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BSD Headcanons
These are just a few headcanons I have for some of the bsd characters (though they are probably more just me pushing my own experiences onto the characters 😅).
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WARNINGS: mentions of csa, mori, slight (blink and miss it) mentions of skk and sskk, anxiety, a lot of angst
Dazai and Atsushi both hate people yelling. They have spent most of their life surrounded by angry yelling, so the sound really triggers their anxiety.
Kenji has the DIRTIEST mouth. The boy is only 14 but he already makes the other members of the ada blush with his remarks. Ranpo thinks it's the funniest things, and Kyouka has started picking up on some of his more common curses.
On the other hand, Atsushi doesn't cuss often, but when he does you know some shit is about to go down.
Atsushi is great with kids. though, it is more of a product of growing up in the orphanage.
Kunikida uses some of his "teacher tricks" on the ada members (eg. clapping his hands to get their attention, turning off the lights when people are being too loud, and saying "I'll wait" when people are talking over him). And the best part is IT WORKS
Kunikida tutors the younger members of the ada so they have more options for their future. Sometimes he ropes Dazai and Ranpo into helping when he's not sure about a certain topic.
Dazai, depending on the day, can either be amazing with kids, or a child's worst nightmare. Even so, neither Kyouka nor Kenji have ever been afraid of him.
Dazai was a victim of csa (from Mori). He's never told anyone, though Yosano, Fukuzawa, and Ranpo either already know, or have their suspicions. None of them have mentioned it though, not even to each other. Instead, they have decided to let Dazai come to them about it if he so wishes.
Chuuya knows that something was going on between Mori and Dazai, but he isn't sure what. He tried to bring it up once right before Dazai left but was shut down.
One time a lower member of the Mafia tried to make a move on Dazai right in front of Chuuya. Dazai froze when the member grabbed his arm to drag him away. Chuuya noticed and kicked them right at their temple. That member is still in a coma to this day.
Dazai makes his suicidal ideology into a joke so that its not awkward for him to come back after an unsuccessful attempt.
She hasn't put much thought into it at the moment, but when she's older Kyouka comes out as aromantic.
Yosano, Ranpo, and Dazai go to the cafe every Friday night to catch up with all the gossip that they missed through the week.
Ranpo and Yosano have a sibling relationship. They make fun of each other for everything, but the second someone else tries they go for blood.
Atsushi cries himself to sleep a lot
Dazai on the other hand, can't remember the last time he cried. It's been years at least
Dazai's psychological abuse from Mori runs so deep that sometimes he finds himself saying or doing something that reminds him of Mori.
When that happens he usually retreats into himself for the remainder of the day.
It's even worse when it's something he KNOWS he learned from Mori.
Akutagawa doesn't hold a grudge for anything Dazai did to him (even though he would have every right to)
Chuuya got Akutagawa a therapist (on his own dime) when he realized just how bad Dazai abused him
The only people who know that Gin is a girl are Akutagawa (obviously), Dazai, and Hirotsu.
Chuuya, Akutagawa, and Gin try to have a family dinner at least once a week
Later on Dazai and Atsushi join them
Kunikida is secretly protective of Dazai. Although Dazai has never spoken about his past, it isn't hard to see that he has faced some type of abuse. Especially for someone who had to go through seminars for spotting it.
THAT'S ALL FOR NOW!! THANK YOU FOR READING :)
#bungou stray dogs#bsd headcanons#dazai angst#angst#dazai x chuuya#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#atsushi headcanons#atsushi nakajima#bsd akutagawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke#gin akutagawa#kenji bsd#bungou stray dogs kyouka#bsd angst#kunikida doppo#bungou stray dogs yosano#bsd ranpo#slight psychology#mentions of child abuse#mentions of noncon#mentions of mori#mori bashing#bsd
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Finished TGAAC around 2 1/2 weeks ago but only finished the doodles today. but still, here ya go!
#caluuart#art#dgs spoilers#dgs2 spoilers#tgaa spoilers#tgaa2 spoilers#ace attorney#the great ace attorney#tgaa#dgs2#not tagging characters bc it's a lot#RAMBLE TIME. so ever since I finished dgs2 I have been listening to the soundtracks and MAN these bang so much#esp as a person who plays the piano and likes music. it's just. good. yeah. some of these do give me psychological dmg tho lmaoo#like kazuma's nocturne theme or his prosecutor theme. or the secret trial theme.... the partners - the game is afoot! theme.... I am normal#WHICH SPEAKING OF! man I love the sholmes + mikotoba partner twist so much even if i got a bit spoiled about it. i just think they're neat.#The partners of all time I think.#Also also the found family!?!?!? I am A SUCKER for found family. they fed me so well.#funny thing was the barok character development surprised me despite the fact that I also expected it since the first game lolol.#I do think he's an interesting character and probably one of the best character development in the game. And that I find his design cool.#oh yeah I didn't draw it but when I saw that albert mentioned that barok is “the darling of the van zieks family” I was genuinely like.#huh? wdym. like man at the time “van zieks” and “little darling” feels wrong in the same sentence. that was until I saw his pre-#-trauma pictures n well. albert isn't wrong. which was a slight surprise to me.#In conclusion: I liked it a lot. and now occupies parts of my brain along with my other brainrots.#They fight for priority in my brain whenever I try to sleep or disassociate lol. Well at least there's more material to think about.#off topic time: arlecchino animation. for the sake of the tag's length I'll just say a few things:#I am very very interested in her story and oh my god father.#My brain has stopped braining now; good night my fellows
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child: is sick, hurt or injured
abusive parent: and you did that on PURPOSE to make ME miserable! Your every move is a cunning manipulation to make me feel bad! You do this to make me suffer! You never think of anyone but yourself, are you happy now? Are you happy now that I'm miserable?? This is what YOU wanted!
#abusive parents#toxic parents#narcissistic parents#narcissistic abuse#victim blaming#abusing sick and injured kids#psychological abuse#darvo#refusing to take care of your child and attacking the child for existing and needing care in the first place#abusing children for being sick#making being sick a slight and a sin#gross behaviour
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The gang's all here! And Lambert. Sorry, Lambert.
@naffeclipse at this point I'm not even drawing predictions, I'm drawing "So I know what's gonna happen is gonna hurt, but what if I make them hurt in a different way?"
#post let luce#dcamv#cryptid sightings#cryptid sightings spoilers#cryptid!sun#cryptid!moon#fnaf vanessa#look lambert doesnt mix well with Y/N but as a character I kinda like him#let him at least talk to them a lil more before his inevitable demise#was SO ready for him to already be done during that fight#but of course that wouldve meant we miss out on all that beautiful tension :)#im so very normal#by now i have memorized both Y/N's and his employee numbers#41296 and 19151#why? bc i thought “im not gonna memorize those” and unintentionally reverse psychologied myself#i did pull a Y/N I drew this with a slight fever so im gonna go back to bed now gn#my art
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Time has always been a circle.
a danny phantom writing prompt/ficlet thing.
Clockwork waits in his lair, cycling through his ages until he starts at the ‘beginning’ again, waiting for his favorite moments to come back around.
He knows many things that the other residents of the Infinite Realms do not. He knows that all of the present has already happened countless times millennia ago. He knows that the many universes connected to the realms that orbit them like planets orbit the sun, inability to break the same pattern like gravity holding them in. And knows that there has only ever been one Ghost King, and that is all there’ll ever be.
He grows excited as years pass and the young king’s power grows, and those he holds dear cross over to the Zone or move on completely.
Clockwork watches the hundreds of years passing and even those that promised to stay by his side fade, leaving him alone with only his duty to rule. Another new Halfa capturing his heart wholly, and his soul itself rearranging itself and tearing itself apart when she is ended.
He cries along with the king while he builds his empire, using his power to shape the realms to his heartbreak. Nobody but Clockwork still exists that still knows who he used to be.
Millennia of torment, his unstable emotions leading him to destroy anything that reminds him of what he loved and lost. Even ghosts aren’t immune to the fading of memories, and his beginnings, and the memories that shaped him as a hero fade into obscurity. He simply does what he always has.
A threat rises up after the Ancients grow tired of his tyranny. Clockwork helps them seal the king, and his role in the fate of the king is done. He dutifully watches as a mere ten thousand years of peace reform the zone again, before a foolish Halfa frees the Tyrant.
A ghostling Phantom and the Tyrant king of the Infinite Realms clash in a battle of titans, and the defeated king is sealed back away in the coffin of forever sleep. he will crumble and fade into the fabric of reality before the next person opens the coffin.
Clockwork sighs into the void of creation as the cycle starts again. Even he is starting to grow tired of the cycle where nothing ever changes. For a timeless being has infinite time to grow bored with the recurring events. Maybe in a few more millennia he can break the circle and start a new one, with a new sequence of events can keep him entertained.
Too late he realizes that the circle not only traps the ones he used to delight in observing, but him as well.
#danny phantom#clockwork#slight psychological horror#time loop#technically#i find this concept fascinating#just a little brain thing#:))
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Lord Peter telling Ann Dorland that some day she’ll find the right man to appreciate her but it won’t be what she thinks—-very Important to me.
#lord peter wimsey#the unpleasantness at the bellona club#I have made this post before! But!#I love it#he’s so kind and so funny and so insightful#and it’s just a perfect little scene#Also him making her tell him what’s wrong and then taking her out to dinner#the world needs more of these exchanges#we have to learn how to take care of each other —psychologically spiritually physically!!#even when (especially when) the connection is slight and temporary
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Casually gives myself emotional whiplash from my previous art post-
#sonic forces#infinite the jackal#sonic#sonic au#psychological torture/torment#Angst and slight gore
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Liu Mingyan used her Ultimate Attack(TM)!! It was super effective!
(Sha Hualing also wanted to use her own Ultimate Attack (TM) but was too slow)
#svsss#liu mingyan#sha hualing#mingling#fanart#fighting dirty#what is slight psychological warfare between girlfriends#just gals being pals#eggdraw
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I love video game balance it makes me insane
#girlbob.txt#like genuinely it's the most fascinating thing and it's impossible to ever get perfect#and the irony is that sometimes perfect game balance is actually anti fun#so you have to find a way to balance things in a way that provides fun#but no matter what you do the tryhards will optimize things in homogenization#you have to deal with both flat numbers AND audience perception when balancing#sometimes balance changes will be made that are so slight purely to trick gamers into trying something different cause it was already good#but nobody tried it cause it was outside of the meta#game development arguably requires like 4 majors. a coding one. a psychology one. an ethics one. and a creative one.#this is a lie but conceptually it can feel like that given how much goes into it
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so where would anne, george and mary fall in the "five kids in five years" time line if he's the eldest?
hm, well, we don't know what years henry and thomas boleyn died, since the 'c.1520' seems like it was the date their brasses were made, not, obviously, the date of their deaths (both tiny tombs suggest cot deaths). "the exact date of elizabeth's marriage to thomas boleyn is unknown but her jointure was settled on her in 1501 suggesting a recent marriage some time after 1498 [...]"
so, i would think george was maybe born 1499, 1500, or 1501, mary born 1500, 1501, or 1502, and my personal theory is that anne was born either 1503 or 1504 (possibly 1505...)
*also going back to this quote ('general line rather than heirs male'), why would hunsdon have only said 'eldest daughter/sister', not 'eldest child'? the latter would arguably have given him a stronger claim, i'd assume because he knew the first was true but not the second:
"Lord Hunsdon's rather complicated account of the Boleyn titles shows that he had a good grasp of family history. Although his daughter, in her tomb memorial, stated that Mary Boleyn was the second daughter, it seems more likely that Lord Hunsdon was correct. Where the queen was his co-heir to the Boleyn title, he would have wanted to be very sure of his facts."
Anne Boleyn: Henry VIII's Obsession, Elizabeth Norton
#anon#'as long as my father lived she brought me every year a child'#seems to suggest either a slight exaggeration or beyond those four there might have been some cot deaths we don't know about?#and/or he still considered any of his wife's stillbirths as 'children'#bcus taken literally and estimating the marriage at 1500 at the latest#would mean 1501 1502 1503 1504... + 1505#(william boleyn died in october 1505)#so you'd have to suppose they married actually 1501. to take that literally and believe there were four boleyns of this generation#or rather that elizabeth had four pregnancies#and no others.#(counting 1502 as like the 'first' year of their marriage if they say. married mid to late 1501)#(although i admit my little pop psychology theory could be easily torpedoed by the standards of the time#by default the male child basically was legally and socially considered 'the eldest'#inheritance wise and whatnot)
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i think the weirdest thing thats happened to me is when i had a genuine hyperfixation on the annoying orange as a kid (bear with me) and i apparently didnt find it frightening but somehow my subconscious must have recognized before i did that they were because at some point i started having nightmares about it and could no longer watch it because i was so scared.
like wtf?? can some brain scientist study how my brain put forth an organized effort to smack me out of a hyperfixation using psychological warfare. this has never happened with any other thing ive been interested in, ive never randomly started having nightmares about something i thoroughly enjoyed beforehand, and as embarrassing as it is ive on no other occasion had such intense and recurring nightmares
#on a quote unquote serious note i wonder if there was like an actual psychological explanation for this#my current theory has to do with the fact that youtube and especially content like that were restricted from me at the time#like it was a little more for older kids but i felt like i was rebelling or skating on thin ice or doing something bad by watching it#that feeling having been in the back of my head much of the time i was consuming online content like that#so maybe even though i enjoyed it i still somehow associated it with slight stress that my brain amplified in the form of nightmares#i couldnt tell you if there was something specific that could have triggered it i literally remember it smacking me the fuck out of the blue#just one night i went to sleep and the whole night went thru a series of nightmares to do with annoying orange like it was a horror antholog#and that was just the first time it happened#but it genuinely like fucked me up so bad for a little#idk i just think that era of my life was so funny looking back on it#i have no psychological expertise i am speaking so much bullshit#i like coming up with explanations for the causes of my own dreams sometimes#🌈 neo's ramblingz!!!#<soo much rambling
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just got off a conference call with the fam and by fam i mean cousins and grandparents and great uncles all coz my baby sister (22) rang my mother up, in tears coz her bitch ass manager yelled at her in front of customers. murder was plotted. an entire smear campaign was launched. doxxing was considered. my brother is on his way to the shop with the intention to get her fired. madness. literally spent the last hour of my work in the toilet trying to talk various family members off the ledge.
#yaz chats to the void#with the way theyre carrying on they will shut down the store#granted this is her first ever work experience -shes spoiled rotten but its workplace harrassment.#my first reaction was to hop on the bus and have a scrap thanks to a lifetime of intimidating would be bullies when they tried my siblings#but she's 22 now and she has to fight her own battles lmaooo#i told her to wage psychological warfare but my mum has ideas about going in as a customer and being an absolute nightmare to the bitch#grandma wants her out of the job - she's only had it for two weeks - and says she will pay for whatever she needs#once i moved past the initial 'fight maim or kill' instinct i had to sit with the fact that we coddled her so much#and that my family is insane.#at least no one's chasing down folks with a cleaver#or running someone over with a car#or threatening to poison someone#omg#omg omg omg#this is bringing back so much stuff#growing up i thought it was normal.... so many dodgy and straight up illegal shit my family would pull#in retaliation for any and all slights#perceived or otherwise#i know what i need to tackle next in therapy
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Don’t Stop Dancing (Original & Reprise) - Bojack Horseman
POV: WALLY REMEMBERS THAT HE WAS A HUMAN, ONCE...BUT HOME WANTS HIM TO KEEP DANCING...
#youtube#angst#wally#wally darling#slight horror#welcome home#wh#home is evil#human wally#psychological horror#wally was a human au
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thinking about how Hisoka started out not wanting any material things to help him sleep because he wanted to be able to fall asleep in any situation, even uncomfortable ones, and how Mankai gradually gifted him things to help him sleep, that he first was warry about but soon enough he started to collect
and the boy who started out with nothing in his corner of his room now has a good pillow, countless plushies, which he always considers is a perfect gift, expertise on good pillows, an eyemask for sleeping purpose, welcoming cozy blankets, and even appropriated himself the coffin in the storage room for perfect napping spot, coffin that he filled with pillows and plushies and find ways to keep locked shut so Tasuku doesn’t drag him out of it (or else he becomes evil on purpose), and now he gets to complain everytime someone slightly disturb his sleep.
He agreed on rooming with Homare because he had such a deep sleep that he would have in theory not been bothered by his loud behavior, and instead he grew more and more irritated with it the more people taught him about cocooning because now his sleep is sacred.
And the lonely “nothing allowed to sleep” rhetoric, was traded with “gotta be hugging something no matter what” which led him to have nap and cuddle buddies like Azuma.
And i think it’s really just a peak character arc, to be someone who denied himself all sort of little comfort to not get used to it, to then become an hedonist plushy bot constantly seeking comfort he’s now allowed and expected to have. As he deserves.
#ichatalks about a3#also ngl rant inspired by the fact i just put a hot bottle and a hot-plushy with me under my two covers to watch tv#on my sofa covered in 27 plushies and 6 pillows and i'm just ah yes this is the life#and as someone who also denied myself all of that just a few years ago and had to slowly learn to spoil myself#only for it now to be completely out of control but also just the coziest cozy of the whole cozy world?#I see Hisoka's arc of looking for comfort with pure glee. This is what healing is all about.#Comfy.#i also sleep with a sleep eyemask so like#i' was always bothered by slight lights during sleep and would cover them when i could else i'd be soo annoyed#and a few years ago i was crashing at a friend's place when i left my mom's house#and i couldn't keep the shutter closed bc it was summer and we needed to have all the air inside#so my friend - very concerned - bought me an eyemask and i was just. so confused. because i never considered it a possibility#tried it on and now? I'm content with any eyemask i can have. It's truly really the sleepy comfy mode.#like my plush collection only really started when i was like. 24?#it really started end 2019 and i'm just doing the math but i think i was already a3ing at the time#and to me it was just screw it i deserve plushies it's good to have a pal to hug. And now look at me.#Basically my point is the specific card of Hisoka wearing a massive scarf an eyemask and his Pen Pen plushy is where i'm at psychologically#ANYWAY.#Rambling over i just love Hisoka very much
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I feel like the whole discourse about how tumblr treats children’s tv is kinda annoying honestly, because like so much of these types of discussions I think it’s once again gotten kinda flattened into an excuse to feel intellectually superior to people who enjoy X kind of art (fanfic, YA novels, kids shows etc.)
like I think in some instances there’s definitely something to be said about how some people fail to really grapple with the fact that there definitely is difference between kids media and media aimed at adults which leads to kind of shaky criticisms or analysis of kids shows — like I think a huge reason why the steven universe fandom was so frustrating is that ultimately so many people wanted that show to do things they couldn’t feasibly while also being aimed at kids (I’ve heard this was an issue in the MLP fandom also but I know less about that)
but with all that being said I’m starting to see posts where the overall tone and message seems to be that believing a children’s show could deliver complex and profound messages that make them worth watching as an adult is inherently silly, which I kinda think is a huge step back. like it feels like we’re once again returning to the tired ableist trope that gravitating towards kid’s media as an adult is somehow a sign of immaturity or a lack of capability to engage in media that’s “more complex.”
like again I think bad analysis of kids media can be chalked up to just that, bad analysis. fandoms of media aimed at teens or adults engage in bad analysis all the time (look at stranger things) but we’re usually able to acknowledge that as what it is and not act like the people who are passionate about it can’t engage in anything deeper. and idk it seems like we’re returning to this idea that adults shouldn’t want to engage on kids media on a deeper level that finally seemed to be going out of fashion for a bit and I think that’s a shame
#shut up abe#i also suspect there may be a slight bias against more ‘cartoonish’ art styles#like for example i’d say one show that’s avoided this treatment pretty consistently has been atla but I have to wonder#if it had the exact same content but with an art style that’s viewed as more ‘childish’ and cartoon-y would it still command the same#respect it does#like i would say for example azula atla and pearl su probably have a similar amount of character depth#but i think making like an hour long video on the psychology of pearl would probably get u made fun of today yk#and like i don’t find myself having a huge motivation to watch kids media nowadays either aside from maybe the odd movie#but i’m not annoyed at the people who do and i think the backlash against said people is kind of unjustified
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unstoppable force (dean winchester) vs immovable object (phoenix wright)
that's PRECISELY what it is
#zero tag#dean's died a bunch (to my knowledge) and come back#phoenix should've died a bunch but somehow escaped with nothing but a cold or a slight headache at times#dean could easily beat nick up but at what cost#phoenix would probably just keep interrupting with the stupidest of takes from time to time scarring dean psychologically#but what hasn't dean endured before? he's seen all the psychological horrors he probs thinks they're getting old now#ask#i fell asleep a bit after reblogging that post and woke up to this i like that this convo bracketed my sleep
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