balance slightly as I leaned over the bench to grab the bottle of tequila when hands wrapped themselves around my waist to steady me. I turned around to thank the person who prevented me from falling but I paused when I realised it was the guy trying to dance with me.

"Can I help you?" I asked with annoyance laced in my tone at the fact he didn't get the hint yet. I took a moment to observe him, hating the way his glassy green eyes looked down at me and his light blonde hair swooped across his forehead.

"You move pretty quick," he stated with a smirk and I furrowed my eyebrows before I rolled my eyes. I reached over the counter again, grabbing the tequila bottle and a random cup. I poured a rough shot into the red plastic solo cup before I topped it up with a can of Pepsi from the makeshift cooler we had made in a plastic tub.

"I move quick when I'm trying to get away from someone," I mumbled as I threw the Pepsi can into the trash before I took a sip of the drink.

"Don't be like that, babe," he put his hand on my lower back and I immediately pushed his arm off of me causing him to look at me with a drunken frown.

"Don't touch me and don't call me that," I huffed as I had another sip of my drink as I leaned my back against the counter.

"No need to be such a bitch about it," he moved to stand in front of me as he placed his hands on the table on either side of me and I made it known how clearly uncomfortable I was, "You don't know how to have fun? Come on, give us a smile at least sweetheart."

"Dude, how much more obvious can I make it that I don't want to be near you. Fuck off!" I burst in annoyance and his face shifted from teasing to anger. Suddenly I wasn't just annoyed and uncomfortable but I didn't feel safe being trapped between his arms. I quickly downed the rest of my drink before I threw it in the overflowing trashcan. I tried to push his left arm off of the counter but judging from the muscles along his biceps and the fact his arm barely moved he was clearly stronger than I was.

"I said don't be a bitch about it," he grumbled at me as I looked back up to his face again, unease flooding my body at the look of lust and anger mixed in his eyes, "What? You have a boyfriend or something?"

"Yeah, she does," I heard a familiar voice say and relief flooded me when Chris stood directly behind the guy, a deadpan look on his face. Finally, the guy moved his arms away from the bench and I quickly moved to stand next to Chris as the guy spun around to look at him, "There a problem here?"

"You're not her boyfriend, bro. You were standing there the whole time," the guy chuckled and Chris just smirked at him as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I watched the guy just stare at us for a moment before Chris spoke again.

"She's a big girl, she can handle herself," he spoke much clearer than the guy in front of us whose words were slurred together messily and I let my body fall against Chris from the alcohol hitting me harder than expected, "Until drunk dickhead's like you pull up and harass her until I need to step in. Now do what she said and fuck off."

"You're not gonna share?" the guy asked cockily and Chris kept his composure as he swung his arm off of my shoulder, putting his arm in front of me as he pushed me behind him slightly.

"You have ten seconds to get the fuck out of my house before that pretty face gets so fucked up that you can't ever speak to another girl again," Chris spoke which such venom that I hadn't heard from him before and the guy instantly backed away once he realised how angry Chris was. Suddenly, he disappeared into the crowd of people in the living room and Chris's tense shoulders relaxed again.

"Thank you," I mumbled and Chris let out a sigh, turning around to face me as he gave me a half-hearted smile, "He freaked me out."

"How much have you drank already?" he asked, an amused smirk on his lips as he tipped my chin upwards to look into his eyes.

"I lost count," I shrugged, my movements slow and lazy. He shook his head with a smile before he swung his arm over my shoulders and he began pulling me outside. We exited the house and walked over to the firepit where the rest of our friends were.

"Where's Tara?" Nick asked from one of the white wooden chairs they placed around the fire.

"Dancing with Zach," I shrugged before Chris adjusted his arm around my shoulders to hold me closer to him protectively, "You don't have to hold me hostage. That guy left."

"He could still be here. I couldn't see if he actually left or not," Chris spoke matter-of-factly as he sipped on the bottle of beer he had in his right hand.

"What guy?" Matt slurred as he looked up at me from his place on the grass, his eyes glassy from the alcohol he had consumed. Seeing him drunk was funny to me because he was a fun but emotional drunk, "You look pretty."

"Thank you, Matt," I giggled and he scooted over to lean against my calf lazily as he closed his eyes.

"Some guy was being an asshole and wouldn't leave Layls alone," Chris rolled his eyes, his annoyance still lingering and I wrapped my arms around his torso. The blue sweater he wore slid up on his torso since he lifted his arm to take another sip of the beer so my hands were placed against the warm skin of his hip.

"Stop stressing about it Chris," I mumbled as his warmth kept me from freezing outside in my dress and he hummed in response. I looked down at Matt who was still slumped against my legs and I giggled, "Matt don't look up at me because you will see up my dress."

"I'm tired," he mumbled, completely ignoring my statement and my eyebrows threaded together in amusement. I looked up at Nick who sighed, rolling his eyes as he got up and walked over to Matt who was practically half-asleep against my legs.

"Come on. You're going to bed," Nick grumbled as he grabbed Matt's wrist to pull him to a standing position. Matt had outdone himself with the alcohol and that was clear as he almost fell as soon as Nick let go of him. As Nick rolled his eyes, he threw Matt's dead-weight body over his shoulder and trudged inside making me giggle.

Chris pulled me towards the chair that was previously where Nick had sat since it was the only chair still available, the other chairs had been taken by strangers. He unwrapped his arm from around me and sat down in the chair while, as per usual, manspreading with his black baggy jeans on.

He patted his lap before looking up at me, "You're gonna freeze. Sit down."

I sighed, placing myself on his right thigh as I crossed my legs over. I left my legs placed in between his parted thighs and he rolled his eyes before picking my legs up. He swung my legs over his other thigh before placing his right arm behind my back to prevent my back from digging into the armrest.

"Fuck it's cold out here," I shivered, the cold breeze covering my legs despite being fairly close to the fire.

"Well scoot closer and you wouldn't be cold," he mumbled before downing the rest of his beer. He placed the beer bottle on the ground beside the low chair and I moved to fall on his chest, my head resting on the back of the chair beside his, "Better?"

"Yup," I answered shortly as I wrapped my arms over my stomach. It wasn't strange for Chris and I to be this close, everyone knew he was my best friend. What was strange was when he moved his left arm to hang it over my thighs, pulling my legs closer to his torso as his right arm snaked around my waist even further, "You okay?"

"Mhm. You're like a little heater," he mumbled and I lifted my head away from the chair to look at him properly to see a smirk on his lips.

"We're sitting in front of a fire," I stated the obvious and my speech was slurred slightly from the amount of tequila I had consumed in such a short span of time.

"Yeah, but you're blocking half of it," he looked at me with raised eyebrows and I rolled my eyes.

Before I could respond, Nick returned outside and walked over to us, "Layls, your ass is almost out sitting like that."

I went to move my hand from around my stomach to pull my dress down but Chris beat me to it, using his left arm that was slung over my thighs to pull down the bottom of my dress. His cold fingers brushed against the back of my thighs, sending a jolt through my body at the sudden contact.

"Thanks," I mumbled, looking at him and he hummed in response. He kept a grip on my dress to hold it down as he let his hand rest on the back of my thigh. I ignored the fire that ignited in my stomach, knowing it was the tequila in my system making me react like this to my best friend. Nick sat down on the grass beside us to keep himself warm near the fire as he sipped on his drink lazily.

We stayed like that for a while before I noticed Tara stumbling through the backyard as if she were looking for something. Her eyes caught mine and her face lit up before she jogged towards me, her shoes now lost somewhere on the property and her feet bare on the grass.

"Come have a shot with me!" she cheered as she stopped beside us and I pursed my lips, "Chris, Nick, you too. Let's go!"

She grabbed my hand, pulling me off of Chris's lap and I heard Chris chuckle as she dragged me inside. I looked behind me to see Chris and Nick following suit as we entered the kitchen. Tara quickly poured us 4 shots before handing one to each of us.

"Link up!" she yelled over the loud music as I picked up the shot and looked at Chris. I wrapped my arm around his, our elbows connected and he winked at me before Tara screamed, "Three, two, one!"

We took the shot at the same time before untangling our arms and I saw Nick and Tara make disgusted faces as they unravelled their arms as well making me laugh.

"Don't run away from me this time. I'm gonna keep an eye on you," Chris told me sternly and I nodded in agreement, knowing he was protective over me whenever we went out.

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I lost track of time as we kept drinking and dancing, losing ourselves in the sea of people. Chris was always nearby, talking to different people and having various drinks but he was always in my line of sight as promised. At one point, he joined me on the makeshift dancefloor before he got dragged away by someone I didn't see the face of.

Tara and I once again got tired and decided we would sit on the couch that was shoved into the corner of the room. We flopped on them, giggling in our drunken state at the feeling of the leather against our skin.

"Thank you for inviting me!" she said happily as she sat up, adjusting her hair on her shoulders as I lay with my legs hanging over the armrest, looking at her upside down since I had to tilt my head back to look at her.

"Thanks for coming bitch!" I yelled back before we fell into a fit of giggles again. I suddenly felt a presence in front of me and I looked up to see Chris standing in front of my legs.

Without warning, he pulled me up by my wrists before he grabbed my waist and threw me over his shoulder. I squealed at the sudden movement, putting my palms on his lower back to make sure I didn't fall flat on my face if he let go of my legs.

"Chris! What are you doing?" I yelled, my voice drowned out by the music and he didn't say anything as he held down the bottom of my dress with his left hand. He began moving through the crowd of people before he carried me upstairs, "Christopher!"

He walked down the hallway, the thick walls now drowning out the sound of the music downstairs and we paused at the end of the hall. I heard something click before we stepped into a room which I quickly realised was his. He kicked the door closed, locking it quickly as I continued to try to wriggle out of his grip.

Suddenly, my back fell onto his bed with a thud and I let out a squeak from the impact. I flipped my hair out of my face before I sat up with a huff, the room spinning from how drunk I was and how quickly I had been thrown on the bed.

"What are you doing?" I asked, looking up at him to see he was staring down at me with no emotion. His eyes were glassy and his chest was heaving from carrying me across the house.

"I told you to not run away," he simply stated and I rolled my eyes, attempting to stand up again but he pushed my shoulders down again causing me to slump back onto the bed.

"I didn't run away. I went to the couch. We're in our house, Chris!" I groaned and he kept an emotionless expression as I looked up at him through my eyelashes, "I was having fun."

"I fucking hate when you don't listen to me," he grumbled as I leaned back on my palms.

"Why is it so fucking cold in your room?" I asked, the amount of tequila in my system made it so I had absolutely no filter between my brain and mouth. Chris didn't say anything, instead he slipped his sweater off and threw it onto my lap leaving him in only a white tank top, "What's this for?"

"You said it was cold. Put it on," he raised his eyebrows and his short tone made me want to argue with him. He knew I hated it when he talked to me like I was under his control and I was drunk enough to embarrass myself to prove a point.

I threw the sweater on the ground before I kicked off my heels and Chris furrowed his eyebrows as he looked at me. I stood up, grabbing the hem of my dress before I slid it over my head.

"What are you doing?" he asked, not looking anywhere but my face as he stared at me. He'd seen me in my underwear hundreds of times over the past 6 years but never in a situation like this.

"I'm not cold," I shrugged and I threw my dress on the ground before I started walking towards the door, "In fact I'm hot. I'm gonna go outside and cool off."

"Absolutely not," he grabbed my forearm and pulled me away from the door again so I stood in front of him, "Don't be an idiot just to prove a fucking point."

"Don't try to tell me what to do," I retorted as I pulled my arm away from his grip and he rolled his eyes, shaking his head in the process. His eyes finally travelled somewhere other than my face as he scanned me head to toe before he smirked.

"Planning ahead?" he asked, reaching his hand up to slide under my black bra strap before he snapped it back against my skin.

"Why do you care?" I questioned, glancing down at my underwear realising that I put on the most see-through lace bra and matching black panties. I stood there for a moment to think about the fact I was standing in Chris's room practically naked and more drunk than I wanted to be. The reality of the situation had sobered me up in a split second.

"It's cute," I heard the smirk in his voice and I looked up as I felt my face heat up, a smirk plastered on his lips as he looked at me, "Would look better off though."

I pursed my lips as I looked at him nervously, all my confidence being lost as he exuded his usual cocky energy. I was used to his flirty personality, Chris flirted with everyone and everything because he found it funny. But right now, it felt a lot more serious.

Suddenly, the flirting was real and the fire in my stomach ignited once again. I knew I wasn't in my right mind as he stepped towards me, his body mere inches from mine because I wrapped my arms around his neck.

I pulled him closer to me and he placed his hands on my hips before he whispered, "This is such a bad idea."

"Yeah, it is," I whispered back as my breathing got shallow, staring at nothing but his lips.

"We shouldn't be doing this," he said impossibly quieter but didn't move away from me, only inches his lips closer to mine.

"No we shouldn't," I answered in the same tone once again, the tension in the room weighing heavy on my chest as I felt his fingers tighten their grip on the flesh of my hips.

"Fuck," he mumbled quickly and before I could register the look behind his eyes, his lips met mine feverishly. It felt as though my brain shut down and my body had a mind of its own as I pulled him impossibly closer to me, savouring the taste of alcohol on his lips and the feeling of his hands grasping my skin.

As he slid his hands down from my waist, he gripped my ass roughly making me gasp causing him to slide his tongue past my lips. He kept sliding his hands down until he reached under my thighs.

He pulled away from my mouth briefly to mumble, "Jump."

I followed his instructions and jumped with the guidance of his hands under my thighs. I wrapped my legs around his waist before I connected my lips with his again. He spun around, sitting down on the bed and I moved my legs so I could place my knees on either side of his thighs. I straddled his waist, unravelling my arms from around his neck before I pulled them down to tug on the hem of his tank top.

He removed his hands from my thighs as I slid the tank top up and he held his arms up for me to slide the material over his head. I threw it behind me lazily before I attached my lips to his once again, our movements rapid as if this would disappear at any moment. His hands found my ass once again, squeezing it slightly making me hum in content. He pulled his lips away from mine, travelling kisses down my jaw before he reached my neck, sucking and biting at the skin. He found a spot below my ear that sent shivers throughout my whole body and I knew he noticed my body's reaction because he stayed with his lips in that spot for a moment.

I subconsciously began grinding my hips down on his now hard dick creating friction against my aching core and I let out a whine from the sensation. I felt him smirk against my neck before he helped me move my hips against him by guiding me by my ass.

"You sound so pretty for me," he rasped in my ear and I let my eyes flutter closed for a moment, focusing on nothing but the feeling of his body against mine. His right hand removed itself from my ass and travelled up my back before I felt my bra straps become loose. I realised he had managed to unclasp my bra with one hand and I quickly slid it off of my arms, throwing it to the ground.

He pulled his lips away from my neck, staring at my now exposed boobs and he looked like he was going to drool the longer he looked at me. I lifted his chin with my hand, pressing a kiss to his rosy lips which were now slightly swollen.

"It's rude to stare," I teased as I whispered against his lips and he smirked before he kissed down my neck again. Eventually, he reached my chest, biting and sucking around my boobs before he attached his mouth around my right nipple. I whined at the contact and he used his hand to knead the other, rolling my nipple between his thumb and index finger as I breathed out, "Chris."

He hummed against me as he switched to my other nipple and I threaded my hands through his soft brown curls, tugging on the hair gently. Within a second, I was suddenly on my back in the bed and Chris stood at the edge of the bed between my parted legs. He unbuttoned his jeans and slid them down his legs, kicking them off of his feet to reveal the black boxers he wore underneath. He didn't waste a second before he grabbed my thighs, pulling my ass to the edge of the bed before he knelt down on the floor and kissed the inside of my thighs. I sighed in content as I threw my hands on either side of my body, holding the sheets between my fingers in anticipation.

"Chris," I groaned, shuffling my hips around impatiently and he smirked against my thigh before he looked up at me through his eyelashes.

"What's wrong?" he teased, still pressing gentle kisses to my thighs dangerously close to my core.

"Please," I whined as I arched my back against the soft sheets.

"Please what?" he taunted me even further, now throwing my legs over his shoulders but pausing kissing the skin of my legs, "Use those words, baby."

"Just do something. Please," I whined once again and he chuckled before he hooked his fingers in the waistband of my underwear. He pulled them down my legs at a teasingly slow pace before he threw them on the floor with the clothes already littered around the room. Without warning, he moved his head between my thighs and placed a kiss on my clit making me whimper from the contact.

That was all the confirmation he needed before he began tracing circles around my clit, lapping up the wetness that was pooling between my legs since we entered his room. I threw my head back as I let out a moan, my breathing picking up the more he worked his mouth on me. I felt the vibrations of the music blasting through the house, the faint sounds of people talking and feet stumbling up and down the house but I drowned it out the moment Chris wrapped his arms around my thighs to keep me still.

My hips habitually rolled upwards and he hummed against me, the vibrations making another moan tumble from my mouth with ease. I looked down to see he was staring at my face, his eyes full of lust and need as his tongue swirled around me creating pure bliss in my body. He removed his right arm from around my thigh and he pulled his mouth away from my pussy briefly, lapping up the wetness with his fingers as I bit my lip. He looked into my eyes, studying my reaction as he carefully inserted a finger into me and I closed my eyes, letting out another moan.

He began sucking and licking my clit again as he slid his finger in and out of me at a steady pace before he added a second. My hands flew to his hair again, tugging on it roughly as my hips bucked in the air. His fingers quickened their pace and I felt my stomach tighten, getting closer to my climax quickly.

"Chris, I'm gonna-" I cut off my own sentence with a moan and before I knew it, my legs were shaking on either side of his head as my orgasm hit me like a truck. He helped me ride out my high, slowing down as I whimpered and whined lazily. He pressed a kiss to my core once again as he slid his fingers out of me.

After unravelling his other arm from around my thigh, he stood up and I looked up to see him place his fingers between his lips before pulling them out with a pop. He climbed back over me, placing a kiss on my lips as he leaned on his left elbow for balance, his other hand kneading my boob gently. I tasted myself on his tongue as I wrapped my hands around his neck to pull him closer to me.

I pushed him onto his back on the bed beside me before I sat up and straddled him once again. I put my hands on his chest, smiling down at him when I noticed the shock on his face and my hair fell in front of my face. He moved his hands up to my face, tucking my hair behind my ears before he cupped my jaw with his rough hands.

"You look so beautiful," he whispered gently and I giggled as I leaned forward, placing a kiss on his lips before I began rolling my hips against his, "If I don't fuck you now, I'm gonna cum in my fucking boxers."

"Impatient as always," I mumbled, a giggle falling out of my lips again and he pulled away to look up at me. Suddenly, the reality of the situation settled in my stomach and I breathed heavily as I whispered, "Are you sure you won't regret it?"

His eyebrows furrowed slightly before he smiled, "You're asking me now?"

"I'm serious, Chris," my tone changed from flirtatious to cautious, "Will you regret this tomorrow?"

"I never regret anything with you," his voice softened as he ran his hand through my hair, looking up at me with a gentle gaze, "This isn't about to change that."

I took a deep breath, feeling more sober than before as I dragged my hands down his bare torso. I moved to stand at the edge of the bed and Chris sat up, leaning back on his elbows. I slid my fingers into the waistband of his boxers, biting my lip as I looked up at him. He smirked at me and that was my signal to slide them down.

I teasingly dragged them down and when the black material reached his thighs, his dick sprung out. I pursed my lips to hide my smile as I slid the boxers off of his legs. I leaned down, kitten licking the tip of his dick causing him to suck in a sharp breath.

"Fuck don't do that," he groaned making me giggle and I stood up, straddling his waist again. He leaned back on the bed as I carefully lined his tip with my entrance.

I slowly slid down, letting out a rough moan that drowned out his own before I reached the base of his dick. He knew I'd only ever had sex with one person but what he didn't know is he was much bigger than him. I placed my head on his chest as I let out a heavy breath, adjusting to his size before I began moving my hips up carefully. He let out a groan as I started moving and I sat back up, placing my hands on his chest as I let out a whine. He moved his hands to my ass, helping guide me over his length as I moved slowly. I hung my head with my jaw slack as I let out pants of pleasure.

"Fuck," I heard him groan as the grip on my ass tightened, "You're so fucking tight, baby."

The rasp in his voice and the pleasure that undertoned it gave me more confidence. I decided to move faster and he let out another moan as I picked up the pace. His hips began lifting into mine and I let out a whimper from the impact.

Suddenly, I was flipped onto my back and he was towering over me again. He placed my ankles over his shoulders before he pushed his way back into me and moans tumbled from my mouth at the new position.

My words were incoherent but the one clear thing was his name coming out as a moan. I looked up at him to see he was staring down at where our bodies met before he looked at my face, his eyebrows threaded in pleasure as his mouth hung open. His right hand reached up, placing itself at the base of my throat and I was thankful for all of the awkward conversations we had about our sex lives because he knew exactly what I liked. He tightened his grip on my neck and I let out a strained moan, my eyes fluttering closed.

"You look so fucking pretty, baby," he huffed, keeping a steady pace as his hips met mine continually, "Been wanting to see you fucked out like this for so long."

I let my eyes open again and he leaned down, pressing my knees to my shoulders as he let his hand unwrap from my throat. He gently kissed my lips, a stark contrast from him pounding into me and I moaned into his mouth. He placed his hands on the back of my knees, realising this new position would send me over the edge.

"Hold your legs for me, princess," he demanded and it felt like I was a dog in training because I immediately did as I was told. He placed his right hand on my lower stomach, using his thumb to rub circles on my clit and another moan ripped through my throat.

"Chris," I gasped as my eyes rolled to the back of my head, "I'm gonna cum. Please."

"Let go, baby," he spoke lowly and my body registered his words faster than my brain because as soon as his sentence finished, my orgasm flowed through my body. I gripped the sheets on either side of me as my body shook and I contracted around his dick, his pace began to get sloppy telling me he was close.

"Baby," I moaned as he drilled into me, taking his thumb off of my clit to not overstimulate me too much.

"I'm gonna-" his words were cut off by a raspy moan and he pulled out of me. I let my legs fall on either side of him before I sat up quickly, grabbing his dick as I pumped him in my hand quickly. I stuck my tongue out, looking up at him with doe eyes and he made eye contact with me.

The muscles on his stomach contracted as he tilted his head back, letting out a loud moan as he reached his climax. The warm liquid fell on my tongue and around my face as I stroked his through his high, smiling to myself as I watched his body shake slightly from overstimulation. I let go of his dick as he looked down at me, a dopey smile on his lips. I swallowed the cum that had fallen on my tongue before I smiled up at him.

"Hang on," he said quickly, reaching towards his bedside table to pick up his phone. He held the phone in front of my face as I smiled up at the camera, the flash turning on quickly before he locked his phone and threw it on the bed, "Never want to forget what you look like after I fucked you brainless."

"Can I get some tissues now?" I asked, giggling since my head was still in the clouds and alcohol in my system made me feel even better. He chuckled, grabbing the box of tissues that were on his bedside table before he picked a few out, grabbing my chin before he gently wiped my face clean. He threw the tissues into the trash before he looked down at me again.

"You okay?" he questioned, his voice gentle as he pushed my hair away from my face and I hummed in response, "You wanna go back to the party?"

"Can we just stay here?" I asked and he nodded, walking over to his drawers. He pulled out two clean pairs of boxers before crouching down in front of me, sliding one of the pairs up my legs. I lifted my hips to let him pull them up to my waist and once they were securely on, he slid the other pair on himself. He jumped in the bed and I crawled over to him, laying myself next to him as I placed my head on his chest.

He pulled me closer to him, wrapping his arms around me and the heat from his body kept me warm in the cold room. He slid the covers up, covering our bodies before he kissed the top of my head.

"I'll tell you what," he spoke and I looked up at him tiredly, "I definitely don't regret it."

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bullet-clubs-bitch · 5 months

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Eat The Acid

Summary: Reader is the wife of CM Punk and the twin sister of Nick Jackson. The brawl that occurred between The Elite and Punk leads to a messy divorce between the two. Y/n hates the fact that a part of her still loves Phill but can’t even look at him without thinking about the fight.

Warnings include: Swearing, violence, toxic relationships, manipulation and those kinds of things

Word count: 1645

Eat The Acid II Eat The Acid III Main Masterlist CM PUNK Masterlist

Inspired by "Eat The Acid" By Kesha

When people think of the brawl they think of CM Punk VS The Elite. This whole situation surrounding Phill and Adam, this everlasting hatred that has formed between the Elite and Punk but people forgot about me. Not once have I heard anything about me. I’m not saying this for attention but people don’t understand how difficult this whole situation has been for me. Being the sister of the young bucks and the wife of cm punk put me in a difficult position. I saw first hand how the whole fight played out. I had heard the media scrum and it made me sick. Phill and I had spent the past few months arguing, it really bothered me hearing him shit on Hangman. I didn’t understand the hate towards him. I knew that once we got home I would talk to him about his choice of words at the media scrum. I sat in the private locker room crying, my twin brother Nick comforting me. I told him how I didn’t think I could do it anymore, yes Phill is my husband but the elite is my family. The two of us had been seeing a marriage counselor, and a therapist, an idea that Phill hated. I just wanted to better understand the situation, how I could help Phill.

I heard the locker room door swing open and was greeted by ace steel who started yelling and destroying the locker room. Just then I saw Phill enter. Look in my eyes, what do you see? Well looking into his eyes I could see the pure rage in them, I couldn't even recognize him. I couldn't move, my body frozen in fear as I watched the whole situation unfold before my eyes. People were screaming, punching, biting, trying to kill each other. I could faintly hear someone yell for me to watch out, Nick grabbing me and pulling me to the ground in order to avoid a chair that was being thrown right at me. As I hit the floor reality set in, that was not any chair but some crazy decided to throw an office chair at my head, barely missing me. Looking up I saw regret in Phills eyes, he was crying. The whole room went quiet, realizing that he was the one to throw the chair. I quickly got up and grabbed my purse and phone, trying to get out of the room as fast as I could, tears continuing to fall. Phill stopped me in my tracks, pulling me towards him. He wrapped his arms around me holding me close, I was frozen, stiff as a board. He whispered sweet nothings and kept apologizing, kissing my forehead, saying he loved me and he didn’t know what came over him. I tried to break free of his grasp and he eventually gave up, letting me go but the look in his eyes terrified me.

Just then security finally came into the room escorting everyone out of the arena. I spent that night with Kenny, it was like our old days in Japan sharing a hotel room. The both of us were silent, still trying to process what had happened. I knew I wanted a divorce, this was the final straw but even if the other things didn’t happen I would have still filed for a divorce after the brawl. Is it bad that if this happened with anyone else I wouldn't have cared, it was the fact that this involved my family that made me so mad. For god sakes Matt and Nick are his brother in laws. I ignored Phill’s calls, his texts, I knew I needed a break. The suspension didn’t surprise me, we all knew it was coming but it sucked that Kenny, Nick and Matt became the first ever trios champions, only to get them taken away 24hrs later. The news articles came fast, everyone talking about the situation. I didn’t even bother coming home, I got the first flight out of Chicago to California. I knew Phill would know I would try to escape to our Cali home so I packed all of my things and Matt was kind enough to let me stay with him for the time being.

It took me three months to see him again. Around christmas time Phill and I went back to our therapy sessions. I could tell that he was genuinely sorry but I could never look at him the same after what happened. I didn’t want a divorce, I loved him but the situation tore my family apart, it got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore. Divorce was the best option even though it would make things worse. Phill was my husband, we shared so much together, he helped me feel feelings that I lost years ago. He knew my past, he knew my trauma, never once judging me for it, instead helping me through an episode. That’s what made this so hard, my brain blocked out all the negatives in him, so in love, ignoring the flaws yet that fight remains clear as day, I will never forget it, no matter how hard I try. Matt and Nick were my brothers, Kenny and Adam were like family, they were there for me longer than Phill was. I would always pick them but I felt so guilty about it. They helped me through the situation with Phill, believe it or not they encouraged me to try and make amends with him despite legally not being allowed within 10 ft from another.

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We continued therapy once a week for another 6 months, just before he would come back to AEW and join Collision, the show we made for him, in order to keep everyone separate. I was there backstage representing the EVPs when the show made its debut. I watched from a backstage monitor as Phill made his return, the Chicago crowd going crazy for him. I saw that spark in his eyes that was lost long ago, it killed me watching him perform. I was so proud of him, but also angry. We mutually agreed on a divorce despite still loving the other, he loved me more but it didn’t matter what he said or did I would always go back to the fight. I was mad that he made me leave. How hard was it to get along with everyone? It took us several sessions to even be able to be in the same room as the other without screaming at eachother, constantly arguing, hating the other.

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As the weeks went on everything actually seemed to be going well. From my knowledge everyone had been getting along quite well despite what went on once collision went off the air. All In was soon approaching and things actually looked like they might be able to go back to normal but of course that would be a lie. I was informed about the fight with Perry right before we went on air for the PPV. In a way I found it funny, of course there was another fight, did he not learn his lesson the first time? Despite the fight it was too late to change the card as I heard cult of personality starting to play on the speakers. This time the fight was over a spot with real glass. It was a stupid fight but it was fine, Perry deserved it. I’m honestly surprised it didn’t happen before, the kid needed a reality check. Unfortunately this would be the last straw for Phill and it looked like this time he would get fired for his actions. Perry might have provoked the fight but Punk was the first to lay hands. On one hand I felt bad for Phill the other I found it pathetic and hilarious. Security was waiting for the match to be over, ready to escort Phill out of the building due to his actions.

I stood next to them, Tony wanting me to talk to him about the situation.

“Was it worth it?” I asked Phill as he entered the backstage area, successfully defending a title that wouldn't even matter in a few days.

“Who else can say they beat the shit out of Perry minutes before opening the biggest wrestling show of all time” Phill said with a soft laugh “And winning might I add”

“This isn’t funny” I told him “Why don’t you give a shit? Do you know how hard I had to work to not get you fired the first time? I built you your own god dam show and this is how you repay me?” I yelled

“I don’t see the same person I loved when I look at you anymore.” I told him, not even caring that all of our co-workers were watching the whole scene unfold before their eyes.

“How many times do I have to say I’m sorry. I can’t change what happened between the two of us but if I could take it all back I would, I love you Y/n” He said in a soft tone as he tried to get closer to me, security holding him in place.

I could see the crazy look in his eyes, it was the same look I saw during the brawl. “You don’t love me, if you loved me you wouldn't have started this shit in the first place. I don’t care how many times you beg for my forgiveness, you can’t take back what you said.”

“I’m sorry baby, I’m sorry I hurt you”

“I really wish things could have worked between us. I hate you. Get him out of here” and with that security escorted him out of the building. I could feel all the eyes on me, people in shock of what just happened.

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heyftinally · 7 days

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Well, Adele did say once that her music doesn't target to kids. Because yes! She makes songs to grown women!

There is no issue making music that appeals to everyone, many artists do this. Like MJ does. ( or Beatles) The difference is that most of Taylor and Adeles music is autobiographical while alot of his music is story telling and has a good beat to dance to.

Taylor Swift seemed like she grown from 1989 to the Folklore Evermore and now with her newest realise she just is back to her same immature self.

These are some lyrics:

"Whether I'm gonna be your wife or smash your bike I haven't decided yet, but I'm gonna get you back. "

"Even if it's handcuffed I'm leaving here with you. "

"Told my friends I hate you but I love you just the same. "

" Once I fix me he's gonna miss me.

"Now I'm down bad crying at the gym. Everything comes out teenage petulance. Fuck it if I can't have him. I might just die, it would make no difference."

" How dare you think it's romantic leaving me safe and stranded? Cause fuck it, I was in love. "

" You swore that you loved me. But where were the clues? I died on the altar waiting on the proof."

"We've already done it in my head. If it's make believe. "

" I want to snarl and show you. Just how disturbed this had made me. You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum they raised me. "

" You shit talked me under the table talking rings and talking cradles. I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all."

"Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it till you make it," and I did "Lights, camera, bitch, smile. Even when you wanna die" He said he'd love me all his life. "

" I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday everyday. I'm so obsessed with him but he avoids me like a plaque."

"Who the fuck was that guy is that guy? You tried to buy some pills. From a friend of friends of mine. They just ghosted you. Now you know what it feels like. And I don't even want you back."

" You look like Taylor Swift in this light were loving it."

" I feel so highschool. Everytime I looked at you. I want to find you in s crowd."

"Screamed fucK you all Me to the sky. "

" I wrote a thousand songs you find uncool. I build a legacy that you can't undo."

" Everyone knows my mother is a saintly woman. But she used to say she wished you were dead."

Holy this was actually worse than I thought. She really acts some entitled bratty highschool teenager.

Honestly, I haven't noticed any growth as someone who only hears her in passing since Sparks Fly/whatever it was that came after that - Red, maybe? Idc Honestly, but that one.

Up until that point her music sounded like it aged 16-19/20ish, and after that it stagnated. Then somewhere in the last years it's starting reversing itself, until we're back where we started in high school. Her music was never mature, but it grew minimally, then Benjamin Button'd and went backwards.

Meanwhile plenty of artists - Adele, Kesha, and Pink come to mind - have never been "for kids", yet have had great songs that have been enjoyed across ages, and have all gone through significant changes over the course of their careers. The same can't be said for Taylor, and it's interesting that Swifties will literally deny reality just to defend her from the truth.

#ask #anon #anti taylor swift #taylor swift critical

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reinathevocaloid · 7 months

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A Giramie Playlist!

Centuries - Fall Out Boy

Some legends are told Some turn to dust or to gold But you will remember me Remember me for centuries

King - Lauren Aquilina

You've got it all You lost your mind in the sound There's so much more, you can reclaim your crown You're in control Rid of the monsters inside your head Put all your faults to bed You can be king again

War of Change - Thousand Foot Krutch

Wait, it's just about to break, it's more than I can take Everything's about to change I feel it in my veins, it's not going away Everything's about to change

Road Not Taken - Stray Kids

I go on a path that has never been stepped on Not the main path, but my own Even if I can't see the future anymore I'll step out, throw myself out fearlessly Run and run without a regret Even if it's suffocating, I will never stop

See Who I Am - Within Temptation

See who I am Break through the surface Reach for my hand Let's show them that we can Free our minds and find a way The world is in our hands This is not the end

Flares - The Script

But did you see the flares in the sky? Were you blinded by the light? Did you feel the smoke in your eyes? Did you, did you? Did you see the sparks filled with hope? You are not alone 'Cause someone's out there, sending out flares

Spider - HOSHI

Can't breathe When you look at mе, when you look at me I shiver all over When you touch me, when you touch me You tie me up like a spider We're tangled up, we can't escape Like a spider, I enjoy this puzzle Pretend to hate it baby, I still like it baby

Spit It Out - IAMX

When you're in pieces Just follow the echo of my voice It's okay Tune into that frequency

Heavy In Your Arms - Florence + The Machine

I was a heavy heart to carry But he never let me down When he held me in his arms My feet never touched the ground

Can't Pretend - Tom Odell

Love, I have wounds Only you can mend You can mend, oh, oh, oh I guess that's love I can't pretend

Dusk Till Dawn - ZAYN & Sia

I'll hold you when things go wrong I'll be with you from dusk till dawn

Umbrella (Cover) - All Time Low

When the sun shines, we'll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be your friend Took an oath, I'ma stick it out to the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other You can stand under my umbrella

Stay - The People's Thieves

I'm only Just strong enough I'm Just strong enough I'm Slowly sinking through the ground below So hold me Just long enough to Just long enough to Show me How to find my way back home

The Author - Roosberg

If you feel like a stranger in your tale, not much to offer Yeah, know that you're the one to change your story Change your story Yeah, you're the author for it Change your story, write your story

Ready Now - Dodie

You saw through me All this time I'd forgotten People are kind I was hurting And you knew So you showed me What to do You said, "I will listen Tell it all When you're finished We'll talk more" But I didn't know how So we took it in turns And to my surprise We found my words

True Colors - Kesha and Zedd

All my life, one page at a time I'll show you my, my true colors No-no, no-no, I won't apologize For the fire in my eyes Let me show you my, my true colors It ain't your rainbow

The Quiet - Imogen Heap

In the time that it takes, for a smile to cross the room In the time that it takes, to be finally understood In the time that it takes from being one of us to two It's the time it takes the moon to rise, we can start anew, let's win at life again Oh silent world, rest assured that love lies beyond words

#king ohger #giramie #gira hastie #jeremy brasieri #shut up anya #giramy #my playlists

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fritextramole · 1 month

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shattered edges glisten

part 4 of a Jenny Humphrey playlist - best heard in order

tracklist and quotes under the cut

Bringing Me Down ~ Maya Hawke

I have lied, I've lied and hidden I've done things they deem forbidden They're small crimes if you look around So I must be weak if they're bringing me down

mirrorball ~ Taylor Swift

I'll show you every version of yourself tonight I'll get you out on the floor Shimmering beautiful And when I break it's in a million pieces

Liability ~ Lorde

They're gonna watch me disappear into the sun You're all gonna watch me disappear into the sun

vampire ~ Olivia Rodrigo

I see the parties and the diamonds sometimes when I close my eyes Six months of torture you sold as some forbidden paradise

Disenchanted ~ My Chemical Romance

I spent my high school career spit on and shoved to agree

25 ~ The Pretty Reckless

At 25, all hope has died And the glass of my intentions turns to sand And shatters in my hand

You're Dead ~ Norma Tanega

You'll never get a second chance Plan all your moves in advance Stay dead, stay dead, stay dead Stay dead and outta this world

dead girl in the pool. ~ girl in red

I'm the dead girl in the pool I'm the dead girl in the pool I'm the dead girl in the pool I can't stop staring at my face My summer tan has begun to fade Is this real or is this fake? A creepy dream I can't escape

Zombie ~ The Pretty Reckless

Hello, hello, how low will you push me? To go, to go, to go, before I lie down dead

Rue ~ girl in red

I rеmember you stayed up all night To make sure I was alright Believe me when I say I would have done the same

Viva La Vida ~ Coldplay

It was a wicked and wild wind Blew down the doors to let me in Shattered windows and the sound of drums People couldn't believe what I'd become

Nothing New ~ Taylor Swift, Phoebe Bridgers

I've had too much to drink tonight But I wonder if they'll miss me once they drive me out I wake up in the middle of the night And I can feel time moving

everything i wanted ~ Billie Eilish

I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there

Funeral ~ Phoebe Bridgers

And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater While my friends are waving from the shore And I don't need you to tell me what that means I don't believe in that stuff anymore

Luna Moth ~ Maya Hawke

To watch you smile at an ugly thing To try to ease my guilt Watch you looking at a broken wing Like it could be rebuilt

You’re On Your Own Kid ~ Taylor Swift

I called a taxi to take me there I searched the party of better bodies Just to learn that my dreams aren't rare You're on your own, kid You always have been

Good Guy ~ Julia Jacklin

Come on, breathe in, breathe out You're still a good guy Tell me I'm the love of your life, just for a night Even if you don't feel it Tell me I'm everything that you could find And you don't wanna waste it

Hurt ~ Johnny Cash

What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt

Second Child, Restless Child ~ The Oh Hellos

See, I was born the second child With a spirit running wild, running free And they saw trouble in my eyes They were quick to recognize the devil in me

Last Words of a Shooting Star ~ Mitski

They'll never know how I'd stared at the dark in that room With no thoughts,like a blood-sniffing shark

Reach Out ~ Sufjan Stevens, Angelo De Augustine

I would rather be a flower than the ocean And I held myself as something of an innovation I would rather be devoured than be broken

Misguided Ghosts ~ Paramore

Now I'm told that this is life And pain is just a simple compromise So we can get what we want out of it Would someone care to classify Our broken hearts and twisted minds So I can find someone to rely on

Bastards ~ Kesha

Been underestimated my entire life I know people gonna talk shit And darlin', that's fine But they won’t break my spirit I won’t let 'em win I’ll just keep on living

Beam Me Up ~ Matt Berry

No idea what the hell I'm meant to do Help me, I'm over I'm desperate and I'm nowhere

to Perth, before the border closes ~ Julia Jacklin

I loved it there That city held me Don't you know that everything changes?

#gg #ggplaylists #jenny humphrey #gossip girl #source: senamarais #the characters who left early (eric. jenny. vanessa) are only getting 4 posts so bye jenny

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oopsitszuli · 1 year

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80’s music??? DEMON SLAYER HASHIRA??? HEAD-CANONS???

Authors Notes: Ummmmm. Hey y’all!!! Sorry for going awol and not posting in like a year. I got wrapped up with huge loses in my personal life and a lot of stress and mental health issues. I’m so sorry and I’m glad to announce that I am going to try and make a comeback!!! SO- without further ado, In honor of DEMON SLAYER SEASON 3, I’d love to introduce y’all to a fun little headcanon list I made while listening to music. And as always, spoilers for character backstories.

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The Hashira’s favorite songs from the 1980’s!!!

To start us off strong, the man, the myth, the music kickin Hashira himself;

Tengen Uzui🎵🎶

- Without a doubt, Tengen Uzui is a Mötley Crüe diehard. He SCREAMS the song ‘Girls, Girls, Girls.’ Much to the disapproval of Hina, Maiko, and Suma. But other than being a CrüeHead, I feel like he would also be way into bands like Warrant and Quiet Riot.

Next up is our favorite annoyed lover boy;

Iguro Obanai🐍

- While I thoroughly believe that Obanai would be a music elitist, I could see him getting in his feels to the song ‘Waiting for a girl like you.’ By Foreigner. Additionally, he would for sure relate to the song ‘Faithfully’ by Journey. Forever longing for his lovely Love Hashira and silently confessing his undying loyalty to her when no one else is around.

Moving on from lover boy, why don’t we take a gander at Lover Girl;

Mitsuri Kanroji💖🍡

- Mitsuri is definitely into big 80’s power ballads. I’m talking ‘Every Rose Has Its Thorn’ by Poison big. But I also see her jamming to songs like ‘Edge of a Broken Heart’ by Vixen and ‘Hit Me With Your Best Shot’ by Pat Benatar. She’s got a history with love and heartbreak that would make anyone sympathetic to her and I feel like she would really find solace in songs that told stories of heartbreak.

From someone who has a history with love, to someone who’s got a history of poisons. For our next candidate we have the woman Kesha wrote ‘Toxic’ about;

Shinobu Kocho🦋🧪

- Shinobu, my dear!! Oh I could see her absolutely kicking it to some Joan Jett. ‘Bad reputation’? Hell yeah! ‘I love Rock n Roll’? Hell yeah she does. But other than Joan Jett, I see one of her FAVORITE songs being ‘Bad Medicine’ by Bon Jovi. She probably listens to it while making her elixirs or discovering new medicine and honestly I love that for her.

Moving on from Shinobu, why don’t we take a look at the Hashira who took the world by their heart in less than an hour;

Kyojuro Rengoku❤️‍🔥

- Listen, Rengoku is a fire boy through and through, so I feel like his number one jam would be ‘Fire Woman’ by The Cult! And he would also absolutely adore the song ‘Heaven’s On Fire.’ by Kiss!!

Fire. Water. Two total opposites, just like their Hashira’s favorite 80’s song;

Giyuu Tomioka🌊

- I’m so sorry but I could not see Giyuu listening to upbeat songs from G’n’R or Mötley. My boy is just not that way. I actually see him listening to slower songs that have a little bit of kick. I also feel like his music is a reflection of how he feels about his relationships. So I believe one of his top songs would be ‘Nobody’s Fool’ by Cinderella. He truly is nobody’s fool and he is a lot more perceptive than people give him credit for!!!

His emotions remained tucked away just like him, but so are another water based Hashira’s emotions. The kiddo that gives us all misty eyes;

Muichiro Tokito☁️

- My boy Tokito has been through trials and tribulations on his road to becoming a Hashira, and after regaining his memories in full, I believe the guilt of loosing his brother would stick in with him. So I believe Tokito’s favorite song would be ‘Running Up That Hill(A Deal With God)’ by Kate Bush. He chooses to live for his brother but I feel as though there’s a part of him that wishes his brother was the lucky one. (Also that song could count for so many people. But I really think it hit him differently.)

From Hashira who tuck their emotions away, to Hashira who show their emotions a little too aggressively. Give it up for the man who can and will sweep you away;

Sanemi Shinazugawa🍃🎐

- Oh, Sanemi, my darling. Violent in actions, deeply lonely in mind. I believe our boy Sanemi wouldn’t be one to listen to music for fun, his music Is his way of finding people who relate to him without being outwardly vulnerable. He wants connection, but he chooses to find it trough ballads and songs that remind him of the home he so desperately misses. He finds solace in songs such as ‘Home Sweet Home’ by Mötley Crüe, ‘Coming Home’ by Cinderella, and ‘Something to Believe In’ by Poison. Songs from people who were astronomically different from him, and yet they all sang of Greif or wishing to return to a home that wouldn’t be truly theirs again. And for once, while listening, Sanemi felt seen.

The wind that sweeps you off your feet, that rustles your clothing, the ever moving force around us. So different from our last Hashira, steady as stone and built with a heart of pure gold. Our Stone Hashira;

Gyomei Himejima🪨

- Now I know a lot of people are like, “Gyomei??? Rock n Roll?! HA! Not that one.” But I raise you, Gyome Himejima’s favorite songs; ‘Sister Christian’ by Night Ranger and ‘Here I Go Again’ by Whitesnake!!

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There are my picks for the Hashira’s favorite songs from the era of S,D,&R’N’R!! I know CANONICALLY they would never touch 80’s music but that’s also because demon slayer is based in 1920’s Japan and I’m just having some fun :D

Hope y’all enjoyed, as always these are just my IDEAS and OPINIONS, and if you have any thoughts and suggestions please leave them in the notes!! I love you all and hope you’re doing wonderful!

#demon slayer headcanons #demon slayer season 3 #demon slayer imagines #demon slayer gyomei #demon slayer kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer #demon slayer sanemi #demon slayer giyuu #demon slayer obanai #demon slayer shinobu #demon slayer mitsuri #demon slayer rengoku #demon slayer Tokito #80s punk #80’s music #swordsmith village arc #demon slayer fanfic #demon slayer season three

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daxwritesstories · 9 days

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College AU Part 11: Bed Enemy

Content warning: victim-blaming, rape culture

Scene 1: Boy Like You

(Scene title by Kesha)

INT. Hallway - Morning

Cyra is sitting on a bench, alone. She is fiddling with her phone, flipping it around in her hand. She looks upset.

Leon turns the corner and notices Cyra sitting there.

LEON: Yo, Cyra!

Cyra looks up and smiles when she sees Leon walking up to her.

CYRA: Hi Leon! Whatcha doing in the music hallway?

LEON: Could ask you the same thing.

Leon stops in front of Cyra.

LEON: Jayce tells me you're a theater major.

Cyra smiles.

CYRA: He left out the fact that I'm minoring in voice. But I'm here because I'm waiting for someone.

LEON: Who?

CYRA: A music prof. I need his help with something.

LEON: I see... So, did Jayce ever text you back?

CYRA: Nope.

LEON: Oof. Sucks, man.

CYRA: Yeah. Well, I guess I kind of deserve it. I'm sure he told you that I didn't treat him very well.

LEON: Actually he kind of just avoids talking about you.

CYRA: Oh. Huh. I wonder if he's embarrassed...

LEON: What?

Cyra smiles.

CYRA: Don't worry about it. How old are you?

Leon is a bit surprised by the fast change of subject, but he doesn't mention it.

LEON: Uh... I'm 21.

CYRA: Really? But you look so young.

Cyra speaks in a teasing tone. Leon laughs.

LEON: Why? How old are you?

CYRA: I'm 18.

LEON: Oh! Wow.

CYRA: I know. I act like I'm older. Did you know that Jayce is still 17?

LEON: No, but I guessed he was pretty young.

CYRA: His birthday isn't until January. He's a baby.

Leon laughs.

LEON: You know a lot about him.

CYRA: I know everything about him. Tell me more about you though.

LEON: Mm... Like what?

CYRA: Are you straight?

LEON: Um, I'm not sure. I like girls, if that's what you're asking. What about you?

CYRA: I like everything and everyone. I especially like boys like you though.

Leon is a little taken aback by Cyra's forwardness. He gives her a confused look.

LEON: Uh...

Leon laughs nervously.

LEON: What do you mean by that?

CYRA: Well, let's see...

Cyra stands up and steps right into Leon's personal space. She holds her hand flat in front of her forehead and slowly moves it to Leon's.

CYRA: You're about the same height as me, so that's good. This is only our second time meeting but you've been wearing hoodies both times. Which is cute as fuck.

Leon laughs again.

LEON: Well, hoodies are comfy.

Cyra responds in a dumbed-down tone, as if she were speaking to a child.

CYRA: I know right?

Cyra giggles at Leon, who is clearly caught off guard by her sudden change in tone. Not wanting to scare him, Cyra goes back to her usual voice.

CYRA: What else? You have a pretty small frame. Lemme see.

Cyra grabs Leon by the waist and pushes him so he has to take a step back to brace himself.

CYRA: Whoa! What are you, like, ninety pounds?

LEON: Uh...

Cyra pushes Leon back a few more steps, walking him towards the wall.

CYRA: I can just push you around so easily. Damn...

Cyra finally backs Leon up against the wall. He doesn't protest but he looks a bit scared. Cyra looks him up and down. She brings her hands up to his face and affectionately strokes his cheeks and neck with her thumbs.

CYRA: Hm... Pretty eyes. Cute hair; could be a bit longer though.

Leon laughs.

LEON: It used to be a lot longer, you know.

Cyra goes back to her dumbed-down voice.

CYRA: Is that so? I'd love to see it like that.

Leon quiets down again when her tone changes. Cyra lets one of her hands fall to Leon's hip and she pins him against the wall. Her other hand slides to the back of Leon's head.

Cyra grabs some of his hair and pulls down. Leon's head falls back with almost no resistance. Cyra giggles.

CYRA: You probably shouldn't just let people pull your hair like that.

The door to the nearby classroom opens and Roman walks out, followed by a single student. Roman notices Cyra right away but he stays quiet and watches her. The student with him makes a judgmental face and quickly leaves. Leon hasn't noticed either of them, his eyes closed.

Cyra keeps Leon's head tilted back and presses her body against his. She leans in close to his ear.

CYRA (whispering): Unless... you like it when I do that.

Leon shivers. The moment doesn't last long though. Cyra takes a step back but doesn't let go of Leon's hair.

CYRA: Why don't you mind your own business, Roman?

ROMAN: Well, Ace did tell me to keep an eye on you.

CYRA: I doubt that's what he meant.

Cyra lets go of Leon, who brushes himself off. He looks a little disoriented but he's still smiling to himself.

CYRA: But anyway, I think you get what I'm trying to say, right?

LEON: Uh, yeah. I got it.

CYRA: Good! Um, I have to go now. But you can come find me again if you want.

Leon laughs.

LEON: Sure.

Cyra hurries over to where Roman is standing and the two walk down the hall together. Cyra looks back and waves at Leon again though.

Scene 2: Freaking Out

(Scene title by Mystery Skulls)

INT. Lounge area - Morning

Celia, Halo, and Vir are all sitting on the couches together.

HALO: You don't need to worry about this, Celia.

CELIA: But I feel so bad.

VIR: Cyra already told you that it's okay. She wouldn't lie about that kind of thing.

HALO: Yeah, and she knows that you didn't know.

VIR: It's all that guy's fault anyway. He tricked you.

CELIA: I should have known something was off though. I was so distracted by the way he looked and sounded that I just ignored it.

Halo holds both of Celia's hands.

HALO: That's not true. If you knew then you wouldn't have done it. I know that, Celia. You're not like that.

Celia looks unsure of what Halo is saying.

VIR: Cyra doesn't want you to feel bad about this.

CELIA: I know...

Celia's head and shoulders slump forward in shame. Vir and Halo exchange worried glances.

Scene 3: Bad Enemy

(Scene title by Invertigo)

INT. Roman's office - Morning

Roman and Cyra walk into the office together. Roman shuts the door behind them and then goes to sit in his chair. Cyra sits down in the chair across the desk.

ROMAN: Okay. What do you want?

CYRA: I need to get back at Ace.

Roman laughs.

ROMAN: And why the fuck would I help you with that?

CYRA: Because you just stood there and watched while Ace beat the shit out of me!

ROMAN: Yeah, and I had a great time doing it.

Cyra glares at Roman.

ROMAN: I don't know why you expected me to save you. I mean, you didn't even try to fight back. What did you think was gonna happen?

CYRA: I thought we were friends!

ROMAN: In that case, I've been giving you the wrong impression. My bad.

CYRA: What the fuck are you talking about?

ROMAN: You shouldn't be messing with guys like us. Didn't your mother teach you that older men are dangerous?

Cyra folds her arms.

CYRA: You're not that much older than me...

ROMAN: Seventeen years, Cyra! I'm seventeen years older than you! That's almost twice your age! Ace is fourteen years older than you! Did you really expect him to be nice to you after you tried screwing up his relationship? He already warned you to leave him alone.

CYRA: You're one to talk! You took advantage of me when I asked you for his phone number!

ROMAN: Exactly! And I'd do it again. Do you get it now? You keep putting yourself in dangerous situations because of this stupid crush you have on Ace.

CYRA: You can't just do shit like that. You're gonna get caught and you'll lose your job!

ROMAN: Maybe so. But I can keep doing shit like that to you, can't I?

Cyra gives Roman a confused look.

CYRA: What?

Roman pushes the phone and receiver on his desk over to Cyra's side.

ROMAN: Call head office right now and tell them what I did to you. The number's on the receiver.

Cyra goes quiet and she stares down at the phone. After a long moment, she sighs and glares daggers at Roman.

Roman rolls his eyes and pulls the receiver back to where it was before.

ROMAN: I knew you wouldn't do it. You wanna know how I knew?

Cyra just keeps glaring at Roman, seething with anger.

ROMAN: Because you lied to everyone after Ace gave you that black eye. You even could have pinned the blame on me since it happened in here, but you didn't. And you didn't tell anyone, not even me, that Ace almost choked you out in his dorm. So, either you like being treated like this, or you've just gone so fucking crazy over Ace that you won't tell anyone about what he or his friends do to you.

Cyra's glare disappears. Her expression is now a mixture of anger and fear. Her gaze falls to the side as she contemplates what just happened.

ROMAN: You played all your cards too early, Cyra. You might be fucked now.

CYRA: Don't act like you fucking feel sorry for me.

ROMAN: I don't. I'm just trying to give you advice. Walk away right now and forget that you ever met Ace. It's for your own good. You're never gonna get what you want from him anyway.

Cyra frowns again and stands up. She slams her palms down on Roman's desk.

CYRA: Fuck. You.

Cyra turns around and stomps toward the door.

ROMAN: Yeah, yeah. You'll be back soon.

Cyra scowls and slams the door behind her.

Scene 4: I Don't Wanna Be In Love

(Scene title by Good Charlotte)

INT. Arabella & Celeste's dorm - Night

Arabella is standing in front of the dresser, changing into pajamas. Just as she takes off her shirt, the door opens and Celeste walks in.

ARABELLA: Back so soon?

CELESTE: Class ended early.

Celeste shuts the door behind her and starts taking off her coat. Arabella just watches her, not bothering to put on a shirt.

CELESTE: You're friends with Cyra, right?

ARABELLA: I am.

CELESTE: I ran into her the other day. In the library.

Arabella looks surprised and intrigued.

ARABELLA: Oh. How did that go?

CELESTE: Terribly. She really thinks that saying sorry will just fix everything.

Celeste hangs up her coat

ARABELLA: Well... what else do you want her to do?

CELESTE: I want her to prove that she's sorry. But she's gone on to hurt even more people after I left her. How can one claim they are remorseful when they just continue to do the same thing over and over again?

ARABELLA: You have a point. Cyra's commitment skills are garbage.

CELESTE: Exactly. And she wonders why I hate her so much.

Arabella looks Celeste up and down.

ARABELLA: Holding onto hate isn't good for you.

CELESTE: What else am I supposed to do?

ARABELLA: Move on. Do it for your own sake. Fuck what Cyra thinks.

CELESTE: My heart has been shattered. I can't just put the pieces back together.

Arabella giggles.

CELESTE: What?

ARABELLA: You're just cute when you get all poetic like that.

Celeste looks genuinely surprised.

CELESTE: I– I'm– I'm not–

ARABELLA: Yes you are. And you're gorgeous and smart and you deserve better than to spend the rest of your life brooding over a girl who doesn't love you.

Celeste closes her mouth, eyes wide with shock.

ARABELLA: Just something to think about.

Arabella turns around, looking through the dresser for a shirt to wear. There is a long moment of silence before Celeste speaks again.

CELESTE: How could you think so highly of me?

Arabella doesn't even look up when she responds.

ARABELLA: How could you not think that highly of yourself?

Celeste goes quiet again and stares off into space, thinking.

Scene 5: True Friends

(Scene title by Bring Me The Horizons)

INT. Cyra & Celia's dorm - Night

Celia is lying on her bed with headphones on, listening to music. She stares up at the ceiling. She still looks upset.

The door opens and Cyra walks into the room. Celia looks at her but doesn't say anything, too nervous.

Cyra sets her bag on the floor. Without hesitation, she climbs on top of Celia and sits on her hips. Celia takes her headphones off. Before Celia can speak though, Cyra plants her hands on either side of her shoulders, looming over her.

CYRA: Please don't be mad at yourself.

Celia sighs.

CELIA: It's kind of hard not to...

CYRA: I know. I understand why you're upset. But I need you to trust me when I say that I'm okay.

CELIA: Are you sure? You were so angry yesterday.

CYRA: I was. I know I yelled really loud and I know I punched the wall. I was really pissed off. I wasn't mad at you though. I'm still not mad at you.

Celia glances to the side, her expression sad and conflicted.

CYRA: Celia. You can't blame yourself for what Ace did.

Celia looks back up at Cyra.

CELIA: I shouldn't have let him...

CYRA: But you couldn't resist him, right?

Celia's eyes widen in shock and Cyra smiles at her.

CYRA: I understand how alluring he can be, trust me. I probably understand that better than any of our friends do. If I was in your position I would've done the exact same thing. So how could I ever be mad at you for that?

That makes Celia relax a little. She stares up at Cyra with a pouty expression.

CYRA: Can I see you smile?

Celia playfully shakes her head and covers her face with her arms. Cyra immediately grabs Celia's wrist and pulls them away from her head, pinning them to the bed.

CYRA: Let me see you smile, babygirl.

Cyra grins at Celia, who squeezes her lips together as she suppresses a smile.

CYRA: No?

Celia shakes her head.

Cyra smirks and suddenly lets go of Celia's wrists and sits back up. She lifts Celia's shirt and starts tickling her tummy. Celia squirms and laughs.

CYRA: There's the smile!

CELIA (giggling): Not fair!

Cyra stops tickling Celia and lovingly stares at her instead. Celia stops laughing when she notices Cyra staring at her.

CELIA: What?

Without saying anything, Cyra leans down and kisses Celia. It starts as a regular kiss but quickly turns into making out.

#script #cyra’s world #creative writing #toxic characters #making up #age difference #prof vs student #might be the first person to ever use that tag lol #cyra college au

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lunarsilver · 1 year

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Some messages for you. PAC Reading

It was supposed to be called "Short messages for you" but it came out longer than I intended to lol. You know, sometimes I have this urge to use a few things in my divination and this was the case. As always, pick the one you feel most drawn to!

REMEMBER

I’m not a doctor, a psychiatrist, a therapist nor a psychologist. Tarot readings will never replace meetings with them.

It’s a general reading, so not everything will resonate.

If you can’t choose between two piles, probably both of them have some messages for you. You can also not identify with any of them and that’s okay too.

Readings can help you make a decision, but they shouldn’t be the main reason of making it.

1 ~ 2 ~ 3

PILE 1

Charms: let’s go!, it was a good evening, we have nothing to lose, cheers!

Quotes:

I used to think that I was bold

I used to think love was for fun

Now all my stories have been told

Except for one

- You will be okay Sam Haft

Let’s drive around town in my Cadillac

Girls int the front, boys in the back

Loosey as a goosey and we’re looking for some fun

- Woman Kesha

Shufflemancy: Shatter me Lindsey Stirling

Tarot: Ten of Cups (R) – Knave of Pentacles – Knight of Wands (R) – Back of the Deck: Five of Pentacles

Interpretation: Okay, both charms and the second quote talk about having fun, going to parties – try it if you hesitate to do so, and it looks like it works out for you if you already do it! A lot of fun and meeting new people is clear here, and even Knave of Pentacles looks like someone dancing.

On the other hand, the first quote and the tarot, talk about what you need to work on. Are there some conflicts in your relationships? Try to find the common ground, think about what a perfect relationship looks like for you – nothing perfect exists, of course, but it’s something we can strive for. Some of you may isolate themselves. There’s a difference between being alone and being lonely, and if the second case is yours, it’s always worth trying. I decided to do shufflemancy now, kinda as an afterthought, and yup, looks like most people who chose this pile want to make some change in their life but are scared to do it. Again – go to this party or this club and see what will happen, just stay safe. The first step is the hardest one. For some of you, I think the first quote speaks about some romantic interest/someone being into you.

PILE 2

Charms: but what if?, lets go!, success!, what do you wish for? you know what’s good, give something from you

Quotes:

Other dancers may be on the floor

Dear, but my eyes will see only you

Only you have that magic technique

When we sway I go weak

- Sway Michael Buble

This room is so suffocating

Walking on ice, but nobody breaks it

Stuck in this one-way conversation

Guess I’ll be here for awhile

- People I Don’t Like UPSAHL

Shufflemancy: Crazy Daniela Andrade

Tarot: The High Priestess – The Magician (R) – Knight of Cups – Back of the Deck: Five of Pentacles

Interpretation: I feel like this pile is about romantic stuff, 3 cards from four are all in pink, red and white, and two have red roses on it, Knight of Cups, the quotes... There was this song playing in another room while I was doing this reading, and words “Nothing compares to you” caught my attention. Kinda looks like a situationship. The quotes suggest there is a person that is infatuated with the second one, that seems to be less interested (“stuck in this one-way conversation”) – or maybe someone talks much more than the second one, OR you both are “walking on ice, but nobody breaks it” even though it’s about time to do it. The High Priestess tells you to listen to your intuition, there are some tricks at hand, some uncertainity and problems with communication. After winning with it, there will be better time, probably romance, you will give or receive a love offer. The charms are pretty optimistic and encourage you to do something you think about. If the third pile also caught your attention, there may be some messages for you.

PILE 3

Charms: give something from you (it fell out while I was mixing the charms in the basket, so treat it as the most important one), everything is possible, now you can go crazy, this is the moment, you interest me, shall we dance?

Quotes:

In youth, you lay awake at night and scheme

Of all the things that you would change

But it was just a dream

- Warriors Imagine Dragons

I’ll make my own future

I won’t leave it to fate

- My name is… Once Monsters

Shufflemacy: Wszystko czego dziś chcę Brodka, A_Gim (okay, this was the first time a non-English song came up during my reading, basically there are two people that barely know each other – one of them imagines already a whole future with the second person while she only wants to go to bed with him)

Tarot: Four of Pentacles (R) – Knave of Swords (R) – The Death (R) – Five of Cups

Interpretation: While I was shuffling the cards with quotes, a thought “get this shit done” came to my mind lol. What you need to do but still didn’t? Both charms and quotes encourage you clearly to do this thing you think about, to seize the day. Just like in the first pile, there is this saying “go, do it finally, have fun”. The last two charms probably talk about some flirt, but the song suggests you and this person will be on different pages. Alternatively, it talks about two different persons. If you feel like the love part is important and you felt drawn to the second reading as well, there can be some messages for you.

The cards show you should stop and rethink some things. What do you want? How to go there? What is your relationship with money? Some change is around the corner but you’re resisting it.

#pac #pac reading #free tarot reading #tarot reading #tarot #tarotcommunity #charms #shufflemancy #oracle cards #oracle

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purplesurveys · 6 months

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What song reminds you of being in middle school? TikTok by Kesha or that Like A G6 song. Hurls me right back to being in the middle of grade school and being an angsty pre-teen who thought she was indestructible, lol.

What was the first thing you learned how to cook? Uh...I don't know haha, I think eggs since it's very easy to work with. To this day it remains the one thing I know how to cook.

What does your hair currently look like? It's in a half-ponytail which is how I often style it these days.

Who’s the worst driver you know? One of my uncles. I will say it's been a while since I rode a car he drove so he could have changed since then, but I have pretty strong memories of him having a tendency to hit hard on the brakes. I always had motion sickness whenever it was him driving.

What are some wild animals commonly found where you live? Are frogs and lizards considered wild animals...? They're the only ones that hang out where I live, besides stray cats and dogs.

Does it take a lot to make you cry? Not really. Even emotional videos I scroll past on social media can make me tear up quite easily.

If the last dream you had came true, would that be a good or bad thing? It would be both. It was a very complicated dream for reasons only I would know.

Have you ever had a lucid dream? Nope.

How long did your last car ride last? I want to say around half an hour. We came from just a nearby mall but then my mom had to make a quick stop at the grocery to get rice.

Isn’t it disgusting when people chew with their mouth open? It's not the worst thing in the world for me, personally, but I do dislike it when I have to watch someone talk while chewing.

What’s your most prominent memory from 2009? Being betrayed and publicly embarrassed by someone who I thought was a close friend.

Do you think there will ever be world peace? Nope.

What’s your biggest problem at the moment? All the adjustments I have to make for my new position at work. I never signed up to be part of the leadership team. I don't give a fuck how much the business makes. I don't care about company targets. Just let me do the dirty work and make me just write a bunch of stuff again! Haha I hate being so negative but ugh, this whole thing has just been taking up 95% of my headspace. I really can't wait to leave but that's also once I can figure out what the hell I wanna do next.

Has anyone ever told you you’re too emotionally needy? No.

Has an ex ever told you that they want you back? Nope.

Have you ever turned down a job offer? I have not.

What’s the longest hospital stay you’ve had? For what? It was just overnight. I had to be admitted for low platelet count.

Do you know anyone who doesn’t know the basics of using a computer? Sure but they're all old people, like my grandparents.

What was the last snack you ate? I had a double cheeseburger and twister fries last night.

What’s something really basic that you’re terrible at? Wrapping gifts. I've long come to terms with the fact that I just Can't Do It so I either get paper bags or pay my sister to wrap gifts for me.

Is it just me, or are tv shows/movies getting to be really dumbed down? I wouldn't say so. It just depends on what stuff you get surrounded with. There constantly continues to be gems out there.

Do you know any same-sex married couples? I do.

What was the last appointment you scheduled? Dentist appointment, last week.

Are you happy with the person you have become? Yes. Sure I bitch too much about work lol but that doesn't take away from how fulfilled I feel about my achievements and everything I power through.

What year were you born? 1998.

What does your favorite watch look like? I don't wear watches.

Did you have one of those Tamagotchi things as a kid? No, it was above our budget. I got a fake Tamagotchi once but if I remember correctly it worked for like only a day.

What’s your favorite kind of wine? I was never into wine, but in general and if asked I always opt for red. But yeah, I mean it's too bitter for me and I always feel sleepy when drinking wine.

When was the last time you felt lonely? I haven't felt lonely in a long time. It's helped me a lot to be perfectly content even when on my own.

Are your parents still together? They are.

Have you ever been so broke you didn’t know how you’d keep a roof over your head? No. That's an aspect of Asian culture I'm grateful for – family ties are super strong, the pressure to move out once turning 18 is completely nonexistent, and in general one can live with their family however long they wish and there'd be zero societal shame for it.

Do you know anyone who believes that vaccines cause autism? Not autism exactly but I know a few people who've been brainwashed into thinking that vaccines can cause other problems, like death lol. My paternal grandparents fall under that category and I can still remember the secondhand frustration I felt watching my parents painstakingly force them to take at least one shot for Covid.

What was the last piece of furniture you bought? I can't remember.

What’s a new skill you’d like to learn? Pottery and editing videos.

How did you celebrate your last birthday? Celebrated the release of D-Day; watched Yoongi's documentary; and had dinner with friends.

Do you have any great housecleaning tips? Not really.

What’s your favorite cocktail? Long island iced tea.

Did your favorite movie come out before or after you were born? Well before; it came out in 1967.

Is there anything you need to do before the end of the day? Change into comfier clothes.

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randomblack-girl · 2 years

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Another Astro Observation ig tbh I really just wanna share my experiences and see if other placements have the same experiences I struggle interpreting astrology so relating it to my life and experiences helps also I'm gonna try to put songs that remind me of these placements

Recently someone called me arrogant and I was confused because I struggle with confidence I don't think I'm arrogant or come off that way. Then I looked more into astrology and realized why people may think this. I'm pluto, sun, and jupiter dominant I'm also a scorpio rising with jupiter in my 1st house. I think these placements come off as very confident. And tbh I think being self obsessed can be good to an extent because people are always trying to bring you down.

Songs:

Juice by Lizzo

Conceited by Flo Mili

Persuasive by Doechii

If You Seek Amy by Britney Spears

Cockiness by Rihanna

And that brings me to the next observation people ALWAYS try to bring pluto/scorpio placements down. This probably also applys to lilith placements too but yea Ex:

So as a scorpio rising I was bullied a lot when younger especially on my appearance and the way I presented myself. I also have pluto in the 2nd house and I notice people try to "take me down a notch" by insulting my appearance (1st house) and by doing this they think it will lower my self worth/confidence (2nd house).

More about pluto in the 2nd house. I noticed pluto and scorpio can represent what gets a reaction from people. With my pluto in the 2nd house I was thinking it could be my voice, lips, and fashion (2nd house ruled by Taurus, Taurus rules throat, vocal cords, and mouth). Sagittarius is also in my 2nd house and people always talk about my smile it used to be one of the things I'd get made fun of. All of the things I listed above would. I would get comments on my voice and my lips/smile being too big. It was almost like people hated seeing me express happiness? (maybe they were jealous? Because pluto can show jealousy) and if you think about it this is spot on for this placement.

Gimme More Slayyyter remix for this one

I have virgo lilith in the 11th house and my friendships never go well/last 😭. I recently had this experience where I was sitting at a table with a bunch of girls and they all decided they didn't like me and kicked me out the table. They claimed I was too loud 🤭 (my aries mercury is screaming!!!)

Another 11th house lilith situation: I had bad friends in middle school and a teacher told me they're bad and I should stop being friends with them because they'll get me in trouble and ofc I didn't wanna listen 💀...honestly there's so many especially when it comes to online friendships

Songs: All My Friends Are Fake by Tate McRae

Backstabber by Kesha

I have venus in my 5th house and as stated above I'm sun dominant and people always tell me I should do something that has to do with theater 😍

Song: Circus by Britney Spears

My sun is opposite my asc and I feel like people always see me differently than how I see myself or how I really am

Mars in the 9th house do yall get called outspoken too? 🤨 I'm very opinionated I'd be starting conversations about controversial topics with no shame! 😘 also are yall advocates? I feel like the sign can change what you advocate for mines in cancer and I'm a feminist 😋

Songs:

Truth Hurts by Lizzo

Woman by Diana Gordon

Bad Girls by M.I.A.

I Am by Jorja Smith

Last one my mom has lilith and chiron in her 1st house and people sexualize her all the time!!! Even at work and they'll bring up her sexuality...it's getting weird 😟 she always kept a bf when younger she'll literally be minding her business and a guy will come up and offer sex like huh? Definitely getting lilith vibes

Songs:

Sex Yeah by Marina

Got it like that by Jae Stephans

Cockiness again 😜

If You Seek Amy again 😭

#astro observations #scorpiorising #lilith

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starzzify · 1 month

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For the ask game I give u 3, 30, 8, 5& 19 but you don't have to answer all of them <3

ty for the ask :)

3- notion by the rare occasions; if i could pick a song to make a montage of my whole summer it would be this song. it just gives me that vibe.

5- almost any mindless self indulgence song. for this ill chose shut me up or what do they know. they’re rock/punk type songs so it makes sense to play them loud

8- uhhh does tiktok by kesha count?

19- i like giants by kimya dawson. “look at the road, turn out the lights, get out and look up at the sky. and i do this to remind me that im really, really, tiny in the grand scheme of things and sometimes this terrifies me.” — “but if you ever hear someone say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun, look at the ocean, and the desert, and the mountains, and the sky. say i am just a speck of dust inside a giants eye.” — “that the giant on the cliff wished that she was dead, and the lemmings on the cliff wished that they were dead. so the giant told the lemmings why they ought to live instead, when the giant told the lemmings why they ought to live instead. it made her reconsider all the sad thoughts in her head.” (sorry i didn’t mean to lyric dump but basically the whole song i just wanted to include some lyrics that stand out the most)

30- the competition by kings dawson orrr evil by melanie martinez.

#asks 🤍#moots <3

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kingdomgracemedia · 2 months

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Share4Christ - Your Light Shines No Matter Where You Are

"Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid." Matthew 5:14

I remember years ago a man walked up to me in a home improvement store and said, "You changed my life." I didn't remember him, but he remembered me. I asked, "Has anyone ever told you that you look like that guy from "Save the Last Dance"? He smiled and said, "You don't remember me do you?" Then, suddenly I recognized him. I had met him in the darkest place of my life. He was the guard who sat in front of my hospital room, assigned to watch and protect me from myself. That night, God had used me to impact his life and encourage him deeply even though I needed all of the encouragement I could get. Yet, here he stood in front of me saying how I changed his life. I was speechless. With tears in my eyes, I looked up to heaven and thanked God.

My sister, my brother, in your lowest places, when you feel you have nothing to offer anyone because of where you are, God speaks for you. When you feel you have nothing to give anyone, God's grace presents to others a handful. When you feel your light isn't shining at all, God's light is shining brighter than you realize. When Jesus said you are the light of the world, He wasn't talking about a light that shines only when you feel righteous and holy. You are the light of the world even when you are struggling.

Whether you are penniless, dealing with sickness, feeling weighed down, or at your lowest, you are impacting someone with the light of Jesus. No matter where you are, you are still God's precious child. No matter how you feel, you are a blessed city set on a hill for all the world to see. You can't be hidden. Your light shines brightly!

Prayer: Father, thank You for loving me. Thank You for Your goodness and mercy. I love You more than anything. Thank You that Your light faithfully shines through me no matter where I am. Thank You. Only a loving God can make that possible. Keep shining in me. Be glorified in this vessel of clay. In Jesus Christ most holy name, Amen.

DEVOTION BY: Kesha Trippett

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justcallmeaubs1 · 2 months

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Since I haven't had the motivation to make the ej and Jeff edit (I'm working on it I swear, as well as the bloody painter 🥲) I will give you some headcanons of them separately and then as a couple.

★°•Eyeless Jack•°★

Eyeless Jack probably listens to cannibal by Kesha just saying

Eyeless Jack is not as soft as other people stress him to be in my eyes. I think he is nice to people he cares about (even though he probably is still pretty quiet about it even if he really cares or respects you) but to the people either he is told to kill by slenderman or he just doesn't like he will not give two fucks

This goes two ways, if you are someone he is sent out to kill, it doesn't matter what you do he will kill you with no remorse. (unless it's a kid then he feels a little guilty but gets over it fairly fast)

On the other hand... If you are someone he has to tolerate (like another creepypasta) he won't hurt them but it will be obvious he does not like you

He will do things such as take longer to answer a question or not answer at all if someone he doesn't like asks.

But then he would answer it normally if someone he tolerates or likes. Even if it's the same question

He won't wait for the unlikable person leaves either, it would just go like: *unlikable pasta* hey do you know what time it is? EJ:............................ *Likeable pasta* hey EJ what time is it? EJ:........2.......45.......... *Unlikable pasta just standing there* ...the fuck...?

I see him as someone that would also help the injured (especially ticci toby since he can't feel pain so he probably gets regular check ups just to make sure he isn't literally bleeding out) but god forbid if someone he doesn't like gets hurt and he has to bandage them up (lets say nurse ann or doctor smile are busy) he would not only do a half ass job, he would also (depending on how mich he doesn't like them) br a lot more rough with the bandages

It's kinda hard to tell if he likes someone since he's so calm and quiet but there are some ways you can tell

One way to find out is if he will speak/text to you first (but thats pretty rare)

Another way is if he asks you to go and kill someone for kidneys. He is a pretty independent individual and he is not lazy in any way. But, if he trusts you and is too tired to go out and find a human to eat he will probably ask someone responsible. (Though if they say no he might never ask them again)

I believe he is self conscious about how he looks since he sees himself as a monster ever since he got sacrificed. He probably wears the mask 24/7.

You couldn't imagine the surprise one of the pastas got when they went to wake him up one day and he was still wearing his mask

And sometimes proxies like masky or hoodie will leave their clothes on after a long mission but that's out of exhaustion. EJ CHOOSES to do this so when he wakes up he won't have to see his face in the mirror

Because of all of this he isn't one to show you his emotions or talk about his feelings (and it would be hard to tell what he's feeling anyway)

Something that makes him feel better about himself is that Sally likes doing his nails (claws) that includes painting them, putting anything shiny on it and even trimming them.

★°•JEFF THE KILLER•°★

Let's get the basic stuff out the way

Absolute menace

Listens to metal or rock

Best friends with BEN and toby

Probably emo

Has a knife collection

He is (in my headcanon) not aroace or asexual but he does not feel love or intimacy that often. It is possible and he is (again in my headcanon) pansexual

The reason I think this is because he probably thinks "why the fuck does it matter who I'm with? As long as they don't piss me off it's fine"

Anger issues²

Alright now that's out of the way let's get started on the real stuff

Jeff and toby are the most annoying duo

They are the most clever and the most stupid duo anyone has ever seen

What I mean by this is when they pull pranks on a creepypasta they calculate everything, where they are, where they're gonna be at anytime, what they would fall for, what they would and wouldn't believe, who they trust, who they hate, everything comes into consideration for some stupid whoopie cushion prank.

But at the same time they would have a rock eating competition -_-

And when Jeff is by himself he is most likely killing or running away from something jane threw at him

He does have mental breakdowns at night and rethinks his life and how it could've turned out

By the morning though he doesn't regret anything and he goes through this cycle of "pfft why would I give a shit?" To "I'm a horrible person"

When he's on a mission none of these thoughts go through his head tho

Him and Liu do not speak unless they have too and it is kinda awkward

That's all I could think of :/

★°•EJ x JEFF•°★

This relationship would take a WHILE to bloom as they are both so different and I think they would talk but it would be so awkward (even for someone as loud as jeff)

I think the way Jeff would hint at EJ is he would continuously say things like "having a boyfriend wouldn't be so bad huh?" Or "being pansexual is cool" and ej would just....never understand

Eventually EJ would get the hint and after enough of these awkward hints he would just straight up say "if you wanna date just say so"

And Jeff would just stand there like 0_0

Either that or Jeff would get fed up with EJ not getting the hints and he would just yell at him "DATE ME PLEASE!!"

The first week of this relationship would have little to no communication because neither of them expected to get this far

Literally Nina and maybe Ben (teasing Jeff) would talk more about their new relationship than they would

Eventually EJ would ask him out (and probably give him a real beating heart as a gift T_T) and Jeff would just be like: okay 🙃👍🏻

On their first date (shockingly) EJ would do most of the talking since Jeff is horrible with serious shit

And it would be generic questions like "what do you want to do?" Or "how are you feeling?" And Jeff would have no idea what to say

After a couple of these dates they would eventually get used to each other and talk out how they feel about each other and what their boundaries are, what they're comfortable with, what they like and don't like, etc

Idk how long the relationship would last but I hope I pleased you and thank you for reading this! :D (this took me an hour lmao, I really like making these and I plan to make more in the future! Tell me if you enjoyed reading this and what character/characters you would like headcanons for next!)

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Getaway Car C.S. Pt 6

“You’re such a backstabber!”

Clyde gave Bonnie directions to an almost deserted like place. When they pulled into this place Bonnie turned the keys off and sighed. Clyde looked over at her "tired princess?" He asked. She nodded her head. Normally she would tell him not to call her princess but she was too tired.

Clyde opened her car door and grabbed her hand. As they grabbed their bags he sat her on the front of the car. He pulled her chin up towards him. He was staring at her.

"You know I didn't think you would be able to pull it off. I thought when I told you to run that you would never come back but I was wrong" he said as he played with the hem of her shirt. "I was also wrong when I was jealous of that guy who was trying to ask you out" he said while making eye contact with her.

Bonnie looked at him.

"And I hated it even more when you wouldn't talk to me princess" he said as he pulled her body closer to his.

"Are you apologizing to me" Bonnie said with a smirk.

"Yeah and I don't do it often." Clyde said. Bonnie just smiles at him.

"But that guy needs to know your my girl. My princess. Not his."

"Well how am I supposed to know that?" Bonnie said while looking at his lips. Clyde knew this moment was perfect. There Bonnie said on the front of those staring at Clyde with the moon shining bright. Clyde had leaned into Bonnie but not before asking permission to kiss her. This was Bonnie's first kiss and she loved everything about it. She loved how lips fit perfectly. She loved how they moved back and forth in sync. She loved the heat and passion behind the kiss. She loved the fact that they wouldn't stop until they needed some air.

Clyde grabbed Bonnie's hand and they walked towards the inn. They got their room key and walked into the room when a couple had approached them.

" you guys are such a cute couple" the woman said.

"Thank you" Clyde said as he opened the room they were staying in.

"Well hey we were wondering if you would like to get a drink with us, My treat" the man said

"Oh thanks for the offer, maybe another time. We're actually really tired tonight." Clyde said. He really wanted to tell these people to fuck off.

"Oh well what about tomorrow night, after your well rested" the man asked.

"Sure, we'd love that" Clyde said. Then they politely smiled and walked into their rooms.

As Bonnie sat their things on their bed she spoke up "I don't like them".

"Who?" Clyde asked.

"The people we were just talking to. I don't like them."

Clyde chuckled. "Why because they want to buy us a drink"

"No. I don't like them because of how persistent they were. Like why would you want to buy us drinks that bad?" Bonnie said. Maybe Bonnie had been overthinking it but it was weird, at least to her it was.

The next was peaceful for Bonnie and Clyde. When Clyde woke up he saw Bonnie was still asleep beside him. He decided to get a shower and head downstairs for breakfast and to bring up bonnie some as well.

As he sat down in the dinning hall he saw the local newspaper so he grabbed it and decided to have some coffee. As he was reading the local news paper something caught nis eye. A pcture that was take of him and Bonnie.

Clyde looked around the dinning hal and saw a few people enjoying their food so he decided to get up leave to go get Bonnie how ever someone else had plans.

"Hey handsome" A girl said. when clyde looked up it was the girl from last night who told bonnie and him that they were such a good couple. except she was alone this time. The man was nowhere to be scene.

"Oh hey um...I'm sorry I didn't get your name last night" Clyde said as he looked at the girl.

"It's Jennifer. Whats your name cutie?" Jennifer said.

Now normally clyde would always give fake names but this time he gave his actual name. He wasn't what it was but this girl had looked inviting, She definitely wasn't no Bonnie. Jennifer put her hand on Clyde's arm and traced her hand back and fourth.

"So Clyde what are you doing all the way out here?" she asked while sitting down at the table.

"My girl and I were just looking for a place to stay before we hit the next stop." Clyde said as he took a sip of his coffee.

"Oh and what is it you do" She asked. now most people would think its weird that a stranger wants to know what you do for work after just meeting but once again Clyde had thought nothing of it.

"Oh well maybe my man and I could come with you if you don't mind" She said. Clyde took a sip of his coffee and figured it was best to get back to bonnie. not giving the girl an answer.

"See you around" The girl yelled out with a smile. Clyde walked back to bonnie's room with the paper in his hand.

when he got back to the room, Bonnie was just coming out of the shower. "Oh hey I was just about to come find you" She said as she gave him a kiss on the cheek. Clyde smiled before he said "That girl is a little strange"

"What Girl?" Bonnie asked.

"The girl from last night. Her name is Jennifer and she wants to come with us when he leave." Clyde said as he rubbed his face while sitting on the bed.

"You didn't tell her-" Bonnie began.

"Of course I didn't tell her" He said. bonnie sat down next to him.

"well do you wanna leave?" Bonnie asked.

"We can't because we are still driving the same car from the robbery. Bonnie sighed.

"We'll figure something out" Clyde said.

That night Clyde and bonnie walk out of their room with the idea of getting food until they were stopped by none other than Jennifer and her man.

"Hey how are you guys?" The man had said.

"Hey man were good. we're just on our way to get some food." Clyde said with bonnie latched on his arm.

"How about those drinks. We can talk while the ladies catch up on the latest gossip" the guy said while looking at Bonnie. Clyde knew this man wasn't gonna stop pestering him so the followed them to a local nice but yet fancy place to dine at.

As the hours passed Clyde got wasted with the other guy and Bonnie tried to enjoy her time but she just didn't like Jennifer. Any thing that came out of Jennifer's mouth made Bonnie want to barf.

"So how long have you and Clyde been together" Jennifer asked.

"Quite a while" Bonnie said with a smirk she could tell that Jennifer was every much interested in Clyde and she refused to share him with anyone.

"You know you are a very lucky girl, Clyde is one good looking man" Jennifer said with a smile.

"I know" Bonnie said with a cocky smile. " However does your man know you feel this way about Clyde?" Bonnie asked.

Jennifer stop smiling. "If I were you, I'd keep a very close eye on Clyde but if you ever get tired of him let me know." Jennifer whispered to Bonnie.

"Hey princess, Did you catch up on all the latest gossip" Clyde asked. It was a good thing Clyde came over because the tension between Bonnie and Jennifer was very high. Although Bonnie could tell the moment Clyde call her princess, Jennifer's face turned into pure jealousy.

Clyde pulled Bonnie to the side and put his hands on her hips and gave her a kiss. "I could feel the tension between you and Jennifer from a mile away. Ima take it as you don't like her very much" Clyde said with a smirk.

"She clearly wants you Clyde" Bonnie sighed and looked at the ground.

"Well, she's not you so I don't want her" Clyde said while lifting up her chin again. When Bonnie looked back over at Jennifer she could tell Jennifer had been watching her and Clyde.

"So we're gonna leave with him and Jennifer. I know you don't like her but this is how it's gonna have to be." Clyde said.

" What why?" Bonnie asked.

"Because I found out that the man and Jennifer are also bank robbers. They are so wanted just like us. How cool would it be for their to be four of us. They will never catch us. Not if there is four?"

Bonnie listened as Clyde spoke. He spoke with some kind of spark. But Bonnie knew this was a bad idea. She could feel it on her gut. Something was off. And it all started with Jennifer.

"You told him we're bank robbers?! Clyde why would you do that?!" Bonnie whispered like yelled.

"Hey hey, it's okay" Clyde said as he put a loose strand of hair behind her ears. "They're bank robbers too so therefore they can't snitch on us" Clyde said. Bonnie sighed and realized Clyde was right. So she nodded her head and they walked back to their hotel room and pack their things.

"I understand why you told him Clyde I just don't think this is a good idea." Bonnie said as she packed her suitcase. Clyde walked over to Bonnie and just held her. He could tell Bonnie was scared and nervous and he was too but he had to be calm for her.

They put their suitcases in the trunk of the other couples car and got in. Clyde and Bonnie piled into the back seat and held each others hands. The other couple boosted about their robbing spree while driving away from the inn and Clyde couldn't help but feel what if Bonnie was right about these people?

When they got to the other couples house they showed Clyde and Bonnie their room. The other couole made sure they felt welcomed. They fed them great food and needless to say Bonnie and Clyde enjoyed where they were staying.

One Night Bonnie overheard Jennifer talking to her man. "All we have to do is have them rob the bank with us. You get Clyde drunk again and I'll distract Bonnie. You then take Drunk Clyde back to his room and then you take their money. It's a safe plan. We can do it"

Bonnie knew it. She knew something was off with Jennifer. When Clyde came back from his shower he walked into the room and saw this look on Bonnie's face. "Princess, whats wrong?" He asked as he got dressed.

"Clyde we need to leave! These people are planning to rob us!" Bonnie said as she packed their things in their suitcases.

"How do you know?" Clyde asked while closing the door.

"I heard Jennifer say it. This was their plan the entire time. They want us to help them rob a bank and then they're gonna steal all of our money! I knew it Clyde. I knew something was off about these people." Bonnie said.

Just as Clyde was about to speak, Jennifer came through the door. "Oh, leaving so soon and I thought we were just starting to become good friends" Jennifer sneered. Her man then popped out from behind her with a gun.

"I knew you were a traitor the moment I laid eyes on you" Bonnie said.

"And I told you to keep your eyes on Clyde but you didn't listen" Jennifer said.

" So here's the plan" Jennifer said...

Clyde ran down the hall. He had never felt so stressed in his life. He knew it was too soon to commit another robbery. Clyde usually spaced out his robberies. At first he used to do them every month. He thought it was best to always keep the Feds on their toes. He never revisted a place he planned on robbing. He always had the same plan. Pick out the bank. Flirt with the bank teller to figure out the layout of the bank. Watch the bank for a few days. Then rob the bank and make a clean getaway. Clyde would always leave town right away. But that was until he met Bonnie.

"Come on Bonnie, were running low on time" Clyde stressed as he watched the clock. Two robberies in one month was not the move.

"I can't hack into this system if you keep coming back to bother me every 30 seconds clyde. Go check on the hostages or something." Bonnie said as she tried to keep cool.

"You know we don't have to do this princess, We can figure out a plan and ditch them. We don't need them. We've been doing this on our own without them." Clyde said with a pleading look. He looked at bonnie with love in his eyes. Bonnie wanted nothing more than to leave with him. The look in her eys said 'I wish we could'. He knew bonnie was scared. He was scared too but he couldn't admit that right now. He had to be strong for her, after all she only got involved in this lifestyle because of him.

"I thought you said wouldn't take longer than 2 minutes" The guy said.

"Well, sometimes it can take longer, especially if they have strong security." Bonnie said. Clyde stayed by her side with his hand on her thigh.

Truth was, Bonnie was stalling. She had a bad feeling that something was gonna happen to her or Clyde and she didn't wanna risk that. She knew that a big fight was going down as soon as she finished hacking into the system. But you could only stall for so long. She looked at clyde while her finger hoovered over the enter button. Clyde took a hold of her hand and pressed a kiss too it. HE then leaned into her eye and said "Whatever happens remember I love you and I don't regret anything". He kissed her cheek and then took her finger and pressed down on the key.

Clyde ran with the man down the hall. once the vault unlatched they opened up their bags and put the money into the bag as fast as they could. The other man was trying to talk to him But clyde was too focus on trying to get the hell out of there.

"You know we could've been done faster if your woman would've been faster" The man said.

"Yeah I know." Clyde replied.

"I mean what is it with her lately. She used to be chill and now she's acting all weird" The man said.

Clyde zipped up his bag.

"Stop talking about my girl." Clyde gritted through his teeth.

The man stopped what he was doing and looked at clyde with a smirk.

"Don't you think how weird she's been acting lately? Kinda make you think she would set us up huh?"

"Look man I don't know what your trying to do, But we don't got time for this we got less then 2 minutes to get outta here" Clyde said.

"Why so paranoid Clyde? what's wrong? Is this not the lifestyle for you?"

"I've been doing this just fine until you and Jennifer came around" clyde said. "So if anyone would be the problem it sure isn't Bonnie."

Just as the man was about to speak her heard a gunshot and then not long after he heard Bonnie scream out "Clyde It's a trap! They set us up!"

Clyde looked at the man and then ran for the door. HE knew in that moment Bonnie was right all along. She complained to him that this man and Jennifer were weird and they were only involved because they wanted the money Bonnie and Clyde had worked very hard for. He had to make it back to Bonnie. That was his top priority right now.

The man had tackled Clyde to ground. Clyde struggled to get this guy who was 2x his size off him. he wouldn't give up.

"Oh Come on Clyde. You had to know this was going to happen. You've been on a watch list for years. Bro its really nothing against but a hundred grand is a lot of money and I promised Jennifer a good life" the man said.

Being smaller than most guys had its advantages. Clyde was able to get out of his grip and grab his gun.

"Woah, Woah Come on man. You know what its like to want to spoil your girl" The man pleaded.

As clyde was about to speak, Jennifer came in with Bonnie. Bonnie look miserable. Clyde could see that Jennifer was bleeding and he smirked at bonnie. Bonnie may have look samll and weak to the visible eye but she was a tough girl.

When the man saw his girl he was furious at Bonnie. That man wanted nothing more than to hurt bonnie but right now they were in quite a predictiment. Jennifer had her gun drawn at bonnie and clyde. Clyde had is gun drawn at Jennifer and her man.

"Drop the gun" Jennifer gritted through her teeth.

"ladies first" Clyde said.

Clyde knew they were running out of time. The bank alarms were going off. The police sirens of their cars were getting louder and louder and yet they all stood their like they had nothing to lose. Bonnie was getting more and more frustrated by the minute so she did what she had to do. She hit Jennifer in the back of the head and as she watched Jennifer fall to the ground she grabbed the bags. Jennifer seemed to be knocked out cold but that man wasn't going down without a fight. He grabbed jennifers gun and shot at clyde.

For bonnie it was like all time had just stopped. She saw clyde fall to the floor. He had been shot in the leg. And it was enough for Bonnie to turn around to shoot him In the leg. Bonnie then pulled clyde off the floor and drag him towards the exit.

"Clyde are you okay baby?" Bonnie whispered. Clyde grunted in response. As bonnie was going towards the exit she realized she couldn't use her plan anymore. Now that she knew it was a setup she couldn't go towards that exit. More and more cop cars were pulling up and there was nothing she could do. she couldn't figure out how to get both of them out of there. So She sat on the ground and looked at clyde.

"We're not making it out of here" She whispered. She held his hand.

"I should've believed you when you told me about your suspicions" Clyde said.

"That doesn't matter right now. How are we getting out of this one?" Bonnie asked.

Clyde looked at bonnie for a moment and sighed. "You are going to take that money and get in that car and drive away" Clyde said.

"What? No! I'm not going to leave you here. your hurt and-"

"Listen to me! Your gonna take that money and get in that getaway car and when you are given the signal that's when you are to come back and get me. Yes i'll be locked up but I know you'll come back to get me!" clyde said while looking in her eyes.

She knew it was the only way this would actually work.

So She kissed him one last time. She grabbed the money and the keys and ran out the building but not before looking one more time at Clyde. "I'll be back for you, I promise".

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