not very good drawing and messy writing, but i was listening to an orv playlist and wanted to amplify the angst i felt. yw, all credits go to me.

i feel like this sucks but i havent drawn in a while so i think i’m being reasonable LMAOOO

When Sha Po Lang said, "As long as I'm alive for a day, I will protect him for a day," and ORV said, "Tell me, you fool. If I continue to regress, will I ever get to meet you again?" and Golden Stage said, "I hope that you will hate me all your life," and Nan Chan said, "There's a man I love. In the clouds. In the sea. In my heart."

"Survive and take responsibility! Atone for the rest of your life or live a garbage life. Just somehow survive!" -Kim Dokja, to Lee Jihye

a/n: under the cut is a SPOILER from ORV so please read at your own risk !!!

i just thought it was silly to put them in my notion notes !!! but this quote in particular is quite sad...still, the word definition makes it a bit bearable (and silly).

they're really quite dependent on each other <3 dokja-ssi won't exist if not for joonghyuk-ssi, and joonghyuk-ssi won't exist just as much if dokja-ssi doesn't exist.

「The story 'Life and Death Companions' wants to continue.」

WHY WON'T YOU STAY? WHY WON'T YOU STOP DYING?

for @chocolatemalt, my orv bestie, we'll sob about kim dokja together one day.

unknown // in image // in image // in image // in image // in image // in image // in image // in image // Against Silence, Frank Bidart // in image // unknown [the pin disappered :( ] // Richard Siken, Crush

[The character 'Han Sooyoung' is curious about you.]

we're getting closer and closer (an artwork from 2022 by me ) follow for more 🥹🫶

https://x.com/Dokjasimp4951?t=mE6oGNmnd-NaKBSGsUAz_g&s=09

Sing Shong, Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint // Black Box // R.M. Rilke, "The Guardian Angel" // George Seferis, "The Return of the Exile" (trans. Edmund Keeley) // Studio Dragon, Because This Is My First Life // John Banville, The Sea // Aeschylus, Agamemnon (trans. Herbert W. Smyth) // Anne Carson, "The Anthropology of Water" // Anne Lamott, Bird by Bird: Some Instructions on Writing and Life // @toupou39 on tw // Jennifer S. Cheng, "So We Must Meet Apart" // Madeline Miller, Circe // @chuunicalesimp // Richard Siken // Neil Gaiman // Richard Siken, "The Torn-Up Road" // Jamie Varon, "Does The Universe Fight For Souls To Be Together?" // Jennifer S. Cheng, "So We Must Meet Apart" // Sing Shong, UMI & Sleepy-C, Omniscient Reader (Webtoon) // Frank Bidart, "Guilty of Dust" // Lasah – Taixu // Ocean Vuong, Night Sky With Exit Wounds // see 1 // André De Shields & Hadestown Original Broadway Company – Road To Hell (Reprise) // @toiriot on tw // Unlike Pluto – We're Screwed // @moonbends // m.h // Euripides, Herakles (trans. Anne Carson) // Unlike Pluto – We're Screwed // Google search results // @toiriot on tw // see 1 // Chxrlotte – Come With Me // @roach-works // Lasah – Taixu // Sing Shong, UMI & Sleepy-C, Omniscient Reader (Webtoon) // Chxrlotte – Come With Me // Frank Bidart, "Guilty of Dust" // @dsssctd_ion on tw // Hans Christian Andersen, "The Snail and the Rosebush" // Will Stetson – Writing on the Wall // Michael Kinnucan, "The Gods Show Up" // Richard Siken, "Planet of Love" // Sufjan Stevens – Futile Devices // Warren Zevon – Keep Me in Your Heart // Katie Maria // @SION_428 on tw // see 1 // Pablo Neruda, 20 Love Sonnets and a Song of Despair // Mitski – My Love Mine All Mine // Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Vera // Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 // Sing Shong, UMI & Sleepy-C, Omniscient Reader (Webtoon) // Tim O'Brien, The Things They Carried (via @jomeimei421) // see 1 // @soracities // Black Box // see 1

one must imagine kim dokja happy

man orv is getting too real

yjh, reading through the 19172 mentions of kdj being ugly: this is relevant for him to wake up and must stay in the final draft

yjh, reading through the 71628 mentions of kdj having no talent: this is relevant for him to wake up and must stay in the final draft

yjh, reading through the 8262828 mentions of kdj's kinks and his black flame dragon: ...this is relevant for him to wake up and must stay in the final draft

yjh, reading through one (1) wrong mention of a fighting technique: i cant possibly leave this be

Reading ORV is so embarrassing because sometimes I'll be daydreaming about what's going to happen next based on my own personality (or what I would do), and then Kim Dokja just straight up says it word-for-word in the next scene. Stop perceiving me stop understanding me I'm here to read about you

Cale Henituse: *pretends to be Jesus*

Kim Dokja: *pretends to be the devil*

Lee Kiyoung: *pretends to be Jesus but is the devil*

Kim Gongja: *is Jesus*

Lloyd Frontera: Can you guys not?

Cale: Do you really like the idea of enemies to lovers or do you just like the idea of someone seeing you at your worst and still loving you?

Dokja: You need to lower your fucking voi-

I have to post this before I look at it too long and set it ablaze.