[Jin Ling & Fairy]
Junior Quartet | Mo Dao Zu Shi
Cope/Vent + pet mourning
28-04-2021
mid-twenty sect leader jin ling who's ready to go on a multi-sect night hunt with his disciple after a sect conference, accompanied by his jiujiu and his own disciple.
He calls out to Fairy to follow him, only to stop in his track suddenly. on the side you have jc giving him a sad and slightly worried look, while all disciples fall silent, not daring to say anything. Because they know.
They know Fairy wasn't by her master's side anymore... He had called out to her out of habit, something he had done for years, but now it was useless. jl took in a shaky breath while shutting his eyes, trying not to show his disciple how upset it had made him.
"We will... go first" suggested a Lanling disciple while slightly nudging another one to go with him.
"Go on" they receive, quickly scrambling away. on the side jc simply made a sign for the Yunmeng disciple to do the same, approaching his nephew who was clearly trying to keep all in. Only once everyone was away did jl dare to accept his uncle's comforting embrace.
It had been months since Fairy had died of old days, having been by his sides for nearly two decades. She had been more than just a helpful spiritual dog, she had been his comfort in hard times too. It had been months, he wasn't as bad as when it happened, but he still had moments when he casually thought of her presence only to remember "Oh yeah, she's not here".
it's still hurt, but at least a bit less and he can quickly regain his composure and once he joins back some disciple no one comments on his reddened eyes or what had just happened. The older ones knew how Fairy and jl had been a pair for years, it was hard even for them not to see the happy dog around.
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ahah sorry for the sudden angst I don't usually do, I needed to vent after a similar thing happened earlier as I was about to go get the mail. what better way to vent than dump everything on characters you like, imma right?
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this is your reminder that it's okay if you haven't fully healed yet from the things you've been through. healing isn't linear and we all move at our own pace. it's okay if you still cry sometimes from the heartbreak you experienced. that is valid. and the pain is a part of healing, no matter how hard it is there’s always a time where things will get better🫶🏽
Aww, nonnie... This is very, very sweet; thank you for the very much needed reminder, honestly. 🥺
Honestly I’m not having the best time myself because I’m sad and worried, and I haven’t even slept properly because I woke up at like 4 am only to cry and then managed to sleep at nearly 7 am — the worst part is that I myself feel like I want to heal fast from my own grief/mourning but, like you said, we all move at our own pace.
I did manage to distract myself during the day though, by looking at things that make me laugh or interacting with you guys in here. Distracting myself kind of helps not to think too much about my own personal experiences lately — I do wonder how the hell I will focus back on my studies and work for the future of my career 😓 But yeah, I think I will have to do things step by step until I feel better. 😊
Thank you so, so much sweet nonnie. This was needed, you guys are too sweet with me 🥺❤🙏
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Won't need it now
I got an email from Chewy.com that one of M the Cat's prescription items is back in stock.
M has been dead for a month. (I didn't run out so global supply chain issues didn't kill him).
Still missing you, M.
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All Dogs Go to Heaven. We Will Meet Again.
to all of us who’ve lost our best friends ♡
— artwork by Martin Wittfooth
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And for a little while, everything is sad.
The oldest and smallest and loudest one has gone.
A little bit at a time her things will be cleaned up and put away, and the ache will be a little less sharp.
The tears will dry, dinners will be made, love will be shared, and the happiness she brought us will remain.
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Little angel, taken too soon.
By a violent, pathetic person.
You are loved and will be loved as long as I draw breath.
Little light of my life, never to light my day again.
Forever light the sky, brightest little star.
I’m gonna frame this painting like a window for you to look down at me, like you always did.
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