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#all art. and thats before ANY text written. which is why i havent even made an art book. like of just art
mejomonster · 3 months
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When ppl in person realize i can draw, and i mention im writing, theyre like: oh are you making a comic? Then when i say no, it took me 30 days to do a 30 page 1 chapter comic last time I tried at 4-6 hours of work a day and ideally id like a turnaround of like one 30 page chapter per 1-2 weeks if i was going to do it long term so. No. I am not making comics any more.
Then theyre like: are u gonna illustrate ur book???
And while i deeply appreciate the sentiment. Its also like... well my good sir madam elder, do u typically... look for adult novels with illustration pages? I mean yes i love illustrations too but im not sure why id draw extra, when im already gonna probably make my own cover, and i want my books to be enough within confines of expected that ppl idk... give em a chance? Idk. Food for thought. Do i illustrate my book chapters mm
#rant#shdhdh#to be fair the person who asked me expected like a 100 page handwritten poem book with illustrations#not a 300-500 page novel when she asked if i was gonna do illustrations#i also like. for my Own indulgence. Considered a sexy Guide Book for my story universe. which is where yeah ALL my#goddamn character design sketches and map art and faerie illustrations and landscape art could go#since. i drew thousands of pictures when making lore lmao#but like. all that art is on paper. and i know itll take like 30 hours to 100 hours JUST SCANNING#pages individually one at a fucking time and saving tjem and. dear god the picture editing on them all#even withiut additional digital coloring is at least 5 minutes per picture. then who knows how many hours formatting a combined book with#all art. and thats before ANY text written. which is why i havent even made an art book. like of just art#hell its why i havent even backed up my 9 sketchbooks of traditional art from the past decade#its so much work its like 2000 pages of art. im just gonna let my family ancestors find iy if i get luxky#and its not desyroyed by the elements (like all my older art was ToT)#tldr my point is: i love love love art and i love the momentary joy it brings ppl i share it with#but as far as like Big output i prefer writing. its easier#art is fine wjen its like im paid to make 1 poster 1 flier 1 card one book cover etc#but ive never been commissioned to do like 20 illustrations ( i would tho! sounds like more money)#so like. on my own time for free as far as high scale takes days of work? id prefer to not do more art
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tumblunni · 7 years
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Nicknames: Bunni, Dan (irl)
Star Sign: Libra
Height: I dont think ive measured my height since i was a teenager, but around 5′6″ or 5′7″ or something? average height i guess
Time Right Now: 15:45
Last thing I Googled: “Endellion” cos its the username someone had in a game or something that was on my dash, and i wanted to know what the name means cos its cool. Apparantly its the name of a saint?
Last Movie I Watched: rewatching Finding Dory and CRYING AGAIN
Last TV Show I watched: Black Butler Book Of Circus, and before that it was ERASED/The Town Without Me. My picky side is so frustrated that the dub changed a cool name into something generic as hell :P
When did I create this blog: cant really remember, is tehre any way to find out? a fair few years I think, i cant recall if it was just after i ran away from home or just before?
Why I choose my URL: I’m bad at remembering stuff so I tend to use the same username and same password everywhere. (Tho spelling the password differently just in case. But cos bad memory i end up having to roll thru every single spelling every time I log in XD) Bunni89 was just the first username I had as a nine year old and it stuck. I wanted to be Bunny cos... it was the name of my plush rabbit doll. And my fave animal in general. I’m not very creative! And then the ‘lets spell it internet speak’ bit and the random number was just to try and find a version of bunny that wasnt already taken. Then I’ve just used that username for the next 15 years and its stuck so much that its even kinda my irl nickname now! Aaaand then just tumblunni because puns.
Gender: agender/nonbinary
Hogwards House: Slytherin cos i always feel sorry for anyone generically written off as a villain for stupid reasons, hufflepuff is probably more likely cos i have no special traits except being huggable.
Pokemon Team:  I try and have a different one each generation, like Ash. But i still keep all my previous teams pride of place in a special box in each game and I love doing postgame stuff and minigames with them. I get really attatched to my mons! I’m so guilty feeling that I lost two mons from my unova playthrough during the transfer bck and forth from friends’s games back when i didnt have a DS for a few years. my poor samurott and leavanny... :( Anyway, my current team in sun and moon is primarina, mimikyu, goloisipod, alola raichu, alola muk and lurantis! I wanted to have a drampa but i bought sun by accident instead of moon. And I also really like mareanie and that mossy anchor pokemon but they were so impossible to find that i only got them late in the postgame. I actually fished up an anchor friend myself but i had to trade for a mareanie :P
Favourite Colour: blue! and just the general aesthetic of black and white with one bright colour highlighting small details. thats a cool!
Lucky Number: 74 is my favourite number!
Favourite Character: TRESH GROMP GROOMPLE GRIMPLES GREMPY GROO y’all know who it be, i am not able to be silent about my faves aaaaand I have a bunch of other obscure minor character villain faves in other fandoms too, and just generally i am lame
Number of Blankets: Two, and a sleeping bag sometimes cos weather is so cold lately. We had like one unbearably hot day and then straight back to ice!
Name: Dan
Birthday: October 12th
Siblings: A half sister I havent seen in a decade... i hope she’s okay...
Favorite Smell: I have a really bad sense of smell and generally i can only smell really strong bad smell,s alas. Tho i do think gasoline smells nice and thats such an EVIL TRAP cos its all deadly gross fumes n stuff!
Pets: Had a cat, rabbit, fish and hamster as a kid, but havent had another pet for years. i really wanna someday be able to take care of one on my own!
Wake Up: consistancy is for the weak
Sleep: see previous question
Type of phone: i have no idea what this phone is, i dont know anything about phones. its some super cheap super bad touchscreen thingie i got in a christmas sale for twenty bucks
Love or Lust: aromantic asexual here giving a big ol shrug at this question
Lemonade or Tea: Lemonade. I am the worst brit, i hate tea XD
Cats or Dogs: Cats
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Day or Night: Night
Text or Call: Text
Make up or natural: no makeup aaaa its a sticky face prison
Met a Celebrity: nope
Smile or Eyes: ??? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN. how can you compare the two. im just imagining someone smiling and their mouth is full of eyes. WHY DID YOU INSERT THIS IMAGE INTO MY BRAINMEATS
Light or Dark Hair: having dark hair is annoying when you wanna dye it, so i’ll go with light hair just for the practicality 
 Shorter or Taller: oh was all this meant to be about what you find sexy in someone instead of yourself?? cos im average height and i already answered that... 
 Intelligence or Attraction: wait this is a question about what you find most attractive so how does that make sense. unless it isnt...?? thing you most want to be: intelligence or sexyness? well i want everything except sexyness so there u go. 
 Chapstick or Lipstick: havent used either in over a decade 
 City or Country: both have their own good and bad points, ive had different social anxieties living in both :P 
 Last Song Heard: this cool amv for a movie i love pointless fact: it was legit made by the same director and animation team as the first digimon movie, its like the version of the script he wished he could have done as its own property. he also made wolf children!
Fruit or Vegetables: Froooooot
Anime or Cartoons: I like both in different ways. Mostly I just like a certain sort of story/art style/character lineup/etc and i like it no matter which genre it appears in. And i tend to really like the stuff that takes inspiration from both genres cos it seems they’re more likely to have that sort of stuff! Combining all the goodness! 
 Phone Case: wait you can buy cases for phones?? 
 Showers or Baths: showers are conveinient, baths are lazy. depends on how bad my day has been! 
 Dream Job: i dont have any dreams really, im a weirdo. ive never been able to find one. at best i flip through a few current hobbies and have a vague idea that it could be fun to be paid for doing them, but its never a really huge interest and i never try and work towards it cos i know im flaky and ive changed my mind a million times before. I hope someday i can find something that just clicks and i wanna do it forever!
Milk and Cookies or Doughnuts and Coffee: WAIT YOU EAT DONUTS WITH COFFEE?? WHY?? donuts are already soggy! thats weird! milk n cookies forever yo. or donuts on their own, but donuts are too sugary for me, i can never eat more than one without feeling sick.
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Dating...in highschool
Dating in high school is a mistake. Its probably the biggest mistake teens will admit to making (maybe thats why some parents get weird about their child’s love life). Not to say that high school sweethearts dont get married and are in healthy relationships and have children i just think its EXTREMELY unlikely. 
Now since you all dont know me very well let me drop this lil bit of info on you. I have never been in a relationship (elementary school boyfriends and “relationships” lasting less than 24 hours dont count either). I havent been in a relationship not because im a prude or cant find anyone worth giving my time to, its because i know for a damn fact that as soon as am handed my high school graduation diploma, i will never see majority of my peers now, ever again. 
i also have a whole issue with commitment. I dont really know if its my actual problem but i do know that if i spend a lot of time texting someone (like every day) than i start feeling strange and begin to feel like i owe this person my time when i actually dont. Then i become super aware of EVERY SINGLE LETTER i type to that person, and the entire “talking” things goes to shit. I remember one day when i was in art class and i was a little tenth grader minding my own business this freshman boy says “so are you a lesbian, because your a sophomore and you dont even have a boyfriend”. That entire statement actually made me feel bad for this boy, not because i have anything against lesbians (hey girly whatever suits you, go for it love is love idc) but the fact that this boy actually thought that his statement made sense blew my mind. At the time he had a girlfriend which he still has at the moment and hes a sophomore now but i was just shook.
 I know eventually once i know what i want and am ready to have a future with someone ill be set but i dont want to spend time AND MONEY (valentines day is an expensive coupley holiday my friends) and then break up with someone after a couple months and have done all that for nothing. Besides all those reasons, theres also the fact that peoples brains dont even fully mature until the age of 25. IM NOT SAYING I WILL NOT ENGAGE IN ANY FORM OF RELATIONSHIP STATUS BEFORE THEN im just sayin’, remember some people are just gonna be stupid for a lil bit, thats nature. But of course there are those boys (and girls) who seem to have the brain capacity of an adolescent child, while they swear up and down they are a man (or women, again, equality for all haha). 
ANOTHER reason is you and your significant other, are never the only two people in your relationship. Everyone and their mother knows about you two and some people are more involved in the relationship than others. Like your friends. Whether you like it or not your friends will either be exceedingly for the relationship or immensely against it. Either way your gonna have a dilemma because if your friends like the person, and you dont, your fucked. And if you really like this person and your friends dont, your fucked again. Honesty i dont know the solution to this problem (besides faking both of your deaths and fleeing the country) but its a issue that needs to be addressed.
This entire post seems like i am so ANTI-RELATIONSHIP and that the whole idea of love is as fake as Trumps hair but im not. Im not a heartless bitch or anything. I know nothing will make me happier then when i find someone who is ok with me writing in bed at 1 in the morning, but this is just what i am currently feeling. Maybe even tomorrow someone extraordinary will appear and this entire post will have been written for shit, but i just dont like how sometimes it feels like to have your “entire high school experience” you have to be with someone.
thats all im sayin. do what you want with this info
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