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A big part of turning 21 and going through that whole thing really was realizing that the idealistic friendship dynamics I’ve always daydreamed over in my head don’t exist & that in reality most friendships you’ll cultivate in your life will be a series of compromises. And maybe like 1 to 3 ride or die friends at BEST that shit is so rare and it gets rarer the older I am
#And I’ve always been a friendship girl like I’m a hopeless romantic but I’m just as much if not more of a hopeless platonic#I’ve really had to temper my expectations lately and honestly I’ve also been sequestering myself more as a result of it#Idk if I’m adjusting to this revelation well tbh I feel like I’m disillusioned w most of my friends lately#And it causes me to burn out and be a shitty friend to them in turn too#It’s just a never ending cycle of me not admitting to myself that maybe that glove doesn’t fit#And I’m quite literally forcing it onto my hand and it’s cutting off my circulation#But I’m too sentimental of my glove to just stop wearing it . Idk if this makes any sense but it does in my head
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i'd like to think Rainy has a solar system to swing through...
One of Rainy & Maverick's shows together involves a love story between two wanderers... (however, due to... maverick going off script, it's now between a wanderer and a star)
so the dialogue is between the two specifically! though, maverick is going off script...
(not that the audience knows that, of course...)
the dialogue for the star & wanderer in the image! ->
"I am not as graceful as you think... nor am I any star... besides, how do you know I'm not a blackhole instead? Anyone can be blinded by such a light, you should be careful to not be consumed, like a moth to a flame."
"Oh, dear star... the flames do not scare me, nor does that light of yours. Being consumed by it... is something I dream of each night."
(their other pieces of dialogue drives me up the wall, truthfully.)
he has a separate outfit for it! he has multiple actually... i should draw them all...
Oh man... im back in my clownery phase... oh dear...
ah well, the point is to have fun no? at the very least Rainy gets to be silly, that was simply the goal, i think!
some extras as well! haha!
[ the big whiteboard drawing was a collab with @thatthirstyweirdo ! she was the inspiration for the first drawing actually, do give her some love when you have the chance! ]
#welcome home oc#rainy dewdrop#maverick mic#welcome home#dewdrop circus#i didnt think the clowns would make me this insane#i am so very normal about the clowns#rainy... clown rainy... he's a hopeless romantic in his solo acts...#dances on props... and swings around...#he really likes saturn...#Rainy is so in his head all the time its almost unbelievable...#head in the clouds... or more accurately in the stars#head in the stars...#he's very normal about space and stars and the cosmos...#actually rainy is just me#i really like space...
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dj satomi - waves
ditherized puppeteered bop head 👍
#*slaps on one of the only nightcore remixes i really like* what if they're one of those hopeless romantic aroaces what then#also idk how to actually draw them for now. like i referenced an old meme redraw i made to draw them now#where i drew them as just doomguy but red. and with horn-like cat ear spikes#also fun fact my pc choked on and krita and firefox both reverted on some default stuff bc of this one lol xD#evil xisuma#hermitcraft#mauv's work#<- minor but just in case#mauv's animated#flashing lights
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giyuu doesnt realize hes doing it
(edit: reblogged w more stuff check it vv)
#tomioka giyuu#sabito#giyuu tomioka#kny sabito#giyuu#loserboy giyuu posting#fratboy sabito posting#kny x sdv au#neros art tag#giyuu moves in a little over a year after sab did#giyuu practically went his entire life without dating anyone bc he was fine with just his sister & best friend sabito by his side#he always greatly disliked whoever sabito was dating but that was easy to miss bc sabito has shit taste in partners and always got with ppl#who hurt him. his last devastating relationship was the final straw in his life & he packed his shit and left#giyuu was super supportive of it and him & tsutako even got him some stuff to get started but after he left giyuu realized he felt Extremel#Fucking Hollow all the sudden- pretty quickly realized he missed seeing sabito almost every day like he had most their lives#texting & calling him became the highlight of his day. he staked it out w/o him because he was scared of not having a stable life but after#a year sabito was pretty well off & he finally said bye to zuzu city and moved in w him#halfway through the year giyuu subconsciously starts acting really possessive while sabito's hopeless romantic bullshit is starting up agai#the older adults gossip abt it and sabito's friends kinda try to avoid ticking giyuu off too much. giyuu notices that they avoid sabito whe#hes with him so he tries to stop shadowing him like he always did as a kid. wanders around on his own. shinobu thinks hes a bit pathetic#and takes to playfully bullying him. they become friends after giyuu realizes shes not being malicious & now he has someone else to#awkwardly hover around. she loves having someone to always poke fun at and giyuu finds her insults creative & amusing#sabito however notices giyuu kinda avoiding hanging out with him around town & he thinks he fucked up again#anyways im not as active bc im playing stardew valley and thinking of Themb#edit: actually scrap all that sabitos a massive hopeless romantic & hes being protective over him bc he doesnt wanna see him get hurt again#he doesnt realize he looks like hes trying to kill them with his stare tho lmao#he thinks hes being subtle#he does notice how hes making ppl avoid sabito entirely and thats the Opposite of what he wants so he backs off#& then sabito starts to think he fucked up again
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Coming here to say that I’ll probably need 3-5 business days to process MadK’s final volume. I care him so much ;; my meow meow did nothing wrong OKAY
#I wish we had more flashbacks from J’s past#idk I’m not quite satisfied with how things turned out#maybe it’s just me and my hopeless romantic ass#idk really#madk#madk manga
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How does it feel like to be an outsider?, you asked him and you could feel his eyes shifted from the pages to the side of your face, Why would you ask, he probably was thinking what made you asked him that question. Is it because both of you are the outsiders of the family no matter how many times they claimed you as their family (which just happened like 2 hours ago at dinner), or is it because you were reading Harrison Porter and it couldn’t not be helped that you felt…lost in the world of mythical creatures and magic and demons and angels and a not-so-human sorcerer. I don’t know…how do you feel?, Satan replied you with the same question. You shrugged, you also didn’t have an exact answer. And that is why you asked him - a person who maybe holds every knowledge in the world, not just the world itself but also about emotions and…love. How does it feel like to be an outsider, you probably have asked yourself that question for at least a million times since the day you was dragged to Devildom. You didn’t always feel like that, just sometimes but sometimes is enough to let you know that you’re lonely. You guessed, he feels the same.
I got upset and…just move on, he finally dropped his book and answered you. Just that?, you doubted that he could be so calm. No, not really...I used to break things and destroy half of the house. Of course, you raise your eye brown. Diavolo let us stay in the castle until the house was fixed, he continued. Figured, you replied.
But you know,…they don’t mean to hurt you, really. They really see you as their family, you know how much angel love their family.
You chuckled. What?, is this a joke, he's pretty sure he's not telling you any joke. No it’s just..this is the first time I heard you called them angels…how about you?, what do you think of me?
Silence. He took the chance, shifted his body close to you, put his book on the table and cupped your face.
What now?, this time you were the one who is asking, it wasn't like you didn't know his answer. You always know.
You know how it is, he resisted.
I want you to say it out, you would not let him get away with this.
But Satan is always stubborn and you don't always need him to answer his question so you might let the kiss said it all.
You're the love of my eternal life.
#obey me#obey me satan#obey me headcanon#obey me writing#obey me fanfic#something hurt comfort but more comfort than hurt#i love writing about those moments when satan and mc just sit side by side and talk about things that the others may not understand#they are soulmates for real#also i really love the way satan refers mc as my love like IT'S SO ENDEARING AND ROMANTIC AND HOPELESS SKANBDKSM
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enlisting in the military is such a life changing event that jikook wanted to do it together and be there for each other. they've been choosing each other for years and this was just another occasion that they did so. and I lowkey love how mad this makes haters.
#jikook#also saying they wouldn't enlist together if they were really dating makes no sense lol#two hopeless romantics wouldn't want to be away from each other just cause they can't do certain stuff lol
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So unlike you
Oh boy oh boy angst time. This was requested by my mutual @callisto-moon-bot150 she asked for angst with a happy ending, involving Prowl and Bulkhead arguing.
Honestly it was hard to think of something they'd argue about but i figured it out, this ficlet takes place during\after that one episode where Prowl teams up with Lockdown and has a sort of craze for mods.
"Prowl?.... PROWL! What do you think you're doing?! You can't go after Starscream alone!" Bulkhead looked towards the sky at the small ship that Prowl took to go after the allspark signal on the moon.
"Don't worry, Bulkhead. I know what I'm doing, I have the emp and stasis cuffs there's nothing to worry about". Prowl's tone was as calm as ever, but something about the confidence in his voice felt different. Prowl wasn't one to doubt his abilities, but he was never cocky. Now his words were laced with the kind of overconfidence that Bulkhead wold moreso expect from Bumblebee.
Soon thereafter Prowl went into complete radio silence. Of course this worried everyone, especially Bulkhead. But they could still pick up his energy signature and no distress calls so they all hoped for the best.
But nobody could have guessed what would happen next.
To see Lockdown again was bad on it's own, to see Lockdown with Prowl was worse. But to see Prowl and Lockdown working together? It made the fact there now somehow was two of Sarscream into nothing more than an afterthough.
"Prowl... what are you doing?! Why are you working with Lockdown?!" Optimus stared in disbelief at Prowl. Ratchet looked a lot more angry "and why do you have all of those..." he vaguely geastured towards Prowl "...things?"
Prowl deflected all of his teammates' comments, and they didn't have any time to argue with multiple Starscreams to deal with. During the whole ordeal Prowl acted so unlike himself that it felt like he was someone else.
In the end he snapped out of it and threw aside all the mods that he borrowed from Lockdown. But it wasn't that easy for everyone else to forget it...
Prowl was firstly scolded and grilled with questions. And he understood that, he really did and he didn't argue about it. But even after that he could still feel the distrust coming from his teammates. As much as they tried to hide it it was obvious that everyone was still worried about if this was a sign of worse things to come. Prowl understood that too, he wasn't oblivious to how the others could see this as some sort of implication.
But what really hurt was the distrust from Bulkhead. It was like he was avoiding Prowl, and as much as it hurt Prowl really didn't have a hard time rationalizing it. Bulkhead was the one who told him not to go alone, and Prowl remembered acutely the look of betrayal he got from Bulkhead when they saw each other after Prowl returned.
It was the worst punishment of all. To have the person who's supposed to love the most you avoid you completely. Prowl tried to talk thing out, he wanted so badly to apologise, to beg for forgiveness. But every time Bulkhead would just talk for as short as possible, or avoided talking all together.
This lasted for days, and it was absolutely unbearable. Everyone else was slowly moving on from it, except for Bulkhead and it was driving Prowl insane. It made the worst case scenarios play through his head on repeat. Did this mean the end? Did this mean that Bulkhead didn't want to be together anymore? The thought made Prowl's spark clench, how could he have ever even though of somthing so idiotic? He should've listened, he should've stayed and not gone out on his own.
Finally, he couldn't take it anymore. One evening Prowl went to Bulkhead's room, he took a deep breath an knocked on the door. He entered slowly, looking at Bulkhead with both anxiety and hope. Seeing the way that Bulkhead looked at him cut deeper than any blade.
"Bulkhead.... I... came to apologise" Prowl was hoping so dearly that Bulkhead would listen. "You were right, I shouldn't have gone out on my own, I should've never even considered working with Lockdown. Please, how can I make it up to you? Please, talk to me", his voice was pleading as he hoped so deeply to get any sort of response.
When he didn't get any response he sighed and hanged his head in defeat, "I... understand, if this means.. the end, then I'll accept it", Prowl turned around and was about to leave the room when Bulkhead spoke up.
"I was so worried about you", he spoke quietly, but with a slur of emotions in his voice. He turned to look at Prowl "I thought that the worst had happened when you would't respond. And when you did come back you acted so... unlike yourself... I thought I'd lose you in a different way".
Prowl looked positively baffled, he took a step closer to Bulkhead "you... though that i would..." he searched for the right way to say it "... go with Lockdown? Become like him? Bulkhead, I... I could never. Yes, I admit I acted like an absolute fool but I could never do something like that".
Bulkhead still looked apprehensive but didn't look away from Prowl, didn't object to Prowl approaching him. Prowl took it as a good sign, and continued "I'm so sorry, you were right! I should have listened to you! I acted like an idiot... please forgive me, I'll do anything" he was almost on his knees. If begging is what it took then by god he'd beg.
Bulkhead stood up, and walked up to Prow, "Anything?".
"Yes! Anything! Anything it takes!" Bulkhead's willingnees to talk made Prowl hopeful, when he said he'd do anything he meant it.
Bulkhead took another step forwards and grabbed Prowl, holding him close to his chest. "Never scare me like that again. I know I can't force you do listen to me but just... promise me that".
Prowl immediatly wrapped his arms around Bulkhead's neck, even if it had only been a few days since they last heald each other it was still far too long. "I promise, I promise I'll listen more, and i won't pull any stunts like that ever again", he said this wholehearthedly. This was a lesson that he wouldn't forget.
"Thanks. And uhm, sorry for the silent treatment... I just didn't know how to react" Bulkhead looked a lot more at ease and he leaned in to kiss Prowl.
Prowl accepted the affection like it was what kept him alive, "I understand, though I must admit these past few days must have been the worst ones of my life". He couldn't resist, he kept kissing Bulkhead like there was no tomorrow. It was almost hard to believe that he's normally so distant with everyone.
And it seemed like Bulkhead also didn't like the consequenses of his silent treatment, because he seemes equally as needy for attention. "Yeah, mine too. Now come here, I'm not letting you go until we've both had our fill", he smiles and picks Prowl up, holding him close.
With that it was like whatever invisible wall that stood between them fell. They held onto each other as if letting go would kill them, they exchanged kisses and words of adoration like they needed it more than anything else.
"I'm never giving you the silent treatment again", Bulkhead chuckled a little to himself "honestly, I wanted to stop after a day and a half. You're real irresistible you know that?".
Prowl was already flustered but hearing that only made it worse. He laughed and smiled warmly, it was rare sight but he couldn't help it when Bulkhead was so damn charming. "Likewise, I know I act very distant a lot of the time but now I simply can't imagine a life without you", he leaned in and kissed Bulkhead, this time more passionatley, "but enough talking, I have a few days worth of attentoin to catch up on".
#transformers animated#tfa prowl#tfa#transformers#tfa bulkhead#prowlbulk#bulkprowl#hoooooooo boy#like honestly i could not imagine any other scenario where these two would disagree this badly#but hey if it works it works#and oh boy like i really like the idea that Prowl is kind of a hopeless romantic if you get close enought to him#like mr tall dark and distant becoming the sappyest fuck ever behind closed doors#so obviously he wouldn't like the silent treatment#and bulky would not do any better since he is defo touch starved#and insecure so not getting his daily dose of affection would suck for him#basically they're both just super affectionate and absolutely love the attention they get from each other
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I need a helluva spinoff were they're all kids who swear
Also i need more content with stolas and blitz as kids
#helluva boss#fanart#kids#stella#blitzø#blitzo#blitz#stolas#striker#child stolas#child stella#i also headcannon stolas as being a hopeless romantic as a child#what if child stolas really wanted to fall in love with stella but stella kept being a rude little shit to him so blitz tries to help stolas#to woo stella even though deep down stolas doesn't love stella and blitz knows this but just want stolas to be happy#also striker is here
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My bf's birthday is in a week and I've had his gift for like two weeks already and... I want to give it to him already, lmao 😭
He's talked about buying a Polaroid Camera a couple of times now, since he loves retro stuff, but always decided against it. Now I took that decision off his hands.
I hope we can take cute couple pics with it and make a pinboard full of polaroid memories 👉🏻👈🏻🥺
#🍁 dust rambles#don't mind me being a hopeless romantic again#I always tell him we need to take more pics of us together#but he doesn't really have much incentive because...#he isn't much of a social media/selfie taking person in general#'vanity' lol#(is it just me or is that also very 'Alhaitham' of him?)
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MKmksdamklsda so I guess the new episodes completely shut down both Space Outlaw/Bee AND Deckard/Bee????
#Bee and Puppycat#BAPC#IDK HOW PEOPLE FEEL ABOUT THEM NOW#Bee was clearly an adult when Deckard was still a baby#And same for Puppycat but like.#I guess the implication is that both Bee and Puppycat are really old?#And Bee is part robot anyway?#IDK MAN. The new eps completely took out any sort of Bee/Deckard hints so#Honestly I feel bad for Bee/Deckard shippers asmdksamds#Shima speaks#EDIT: I feel like people are getting upset about this I did not mean this in a bad way#Like. Obviously not everything has to be about shipping#I just mentioned it bc I'm a shipper at heart lmao BUT I'm totally about platonic relationships too#I'm a HOPELESS ROMANTIC as they say. Anyway.#No matter what ends up being 'canon' or not Bee's friendship with both Deckard and Puppycat are the most important thing the series shows#Aroace Bee is so valid. SO pogchamp actually#I wasn't a very serious Bee/SO shipper in the first place I just thought they'd be cute#But yeah this is totally fine too. I just feel bad for people who shipped Bee with other characters like. HARDCORE hardcore#Imagine shipping Bee/Deckard for YEARS and watching the reboot and seeing that get kicked to the curb. Oof.#Where was I going with this.#Oh. Right. Shipping is fine. It's fun. Not shipping is fine too. It's also fun.#People interact with media in different ways! And that's cool!!
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You ever just feel so unbearably fond of your fellow humans and your friends and peers and you're so overwhelmed it makes you feel a bit sick with just how much you enjoy the company and existence of other people and you're just like
#ID in alt#like. i really do just so deeply appreciate the people i spend time with its soooo. god.#im also bisexual and slutty and a hopeless romantic but thats not what this post is about it just adds flavour
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One of my favorite things about DimiClaude is how Claude would be going into their relationship not knowing affection and love, but Dimi is so outspoken about his compliments and often can't even help himself when he's being extra kind. For someone who didn't ever get to hear all these kind things before it'd be so crazy to Claude to suddenly have someone always having good things to say about him and being so honest about his thoughts.
I think it's really sweet for Claude to be able to have someone dote on him and openly and easily express love for him, but also, Dimi really can be extremely blunt with his honesty and his feelings so I think Claude would quickly realize he's not even lying or just trying to make Claude feel better, but that he actually expresses what he's really thinking.
Since Claude is good at playing things off so I think for a little while he'd be able to avoid acting so flabbergasted by Dimi's sincerity, but eventually he'd be like holy shit he still hasn't stopped fawning over me. It'd be so weird for him for a while but he'd also really love it and be incredibly happy that someone is so genuine toward him and always has nice things to say.
I also think it'd be really cute for Dimi to learn from Claude about how to relax more and joke more. Dimi literally tells Alois in their supports that people tell him he lacks humor, and it'd be so cute to see him start to naturally ease into humor because of the time he's spent with Claude.
LISTEN. It's just so cute to me that Dimi can learn to have fun and Claude can learn what it's like to be loved, and not just loved but also openly told how his partner feels about him, and so earnestly that Claude can't even doubt that Dimi is just exaggerating. Imo they give each other qualities that the other really needs and wants and they can do it seamlessly. ;_;
#DimiClaude#dimi complimenting claude and gushing over him and claude is like lolz he's probably just stretching what he rly thinks#and dimi is just waiting for a response like :)))?#and claude is like omg holy shit he's not even exaggerating he legit meant everything he just said#and whenever Claude has something nice to about himself and agrees with Dimi Dimi is like :DDD#bc he loves hearing Claude feel good abt himself and Claude starts to realize he loves being showered in affection#he's going to make up for 17 fucking years of his life by being happy with Dimi#Dimi making him feel loved is like him being heaped on with blankets and plushies and soft things#and when Claude is joking around with him Dimi likes to listen intently bc you wouldn't really joke if you were miserable#so he'd realize Claude feels comfortable and is happy with him! and he loves hearing Claude goof off!#eventually Dimi picks up how to better be at ease and say silly things and he likes to surprise Claude with his new jokes!#AND WHEN CLAUDE LAUGHS DIMI IS LIKE O////O DOKI DOKI bc CLAUDE LAUGHING#CLAUDE SMILING. CLAUDE BEING TRULY HAPPY.#and I think it's so cute to think about them being all fluffy and excitable about each other!!!#ALSO ALSO ALSO them loving to talk abt each other to other ppl!!!#the hopeless romantics in their classes would thin it's so cute jksgjhgta#my last dmcl headcanon of the year owo!
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you know that whole thing where it’s like ‘ the same two people falling in love over and over again’, literally me with writing tomgreg getting together over and over again ✌🏻
#the amount of times these fuckers have confessed their love for each other#not even just fics i’ve posted#i literally have snippets for fic where the only thing i’ve written is the love confession imaooooo#it’s what i’m about x#my hopeless romantic ass being like ‘’i loveeee slow burn bc it’s hurts so good but also can they kiss five seconds in’#i mean i’ve written slow burn before kinda#but is 16k words where only like half (?) of that is slow burn really slow burn?#i’m unsure what constitutes slow burn sometimes lol#also tomgreg have the drama and obstacles in their way which makes it fun to write#also i love writing for them just anyways bc they are batshit#can really exercise my language muscles with the way these two fuckers speak imaooooo#anyways i love and miss them always <3#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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Congrats on getting out of bed and getting to see some nature today! 👏 👏 I hope it helped some!
#nature always helps ☀️🌻🍃#it’s just the matter of getting out of bed and outside#honestly it was really relaxing and I’m going to try and go back tomorrow 🩷#I feel bad and guilty cause my sister is doing a lotr marathon this weekend (started Friday)#and I said I would maybe come……#but honestly I’m getting antsy just thinking about going#I need to do something during a movie or I usually fall asleep tbh#and it’s really no hate on the movie#it could be my favorite movie or even a new one that I’ve been dying to see#just after awhile I end up getting sleepy and falling asleep 🤦🏽♀️#anywayyyy#I’m super excited to go back and find different cozy areas 🫶🌈#my hopeless romantic self kept daydreaming while I was painting#I was like hmmm what if someone comes to the park to walk their dog or go for a jog or whatever and they see me#and they can’t keep their eyes off of me#🥰🥰🥰#ask#anon
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Idk man every morning I wake up to take out and feed and hang out with my dog, and every morning at the same time my roommate wakes up to make tea, and I used to go straight back to my room to keep sleeping and she used to wake up past noon or take her tea back to her room, but now every morning I sit on the couch with the dog and she sits at the table with her tea and we talk about our day, if we're going to work and what we're going to do, what we're reading, and it's amazing. It's a little bit of love I think. At least for me. And I wouldn't mind if, every morning for forever, I could sit on the couch with my dog and she would sit at the table with her tea, and we could talk about our days.
#me? fucked up bad with this crush? its more likely than you think#but the hopeless romantic side of me says... that they used to go back to their room with their tea and we had minimal conversation#or sleep in hella late because they work and stay awake hella late#but now. theyve been waking up st the same time as me. and making their tea. and making conversation#today we talked about my parents and books we like and her manuscript#i really fucking like her#but in six months she's leaving for grad school across the country and i will likely never see her again#and i havent really dealt with that yet#i guess for now im just enjoying our morning conversations
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