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storfulsten · 5 months

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Draw more Whitty x bf (?)

yee ok

sussy space boyfriends counts right

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edsbacktattoo · 1 year

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I have Gathered some Data

@skysofrey and I recently got into a discussion about names in OFMD. Specifically, how many times does Ed actually call Stede by his name in the show? We could only think of a few examples each and that didn't seem right. And because I'm insane, I decided to rewatch and note down every time a name was used, who used it, and who was being spoken to. Here are my findings!

Before you proceed, please know that this is strictly for fun and because I was curious. There are likely errors in the data (I'm sure I missed some things, I'm just one person.) but! I still think that what's been gathered is very interesting.

Here are some other fun/important/miserable things that I found in my travels:

There is one more time where Stede calls Ed “Edward,” and the only time it isn’t said to him directly. This is when Stede is addressing the petrified orange.

Of the five times that Stede is called “The Gentleman Pirate,” two of them are from Ed.

Ed calls Stede by his name only twelve times in the series. Only two of these instances are spoken to someone else. There are two others when Ed is looking for him at the pier, and therefore spoken to no one.

There are only ten instances of other characters calling Ed something other than his name or “Blackbeard.” Two of these are from Izzy, during the scene in Spanish Jackie’s bar, where he’s informing Stede that Ed would like to meet with him. During this scene, he only uses “my captain” and “my boss.” This is one of the very few times he doesn’t refer to Ed to other people as “Blackbeard” and it’s at the time that is arguably the most important. (He’s an idiot.)

Out of the twenty times that Ed refers to himself, fourteen of those are as “Blackbeard/The Kraken.” He refers to himself with names other than “Ed/Edward” 70% of the time. 50% of the times he refers to himself by his name are during the beach scene in episode nine, and there is only one instance where he uses his name that is not in Stede’s company. ("Actually, I do want to be called 'Ed' from now on.")

Izzy only refers to Ed as "Edward" to other people four times in the show. Two of those times are when he's marooning Stede's crew, and each time he uses his name in that scene, he takes on a mocking tone. Meaning that 50% of every instance he's referred to Ed as "Edward" to other people, he's been mocking his name.

Ed calls Stede "mate" as often as he calls him by his name, but he only calls him "mate" directly.

Stede calls Ed by his name only once more than Izzy does.

80% of the times Ed refers to himself by name happen in episode nine.

#before anyone says anything yes i know i am utterly insane #i am bonkers #but this was a lot of fun!#if anyone would like to see the tally i kept while watching let me know #just so you can see that i didn't pull these numbers out of my ass #also pls be nicey to me about this i am not a science and data guy #i am an english and art major so this is absolutely not my forte #again just for curiosity's sake #i've always been fascinated by the use of names and titles in this show so this is like catnip to me #fascinating and interesting and im rolling around in it #enjoy i guess!!!#ofmd #our flag means death #is this meta?#idk what constitutes as a meta #i'll tag it anyway #ofmd meta #oh we thinkin?#huge thank you to kaitlin for indulging in my nonsense about this program <3

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ionlyeveraskedquestions · 9 months

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idk who needs to hear this but ace people can, in fact, kiss

#sooo tired of the ‘you can’t view them as ace bc crowley kissed him’ discourse #like yes! guess what! ace people can and do kiss and sometimes they even enjoy it! gasp I know #good omens #good omens spoilers #ineffable husbands #not to be sassy about it I’m just tired #this fandom used to be an ace safe space #and recently there’s been so many weirdly aphobic takes idk

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francy-sketches · 2 years

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It's so funny to me when hotd fans are like "wait you like [character]??? ummmm dont you know they're a problematic horrible person???? whats wrong with you 🤨" girl these are all horrible people what show do you think you're watching

#.txt #hotd #yes obviously some characters are less bad than others no shit #but are you really gonna watch this show only stanning he most pure uwu babies #have fun with um. the kids i guess?#woww jace is so interesting i love that i can almost tell him apart from luke 😍#also this type of shit almost always comes from people who stan. idk daemon. so like morality really isnt that big of a concern lol #daemon is just an example btw like. ive seen this from team green too lol #yes obvously you're allowed to not like characters just dont act all superior about it lol #honestly i dont think theres any character i actively dislike so far lol i'm enjoying the shitshow #obligatory 'but i like them as characters uwu I dont condone their actions' no shit lol #watching hotd and shaking my head the whole time so people know i dont condone incest and murder

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#aaaand that's 2 doctors that think i have bipolar ii 🙃#so the conceptualize rn would b that my mood is fucked but im using ocd to keep myself contained withing sorta normal parameters #which. i mean. that does kinda fit with observationally. i would create rules around: u arent allowed to get excited abt things u arent #allowed to enjoy things bc u cant handle it. u cant b normal abt how u enjoy things. or bc when i go to enjoy a thing #my mood is caped at being lightly miserable so its like well fuck being around ppl it makes me feel nothing #bc my focus and energy swing around like the light on a lighthouse. and in between that im miserable or feel nothing #and if its true that i am bipolar the reason i never noticed would b bc i very rarely experience euphoria. mostly i have high energy and #dont feel good. just fucking out of control. so mixed episodes i guess. but like idk. i guess i just think of bipolar as being extremely #destructive. and i mean r my mood issues a problem? yes. sometimes a really big problem. but idk. im still resistant to thr idea #lots of ppl get misdiagnosed as bipolar even tho the presentation is so specific. i guess i just doesn't wanna accept it and then have to #have been wrong if i was misdiagnosed. but i mean 2 doctors independently listened to me and thought hm sounds like bipolar so maybe im #just being stubborn. also no one else in my family thst i kno of is bipolar. ive got 2 uncles with adhd but not bipolar relatives #i dunno. i guess it doesn't matter so long as i can get it under control. im good at control. destructively good at control #unrelated #i guess its more that ive never done anything life ruining bc of my moods #mostly i just dont sleep much and make myself crazy. so ill probably die an early death or whatever lack og sleep causes rio #i meant rip lol

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aroaessidhe · 8 months

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2023 reads

The Winter Knight

slow-building urban fantasy mystery

reincarnated arthurian legends living in modern Vancouver

follows a gay autistic college student who’s the reincarnation of sir gawain who just wants to live a normal life

and a 30-something valkyrie woman

when a knight is murdered, she’s assigned to investigate, and he’s pulled into things after finding the body

m/m and pre-f/f (she is bi ace)

#The Winter Knight #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #this is.....interesting #it is very slow and introspective…. I think because both the main characters are more quiet/isolated #i would def go into it more from a character study perspective than plot #also i know there are buildings on the cover but the vibes of the cover give like….rural fantasy not urban-city fantasy #I feel like most urban fantasy books with modern versions of x y z have them like…..they’re fighting demons or monsters or something #this is just like. they’re existing? there’s the occasional monster but they’re mostly just people living normally. why #I guess probably that is the question the book is trying to answer..#(ie what Would they do? recreate the narratives they're doomed to repeat? or just live normal boring lives?)#but also like....there could have been a lot more (or different) done with some of it?#it’s very slow up until a final battle at the end. which also brings in 3 new POVs of various major characters briefly?#also. as the number one defender of pop culture references in books I admit I think there’s too much here #like it’s namedropping books and musicians/songs SO often #some of it feels like it could be music as wayne’s special interest - but there’s so much of it not in that context too #anyway something about the combo of that + slowquiet tone made the vibe feel. idk like it doesn't quite mesh #i did enjoy the characters tho? theres some interesting things in here #also yes it is a gawain/green knight romance #the boy is more of a significant mc tbh #+ trans girl major characters; polyam side characters; various other queer chars #there's a line where a character sees his friend “typing in pinyin characters” on her phone which.......#pinyin is the romanisation. pinyin characters is not a thing? SOMEONE editing should have clocked that. surely #tldr mixed thoughts. there are thoughts tho.

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cainware · 2 years

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Headcanon time:

Jason still smokes post-resurrection. It's not super frequent, but when he's feeling exceptionally stressed, he takes a break and smokes. Mostly only when someone dies, when a mission has tested his last nerve, or when he's had a particularly rough time adjusting to being social that day. So, once a day, a few times a week. But he's not the guy that smokes two packs a day, not at all.

Something everyone picks up on is how Jason behaves while he smokes. He looks lost, whether in thought or otherwise. His hands tremble, his breath shakes, and his jaw is tense. His attention is anywhere but present, his mind floating off to some far corner of the world behind his eyes until he's stamping the cigarette butt out and tossing it in the ashtray or in a trashcan.

Everyone picks up on how Jason behaves after he smokes. He makes jokes, but they feel tense. He rolls his shoulders as if he'd just gotten done sparring. He feels... off. And if they're in one of Jason's many hole-in-the-wall safe places, he sprays himself and the room down with a bottle of fabreeze. He even has a bottle of it in his car, god forbid.

He can't kick the habit. He hates the smell of smoke because it triggers something inside his head, something deep down. Something, they think, is akin to a primal fear. And yet, he still does it. Nobody can figure out why.

Jason doesn't tell them it's because sometimes, triggering himself is the only way he can prevent a worse episode down the line. He'd rather shake and struggle through it now than be tucked away like he'd been jabbed with fear-toxin later.

#angst time angst time with a health side of projecting my smoking habits and self-triggering onto Jason <3 #this is fine to rb btw like i enjoy seeing peoples responses to my headcanons #also yes i do have a bottle of fabreeze in my car lmao so jason gets one too #also one of jasons triggers being smoke because of the explosion will live with me forever so #jason todd #headcanons #tw smoking #i guess? idk if thats a tw folks need or not #cainscontent

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dicketysplit · 1 year

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cheers i’ll drink to that bro

#yes it’s listerine #me #idk when the last time i posted my own face on here was so. enjoy I guess

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storfulsten · 3 months

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Do you think BF would ever be able to convince Whitty to wear one of those cat-ears headband things?

mm well don't see why not lol

have a vaguely related-but-not-really doodle I guess bc why not ha

#bombeep #whittyxbf #slightly more actual answer: no matter what it is if bf is persistent enough whitty will probably cave eventually #bf being his one biggest weakness and all that ridiculously corny stuff lmao #and really a cat ear headband is really quite a mild thing to ask for and tbh I don't see why whitty would mind it much to begin with #au-wise at least lmao #so ye anyways #pose dumb and silly making it not really relevant to the ask itself but eh they got ears on I guess so hm #ye idk #not feeling very creative atm lol #ye they look silly with some parts being extremely lazy but ignoring that maybe it's a cute doodle still so eh good enough #take it or leave it #enjoy or don't #whatever floats your boat #fnf au #fnf shipping #boyfriend #whitty #bf #I draw what I want #ask is a few months old so ye sorry for late reply and all that but ye #thanks for the message #thanks for the suggestion #even if it wasn't really an art ask it sorta motivated me to doodle something anyways so thanks for that either way lol #stay groovy friendo

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hirookouji · 1 year

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nohebi third years + kuguri + the guy that was behind daishou in that one scene

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burningcomputerpersona · 20 days

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ahahahahahaa isn't it wild how listening to the wonder years on repeat will completely fix you anyway i am so normal about this band i swear

#on a completely unrelated note feel free to blacklist the tags if you don't want to be hit by a swarm of them #but honestly if you're still here at this point you've either done that already or are probably a fan as well sooo #enjoy the entirety of suburbia in chronological order i guess?#yes i did in fact listen to it in reverse order both for the dash and for my personal enrichment #idk if this is already a thing but someday im gonna create a sideblog #and im gonna gather up alllll the posts with lyrics in them #and reblog them in reverse chronological order #so you can experience the whole album in chronological order #no going back and forth #just scrolling straight down #from upsides to hum #fuckit might as well go all the way and throw in the seven inch as well #the wonder years #mine

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britneyshakespeare · 4 months

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You know what. Despite it being against my doctor's orders I think I should rewatch Jane Howell's Wars of the Roses tetralogy

#the extent to which i enjoy shakespeare's history plays is condemnable.#especially the henry vi plays. ppl talk about those plays like they're the lowest thing shakespeare ever wrote #can't say i agree with that at all tbh. they're messy yes but they're GREAT #they are riotously entertaining and the conflicts are very engaging.#I JUST LIKE IT WHEN THEY KILL EACH OTHER WITH SWORDS!!!#SWORDS!!! SWORDS!!!!! KILLING!!!!!!! HEADS ON PIKES!!!!!!!!#like that's good old fashion entertainment to be honest. i can totally picture myself as an elizabethan commoner #losing my absolute marbles watching one of these in london #tales from diana #jane howell has so much power over me #i am so obsessed w her having directed the wars of the roses tetralogy AND titus andronicus.#some of the most patriarchal plays in shakespeare's oeuvre or at least the least-discussed-by-feminists.#im not really sure why when it comes to the wars of the roses plays tho. the female characters are so fascinating to me #joan of arc. margaret of anjou. anne neville. elizabeth woodville #altho i guess in terms of the real history those women tend not to be discussed as much as the men around them #(excluding joan of arc whose image is often stripped of historical context)#but shakespeare's treatment of them is well well well worth discussing more. idk #maybe it's just the problem of ppl's degradation of those plays! idk idk #me why me i can never be accused of not loving the wars of the roses tetralogy enough #me diana britneyshakespeare tumblr's no. 1 wars of the roses tetralogy stan #i also love circus (2008) most of all of britney's albums. im ok disagreeing w other ppl's fan favorites

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abigail · 10 months

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how do people know what they wanna do honestly ? like even if they don’t know for certain what they wanna do they’re like.. oh I like doing X so I’ll do that for now.. or it’s like oh I’m interested in Y so I’m gonna do that !! like.. how do you know what the X and the Y is.. ??? for real ????

I feel like.. idk. I’ve always changed my mind too quickly to pick something and then in school/when I was a teenager when they were like right ok what’s everyone gonna do I was just alarmed because damn. I didn’t think about that ? I guess ??? and then I saw everyone else had some vague idea of something they might want.. but I didn’t have any clue.. and then because I was a teenager with bad anxiety and shit I just began to overthink and overthink and overthink

and here I am at my big adult age still overthinking it and telling thousands of people on my little blog because I’m scared that I still don’t know what to do,, and I’m scared I’ll never ‘figure it out’ or whatever and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone else about this because they just don’t get it. but I know sooo so many people can relate like I know it’s not just me !!!! but I still can’t help but feel lonely with these feelings and it still eats away at me constantly.

#like seriously how do people think ‘oh I enjoy this I’m gonna do something about that’ because idk … I get scared I over think #wanna quit my job and DO something but god WHAT ?!?!!!!!!!!!#and I feel like I don’t have time to explore anything I wanna do because I’m constantly working but I can’t have less hours because #I can’t afford to work any less than what I do #and yes ok I have days off I have time after work but like..#I’m so exchaused after work it feels so exhausting #my social battery will be dead and then I have the fucking laundry or whatever and I’ll just wanna rest #and I don’t have time to work on .. whatever .#ough ‼️‼️‼️#sorry for rambling .. feeling sad about going home tomorrow I guess lol #a

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running-in-the-dark · 4 months

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I guess it just feels like I'm stuck in a cage made entirely by my own thoughts. that sounds so dramatic but it does feel like that.

like, it's not just that I'm scared of things so everything is kind of hard. it's that there's many, many things I would like to do or at least try, but I can't make myself do them. not 'oh this is a bit difficult so I'm afraid to try', no, it's not. an option. there's no path from 'want to do this' to 'I'm doing this'. I can't convince myself to do it. there's no tricks or anything. my brain, the useless thing that I need to do literally everything, doesn't allow it.

#sometimes there's moments where I'm so impulsive that I can get past it by being so quick that there's no time to put up the walls #but even then. doing the thing feels like torture 99% of the time. it's not like I get to enjoy it.#I don't know how to explain that without sounding like I just feel sorry for myself and like I don't want to get better #because that's all I want #but getting better depends entirely on this stupid brain. like I don't know how else to explain it? how can I do something if that thing #won't allow it?#yes it's like it is a separate thing and I'm not involved in what it does most of the time. is that also not normal? probably #there's no comfort zone there's only a prison that I've been stuck in all my life and no matter what I've tried it's not enough to get out #and everyone blames me for not trying hard enough and that gets added to the infinite list of reasons why I'm just bad #just do this! just do it anyway! just do it scared! just just just #Idk. I just need to stop overthinking! that'll fix everything! if only that was an option! I could get drunk every day or try drugs I guess.#but the drinking thing didn't make anything better last time.#fuck I just want to stop trying. isn't it ever going to be enough? when do I get to start being an actual person? I just want to feel real #and that's enough emo bullshit for today and for this week and this month and probably this century

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eldrichthingy · 6 months

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I'm so tired

#honestly.. I have a lot of thoughts right now and I just. I truly am cursed with loneliness #idk how people do this all the time? interacting with each other chatting talking spending time together. talking about hobbies and just #just being friends you know?.. it's so unfamiliar to me and it scares me #I'm so lonely and I'm comfortable with that #but at the same time. I feel like I'm being chocked. I feel so helpless and wrong because I just can't do it #how do people have friends? how does it even work? how do they keep up with each other? it's a pity I'll never know this because I barely #have anyone in my life. maybe I have like two people that I talk with rarely and I don't even have friends or anyone in fandom #it's so tiring and.. feels wrong to live like that. but at the same time that's what I'm grateful for the most - because I don't have anyone #to keep up with. to feel obligated to talk with. maybe it's really better to spend all the time working and enjoying hobbies #idk how I should feel. especially in my age #yes I know I'm.. fairly young for now but it scares me so much #I feel so wrong for not doing what others are doing. so wrong for not having anyone when all these people just.. do have someone #I'm very very lonely and I'm mostly okay with this but I can't help but feel loss #my siblings don't really care about me and that's okay - none of us are social enough. and I haven't seen my parents for what? for a year?#maybe it's for better #but I just can't help but feel so crushed and lonely because of this. I know I don't need anyone because it's too difficult for me to have #an active friendship but at the same time I feel so.. socially starved I guess?#I wish I wouldn't feel hurt of this feeling #nonsims #delete later #olya's rambles

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unproduciblesmackdown · 1 year

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one in a million when i watch smthing in the horror genre and don't end up disappointed to/and/or pissed off about it so like "also yeah i liked it. ooo" is like relative to that an off the charts rave review of media of the millennium. also i did think about mh a lot along the way so would recommend its affect/effect if you like mh's horror too

#i didn't realize at first that's the director/creator tim's qrting. thought a rando went ''i love mh'' & he went ''& i love smthing else''#saw this a few weeks ago while also like writing or drawing or smthing like oh good plot's beside the point? b/c i'm splitting this focus #even checking in w/recaps was both like oh ok i missed that / didn't realize xyz could be a Thread or something but each of the like three #or four recaps i went over Also saw points differently in terms of even like; who was there or said what lmfao. or noting sm detail at all.#i went ''oh worm?'' at some early shot that may or may not have even gone mentioned by any of them. depending lol. doesn't matter #anyways we don't have time for tags media analysis except that i'll count this as: once again horror for children wins. even tho it's...#not rated? well anyways you know. probably generally not advisable for children as a direct audience lmao. however #like yes as per the premise as a child we've all experienced this [the media] anyways. perturbing summons dreams we've all had em #anyhow fr i'd even struggle to think of horror movies i'd say i mostly liked / would or did rewatch but still wasn't like. i disliked major #elements / choices to the point of being pissed off abt it. so many movies i can't be bothered to watch b/c i already know specifics like #i don't like or respect any of you people. or choices or elements or premises or executions or effects. not even interested fr like lord...#but often what has better odds are mediums that Aren't straightforwardly tv / film. like i'd compare mh to a series of several movies and #that's also imo largely a more apt categorization than saying it's an ARG or smthing but anyways like i'd recommend it to someone sure....#rare to be like yeah a movie was enjoyable. & if you already liked mh then that's a useful reference point here #which like usually i'd use mh as a categorical tag but idk i guess actually it's actively popular nowadays lmfao i really don't know #posting is already exhausting like whew but this one's for whosoever happens to follow me i guess #which is possible? nonzero ppl arrived for mh but unlikely lmfao. but also ppl see it on their own anyways coincidentally.#and you never know who observes the posts like hell yeah for an anon enjoying niche akd theatreposting who is to me ambiently out there #really odd the other day seeing an mh reblog like ''??? huh. i made that eons ago; then'' & people in the tags talking abt some repost like #on the one hand that Original Source post is two layers of deactivated blogs so a repost could be archival. but if they don't say as much #i.e. that it's even from a different source then that's not exactly it then is it. but also that even finding an original document For OP #is like. oh yeah that's me actually. but then knowing & technically saying as much doesn't / didn't actually affect me as that op lol #just kind of archival on both ends then. vs someone else in the tags saying they saw it on fb 9 yrs ago? definitely didn't post it there #my true op experience: keeping it nicheposting & just kind of saying sm shit & maybe some people are out there nodding thoughtfully #oh also in case fyi. that's tim as in actor playing [also tim] in mh. & did some writing for mh & other such behind the scenes efforts also #every time i look at the text in this post i notice a new typo of mine. get it tgoether (organic typo there. so; lol)

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