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bootay-hole · 2 months

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hi have a SHIT ton of duck doodles pls and thank u

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your-local-granny · 2 months

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fall from grace

#I actually did this for inktober like a year ago whoops #Thinking about her again 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 did you know she makes me ill #hey wasn’t it kind of fucked up she literally got shot #wasn’t it fucked up how she lived with this phantom pain carrying around her father’s greatest failure the mark of a killer #and then. She was also shot. In the same shoulder. Wasn’t that fucked up a bit #Oh also this was gauche on like a 4x6 sketchbook so there’s a lot of patchiness but that was kind of the point srry #all about unlearning imperfection and trying something new yknow #franziska von karma #ace attorney #ace attorney fanart #portal art 💕🌸🌤️

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quietwingsinthesky · 1 month

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in the amelia pond au, amelia’s aunt does still send her to therapy between doctor adventures, but since amelia is now secure in the fact that he’s Definitely Real since both rory and mels have also met him and because she lost a tooth last week from tripping on the stairs of the tardis, she doesn’t bite any therapists this time around. and besides, her therapist is a very funny lady. she reminds amelia of her doctor, with how her voice will flip and jump in volume and accent and tone on a whim, with how she’ll talk to amelia like they’re conspiring together. she keeps the pictures amelia draws of the doctor and their adventures for her, even hangs one or two on the walls. she listens very intently to every detail, which no adults in amelia’s life do save the doctor himself and river song, whenever she’s around. and best of all, whenever she tells amelia’s aunt that amelia is doing just fine, don’t you worry, she’ll grow out of this, she winks at amelia so that amelia will know her therapist is only playing along to wave away her aunt’s suspicion.

it is a little odd, though, that she insists on only being called Missy. but amelia is quite used to odd by now.

#not the point of this post but. please do imagine amelia and rory and mels and the doctor all having escaped from Real Actual Danger #rory has the energy of a cat with its fur all puffed up and looks like he’s either going to start crying or yelling at the doctor #mels is standing on the box the doctor got her so she could see the tardis console better and studying the way he flies it very intently #and amelia is still full of energy and adrenaline and can’t stop racing around the tardis like a hyperactive gerbil. because if she stops #she might have to be scared instead but if she can run long enough she’ll forget to be scared at all and when she collapses exhausted all #she’ll have left are the exciting happy memories #and then she misteps racing up the stairs. shouts! the doctor and mels and rory are all at attention immediately. mels moves first but rory #is closer and helps amelia back up. and then the doctor is crouching down in front of her. ‘let me see. oh that’s a lot of blood. that’s.#how much blood are you able to lose again? its more than this. probably.’ amelia’s whole face hurts. but the doctor’s rambling is familiar.#it helps. and he’s only so talkative when he’s sure he has a solution. besides. rory’s head’s nestled on her shoulder and mel’s got her #hands. the doctor wipes blood off her nose and her chin. tilts her head up and goes ‘aaa’ sticking his tongue out until she does it too.#and he tells her to feel her upper row of teeth with her tongue. she does until she finds the gap.#it still hurts. hurts more when she nudges it with her tongue all bleeding and raw. but she just lost a tooth! and you know what that means.#they have to find it. or else how will the tooth fairy leave her any money?#(the doctor hears her say that to mels as they search. and he glances off to the side and makes a note to go back and make sure it *was* her #aunt leaving her those coins. and not something else. which he does. and finds out her aunt wasn’t leaving her any coins at all.#he can’t just let that stand! so the doctor becomes amy’s tooth fairy as well.)#and that is how amelia loses a tooth on the tardis.#amelia pond au

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shima-draws · 5 months

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I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD

#One Piece #My favorite arc BY FAR #It was really long! But it wasn’t Alabasta long!!#Also Noland’s backstory deadass made me tear up that shit was so sad #Idk this arc just really kept me hooked. Like there wasn’t really a point I got super bored #Even with all the fights going on #Also just realizing they mentioned Noland in OPLA too. Nami read Zoro the book while he was totally conked out #Anyway ANYWAY I really enjoyed it. Lots of fun character interactions #And Usopp actually getting to do stuff too?? MY MANS #Oh and Zoro’s look this arc. God he was STYLIN. I’m so weak for a man in goggles shut up.#Logically that should apply to Usopp too and you know what. Yeah.#G8 is next and I know it’s filler but I’ve heard nothing but praise for it #So I’ll probably watch it instead of skipping :’D #Shima speaks #Also I find it stupidly ridiculous and funny that YET AGAIN Oda said ‘Lol you thought x character was dead?? SIKE’#Wiper got electrocuted and died like eight times but he’s fine actually. Also Sanji and Usopp got electrocuted too and were out #for like a full day. And then Enel zapped them AGAIN and Usopp was back on his feet like two minutes later.#Silly anime logic. It doesn’t make sense and I love it

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neptunesenceladus · 6 months

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the marvels is officially the only movie ever. the director knew what they were doing with it and also every designer that worked on it deserves a kiss and a pay rise

#you guys don’t understand how good it was #i may be biased because i love ms marvel #but it was so amazing #vague SPOILERS ahead:#the musical episode bit with the disney princess sparkles was the best #i just know a lot of marvel bros are going to hate on it for that whole silly section #but they just don’t get it like i do #and then the ending was perfectly emotional #the whole film is a brilliant mix of comedy and action and the director actually cares about her audience #i did get a migraine after but that may have been the air pressure rather than the film #because it wasn’t overly loud or flashy #also so worth the migraine #the marvels #the marvels spoilers #oh yeah and the end credit scene (there is only one) was brilliant #the take away is: go watch it #AND the young avengers at the end #i am so freaking excited for them

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laomelettedufromage · 3 months

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In my experience the best way to find other apsec people in the wild is to first admit you are aspec. Obviously not a safe and open option for everyone but if you have the means and the confidence it’s fun to unlock more aspec friends from the wild unexpectedly

#aka I met another aspec person the other day because I was casually like #‘yeah I’m aroace so I feel like that influences my prespective on this topic a lot’#and the guy who I had literally just met was like ‘woah we’re the same’#and I was like ‘FOR REAL????’#and then we bonded over aspec experiences for a bit #I could also just have a lot of luck #my NM friend has many times been like ‘why do all the aspec people seem to live in OH you know so MANY’#and she knew only one (1) that wasn’t me ajskakskksks #🤷‍♀️#anyways I’m not meeting a ton of aspec people or anything #but being out and comfortable talking and bringing it up to strangers has definitely helped me find more #it’s good practice trying to talk about it casually in conversation #by yours truly the omelette of cheese #aromantic #asexual #aroace #also I realize this is probably a no brainer but it’s fun #when you realize the stranger you’re talking to actually shares a lot more in common with you #or when old high school or college acquaintances reach out to you as another aspec person

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tirednotflirting · 17 days

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#so the other day i was rereading this fic that i forgot i wrote #some lashton thing from like 2021 that someone reblogged out of the blue #and i was in the living room and i say out loud like ‘oh this is actually pretty good. like i used to be pretty good at this i miss it’#and roommate who actively does not read or write fic #and in particular has some moral qualms w rpf #and she’s like ‘you’re still good at writing you just haven’t done it in a while’#and idk it meant a lot in a way i wasn’t really sure how to describe?#i haven’t felt creative in a really long time but it still doesn’t change the fact that i must be capable of it if i once was?#weird vibe. but good vibe. ya know?

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trees-to-meet-you · 5 months

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Sibling forced me to dress up as golden Freddy and watch the fnaf movie gonna be honest I wasn’t a fnaf kid but since they’ve gotten into it I’ve tried to too but anyway yeah I may have next to no idea what’s going on but it was pretty great

#chatter #hi everybody! accidentally closed my desktop tab so im currently on mobile but i think ill whip out the website again soon #fnaf movie #fnaf #rambling #it was a pretty good movie. i liked the main character a lot it was easy to relate to his motivations while also yelling at him for #being a dickhead idiot #spoilers:#like. if my parents die suddenly you bet your ass i would drop everything for my little sibling even if i cant take as good care of them as #someone else. i would at least try. and if i actually had another sibling who was kidnapped right in front of me id do anything i could to #save them too #so i found this guy relatable on terms of being the eldest sibling #and abby had SO much autism swag let’s be real #that is an autistic little girl if ive ever seen one and ive BEEN one #girl was fucking awesome #also: even if he was possessed im glad freddy ate that dickhead bitch of an aunt what a fucking ASSHOLE #i bet that was something the freddy kid may have felt bad for until abby told him no she’s a bitch with a capital b thanks for killing her #and he was like oh ok cool so maybe i was possessed into doing it but the end result wasn’t too bad nice #anyway.#FUCK man sibling movies fucking GET ME #im sitting here like oh damn he lives for his little sister and he still wishes he could save his little brother FUCK man I WOULD TOO #god. i get it. i love my little sibling so much i would do anything for them. they’re my best friend and if i were to even come close to #losing them I Don’t Know What’d Id Do #so yeah good movie

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frosty-tian · 9 months

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It’s… so surreal. Like, I know it’s a universal experience and I experience it more than once/here and there, but it’s still kind of weird to see friends/mutuals who either I knew when l was still a minor or they were still minors themselves, to just, change so much (especially after years of not talking to each other).

“Oh, hello, OnePieceFan5201, how are you, it’s been a while?”

“Ah, you work as a lecturer overseas now? Wow, I remember when you were crying to us in the group chat about your high school essays, haha.”

#frosty babbles #shoutout to uuuhhhh #Mags Astro Mabs Ezra Mike Brittsu Gamma and quite a few more #OH AND SQUID #MELA AND BARON TOO #sorry homie I almost forgot #still have contact with them somehow #like occasional convos outside of just being mutuals #especially Astro met when DRV3 was released #I still have a few people around but we don’t talk to each other anymore #some whom I considered close friends once #it’s depressing but I eventually dealt with it better #sorry for the ramble just lots of thoughts before work #and to think I started using this site when I was very much still a high schooler #while there wasn’t any actual connections on DA I still miss some homies on there

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 5 months

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getting intense joy from painting my nails wasn’t an expected outcome of my day but it is definitely a welcome one!

#in todays episode of ‘oh dang cis ppl can also get gender euphoria huh’#the more this happens the more I am convinced that gender expression is rly a personal thing #bc like. my roommate would NOT like to paint her nails or wear hairbows or skirts. she doesn’t enjoy them.#but she considers herself very feminine in her own right by the colors and styles of the shirts she wears and how she does her hair #I didn’t used to think I liked looking particularly feminine at all bc I found so much of it uncomfortable #turns out girliepop had sensory issues and the ‘beautiful lace dresses and nylon tights and makeup’ wasn’t doing it for me #but when given the chance to choose how I look. I find that I actually enjoy some of the stereotypical feminine stuff a lot!#and also enjoy some stereotypically unfeminine things bc they make me *feel* more like a girl even if they’re not like that for everyone #like my Minecraft socks! and t-shirts from the men’s section at Meijer. and button ups with loud patterns! and my undercut 🩵#also a lot of it I think is just. I am expressing what I like and enjoy. and part of who I am is a girl. so having the ability to express #myself in my clothing means I feel more like me. which includes feeling like a girl. which is v cool.#like I have other nail polish but I don’t like it bc it’s smth my mom picked out for me and it’s not rly my taste.#I have a ton of jewelry but only some of it is smth I would ever actually wear. bc I got it from my great grandma. who had different tastes.#but my Minecraft socks and patterned skirts and graphic tees and hairbows are all things that show what I like!#even if it’s not super matchy or coordinated. I look like me!#and now I have nails in my favorite color and I’m gonna try and get my hair dyed again in colors I like #I just. have the agency to look like me. and I keep surprising myself by how much I love that.#instead of copying what my family considers to be ‘good taste’

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cuteniaarts · 1 year

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More art of @silima’s OCs, this time featuring Kali, aka the love of my life, + a small infodump of almost everything I know about her. Can’t believe it took me this long to get around to drawing her, considering she’s been living in my head rent free for like a year lol

Bonus version without all my incessant rambles in case you don’t want to look at my shabby handwriting:

#my art #artists on tumblr #original characters #friend’s oc #kali #my brain was going ‘gay gay homosexual gay’ the entire time I was drawing this #can you blame me truly??#again she’s like exactly my type what was I supposed to do #not fall in love with her???#actually in that one comic where she had just stabbed nikita’s eye out she looks a lot like suiren #and well... I’m that one person who falls in love with her own OCs #don’t get me wrong I don’t love her just because she looks like ming-hua or suiren #(and a bit like p’li with the braid tbh)#those little coincidences just make me love her even more #I am truly and completely obsessed #girl you got me helpless look into your eyes and the sky’s the- *gets shot*#got possessed by my 13 yo self for a second there don’t mind that #oh also when I say marriage #I am keeping in mind that it is a capitalistic patriarchal institution #and I’m russian so I can’t legally marry her even if it wasn’t a capitalistic patriarchal institution #and obviously her and Soleil are adorable and I would never break them up #BUT THEORETICALLY I WOULD MARRY HER OKAY #I AM STILL ASKING FOR HER HAND IN MARRIAGE #OKAY RANT OVER I’M DONE

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gregmarriage · 2 months

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really just feels like the last four years of my life have been in pretty permanent stagnation, everything’s temporary and transitional, and i’ve been trying to fix it, but every time i do, something happens to make it worse

#the universe doesn’t want me to have a stable life apparently #i say four years it’s been my fucking whole life with the universe kicking my ass #but i was stable for a long time but then 2020 reset everything #i think i slipped through the cracks and it was like ‘oh shit haven’t fucked with gwen in a while’#then boom!#and now i’m here and it’s bullshit #man i remember when i used to have friends and i wasn’t actually for real stared at in the supermarket for being disabled #i remember when i wasn’t even disabled #like my mental health was actually good and things were better than they are now #i say ‘better’ bc in a lot of ways i had to have my brain rewired by trauma to get to where i am now #in general #not like now now #because ya know recovering from a manic episode and not in the best shape in this current moment #keep getting frustrated and it’s like bruh you were literally manic not even a full month ago #you’re still not fully recovered #trying to get better at being gentle with myself but it’s tough bc i’m not used to it #which is such a sad statement holy shit #trying not to say ‘i wanna kms’ over every tiny thing #bc triggering and bad #trying to just live in the moment and just ‘be’#which is difficult when i’m almost constantly in pain in some way but fuck it we ball #< my new catchphrase?

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arthur-r · 14 days

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what’s really embarrassing is my roommate on the phone with his mom saying “yeah i’ve been getting really sloppy i haven’t cleaned in a week it’s terrible” and my side of the room is just like that. all of the time. and i feel guilty but he also hasn’t ever said anything to my face he moved my stuff some at the beginning of the year but has never talked to me about it and i’m also so fucking ill that i just cant really handle adding that to my list while trying to also not fail school. so here i am being a terrible person i guess. did i tell you guys about turtle-person. have i showed my bracelets. i’m gonna go to sleep but in the morning i need to show my bracelets

#help i have work tomorrow. i also feel sick and strange. wish me luck #the sun was around today which was incredible but also i think it gave me too much mental energy #cause for the first time in forever i had the brightness of spirit to go for a walk. but that’s not the same as having the blood flow for it #so i think i overexerted myself cause of being finally happy and mentally energized i forgot about being physically disabled #i also had to explain POTS to somebody today and she was literally like ‘oh is that the thing where you need to have salt’ and NO like #i do have a really high salt intake to cope with POTS. but that’s not the fucking thing yknow?? like no that’s not what the thing i have is #it has nothing to do with salt. salt is a fun little coincidence that it can help with water retention which in turn helps with POTS #and it raises blood pressure is i think the other reason? but anyway idk i would honestly rather she just not know about it than have like #that very particular tiktok version of it like i am so glad for internet knowledge being spread and stuff and i mean. i guess even the posts #that i’m about to complain about are good for making people feel like they’re not alone. so maybe it’s fine. but i was going to complain of #the videos that are like ‘‘that one POTS friend’’ and it’s just like. salty food. instead of like. having to sit down?? BEING FATIGUED??#and like whatever. whatEVER but i wish it wasn’t getting conflated with one particular little way of treating it. even though i use that way #i don’t have needs-a-lot-of-salt-disease. like that’s not the point. that’s not the issue. it’s not a salt deficiency. salt just helps #and it doesn’t FIX it. it just helps. that’s all #ANYWAY EVERYTHING IS FINE. i feel sick though. but i’m gonna sleep and i’ll be fine #i miss before i had a job cause then i could sleep all day if i skipped class and it would be really nice. but now i have a job i would be #missing on my responsibilities for. and I don’t actually have accommodations. but im gonna sleep i’ll be fine #and library book cart is actually so rollator. like as far as being able to walk the library situation is such a win #anyway i’m gonna go to sleep now. but yeah idk i’m sick and a mess what else is new. but i have something whatever i’m good theres something #unrequited love for life or something like that. ok im gonna go to bed sorry for being weird and strange all the time!!!!#me. my post. mine.#delete later

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butchladymaria · 1 year

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ok but seriously. i know “doll as a mourning doll” is a popular interpretation but i spent hours hunting for credible sources on the subject and the longer you spend actually understanding what a mourning doll was, the less sense that claim makes. mourning dolls were:

1. made for infants and very small children and made/commissioned by their parents. it was not something people did for any deceased loved one. if an older child died, there were other methods by which to memorialize them — some of the more “extreme” by modern standards being post-mortem photography with the corpse and mourning hair art.

2. they were more like sculptures than dolls — made of wax due to the rise in wax sculpture as used for medical purposes. some were weighted to help a mourning parent, but that is as far as it goes based on the actual historical evidence. they weren’t articulated, as the doll is.

3. mourning dolls are the product of an entire complex cultural landscape with very specific attitudes towards children. as a result, mourning dolls are very much bound up in those attitudes. even if the previous inconsistencies don’t deter the equivalency, i think a lot of people make it without actually realizing the full weight of what they are implying about the doll, maria, and gerhman.

tl;dr i am begging people to please please please understand what things are in context before making that kind of false equivalency because i know for a fact some of yall do not mean to imply that gerhman viewed maria the way the victorians viewed literal infants

#bloodborne #the plain doll #gerhman the first hunter #i can link so many sources if anyone wants them but seriously oh my god 😭#its especially bad because a lot of those posts are made by people who are trying to defend(?) gerhman or just generally really like him #and dont want him to seem That Bad lol #but like im really sorry but you r NOT making the point you think you are #i dont think its On Purpose #because actual credible sources about mourning dolls is pretty hard to find #the wikipedia makes a Lot of claims and links only two sources #and one of those two links is broken #basically like #if you want to make the case that gerhman wasn’t weird to maria or the doll #the mourning doll comparison is really shooting yourself in the foot #like pls #those takes are fine and deserve to be made #i think hes a really tragic character the same way laurence is because of The Hubris etc #but by trying to Completely minimize and explain away how gender factors into his relationship to the doll #you are doing the character a disservice #not trying to vague anyone here i just genuinely see multiple people make this claim and its easier to make my own post than to reply #to each post that says it #ik some ppl have decided im incapable of having intelligent opinions because one (1) post breached containment like 6 months ago #but that is not my problem lol #like im sorry ur bitter that One Person said something mean abt ur problematic fav on tumblr dot com #but also i dont really care about internet strangers tht much #basically if u are 1 of those and i havent managed to block u yet this post is not for u

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poppyseed799 · 1 year

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I feel like life series fanon jimmy is kind of mischaracterized and there’s an easy way to make sure you’re doing it right: he has a lot of unearned confidence

#the tags is where I’m going to ACTUALLY say stuff LOL!!!#but like I love life series Jimmy mkay. he’s got that curse of dying first and all. which is what I mean by fanon cuz curses aren’t real #but a lot of fans make it like Jimmy accepts the curse? or even acknowledges that it’s real. which bugs me a bit cuz No He Does Not #(side note tho. I’m not mad about it. I know ppl wanna explore the concept of someone cursed to die first and that’s what they’re doing)#but like Jimmy would just be so in denial about it okay. even if you managed to convince him he would be like ‘..BUT SURELY THIS TIME’#and this relates to ranchers too. I love ranchers ok. mostly cuz my sister does tbh LMAOO she loves them. but ranchers fan content isn’t #what I’m looking for cuz it’s so often stuff like.. Jimmy being like ‘I’m sorry I’m cursed’ and Tango being like ‘it’s ok love u anyway’#but it’s really more like ‘CURSED?? NO! WE WILL WIN!’ which I think is MORE fun for the aftermath of their death. meeting in the afterlife.#I NEED to see ranchers content where they keep denying that the curse is real then Jimmy dies and they’re ghosts or whatever and Jimmy’s #like ‘oh no. we didn’t break the curse. tango probably hates me now. he only liked me cuz we thought the curse wasn’t real.’ and tango to be #like upset at first as anyone would be when they die. but then he like notices the way Jimmy is acting and he’s like ‘no.. ranchers 4 life’#???? what am I saying. hire me for writing fanfic I totally know what I’m doing.#anyways what I’m saying is Jimmy is the canary but he’s the canary that’s like ‘SURELY I can sing for the miners the whole way THIS time’#he is NOT the canary who says ‘WELL time to eventually stop singing in this cave’#HOWEVER I do think that although he has loads of unearned confidence and is in a constant state of denial. he does also have that crumble #sometimes. so it’s not totally ooc imo for him to act like that. but it would be rare moments and also mostly post death #ANOTHER SIDE NOTE I WANNA SAY. I HATE the way I’m saying this as if it’s fact. it’s my personal analysis and just because I think it’s right #doesn’t mean I want to present it as undeniable fact. I could be misinterpreting. if you want to interpret life!Jimmy’s character different #then go on ahead. I don’t hate fanon Jimmy I just wish I saw more like how I see him. that is all.#ok I lied I also wanna add that I’m bad at explaining things ESPECIALLY personalities so it’s possible that I didn’t convey what I wanted to #say properly too. sorry. OKAY NOW THAT IS ALL.

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no1ryomafan · 5 months

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My tradition for when I start a new obscure anime is to always go on ao3 to see if there’s a tag and the reaction from me is always one of three things:

“Oh wow this tag actually has surprisingly decent amount of stuff even if it hasn’t been updated much as of late. Still not 100 fics or anything but good to see about 20 that aren’t crossovers.”

“Oh there’s like- one fic in this tag huh. And it was years ago… And everything else is crossovers for some god foresaken reason. I’m gonna have to write something for this eventually.”

“Why the FUCK does this not have a tag do I really have to do this myself?!”

And the only reason I’m not writing more fics for everything I watch since they tend to fall under the second and third option or even if they don’t I end up liking what I watched a lot is because a red robot looms in my mind preventing me to write anything else- Also I’d get really exhausted from carrying so many fandoms when getter already drags me oml.

#meg text #fanfic rambles #fanfic struggles #ao3 #niche fandom #I’m glad for a lot of these it’s been the first option but the second two are the more common #also with the first one it’s usually just one person writing all the fics which AHAAHAH (relates to the pain too well)#also I say fanfic/fanart is always the true measure of how obscure something is over actual post discussing it #discussion is great but if something hardly has fanart or fanfics that’s when you truly know NOBODY knows wtf this is #of course with anime especially older ones it really depends on what language circles your around #because Japan has mecha engrained into their culture unlike here sadly so they’ll know more things #but also they had their fair share of flops and oh boy has that happened to me a lot!#I still can’t get over- how bad shin jeeg did- and how there wasn’t a fucking tag for it #am I truly the carry of the getter fandom when I made the first jeeg fic ever? Think about that #also Kikaider also has NOTHING or at least not for the anime somehow and I need to fix that #I just haven’t because AGAIN I’m stuck to one series and it’s hard to write anything else #even if I feel bad for it sometimes but autism be damned I have the most ideas

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