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When ppl in person realize i can draw, and i mention im writing, theyre like: oh are you making a comic? Then when i say no, it took me 30 days to do a 30 page 1 chapter comic last time I tried at 4-6 hours of work a day and ideally id like a turnaround of like one 30 page chapter per 1-2 weeks if i was going to do it long term so. No. I am not making comics any more.
Then theyre like: are u gonna illustrate ur book???
And while i deeply appreciate the sentiment. Its also like... well my good sir madam elder, do u typically... look for adult novels with illustration pages? I mean yes i love illustrations too but im not sure why id draw extra, when im already gonna probably make my own cover, and i want my books to be enough within confines of expected that ppl idk... give em a chance? Idk. Food for thought. Do i illustrate my book chapters mm
#rant#shdhdh#to be fair the person who asked me expected like a 100 page handwritten poem book with illustrations#not a 300-500 page novel when she asked if i was gonna do illustrations#i also like. for my Own indulgence. Considered a sexy Guide Book for my story universe. which is where yeah ALL my#goddamn character design sketches and map art and faerie illustrations and landscape art could go#since. i drew thousands of pictures when making lore lmao#but like. all that art is on paper. and i know itll take like 30 hours to 100 hours JUST SCANNING#pages individually one at a fucking time and saving tjem and. dear god the picture editing on them all#even withiut additional digital coloring is at least 5 minutes per picture. then who knows how many hours formatting a combined book with#all art. and thats before ANY text written. which is why i havent even made an art book. like of just art#hell its why i havent even backed up my 9 sketchbooks of traditional art from the past decade#its so much work its like 2000 pages of art. im just gonna let my family ancestors find iy if i get luxky#and its not desyroyed by the elements (like all my older art was ToT)#tldr my point is: i love love love art and i love the momentary joy it brings ppl i share it with#but as far as like Big output i prefer writing. its easier#art is fine wjen its like im paid to make 1 poster 1 flier 1 card one book cover etc#but ive never been commissioned to do like 20 illustrations ( i would tho! sounds like more money)#so like. on my own time for free as far as high scale takes days of work? id prefer to not do more art
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Tomorrow is my birthday but I have to work. You should send asks for my me 🥺🥺👀👀
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now im dressed im more anxious
#SHDHDH#send help i dont wanna go#of they basically give me nothin tho im ending it all i cant keepin goin on like this
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Ares and Annabeth hanging out on the beach waiting for Percy to make his dramatic entrance
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it would be so funny to take advantage of the fact kylar is spying on us via the owl teddy bear.
pc has already escaped being kidnapped and decided to keep the camera up just to fuck with him lol
but imagine being in your most vulnerable moments. you're so worn down and tired and literally theres no one who you can turn to right now. you're too tired to walk, you don't even have the energy to even consider moving from your bed.
and knowing kylar is watching and listening should feel like an absolute breach of privacy (it literally is) but at that moment you just want someone to listen and fucking vent.
and so you do. you talk about everything - normal stuff at school, things that annoy you, things that made you smile that day, and of course, things that hurt you. you try not to speak too loudly in case other orphans might still be awake but knowing kylar, he's probably got the most expensive and state of the art equipments just to pick up on subtle noises in your room,,,, especially from you.
you break down, sniffling and crying. and once you get it all out of your system, you thank him and bid him good night.
the next day is literally just as if nothing is amiss. you wake sydney up from the temple and walk to school together, let whitney do whatever he wants with you (make you give him a blowjob for the second time in a row goddamit whitney—), and walk home with robin.
kylar doesn't get jealous. even at lunch when you've decided to sit next to sydney. in fact he looks smug.
after all, you might cozy up to other people during the day time. you give them all your attention but at the end of the day, who gets to see you in your most vulnerable state? who gets to listen to your woes and fears and pains when everyone else has already fallen asleep and fucked right off to dreamland?
that's right. him.
#kylar the loner#degrees of lewdity kylar#dol kylar#i just think it would be neat to be able to break down in your room at high trauma especially after knowing kylar is spying on you#i love my obsessed little freak shdhdh
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been missing my college au so I made some sprites and animations pretending it’s a fangame or something
#deltarune#college au#asriel#chara#gaster#portraits are too fun#oh how I wish I could be many ppl so I could make a fangame also I would need more than a few cool plot points in my head#it’s been so long since I made stuff for this shdhdh#shout out to kobolds-in-space who made such awesome sprites a while ago.. i lovveedd them.. now i made my own version yay
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had the thought today how funny it would be if Mew isn't actually a virgin but just uses that as an act to lure in fuckbois and then make them pay for cute little dates, fuck them, drop them; rinse and repeat
#like what if he gets a kick out of making these men wait for it shdhdh#would be fucking funny ngl#ofts#only friends the series#only friends#rambles#mewtop#topmew
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#cw blood#dream smp#dream smp fanart#wilbur soot#rozu art#this isn’t anything smart. just sorta stating the obvious sjshdj#cwilburs just been rotating in de brain and I wanted to draw him#WAIT DID I ACCIDENTALLY MAKE A POEM??#DOES THIS COUNT AS A POEM??#IT SORTA RHYMES IDK IDK#well ehh idk I rhymed me with me shdhdh#I’ll srb in the morn#rdesahogarse
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i want ti be your friend so baddd 😭 you seem so controversially intelligent if that makes sense 🥹
we post for the tastefully problematic & academically irreverent 🙌
#a#shdhdh thank you so much. i love this ask#you said: u use big words but there’s something wrong with you …
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still on break, cuties. but I miss y’all and hope everybody is doing good <3
#i just needed a break#but I’m gonna try to update soon#i be lonely without y’all so imma come back and be annoying shdhdh#cherry chats 🍒#supposed to be getting my mental health in order#just been dreaming abt hunching on ace instead 💔
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ive said this before but the people who are like "lupin iii isn't popular-" "lupin iii is obscure-" "lupin iii ownt mainstream-"
bitch
it WAS extremely popular at its time of release. just bc its old and past its peak does not make any of that that true- if you have watched a SINGLE other anime, there is a non zero chance lupin had an influence. and the fact that its STILL running all these years later when its peers are not is literally a testament to that dhdhsh
#im only mad for the bit its not a big deal#its just young ppl acting like the world began in 2008#lupin iii#lupin the third#like bro it was the first tv anime aired with fucking stereo audio it was and is a big deal shdhdh
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im in a group chat and we’ve all been friends for almost 2 years but i still feel like the odd one out
#shdhdh#they all seem rly close and i feel like i know nothing#i could def leave n nothin would rly changed#they’d notice tho so. i just stay hshdhd#i like talkin to them soemtimes#but bleh#brain suck
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hello! my friends are doing a presentation night thing (everyone makes a presentation on a chosen topic and presents it for fun) and i was wondering if i could use some of your quotes or art (with credit of course) in a presentation on the gladiator/statesman dynamic you've pointed out a few times, or possibly in one about the brutus/cassius dynamic in history and fiction?
omg this sounds like such a fun time! yeah, absolutely, go ahead! thank you for asking!
if you need the ancient world sources for the gladiator-statesman dynamic that lives in my head rent free, it started here with Appian BC 4.17.133
In that which related to their cares and labors Cassius gave his attention strictly to war, like a gladiator to his antagonist. Brutus, wherever he might be, wanted to see and hear everything because he was by nature a seeker after knowledge.
and also Val. Pat. 2.72
Cassius was as much the better general as Brutus was the better man. Of the two, one would rather have Brutus as a friend, but would stand more in fear of Cassius as an enemy. The one had more vigour, the other more virtue. As it was better for the state to have Caesar rather than Antony as emperor, so, had Brutus and Cassius been the conquerors, it would have been better for is to be ruled by Brutus rather than by Cassius.
#i hope you guys have a fun time!!#shdhdh im very touched that someone would want to include the stuff i do in something like this#i have a hard time conceptualizing that people might talk about my stuff/think about my art in their free time/when not on tumblr#ask tag
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Arknights doodles again ☺️ last doodles of the year heh
#Arknights#Sesa#Passenger#Mr. Nothing#or how I like to see it Mr. nothing third wheeling in my sepass doodle page shdhdhs#I’m ngl y’all I just wanted to draw Mr. Nothing’s biggus boobus#also#doctor#my lil hamster doctor 💕💕#one day I’ll learn how to draw feathers
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