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hellsing5-0-blog · 10 months

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Touya was never a masterpiece even now but no one is. Every one of the Todorokis isn't perfect or have the perfect quirk. I don't know why there is such an obsession with wanting Touya to be the masterpiece and everyone else failures while it's more like they are all masterpieces because they are all perfect not just Touya or they are all flawed including Touya because no one is perfect,

Hi Anon, 😊

You are perfectly right and I agree with your take!

It's not really that Touya was meant to be a masterpiece, that was more of an Unhealthy Family Dynamic within the Todoroki Household. ENDEAVOR was the one who constantly upheld this Toxic trait where Shoto was the Masterpiece whereas Touya was the Failure. None of the Todoroki are like that.

Rei never uses this dynamic. She just wants to protect her family and what little happiness they can have...

Natsuo never uses this dynamic. He only says it once as a jab to Enji for how they were cruelly treated from this mess.

Fuyumi never uses this dynamic. She just wants a normal, happy family and salvage whatever she can.

NOT EVEN SHOTO uses this dynamic. He's the one who DESTROYS this dynamic.

Only Endeavor does. And he twists EVERYTHING to be self-centered around HIM

As the patriarch of the family who has full control over his household and their members, Endeavor created a dynamic where they all have to listen to HIM and cater to HIS needs and standards. He's the one who's OBSESSED with Masterpiece and Failure and it caused a massive rift.

Touya always wanted his father's attention. He was too young to realize how toxic this mindset was.

To little Touya, it was never about being a Masterpiece or surpassing All Might. All he ever wanted was his Parents love. Rei flat out says that he just wants his Father to look at him.

So why didn't Endeavor look at him... because he was too OBSESSED with getting a MASTERPIECE that he instinctively labeled Touya a FAILURE!!!

If Enji just gave him a chance, just looked at him, JUST encouraged him not as a hero, but as a Father, ALL OF THIS TRAGEDY COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED!!!

When people previously theorized that Touya had an Ice quirk, they weren't theorizing due to being obsessed with him as a Masterpiece and others as failure, but because it felt like an logical conclusion to an obvious foreshadowing.

(Aizawas said that quirks are a PHYSICAL FACTOR, so obviously Touya had an Ice quirk which is why he gets burned. Dabi doesn't overheat and can fight LONGER than Enji and Shoto, so obviously he was using his "secret" Ice to cool himself down)

Shoto flat out DISPELLS this dynamic in his final fight with Dabi, pointing out that he (Shoto) could NEVER BEAT his older brother alone and NEEDED HELP FROM HIS ENTIRE FAMILY!!!

It was never about being obsessed about who's the Masterpiece and who's the failure when ALL OF THEM ARE IMPORTANT REGARDLESS!!!

It was about the cruel irony of an Egotistical Man who destroyed his Family over petty pride and had the Child who could have fulfilled his dreams and desires if HE! JUST! LOOKED! AT! HIM!

#dabi #bnha #bnha spoilers #todoroki #touya todoroki #bnha asks #todoroki enji #todoroki family #My first time writing a meta so please forgive me if things don't turn out right #or if i sounded too arrogant #I'm not sure how to write meta #bnha meta #i guess?#anti-endeavor #endeavor stans dni

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stuckinapril · 2 months

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Reframing whenever someone decides to leave you out of something or walks out of your life or just all around neglects your presence not as your loss but as theirs…. like that could have been so much more fun w me in it but I wasn’t and that will forever be your loss

#It might sound arrogant conceited etc but I used to deal w a lot of attachment anxiety bc id be like #That person is so cool. They’re so exciting. They know how to liven something up. I’m missing out on their energy #But now I think ab how they’re missing out on mine too and how they’re at the risk of losing me w every half assed action they take #Loss is never just one way if you know you bring value to something. I legit felt that yesterday for the first time in my life #Ruminating and clinging to ppl less has truly come at the behest of knowing I’m someone worth keeping around #And if you decide not to that’s a failing on your end and I don’t have to overcompensate by proving my worth to you

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thenon-fictiondays · 9 months

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See, that's where he's wrong. I think it's actually.... just as difficult to be the one who's being pulled as it is to be the one trying to pull. It's actually really, really tough to be the object of your friend's affection. It's hard enough being pursued by someone you don't care about, but to be wanted by someone you do care about? To be put in a position where you either have to force yourself to have feelings you don't or hurt someone you care about? To feel like you have no choice but to either betray your own feelings or your friend's? It sucks. It sucks and it can ruin friendships. I would actually prefer to be the person trying to convince someone to fall for me than the person who someone else is trying to convince to fall for them tbh

#I've always been a bit overprotective of Hirano #bc i know all too well how much it sucks to be in this position #I've spoken about this before and i will again but honestly I'm not sure how i want kghr to resolve!!#im not sure i do actually want them to end up in a classic romantic relationship #[hides behind brick wall]#i know in my head his feelings are going to change #but im protective of the feelings he has now that know he doesn't want to be with kagi yet #i don't want those feelings to just be ignored #but luckily harusono-sensei writes in such a way that takes into consideration the characters feelings #(does that sound arrogant to say? lol)#so i trust that however the story goes its going to feel good #one of these days I'll write this post out in a more cohesive way bc I've been thinking about this for like a year and a half now lmao #kagihira #kagihira liveblogging

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gaylornation · 9 months

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what's actually bonkers to me is that I found out they had broken up for the final time literally the day before Lover dropped and I couldn't say shit... now here we are almost 4 years later and Karlie showed up to her show. like my mind has not fully comprehended it yet lol

#sorry for all the posts i'm going through it #like it's been almost 9 years of following this stuff #which that in itself is mind boggling to me #there are so many gaylors on tiktok and twitter now too #it's awesome but also wild cause for the longest time there was like 150 of us in our own little bubble here on tumblr lol #just getting shit on left and right by hetlors and antis cause god forbid we thought Taylor was gay lmao #i'm really not trying to sound arrogant but it's making me realize I am like the OG kaylor lol #this community has come a long way and so has Taylor #I hope she can eventually finally free herself... I know she's basically come out a million times but y'all know what I mean

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widevibratobitch · 6 months

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so i am singing that vitellia in the end... but at what fucking cost.

'you gotta sing this softer'

'what'

'this is mozart'

'this is vitellia'

'this is mozart'

'im singing about how much i hate this mf and want him dead before the end of the day'

'this is mozart'

'i wanna murder a guy'

'this is mozart'

'...'

'softer. gentle. mozart'

'...ok'

#they're killing me here #i already bargained for ONE (1) note in chest (thank you so so much that i am ALLOWED to sing an A3 in chest voice <333) and now THIS #THIS is why people hate mozart. fuck you.#i recorded that rehearsal and the first version sounds SO MUCH BETTER. after i did what she asked me to do its just. so fucking boring.#i hate it here #i love this duet so much but frfr im not sure i wanna do it if i have to do it on their terms.#also like sorry to be a bitch but you're a pianist girl. just stick to your stuff and let me take care of mine.#just because you're playing this like you're constipated because tHiS iS mOzArT doesnt mean the rest of us dont care either.#its possible i never will get the chance to sing the entire vitellia so i want to do justice. as much as im able. to this one chance i get #it took me A Long While to deal with the fact that i wont be able to bark that 'indegno' and 'regno' like i always envisioned.#but like. ok. whatever. i can still make it Entertaining. THIS however. no. no fucking way.#and its not even about me being a big-headed know-it-all who thinks she's better than everyone because. lol and lmao clearly im Not #but this is about having a fucking SOUL. its about actually taking the libretto into consideration too. its about trying to figure out #WHY mozart wrote it the way he did. like sorry but this is another fiordiligi case where its CLEAR that the amplitudes the crazy jumps #are there FOR A REASON. the reason is HE WANTED A CONTRAST. some fucking EMOTION. he sure as hell didnt want it to be Soft And Gentle.#i know it because i talked to him and he told me im right about everything as always and you can eat shit girl bye #grrrrrrrr im so angry #i knos i sound so arrogant here but please. please i just want to make this music fun and enjoyable. i just dont want it to be boring #please understand my vision im begging you

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brittapcrrys · 8 months

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ok just watched a little video of the main BG3 characters (and some ?? others i’ve not seen u guys blogging abt) & their voice actors and like............ that was Not At All how i thought most of them were gonna sound oh my godddddddd

#i like shadowheart MORE now i think hearing her voice tied the vibes together in a way that finally Works for me #i was very 'BEYONCE???!!!?!' to see jk simmons in there but yeah okay that works #karlach and lae'zel are Fine i just expected....smth different. ig i was expecting any/all gith characters to have like...#idk they're meant to be from a totally ''alien'' plane of existence and also they're built Like That like. what do u mean they sound the sam #*same as everyone else ?? idk anyway #uhhh Halsin's voice is Fine but i kinda expected that sort of tone from Gale (but with the arrogance to it)#OH. Wyll's fit nicely too #I WANNA BE VERY CLEAR there's nothing 'wrong' or 'bad' abt the voices im ??????? abt i just. they don't Fit for me #i didn't think THAT voice was gonna come out of Astarion. i didn't know Jaheira was gonna be SO Scottish nnjdfjksdjkf #i also didn't know jaheira was gonna Look Like That like it's not bad but i just they made her paler right they did some whitewashing there

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kaustic · 1 year

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the moment a european tiktoker opens their mouth about the us or americans i just know they’re gonna say the wildest shit i’ve ever heard in my life and be so confident in their inaccuracy

#or what social media shows them #i have yet to see a european with a good take on the us #out here acting like their shit dont stink too #jesus christ #just heard the wackiest shit about colonialism #‘everyone colonized everyone’#yES BUT YOUR COUNTRY AND THE MAJORITY OF YOUR CONTINENT IS STILL BENEFITING #FROM THE SYSTEMS OF IMPERALISM THAT THOSE NATIONS PUT IN PLACE #losing my goddamn mind over this shit #acting like america is the only one still with colonies jfc #our shit absolutely reeks but take the damn tree out of ur eye #it was literally a reply to a comment talking about how people of color have horrible experiences in italy #good lord the world is so braindead #at the risk of sounding arrogant: being smart is a fucking curse

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theparadoxart · 1 year

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There's a thin line difference between being confident and straight out arrogant. It's funny how most of the people confuse them as the same thing.

#and it's very important #coz if you're arrogant then that just means #u are too full of urself #and i dont respect those people #a same sentence can sound way different when said by a confident person and when said by an arrogant one #i guess im a very opinionated person #mine

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party-gilmore · 8 months

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IS the disconnect between you and somebody really because you’re autistic and they’re not/neurotypical?

Or are they (the NT) just an asshole.

#the more I read about interactions austictic people are having with NT people the more I’m like #okay but this… this doesn’t sound real #there’s no WAY they could be THAT oblivious to the logical conclusion of how they’re coming across and/or how you’re trying to come across #like it CANT be that hardwired it CANT be #I think they just. because NTs get social cues faster so many of them aren’t taught how to respect other people socially #because you do HAVE to be taught that. neurotypical or not. or you just turn into a self assholes #so many things I see getting chalked up to ND/NT difference is just like…#honey no they’re just being too selfish and arrogant in their own social skills to examine any possibility other than their own

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akamikazae · 1 year

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I would write any 15k+ you write😂😂

🥹😭💕thats very kind of you to say dear nonnie <33

#ask #I am stressing and just cut out like 700 words so thank you #I hope I don't sound too arrogant but I assume (based on my poll post) you mean read ?lol #please correct me if im wrong tho!#v kind anon<3

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gorgraoroctoberforever · 10 months

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How do people make friends?

All of the friends I made are people that thought I was lonely/mysterious and started talking to me. But I was literally just standing there.

I have never in my life made the first move to make friends and now I am paying the price by have shit memory when it comes to names.

#the fact that by first impression people tend to assume I am arrogant DOES NOT HELP AT ALL !!!#I AM SORRY YOU THOUGHT I WAS JUDGING YOU ! I THOUGHT I WAS STARING AT NOTHING :(#I can't talk to loudly too because apparently it sounds like I am being condescending ! I just want you to hear me better! I a so sorry!#AND MY TERRIBLE SOCIAL SKILLS ALSO TRANSLATE ON THE INTERNET BECAUSE HERE TOO I AM UNABLE TO TALK TO PEOPLE! :'(#just ranting #genuine question #I am soooooo grateful for the friends I have but I simply don't know how the fuck they became friends with me #social skills who ?

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the-everqueen · 1 year

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in the future where i'm able to find another therapist who can work with me, we are gonna have to delve into my embarrassment over receiving praise, despite wanting it terribly, and my impulse to downplay any achievements because nothing i manage to do is worth anything because (say it with me), i was able to do it.

#brain things #unraveling.txt #it's insane because there are things i can say i'm good at #but having those acknowledged sometimes does Nothing for me #because yeah. it's obvious.#which sounds so arrogant except it means i never actually sell my strengths #and other times it feels like ppl compliment me just to ''be nice'' and obviously that's a lie #ohhhhh ok wait i'm realizing this is #ocd #behaviors on main #fuck great the reassurance seeking and the inability to be reassured are now tied into my self-assessment of skills too #anyways do i recommend a phd in the humanities? no. is it easy? yeah probs i managed one.

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indigodawns · 2 years

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#man. had two therapy appointments today and i feel. just. very bad. not good.#first one is too much to go into but really the take away is don't do drugs kids #especially if you're fucking mentally ill #second one just... got to meet my new therapist. very young woman. very. ohh and aww and she started #with. hey. we're doing cbt :) look at this neat little printout that you can fill in :)#when i tell you i wanted to tear off my own skin #i still do! but being very cool and mature about it and calming myself down by eating and watching seokjin and that did soothe #but this woman right. 'so you think the world is an awful place? is that right? is that one of your core beliefs?'#no!!!!!! yes!!!! but like. i don't think changing my mindset re: the world is my problem???#is it??? like... the world is awful and unfair yes but i want to React to that in a way that's useful. THAT is what i want to changr #i want to not be too tired or overstimulated or whatever to even have empathy for anyone or anything #or too numb/derealised/depersonalised whatever :'')#and she just... 'why are you sad? when are you sad?' like god fucking hell im fucking depressed okay?? we know this!!! it's fine!!!#a fucking cbt thing im.......#maybe i SHOULD give it a proper go but like. i just want feedback. i want someone to talk to #god fuck im gonna do something calming or whatever #i know i sound arrogant and whatever but man.#edit: did the big girl thing and reached out to my irl friends and sent a long ranting voicenote #and ate something easy #and im feeling a bit more like i can breathe again so <333

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the-astro-ace · 2 years

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*Screams into the void*

#HOW DO I WRITE A COVER LETTER #This is like my third one within the span of three days too and my brain is ready to just defenestrate itself #I need to write *counts* seven or eight by the seventh #Okay I don't NEED to but I WANT to #Okay I don't WANT to but I WANT to apply for these jobs and they NEED a cover letter #Okay to sum up: how to talk myself up in a way that makes me sound hire-able and not just arrogant

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vmpbyss · 2 years

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aaaaaaa tdy was kind of shitty & i don’t know why ☹️ school has become soooo unbelievably draining even though it’s so easy? i thought i was over my burnout, i thought it ended years ago ☹️

i’m also unbelievably tired all the time … maybe it’s bc i’m waking up so early & it’s fucking up my circadian rhythm? aaaaa shit, this lack of motivation is pissing me off …

#it’s the fact i had a convo w my mom about it this morning too #i hate the fact that i can recognize my faults but make no move to fix it no matter how harc i try :/#this is going to sound so arrogant but #i’m smart! i’m not not going to deny that! so that’s why seeing my own potential & it being absolutely wasted fucking sucks!#maybe i’m overworking myself w virtual school on top of dual enrollment and reg school #but the deed’s been done! i can’t take it back & this pattern is going to leave a shitty mark on my record and a bitter taste in my mouth #doesn’t help that i hate school …#i just don’t like the people at my school & it’s just kinda sucks!#would i prefer virtual school? i’m not sure! there’s pros and cons & i dk yet if there are things i’m willing to sacrifice for it though #i rmb during lockdown & online school did numbers on my mental health so i just can’t tell if it’s the better option for me?#god i soooo hate my past self’s decisions right now.#have we not learned not to overestimate ourselves?#goddammit this is so fucking frustrating #💤 : rant

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