I feel stupid because I cannot describe what I have experienced in Huxleys.
The queue, the transparent foil during rain, the Turkish worker pressing us to make some space for the betting (?) point.
Mikke being less pieni than Jere, but still pieni enough. Also his cardio running with the camera before the door opening.
Buying merch from Häärijä. His voice, omg!
Jukka & Jere moment which I can't even recall what song it was.
Jesse being kinda goofy with set lists while the attendees applauded him.
Trans flag and consent talks.
Double ICIP of Naty and Lilia (?).
Cha cha cha with Salena.
The winner chant.
All those people I met in a crowd - random German, drinking and talking about the balcony, merch etc. @musicalislife (that was you, am I right?) being adopted by a Polish circle in the queue. That Polish circle (idk if you're here, iirc you're from twt/ig) talking about everything, nothing, singing and so on. @mitamicah such a wonderful person, even if our only interaction was the sticker being given away. The random person (Bydgoszcz representing, totally loving) and the rock rock bracelet. Other people as well.
After kinda getting hit in the socialising aspect by the pandemic I feel wonderful and tbh it's the first time in ages I felt good in a crowd, even if the start was difficult.