This series was so special to me as a kid, I wanted to draw them for old times sake…

Also it gave me an excuse to play around with character designs

I drew this based on @bllaaaaarrgh ‘s alice in wonderland au bc I think legend would be having absolutely none of the vague signs/directions and would hate not knowing where he is and yeah :) this was a really fun drawing to do and I really like how the clouds and legends outfit came out 👍

I chose 1 song each day that reflected my mental state/that I had listened to that day so here is January in Songs

1st: Perfume by Lovejoy

2nd: Common People by Pulp

3rd: Haunt me x3 by Teen Suicide

4th: A tv show called earth by Philip Labes

5th: Another Love by Tom Odell

6th: Take 5 by the Dave Brubeck quartet

7th: Also Sprach Zarathustra by Richard Strauss

8th: My Type by Saint Motel

9th: Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths

10th: Fine by Lemon Demon

11th: No Time to Explain by Good Kid

12th: Open Arms from the EPIC album

13th: I’m Doing Push Ups by Bears in Trees

14th: Africa by Toto

15th: Another One Bites the Dust by Queen

16th: Ode to Crayola by Lemon Demon

17th: Noel’s Lament from Ride the Cyclone The Musical

18th: Anniversary by Autoheart

19th: Lovely Day by Bill Withers

20th: Hidden in the Sand by Tally Hall

21st: Remember you Omnichord by Trillian

22nd: Drift Away Omnichord by Trillian

23rd: Lovely Day/Good as Hell by Pomplamousse

24th: Claire de lune by Debussy

25th: 6/10 by dodie

26th: Tell me something by Good Kid

27th: Can’t Pretend by Tom Odell

28th: Car Lights by James Marriott

29th: Drunk Drivers/Killer Whales by Car Seat Headrest

30th: Soldier Poet King by The Oh Hellos

31st: It’s only Sec by Car Seat Headrest

Please this whole canto is so sad😭😭😭

This roughly translates to:

I shall live in my pains and afflictions, my righteous persecutions, wandering and maddened, out of my mind: I shall flee, I shall be terrified of the lonely, nocturnal ghosts who will bring back before my eyes my terrible error. I will hate and repudiate the sun that shone a light on my misfortunes. I shall be afraid of myself, and always fleeing from myself, I shall always see myself [in front of me]

Just a reminder that requests are still open! I love getting them and right now I don’t have any to work on, so please send them in! My pinned post has all the information for requests! Requests can be agere or tickle related and I do both headcanons and moodboards! Don’t be shy!

thinking about LeoJi 💛💜

sometimes i wish i simped for bkg and kiri more bc i know that’s why a lot of y’all followed me but the truth is aizawa will always pull me back in, hook line and sinker. he’s one of the only characters i don’t get tired of when i read fics.

truthfully neither bkg or kiri are chill enough for me to read/write them 100% of the time.

Thinking about Kit Connor again and I have one more thing to add

I was writing queer fanfic before I knew I was queer. I figured it out with the help of queer media I consumed and queer stories I created.

Should I not have been writing the fanfic when I was still “straight”? I published my first fic back in March of 2020 before I even considered I was anything other than straight. Should I have been harassed and told not to write queer stories because I wasn’t?

Absolutely fucking not.

Just because someone “seems straight” doesn’t mean they shouldn’t be writing queer stories or portraying queer characters or anything of the sort. Once again, we are not entitled to know anything about someone’s personal life.

And even if the person is straight, why does it fucking matter? It resonates with them in some way and they don’t have to fucking share the reason. Leave them alone.

mARTch 30: Draw a gift for a friend (or three)

@the-smol-cricket is my actual friend, so I drew their fox sona. Hope you like it, Misty! 🧡✨

@ocreana I know we’re not actual friends, but I was really amazed with the events in 49: Crane Dive, so I redrew Ejo in his cell after he… saw some things 👓. One of my favorite scenes/episodes you have ever done!! Thank you for your beautiful work on the Shadow Prophet. ❤️✨

@little-the-rat, hi, it’s me again. I know we’re not actual friends either, but I had to make this. I’m still in love with your Kayne design practically a whole month later (IT JUST FITS HIM SO WELL GRRRRR); I just adore how the hair, necklaces, corset, and suit all have this extravagance that he would totally have about him. Compared to most Kaynes being just a plain suit, yours stands out. Anyway, I animated his first line with your design. I think it came out pretty cute, I hope you like it!! 🩷✨

Ejo reference:

I’ll try and make a colored version at some point

i am a shyam singha roy lover first, human second

i think i’ve made this post like 15 times but you see the thing is that blair and serena and nate were best friends and they were each other’s home and nate truly loved blair and blair was everything good in the world to serena and serena had been pointedly changing the subject in her mind whenever she felt the small changes that had developed over a long period of time in her feelings for nate like she would just refuse to think about it and nate had been feeling and letting his mind wander and imagine but it was theoretical because he loved blair and they could never hurt blair but then there’s the shepard wedding and they’re both drunk and alive and everything under the surface pushes past they’re blocks and they’re not thinking about blair or consequences or anything they’re just feeling the feelings they’ve buried and then serena runs because she’s just betrayed her best friend the person she loves more than anything else in the world and she can’t face that so she leaves the wedding and then later that night she can’t face herself either so she leaves and she doesn’t talk to blair for a year because she can’t. she can’t face that. she can’t face the hurt she caused the person she loves so much so she ignores it and her. and nate spends the year waiting hoping for serena to come back because now that he’s opened the door in his mind he can’t close it and he doesn’t want to try but serena’s gone and blair’s here and she’s his best friend and he doesn’t want to hurt her for nothing because he loves her so much in whatever way and he doesn’t want her to leave so he lies to her for a year and that lie along with his newfound knowledge that he’s fallen out of love with her causes him to push her away and then blair and suddenly in a night her best friend and the person she loves most in the world leaves and refuses to talk to her and her boyfriend best friend is pulling away and clearly keeping a secret and then her dad leaves and her world keeps blowing up and she’s all alone and she wants to talk to serena more than anything but serena won’t talk to her serena was the first to leave her so she goes on and starts building her empire and clings to the perfect vision of herself and her life and she doesn’t let anybody see that none of it’s perfect because her best friend left and her dad left and while her boyfriend is technically still there the real connection they had is fading away and she’s losing another best friend but she pretends because he’s part of her perfect. and then serena comes back and blair hates serena for leaving her alone she’s so angry she’s so hurt she tries so hard to want serena to keep away but she can’t she doesn’t want that she can’t want that blair was so alone serena being beside her being her best friend was always where she had felt safe and warm and home and blair hadn’t felt that in so long and she wants so badly to feel that way again so even though she’s still angry with serena for taking it away in the first place she misses it more and she after fighting with herself and with serena for a while she lets herself have it and be vulnerable in front of serena and let her back in. and then nate the second he hears serena’s back knows that he wants to risk it all and throw the mapped out life course he’s on down the drain she comes back and he feels more awake than he had felt the whole year she was away and he wants to say fuck consequences and be with her. but serena doesn’t want to fuck consequences. she’s determined to be a good friend and to be a good person and she chooses blair. serena loves blair more than anything and she hates herself for betraying her and she’s determined to be a good friend. and she won’t say fuck consequences with nate. she won’t choose him. and nate who had been happy and hopeful at her return is so hurt by that he spent the year choosing serena by not telling blair anything and then when she tells him that she doesn’t want his choice he in an act somewhat driven a tiny bit by spite and driven a lot

by hurt but also by a fear of losing both of the people he loves most in the world both his best friends he then chooses blair and tells her what happened at the shepard wedding. and blair sure is hurt by nate but like it’s not the most painful part about this by far for a year he’s been lost to her anyway and more representing the perfect golden future she’s determinedly marching towards rather than their once meaningful bond still meaning that much she’s hurt but like that’s overshadowed by other hurts most from or involving serena. involving in that blair has felt second to serena always and now in this too? nate pressed down on her biggest insecurity and she’s angry and hurt. but that’s also not the biggest hurt. because even though she’s always felt second to serena, serena had still always been safety and home and love to blair. and now that’s gone. blair learns that serena betrayed her she did something that would of course hurt blair so much. blair’s best friend in the entire world who she trusted more than anything betrayed her. blair’s alone again. and she’s angry and she’s hurt and lashing out and trying to make serena hurt as badly as she does but nothing she does can compare to the hurt serena caused her but she keeps trying because she hurts so much. she air quotes forgives nate to get back on her perfect future track but she cannot ‘forgive’ serena in that same way because even though they both betrayed her betrayal from serena hurts a million times more. serena betrayed her. it’s not about nate for blair it’s about serena. it’s about the fact that serena was willing to hurt her. that hurts way more than nate’s willingness to hurt her. okay back to nate so he’s ‘trying’ to fix things with blair and blair tells him not to talk to serena and at first he doesn’t want to hurt her so there’s his i needed to talk to her secretly in chuck’s bedroom to tell her that i can’t talk to her moment but then well he sees serena and dan and he sees how much serena has not chosen him (she chose blair) and he’s so so hurt by that so well now driven more by spite and even more by hurt he sticks to his earlier choosing to fix things with blair even harder and again spite and hurt like literally does not speak to serena. and serena’s really hurt by that she’s hurt when she’s learns at brunch that he would consider not speaking to her and she’s really really hurt when he just literally does not speak to her and it’s like serena chose blair and she’s determined to fix things with blair and to do that she needs to not speak to nate but that doesn’t change the fact that it hurts her so so much that he won’t speak to her.

It’s the middle of July and I cannot stop thinking about Stobotnik Christmas fics and ideas

not to be all dramatic on main but a MOA i met at their dome show in Osaka last year added me to her close friends list/stories on instagram 🥺

🫂🫂🫂

hope youre alright!

tank u <333

Me realizing I didn’t even include the part about the gayhomos representing his fear of growing up and becoming a responsible person in a way

i can’t believe for a brief amount of time when i didn’t like requiems holy shit they’re so good??? i mean some movements can be boring but like if you listen to dies irae from mozart and don’t somewhat explode i do not understand you, also verdi’s dies irae it’s really the fucking song ever