#she's giving me until this Friday bc she's an angel (and the date on some of her material was wrong)
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I've been writing my dissertation like that gif of the cat frantically slamming a keyboard (you know the one) but it's got me thinking about professor Bucky and how he might incentivise you to get your work done for his class 😏
"You're not getting an extension. Don't even think about e-mailing me for one." The hardest part of dating your lecturer isn't actually the sneaking around; it's that he's a hell of a lot tougher on you than the rest of the class.
"But Bucky I-" You begin but he cuts you off and you know by the look on his face that there's no point pressing it.
"No. You're more than capable and you've got plenty of time to get it done. You don't need an extension, you need to apply yourself."
God, he's annoying. You know you can do it, you never said you couldn't. You just don't want to. There's a massive difference.
He pulls his copy of the required reading out of his bag, setting it on the desk beside your laptop and it takes everything in you not to bury your head in your hands.
"There. I've helped you enough." He nods towards the textbook but when you don't move, he flicks through the pages with a sigh, leaving it open at the chapter you know you should start with.
You sit there for another few seconds in a foul mood, mentally preparing yourself to sit here for the next few hours.
"How about I help you? I get the impression you need an incentive." He knows you too well, there's nothing more motivating than a little treat. "You have 12,000 words to write. For every 1,000 you write this week, I'll give you an orgasm."
Maybe you should complain about his assignments more often.
"Deal." Hell, if you'd known this was coming, you'd have started ages ago.
"Good girl." He laughs, amused at the rate at which your fingers begin to dance over the keyboard.
Getting started isn't too hard. You type out a quick plan of your chapters, dropping in the sources you know you'll need before starting your introduction and with your focus on your work, you hardly notice Bucky sinking to his knees under the desk.
You feel his warm, open mouthed kisses trailing up your thighs under your skirt and his soft groans drag your attention away from the laptop.
"Don't stop working." He insists, licking your sex through your cotton underwear, letting you enjoy the delicious friction on your cunt. "You're almost at the first thousand and it reads well so far." You feel his hot breath against the now wet cotton while one of your hands falls to tug his hair.
"If you stop typing, I stop licking." He threatens, pulling your panties to the side, gliding his tongue against your skin and groaning at the taste of your arousal.
You have just over 200 words until you reach your first thousand and it should be so easy but it becomes even harder when he sinks two fingers into you and you're able to hear how wet you are already.
His lips engulf your clit, sucking gently while flicking his tongue in vertical strokes in time with his fingers curling inside you. "Such a smart girl. I'm so proud of you." He hums before giving you a few broad strokes with a flat tongue.
He knows what his praise does to you and with your thighs clamped around his head, you fly your way through a few hundred more words. He chuckles when you proudly announce you reached a thousand but you don't stop typing at the same frantic pace.
"Sweetheart, if you want to get all 12,000 done this evening, I'll sit here as long as it takes." He smiles against your skin before giving you everything he knows you need. His tongue flicks quickly over your clit and his fingertips rub against the soft, spongy spot inside you and in no time you're gushing against his face, gripping his hair and riding your high out on his waiting tongue.
#becca's thots#becca writes spice#professor!bucky#professor!bucky smut#professor smut#look#I'm not saying I'm COMPLETELY screwed#but I think I've girl bossed too close to the sun#I emailed my diss supervisor on Friday asking when my deadline was#apparently it was a week ago 💀#she's giving me until this Friday bc she's an angel (and the date on some of her material was wrong)#but this is the busiest week of the year for me at work#I have a couple of 4am starts and a few really late nights#and it's period week#so if you happen to see me crying in the university library this week just let me get on with it#but I WILL churn out 12000 words#but truly this post is one of my biggest weaknesses ^^#men who know you're capable of doing more and try to encourage you rather than convince you that you could get away with doing less 🤤
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Hello!! I was wondering if you could do a scenario with matsukawa and a shy reader? They get paired up for a project and matsukawa has never spoken to her bc she’s always quiet but as he gets to know her, he finds out she’s actually really funny bc she sends memes and they eventually fall in love 🤧 abit cliche but I’d love it 👉🏼👈🏼
Of course I can! I love Mattsun, so I’m always happy to write something with my sweet angel :)
I didn’t know how to put memes so there aren’t any BUT actually there are some nerdy jokes (wich I adore), like really really bad jokes. I kinda have the feeling Matsukawa only know these lmao, he’s dumb (BUT WE LOVE HIM). I hope it’s okay for you, please don’t hate me.
Thanks for your request, hope you like it! 😘💘
-L
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A Change of Heart.
Matsukawa Issei x reader
synopsis: Matsukawa has never spoken to you, but something changes after you two being paired together for a school project.
word count: 2.1 K
tags: fluff
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Matsukawa Issei. Of all the possible people, he was the last of your classmates you thought you could be paired with for group project. You don't have any problems with him, you don't find him annoying or anything else, it’s just that sometimes you forget about the presence of some of your classmates, Matsukawa included: you are a shy girl and you almost never talk during lessons; you often get distracted thinking about your own business, it is normal for you to not notice the people you don’t talk to, even more if they tend to be as quite as you.
On his side, even Issei hasn’t noticed you, too busy sleeping a few desks away from you: the night before he went to bed late, staying up until one o'clock only to play computer games with some friends.
Anyway, he's your science project partner and you can't do anything about it, even if you prefer to work alone and organize everything to your liking all by yourself, you'll have to collaborate with him and as you, even the guy agrees that for the sake of your GPA it will be essential to try to get along and cooperate. That's why at the end of the class, before your math teacher arrives, your project partner comes to your desk.
"Good morning Matsukawa-san." You greet him shyly, his height puts you slightly in awe, you’ve never noticed how tall he actually is.
"’Morning Y/N-san, apparently we are project companions." He replies to you yawning a little distracted, without looking too sure on what he’s saying; you get the impression that he would like to have been paired with someone else, probably one of his friends, but you try not to pay too much attention to your thoughts.
"Yes, that's correct." You nod looking at him again with a patient smile on your lips.
"I thought that maybe we could exchange our phone numbers to organize on what to do and when to see each other." The boy still keeps his eyes away from yours not looking at you but rather looking up at two of your classmates who are throwing a ball just a few feet from you. You smile at him once more and take your agenda, ripping off a sheet, and after writing some numbers, you give it to him.
"Here to you, I am almost always free every afternoon after six. How about starting in two days, maybe this Wednesday? Is it okay for you?" you ask him, and after thinking about it for a few minutes, as if he were consulting his own agenda mentally, the boy in front of you nods and after greeting you, he turns back to his desk.
You didn't think there were people quieter than you. Or maybe he thinks you’re boring. But what could you have done to him to make you so annoying? You put aside your bad thoughts and focus on the rest of the lessons, more concerned about your grades than the idea that your partner has of you. Of course, sometimes you tend to have no self-esteem, not trusting you’re decisions, but having never spoken to him, he has no reason to hate you, so you don't worry too much about what he might think of you.
But while you don't care about his thoughts, Issei can't say the same for himself: he's curious about what kind of girl you are, what a hobby you have... Why are you only free after six?? Are you in any club? Would you like to go to college? Are you moving to Tokyo next year as most of your classmates? He'd like to ask you so many questions, you intrigue him in a certain way, and he can't deny that you're a pretty girl. He finds adorable how you carry the pencil on your lips every time you stare at the sky out the window.
The two days pass fast, and from Monday you are almost immediately to Wednesday afternoon in the library, you waiting for him at the table on the corner and he who has to run because, due to Oikawa and his obsession with improving the whole team’s service, he is definitely late. The boy looks out the door of the room and rushes you to a table near the windows, listening to music with headphones in your ears and studying some subject. He joins you, slowing down the pace trying not to make any noise.
"Y/N-san." He calls you whispering, but you don't hear him, which is why he tries to get your attention by touching your arm as he sits by your side and you gasp surprised, causing him to giggle.
"I'm sorry if I scared you." You look at the boy with a gentle smile, moving your hand and telling him that he doesn’t have to worry.
“It's nothing, I was doing chemistry homework for tomorrow, but I can't calculate the reaction and find the name of this binary salt.” You say giving up your homework, changing the page of the book and taking the section assigned to you for your work.
"You know chemists are great solving problems? They have all the solutions." Matsukawa replay with a smile, taking your notebook and looking at what you've written.
"I tried telling a chemistry joke once, but I got no reaction." You watch the boy with a grin as Matsukawa lifts his head up surprised, definitely not expecting a joke from you, but you instead look at him laughing at his expression and Matsukawa gives you a sincere smile chuckling.
Time passes quickly as you organize your project and decide what and how to expose it to your classmates. You divide your work and begin your research together, each one giving his own contribution to the other, to try to make it better and giving a sense to what you are doing. When you look at the phone you realize that it is now seven and a half o'clock in the evening and you inform your project partner, who nods and you two begin to pick up your books. Matsukawa is faster than you, so waits for you at the library entrance.
"Y/N-san, I wanted to ask you a question." He tells you while he’s walking by your side, and you can't help but think about how many centimeters there are between you two. You nod kindly with your head.
"How come you never talk? You're funny." He asks you a little hesitantly, and you think for a second about what to answer. You don't know that either, it's not that you don't have any friends, it’s just that you're not the kind of person who starts a conversation. You have no problem talking to others, you just don't like to take the first step.
"Sorry, maybe I was too rude." Matsukawa says softly, worried that he has maybe offended you in some way, but you shake your head with a smile, trying to make him understand that he didn't do anything wrong.
"No don't worry. I can't give you an answer, I think it's just my character. I'm a very shy girl and I tend to stand all by myself, but I've never had a problem talking to people. Once I know someone, I have no problem opening up." you answer him by giving him yet another smile of the day.
Matsukawa looks at you as you walk past him and reach the school gate: part of him that morning had been convinced that he would be bored with you, he felt like you were a serious person, unable to make jokes or something similar. Yet you have happily surprised him, showing a side of your character that you keep secret and that maybe you only show to your closest friends. He feels a bit special.
You reach the gate and you greet him by according to meet at Friday at the same time and so on the following Monday, ending up meeting on those three days every week throughout the entire month, in the library at six in the afternoon.
It has become a habit for you, as well as exchanging messages, during lessons or in your free time. You start spending more and more time together, on lunch breaks you join Matsukawa with his friends in the school canteen, having fun joking with Hanamaki. Matsukawa feels that something has changed. He understands that he has started looking at you differently, seeing you always beautiful and always happy. He understands it from how he has started to notice details on your face; that little mole on your chin, how you tie your hair when you're focused on some math exercise.
A change in his heart.
He starts to think that yours are no longer just moments where you study, but that they are slowly evolving into something more intimate, much more like dating, where you joke and talk about anything. As you tell him how you would like to travel the world, he tells you about the few places he has visited abroad; while you talk to him about the reading club you're a part of, he tells you about his passion for volleyball and his dream of going to the Nationals tournament with his team. You unravel your secrets to each other, without fear, fully trusting each other.
Until one day, when Iwaizumi seeing him smiling atone of your message suggests him something, a particular idea that remains stuck in his head for days.
"You should ask her out." The ace tells him with conviction and the middle blocker looks at him doubtful, not too convinced that you may be interested in dating him.
"Definitely, you can’t take your eyes off her and you're always distracted. Push your pride aside and make the first move before someone takes her away from you." Hanamaki speaks by sitting on the bench next to him and taking a sip from his water bottle. Matsukawa bursts into laughter, though he can't deny that a certain annoying feeling has awakened in him. Maybe jealousy? Impossible, unless...?
The days pass and the date of the presentation of your project approaches, until you arrive at the last Friday before you have to expose your work in front of the whole class, Iwaizumi's words have not yet disappeared from Issei’s mind, as well as those of Hanamaki. What if someone realizes what a beautiful person you are and asks you out? Maybe he should make a move, or maybe they just told him to annoy him... he walks through the corridors until you reach the library that you have been frequented for just over a month. He sees you sitted in your usual place with the usual headphones in your ears and the usual chemistry notebook under your eyes.
He comes near you, moving the chair next to you and sitting to your right and you as always don't even notice him, too caught up in what you're doing. He touches your arm and as always you gasp, quickly turning towards him, while Matsukawa giggles for your reaction. You tongue out and punch him on his shoulder.
"You know you scare my Issei!" you scold him while once again the boy next to you takes your notebook and looks at what's wrong with your equations, remembering when few minutes before you text him that you couldn't do anything.
"Here you go. You miscalculated." Matsukawa answers by giving you back your notebook.
"Forget hydrogen, you're my number one element!" you smile him while he giggles a bit.
"Oh, it's that time of the day where we tell each other stupid chemistry jokes?" he asks you chuckling and you nod happily.
"Well I hope you love science, because tonight we are going to have a chemical reaction." The boy immediately answers you and you can't hold back a laugh, getting the attention of the last remaining students that like you are study and the librarian, who throws you glances from behind her desk. Embarrassed, you apologize and look over Matsukawa, while the boy has a sip of water.
"How about you ask me out first?" you whisper him, blushing instantly, and the boy almost chokes with water and begins coughing, while you try to help him, this time you're the one giggling for the other’s reaction.
Once calmed down, Matsukawa looks up at you, as red as you. Did you really say that? He tries to think of what to answer quickly, not wanting to waste the opportunity.
"There’s a Cafe where they make delicious pancakes." He proposes you embarrassed and you look at him happy, beginning to pick up your books under Matsukawa's eye.
"It’d be amazing." You stand up slowly, sticking your hand out with a smile. Matsukawa copies your movements and gets up taking his backpack. He squeezes your hand with a wink.
“Let’s go.”
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Christmas? Pagan? No But New Years Day Is
Some atheists, Muslims and Christian fundamentalists like to grumble and gibe that the celebration of Christmas and Easter are “pagan.” They are right and they are wrong. They are right inasmuch as the wellsprings of our Western culture are deep in the pre-Christian cultures of Europe. They are wrong because the early Christians, like the Hebrews before them, saw their religion as a contrast and a corrective to the prevailing pagan culture.
Like cultural iconoclasts shall we seek to purge all vestiges of paganism from our modern world? Must we give up our Christmas tree and cast out our Easter eggs? If so, then we must also re-name the days of the week and refuse to honor the pagan deities Tiu (Tuesday) Wotan (Wednesday) Thor (Thursday) Frige (Friday) and Saturn (Saturday) not to mention the worship of the Sun and Moon (Sunday and Monday)
Our cultural cleansing must continue, and we must demand that the names of the months of the year be purged of their demonic and absurd pagan associations! Out Janus, the two faced god of January! Begone Mars for March, the goddess Maia for May and Juno to follow. New Years’ Day! The horror! That the beginning of the year should be celebrated at the beginning of January is pagan through and through!
Imaginative conservatism is never iconoclastic. It affirms the past as the foundation for the future. Our Western culture is deeply rooted in the classic civilizations of Greece and Rome, but also in the pre Christian pagan cultures of Europe. The ancient customs have merged, developed and adapted to changing times, but they are not to be scorned simply because they are pagan or because they are from the past. A good example of how an originally pagan custom has developed into a modern celebration is New Years’ Day.
The earliest records of a New Year celebration are from Mesopotamia around 2000 BC. Then about the time of Father Abraham, the new year was heralded not in mid winter, but at the Spring equinox in mid-March. Following these already ancient customs, the first Roman calendar had ten months and also recognized March as the beginning of the year. This is why September, October, November and December have their names: from March they were the seventh, eighth, ninth and tenth months.
The second king of Rome, Numa Pompilius added January and February to the calendar and in 153 BC we have the first record of January first being celebrated as New Years’ Day. The change was decreed for civil reasons (the consuls began their term at that time) but many people still recognized March as the start of the year.
When Julius Caesar replaced the old lunar based calendar in 46 BC with a solar calendar, he also formally established the beginning of January as New Year’s Day. As the Empire fell and Europe transitioned to the new religion and rule of Christianity, the vestiges of pagan culture were purged. New Years’ Day at the beginning of January was officially eliminated at the Council of Tours in 597, and across Europe the start of a new year was celebrated variously at Christmas, Easter or most significantly March 25.
The date of March 25 not only connected with the most ancient celebrations of the new year at the Spring equinox, but in the Christian calendar March 25 is the celebration of the Annunciation—the announcement by the Angel Gabriel to the Virgin Mary that she would bear a son. The date of March 25 was determined by the Jewish belief that great men were conceived on the same day of the year as their death. Jesus Christ died on March 25, (so the theory goes) which means he was conceived on March 25. Incidentally this is also the origin for the traditional date of Christmas—nine months from March 25.
Medieval Christians understood that the beginning of the life of the Son of God in the Virgin Mary’s womb was the beginning of God’s work among mankind, the restoration and redemption of the world and the beginning of a new creation. It was therefore theologically fitting that March 25 or Ladyday (in honor of the Virgin Mary) should be celebrated as New Years’ Day. And so it was for a thousand years.
Then in 1582 Pope Gregory XIII tinkered with Julius Caesar’s ancient calendar. Because of imprecise calculations, the date of Easter had been drifting and the pope decided it needed fixing. Part of the reform was to re-establish January first as New Years’ Day. Seeing this as papal presumption, the Eastern Orthodox rejected the reform. Seeing this as not only papal presumption, but paganism restored, the Protestants also rejected the new Gregorian calendar. The British did not adopt the new calendar until 1752. The Greeks held out until 1923. The monks of Mountt Athos still hold on to the Julian calendar.
What about the fall of Sauron—the nemesis in The Lord of the Rings? J.R.R.Tolkien was very sly in the way he wove Christian symbolism into his epic myth. He records the dates of the great events in the cycle of the ring, and we discover that it is on March 25 that the ring of power is cast into the fires of Mount Doom, and so the destruction of Sauron heralds a new beginning for Middle Earth. Thus Tolkien gives a nod to the medieval Christian tradition that March 25 is the true New Years’ Day.
As you celebrate New Years’ Day remember that for one thousand years the welcoming of a new year was not just a calendar event, but a culturally religious event which linked the renewal of nature with the redemption of the world.
As for me, I’ll have a drink and set off some fireworks on New Years’ Eve, but on March 25 I will also observe Ladyday and like all good hobbit lovers, will celebrate Tolkien Reading Day with a meeting of friends, the reading of Tolkien, a pint of ale and a smoke of pipe-weed.
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Flower
A/N: This one got me a bit worried and all but it ended up pretty good..ish. I really worked on it for a long time and sorry if the imagines are coming slow but I am just really taking my time. I need a really good inspiration to for all of it, I don’t want to pressure it too much. Love yall <3<3<3
PAIRING: Remus Lupin x reader
REQUEST: Can you do a imagine where the reader is super calm and innocent (like more innocent and calm than Luna) and remus has a big crush on her and he find her crying so hard bc some people take her favorite book about fairies or angels and Remus protect her something like that, I need this so much
TAGS: @shadyladyperfection, @nadinissavage, @geeksareunique, @huflerin
WARNING: Just so you know I am a poetic lil shit <3
Xx
She was a flower. So quiet that even the silence felt louder. Innocent, that even a saint couldn't compare to her. So calm that it was almost beautiful.
She was a flower.
A flower which everybody loved. The most georgeous out of all in the garden that if someone plucked her, the world would get dark.
But it would get darker especially for one specific Gryffindor. He was quite tall and handsome. His light brown hair, flecked with grey caused a lot of girls to swoon over him. His scars made him mysterious, yet his charm always seemed to find its way to your heart.
If this makes sense, than you should know that this boy was definetly oblivious to other girls feelings for him, just as you were oblivious to his feelings for you.
"Angels?" he smiled, standing in front of you and breaking your concentration from the book.
"Remus." you smiled brightly.
Remus. His name, spoken with your soft and kind voice, made him go crazy. He already felt his knees go weak and the fluttering in his stomach.
"I remember I read about the angles of the night. Marut and Harut I believe." he smiled and sat down on the chair beside you. You slowly put down your book and started to listen to him. " They believed they were better than human beings. So God challanged them and send them on earth to test their bodily desires. Of course they fell for a woman named Zohra and she..." he stopped.
You were smiling.
He knew why you were smiling and looking at him like that. He knew he rambled and rambled on about something you already know.
"You know that already don't you?" he simpered awkwardly, scratching the back of his neck.
Letting out a pack of giggles you took his big hands into yours and smiled. "I did. Yes." You pulled him down so he could sit on the chair next to you. "But go on. I’d love to see your opinioun on them. " you spoke softly and leaned on your palms to listen.
He wanted to contine. Merlin's beard he wanted to talk but his tounge was completly tied. Your eyes were so beautiful. The (y/e/c) colour seemed to enchant him and your smile seemed to make his grow wider.
"I-I..." he stuttered and continue to fidget with his fingers.
What was he supposed to talk about again?
"How about you tell me about your favorite angel?" he was finally able to speak.
It was at this moment, as he spoke those words that he realized his favorite angel suddenly changed from Marut and Harut to (y/n)(y/l/n), because he hasn't seen eyes sparkle so brightly as they did with you, today.
He was a mess. Remus was a smiling mess and he couldn't stop that smile off his face. All he did was smile like an idiot, giggling when he thought back at today.
He was a mess. A smiling mess.
"What's wrong with you?" asked Sirius who couldn't keep it to himself anymore.
Since Remus came from the library, all he did was smile. Sirius couldn't figure it out. A day has passed and he was still smiling like a moron.
Remus looked at Sirius with wide eyes and smiled, yet again. "Nothing."
"No, you're doing it again. Prongs, tell him to stop doing it." said Sirius and turned to James.
"Moony, you're doing it again." said James, completly uninterested in the conversation and scribbling down on the parchment with ink sitting next to him.
"Doing what?" replied Remus, his face straightening up.
"That face." said Sirius and moved his index finger up to his lips.
"I don't have a face." denied Remus and put down the books and the quill.
"Yeah you do. You have it everytime (y/n)(y/l/n) is around or whenever you're thinking about her." spoke Peter as he looked up from his sketch book.
"(Y/n)(y/l/n). The (y/h/n). You like her?" quivered Sirius and jumped off his bed to walk up to Peter.
"Oh yeah. I have HOM with her." said James from his bed, not bothering to look up and continue to scribble down the words.
"HOM?" the other three said in unison, furrowing their eyebrows and staring at James.
Finally looking up from his essay with a quill in his mouth and at the staring Marauders, he took the quill back in his hands and smiled. "Yeah. History of Magic. HOM. It's shorter." he explained and rolled over on the bed to his desk. He put the parcment on the desk and rolled back on the bed for his ink bottle. He carefully screwed the top and rolled back on the desk. "Anyways... What I was trying to say was that I have HOM with her and that she always seems quiet and calm. Always holding on to this weird book of angels."
"That's because its her favorite and she's actually the most amazing person once you talk to her." objected Remus, who grew quite angry at James' tone when he talked about you.
"So you admit. You fancy her." grinned Sirius and looked down on Peter's sketchbook. "That's really good Wormtail." he added before jumping from Peter's bed and on to Remus'. "So have you asked her out already?"
"Dear god no." he laughed. "She doesn't like me. Probably."
"Probably." repeated Sirius and sat next to him. "You'll never know if you don't ask her."
"Yeah Moony. What do you have to lose?" added James and sat next to Peter. "That's amazing Wormy." he said as he saw the drawing in the sketchbook. "But you forgot the weird moul he has right next to his ear."
"You're right!" exclaimed Peter and scribbled a bit harder on the paper.
Remus touched the moul on his right ear and looked at Peter. "Are you drawing me, Peter!?"
"It's actually quite good. He really captured your lovestruck expression." laughed Sirius.
Remus stood up from from his bed and walked over to Peter. He picked up the sketch and looked closely at her. James and Sirius were right. It was good. Quite amazing actually and as much as Remus didn't want to admit it, he really did capture his looks, especially the lovestruck smile he wore the whole day.
"So what do you think?" asked Peter.
"Yeah, I'll ask her out tomorrow." he sighed in defeat and gave back the sketch.
Remus waited for you. He had a free period while James and you had History of magic or as James likes to call it HOM. He still laughed at it as he thought of James saying it multiple times yesterday.
He was nervous. Of course he was. He had a crush on you since 3rd grade. God, bless the day he was partnered with you. That day changed his whole life...
"Mate?" James said as he noticed Remus held up in his own world. "Oi, Moony." he repeated and shook Remus' shoulder. “ You alright mate?”
“Splendid.” replied Remus with a big smile on his face and put his hand on James shoulder. He looked around, his eyes searching you, but he couldn’t find you through the crowd. “Where is she?”
“Just missed her.”
“Bollocks.” cursed Remus under his breath and sprinted after you.
And there you were. In your (y/h) uniform, holding your books and... frowning?
Wha- Why were you frowning? asked Remus in the back of his head and started walking towards you. And as close as he got he noticed the three girls standing in front of you, holding your books and laughing.
“Angels?” scoffed one of the girls and turned the book around. “Angels don’t exist. At least not in this world, honey.”
“Just because you can’t see it, it doesn’t mean its not real.” you responded and glared at her. “Give it back now!”
“Oh what are you going to do? Cry about it? Ask the angels for help?” taunted the other and cackled as she threw the book in the air, making you twitch as she caught it.
“Careful!” you shouted and stuck your eyes on the book like a glue.
“Careful?” she quivered slowly. “Why?” she smirked maliciously.
“Just give it back Annabelle.” you added and reached for the book but was only pushed back by one of the other girls.
“Hey! She said to give it back. Now give her back the bloody book!” growled Remus and walked up to the three Hufflepuffs.
The two backed away from his sudden outburst while one of them stood her ground. “Whatever.” she scoffed and threw the book in the mud.
You felt tears roll down your cheek as your grandfather’s book was laying in a puddle of mud. It was quickly picked up by Remus though and he decided to use a spell or two to get rid of the mud.
He walked over to you and gave you the book. “Hey. It’s okay.” he smiled and wrapped his arms around you as you took a hold of the book.
“Thank you Remus. This really means a lot.” you thanked him and wrapped your arms around his torso while your head laid on his chest, perfectly hearing his raising heartbeat. “Remus?” you asked all of a sudden.
“Yeah?”
“Why is your heart beating faster than a normal heartbeat would?” you asked and pulled away from the hug.
He looked down at your adorable (y/e/c) eyes and couldn’t help himself but to melt while watching them. “Well...um..” he mumbled and ran his hand through his hair. “ Well, (y/n). Here’s the thing. I kind of fancy you....a lot and I would love if you would go on a date with me.”
You felt the butterflies flutter in your stomach as he said those words. You always liked Remus more than just a classmate but you were never sure if he ever liked you back. Until now. “I woud love to go on a date with you Remus.” you smiled and started walking backwards. “How does Friday sound?”
“Uh, it sounds perfect. “ he replied with a huge smile plastered on his lips.
“Okay then. See you on Friday.”
“Friday.” he mumbled quietly and couldn’t help himself but to smile. ”Friday.”
#remus lupin#remus x reader#remus lupin imagine#james potter imagine#james potter#sirius black imagine#sirius black#peter pettigrew imagine#peter pettigrew#marauders imagine#marauders#marauders era#the marauders
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Long ass tag thing that is late as hell
Tagged by @julla 💖🌼 and @sweater-daes 🌸🌺
Rules: answer 80-something questions LEGGOOOOOO
last?
drink: Water~
phone call: Bf and he was being stupid :<<
text message: surprisingly it was with my womens that I’ve known for like 15+ years lol
time you cried: Last friday watching the season finale of Agents of Shield
kissed someone and regretted it: oh boy, yes
been cheated on: yesss x 2!! shame on me
lost someone special: yes
been depressed: for 7 years off and on, comes in waves and whatever winter depression to give it an extra kick
gotten drunk and thrown up: nope, I don’t like drinking much
favourite colours? plum / black / gray
in the last year you have?
made new friends: several yes
fallen out of love: this is gonna get deep but with myself, past few months I was in a bad place but its gotten better now~
laughed until you cried: you cry until you laugh, and everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath... ily if you know this song bc this song, this album was perfection
found out someone was talking behind your back: yes
met someone who changed your life: yes!
found out who your true friends are: when you get to my age *wiggles cane* yes, don’t have time to play games or walk on eggshells
general?
how many facebook friends do you have: You want me to go to that plague of a site.......287, I deleted a lot lmao
pets: 2 needy kitties who have more personality than I do
ever wanted to change your name: when i was little i dreamed of changing my name to maria but now im like lmaoooooooooooooooo
what you did for your last birthday: went to this fancy restaurant that was basically a meat parade and it was amazing~
time you woke up today: like 6am, GB was getting hangry and rowdy
what you were doing at midnight last night: sleeping
what you can’t wait for: OT5 :)
whatcha listening to: lol....... iKON and Bolbbalgan4
ever talked to a person named Tom: one of my best guy friends lmao
something that gets on your nerves: DISHES IN THE SINK, my mother
most visited site: tumblr / twitter
hair colour: Asian brown black hair woo.
long or short hair: its medium, having trouble deciding if i want it long or short again. But I don’t think I’ll have to to my ass again lmao
crush: deadpool
what do you like about yourself: the no filter part and my eyebrows
any piercings: one on each ear like the most boring thing ever
blood type: A
nicknames: sam, hey you,
relationship status: basically married but not :(
sign: taurus~
pronouns: she/her
favourite tele show: Punisher, Sense 8, Agents of Shield, This is us, The Nanny, Game of Thrones,
tattoos: nope i used to want one but honestly i dont feel the need
left or right handed: right handed
have you ever had a surgery: yes
do you want piercings: I would but my ears are sensitive
sport: ha ha ha ha HAHAHAA
favourite holiday: meh
trainers: like sneakers? I only have a pair of Nikes
more general?
favourite dish: Ramen, steak and potatoes, potatoes, spam & rice
favourite drink: sprite sadly. ugh…
i’m about to watch: WIN LOL I wanna torture myself for some reason, probably bc I’m on my period and I just wanna cry
what i’m waiting for: my new computer chair to arrive bc mine is broken af (JULLA YOU’RE GOING TO SEE BEYONCE????)
what i want: chocolate.......new vans......Seungri’s solo
get married: give me those tax benefits please
career: trophy wife / open up one of those painting while getting drunk on wine with your friends places
which is better?
hugs or kisses: I love hugs (from people I allow)
lips or eyes: eyes
shorter or taller: .. taller. but same height or slightly shorter is totally okay
older or younger: mature mind please, doesn’t matter if you’re older if you act like a child
arms or stomach: ARMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant is so cute when its not me hahahaa
have you ever?
kissed a stranger: oh no..... not a fan of that
drank hard liquor: yes, I prefer it to beer
turned someone down: yes
sex on a first date: ofc lmaoooooooo
broken someone’s heart: i have
had a heart broken: yes
been arrested: yes (lmao)
cried when someone died: yes
fallen for a friend: yeah? but most of the time I get over it after figuring out what type of love I have for them (it ends up not being romantic at all)
do you believe in?
yourself: I’m not doing super good but I could also be in a worse position
miracles: after seeing GDYB, yes.
love at first sight: only applies to animals
santa claus: no
angels: Kang Daesung and Kim Donghyuk
misc?
eye colour: brown woop di doop
best friends name: lol i’m not going to say it here
favourite movie: I seriously hate these types of questions lol but I’m a huge MCU fan, GotG - CA:WS - Logan - Deadpool - Thor 3 will be my top 5 mcu movies
favourite actor: see above. I fucking love me some Ryan Reynolds though. Joseph Gordon Levitt (YES JULLA). Chris Hemsworth’s humor and beard.
favourite cartoon: FMA:B, Summer Wars, Fruit Basket, SnK
favourite teachers’ name: Margret, omg she was like 60 when she taught us and she was the hardest teacher ever but I loved her and learned so many things til this day from her. And she’s still kicking now, and uses facebook, its so cute tbh.
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Kindergarten Teacher!Hwang Minhyun
because minhyun with kids is all i have ever needed in my whole entire life
Genre;; if kindergarten teacher is an au, this is it... also super fluffy
Warnings;; NONE unless you hate kids and minhyun
Pairing;; Hwang Minhyun x reader
Requested;; no... i wrote this last year lmao
Summary;; Hwang Minhyun is the perfect kindergarten teacher; he can sing, play piano and he’s amazing with kids. He’s also amazing at stealing your heart...
Style;; bullet point
Word Count; 1691
I wrote this last year around the time when Canvas was released and i realised its super cute and i’ve never seen an AU like this so while im in this busy period i might as well post it!! also yeah its time for me to actually post something about my ult lmao
minhyun works at the kindergarten that your niece goes to
of course he’s her teacher lol
but no really all of the kids love him because he’s always so funny and he’s the best singer??
every day they have half an hour where he plays piano for the kids and sings children’s songs with them and it’s so cute all the kids aspire to be in minhyun’s class lmao your niece got lucky
the headteacher doesn’t even get mad when he forgets to teach them proper songs and instead teaches them the theme tunes to tv shows sdhfgsd
‘go go power rangers’ yes minhyun sing it
they hold recitals/showcases every 2 months that showcase the kids singing i mean they’re not the best singers but it’s cute for the parents
and of course every time minhyun plays the piano for them
and every time minhyun’s class is the best in sync and they always get a standing ovation
and they always sing a tv show theme song hsdgfjs bless
when your brother has a job come up in japan for 2 months he leaves your niece in your care
lmao good luck with this hyperactive child
but no she’s wonderful
so... now you have to drop her to that kindergarten class
it’s not like you didn’t know who minhyun was i mean everyone knew
and you’d been to the recitals so many times because well… a) you love your niece and b) christ that mr hwang guy has a VOICE and he’s BEAUTIFUL
the first time you drop your niece off minhyun is so confused
‘excuse me,, you don’t look like y/n/n’s parents… who are u’
takes you a second to process what he says because lmao close up he’s like 20x better looking
‘ahh;; im y/n;; she’s my niece;; im looking after her for 2 months while her dad’s in japan for work’
‘oh okay!! thanks for dropping her off, y/n!! in case you didn’t know i’m mr hwang but you can call me minhyun!! i’ll see you here at three~’
LISTEN after that you had to go catch your breath outside OH MY GOd you spoke to the guy you’ve secretly been crushing on since your niece entered kindergarten lmao
when its pick up time you decide to get there a bit early
and you manage to turn up exactLY WHEN HE’S DOING THE SINGING CLASS
and as you’re waiting in the hall for the class to finish you hear minhyun singing the theme song for this really popular kids show and you really can’t help but laugh
like a voice that nice singing a kids tv show theme is kinda funny because it’s so unexpected sjfhdh
the bell goes and it pulls you out of your daydreaming about mr hwang
and as you wait for your niece to come out someone taps you on the shoulder
uh minhyun’s back
‘hey , y/n!! I saw you got back here early today!! I was wondering if you’re always here this early you can come and sit in the music lessons!!’
OH
‘yeah, sure!! i’ll come and watch every day then thank you!!!’
he just smiles that cute smile (that STILL REMINDS ME OF MY TORTOISE)
‘i could hear you laughing from inside’
UM OOPS
you can honestly feel the blush on your cheeks as minhyun waves and disappears back into the room like wow okay your cheeks are bURNING
and your niece runs out with her bag in her hands and basically drags you out of the kindergarten tbh you’re still completely in shock
from that day onwards you’re a regular at the music class
at first some of the kids are like ?? why are you here?? but once your niece explains they accept you like a second teacher
after about a week minhyun recruits you to play an instrument
at first he tries getting you to play piano with him but that’s a bit too crowded there’s only one piano stool
so uh welcome resident triangle player
it’s an easy job but you’re not going to complain i mean
playing tv theme songs with minhyun is surprisingly fun and really it’s the highlight of your day
one day after you had a particularly rough day;; you got stuck in the barriers at the train station and your scarf went missing
minhyun noticed and let you sit in the special chair in the corner of the room that looked a bit like a throne to play triangle
instead of having to stand up or sit in one of the kiddy chairs
by this time you’re about three weeks into the 2 months
and it was time to start preparing for the showcase which your brother was returning from japan to see
one day he asks you to stay a bit later to help him pick out a song
and of course you agree
you let your niece go to the corner to play with the toys while you and minhyun chat and discuss the ideas
while you two are brainstorming what song to do, he suddenly puts his hand on your shoulder lmao you got a bit shook
‘hey,, y/n… can you perform on stage with me at this recital?? i’d really like it if you could!!!’
who are you to deny this beautiful angel this request
‘of course i’ll play with you!! it’s only the triangle though i’m not sure how supportive that will be lol’
he hugs you suddenly and it’s like hEARTBEAT SPEED X100000000000
but you can feel his heart is racing too like aw okay bless
you know
about a week later the kids start teasing you and minhyun shfdhs sneaky assholes
‘mr hwang!! are you and y/n married??’
literally that question or a variation of it every 0.5 seconds
and you two lovebirds are blushing because you both obviously like each other but you’re kinda blind and don’t want to say anything uhh
he just flashes his eye smile and winks at the kids not even denying it
that is until one friday minhyun asks you to stay behind again
and right as you’re waiting for the kids to go out one of the parents approaches you and is like
‘hey!! my son told me you and minhyun are married!! congratulations on scoring the guy all the parents here are secretly swooning over lol’
and you blush a lot bc omg no we’re not married not even dating
you just mumble a thank you and go back to waiting for them all to leave
when they’re all done leaving minhyun asks your niece to step out of the room for a second
and so she does wow obedient child
minhyun suddenly takes ahold of your hand and he breathes in and out like really deeply bless nervous boy
‘uh;; y/n;; i really like you?? and i want us to date?? but if you don’t that’s okay??’
WHAT
you don’t even need to think you already know your answer
‘of course i want to date you omg???????????’
he hugs you really really tight and you can hear him breathe a sigh of relief bless
‘let’s not tell the kids though,, i think we should reveal it to them at the showcase’
CUE ONE MONTH OF TRYING TO HIDE YOUR RELATIONSHIP
kids are super perceptive but obviously because you two keep denying it they drop it well kinda
they just say it a bit less often lol
when it gets to the day of the recital/showcase thing
you two are planning your big reveal at his apartment while your niece is at her parents seeing as they’re back from japan now lol
and you’re helping minhyun change into his suit ready to leave
and sjfgshgfj omg he looks so good in a suIT YOU’RE ALMOST DYING
you were just going to wear jeans and a tshirt to play triangle but minhyun passes you a box and inside is like a really smart outfit that he picked himself and it looks really expensive lmao how did this kindergarten teacher afford this
but you go and get changed
and uhh cliche minhyun is just;; shooketh
you look so good he can’t resist kissing you UH
but no time to waste you gotta goooo to the recital
minhyun starts on stage but as always his class is last
and when it’s their turn you’re backstage with them cheering them on when your niece turns to you and says
‘hey are you sure you and minhyun aren’t in love’
you just wink at her and boom time to go onstage
THE SONG GOES DOWN SO WELL though it’s amazing
you spot your brother in the audience and send him a wave in the gap in your triangle playing
the song ends and minhyun does the thing where you tap the microphone
‘hello everyone i have an announcement to make’
the hall is just completely silent like boy better not be resigning
of course he’s not he loves the kids too much
‘the school has a new permanent triangle player!! they’re y/n and we are in love!!’
ALL the kids suddenly cheer and you can hear about 20 of them just saying ‘i knew it i bet on it you owe me $3 pay up’ I’M KIDDING
then minhyun does the cheesiest thing
yea he kisses you in front of everyone
when you look back over at you brother he is just clapping wildly and giving you a thumbs up wow brothers approval
BUT ANYWAY
from that day on you two are the cutest couple
you’re officially the triangle player for the whole kindergarten
i mean the kindergarten doesn't pay you but they should by now because you’re there literally 24/7
you move in with minhyun and you spend 90% of the day together but it's cute
when your niece comes to stay it's always so cute because
you 3 crowd around his electric piano and sing songs together (there's no triangle for you to play here sorry)
and those moments really make you look forward to your future together...
uh yeah this is cute and i love minhyun sm im going to die anyway its really late so !! good night && i hope you enjoyed;;
#minhyun#hwang minhyun#hmh#nu'est#nuest#wanna one#wannaone#wannable#wannaone imagines#wanna one imagines#nu'est imagines#au#kindergarten!au#teacher!au#kindergarten teacher!au#produce 101#produce 101 imagines
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Dollar Valentine
Requested by anonymous: did you watched 13 reasons why? bc i would love something like the oh my dollar valentine thing, asking y/n on a date and the date itself
Word Count: 2,847
Note: I didn’t copy it exactly the way they did it in the show, but pretty close ALSO I really went to town and even incorporated some flashbacks that you guys loved so much :) but also I went overboard on this and I do not regret it one bit, plus I know that this was one of the later requests I got, but I just started writing it and couldn’t stop
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“Dude, no, I’m not doing that stupid shit.” Shawn shrugs the paper off, rejecting the idea.
Brian looks at him confused, but retracts the paper nonetheless.
“Shawn, you’ve done it every year. Why would this year be any different?” Ian asks, almost just as confused as Brian, if not more.
Shawn bites his lip and pushes a hand through his hair.
“No reason, just don’t feel like it.”
However, there was a reason, and that reason was you. Shawn has had a crush on you since he was ten, literally; you were invited to his tenth birthday party (he had invited the entire class), and the second you walked through the door, he was absolutely convinced that he was in love with you.
“Shawn! Y/N’s here.” Karen, his mother called.
And that was literally the beginning.
“Okay, I’ll be right down!”
Shawn had mentally been preparing himself for this exact moment since the day he sent out those invitations. He had never really talked to you, too afraid and nervous to really say anything, so he said nothing. Until now, now was his time to shine.
As he walked down the stairs, he saw you and a few other classmates standing by the small table of food that his mother had graciously prepared.
“Uh, hey, Y/N.” Shawn cleared his throat, watching as you turned around, in the middle of shoving a Cheetos puff in your mouth.
“Hey Shawn,” your voice came out muffled due to the fact that you had covered your mouth, to not be rude. “Happy birthday, congrats on no longer being nine.”
Shawn laughed at this, even though it wasn’t a joke.
“Thanks, well, I hope you enjoy the party.” And then he ran off to his friends, leaving you in the dust.
That was literally all he said to you at the party, and for the past eight years, he’s still been trying to say more to you than just a thirty second conversation.
“You know why he’s not doing it.” Matt spoke, as if the answer was the easiest thing in the world.
Ian and Brian glanced between Matt and Shawn, who looked absolutely red and uncomfortable.
Matt knew the exact reason that Shawn didn’t want to do the ‘Oh My Dollar Valentine.’
“Please enlighten us then, jackass.” Brian rolled his eyes and Shawn slammed his forehead into his locker, wanting the embarrassment to end.
“It’s because he’s never gotten Y/N as a result, so he’s kind of given up.”
Shawn squeezes his eyes shut tightly, knowing how stupid that sounds.
“Dude, seriously?” Ian exclaimed, folding his arms across his chest.
Yeah, seriously. Shawn turned around and copied Ian, crossing his arms. It definitely wasn’t Shawn’s fault that you were basically like a magnet to him, he couldn’t help the way he felt about you.
“Just take the dumb quiz, Shawn.”
The paper was shoved back into his chest, and this time, he accepted it.
You had been in the library for the past two hours, trying to catch up on some homework that you had missed from being absent the other day.
Your AP Physics homework screamed at you, telling you to finish it with all of its might; however, your eyes kept glancing over at the bright pink paper that stuck out of the corner of your binder.
‘Oh My Dollar Valentine’ time was probably one of the most fun times at Cressridge High, with people searching for others to take on dates or to hook up with. Whatever it was, it brought a happy aura to the school, and it was awesome.
You had to admit it though, you had never taken the quiz hoping for something serious. It was always just something fun to do, yet you had been asked out a couple of times by classmates. Turning them down nicely each year, you couldn’t help but feel slightly discouraged knowing that you never got the one you hoped for, every time you filled out the paper.
Shawn Mendes.
Everyone knew who Shawn was, and that’s what intimidated you. Sure, you had liked him since you were literally a child, but it didn’t matter when there were so many other girls that threw themselves at him.
“Y/N!” You hear your best friend call your name, and you look up, seeing her walk towards the table you sat at.
“Hey, Maya.” You breathe out, resting your head against the palm of your hand.
“Uh oh,” your best friend’s dark brown eyes bore into yours. “Someone thinking a little too much about who they want their dollar valentine to be?”
She caught you, and that’s why she was so great.
“I want it to be Shawn.” You mumble, turning red just thinking about it.
“But, it might not be Shawn.” Maya points out, “come on, Y/N. This is just for fun, okay?”
You nod, knowing she was right, like she always is.
Yet, you couldn’t stop thinking about the first time you ever laid eyes on that beautiful boy.
“Maya, who’s that?” You ask, pointing at the pale boy with dark brown hair.
“Oh, that’s Shawn. He’s really cool, he can sing really well.”
“No kidding.” You say, completely enthralled in the idea of just talking to his beautiful face. “He’s cute.”
“Don’t even think about it.” Maya laughed, moving her braid to the side of her head.
“Relax, we’re nine, we’re not going to date each other.”
Oh, but did you really want to.
“I’m going to go talk to him.”
“Really, Y/N?” Maya asks, almost as if you told her you were going to steal something from a store.
“Yep.” And you walk away, towards the boy standing at the other end of the classroom.
“Um, excuse me?” You ask, trying not to be rude for cutting off his conversation with another boy.
The second Shawn turned around, his dark eyes widened, taking in your presence.
“Hi, I just wanted to say that I’m Y/N.”
“Um, I’m - uh, I’m Shawn.” Shawn’s cheeks turned a bright red, noticing how he thought you were really pretty.
“Cool, well, I’m going to go back to my friend now.” You said, in the most awkward tone and way, ever.
“Okay, see ya.” Shawn responded, just as awkwardly.
You made your way back to Maya, completely in disbelief of what just happened.
“So? What happened?” Maya pressed for details.
“I think I’m in love.”
You pulled the paper out, Maya eyeing you suspiciously.
“Fuck it, it’s just a fun little quiz.”
“Yeah! That’s the spirit!”
And then, you two filled out your surveys, hoping only for the best.
The second they were done, you grabbed your things and headed to the office, wanting to get your results desperately.
The same thing happened whenever you dropped your answers in the box; your palms grew sweaty, your heartbeat sped up and you start anxiously shifting from one foot to the other.
Usually, they would get you your results fairly quickly, as they had a machine as of recently to do the match-ups.
Maya got hers back first, and instead of waiting in agony, you took a peek at her list.
They would give you three names, number one being the one who chose answers closest to yours, number two the second most, and number three the third most. That’s how it had been every year, and you knew it to be no different. On the contrary though, the second you received yours, it felt different.
When you opened it up, it only had one name on it.
The one you had been waiting for.
“Holy shit, Shawn, you did it!” Brian exclaims, looking at his results for him.
Shawn looked up at his best friend, completely confused.
“I did what?”
“You got the one you’ve been waiting for.”
Shawn immediately stood up and snatched the paper from Brian’s hands, needing to see for himself.
There it was, the only name he had been waiting for.
Y/F/N Y/L/N
He was not going to be missing this opportunity, that’s for sure.
Friday rolled around, Valentine’s Day. The day where you were supposed to take out any of the names you got on your paper. However, Shawn only got one name, and he was determined to get the date that he had longed for, for so long.
He spotted you, crossing the campus to the student parking lot, as the bell rang to signal the end of the day.
Shawn had spent the past two days practically vomiting from just the thought of asking you out, afraid you would absolutely say no. Yeah, that fear was mostly induced due to the fact that he had heard that every guy who had asked you out for the dollar valentine, got rejected. He absolutely loved that! Shaking his head, he knew he had practiced in the mirror in his room for too long to just not do it.
I mean, shit, he went out and bought flowers that he remembered as your favorites, seeing you mention them in the “10 favorite things” posters everyone did in grade four. Not to mention, he had planned out a fantastic night and bought you chocolates. For you to say no, well, that would break his heart probably.
He watched as you opened your car door, throwing your backpack in the passenger seat.
All you wanted to do was go home and eat ice cream, this had been the first year that no one had asked you out as their dollar valentine.
You weren’t upset by that, you were upset by the fact that you got a singular name, who probably didn’t even get you back. Yeah, that stings a little.
Resting your head against your steering wheel, you took a deep breath, telling yourself that it was just some stupid quiz. Plus, it was the last time you had to deal with it, being a senior.
A soft knock startled you as you looked to your window.
There was the angel himself, in the flesh, Shawn.
He waved nervously, staying silent as you got out of your car, thinking it would be rude to just talk to him with the window down.
“Hey, Shawn.” You smile, feeling a weight lift off your chest, but your heart start beating faster.
“Hey, Y/N.” He flashes those straight pearly-whites in your face. “Um, I don’t really know how this is going to go, but on my way over here I decided to say screw it and just go for it because-”
“Shawn, are you okay?” You ask, cutting off his short ramble.
“Uh, yeah.” He shook his head as if to shake his thoughts around. “I just wanted to ask you, if you would like to be my dollar valentine?”
Your heart dropped as those words exited his mouth, and he pulled out a bouquet of flowers from behind his back. Not just any flowers, though, your favorites since the fourth grade. Graciously, you take the flowers from him, giving them a small sniff, noticing how he reached into his backpack to take out a heart-shaped box filled with chocolates.
“So...?” Shawn anxiously asked, clenching his fists to distract from his heart pounding against his rib cage.
A smile lit up your face, “I would love to.”
And just like that, Shawn no longer had any worries.
“Awesome, then I’ll pick you up at seven, okay? Same house?” He sounded so relieved and that made your heart flutter.
You nod and he smiles, bidding you a goodbye; his friends all stood by his car, high-fiving him with huge smiles.
You chuckle lightly and get back into your car, now looking forward to something tonight.
As six forty-five rolled around, you sat by your front door, antsy to get this date started.
“Oh, honey, you look absolutely beautiful.” Your mother exclaimed, smiling at you as she came into your eye sight.
You chose to wear a dark red off the shoulder dress, pairing it with some black heeled boots and a white coat - provided by your wonderful mom.
Smiling, you thank her and stand up, trying to fix the little you could as headlights shine through the side windows at your front door.
Your heart jumped, too excited to even process.
“Is he here?” Your dad asked, walking into the hallway where you stood.
“Yes, he’s here.”
A knock sounded and right away, you opened it to reveal what you had been waiting for, for quite some time now.
Shawn stood there in a floral button up and leather jacket, staying classy yet casual.
You had managed to do the same.
Shawn’s eyes widened at the sight of you, dreaming about this moment for so long.
“Hi, Y/N.” Shawn breathed, shaken to the core.
“Hi, Shawn.” You smile.
“So, you’re the boy taking my daughter out?” You dad asked, crossing his arms, earning a look from you.
“Uh, yes, sir.” Shawn gulped.
“Take care of her, if she comes home hurt, I will personally rip out your-”
“Okay, we’re going, bye!” You yell over him, grabbing Shawn’s hand and disappearing out the front door.
“Be safe! Have fun!” Your mom yelled as you two got into the car, beyond ready to start this night.
The first place he took you to, was obviously dinner. He took you to a beautiful restaurant and requested a table outside, beside the trees and twinkling fairy lights.
You two didn’t say much at the beginning, but you didn’t have to. There was something about you being together, that created a comfortable silence.
“Thank you, for saying yes.” Shawn says suddenly, unexpectedly. “As weird as it may sound, you were the only name on my list.”
His eyes sparkle underneath the shining lights, and it’s practically impossible for you to not smile.
Leaning forward, you lower your voice. “You were the only name on my list, too.”
“Really?” He asks, curiously.
You nod, taking a sip of your water.
Shawn sits back in his seat, admiring you beautiful you look under the soft glowing lights.
“You want to get out of here?” Shawn asks, completely serious.
“Yes.” You answer, a huge smile spreading across your face.
Shawn stands, slamming a hundred on the table and reaches for your hand, almost naturally.
He’s pulling you out of the restaurant, and soon you’re both bounding down the crowded streets, laughing in awe.
Somehow this is all you had ever dreamed of, running somewhere - anywhere with Shawn, not caring about anything else going on in the whole world.
You ended up in a park, with a giant rotunda in the middle, old fashioned street lights placed around the entire perimeter.
Shawn held out his hand for you, smiling.
“My lady, will you join me in this dance?”
“I remember you specifically rejecting me when I asked if you wanted to dance with me a couple years ago.”
“Shawn, come on , please?” You begged him, having no one to dance with.
“No, Y/N, I don’t dance.”
“Ugh, fine, you’re no fun.”
“I’m willing to take a chance.”
Your hands practically melt together, as he leads you up the steps of the rotunda.
He lightly twirls you, bringing you back to him as your chests softly come to touch. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you find yourself getting lost in just being, with him.
Shawn starts humming softly, but then begins to sing a few lyrics from Ed Sheeran’s Thinking Out Loud.
You never really heard Shawn sing a full song, until now, but it was true what everyone said. He really is an angel when it comes to singing.
As soon as he finished singing softly, you pull back, just to admire him. He was truly an incredible human being, and you knew exactly why you had liked him for years.
“Can I tell you a secret?” Shawn asks, quietly and unsure.
“Of course.” You answer, using the same tone.
He licks his lips, looking past you, before directly into your eyes.
“I’ve had a crush on you since I was ten.”
You stay quiet after his confession, and he bursts out laughing.
You squint, confused.
“Forget I just told you that.”
“What? Why?” You ask, smiling.
“It’s just stupid.” He answers, averting his eyes from your gaze.
“It’s not stupid,” you answer weakly. “Because I have too.”
Shawn looks at you, regarding your confession.
“You’re just saying that.” He fires back.
“But, I’m not.” You answer, truthfully. “I really like you, Shawn. And I was honestly wishing you felt the same way.”
Shawn doesn’t say anything in response.
Feeling vulnerable and stupid after admitting that, you let your arms drop from Shawn’s shoulders.
“Y/N,” Shawn says as you begin to walk away from him.
He grabs you by the elbow and pulls you back into his personal space.
“You have no idea how damn long I’ve been waiting for those words to leave your mouth.”
He places his mouth against yours gently, and just like that, he was yours.
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I LOVED WRITING THIS HAHAHAHAHAH
requests are open!
#shawn mendes#shawn mendes imagines#shawn mendes imagine#shawn fanfic#shawn#mendes#shawn mendes fanfic#shawn mendes fanfiction#shawn fanfiction
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questions tag ~
tagged by @king-jaehwan @kimjaehwanswife @bae-jy @kimsjaehwan @minsbugi ❣️❣️❣️
omg some of these questions are veryyyy revealing 👀
THE LAST
drink: water lols (or you mean alcohol? bc that would be somaek which totally wrecked me)
phone call: a guy 😏
text message: “HAHHAHA” bc a friend sent some medical photos to gross the boys out
song you listened to: Always bc ot20 forever 😢
time you cried: yesterday when I found out Wanna One were coming to kcon aus
HAVE YOU EVER
dated someone twice: nope
kissed someone and regretted it: nope haven’t kissed anyone
been cheated on: don’t think so?
lost someone special: not like passed away lost ; but don’t contact some used-to-be close friends anymore
been depressed: no ?
gotten drunk and thrown up: yes.. just last friday rip and it wouldn’t be the first
3 FAVORITE COLORS
coral
purple
pink
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU
made new friends: YUP! ^_^ and I LOVE YOU ALL ❣️
fallen out of love: no
laughed until you cried: OMG YES like all the time
found out someone was talking about you: i don’t remember if it was the last year but yes i have
met someone who changed you: jaehwan - he made me a jaethot
found out who your friends are: yes i have and it hurts to think some aren’t your friends anymore bc of something so stupid and petty
kissed someone on your Facebook list: no
GENERAL
how many Facebook friends do you know in real life: like 99% of them
do you have any pets: not at the moment
do you want to change your name: i used to bc it doesn’t sound pretty enough but now i’m like meh :/
what did you do for your last birthday: party at my house
what time did you wake up: 7:00am for uni rip
what were you doing at midnight last night: I was sleeping lols
name something you can’t wait for: kcon aus
when was the last time you saw your mom: like 1 hour ago when we we’re having dinner
what are you listening to right now: star by boyfriend!!! Y’ALL gotta listen to the song and give them some appreciation!!
have you ever talked to a person named tom: no
something that is getting on your nerves: people who don’t appreciate the things you do for them
most visited website: tumblr, facebook, twitter, youtube
hair color: dark brown/black
long or short hair: short-ish? it’s shoulder length
do you have a crush on someone: irl no ; in my fantasies yes
what do you like about yourself: i’m more out spoken than before ?
blood type: O
nickname: debs, dabbie
relationship status: single but wait until i meet jaehwan
zodiac: scorpio
pronouns: she/her
favorite tv show: none
tattoos: none but want one but mum says no so no 😢
right or left handed: right
surgery: i have to mend my own heart every time i see jaehwan
sport: not at the moment, used to be a gymnast
vacation: yeah if you count working 6 days per week for an entire month
pair of shoes: pink stans
MORE GENERAL
eating: i ate pho for dinner?
drinking: water
I’m about to: continue answering these questions and post more updates
waiting for: someone to reply to my text 🙊
want: motivation
get married: some day probably or not bc i’ll be single for life
career: nurse
WHICH IS BETTER
hugs or kisses: hugs defs!
lips or eyes: eyes
shorter or taller: taller
older or younger: older but jaehwan is younger than me so...
nice arms or nice stomach: stomach
hook up or relationship: relationship (the idea of hook ups scare me)
troublemaker or hesitant: want hesitant but always going for the troublemakers
HAVE YOU EVER
kissed a stranger: no
drank hard liquor: yes
lost glasses/contact lenses: nope, don’t wear them
turned someone down: yes and i feel bad for doing it now rip
sex on the first date: no
broken someone’s heart: yes ? but idek if he liked me anyways when we broke up
had your heart broken: no
been arrested: no
cried when someone died: no
fallen for a friend: no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
yourself: not often enough
miracles: maybe ?
love at first sight: yes bc i’m a romantic and it’ll happen when i meet jaehwan
santa clause: meh
kiss on the first date: maybe? (but i haven’t even kissed anyone yet so idk askjfhdsf)
angels: yes, jaethots, danik & jonghyun
eye color: dark brown
favorite movie: don’t have one
tagging @dearlydaehwi (have you done??? idk if you have)
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Tagged by @jeonghhan thank you so much viv for tagging me~ I feel like I havent heard from you in a hot minute~
tagging: @s-lay-ing @yoonjeonghannie @boosonseok @goldengudetama @cheonsajeonghan1004 @cheolshu @yooncheoly @aceshua @blondshua @kristian-do and anyone else who wants to do it! (I tried to pick some new names)
rules: answer these 92 statements and tag 10 people! if there are questions that are too personal or you don’t want to answer, skip them or make a new one :^)
THE LAST (1-5):
drink: Water (joshuas influence)
phone call: my mom
text: my classmate
song you listened to: Hola Hola by kard
time you cried: beginning of the sem lol
HAVE YOU (6-11):
dated someone twice: nopeeee I refuse
kissed someone and regretted it: probably
been cheated on: yeah
lost someone special: yup
been depressed: I don’t think so
gotten drunk and thrown up: LMAO sadly yes
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS (12-14):
soft green
pastel pink
white
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU (15-21):
made new friends: yup!
fallen out of love: sigh~ sadly (but I’m still with him, we’re more or less just waiting for graduation I guess)
laughed until you cried: seriously did that today!
found out someone was talking about you: yeah but I don’t really care like everyone talks
met someone who changed you: yes~
found out who your friends are: uhm I think so
kissed someone on your facebook list: I’m friends with all my exes on fb so yeah?
GENERAL (22-34):
how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them (I have over 200 friend requests bc I don’t add someone unless I know them and I feel bad rejecting people)
do you have any pets: I have an grumpy old lady dog named cupcake
do you want to change your name: not really, I’ve never met another Daphne
what did you do for your last birthday: I don’t remember and it was only last month LOL
what time did you wake up: I think 5:30?
what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping or watching futurama
name something you can’t wait for: getting my nursing license
when was the last time you saw your mom: she came to visit me in the philippines recently and left on friday :’(
what’s one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I could go back in time and work harder on my requirements so that this year would be less stressful
what are you listening to right now: my ac
have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah my neighbor in Minneosta lol
most visited website: tumblr or youtube probably
LOST QUESTIONS (35-64):
moles: I have one under the inner corner and one on the outer corner of my left eye, also one on my wrist
marks: one on my lower back from when my friend scared me in a hotel room, and a few acne scars I’ve been working on getting rid of
childhood dream: marine biologist
hair color: brown to a slightly lighter brown ombre
long hair or short: I want long hair but currently have short hair
do you have a crush on someone: ughhhhhhhhh.....
what do you like about yourself: I’m super hard working and I always make time to help my friends in school as well
piercings: just my ears and I never wear them bc my school is strict af (we can only wear pearl or diamond earrings)
blood type: no clue but probably 0 bc most of my family is
nickname: daph/dash/daphpack/daisy
relationship status: in a relationship
zodiac: gemini/cancer cusp
pronouns: she/her
favorite tv show: I have so many though.... probably steven universe, the cosmos, honestly I love educational shit and also aliens so... come at me with ancient aliens and documentaries
tattoos: none but I wish
right or left hand: left handed :3
surgery: none but I should REALLY get my wisdom teeth taken out
hair dyed in a different color: I have had my hair colored pretty much everything under the sun...I’ve been working on getting it healthy again for like 3 or 4 years now, my favorite was my red hair though
sport: uhhh....
vacation: whats a vacation, I only know the nursing life nursing pa more
pair of trainers: like 3 I think?
MORE GENERAL (57-73):
eating: beef jerky, waiting for my friends to get out of class so we can get dinner
drinking: water (sup joshie)
i’m about to: work on worksheets and study
waiting for: THE FREAKING WEEKEND SO I CAN FINALLY SLEEP
want: pho
get married: eventually (but marriage means kids and I’m not about that yet)
career: haven’t decided on a specialty but probably derma or pedia nurse
WHICH IS BETTER (65-73):
hugs or kisses: give me all the love I will not reject it~
lips or eyes: both are cute
shorter or taller: I’m so short that everyone is tall to me...
older or younger: dunnnn matter I make friends with everyone (my closest guy friend is 18 and im 23, my oldest friend is 30 sooo)
nice arms or nice stomach: how does one have bad arms???like???theyre arms...
sensitive or loud: a mix of both is good, depends on the situation
hook up or relationship: I have been in constant long term relationships since the age of 14.... like all of them have lasted at least a year, I want to know what a hookup feels like at least once lol but yes I pick relationships
troublemaker or hesitant: a mix is good for this too, as long as the trouble doesn’t harm anyone
HAVE YOU EVER (74-83):
kissed a stranger: hellllll no
drank hard liquor: yes and I am emotionally scarred
lost glasses/contact lenses: 20-20 vision
turned someone down: LOLyes but majority of the time I think the guy is kidding
sex in the first date: uhmmm pass
broken someone’s heart: yes and its weird
had your heart broken: yeah
been arrested: lol once but it was minor
cried when someone died: in private, I suck at showing emotions
fallen for a friend: sadly yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN (84-89):
yourself: yeah of course
miracles: to an extent
love at first sight: no such thing, only lust at first sight
santa claus: never did? my dad once told me I wasn’t getting presents from santa anymore bc he died of diabetes (I was old enough to know this was a joke)
kiss on the first date: yeah
angels: you mean yoon jeonghan?
OTHER (90-92):
favorite thing to do when you’re bored: nap, read, eat
do you wear socks to sleep: sometimes? like after a long shift I put tons of lotion on my feet and then wear socks
favorite movies: any studio ghibli movie, funny face, tangled, hercules (any disney movie), labyrinth and probably a ton more I’m forgetting
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tagged by @babyfairybaekhyun to post unecessary information about yours truly lmao THANKS BAE
also i answered this last friday and saved it on my drafts so the first part of this doesn’t exactly count anymore ack
THE LAST:
1. Drink: white coffee which I mixed some milo into
2. Phone call: My uber driver asking me where I was
3. Text message: An appointment confirmation from my therapist
4. Song you listened to: Homesick at Space Camp - Fall Out Boy
5. Time you cried: The other night bc I read this stupid VIctuuri oneshot based off of PS I Love You aND THEY FUCKING KILLED OFF VICTOR WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF UDJHSUIJ @randomrissarush
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: I’m not even sure tbh lmao
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah.
8. Been cheated on: No
9. Lost someone special: Yeah.
10. Been depressed: Yes.
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Yeah.
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: Pink, blue, ochre yellow
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yep.
16. Fallen out of love: Wasn’t even in love with anyone in the first place lmao #sadlyf
17. Laughed until you cried: Not sure tbh
18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah. The older you get, the more you realize how inevitable that shit is, lbr.
19. Met someone who changed you: Yeah. Not in a very good way though, no.
20. Found out who your friends are: Already have for a while now. @randomrissarush
56. Pair of trainers: I’m not sure how I’m supposed to answer this?? Like do you mean I own a pair trainers or…? :)))
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: Not at the moment
58. Drinking: Nothing
59. I’m about to: leave the office
61. Waiting for: The Legend of Korra comics coming in October uhfjkdhsfnusj
62. Want: I don’t know I want lots of things and I’m really fucking lonely
63. Get married: if I meet the right person, then yeah
64. Career: I’m a copywriter but I’m planning on taking my masters in clinical psychology
WHICH IS BETTER
65. Hugs or kisses: hugs
66. Lips or eyes: Eyes
67. Shorter or taller: taller
68. Older or younger: Younger (but not too much, like 2-3 years is my cap off lol)
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms (cus I like soft bellies)(would not be opposed to abs tho ngl)
71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive af
72. Hook up or relationship: either
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: No
75. Drank hard liquor: yeah
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No, I’ve never had or needed either
77. Turned someone down: Yeah.
78. Sex in the first date: Nope
79. Broken someone’s heart: Yeah.
80. Had your heart broken: Yeah.
81. Been arrested: No
82. Cried when someone died: Yes
83. Fallen for a friend: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: Learning to (struggling to. rather)
85. Miracles: Yeah
86. Love at first sight: Maybe. It doesn’t happen to everyone but I do think it’s possible
87. Santa Claus: …no?
88. Kiss in the first date: Depends. I’m leaning towards a no rn though
89. Angels: ehhh sometimes
90. Current best friends name: CURRENT??? @randomrissarush THIS IS NEVER GOING TO CHANGE, EXCUSE ME. Also Bea, Jara, E.Y. and Apoline @heart-peen
91. Eyecolor: Dark brown
92. Favorite movie: Big Fish
gonna tag @randomrissarush @impalakatara @savingprimrose @muse-of-chaos@littledevil26 @writeme123@pettypingpongpaddle @p-t-f-s @lekoppafandoms @beifongheiress @lithafox@paper-jamz
enjoy!
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get to know me tag !!
RULES: ANSWER THESE 92 (THERE’S 88 BUT) STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE.
i was tagged by @jaeminsanae
jaeminsanae: ilysm marry me please???
me: why marry me i’m lame af :^) also i think there’s a law against underage and overage people marrying, but i can be like a mom... or older sister! i’ve already got @mochamark as my kid.
i tag my homies @stormae (love of my life), @nctreacting (the best flo, the only flo who matters), @yourjaehyun (we haven’t talked in so long !!), @fruitlatte (honey ily2), @mochamark (HONEY I LOVE YOU!), @teeyongs, @caliboyjaeffrey, @koreankollection (both admins), @hiyuta, and @suhsexual.
THE LAST:
1. DRINK: water (woah how exciting !)
2. PHONE CALL: my mom
3. TEXT MESSAGE: (lmao it’s so boring) “mhmm”
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Breakaway by George Ezra
5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: today while watching Class lmao.
HAVE YOU:
6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: no.
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: no.
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: no.
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yeah, in both death and reality.
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: i don’t think so.
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: nah, man. throwing up is for losers.
TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS
12. soft blue
13. pastel pink
14. emerald green
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yeah! since i started my job in october i’ve made a lot of friends irl and also on this blog as well. :^)
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: mm, no!
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: yeah, ahaha we went to iHop after going to an anime convention and our friend, tiyah, just... cracked us up the whole time. her humor is very random so you never knew what would happen next.
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: all it ever is, is gossip at work. this one lady thought i was someone else and told the cashiers not to talk to me. but now she loves me and i love her.
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: uhhhhhh???
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: since i graduated last year you can really see who sticks around and who doesn’t.
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: no.
GENERAL
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: 70, so all of them.
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: i have two puppers named sunny day and penny lane, an axolotl named maisie, a giant fish tank full of fish plus my brothers beta, we used to have a chameleon named jerry seinfeld but he passed as well as a bearded dragon named drago that my dad had to give away because he was hard to care for. and then two other dogs maggie and zoe who passed a few years ago.
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: i’ve struggled with liking my name over the years, but no i wouldn’t. if i had to, i’d probably go with elliot.
25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: i went out of town with my best friend. we went to a fancy restaurant and walked around a mall before going back to my house watching VIXX videos until it was dinner and we had vermicelli from a vietnamese restaurant and then cookie cake.
26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 9:30 AM
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: sleeping, yesterday was a hard day so i went straight to sleep.
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: this friday i’m going downtown for a concert!
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: last night before i went to bed.
30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: how terribly i hate change.
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: my fan (ok now that i realize the silence VIXX)
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: no, but i know of tom holland.
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: a lot of things do but,,, uhhh my brain is drawing a blank at what they are.
LOST QUESTIONS
34. MOLE(S): i have one on my neck i think?? it looks more like a freckle but it’s raised.
35. MARK(S): i have a strawberry patch birthmark on my right forearm. i always get asked if it’s a scab or marker...
36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: uhm, teacher i think?
37. HAIR COLOR: dark brown hair, but i want to strip the color and go blonde tbh (bc i bleached it a few weeks back...)
38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short-ish, it reaches my shoulders... i need a haircut man.
39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: uh @stormae tbh (but like, platonically?? a platonic wife, can you have that?) ;^)
40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: my sarcasm, writing, my full lips and uh, my hair (sometimes).
41. PIERCINGS: nose piercing and double ear piercings.
42. BLOODTYPE: A+ (so if you guys ever find me bleeding out, you know my blood)
43. NICKNAME(S): ash, ash ketchum, ashbae, and a lot of other ones regarding my last name.
44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single and redy to die.
45. ZODIAC: taurus !
46. PRONOUNS: she/her
47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: orphan black and steven universe
48. TATTOOS: i have one on my left arm that i got a week ago of an astronaut in space with the lyrics “don’t you be afraid if you start floating away” ! another to come to match.
49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right
50. SURGERY: i’ve only really had oral surgery so, two root canals, four extractions and another root canal to come (´;︵;`)
51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: i used to dye my hair all the time. aquamarine, pink, slightly red, blonde, purple, and green.
52. SPORT: uhhh, does sleeping count?
53. VACATION: i’m going downtown this friday?? and then... not much else.
54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: i have some Nike’s.
MORE GENERAL
55. EATING: i’m gonna eat domino’s soon.
56. DRINKING: my saliva
57. I’M ABOUT TO: lay down in my bed and scroll through tumblr. hopefully motivation to write comes back soon.
58. WAITING FOR: my motivation.
59. WANT: to hang out with my best friend and drink boba tea.
60. GET MARRIED: do you need to? i can officiate! legally too.
61. CAREER: god who fucking knows. atm i want to be a published author lmao!!
62. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs.
63. LIPS OR EYES: eyes.
64. SHORTER OR TALLER: same height or taller.
65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: honestly, i prefer the same age but older ig.
66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms !!
67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: depends, bc both can be troublesome.
68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship.
69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: depends too, bc hesitant can be annoying and troublemaker doesn’t always mean lawfully !
HAVE YOUR EVER:
70. KISSED A STRANGER: no.
71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: yah.
72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: lmao all the time !!
73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: actually did today :^)))))))
74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: oh, woah woah. that’s no, no, boy. no, no, no.
75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: i don’t think so.
76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: probably.
77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah bro.
78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yeah, although i hate showing my tears.
79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: how’d ya know ???
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
80. YOURSELF: meh
81. MIRACLES: ig
82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: ahahahahahah no.
83. SANTA CLAUS: nah bro
84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: idk man, you do you as long as the other person is cool with it.
85. ANGELS: i don’t know, religiously im really confused.
86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): burg, nest and drake.
OTHER
87. EYECOLOR: hazel.
88. FAVORITE MOVIE: moulin rouge and this thailand movie i can never remember the name of...
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Who is your favorite person in the world?
my dad!
Describe one of the best days of your life.
it was friday after school. the dance would start at 6:30pm, and asb was working hard to put the final touches on the posters and decorations. kelsie, katie, joie, and pluto helped me put up the soundboard poster i was in charge of. it looked really nice. pluto, alondra, joie, and i then worked on the front entrance poster. it was orange. i chose to use sparkly teal paint for the lettering. they helped me pour paint. i caught a glimpse of pluto as he was getting paint and i think i just saw an angel. he looked really beautiful. when we were painting, alondra was teasing me asking who me i liked. after a moment’s hesitation when pluto was talking to someone, i told her. her face lit up. i think pluto thought it was cute. then joie, kelsie, pluto, and i worked on papering the tables for the food area. his forearms were really nice. i stared. a lot. then gillian told me to start blowing up balloons. i went with pluto, justin, and david to do that. i handed pluto the balloons and he put the mouth of the balloon on the nozzle of the inflator thingamabob. our hands touched a lot. then i went with kelsie to starbucks bc we really needed the caffeine boost. i was super tired after staying up late doing walden journals. i had a huge headache, too. i got a strawberry acai. we talked about farts on the way back and trailed behind a group of 9th graders. when we returned, a ton of people took a sip of our drinks. we didn’t mind.
after washing some vegetables and stuff, we changed. i wore a black shirt and huge floral skirt with snakes on it. i felt like a princess. i stayed in the entrance of the school with matthew for half an hour to collect money, greet people, and give each person two glowstick bracelets. then i left to go to the food area and secretly look for pluto. he wasn’t there. kelsie later told me he was waiting for me past the entrance. i think we spent about an hour of the dance trying to find each other. eventually, ankita (one of my wing women) and riley (i guess he’s my wing man) looked for pluto and brought him to me. we served people in the food area together. it was really fun. then catie pulled me away and i hung out with her and hana. they’re by far my favorite 7th graders. they told me stories and asked me how my date was going. afterwards, i sold pulsera bracelets with pluto. then we resumed our jobs at the food area. he apologized for not getting me flowers after he saw so many guys give flowers to their dates. i didn’t even think about it until he mentioned it. i said it’s totally fine and that him being my date was already enough :) he laughed.
finally, the dance was coming to an end. a group of sophomores went to ihop, but pluto couldn’t make it. i talked to kelsie and mikayla the way there. ihop was fun. we talked about our crushes. then my dad picked me up at 11 something pm and i had the biggest smile on my face. megan even told me that pluto looked quite nervous at the dance, for reasons which he would not tell.
i never could have anticipated any of this. first, i would never expect to like pluto. i used to think he was awkward and odd. but i started liking him. and somehow he liked me back. and through a series of strange events, we were each others dates to the dance. i never thought i would find something like this ever, let alone during my last year at fwpa. i will never forget this night. it was beyond magical.
What’s one of your fondest childhood memories?
it was fourth of july. i think i was in fourth grade at the time. each year my parents and i go to my american grandma’s place for a fourth of july barbecue. my mom was working that day, so it was just my dad and i. this year, the barbecue would be at my grandma’s sister’s daughter’s house. i always love hanging out with my american grandma’s family because they are all so warm and welcoming. i remember hanging out with a redheaded girl named mary who was a lot older than me. she and i made churned icecream, played badminton, and worked a puzzle. now she’s at gonzaga. unfortunately, my family doesn’t celebrate fourth of july anymore ever since my grandma moved out of her house with the large backyard. but i will always have those memories.
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was tagged by @jjkboo,, thank you for tagging me~
1. drink: vanilla coke
2. phone call: my friend (like, months ago)
3. text message: my homo (the other night about cockroaches lmao)
4. song you listened to: hits by totemo (thank u gguk)
5. time you cried: last night (friday)
HAVE YOU:
6. dated someone twice: nope
7. kissed someone and regretted it: no
8. been cheated on: no
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: yes
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: pink, beige/brown, & black (most certainly not together bc ew)
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yes (on the internet)
16. fallen out of love: no
17. laughed until you cried: yes, heaps of times
18. found out someone was talking about you: no
19. met someone who changed you: no
20. found out who your friends are: yes
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no (don’t have fb)
GENERAL:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i’m too slack for facebook
23. do you have any pets: yes, a dog
24. do you want to change your name: i don’t really like my name but i wouldn’t change it
25. what did you do for your last birthday: ate sushi & then went to my nans’ for an hour (wanted to go to the goldcoast tho :’((()
26. what time did you wake up: 10:30am but i had a ‘nap’ like an hour later & woke up 4pm (im sick okay)
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: catching up on vlive videos & finding new songs
28. name something you can’t wait for: until i get more plants for my room
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: literally looking at her rn (she’s across from me in the kitchen)
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: become more social ??? (im super shy irl)
31. what are you listening right now: hyung by dumbfoundead (1+1=0 by suran & dean now)
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no tf
33. something that is getting on your nerves: netflix *cough* assholes *cough*
34. most visited website: tumblr, twitter, & anime lab
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME
35. mole/s: i counted like 70 all over my body, but the cutest ones are just below my cheekbone, on my shin just below my knee, & on the back of my hand
36. mark/s: i only have one scar under my eye (someone threw a stick & i was the one who was hit, it was not fun)
37. childhood dream: to draw on as many walls as possible ????? idk
38. haircolor: dark brown
39. long or short hair: it’s just at my collarbones (it literally sits on my collarbones bc they jut out - it gets really itchy) im cutting it to just above my shoulders next week tho (hopefully)
40. do you have a crush on someone: yeS, myself (& namjoon/jeongguk)
41. what do you like about yourself: my ears are cute as hell ?
42. piercings: firsts & seconds on both ears, helix on my left (waiting for that double tho), & a nose piercing
43. bloodtype: o
44. nickname: tj, ty, no homo, rodger, namjin’s child, tyshook, & tilly
45. relationship status: relationship w my bed bc people aren’t loyal
46. zodiac: scorpio
47. pronouns: she/her
48. favorite tv show: anime ?? cause then one punch man (it’s legendary i can’t)
49. tattoos: none (i don’t turn 18 until november, i’ll get one then)
50. right or left hand: right hand
51. surgery: never had surgery
52. hair dyed in different color: ive only died it twice (the same colour) to a darker brown (everyone thought it was black & i had to keep saying “nO, IT’s cHOcoLaTE BrOWn)
53. sport: uh, im not a sporty person, but i was good at netball & touch footy
55. vacation: i don’t like travelling but kyoto in japan is pretty
56. pair of trainers: i have leather puma creepers (my bbYs) & hoping to get white nike airs or red velvet puma creepers
MORE GENERAL:
57. eating: i had chips & 4 crumbed prawns for dinner (i regret it)
58. drinking: vanilla coke
59. i’m about to: um, go on tumblr some more ?? draw ?? stay up all night ?? i dunno, it’s 11pm, i can’t do much
61. waiting for: fucks to give (idk)
62. want: sleep
63. get married: to myself
64. career: artist ? work at a nursery (plants) ?
WHICH IS BETTER
65. hugs or kisses: hugs (i like cuddles)
66. lips or eyes: both
67. shorter or taller: idk, taller ??
68. older or younger: older
70. nice arms or nice stomach: both
71. sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. hook up or relationship: relationship
73. troublemaker or hest: both ?
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. kissed a stranger: no
75. drank hard liquor: yes
76. lost glasses/contact lenses: no (they literally just sit on my desk collecting dust oops)
77. turned someone down: plenty of times
78. sex in the first date: no
79. broken someone’s heart: yes (it was an accident)
80. had your heart broken: plenty of times
81. been arrested: no (i stay indoors all day)
82. cried when someone died: yes
83. fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. yourself: yes ?
85. miracles: yes
86. love at first sight: yes & no
87. santa clause: no
88. kiss in the first date: no
89. angels: yes
OTHER:
90. current best friends name: ruby (my boo)
91. eyecolor: green (is sometimes hazel)
92. favorite movie: howls moving castle (bc dad likes it) or silent voice, or maybe collateral beauty,,,….. or your name (but then my neighbour totoro & coraline ???) i have too many faves…,,
im tagging all my mutuals~
@chanyeohoehoehoe, you must do this or i’ll fly kick you
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rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!
tagged by: @hsinlvegas who has gotten me addicted to pinterest aesthetic boards and i’m mad at her for it but she’s still p rad.
tagging: whoever wants to do it lmao idk it’s 2:30am here idek whats up or down rn i should probably be asleep but also like.... no.
LAST…
[1] drink: water (i’m so exciting /sarcasm)
[2] phone call: my mom called me while she was driving home from work
[3] text message: “oh my god no. not the kidz bop. pls no” - to my sister
[4] song you listened to: reaching by audiomachine (which is so good pls go listen to it)
[5] time you cried: last night thinking about steve irwin and how i owe him my entire life and career bc in 2 weeks i’m starting my first official zookeeping job and he was a huge inspiration for me as a kid
-REST UNDER THE CUT-
HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: no
[7] been cheated on: no
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: no
[9] lost someone special: yes
[10] been depressed: ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜) all the fuckin time my dudes
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no but i’ve gotten so anxious i’ve thrown up??
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
[12] teal
[13] pale yellow
[14] silver
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: yes!
[16] fallen out of love: no
[17] laughed until you cried: yes
[18] found out someone was talking about you: yeah i mean i’m sure there are like three people who bitch about me all the time lmao
[19] met someone who changed you: yes~ (in a good way)
[20] found out who your true friends are: (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧ -bitter fucking laughter-
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: ye - my wonderful girlfriend~
GENERAL…
[22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: i mean, i’ve met a lot of them after becoming friends on tumblr, but then i have some old high school friends and some internship friends on here, too.... so like 10 or so? probably a few more than that.
[23] do you have any pets: my asshole cat, robin: the cat wonder, lives with me in my apartment. at home i have a beagle/terrier mutt named copper and a gray tabby named dusty. i’m hoping to maybe get a ball python this summer but i’m not sure yet!
[24] do you want to change your name: yeah, i’ve considered it b/c trans but i’m not entirely sure what i want yet....
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: wielded a chainsaw, ate shitty walmart cake and watched step brothers with some classmates in a remote cabin in southern illinois? not my first choice but not terrible, all things considered. didn’t lose any limbs that day so i can’t complain.
[26] what time did you wake up: robin woke me up at like, 5:30am to get fed, but then i went back to sleep again until 7:30, text billy to have a good day at work, and then i went back to sleep again until 9:45 b/c i didn’t have my 9am class today hell yeah
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: uh, pinterest-ing for my character aesthetic boards.... >_>
[28] name something you cannot wait for: graduating college and being the fuck done with schoooooool. also mother fuckin wonDER WOMAN.
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: april 23rd
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: how far away all the ppl i care about are :((((
[31] what are you listening to right now: more audiomachine but i was watching friends in the background earlier
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: ye my old neighbor was named tom he was real nice
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: not in the angry way but in the anxious way- i have to give a presentation on my research project to the college board in like... 6 hours.
[35] elementary: yes?
[36] high school: done
[37] college: sO CLOSE TO DONE I LITERALLY HAVE TWO CLASSES LEFT
[38] hair color: brown.... it used to have a white patch and be fun, but i dyed it for superboy and now i’m battling with myself debating if i should dye it back bc “””professional””” for jobs but that’s so boring i want to look like shiro again :(((
[39] long or short hair: short god please short, regardless of what gender i present, short is so much nicer since my hair is so thiiiiick
[40] do you have a crush on someone: ye my a m a z i n g girlfriend uwu
[41] what do you like about yourself?: noncommittal shrug emoji? i like my eye color i think that’s pretty radical since it’s like a gray-teal color. i guess i’m a pretty good resource for random ass animal facts too
[42] piercings: mmmm i mean, i don’t care for them or about them that much?
[43] blood type: literally no idea which is probably bad
[44] nickname: sunshine, sam, sammy, teddy, timmy, timtam, dad
[45] relationship status: -heart eyes emojis @ billy-
[46] zodiac sign: aries i think? idk all i care is my celtic zodiac is a fox, so
[47] pronouns: he/him
[48] fav tv show: f ri ck en brooklyn 99
[49] tattoos: not yet, but after i get top surgery and no longer run the disk of mutilating or stretching it, i wanna get tim’s robin symbol on my chest
[50] right or left handed: left!
FIRST…
[51] surgery: wisdom teeth were my first surgery, i think?
[52] piercing: got my earlobes pierced when i was like, 12? idk i don’t wear them anymore so they’ve all but closed up
[53] best friend: this girl on the playground in preschool named asya but after her was this girl named natalie that i was friends with from kindergarten all through junior high. she just got married like, a month ago and i feel old
[54] sport: like to actually continue with was soccer - i started at 6 i think
[55] vacation: that i remember? disney world b/c my dad had drill down in florida so my parents dragged my sister and i with bc we didn’t have to pay for the hotel lol
[56] pair of trainers: wut
RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: nothin
[58] drinking: water
[59] i’m about to: sleep maybe, hopefully?
[60] listening to: still audiomachine since they just asked this question like 10 questions ago.....
[61] waiting for: my anxiety to calm tf down so i can go to sleep
[62] want: foooood. i ate dinner really early (5pm) and now it’s 10 hours later so i want food again.
[63] get married: -super noncommittal and also confused, disgruntled noises- ??
[64] career: dream career is a zookeeper, honestly. it’s what i’m doing, i’ve worked really hard to get to the place where i am, and i’m happy with it
WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs
[66] lips or eyes: eyes
[67] shorter or taller: no preference
[68] older or younger: usually i get along better with ppl older than me- all my closest friends are older by 2 years or more except like..... amy
[69] romantic or spontaneous: anxiety and spontaneity don’t mix lmao
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: either or both or neither is fine idrc
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant only bc troublemaker makes me anxious lmao
HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? nope
[75] drank hard liquor? ye i’ve had like. one whole vodka and lemonade in my entire life because i am a raging party animal /sarcasm
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? i lose my contacts in my eyeball sometimes
[77] turned someone down? ye kinda. my ~best friends~ have this bad habit of ~falling in love with me~ and then getting pissed when i don’t return the feeling and treating me like crap :))))
[78] sex on first date? nope
[79] broken someone’s heart? sure maybe idk. not on purpose.
[80] had your own heart broken? no
[81] been arrested? nope
[82] cried when someone died? i’m a monster and have no feelings so no, not really. i usually go into emotional shock and stop processing everything
[83] fallen for a friend: kind of
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? noooope
[85] miracles? listen on friday i catered an event and the idiot who packed it up for us on their shift the day before forgot to put matches in the gathering. and the truck drivers loaded it onto the truck before i could check that everything was there. so we got to the location and couldn’t light the sternos for the hot food but somehow we found a box of matches in the kitchenette we were serving out of so yes i believe in miracles
[86] love at first sight? maybe? idk not really i really don’t understand how anyone could love someone without knowing a bunch about them first
[87] santa claus? billY AND I SAW SANTA ON OUR WAY UP TO C2E2 ON SUNDAY OKAY HIS CAR WAS RED AND SAID “MY OTHER RIDE IS A SLEIGH” AND HIS LICENSE PLATE SAID KRINGLE AND HE HAD A BIG WHITE BEARD IT WAS AMAZING OKAY.
[88] kiss on the first date? maybe for ppl who aren’t like. super anxious about everything all the time
[89] angels? no
OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: marble, emma
[91] eye color: teal-gray, which sounds pretentious and White Person af but like..... that’s the best way to describe them
[92] favorite movie: i don’t knowwww that’s a hard one ;_;
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perfect.
Summary: just a lil one shot based on Perfect by the man Ed himself,from his Divide album. ((plus is still my fav album from him lmao))
pairing: isaac lahey x reader
a/n: i know i said i was gonna try posting more but 2017 hasn't been too good for me and i've been working alot bc yo gurl needs to save for things and yeah life is just hectic af. sorry if it isnt too detailed but i hope this makes up for it and u enjoy this!! feedback is appreciated hehe thenks frands
I found a love for me. Darling, just dive right in and follow my lead
Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet.
Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me.
Cause we were just kids when we fell in love,n
ot knowing what it was.
Isaac never knew that you would be the one that everyone kept talking about. You first knew Isaac from history. You saw him grow. He started out as that shy kid that no one really paid that much attention to. Then suddenly he became this complicated hotstuff,who thought he immediately was superior to others. Before returning back to his old self.
He approached you to help him with his history since you were one of the better students in class. There were the top students,so you had no idea why he picked you to be his tutor.
Countless of study sessions later,it was finally time for the exam. Time to see if all those tutoring sessions was worth it at all.
When he got the test back the next day,he looked for you since you weren't in class. He was so excited to tell you he aced it. He eventually found you in the field,just about to leave.
"y/n!" he called out as he ran over to you.
You turned around and smiled at him. "hello isaac."
"why didn't i see you in class today?"
"i came in late... whats up?" you said eyeing the paper in his hand.
"well,the tutoring paid off! i aced my test!" he grinned. You smiled too. He was just filled with pure happiness and you could tell.
"congratulations Isaac." you smiled as he suddenly pulled you in for a hug and kissed you on the cheek.
"all thanks to you." he said blushing at the fact he kissed your cheek. "uh,also," he spoke as you started to walk away.
"hm?"
"would you like to go out for dinner on maybe friday? as a thank you. and also because i wanna take you out on a date." he asked shyly as he rubbed the back of his neck.
You smiled at how shy he was. "friday sounds great."
"uh is 7 okay?"
"perfect."
And ever since then,you've both been together.
Honestly to you,you thought that it would be those silly high school crushes that'll last about a month or two. But you both just proved each other wrong. You thought you'd bore him eventually but you didn't. Even after he's known about you past,as you with his,he still stuck by you.
It seemed unreal to you,to have someone as caring as Isaac. As for Isaac,it was unreal to him that you love him unconditionally.
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark
with you between my arms,
barefoot on the grass,
listening to our favorite song.
It was your 4th anniversary with Isaac. You thought Isaac didn't have plans tonight and you were perfectly fine with staying in,watching movies,pigging out. Well,your boyfriend thought otherwise. You were in the living room channel surfing when he came back.
“I’m bringing you out tonight.” He said as he shut the door.
“okay.” you smiled up at him.
“don’t need to wear anything too fancy though,its going to be more how do the kids these days say it,chill?” He said coming over to you to give you a kiss.
You laughed. “sure.” So you switched off the tv and went to change into something more presentable. Once you were done,it was Isaac's turn to change as he was making some food. "we're going stargazing?"
"how'd you know?"
"i was gonna say picnic but its like 8pm so what kind of picnic would it be?"
"picnics could be for any time of the day you know."
"but we humans put it in a way that picnics are for the day time."
"but then again time is a man made construct." Isaac replied winking at you.
"that sounds familiar eh?" you laughed you helped him pack the light snacks he made.
"shall we?" Isaac then held out his hand to you. You nodded and off you both headed to his favourite spot.
It was up in the hills somewhere,not too noisy too. It had a nice view of the little houses that stood below. So you and isaac laid out the mat and settled down. You both sat there,eating,talking and eventually star gazing.
"this reminds me of our 1st anniversary." you said,your head in his lap. "when you found out i really wanted to go stargazing."
"ha yeah,i never knew that was your kind of stuff,im glad i did bring you that day. i'll never forget that little glisten in your eyes as you just laid down and watched the stars." He said looking down at you.
"i really love you,you know." you smiled looking at him.
"i know. i love you too." he grinned. And so you both just continued to watch the stars light up the night sky,in silence,soft music playing in the background.
As the current song ended,your song played. Isaac stood up and held out his hand to you. You gave him a look but took stood up with him anyway.
He held you close to him as you both started swaying to the song. It wasn’t even fit for a slow dance but you did anyway,anything to be in his arms. You eventually just pulled away from him to give him a special musical number as he just laughed at you.
When you said you looked a mess,
I whispered underneath my breath, but you heard it,
darling, you look perfect tonight.
"you know," you said halfway before isaac interrupted you.
"no i don't actually." he smiled as he looked down at you.
You just gave him a glare,slowly breaking because you couldn’t help but smile when he smiles. “that i hate you?”
“babe,that can’t be possible! half an hour ago you were just telling me you love me!” he said feigning a hurt face. You laughed at him playing along.
“i wanted to tell you that lately i haven’t felt pretty?”
“baby,-“
This time you interrupted him. “i know its like stupid,its been bothering me this week? i hope this is period feelings because i feel stupid as hell for getting upset over that.” you chuckled. "i look how i feel." you chuckled again,averting your gaze towards the stars.
“you look perfect tonight baby.” he said rather softly. Almost too soft for you to hear. But you did anyway.
“i am so blessed to have you,isaac lahey.”
We are still kids, but we're so in love, fighting against all odds,I know we'll be alright this time,Darling, just hold my hand.
In a relationship,there’s bound to be fights,big ones and small ones. But despite those obstacles in the relationship,at the end of the day you knew it was because you love each other.
Recently you’d say you had a pretty big fight. Well to you at least. You haven’t been in the best of moods this week. With work stuff,all you’ve been lately is stressed. Mostly at yourself.
So when you got home you released all the pent up anger you had against whoever on Isaac. And you immediately felt bad. He didn’t deserve this. You went a whole day not talking to him because you felt bad and he didn’t bring it up either. You were one to keep it to yourself until you felt that its the right time to apologise. Isaac has known you long enough to know that. So one day he picked you up from work. You walked back home to your shared apartment. It was a decent 5 minute walk so you decided this was the best time to apologise.
“I’m sorry for releasing my anger on you. I swear i didn’t mean to and you know me,too scared to apologise immediately. I’ll work on that eventually.” You said as you played with your fingers. It was a nervous habit. “i literally feel like such an asshole.”
Isaac didn’t say anything at first. He just took one of your hands and held it. He then gave it a reassuring squeeze. “You’re perfectly fine,darling.” He smiled as you looked up at him.
“yeah?”
“we’re fine.”
“im really sorry. i can’t-”
“we’re still growing,it takes time to make something a habit,you’ll get there.” he smiled. “we’re going to be alright.”
You really thought this man was too good for you. Even with everything he’s been through.
I have faith in what I see, now I know I have met an angel in person and she looks perfect, I don't deserve this.
Everytime Isaac glanced at you or looked at you,he felt happy. A feeling he hasn't felt in a long time. Often you'd catch him staring at you. He thought to himself that if an angel was a person it would be you. He even told you once. And honestly you didn't feel like one.
Sometime he looks at you,and the way you love him and care for him,he felt like he didn't deserve this. It felt too good to be true for him. He truly didn’t know what he did to deserve someone as amazing as you.
I don't deserve this,you look perfect tonight.
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Tagged by @dragonsfire Again, thanks for tagging me and I’m sorry it took so long.
Rules: You must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
THE LAST
1.Drink: Dr K
2.Phone call: A work friend who picked me up after my drunk ass could not get my car home the night before.
3.Text message: My boyfriend.
4.Song you listened to: Backhug-Snuper
5. Time you cried: Friday night when I got home super drunk and everyone was yelling at me for being annoying at 3am.
6.Dated someone twice: I have a crap memory. Some hs time. Idk.
7. Been Cheated on: Have not to my knowledge.
8.Kissed someone and regretted it: No idea. I’ve been dating the same guy for four years. My memory doesn’t last that long.
9.Lost someone special: My dog shortly before thanksgiving.
10.Been depressed: New Years was the worst.
11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: Friday......I was already drunk when we left work than my friends took me to another bar so in the 40 minutes before closing, had two shots and two drinks on top of already drunk. Not fun when I got home.
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Orange
2. Green
3. Blue
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
15.Made new friends: Yes.
16.Fallen out of love: Nope. Unless you count me falling out of love with Randl/gmm.
17.Laughed until you cried: Yes. @nostrilmoth ate a tomato whole the other week and the juice squirted out of her mouth like a cherub fountain. I could not be calmed down.
18.Found out someone was talking about you: Don’t think so.
19.Met someone who changed you: I don’t think so?
20.Found out who your true friends are: Probably revealed who my true friends aren’t more so cuz I give so few fucks....
21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I’m friends with my bf?
GENERAL…
22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Most, as far as I know.
23.Do you have any pets: A greyhound.
24.Do you want to change your name: I’ve settled into my name. Maybe my last name to get away from paternal last name.
25.What did you do for your last birthday: Haven’t the foggiest.
26.What time did you wake up: Noonish.
27.What were you doing at midnight last night: As in two hours ago? Watching Hit the Stage.
28.Name something you cannot wait for: [Side note: I’m so jealous that you’re going to the Monsta X concert. I can’t justify the money cuz I just bought tickets to see Rhett and Link when they tour] Uhm, Day6 June comeback. Obviously.
29.When was the last time you saw your mother: 7ish?
30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not always having to worry about money.
31.What are you listening to right now: Monsta X-....I Need You? Idk. The name is in Korean. Niga piryohae? [I don’t have korean keyboard on my computer or I’d type it not in crap romanization.
32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My driving instructor.
33.Something that is getting on your nerves: BLACKPINK STILL HAVEN’T GIVEN DETAILS ABOUT SUPPOSED SPRING COMEBACK. SPRING IS ALMOST FUCKING OVER. WHERE IS MY FUCKING BLACKPINK.
34.Most visited website: Youtube, probably.
35.Elementary: Do I answer where I went? Shannon Johnson.
36, High School: Lakota East
37.College: The Ohio State University
38.Hair color: Naturally dark brown, currently with ombre into blonde that I need to cut and redye before it just looks like I have 2002 style tips.
39.Long or short hair: Medium.
40.Do you have a crush on someone: Usually do.
41.What do you like about yourself: My hair when I actually wash it.
42.Piercings: I’ve had my ears done a million times but I let them grow back so now I just stab through if I need them.
43.Blood type: How do people know the answer to this question?
44. Nickname: Magz. Didn’t I already answer this?
45.Relationship status: Been dating the same guy since September 2013.
46.Zodiac sign: Libra
47.Pronouns: She/her
48.Favorite tv show: Shadowhunters, which is about to come back!!!!
49.Tattoos: Nah.
50.Right or left hand: Right.
FIRST…
51.Surgery: Idk. Tonsils removed when I was like 3ish?
52.Piercing: I don’t know. 5ish.
54.Sport: I don’t do sports.
55.Vacation: Fuck if I know??? How would I know this??
56.Pair of trainers: What the fuck!
MORE GENERAL…
57.Eating: leftover shrimp lomein
58.Drinking: Dr K, I definitely answered that one.
59.I’m about to: do another tag or watch hit the stage.
61.Waiting for: This tag to be over bc I’ve lost all hope of ever reaching the end. I feel like I’ve made no progress and will never see the light of day again [I’m joking. Thanks for tagging me.]
62.Want: to go on vacation.
63.Get married: I’m more iffy on this post college graduation than I was first semester of college.
64.Career: I have an English degree that I don’t know what to do with. So I’m a waitress at my in law’s sports bar.
WHICH IS BETTER…
65.Hugs or kisses: Hugs but depends on the person in particular **I’ll keep that answer cuz you right.
66.Lips or eyes: Eyes.
67.Shorter or taller: Taller.
68.Older or younger: Older, I guess. But I prefer people close to my age either way.
70.Nice arms or nice stomach: Oooh. Tummy. But arms are good too.
71.Sensitive or loud: Loud, so I can be annoying with them.
72.Hook up or relationship: Relationship.
73.Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant bc I am too anxious for troublemakers.
HAVE YOU EVER…
74.Kissed a stranger?: No.
75.Drank hard liquor? : Yes.
76.Lost glasses contact/lenses? : Sunglasses count?
77.Turned someone down?: Yes.
78.Sex on first date?: No.
79.Broken someone’s heart?: Idk.
80.Had your heart broken?: Yes.
81.Been arrested?: No.
82.Cried when someone died?: My dog.
83.Fallen for a friend?: Always.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
84.Yourself?: Sometimes.
85.Miracles?: Not really.
86.Love at first sight?: No.
87.Santa Claus?: No, but I believe in the magic of him. <3 Lol. Christmas is my fav time of year.
88.Kiss on the first date?: I’ve never had a date that wasn’t already a friendship before, so yes up to this point I guess?
89.Angels?: No.
OTHER….
90.Current best friend’s name: Liz! <3
91.Eye color: Hazel.
92. Favourite movie: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.
I don’t know why I thought the 2-3am hour was the best time to catch up on tags.
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