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wolfish-loup · 4 months

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Anybody here actually using Bluesky social? I somehow got an invite and may use it as a backup\art dump.

I'll forever be a tumblrbum, but I REALLY dislike twitter so I'm open to try anything.

Until everyone can sign up it feels a bit 'meh'. But it would be nice to follow some friendly people.

#tumblr is my comfy place #so im here until it explodes

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ryssbelle · 2 months

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When you've used only Astarion for lock picking and traps the entire playthrough but hes not in your party.

#my art #bg3 tav #baldurs gate iii #baldurs gate 3 #bg 3 #bg3 gale #bg3 halsin #bg3 lae'zel #im not here this is queued #zephyr has a plus 2 in sleight of hand i think #its the same as halsins but halsin has had worse dice rolls than Zephyr #so i decided to try and use him for this trap #it wasnt until after the whole thing exploded that i was looking through stats #and realized Gale had a plus 7 in sleight of hand #lost my dang mind #Zephyr and Halsin both got K.O.d in the explosion #Laezel and gale were just chilling #it was ridiculous

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maudiemoods · 11 months

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Every few weeks I remember that as of right now my life really isn't going in the direction I want it to go and I have a little month long freak out about how I'm wasting my life and how I absolutely need to find a career

I'm trying to make a list of goals and the steps to get there but it's hard. I'm so worried about investing all my time and energy into something I end up not liking. Idk I have a lot of fear in my heart. Makes things very difficult for me skenksmdjsjn

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thekuraning · 6 months

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ok so ok ok ok so so so i just had to doodle him... my poor little wet creature..... my silly little guy that ive put in One Situation Too Many..... Alton Beckett, the catalyst of MOM who has used his evil powers to convince the world Kotetsu and Barnaby are dating (i mean is it really evil if he's right......)

Alton Beckett is a resident of Stern Bild living in the Brox area who seemed very easy to dismiss the first time Barnaby met him. Despite his ragged looks, he claims to work as the managing director of a well-known theater in the arts district. He's a big fan of HeroTV! Wild Tiger and Barnaby are his faves.... right after Mr. Legend, of course!

His NEXT status is currently unknown.

#original character do not steal #tiger & bunny #tiger and bunny #tnb #oc #kurawrites #kurarambles #hes my son who has every disease #i was going to hold onto him until the next chapter he cameos in but i was going to explode #so here please take good care fo him he likes poptarts #ill be back to pick him up after work #i think im getting manic again #kuraarts #kuraart

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crazyw3irdo · 1 year

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i just watched charlie's first qsmp vod and y'all weren't kidding that census thing is fucking terrifying

#qsmp #mcyt #crazwaz posted #like the whole scene where it appears just. wow.#idk what pronouns ppl have been using to refer to it im just gonna use it/its idk if thats the correct set ive just seen the one vod #idk how much sway i have given ive only seen the one perspective but god if you havent seen that any of the ppl there's povs its real good #its about 2 hours 35 minutes into his vod #just. wil charlie and quackity vibing and then jaiden running in yelling that theres 'a woman in the walls'#them all going to investigate and not hearing anything at first. talking over each other.#then charlie hears it too. and in the background you can see it slowly crouching and walking in but they dont see it #until quackity screams and then they all see it and theyre all screaming and they all realize theyve been cornered in #and they try to escape and block it in but then they realize its in creative mode and theyre freaking the fuck out #then they calm down when they realize its just trying to ask them questions #and while theyre typing in their books A CREEPER FUCKING EXPLODES BEHIND THEM #and as theyre freaking out and realizing theres like. 10 mobs behind them- including more creepers-#the census is cheerfully repeating 'yes! yes! yes!' and jumping up and down excitedly #like literally big fan of horror stuff here and that scene felt like it fit right in #very effective. loved it. like the bits with the duck being like 'you broke the one rule so you can never leave' felt very creepypasta #but the census guy felt like an actual horror short film or something. not to diss the duck or creepypasta yknow its just different flavors #the way it comes out of nowhere too is very effective. like charlie is doing his el backflippo bit when jaiden comes in #not even fully out of nowhere too! like the campier bits with the duck gives it precedence!#also yeah gay sex island charlie has already slept eith two guys and has flirted with many more #'are you.... cómo se dice en inglés.... circumcised?'#so funny tho thinking like. my number one favorite part of the vod is that scary census scene #number two is charlie singing about argentina #number three is charlie in the caves with roier mariana and fit and theyre talking about circumcision #10/10 love it. i was right tho it is fucking with my brain because im trying to learn japanese and my brain is now combining spanish with #japanese because my brain has sorted those two languages into one pile thats just 'a language i have very basic knowledge of'#so now every time i try to start a sentence in one of those languages the other one tries to creep in #i had that problem when i first started learning japanese and now it returns hasdfkjhasdkjfh

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lesbiansanemi · 7 days

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We’ve officially hit the point where I can’t fucking sleep because of this shit and on top of everything the AC went out I literally want to cry I’m so stressed I physically feel like shit like I need to throw up I’m so tired but between my stomach hurting, the stress, and the heat I can’t

#today he told me it ‘wasn’t fair’ that I expected him and his bf to move #just because I refused to get rid of my ‘disgusting cats’ and they would be ‘happier’ in a shelter #his reasonings for why they would be happier in a shelter were all things that they did not do/did not happen until he started this shit #‘they’re always hiding and you never spend time with them’#they hide from YOU #early morning and late at night when you’re in your room they’re fine #im out here rn just sitting with them giving them attention #also yeah I used to give them attention for AT LEAST several hours of the day #but after I essentially got chased out of all the common areas no obviously that wasn’t happening #man FUCK YOU #also sorry I don’t want to spend literal THOUSANDS more than I would other wise to fucking move #esp when YOU moving means no changes in your finances #you make over 50k a year I make barely 20k AND already have more bills to pay than you #why the FUCK should I be getting stuck with the far worse financial decision #and then to try and frame it like you’re getting treated ‘unfairly’ just because I won’t get rid of my cats for you??????#I genuinely hope the stupid fucking car your mom gave you explodes tomorrow idc idc idccccc #ESPECIALLY WHEN HE BOTH THREATENED AND SAID HE DIDNT CARE TO MOVE OUT #and when I said ‘great. do that’ he starts throwing this fucking fit #I hate him so much it is so goddamn UNREAL #I am dealing with a giant man baby who has never been told no in his life before now #and it’s really fucking showing #this is what happens when parents give their kids everything they want #and you have normie cis white man privilege and have also gotten every job/into every program you’ve ever wanted with minimal effort #so when someone finally says ‘no you don’t get whatever you want at my expense’#he has the most immature meltdowns fucking imaginable #kaz rambles

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big-tees-and-short-skirts · 14 days

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ah, so the misophonia is part of the sensory processing disorder + etc. of course.

#misophonia #okay now that im where im coming from here:#does anyone else get Murderous when they hear lawnmowers/leafblowers/etc #like instant anger. not minor annoyance but This is about to Ruin the next few hours for me #like if someone was trying to get me to join the dark side or whatever but i was in firm disagreement until That Motor revs up #i want to enjoy the sounds of spring and summer but instead its fuck BRBRBRBRBRBRBRRBRRRBRBRBRBRBRRBRBRBRBRRRR #ALL THE DAMN DAY #its fucking night time rn;#its fucking RAINING #and i have a neighbor whos mowing her lawn #shes about ot get evicted out of this house w this giant ass lawn that only she lives in but shes MOWING HER FUCKING LAWN USING OUR POWER #i want all mowers and leaf blowers to explode forever #SHES FUCKING SITTING STILL ON HER PHONE RUNNING THE WORLDS LOUDEST SINGLE PASSENGER VEHICLE #AND I CANT FUCKING TELL HER TO HAVE A LICK OF SELF AWARENESS BC I HAVE FUCKING COVID SO I CANT LEAVE MY ROOM OR CLOSE MY WINDOWS #i swear to fucking god pls get me out of hereeeeeeee #my ears hurt so bad rn i wanna cry #thats all its been for htese days of isolation: mower after mower after mower after mower #i just wanna hear the wind! or the rain! or the birds! or the frogs! OR NOTHING!!!!#i cant fucking sleep thru it either ;;;;;;;;;;;;;#and whenever i describe this frustration no one in my family really sympathizes #they ask if ive tried my headphones which is would be helpful if i hadnt tried and failed w that for years #they just shrug and say 'well it has to be done' BUT WHY DO PPL 'NEED' TO MOW THEIR LAWNS EVERY FUCKING DAY #okay shes done now. at 9 fucking pm. ill be done now

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lizard-dumbass · 1 year

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God i want to write a raine whispers character study SO BAD.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#lizard-dumbass talks about stuff #text post #the owl house #raine whispers #i really really really want to write a multichapter post-canon character study abt raine #i want to think and write abt how theyre doing and their trauma and how the events of the show are affecting them #infact i want to dedicate an entire chapter or atleast part of a chapter to their mindset during that scene in WAD where theyre just #whistling their and eda's song when theyre trapped in the belos coral stuff in the castle #like there was definitely so much going on in their mind in that moment that i just want to write about so fucking bad #but unfortunately i dont have time to write this character study yet because im still busy as fuck with school stuff #so it'll have to wait until summer vacation #so basically im just sitting here on the verge of exploding because i have so many thoughts abt raine whispers that i cannot write out atm #lord help me #raine whispers my beloved #raine whispers my fucking beloved #im using both of those tags because i love them ok #i guess i can i use the little spare time i have to plan out the chapters

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jils-things · 2 months

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hhhhhave i ever told youguys how muchilove nn.ortonsvvvoice hhhfughhhfh 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

#the way he delivers his message about how he copes with poverty aauufgoff #he sounds so somber but vengeful aaafhhfh I CAN FIIIXXXHIMYOUGUYSSS I GIVE HIMTHTHERAPY ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#I RMBMR BEING SO GIDDY ABT HIS VOICE BECAUSE THEY REALLY DON'T HAVE VOICE ACTING. UNTIL THIS EEEEEEEKKKK #i wanna compliment just how aoauuahh he is but he's literally having a moment 😭😭😭#him like: world evil. world unfair.#me here like: HALLOOOOOOOOO 🪦🪦🪦🪦🪦🪦🪦#HE MAY HAVE EXPLODED THAT CAVE BUT IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE HIM WITH MY BEAAAAM 🩷💖🤍💗💟💗💖🤍💝🩶💝🩶💙💖🩷💝🤍❣️🩶💜❤️💜🧡💜🩷💗🩷❣️#sorry. sorry #help meeeee #i promise you im so serious abt his lore and how he gets the love and concern he needs thanks to irene but FOR NOW I GOTTA AAOAUUGGAAGAHHH #CLAWING MY WALL #norton.rom #sorry yall im at my “mrs campbell” hour 🙄🙄🙄🙄 as my friends coined 🙄🙄🙄 /lh + j

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crimzoncrow · 9 months

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oh sonic picture reminding me not to trust how i feel about myself after 9pm were really in it now

#just got HIT with like everything ever it feels like #i need to wring my brain out like a washcloth and get all the nasty gook out i literally took my meds today why is it like this ughhhhh #(the answer is probably it’s the end of the day so they ran out but im still upset about it shhh)#google said that’s not how my meds work im exploding something immediately #waugh #i think the answer here is sleep a good amount and eat a good breakfast but . until then i am agonizing #my trusty trifecta of things to get more of if i feel like shit . water food sleep #crow talks

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frazzledazzlin · 1 year

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hope u guys don't mind me being a little queer sometimes and talking to myself in the tags, it helps clear my head since people can filter out rant posts easily

#bc i had not used this place in a while until late 2022 ive absolutely forgotten if i used to talk to myself in tags here before or not #i say this bc i now have people who actively see my art here n just throwing random rants here would be very rude so i prefer tags help #feels safer here too LOL #also feels a little scary but im sure that's normal for many that there are ppl who read all tags mein gott #NOT A BAD THING THAT PPL READ TAGS i wouldn't be writing anything if i wanted to kill people for reading tags lol #just stating observations aheem aheem #its like writing on a public bathroom's walls and people passing by to be like “damn bitch ok” /funny #also do not worry at all about how i express myself i do apologize if my words sometimes sound like im on the brink but like #violence is the only way i love to be expressive HELP #watch me be on the government watchlist for the shit ive said gootbyeeeeeeee #but do not feel worried i will be ok eventually every time. sometimes i just gotta explode oh so violently to deflate and feel normal again #WISH I COULD USE EMOJIS ON THIS DAMN PC #anyway the person im trying my damned to avoid is Sure Making It Difficult #at least the people i wanted to know why i was autotune crying baby for a while heard me out n im alive in that regard finally smile emoji #how long can you keep gently hinting you want to distance yourself from somebody until you lose your goddam mind and feel sweet relief when #they actually leave said group themselves after getting my blunt hints help help #oh i sound so fucking rude with just my side but mein gott i don't care bc it was never a serious thing to begin with #just shot my anger thru the roof for good reason and finalliegh im getting mutual distance from that person lol #never get close with ur fave artists worst mistake of my life /hj for real #u start off loving seeing them every time and then boom youre sad how things turned out every time you see them my god #also make sure ur minor friends dont feel like they need to mend things for the adults i feel so fucking sad for someone bc of this rn but #i talked to them n hopefully they understand aouhg.#anyway back to queer posting thats enough soup for today good god #ranting

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evilyurifan · 9 months

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every so often im like “im totally normal im not even neurodivergent” and then something hyperspecific related to my Behaviours happens and it makes me so stressed i get a headache and so angry i have to physically hit something or stomp my feet. but im totally normal

#lime.txt #currently being prevented from pacing and im about to burst into tears like i legitmately feel like i am going to explode. i cant even #explain its like i was all ready headphones in and then my sister came to sit in the same room #and it feels like someone lit a firecracker of stress inside my ribcage #its like. i got here at 3 and i was gonna pace around and daydream until 3:30 and then go to work #but then she fucking sat there until 3:19 so its all fucking ruined now. its just fucking ruined #and i cant get it back and im gonna be pissed off at work all night

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roboraindrop · 1 year

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Honestly I do not know how much longer I can be Like This (:

#on this outside i am (:#on the inside i am [vibrates with repressed emotions]#i literally feel like im about to explode. i dont have a therapist anymore so im just venting here lol forgive me #but man. i hate being this way. i hate feeling like this and being a burden bc i have emotions #i dont know how to express negative emotions right. i feel stupid and angry and upset.#im so. so tired of feeling like this. i wish i could just hurry up and get my meds but ive got another 3 weeks until my insurance kicks in #three more weeks of being like this. I dont know how im going to do this.#banging my head against the wall in hopes that it jolts whatever the fuck is wrong with my brain and I can be a normal human being #rain complains #vent #if anybody needs anything tagged pls let me know!

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nomaishuttle · 1 year

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ik evrybodys gonna treat me like a cunt for not going but. Respectfully i think if i go to a pool party today im gonna kms

#also its fucking cold out. ig its like an indoor pool #like. aughhh..id like t go bc its for my cousin and my sister #joint party your see.#n like #aughh i rly should be im leaving in like less thsn 2 weeks. so itd be nicest to go and see everybody #but i fuckin. put on my awimsuit and it mskes me want to be dead rn i cant deal with. seeing it atm. sooo EXPLODES!#a2t #umm. idk. its a combo of dysphoria and. yk #i cant take it off until my mom says its ok 4 me to not go #so im just sitting here Upset

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