Your arm around me is the safest space I could ever imagine. 🫀

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I miss the old you.

i like bright colors,bye

¿Alguna vez te sentiste como si te estuvieras derrumbado? ¿Alguna vez te sentiste fuera de lugar?

Como si de algún modo no encajaras y nadie te entiende. ¿Alguna vez quisiste escapar?¿Te has encerrado en tu habitación?

No, no sabes lo que es, cuando nada se siente bien. No sabes lo que se siente ser como yo.

Sentirte pérdido, ser abandonado en la obscuridad, sentir que has sido empujado. Estar al borde de romperte y que nadie este ahí para salvarte. No, no sabes lo que se siente. Estás harto de sentirte abandonado, estás desesperado por encontrar algo nuevo, antes de que tu vida se acabe.

Estás atrapado en un mundo que odias, estás hartó de todos a tu alrededor, mientras por dentro estás sangrando. Nada se siente bien. “Bienvenido a mi vida".

I’ve got the bLuEs

"Um abraço, quando o meu coração se quebrou, suicídio, estar na cabeça sem amor, ódio é o meu vício, quando vc me deixou, não saia agora, não saia agora"

-Girl sad

I regret everything. I regret what I say, what I do and how I act. There's nothing wrong with my actions. I just regret. And I think, this is the big revenge for everything i did and caused before. I just want it to stop one day. I just want silence in my head.

My life’s a shitshow

So it’s currently exam season where I live and honestly that never end well for my mental health. This year I feel like I’ve heald it together pretty well except I’ve been crying a lot. And to be honest for a girl I truly do not cry. But lately everything makes me cry.

On top of that I think I’m falling for one of my friends (lest call him theatre boy). Well theatre boy, He’s different then most guys that I’d go for I mean usually i go for edgy guys (not that I’d ever had a boyfriend but still). He’s cute and music and a really great guy but there’s so many issues with the possibility of going out with him. Number 1 he’s two years younger than me, number 2 we have to spend a lot of time together because we are both into theatre stuff and number 3 he’s had quite a few girlfriends and I’ve never been in a relationship. The thing is I’m not even sure if he likes me and I’m pretty good at hiding my feelings and I’ve definitely been holding them back from myself so like I don’t really know. And I just don’t want things to go bad if things ever where to happen.

Also theatre boy asked me to write a song with him and of course I said I was would but honestly it makes me super nervous. But yeah I’ll keep you updated on him.

I recently had one of the worst days of my life and things are such a mess. Like I fucked myself over hard and my brain and emotions are now fucked over it which is so fucking fun!!

Anyways this was a just a little rant to help me get my emotions out there. Maybe someone will read it and relate or think I’m crazy? Ether way works.. till next time

- sadgirl

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