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zairapvrker · 4 years

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Teeth: Vampire!Luke // Chapter 7

Author’s note: it’s been a long time coming, holy shitballs. ALSO!! i made the important change, throughout the chapters, to name the main character. at the very beginning i didn’t really have a name for her but i found a suitable one just now. i know now it’s a bit late, but it’s better than further along. hope you all don’t mind! p.s. peek the song reference lol

Summary: Luke knows the rules and his boundaries, he has respected them for centuries. He knows he should stay as far away as possible from every human on his path. But that was before she came along.

masterlist | chapter 1 , chapter 2 , chapter 3 , chapter 4 , chapter 5 , chapter 6 , chapter 8

Luke knew better than to let her run around town when the sun was about to set, in the end it’s not like he couldn’t track down her every move.

He didn’t let her get any further than the end of the road where she lived, before seemingly appearing in front of her out of nowhere. He smirked at the surpised face she made upon seeing him, almost bumping into his chest.

”Oh, hi” she said out of breath, cheeks lightly blushed from the jog she’d made.

“Hello” he transformed his smirk into a soft smile. “You were looking for me?” he asked even if he already knew the answer. Bea just nodded, a little lost.

“How did you-” Luke cut her off immediately.

“I thought we’d already assessed that I know things you don’t” he remined her, his smile still etched on his features. “Let’s go” refraining from offering his hand to hold like he’d done a thousand times before, Luke opted for a small nod in the direction he came from - prompting the girl to follow him.

Bea appeared to be deep in her thoughts, lost in them, as she follwed his lead quietly. The park was almost empty when they got there, just a few people jogging and the last of the kids who were enjoying some free time before they had to go home for dinner. Luke walked to a weeping willow, taking a seat near its trunk. She followed, resting her back against it. He was looking in front of him, as he observed the park empying, feeling her eyes on him nonetheless.

“I have two questions” he heard her state, voice quiet, hiding the hurricane of thoughts he knew were making her question her own sanity. “And the answer to one could explain the other”

Luke could hear her heart - which was starting to beat at a concearning pace - as if it were in his chest. He wanted to help oh so desperately, but he knew he couldn’t risk it.

“But I’m not sure that I want to know the answer” she whispered, still looking ahead, as his gaze shifted onto her figure. Bea seemed in particular distress and he remembered how all the other times this had been so much easier, sadly Luke was at loss for any sort of solution.

“We know each other” the brunette finally let out in a sigh, snapping him out of his trance. “We were in love, many times” tears were now threatening to stream down her face as she did her best not to let the overwhelming amount of emotions she was feeling affect the words she was speaking. “You could never save me” she looked into his eyes and he swore he saw all of her certainties crumble as if they were the ground beneath her feet - now open wide.

“Or change me” her voice broke before she could finish and Luke had to remind himself that it was impossible for him to feel this kind of pain, but for her and with her, he did. She made him feel alive again, every time.

“You’re right” he simply nodded, prompting the girl to speak on. He knew she still had more to say.

“I-I can’t escape you anywhere. Not even in my dreams” he watched as she stood up, nervously pacing around. “Everytime I close my eyes all that I see are pictures of times which I didn’t even live!” the little laugh that escaped her was borderline hysterical. “But I just know with every bone in my body that they’re memories. I hear the words you said to me and I... I-I don’t feel like myself anymore!” her hands had gone up to her head, fingers clutching at her hair and pulling it lightly as her eyes closed. Bea stopped dead in her tracks, looking at Luke with desperation etched on her every feature. “Please tell me I’m not crazy” she begged in a whisper.

“You are not crazy” he was quick to assure her. “You’re absolutely right” he smiled softly, hoping it would help to ease her nerves.

“Then what is all of this?” she let herself fall onto her knees, eye to eye with him. Luke sighed, knowing it was his time to talk, even if she didn’t remember.

“Have you ever heard of vampires?”

I was sure I had been in a catatonic sort of shock for more than a bunch of minutes after Luke’s words. Silence had fallen upon us as his question hung in the air, unanswered.

“Yes” I finally said in a whisper, looking back into his eyes. Somehow, he’d found a way to smirk, looking a little amused. “Well, I am one” he said next.

A scoff left my mouth before a silent laugh could follow. “What, now?” I asked, unsure of what my reaction should be, hearing my voice rise in pitch.

“That’s how I keep finding you through every lifetime of yours” he explained, serious as ever.

“But couldn’t you be, I don’t know, bullshitting me? Or, if we really wanna talk crazy, some other immortal, supernatural being that-” I stopped talking as soon as I saw his eyes shift from the beautiful ocean blue I was so used to, into a black so dark it felt like I would never find the end of it. Then, his fangs poked out of his slightly parted lips. His features went back to normal a moment later, lifting his eyebrows as if to encourage me to go on with my now impossible theory. I exhaled a breath of stupor, not really believing what I just saw. Another part of me, however, had no problem at all in doing so.

“Was t-that what-” I inhaled deeply before speaking again, releasing my breath just before the words slipped out. “Was that what change meant? Turning me into a vampire?”

Luke nodded, looking down at his feet. “I was always willing to, anything but losing you” he sighed. “But I never really wanted to, unless it was you who chose to” his eyes were now on mine as I was rendered speechless once again.

Knowing the truth was almost worse than living in ignorance.

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wildgeese2017 · 3 years

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You: what makes you happy?

Stranger: His smile

You: thats so nie

You: nice

Stranger: But I haven’t seen in in a while

You: :(

Stranger: What makes you happy?

You: i like lying down and feeling the earth cradling my whole physical body i like listening to music by myself

You: but i feel like its all sucks bc it never lasts

You: like his smile

You: i dont know how to make sense of it all

Stranger: I feel you

Stranger: Seems like nothing lasts

You: it scares me

Stranger: And you never know when the last time is going to be the last time

Stranger: You always think you will have more

Stranger: Until you don’t

You: i feel like an animal i feel so blind to what fate has planned for me

You: i want to believe in something to sort of see everything through the right lens but i just dont know whether i cud

You: like i dont know what gods means to me

You: what does it mean to you?

Stranger: I try to trust in him

Stranger: But the faith is being tested

Stranger: I feel like so much unfairness couldn’t come from god

You: i used to know so surely that the whole point of this suffering was that it was a test or an inevitabilty but i worry that my conclusion was false

You: im scared that my faith is just learned helpessness

You: do you have anything you wanted to say

You: like why you are on this platform

Stranger: I just hope you get enough motivation to hold on

Stranger: Even if it’s the bare minimum

You: thanks im fine i just feel so confused

Stranger: I am pretty sure that someday something will come that will make it worth it

You: im doing well im being nice to my loved ones im going to work im having fun im just existentially terrified

Stranger: For everyone

You: yeh i think so too

You: i kno u dont kno me but im rooting for you

Stranger: How old are you ? Sorry if that’s too personal

You: im 20

Stranger: I’m rooting for you too!!! 😄

You: thx

Stranger: The confusion starts at the twenty’s

Stranger: I’m 25 and haven’t figured it out

You: lol ive been confused 4 so long tho

You: i think being confused is the whole point

Stranger: Maybe the meaning of life isn’t to find it purpose

Stranger: But to live and live while it lasts

Stranger: Love*

You: like its all just fluctuations of energy and the universe is just reminding itself that it exists bc being is the point of being like a perfect circle of belief and truth

You: yes i think so too

You: but it leads me to chasing empty bliss

Stranger: You should write a book about it

Stranger: Or poems

You: i want to feel more purpose but i dont know how im scared of nit finding peace and my vulnerability being exploited

You: i write poetry but i feel as tho i havent developed craft

Stranger: You must be brave to feel extraordinary :)

You: how do u express urself?

You: :)

Stranger: I dance

You: <3

Stranger: I’m a dancer

You: thats so wonderful

Stranger: Not good with words

You: does it make you feel free? i can only dance with the lights off

Stranger: Sometimes I turn the music up and close my eyes and just dance whatever I feel inside

You: that sounds nice

You: what kind of music do u like?

Stranger: And most of the times it feels like breaking my own heart

You: :(

Stranger: But it flies itself back together right after

You: in a good or bad way?

Stranger: Glues*

You: sometimes i wish i cud crack open my heart and show people

Stranger: I feel like a slightly cracked heart must fall apart to be build up again

You: i always paraphrase kafka when he said the reason for everything he did is to try and express the unexpressable

Stranger: People tend to ignore small cracks

Stranger: But take it serious when it’s all in pieces

You: :( i wish we cud all b more gentle with each other

Stranger: Same

You: i wish i had more energy to see everyones breaking hearts and fill up the cracks with my own love

Stranger: And I wish we would only fall in love with people who fall for us back

You: are you in love with him?

Stranger: I am

You: i dont kno whether ive ever been in love love what is it like?

Stranger: I’ve been in love once before

Stranger: And I swore I’d never open myself up for anyone

Stranger: And my best friend convinced me to go on this date with this guy

Stranger: And when he kissed me I just knew

You: that must hav been terrifying

Stranger: Took me 5years tho

Stranger: To fall like this again

Stranger: It was

Stranger: In it’s ironic way

Stranger: And it still is

You: i can tget close to anyone like that bc ive got all this stuff i cant let anyone see its brave for you to let someone in even if it hurts

Stranger: You know what?

Stranger: It wasn’t a decision I made !!

You: huh i never thought of it that way

You: maybe it was god

Stranger: Im fact the decision I took was to not let him in before we went on that date

Stranger: It wasn’t something I was in control of

Stranger: And it took him 5 hours to kiss me 😄

Stranger: And when he did time stopped

Stranger: And so did my senses except for feeling

You: what makes him so special? is it just the way he makes you feel or is there a big reason in your mind?

Stranger: It’s …

Stranger: How can I say this

Stranger: He was a surprise

Stranger: I didn’t expect him to be that good

You: did you feel like you had met before?

Stranger: I thought he’d be just another mediocre guy

You: so he suprised you

Stranger: But when I saw his smile and eyes I just knew I was screwed

Stranger: Yeah

Stranger: Feel good to finally talk about all this haha

You: ive never felt that way about way about anyone it sounds so confusing

You: is he kind?

Stranger: He was

You: is he not anymore?

Stranger: Sadly no

You: :(

Stranger: He decided to take a step back from me

You: what did he do to make you feel this way (if you dont mind me askin)

You: oh

Stranger: I remember when he called me to tell me he’s not ready for a relationship

You: what are you going to do? i cant imagine never seeing anyone i care about like that again

Stranger: Last time I saw him was three weeks ago

Stranger: And last time I heard from him was one week bwfore

You: did you know him long before ?

Stranger: Three months

Stranger: Not that long

Stranger: But I knew what he would mean to me when I first saw him

Stranger: So it felt like a smaller eternity

You: that sound so difficult

Stranger: I miss him terribly:)

You: i cant imagine feeling that way it wud really scare me everyone i talk to ive known for like 8years i cant give so much of myself to someone new

Stranger: You don’t have to give yourself to someone all at once

Stranger: Be protective of your energy

Stranger: And never trust the other person to not hurt you!

Stranger: But trust yourself and how you will react to it

Stranger: Trust that’s you would be strong enough to handle it

You: do you think he saw the real you? its so weird to think that everyone percieves you differently and out of your own control i worry that i focus too much on an idea of a person that i cud be

Stranger: Yea and no

Stranger: What I showed him was the real me but I also know that I didn’t show him everything that I am

Stranger: I feel your fear ! You got to know who you are as a person first

Stranger: And you got to be authentic with the people around you

You: i think it takes so long to show a clear picture of urself and its always moving and running away from the person you were when you last talked to that person who you want to really see you

Stranger: Exactly!

Stranger: That’s probably the most genuine talk I ever had

You: im so tired of trying to be a person i wish i cud just melt into everyone around me but theres so much i dislike about those around me and its not possible anyway. its just hard knowing the reason for everything is human connection and not living in a way that respects that truth

Stranger: Thank you

You: thank you too

You: i really appreciate your sharing its so scar to be honest out loud

You: *scary

Stranger: True

Stranger: I guess being anonymous makes it easier

You: yeh i just i was going to see a friend today who i feel like understands me but i couldnt in the end and i needed to express a part of myself u kno even tho im talking to other people who know me and care its not the same

You: i hope ou feel better soon regardless of what he chooses for himself

Stranger: I know exactly what you mean

Stranger: After all I have to choose myself over him as well :)

Stranger: Sometimes love isn’t enough

Stranger: Who am I fooling… most of the times it’s not enough

You: i have so many kind lovely friends and family who is trying but i cant let go of this heavy thing its like theres always some invisible chain wrapped around me

You: yeh :(

You: why cant we all help each other more

Stranger: Not many people are spiritual enough to say love is enough and all that matters f*ck the rest

You: i know so many people in pain and im too tired to be there all the time

You: its easy for me to say love is enough when i dont hav so many real problems that cant b solved with love alone

Stranger: I really pray for you to break out of those chains

Stranger: You seem like an amazing loving and caring person

Stranger: You deserve happiness

You: thanks i dont kno whether my hope has any power to reach you but i really hope you get some relief from your pain too

You: you too

You: i think we all do but i cant know that im so lucky to not meet people who are cruel enough to take that belief away from me

Stranger: And if you ever do meet people like that do me the favor of removing them immediately

Stranger: If it costs you your peace it’s too exoenz

You: i guess but i always think what happens to them when im gone?

Stranger: Expensive *

You: where do they go?

Stranger: ALWAYS !

You: what do they feel?

Stranger: That’s none of your business

Stranger: Let them find their own way

You: yeh i think we all need to respect ourselves to let go of toxicity

Stranger: You don’t have to guide them

You: i just feel like i want to care more i want to love more but i dont and that makes me feel small and selfish i wish we cud all connect our love its so scary not being able to reach each other

You: im scared to change and become better it sounds so hard i feel so selfish

Stranger: You’re not selfish if it means protecting your energy

Stranger: But don’t stand in your own way

Stranger: Be brave

Stranger: Can’t stress that enough

You: thanks i think i do need to be braver i try and look more people in the eye but maybe i need to be brave against myself more than against other people

Stranger: Have you ever watched greys anatomy?

You: since they arent in my control

You: no but all my friends love it

You: its on my list loll

Stranger: So Meredith grey said something like :

Stranger: Maybe she wasn’t opening up to people not because she was scared of the love she would receive

Stranger: But scared of what would happen when they took this live away from her someday

Stranger: Once you get a taste of love

Stranger: It’s like a drug

Stranger: Love*

You: like you and him, i find it hard to accept it when people choose me over someone else so i push them away to other people and i get upset that they replaced me

You: love is so scary

You: its too much

Stranger: Me and him …

Stranger: I feel like this story is not over yet

Stranger: :)

Stranger: And that calms me

You: i think if you have so much love inside you, u will succeed and find yourself in a good place if you focus on that love

Stranger: Yeah

Stranger: I literally believe in love because of the way I know I am capable to love

You: sometimes i worry that im not capable of love like that like i have something inside me that puts people off even though on a surface level i seem nice and passionate or sweet or whatever

You: like i worry im just playing a part and soon ill get tired of acting and i wont be what people need anymore

Stranger: Don’t worry too much

Stranger: Just truly be yourself

You: thanks i will try too

You: its so weird loving life this much and still not being happy

Stranger: Damn

You: like im so happy but its never enough

You: its not the right kind of joy it wont fit

Stranger: And this whole convo started with this simple question

You: loll

Stranger: What makes you happy

Stranger: Lol

Stranger: You know what I just realized

You: wot :0

Stranger: My answer was wrong in so many ways

Stranger: Your happiness shouldn’t be depending on someone else

Stranger: Cause you can’t control other peoples behavior

You: thats so real

You: its so scary tho since you cant b alone but you cant rely purely on others

Stranger: Your happiness should only be in your hands

Stranger: So controversial

Stranger: It’s a daily risk lol

You: like other people are all that matters but to them you are the other people so we all need to be kind to ourselves to be kind to each toher but we're all to hurt and scared to do all of it in the right way

You: we're all walking around with a piece of the happy puzzle and we have'nt figured out how to put it together

Stranger: sometimes we forget that all people are vulnerable and maybe hurting too

Stranger: When someone hurts your feelings you tend to forget you might have hurt theirs too

You: i always remember but i dont always respect it and that makes me dislike the kind of person i let myself be

Stranger: You will learn to

You: i hope so

You: i think thats the point

Stranger: Don’t pressure yourself

You: like we live and we all learn the same lesson

You: but it seems like its always repeating

You: like why haven't we learned it yet

You: like we're all one soul

You: and we can't reach the end of this problem or is the point how good we feel at points of it? i cant just chase joy if its fleeting iworry that even love is fleeting

You: idk i know we only hav the present

You: like all the advice uve given me i trust it

You: i just freak out thinking of the big picture

Stranger: Relax 😄

Stranger: It’s not all that serious

Stranger: Don’t forget to live along the way

Stranger: Love was never meant to be safe or measured!

Stranger: You got to be brave and love irritationally

You: i think that that is fair i just i go long stretches living and then i remember the whole question of why and how shud i live and i get all tangled up again

Stranger: And instead of being scared, trusting yourself with it

You: i think i need to trust more and i think faith is trust

Stranger: Grow and learn to trust yourself

You: i want to have more faith in myself in others in the future i just worry the way i acheive this will only be a bandaid i want more than blind faith i want to see the world and see it as it is and still feel love and joy and trust the universe and myself to experience it correctly and even let go of the whole concept of correct.

Stranger: I also think I might fall asleep soon lol

You: thanks for listening i think i will too lol good luck i wish you all the best <£

You: <3

Stranger: That’s what I wish you too

Stranger: From the bottom of my heart

You: :-)

Stranger: Take care strangee

You: u 2 :-)

Stranger: Stranger*

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megahologram · 4 years

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Ignore | Harry Holland

A/N: cause why not, just look at those curls.

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So, I thought it'd be funny to prank Harry. He was always the prankster, along with the boys and they would always pull stupid pranks on me, making me either cry, scream or get angry. They did a killer clown prank, cheating prank, break up prank, memory loss prank and you name it, the list goes on forever.

Harry, aka my annoying, cute boyfriend, was out with his brothers (including Harrison). I was waiting at their house since I had nothing else to do, I was with Paddy and we were watching Big Hero 6 because it was our movie. We called it that because we both loved it and every time we meet up, we would watch it together, adding new comments each and every time.

I decided to do an easy prank, ignoring Harry for 24 hours, easier said than done as they say. Paddy knew about it and he thought it was lame compared to the pranks they did on me, it was nothing. But I knew that for Harry, it was going to be the meanest prank ever lol.

Anyways, back to the story. Paddy and I were watching our movie, talking about random things along with it. Paddy was like a younger brother I never had. Even though he was way younger than me, he's probably the smartest Holland ever, obviously his parents being the first. Suddenly, the door opened, revealing the 4 boys.

I take a deep breath, preparing myself, I turn my attention to the tv while Paddy chuckles quietly, also focusing his attention to the movie.

"hey mate that must've been the best prank yet" Tom said as the boys laughed out loud.

"honestly, you should've seen that guys reaction" Harrison added still laughing

Minutes went by of them talking about the prank they pulled, when it quieted down, they walked into the living room, Harry sitting down next to me while the other three boys sat on the other couch. "hey guys" Tom says

"hey" me and Paddy say in unison

"hey babe" Harry says sweetly, hugging onto my waist, burying his face in my neck.

I don't say anything, just continued to watch the movie. "what'd you do today" he asks, moving his face to rest on my shoulder, still hugging my side.

Ignored yet again.

"babe, did you hear me"

Ignored.

"babe"

Ignored.

"babeeeee" Harry wines like a kid, pouting his lips and giving me his puppy face. Even though he was sitting beside me, I could see from the side of my eyes his cute, sad puppy eyes.

'damn it this was going hard' I thought to myself as I decided to take it to the next level.

Without saying anything, I gently pulled away from his embrace, shifting closer to Paddy. Your gaze glides to Tom, Harrison and Sam for a second. Sam was too bothered by his phone to pay any attention, Tom had a shocked expression on his face from my attitude and Harrison seemed to enjoy everything, trying his best to hold in all the laugher that was about to escape.

"y/n what's wrong?" Harry asks worried. Ignored again.

'shit' I thought, 'he never called me y/n, usually has a million nicknames to say before calling me y/n'

Harry gently grabs my hand, holding it gently, giving a sweet kiss on the top, "baby, please tell me what's wrong, I'm getting worried"

I pull my hand away aggressively, standing up, making my way into the kitchen. I grab myself a glass of water when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder, I gasp loudly and turn to see Harrison, "Haz, don't do that, you scared me" I say as Harrison smiles,

Harry comes inside quickly, a big smile on his face, pleased with the fact that he got his girlfriend to speak but little did he know, she was only ignoring him not anyone else. "Haz, can you tell your friend to stop screaming" I say politely, sipping on my water

Both their eyes got wide, "friend? You mean Harry" Harrison says confused

"yeah whatever his name is" I say coldly, finishing my drink and putting it in the sink and walking out of the kitchen, with them following behind me.

"did you guys have a fight or something" Harrison asks

"no" Harry answers very quietly, almost didn't even hear it. My heart sank in, I felt so bad and Harry sounded so sad, like he was on the urge of his break point and if I say one thing to hurt him again, he'd start crying.

I look at Paddy and see he was smiling, trying to watch the movie.

"babe" I hear Harry's voice sadly, his hot breath hitting your ear as he placed his hands around my waist, hugging me from behind, kissing lightly below my ear. "please tell me if I did anything wrong"

"hey Paddy, go back, I missed my favourite part" I say loudly as I pulled away from him, smiling while walking over to Paddy, sitting beside him.

My eyes were focused on the tv, I didn't realize that Harry was gone, Sam ran after him while Tom and Harrison started yelling at me, asking what the hell was wrong with me. Me and Paddy looked at each other and started laughing, only for a minute because I felt really bad. We explained to Harrison and Tom about the prank and they were relieved, "that wasn't funny y/n, you really hurt him" Harrison says

"yeah and count the amount of times you guys made me cry because of your stupid pranks" I say harshly

"29, 30 if you include new year" Sam says walking in, sitting on the couch

"You been counting the amount of times I cried" I asked raising an eyebrow

"umm no, that's weird, Harry counts actually, he wanted to make it up for the amount of times he made you cry because of his pranks, he wanted to do something big and special"

I felt tears roll down my eyes, I felt horrible now, revenge didn't go as planned.

I walk upstairs, making my way quietly to Harry's room. I hear sobbing coming from inside, I close my eyes as I tried to forgive myself for hurting him, but it was too hard. I knock on the door and a quiet, soft voice says "come in"

I open the door and meet eyes with Harry. They were blood shot red from the crying, his nose also red like Rudolph. He turns his head, facing away from me. His hands move to his face wiping his tears away.

I walked slowly to the bed as I see him lay down in his back, pulling the covers up to his chest and starring at the ceiling. I get in under the covers, scooting closer to him, cuddling beside him. My left leg over his legs and left arm around his chest, my face nuzzled into his neck. I can tell he wanted to push me off, but he was probably scared I'd be more mad.

"I'm sorry" he said quietly after a few minutes of silence.

I stayed quiet, unable to speak and find the right words. My mind gave me millions of answers back but none that I was pleased with.

"I know I can be annoying at times, with the pranks and just me being myself. I'm probably the worst boyfriend ever considering how many times I made you cry for my pleasure, and I'm sorry for that. It may have been a joke to me and just for fun, but I guess I got carried away and didn't stop to realize how it affected you. Forgive me babe, please"

I signed loudly, getting up as Harry also got up. I pulled him in for a long, passionate kiss, placing my hands around his neck as his moved to my waist. I moved myself so I could sit on his lap, my legs around his sides, straddling him.

Pulling out, breathless, I finally speak, "I'm sorry babe, I'm not mad at you for any reason what so ever. This was just a prank, revenge to get back at you for everything you did but I guess it back fired cause it hurt me more than it hurt you"

Harry pulled me in for a tight hug, nuzzling his face in my neck, "I'm just glad you're not mad" he mumbles, hugging you tighter

"harry, too tight" I say chuckling as he finally let go, "sorry"

"and I'm sorry for making you cry" I say wiping his face clean, even though it didn't have any tears.

He leaned on to the bed rest of the bed, me still hugging on to him, head placed on his chest as we just sat there in silence, just enjoying each other's presence.

"Sam told me you counted the amount of times you guys made me cry with your pranks" I speak lifting my head, facing him.

"yeah, I felt horrible and wanted to do something special, to make it up to you" he says as he looks down, embarrassed.

I place my hand on his chin, lift it lightly up to make him face me. "that's the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me"

He smiled as he goes in for a kiss but pulls back, he remembers something because as soon as he pulled back, he pulled the night stand drawer, grabbing a small silver rectangular box.

"this is for you" he smiles, handing it over to me

I take it, examining it for a minute and open it carefully, inside was a silver necklace with an infinity charm.

"I know it's not original, average if you tell me but y/n, I really love you. I got an infinity 'stone' to represent our love, mostly mines, a little promise or reminder to you that I'll always love you no matter what. I know its stup-"

"I love it and I love you" I cut him off, pulling him in for a hug.

We both hear camera clicks all of a sudden and turn our heads to see the boys, all on their phones, some where recording as you could tell (how she knew, I have no freaking idea lol, I guess that's up to your imagination), and some were taking pictures.

"awhh that's so cutee" Sam starts as they all 'awh' in unison.

"I'm single for life" Harrison screams as everyone starts laughing.

#harryholland #harry #holland #imagines #x reader #oneshot

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nctaezen · 3 years

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Happy valentine day aka both the lovey dovey holiday and our bday bpy himself, I saw your gifset and 100/10!! Amazing work, please frame that gifset in a museum pronto!! It sounds like your valentine's day was fun ^_^

But yes I am from Chicago haha, it doesn't seem fancy to me being in Chicago with how expensive downtown can be at times (but then again, when is downtown in ANY big city not expensive?) But it is a lovely place nonetheless, granted don't come now because its cold like the northpole xD but very much recommended the spring time personally! I do hope you have the chance to come to Chicago when things calm down

Ooohh same lol, I can do my nails like a pro but eyeliner ??? I struggle lol. I watched videos on tips but I still can't figure how to not stop my hand from shaking =/ (if any of your followers know a trick do share! Help this noob anon out, i will pay with cookies!) I can do it decent line but its always thick for some odd reason lol. It starts off good in the beginning with a nice thin line but then I go full raccoon mode xD I have big eyes as well so technically not good for my eye shape but it is what it is haha. I do prefer pencil since its easier but I do enjoy the liquid eyeliner look. My current makeup look is eyeliner, mascara and some lip product. I do eyeshadow if I want to be fancy haha but for sure need to look into getting some better products. The ones I do have my eye on are nyx because we love a good mix of free of animal products and cheap, bare minerals is nice as well as well as color pop! For the pricier end fenty and rare beauty are on my list (especially rare omg the lipstick shades are so, so pretty! Especially the color you mentioned ^0^) but ooh we love pinks and orange shades! We love the soft, spring romantic vibes! For me. I like a bit of everything but i do find myself leaning into red, pink, orange shades with a mix of dark tones like a dark wine shade or even black djaksja. My favorite lippie i own is this beautiful orange/brown color? Idk if that is the right way to describe it but it is a pretty color! Jdkandks @ that large lipstick collection, respect haha. I enjoy the old school lip gloss look because i like pretending to feel like an Bratz doll lol.. bb creams are good and I may go with one in the future since it seems a good product to use if you don't want to dive into foundation and such c:

Now skin care wise, I agree! Not all pricey products are better. You can find good products for half the price that works for your skin! It is a trail and error sadly but eventually you will find something that works best for you c: and ooohh i think i have heard of those brands! I'll look at them later to see what they have so thank you for the suggestion!! Lol maybe that's a good thing the brand isn't around where you live xD but true, it is best to not continue with using the products so I will sadly throw them away. I feel bad since I did spend money but if it isn't doing me good skin wise well why ruin my skin more? Garnier is great for sure! I love their micellar water so I may invest in some of their other products! When I will do that, not sure because my parents are a bit strict when it comes to makeup/skin care stuff *sigh*

Oof I do feel like there have been alot of romance plots so we do need a break with some other plot ideas like a good mystery drama for example like let me feel like Sherlock when watching the episodes haha. But ahh it be like that xD sometimes you start off watching a video or two and then you are spending half the night watching funny edits of nct lol and idk how he can be calm like jaehyun is so calm in the most chaotic moments. Like he didn't even flinch when the boxes exploded in nct world!! Teach us your calm ways jaehyun. But I do love his dad ways from the humor he has or his dad sneeze (I will admit some fans do take the "jaehyun dad" narrative a bit too far sometimes or maybe its just me? Thoughts love?)

Oof until april!? Oh no D: I hope the numbers slow down during then, sending good vibes to your family as well during these times! You also stay safe! As for me, yeah just have been staying inside. Not much to do sadly but I'm being well fed with kpop so not complaining haha

Hey hey! How was your week/days so far since Valentines?

Well I had a lot to do and I was mainly busy with work (once again). I am remodelling/redecorating my room as well and I still have lots of plans on it, let’s see how the things end up because I will do it all alone (wish me luck).

Happy you loved that set and I hope you will anticipate my Ten set as well (it’s a secret, not secret anymore but I still haven’t started with it yet I have lots of notes and ideas saved, I just need the courage and time for it).

Oh yeah I knew it hehe as far as I know Chicago looks very modern and seems a bit luxurious, indeed should be a bit expensive in the downtown, but even in my country, downtown is something I usually avoid for hanging out because it’s super super pricy.

I came across a few fun videos on tiktok and there was a girl doing her eyeliner in one go, like less that 1 second and I was like?? she’s not from this world. I had the chance to try my new bb cream and corrector from nyx and so far I love it, it doesn’t feel heavy or itchy on my skin, also knowing it’s cruelty free, it’s something that stands on my top buy makeup brand list. I used to love lipgloss when I was a child/teen, but not anymore, I wear my hair down and if go out. Forget about it, especially since I live in a windy area. And now with masks I can only wear a no-transfer lipstick or simply lip balm. A brand I think I will try soon will be Cerave, I heard only good things about it and Wayv also promoted it in the past. At that time the brand wasn’t available in my country, now it become quite popular and if the lockdown ends next month, I’ll go to a pharmacy to test the products and (hopefully) buy some.

As for my drama experience, I started to watch Vincenzo since it’s on Netflix it’s much easier to watch but I didn’t expect the whole comedy twist, I thought that drama was based on a dark-crime-mafia plot, yet I was once again fooled by the trailers. Anyway he looks sooo good for his age, I thought he was in his twenties, just wow! We’re a decade apart, and man! he looks so young, maybe even younger, insane! I should drink more ginseng tea for infinite youth haha Anyway the drama is a stay because I love him so much, he is a very talented actor and hopefully the plot will change as the history will go on.

About Jaehyun and that dad narrative, well yes. Things go out of hand for everyone else not only for him, especially in cases when these words are shoved right into their faces, I would never dare to comment anything like that under their social media or even on personal-interactions, it just seems uncomfortable on many levels. If someone looks hot and sexy, this is what he is and this is what we call them for, magazines and articles describe idols a lot these days with these words and that is ok because it means they have an attractive image that everyone wishes to have or achieve, yes I do get jealous sometimes even if they are men so 😂 but those type of whatever role-playing words, no, niet, nein, não, non. Out of question.

Meanwhile a few comebacks happened and I was excited for it, Shinee’s title song is sooo good and I love the savage lyrics. The rest of the album is also amazing, I have like 3 top favorites. Now I am waiting for Wayv comeback that will happen soon, hope SM won’t disappoint with another low-budget MV, I know we are in a pandemic situation rn but even inside the box, a MV can look stunning. SM take notes from “Make a Wish”, that was simply beautiful and almost everything was shot indoor, stunning effects I want to see again.

And I don’t think I had the chance to ask you, how did you like 127′s Japanese album? I love all the songs and there is non I skip when I play the whole album. I love how different hits from their Korean albums, there is something alluring about it, well the lyrics also suggest that so- I couldn’t miss that huge album that looks like an A3 portfolio so I already ordered one, hopefully by the end of the March I’ll get my hands on it, I can’t wait because the pictures are simply stunning!

Hope so far you have been fine, stay healthy and take care of yourself, and hope to hear from you back soon ❤️

#anon #glitch anon #reply

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bughead-fic-request · 7 years

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I would like to thank @leaalda for making these amazing banners.

This is an effort to spread the word about all fan fiction writers in our little fandom. If you would like to be featured or nominate a writer, please contact me. Please reblog this post if you can and check out some of @bettyluvsjuggie work!

1. First things first, if someone wanted to read your stories where can they find them.

http://archiveofourown.org/users/bettyluvsjuggie/works or my taglist on tumblr https://bettyluvsjuggie.tumblr.com/search/bljwrites

2. Tell us a little about yourself.

I’m 18 years old, and I live in England (I don’t have a posh accent and I don’t like tea- sorry for betraying the stereotypes). I’m a pretty artsy person, I love drama and especially dance- I’ve been dancing since I was like 3. You know that leg stretch thing Madelaine does as Cheryl, I can do that. I also love photography- I don’t have a great camera or anything yet, I just like taking pretty pictures.

3. What do you never leave home without?

My phone for sure.

4. Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Night owl definitely, my sleep pattern is so messed up.

5. If you could live in any fictional world which one would you choose and why?

Gosh, that’s a tough one. I’d love to visit Wonderland, as in ‘Alice in…’ because I’ve always loved that story, but I wouldn’t want to live there!

6. Who is the most famous person you’ve ever met.

I’ve met a couple of British Olympic and Paralympic medal winners but I don’t remember their names… clearly they weren’t that famous?

7. What are some of your favorite movies/TV?

I love classic 80s movies like The Breakfast Club, Ferris Bueller, St. Elmo’s Fire. I’m also a sucker for romantic movies like the first time, The Notebook, Me Before You.

TV shows? Obviously Riverdale, also Teen Wolf, Orphan Black, Brooklyn Nine Nine and Skins.

8. What are some of your favorite bands/musicians?

Varies so much across so many genres but some favourites currently are Oh Wonder, Ed Sheeran, Christine and the Queens, Halsey, All Time Low etc.

9. Favorite Books?

Anything sappy and romantic lol, and it’s a little clichéd tbf but the Fault in our Stars by John Green is one of my favourites I think, not that I’ve read it in ages, but I remember thinking it was really well written. A childhood favourite is Ballet Shoes by Noel Fielding.

10. Favorite Food?

Chicken, a broad category I know, but that’s what’s great about it! I also love spicy food.

11. Biggest pet peeve?

People who are assholes for no reason, it costs nothing to be kind.

12. What did you want to be when you were little? What do you want to be now?

I wanted to be a ballet dancer lol, how clichéd but like I said, I’m into dance. Now I want to work in psychology, probably working with children. Mostly I want to do something that makes me happy and might help make others a little happier too

13. What are your biggest fears? Do you have any strange fears?

I am f’ing terrified of needles- which sucks because I am desperate for a tattoo, but I have a panic attack when I have to get injections? Also, thunderstorms. I don’t understand how people love them because they terrify me!! I fully have to hide under a blanket and try and drown out the thunder and lightning

14. When you are on your deathbed what would be the one you’d regret not doing?

I hope that when I die, I can look back and see a full and happy life. I know that there will inevitably be ups and downs, but I hope that I will let the light outweigh the dark. So if anything, I would regret not allowing myself to be happy.

Okay… lets talk about your writing!

15. Which is your favorite of the fics you've written for the Bughead fandom?

A one-shot I wrote called Lovesick - Betty and Jughead are both sick after Jughead catches a cold from Betty. I really loved writing Jughead because he’s very over the top and whiny and it was just fun to do!

16. Which was the hardest to write, in terms of plot?

Currently my only multi-chapter is called He Was Gone - it’s set in two different timelines, sort of like flashbacks vs present time. I guess I don’t really struggle with the plot, but sometimes the words just won’t happen the way I want them to.

17. How do you come up with the ideas for you fic(s)? Do you people watch? Listen to music? Get inspired by TV/movies?

Sometimes for my one-shots I look at prompts but I never really follow it exactly, that’s why I never credit one. Does that make sense? Like I put my own spin on it. For example: if the prompt is Person A takes care of Person B while they’re sick. I say nah, make them both sick.

The rest of the time, it’ll be an idea that has manifested in my brain. Some fluffy situation that I can’t stop thinking about all day and have to put into words as soon as I can.

Sometimes I write while listening to music but it’s not essential.

18. Idea that you always wanted to write but could never make work?

I’m not good at smut but then again I haven’t really tried, maybe I will, maybe it won’t. I’m really enjoying writing fluff right now so it doesn’t bother me too much.

19. Least favorite plot point/chapter/moment you’ve written?

I can't really pinpoint an exact thing but I have definitely posted chapters of my multi-chapter that I wasn't completely satisfied with.

20. Favorite plot point/chapter/moment you’ve written?

From Lovesick again (I really do like it): “You’re very hot Jug.”

“Why thank you, my dear. And I love you very much, but I am in no state to fool around today” he deadpanned. I like sarcastic Jughead

21. Favorite character to write?

Jughead and Betty, can’t separate them sorry. I mostly only write those two anyway in my one-shots. I’m just in love with those characters and their love story.

22. Favorite line or lines of dialogue that you've written?

Jughead waited for Betty’s eyes to flutter open and meet his, meadows of green locked with floods of blue. He sighed quietly, “there is nothing in this world, or the next, that will stop me from kissing you.”

23. Best comment/review you’ve ever received?

Literally every comment I receive makes my heart sing and puts a smile on my face. There are no favourites because they all mean the world to me. Whether it’s three words or thirty, I can guarantee any comment will make me happy.

24. How do you handle bad reviews or comments?

I’ve had none so far thankfully, but I imagine I would try and not let the bad outweigh the good. I understand that’s sometimes easier said than done though.

25. If you could change anything in any of your stories, what would it be?

Sometimes I post a chapter and then when I’m writing the next one and I think of something and I’m like ‘damn that would have been so much better’ but I can’t really pick out something specific.

What is your favorite story you’ve ever written? Any fandom?

Before I entered the bughead fandom I didn’t even read fanfiction of any sort, let alone write it so there are no fics from other fandoms. I’ve already said Lovesick a few times (Really? Hadn’t noticed.) so I’ll pick another one. I am really loving writing He Was Gone to be honest, I don’t think I’ve seen anyone else do the Now/Then thing that I’m doing and I’m just enjoying exploring that.

27. What are you reading right now? Both fan fiction and general fiction?

Not really reading any general fiction at the moment sadly, I need to start reading again for sure. But in terms of fanfiction, I literally am LOVING Serpent and the Swan @jugandbettsdetectiveagency, meet the morning, which has just finished but it’s one of my favourites @sylwrites, OF COURSE The Stacks by @malmo722, a long time favourite (shout out to its brilliant author who also thought of this awesome idea, thanks for letting me be a part of it <3), there’s definitely loads more and literally tons on my need to read list.

28. Do you have an advice for writers that want to get into this fandom but might be scared?

I’ve seen a lot of people talk about comment culture and reaching out to others so I’ll try and write something a little different.

When you put your work out there for the first time, it is super scary and it can make you feel super vulnerable, I can remember the exact feeling because it feels like barely anytime has passed since I posted my first fic. Try not to expect immediate success, unfortunately it doesn’t happen for everyone. I know it can be intimidating to see a much smaller number of notes on your post than the most well-known writers get, but try and not let it affect you. Instead, try and appreciate every note that you get. Every like, kudos, comment or reblog, no matter how few or how many, means that someone read what you wrote and appreciated it, isn’t that awesome?! I think it’s epic.Also, if there isn’t an immediate or huge response to your fic, don’t let it discourage you. Don’t stop writing, keep going, write more.

And finally, don’t write for other people, write for yourself.

#bughead author spotlight #fan fiction #fan fiction writers #ao3 #betty cooper #jughead jones #jughead x betty #betty x jughead #Bughead #bughead fanfiction #riverdale #bettyluvsjuggie #lovesick #he was gone

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franeridart · 7 years

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Did you know that Honezuki's 'favorite thing' on his info page is giving or receiving messages?

I did know!!!!! He’s so soft, honestly ;u; was that a pun maybe it was

Anon said:Bleh I’m trying to read the bnha manga on kissmanga but every time I change the chapter It gives me a pop up and I’m reading on mobile so I can’t block it .-. I really don’t think I’m gonna be able to read it

How about you try using mangasee? Or mangareader? Or mangahere? Honestly I really don’t like kissmanga anyway, there’s a lot of better sites around hah

Anon said: Omg fran every time i see ur notifications i get so happy thx for existing

HHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡ thank u

Anon said:The moment you posted that new Bakushima I just HAD to set it as my lock screen. I jump every time you post a picture, I get so excited. And I’m never disappointed. Thank you for all of your content!!

I’M GLAD YOU LIKED IT THAT MUCH OMG!!!!!!!

Anon said:What would you be like in the Boku no Hero Academia world? What would your quirk be? Your class(class 1-A)? Your relationship status with everyone in that class?

What a weird question, and the weirdest thing is that I have another similar one somewhere in my inbox haha ANYWAY!!! I’ve been thinking about this and I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be a hero my friend hah I’m not heroic enough - I’d wish to be in support, for sure, building stuff makes me happy?? And if I could pick my own quirk it’d be something that helps me build and fix stuff easier since it’s something I’m vaguely good at already and to be really good at it would be lovely… 100% sure the drawback would be headaches

I dunno about relationship status with the main cast in general? But as far as the squad goes I’m pretty sure I could get along easy enough with Sero and Jirou, and everyone gets along with Kiri, Denki and Mina anyway. Bakugou is a mystery. Both if he’d be able to stand me and if I’d be able to stand him. I just don’t know.

Anon said:I WANT TO BUY EVERYTHING BUT I’M BROKE I CRI

THANK YOU FOR THE THOUGHT ANYWAY THO!!!!!

Anon said:YOUR BIRTHDAY IS TEN DAYS AFTER MINE

YO!!!! I used to know a lovely guy who was born exactly ten days before me and had my same name I loved him a lot WHICH MEANS I’m loving you a lot by default too !!!!!!!!

Anon said:THOSE LAST TWO COMICS ARE SO ME HOLY HECK

SADLY RELATABLE FEELINGS RIP

Anon said:Would you do a speedpaint or a stream or idk something like that? I would love to watch you draw

I tried understanding how to make a speedpaint once but tbh once I recorded myself drawing and I watched it it was kind of… real boring……….. are you sure you want to watch me draw it’s, like, seriously monotonous…………………….

Anon said:FRANERI-SAN YOU’RE SO ADORABLE LOL

SO ARE YOU???????? OH MY!!!!!

Anon said:what are.. your thoughts.. on ojiro x kaminari

Y E S

Anon said:Your answer about getting notes is amazing. Seriously. It’s intelligent and honest and it makes me admire you even more. It does hurt to realize that my art might never get a lot of notes simply because there aren’t many people who like what I do, or bc I can’t put the effort to draw everyday at this moment of my life. But it’s also eye opening. Like, social media is all about shared interests, right? And that’s great so I can’t rlly blame anyone. Not the original anon but, thank you very much.

I’m glad the answer was helpful to you at least a little? It’s honestly just my personal experience, I know of really well known artists that post rarely but still get a lot of notes tbh… the thing is that whether you draw every day for a year or sporadically for five years you’re still gonna improve, you just take longer? I don’t know what I wanted to point out with this but, yeah, what I talked about was just how it happened for me haha

Anon said:OMG I JUST SAW YOUR HIGH SCHOOL MAIZAWA ITS AMAZING I LOVE YOU AND MY DORKS

I’m glad you liked themmmmmm!!!!!!!!! *O*

Anon said:Omgomgomg you have a store!!! I’m so excited!! I know where it’s going, when I have a little extra cash!!

G AH !!!!!!! Thank you ???? ｡･ﾟヾ(✦థ ｪ థ)ﾉ｡ﾟ･｡

Anon said:Thought of Tetsu x baku? I ship them so hard! Because even though a lot of people say it would be just like kiribaku, I dont think so? Tetsu is.. Very different from kiri in a lot of ways, and his and baku relationship would also be different! :3

Kiri and Tetsu are definitely different and more importantly their relationship with Bakugou is completely different too, so of course the ships are gonna be totally different as well! Can’t say I specifically ship it tho, mostly because Tetsu and Baku haven’t interacted much and the little they have Tetsu didn’t seem to like Baku at all? I tend not to ship Baku with people that don’t like him haha

#fran answers #do you see this post right here this is me procrastinating #anonymous

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