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faithisland · 5 months

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eighth doctor audio dramas have my mind generating this incredible early 90s space age / gothic post-revival imagery that is making me consider making fan art ..?

#i know what youre thinking and its NOT steampunk #something ELSE that the 90s movie is inspiring #ive never rlly made fanart #or havent since i was a teen #BUT maybe part of that is bc i stopped listening to so many audio dramas/audiobooks #rowan talks #it rlly isnt steampunk like its the other side of the coin😭#the reusing of 60s mod and how thats doctor who nostalgic baiting and just like #idk theres a good Style right there #and its kind of untapped #(RTD was going for this and its what makes his run so distinctive but i wanna do smth a lil different)#oh i have been thinking so much abt how the movie CLEARLY inspired RTDs choices for the revival #is anyone talking abt this #has HE talked about this #im a fake fan i havent watched every single confidential😔#btw my tags are confusing i mean RTD was emulating the 90s movie and running w it #not that he was doing a 60s mod thing #*I* wanna do the 60s mod thing redone like they were doing w 90s 'contemporary'#i forget the terms ugh whatever ifykyk #i hwvrnt slept yet #as usual

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miusato · 1 month

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Ahh yes, the autism brothers 🤝🤝🤝

#if you see me post this yesterday uh no you dont #anyway tbh the only autistic one here is Aki and Shinji is there acting as his voice of reason and his other brain cell #since Aki drown all of his remaining brain cell in a solution of protein shake #doesnt matter if he's smart he is just as socially inept as I am and doesnt get social cues sometimes Aki is actually me irl #anyway ajxuwkaiahqjq im dreaming of the day that Ill be free from the shackles of art school #and draw the rest of the P3 cast in this style and fulfilling my dream of making a totally normal but angst driven hugh school teen drama au #like yes they should be normal hs students but also i want them to go through the pain that is unnecessary teen drama #aki be like: you havent known the triumphs and defeats the epic highs and lows of HigHscHooL foOtbALL #anyway wish me luck rn its critique week and im witnessing my classmate getting their ass grilled as i type and i am next //gulp #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 3 portable #akihiko sanada #shinjiro aragaki #asukart

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peepawsammywammywoo · 5 months

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Why are teachers in the learning support class/special Ed class SO abilest

I have chronic pain, muscle weakness, joint issues, poor blood circulation and so much more, I'm also autsitc

Yesterday I had gardening in the class, that everyone participated in. It was cold, and I was unable to feel my fingers properly. I explained that to my teacher. She gave me a sitting down task, cutting suff, I couldn't do it as my fingers were all tingly and numb. My teacher, I'm calling her Mrs W.

Mrs W said "you have to keep trying and trying and trying. If you stop using your body you will loose the ability to use it" (its a 90 minute lesson I'm sure I would be fine. And at some point I won't be able to use my body properly, my condition IS worsening.)

At 12, mid way through the lesson I had to get my adhd meds, I had to walk to get them. My legs were ever so wobbly, even using my walking stick. Mrs W saw this. And saw how I was struggling to hold my water. She then about 5 minutes after that said "If you can't cut vegetables why don't you stand and water the garden"

I can barley stand on a good day ..

I explained I couldn't and she lectured me about how "Oh your really going to sit there the entire lesson doing nothing??"

Later, about 12:20 she asked me to go inside and get a iPad to check the weather, I said I could do it on my phone so I didn't have to walk, she said "why? You were able to walk earlier just get up and get the ipad" (istg you can check the weather yourself Mrs w)

I explained that I couldn't walk at the moment and she went on a big rant about how "Oh, but your able to walk to the bus at the end of the day, you can walk a few steps to the ipads!" (I don't even walk far to the bus...)

I explained how my contion changes and I might be able to run at like 6am but at 1pm I might not be able to stand. It changes. All the time. (I can't actually run but it was an example)

And she had the balls to say "yeah. It changes when you want it to. When you need to walk"

What the actual heck??

Your a teacher in the learning support class, it's full of mentally disabled or physically disabled students (or even both)

I cried after that, because I wish I could choose when i can walk, a teacher. Came up to me and asked if I was okay. Before I could even respond Mrs W said "yes! He's fine"

I was not fine, I was in tears and alot of pain.

I cried for an hour till a teacher helped me inside and called home.

That is bullshit why are teachers in that class so unhelpful???

(Apparently they don't even need training to teach in these types of classes, they don't even have to know about disabilities and stuff)

#disabled teen #chronic pain #disabled rant #disability rant #abelism #abelism tw #school hates disabled kids #special ed class #rant #chronic pain rant #school rant #ambulatory wheelchair user #fulltime cane user #cane user #i wish i knew what my conditions are so teachers actually listen t9 me #i havent gone back to school since

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deaths · 4 months

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i just cut off my irl friend group last night its a long story so anyways.... watever

#to be fair ive been distancing from them for a bit theyre not the greatest group of people? ive just known them since i was a teen #and they havent really matured at all and its embarrassing to go out with them. they were embarrassing me the other night at mtg

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piosplayhouse · 11 months

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(This isn't bait, and you don't need to answer it if you don't want to). What's your beef with heartstopper?

The author and I have the same favorite mangaka but they tried to claim her as a "one of the good ones defying all problematic elements (of the gross bl genre of course)" without knowing that . One of the only other scanlated works from same mangaka is a psychological horror incest BL with every trigger warning under the sun

Also I hate white British people but that's on me #listening and learning

#a lot of people got on her ass about sharing an illegal scanlation sc as well but honestly like ehh i have a little more lenience ig #since the authors work IS obscure and there isnt an english translation and i dont expect someone who allegedly is not a frequent reader #to know all the nuances of scanlation etiquette or whatever. but its also because the author is obscure that im laughing at this point #because she only has like . 4 what i would call main works and one of them is definitely problematic as hell #and another one features some consent issues and they bang as teens which is fairly industry standard but #honestly i dont really care either way like im very neutral and the books probably cute i spose its just the constant trend you see over and #over again with these white queer authors where they have to talk about how their work is so much different from the obviously inferior #asian queer art like we werent doing it centuries before you guys and have such a strong queer history thats so often disregarded in favor #of starting the discussion in the us . or something whatever its midnight and i havent finished my work prep

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donnyclaws · 7 months

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I was gonan make a post apologizing for lack of regular art but I feel like jts already clear im sporadic and in and out of it bc chronic pain and circumstances. So for now I'm gonna hibernate, get my health steady again, deal with money issues, and art will happen when it happens.

#i do feel kind of worn down by it. i wish patreon and commissions didn't feel so taxing even with accommodations ive made for myself #maybe it'll feel better in the future when less is going on but rn it #places this barrier of management in front of art that makes it less relieving to do #cause there's always a part of my brain reminding me it needs to serve a purpose and needs to pay off in some way #which isn’t a new feeling for artists obviously. maybe doing it all since hs js also why it's tiring. and patreon changjng the way it does #working part time now too. idk if maybe id like to step back from it #it's abnormal that i worked taht hard and it did help me get out from my parents and stay out. but im also tired ect #idw let people down by not being able to keep up with a self imposed expectation or #be irresponsible and remove sources of income for myself. redbubble inprnt and patreon all suck in ways that bother me hugely #i only really enjoy itch.io at the minute #not to say anything bad abt patrons or commission clients you've all been excessively kind and patient and understanding always #i wish i could make them better i feel like there's no way how it is at the minute is of value compared to my output as an older teen #but yknow. self imposed worry. im just worn out and id like to just make things without the management and the fretting and the #i havent made a comic post for patreon in ages or this or this i havent made a speedpaint or a song or #yadda yadda lmao #sorry for the impromptu ramble #this isnt to say id never do commissions or a store or anything again or i want to not make money off art #god knows i will need to be grinding out comms once im well again but ex #i feel like im getting less and less able to manage it and then putting out less and less #and hoping ill somehow get very healthy and active again one day and make it worth the wait yknow.#it's not a feeling i want my art to carry in me.#part of me and the parent in my brain is saying it'd be selfish to give up income but the rest is like #that's cruel. i want to feel good and healthy

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yugiohz · 8 months

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i know this is the abused child speaking but sometimes you rlly need to fight someone physically sorry for not being above that

#i havent done that since i was a teen but sometimesi rlly want to

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mell0bee · 1 year

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cartoon stans of tumblr dot com (cartoonblr, if you will) i have some questions for u

1- is the ghost and molly mcgee episodic? or does it have some continuity but not a lot (ie gumball) or is it more story-driven & has an overarching plot (ie gravity falls)? i keep hearing differing opinions on this/can only find sources on this from a year ago.

2- does anyone have any animated show recs to fill the owl-and-frog shaped hole in my heart. yknow, more fantastical elements & a linear narrative, especially if it's still airing (because i feel like ive seen practically every kids' western animated show like this).

i will take recs for adult animation too!!! i adored castlevania & arcane on netflix (& will watch invincible. eventually. its on my list) & am open to anime recs too, ive literally only watched fullmetal alchemist brotherhood and spy x family (might watch mp100 next? maybe?) & i really wanna watch more. but again i am looking to fill the owl and frog shaped hole in my heart.

#tumblr users i trust you on this one. reddit was sooooo unhelpful #the ghost and molly mcgee #tgamm #the owl house #amphibia #also gonna tag #infinity train #i am also very much looking for shows like infinity train but. i feel like something like intr will never get made again :(#bee post #maybe i need to just. watch adventure time (ive tried watching it like 3 times but never stuck with it)#ooooooh or maybe i should rewatch teen titans 2003. i havent seen that since i was like 12

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gla55t33th · 2 months

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i want to create a discord server mostly for my tumblr circle here especially those who like the Technology and objects . but i darent

#I HAVENT BEEN A DISCORD MOD SINCE AN ITTY BITTY TEEN. HORRIFYING

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taffybuns · 2 years

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the solidarity of my entire dash somehow also following along that really intense miraculous ladybug au

#i havent seen mlb since i was a teen and dont really care to though i keep up w plot points #the enemy bakers comic though. swirls a wine glass. effervescent. the discord is following it like a baseball game

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echey · 2 months

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Rewatching house MD after roughly 12 years and oh my god it would be so much less homoerotic if House and Wilson just had sex

#house #house md #im going insane !!!!!!!!! oh my gooood !!!!! oh my god this show #i havent seen it since i was a teen and didnt expect it to actually be SO MUCH about the relationships between the characters and it's GREAT

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13eyond13 · 10 months

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Somebody said Harry Potter's ending had a "peaked in high school" energy in the tags on that post about disappointing endings, and it made me lol at my desk

#god that's true #theyre all like #yeah ofc i married the person i dated at 14 and became exactly what i wanted to be when i was 14 #and named my 2.5 kids after everybody i stanned the most at 14 #i remember finding it sickly sweet and unrealistic even when i was a teen #my take at the time was that harry should have died #like can you imagine #there would have been such an uproar but idk that would have been respectable to me #rather than that dream sequence fakeout or wtv i kinda forget how it went i havent read it since it was new #p

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neck-thats-made-for-bruising · 3 months

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I fucking hate my skin and hair it's extremely oily AND FLAKEY at the same time and it's pissing me off because it's making me insecure and we're too broke to buy the shampoo that actually works on my hair

#teen girl things #no because i actually feel gross when my hair is oily #which is always :))#and i just feel disgusting right now i havent done laundry my stomach feels gross and im oily and itchy #like i thought i got over this 2 years ago because we bought good shampoo for me #but nope since we moved i cant get it and im back to being insecure about it again #hopefully i feel better about my hair after i dye it #honestly thinking about it i usually despise my hair the 2-4 weeks in between getting the dye out to dye it a different color #im just so tired of washing my hair and then waking up with nasty oily hair #ranting #ari rants

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jamesvowles · 1 year

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