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SLEEPING PILL

Warning: smut, Perv Steven, cam girl reader swearing, Masturbation,sub-Steven.

Steven didn't mean to he didn't know it was her he wasn't able to sleep night after night he'll try and stay up because of his sleep disorder but now his lack of sleep is also harming him he tried putting on records hoping the music will put him to sleep still didn't help next he tried drinking tea then warm milk his eyes were still left wide open there was one more thing he could think of that made his face red, touching himself he hasn't had the time or motivation to in a long time. He was only wearing his white boxers and a tank top he sat on his bed and looked around he couldn't see the light of the moon he couldn't hear the birds singing their sweet songs all was left was a heavy feeling of anxiety. His breathing was short and heavy his body was sweaty, his face red, and his mouth dry, Steven slowly moved his hand down to his waist he moved his hand up his shirt he lightly grazed his nipples the lightest touch gave him chills his nipples hardened he felt his dick throbbing He was quick to look up Porn Hub, looking around his room even though he knew no one was there with him. He was on the homepage, his eyes scanning the imagery in front of him, then a specific video caught his eye. a girl with long legs and a beauty mark just above the side of her knee. Her face wasn't in it, but her body was absolutely beautiful. She had a full breast, a little bit of chub on her stomach, and plush thighs. Her ass was plump and curved, and the hips of her dips made Steven's mouth drool. Steven continued to watch the video. Her elegant body was bouncing a piece of brightly coloured plastic. Her whimpers were airy and breathy. Her tight cunt left a ring of white around the dildo. She was so wet that it dripped onto the bed beneath her. Steven could feel his cock leaking through his underwear. It twitched as Steven moved his hand inside his briefs. He wrapped his cold fingers around the shaft of his penis. It felt so good that he couldn't help the sigh that escaped his mouth. The sigh was airy, almost breathless. He began to pump his hand up and down. Slow and steady, then gradually going faster. His head was thrown back and his eyes were screwed shut. He tried not to let out his moans. The girl in the video was still going at it. She was whimpering and groaning, her voice cracking whenever she moaned. Her body was moving so fast, her pussy was so wet that Steven could hear her arousal . Steven's hand was slicked with his pre-cum. His cock was a dark pink, the head was leaking. His balls were tight, ready for his release. But Steven was still going, his cock was twitching and throbbing. The girl in the video was near her orgasm, she was moaning. Her voice was so high pitched, her whimpers were loud. She was getting needier and needier. Steven's hand was wet from his pre-cum. His cock was throbbing and twitching. He was panting and moaning. Then he released. His cum was warm and sticky. His orgasm was long and satisfying. His cum was thick, covering his chest and abdomen. Steven's cock was still hard, but it was twitching and throbbing, his hand was sticky. After Steven was done, he wiped his hands and cleaned himself. He looked at his reflection, his cheeks were flushed. He had a thin layer of sweat covering his body, and his hair was sticking to his forehead. He had his underwear wrapped around his knees. Steven turned away and laid on his bed. He pulled his boxers back up, his cock was soft, but he could feel it twitch. His mind was blank. His eyes were closed, his breathing was slow, his muscles relaxed, and his body was heavy. He drifted off to sleep.

It's been months since Steven found his new method of sleeping. His hand always wandered to his cock like a teenage boy, his dark circles slowly fading, and his nights finally filled with rest. Even his coworkers noticed this little detail about him. Even his little work crush noticed this little detail about him. "Wow, you've been looking better recently," she says, making him look at her. "Uh, thanks," he says. She smiles at him. "Is it a girl?" she asks, teasingly. He laughs. "No, just some changes I've made," he says. "Good, cause if it was a girl, I would be jealous," she says. He smiles. "Really?" he says, raising an eyebrow. She nods. "Yeah, really," she says. They both smile. "Well, I should get back to work," she says, before walking off. Stevens heart was racing he knew she was joking but he couldn’t help the smile creeping up on his face. He thought about her every day, her big beautiful eyes and her gorgeous smile. Every time she would look his way he could feel the butterflies in his stomach. She had no clue what effect she had on him.

TIME SKIP

It was a blazing summer day. The people in the museum were not used to the humid weather. The heat was scorching to the touch. The female workers showed a little more skin than usual. Nothing revealing, just crop tops or tank tops, shorts or skirts. This also included She wore a short black dress with sliver-painted crescent moons on it that showed with white trainers. Steven could not keep his eyes off her. She looked beautiful in that dress, but the more he looked, the more he noticed little details about her He saw the way her dress hugged her curves. He saw the way her cleavage showed just enough to tease him. He saw the way her ass curved out and the way her breasts sat perfectly. He could feel his cock twitching in his pants. She looked so good, and he wanted to fuck her so bad. But he didn't want to scare her. So, he kept quiet, watching her work.his eyes following her figure continuously his trailing her long legs and stopping just above her knee his eyes stopping at the small visible mark he recognised it before it was her his ‘sleeping pill’ The guilt Steven felt was unimaginable all he felt was sheer terror “are you okay Steven your being a little distant” y/n moved closer to the curly haired boy “no I’m fine” Stevens voice trembles she gives him a short nod and continued talking to her other co workers not noticing Stevens body shrink into himself he felt guilty so guilty you were the kindest person he ever had the grace to work your hard so full of gold and yet he would stay up late at night stroking his leaky pulsating cock his legs shaking as he did so little hums and grunts leaving his throat while watching you pleasure your body “hi love i think I’m gonna head out cya tomorrow?” Steven built up courage to hide his shame “okay see you tomorrow sleep well” she smiled at him “laters gators” he gave a quick farewell and bolted out of the pearly building his staging steps lead him to the bus stop. The bus arrived the same time Steven did, his eyes were glazed over and his body was numb as his mind was clouded with guilt and shame he sat in his usual seat the window was cold and damp his reflection stared back at him. The boy he used to know was a boy full of dreams and hope, but now he was nothing more than a hollow shell, a man who was trapped in a nightmare. The bus ride home was filled with a deafening silence. And the engine of the bus was the only sound that could be heard.The boy's head was spinning, his stomach churning, and his chest burning. He felt sick. He needed to get home. He needed to wash away his sins.

When he finally got home, he immediately went to the bathroom and took a shower. The hot water washed away his sweat and his tears. He scrubbed himself raw. He could feel the blood rushing through his veins, his heart pumping in his ears. He got the shower and went to his bed a sunken feeling in his chest he opened his laptop and looked up the website “I didnt know it’s okay because I didn’t know” he mumbled to himself the little reassurance to hopefully wash away his guilt “one more time won’t hurt” Steven felt like a pervert he needed something to get that itch for him one more time the olive slimed boy searched up scarlet scarab his courser clicking on the most recent video “hi lovies I’m now starting private sessions I hope this can make me connect to my fans more” Steven felt excited and shame for even considering trying to get a private session “it’s only about 20 quid but with my face in it is about 50” Steven bit lip in anticipation “but if you like the sound of it shoot me a dm scarlet scarab out” the video ended leaving Steven craving for more.

His finger hovered over the button of his laptop before pressing the pink and white square on his screen a small pop up appeared in front of him.

A new window popped up, with a message written in red and white letters.

Hello mr knight! How are you doing today? I hope you're doing well. If you would like to get started, please select the payment method you would like to use. If you would like to start right away, I have a few things I need to say first. If you're ready, then click the 'accept' button below.

Steven's heart was beating so fast that he could hear it. His fingers shook as he clicked on the payment method. A pop up appeared.

Select the amount you would like to pay:

£20

£50

£75

Steven clicked on the £50 option.

Payment confirmed. Please select the camera and microphone you would like to use:

Webcam: off

Microphone: On

Steven clicked on the webcam and microphone options.

You're now connected. You're now connected. Are you ready to begin the session?

Steven clicked the 'accept' button.

Thank you for your purchase!

Steven was met with the familiar face of y/n, she had mischievous grin. "So, what would you like me to do?"

She asked, her voice dripping with sweetness.

Steven's mouth felt dry.

"I want you to touch yourself," he said.

She smirked, "okay, what would you like me to touch myself with?"

"Your fingers, I want you to put your fingers in your pussy," he said.

She bit her lip.

"I’ll do anything you like mr knight " she said. Smiling at the screen

Steven gulped, "please, touch yourself," he said.

"I will, but you have to do something for me," she said.

Steven felt a wave of nerves wash over him.

"Anything," he said.

"Stroke your cock for me, I want to see how big it is," she said.

Steven gulped and angled his camera down at the lower half of his body then Turing it on.

"Okay," he said.

He pulled down his pants and grabbed his cock, it was already hard.

He started to stroke himself, his fingers sliding up and down his shaft.

She bit her lip and moaned. He started to stroke himself, his fingers sliding up and down his shaft.

She bit her lip and moaned quietly, listening as Steven's hand moved faster.

His breathing was becoming more ragged.

After a few moments of stroking, Steve asked "What do you want?" She gasped.

"I'm not sure what you mean," he answered.

"You can tell me," she replied.

"Are you feeling good?”

“Do you like this?"

He tried to think but was having trouble.

He nodded yes despite his face not being in view he knew what he was doing was wrong but he was getting off on it he felt like a pervert

He started to breathe heavily again and her face flushed.

“You didn’t answer my question boy are you feeling good?” she cooed.

Steve realized what she meant and looked down at his dick.

It was throbbing with every stroke.

He wanted to cum so badly he was close, “Yes…yeah I’m going to cum” he whined “then cum for me baby such a good boy” the last two words that came out her mouth made him cum hider than he ever has before his legs shaking uncontrollably he leaned forward gasping as the first shot of cum shot out.

Once he caught his breath he finished.

The girl on his screen followed right behind him “Good boy”. She whined out her legs shaking from her orgasm.

“That was hot,” she said happily “Your body looks so pretty” he had a small visible shiver on his body “Thank you” he replied shyly “I hope we can do this again mr knight” the screen faded to black and Steven was left alone in his room his body buzzing.