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Sometimes I feel like such a fake adult. Like I know it isn't true (disabled experiences aren't childish etc) but like . Instead of gaining independence I got more dependent than I was even as a child. Whenever people talk about what Being An Adult Means they'll talk about independence and things you can do and having more Life Experience and I suppose I have more Life Experience but it is distinctly different to the normal More Life Experience that other 23 year olds have. I can't drink and very much couldn't by the time 21 rolled around so I never have. Instead of getting more independence I became super dependent bc of the symptoms and such. I got a lot of experience learning to sit on hold with doctors offices like every other day and figuring out myself if the incredibly painful symptom was serious and if the seemingly innocuous one was. And now I'm really good at figuring out if The Bad Symptom is coming back but hopefully that's a useless skill because I have my medicine now? but other 23 year olds are like, here is my College Graduated Skills and my Work Experience Skills and my Living Alone Skills. (And my Relationships skills but I'm not sure I'd have managed to gain experience there even without illness fubdhbdjbhv) And I'm like. Ah. We have....so little in common.... Idk just. Grggrhrgrhggh
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*something moving in the shadows*
me, Not Scared: who is trying to….. opposite romance me? horror romanticize me?
my brother: ??? Terrorize??
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Just saw one of my irls repost a quackity spanish tiktok, I have won
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Prompt 1: They stand alone above the rolling clouds, gazing upon the land they called home for oh so many years. Betrayal rung true in their heart as memories flashed before their eyes. Days of peace, of longing, of love… Muddled and broken by harm, betrayal, and anguish. Never will their family know of their fate, as those they trusted with their very being would never utter their name again.
Not until they returned. Returned for blood. Returned to bring those who stood oh so high above the mortal woes down.
Returned to reap havoc.
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ooc.
crawls out of the shadows. i am here and i wanna write so fucking bad.
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